#if i could live off PROTEIN SHAKES i would...BC I HATE EATING...its already so hard | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

doebt · 4 years

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AND ALSO FOR SOME REASON my dad like refuses to buy any food or drinks that arent incredibly sugary he has SUCH a sugar addiction and i honestly dont but he just refuses to buy any of the very specific things i ask for i.e sparkling water or snacks that wont make it feel like im being punched in the mouth repeatedly

#ppl think im so unhealthy but im rly not and when i am its NOT BY CHOICE #i would be like vegan so fast if it was sustainable for me. or sugar free even #w rare exceptions #i ALREADY have ocd i have SUCH an issue w like 'clean' foods not in a diety way just in a purity way #if i could live off fruits and vegetables and bread and water i would #if i could live off PROTEIN SHAKES i would...BC I HATE EATING...its already so hard #and having such bad tooth pain just makes it harder like why does it have to be even harder. maybe ill hunger strike #ITS NOT LIKE I CAN TELL MY FAMILY LIKE...I USED TO HAVE AN EATING DISORDER; HERE ARE THE NUANCES...#omg im hungry. ok i have to figure this out. omg. im like fine #if the universe could grant me the 1 tiniest littlest relapse i could get through this so easily but -_- not how it works

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