#if i could just go back and stop myself from saying it

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i love you. it's ruining my life. (MV33)

✰ max verstappen x popstar!ex!reader ✰

summary: you and max have been broken up for four years now, going no contact for the entirety of those years. never bothering to contact eachother but he invites you to one of his races one day after the last show of your tour, who were you to say no?

genre: angst (im sorry)

wc: 3k

a/n: AHHH, THIS WAS WAS A DOOZY!!!!! i loved writing this (i mostly just like hurting myself more than anything). kind of dark themes tho, ooc max bc he vvv loving and would never cheat on his lover. thank you so much for 100 followers btw!!!!!! i wrote this as a 100 follower special :3 thank you so much for my supporting my short journey as a tumblr writer, you guys inspire me to write even more for you guys. can you imagine that's it's been a week of writing and i've already gained 100 followers?? i love you guys so much.

warnings: mentions of existing relationship with kelly, cheating

"thought of calling ya, but you won't pick up. another fortnight lost in america." - taylor swift, 'fortnight'

isn't it ironic that careers can really separate you from what truly made you, you? being a popstar, touring for months on end, surrounding yourself with new people, new opportunities, made it hard for you to reconnect with the people that helped you from day one.

it wasn't like you cut them off, or stopped talking to them. you tried. you really tried, but sometimes life goes on and people forgive and forget. your old life before you started your career was slowly being etched away and replaced with new pieces.

and maybe that was a bad thing.

"on stage in 2 minutes," a voice snapped you out of your trance, you looked up. you looked amazing in your sparkly dress, it was the last leg of your tour and you were touring in europe.

you had been offered to attend a formula one race this weekend after all of your shows had been concluded, you've been thinking about it, but you're not sure you want to go. one of the people from said past was in attendance and you're not sure if you wanted to immerse yourself in that again.

you didn't think about it for long though, you were due for a show and a show was what you're going to give.

it wasn't long until the weekend, friday to be exact and you had accepted the offer of being on the formula one paddock, you knew that a certain ex-boyfriend was going to be there, racing on the track and you were invited personally by him, which was why you were so skeptical to go.

POPSTAR Y/N BREAKS UP WITH F1 DRIVER MAX VERSTAPPEN.

you remembered the headlines, you remembered what you let go of but seeing someone you still loved after your break up almost four years ago stung a little bit.

you couldn't blame him though, you were the one to break things off all those years ago. it wasn't because you had a terrible relationship with him, but it was more because you both didn't have time for eachother and you could see it in his face everytime you came home to monaco after a long show.

"i miss you, when can you finally stay and actually stay awhile?" max's face looked pitiful and you could only look down at your feet, you felt guilty. you wanted this career, he pushed you for this career but sometimes you wished that you could split yourself in two to cater to both his needs and yours.

you look back up at him, locking eyes with his stormy blue eyes, "i don't know maxie, maybe next month? i don't really have a schedule for next month, i can stay in monaco with you for awhile—"

"you said that last month, when are you actually going to be free schatje?"

"max, i can't give you a definite timeline—"

"what's the point of me being in a relationship with you when i can barely see you?"

it hurt to hear those words come out of his mouth.

maybe that's when you finally realized that he deserved someone normal, someone who wasn't a famous singer and could actually spend time and be there for him.

but here you were, amidst the paddock with a singular security guard because you didn't think you needed more than one, considering security around the paddock was tight in of itself.

the red bull's garage had been nice to you, offering you anything you possibly could need while being on a grand prix, you had politely declined any type of special treatment though, wanting to feel like a person for once in your life.

you wouldn't say your job is the hardest in the world, never. doing what you loved while meeting all of your fans was going to be the highlight of your day, but sometimes the job came with crazy fans that would invade your privacy for selfish reasons, and it made you a tiny bit stressed.

you remember starting out from the netherlands, starring in small gigs before getting signed to a mega corporation in america, which was when you moved. you slowly lost contact with your friends, but you were sure they were proud of you although you weren't proud that you lost contact with them.

you knew that if you contacted them that it would be awkward, there was just no way they would even remember you, right?

you were walking about aimlessly around the paddock, it was free practice day which meant that after the allotted time of the free practice, drivers were free to roam around the paddock however they wanted. you were scared on what you had to face today.

you told yourself to just keep calm, take whatever you got this weekend and just react like a sane person.

saturday came and went, you attended the paddock to watch the qualifying session, of course, max came out on top. was it even a surprise to you? you knew he was the best of the best, you never expected less of him, even after all these years.

sunday was here and maybe it was the anxiety, but you felt like throwing up when you saw max approach you.

"y/n, it's good to see you."

god, those eye-smiles. you could never get tired of them.

"hi max, congrats on starting out pole for this weekend," you told him as you shook hands with him, he was all smiles.

it felt good to see him happy.

"how has the paddock been treating you?" max asked, gesturing all around him, "have you tried the food? it's really good."

you nod as you let go of his hand, clasping it with your other hand, a nervous habit, "yeah, the food's good. how have you been? i haven't talked to you in awhile," a nervous laugh bubbled up from your throat, you were nervous to see him, maybe it was those damn butterflies in your stomach that you couldn't get rid of when he looked at you with those blue eyes of his.

"i know, you've been quite busy right?" max laughed at you, he felt silly conversing with his ex-girlfriend like this, like they didn't have a past.

you could only nod and smile back at him, shoulders tense, "yeah, touring's been eventful. it's the last leg of the tour so i decided to come, thank you for the invite by the way, i really appreciate—"

"max, who's this?" a voice came from behind you, quite condescending if you did say so yourself, cutting you off, you turned your head around to see his girlfriend and his girlfriend's child coming into view, walking towards max and wrapping max with her arm as a possessive embrace.

max kissed her cheek, and that hurt. you didn't want to know why, but you knew. he spoke up afterwards, "this is y/n, she's a singer. i wanted her to come because she had a show here, thought the timing was quite convenient for her. y/n, this is my girlfriend, kelly piquet. she's a model."

you extended your hand as a form of hello before introducing yourself, "hello, i'm y/n—"

"yeah, i know who you are," kelly cut you off again, you were quite taken aback by the hostility, your hand left hanging but then again, max was talking to one of his ex-girlfriends. you thought you would react the same way, so you didn't take it too much to heart. her face was something you'd describe as an angry, possessive tiger, brows furrowed, frown on full display.

"i didn't mean to take time away from your boyfriend. i was just having a little chat pre-race," you tried to give her a smile while returning your hand back to your side, but kelly was adamant about standing her ground.

little penelope was looking at you like she had stars in her eyes, you smiled at her. as if it was a sign of whether she should speak up, she starting speaking to you directly, "hi, i really love your songs. do you think you can stay in the red bull garage and we can take pictures together?"

you giggle and bend down to her level and pat her head, "hi little p, of course we can take pictures together— that's if your mother lets me," you acknowledged that this little girl was no ordinary little girl and was your ex-boyfriend's girlfriend's child.

"can we all talk in private please?" kelly excused the three of them away before you could even give her a response but you understood her. standing back up before walking off deeper into the paddock.

MAX'S POV

"i don't understand why you would invite her!" kelly was pacing around the motorhome, here we were fifteen minutes before race start and here my girlfriend was still yelling over something that happened two hours ago.

"kelly, i just thought it was a good idea. i wanted to invite her because i know p was such a big fan of hers—"

"she's your ex for god's sake, max!" kelly yelled out yet again, "why would i ever approve of her coming to one of your races? let alone be near to p??" her pacing was more feverish now, like she was scared.

i could only sigh, honestly i wasn't too worried about this problem at the moment. the only thing on my mind was the race and only the race.

"look, can we talk about this when i've finished with my race? i really need to focus and you keeping me locked up in here isn't going to help with it," i stood up from my seat, i didn't want to hear anything else come out of her mouth other than a 'okay' and letting me walk out of here.

"don't you think our relationship is at stake here—?"

"if you don't let me go out into the garage, then we're nothing kelly," i say with finality, i wasn't going to let her ruin a race, "i told you, we will solve and talk about this issue later, but you chose to lock me up in here. there will be nothing to salvage if you don't let me do my job."

kelly wordlessly stepped out of the way of the door and let me go, thankfully just with enough time where i could run down and get into the garage, getting me in racing gear.

thankfully the red bull mechanics and officials were understanding enough to let me rush and get inside of my car, getting into the chasis just at the right moment where we would need to drive out.

it was going to be a fine race for me. i knew it. i had enough confidence in myself to know whether i could win a race, and this was one of them.

"and that's p1 max, great race," gp was in my ear, i was proud of myself for winning, but kelly was gnawing the back of my mind. although, the first face i saw when i got out of the car was y/n's.

it felt like my heart stopped beating, i thought i got rid of those stupid butterflies ages ago, but nothing ever beat seeing her smile after i finished a race. she looked so beautiful, so ethereal but i washed those thoughts out of my head.

i had a girlfriend.

i can't run up and hug her because she's my ex. i have a loving relationship in front of me. what was i thinking?

kelly was nowhere to be found in the celebratory pit, i thought that maybe she was still too angry to face me at the moment. it stung a little bit, but she'll get over it. i'm sure.

the night moves on fast, and somehow i found myself still in the garage fixing a few things with the sim, most of the mechanics and staff were long gone. with kelly nowhere to be found. sometimes i felt bad, for still harboring feelings for an ex that left me four years ago.

my relationship with her felt so different with kelly's...

she was like fresh air you would breathe after exiting a club in the middle of the night, the smoke that clouded the air dissipating almost instantly after that fresh air hit your lungs. somehow, even four years later i still find her in little things i do everyday.

against my better judgement, i picked up my phone and i gave her a call.

"hello?"

i breathed out a sigh of relief when i realized she hadn't changed her phone number yet.

"it's me," were the words that left my lips, "you wanna come celebrate with me tonight?" i was picking on my jeans, i didn't want her to say no. i just wanted to spend a little time with her.

"what about your girlfriend? isn't she going to be even more upset with you—"

"can we not talk about her right now?" i closed my eyes and leaned back against the chair i was sitting on, hearing her voice again after a long time just... it felt right.

"max..."

"don't... just don't. i know what you're gonna say and i know it's wrong but i just... i can't do this today. i just won today and the first face i saw was yours, she didn't bother to show up. you can't tell me how to feel, y/n," i rubbed my temples, "meet me in the lobby of my hotel tonight. i just wanna see you."

"if i say okay, will this be a one-time thing?" y/n asked, i could hear the soft rustles of her moving things around, she was probably already in her hotel, resting from her tour when i had called.

"better yet, just drop the address of where you're staying. i'll come to you."

the first thing max did when he saw you was crash his lips into yours, you wanted to push him away, be the better person and tell him that he has a girlfriend but your arms couldn't do it.

your lips disconnected after awhile, he was breathing heavy, face flushed, hands all over you, "i've missed you."

you hum a response, you could barely get out a response when you feel his lips on yours again, this was wrong. all the alarms in your body were telling you to push him off, to yell at him, to reprimand him for basically cheating on his girlfriend.

but you didn't.

and maybe that made you a bad person, but at the moment you didn't care. you just wanted to feel him once more.

you woke up the next morning, cuddled up against max, both of you bare and indecent. he hadn't left yet, maybe he didn't want to leave.

the reality of last night crashed down onto you as you realized what you've done.

"max?"

"yes, schatje?"

the little nickname he gave you never went away. he used to call you that all the time but the feelings that came with it was no longer endearment but horror.

"you need to get back to your girlfriend, i don't think i can do this," you unwrap yourself from his grasps and sit up, back facing him, tears filling your eyes.

"woah, woah. schatje—"

"please, max. i feel like shit. you have a girlfriend and i just slept with you. last night was a mistake," you breathed out and hugged your knees close to your chest. you felt his hand on your back.

"y/n, what are you saying—" you cut him off before he could say anything else.

"i can't give you what you want max. we can't be together anymore. our story ended four years ago, please don't make this mistake. you're going to regret it," you quickly got up and away from his close proximity and got dressed.

you didn't know how to face him anymore.

"can we please talk about it at least? you can't lie and say that you don't feel the same way i do," max's voice came from behind you, you were pacing around the room, you were stressed. he was sitting there, shirtless with his pants on now.

"i do max! and that's the worst part because i knew you're in a relationship but i still let this happen. i am a horrible person. i love you and it's slowly ruining my life. i should've known better!" you turn around to face him, your face red, tears streaming down your face.

max could only sigh and raked a hand through his hair, "schatje..."

"we can't be together max, you know it. i can never give you what she gives you. she can be with you almost all the time max, you threw that all away for me? for someone who can't give you time of day?!" you sob into your hands.

you felt arms wrapping around you as you sob into his embrace.

MAX VERSTAPPEN BREAKS UP WITH GIRLFRIEND KELLY PIQUET ONLY AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER.

you scroll past that headline as you got ready for your appearance to promote your new album, it came out two days ago and you were to debut the new songs on jimmy kimmel.

the tortured poets department.

you hadn't talked to max ever since that night, ever since he tenderly kissed your forehead and told you it was going to be okay and that he would figure it out. he had been blowing up your phone, asking to meet but you didn't have it in your heart to meet him after destroying his relationship like that.

that was two months ago.

you were due on stage in around an hour and that's where you would sing your heart out, leaving whatever pieces of your old self behind when you slept with max for the final time.

"i love you, it's ruining my life. i touched you for only a fortnight."

hello! thank u for reading this fic hehe, hope u guys enjoyed it. thank you again for 100 followers!!!!

[hvnyrt]

Brat reader with Jason on a ferriswheel at night. Bonus points if they're not together yet

Up High, Down Low

JASON X AFAB! READER

Hey there! Thank you so much for submitting a request! I wasn't sure if you wanted NSFW or not, but I couldn't help myself soooo there's a little smut. Enjoy!

SUMMARY: You and Jason go on a ferris wheel ride together, your riffng is something that's always been apart of your friendship, until it gets taken a little too far

WARNINGS: afab!reader, teasing, brattiness, public-ish sex, fingering, edging, 18+, minors do NOT INTERACT

WC: 2.5k

The Ferris wheel creaked softly as it started its ascent, each wheel turning with a rhythmic groan. You leaned back in the seat, arms crossed over your chest, and huffed dramatically, just to make sure Jason knew how bored you were.

“You know, I thought this was supposed to be fun,” you said, eyes lazily scanning the lit-up skyline. “But honestly? Kinda overrated.”

Jason, sitting across from you, glanced up at the dark sky, his arms casually draped over the edge of the seat. His expression was unreadable, but you could see the corner of his mouth twitch. He was playing it cool, but you knew better.

“Yeah, well, you’re the one who wanted to come up here,” Jason shot back, his tone dry. “I’m just along for the ride.”

You rolled your eyes, tapping your foot against the metal floor. The world below was full of lights and noise, but up here, everything felt distant, separated from the chaos you both usually navigated. It should’ve felt peaceful, but somehow, the stillness only made you more restless.

“Whatever,” you muttered, leaning over the side and staring down at the carnival below. The lights blurred into a mix of red, yellow, and blue, as if the whole world had been dipped in neon paint. “I bet you think this is romantic, huh? Sitting up here with the city all lit up, stars above...”

Jason snorted, his gaze flicking to you. “Yeah, sure. Totally. Nothing says romance like a Ferris wheel in the middle of Gotham.”

The Ferris wheel groaned as it reached its peak, the sound of the metal grinding against itself almost drowning out the noise of the carnival below. You shifted uncomfortably in the seat, feeling the wind tug at your jacket, and stared at the twinkling city lights spread out beneath you. It wasn’t exactly how you imagined Gotham to look when you’d heard it called “beautiful” — more like a maze of lights and shadows, a skyline of contradictions.

And yet, it was hard to ignore the way your heart fluttered when Jason’s voice broke through the silence.

“You know, I’ve never really understood why people think this is romantic,” he said, his tone low, but still carrying that edge of sarcasm you were so used to. He was leaning back in the seat now, his arms resting casually on the bars, eyes half-lidded. There was something almost dangerous about how comfortable he looked, even up here.

“Yeah, ‘cause Gotham is known for being the city of love,” you shot back, unable to stop yourself from sounding like a smartass. “Maybe we should take a nice stroll through Crime Alley after this, too. You know, for that perfect date night vibe.”

Jason’s gaze flicked to you then—eyes narrowing ever so slightly, but not in anger. More like a challenge. His lips quirked, a subtle smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “You really are something else, you know that? Always gotta keep pushing, don’t you?”

You didn’t look away from him. “Someone’s got to keep you in check.”

His smirk deepened. “That so?” he asked, leaning forward slightly, and for a brief moment, it felt like the space between you closed by inches. “And you think you’re the one to do it?”

The air around you felt heavier, charged. His gaze was intense—daring, almost predatory in the way it swept over you, taking in every subtle shift of your posture. You shifted in your seat, your breath hitching ever so slightly, but you didn’t let it show. You weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of getting inside your head.

“Maybe I just like seeing how easy it is to get under your skin,” you replied with a raised eyebrow, crossing your arms tighter over your chest. The words came out sharper than you meant them to, but you weren’t backing down.

Jason’s lips quirked at the corners, like he knew exactly what you were doing. “I think you’re just a brat who likes to act like she doesn’t care.”

Your stomach tightened at that, a flicker of something dangerous lighting up your insides. He gets under my skin too easily.

"I care," you said, a little more sharply than intended. “Just not about this.” You motioned vaguely to the carnival below, and to the cage you both were stuck in.

He didn’t miss a beat. His eyes locked onto you, a flicker of something darker, something almost predatory. “Oh, I know you care,” he said, voice lowering, the words like a promise. “But you’re too busy trying to hide it.”

You sucked in a breath, but didn’t let yourself react. You were used to Jason’s games. He liked to push, liked to get people riled up, and you were no different. But there was something in the air now that made it feel like this was different. Like this wasn’t just a casual conversation anymore.

You leaned forward, your gaze narrowing on him. “You don’t know anything about me,” you said, your tone half daring him to keep pushing, half inviting him to.

Jason shifted slightly in his seat, leaning forward just enough to close some of the distance between you. The way his eyes trailed down to your lips, then back to your eyes, sent a spark of heat straight through you, and for a second, you forgot to breathe.

“Don’t I?” he asked, voice like velvet and smoke, low and dangerous. “I think I know exactly how you work. You like the fight. You like being challenged.” He glanced at your crossed arms. “But deep down, you like when someone can actually push back. Don’t you?”

You swallowed hard, heart pounding in your chest. You were doing everything you could not to let him see the effect he was having on you. But he could see it, of course. Jason always saw through people, always felt the shift in the air, in the way you moved, the way you breathed.

“You talk a big game for someone so sure of himself,” you muttered, even as you tried to keep your voice steady.

He leaned a little closer, his presence filling the small space between you both. You could feel the heat of his body, the subtle tension in the air, like something was about to snap. His hand brushed against the side of the seat near yours, just enough that you could feel the press of his fingers against the metal.

Your eyes locked on his hand, then slowly dragged up to his face. His expression was unreadable, but there was something dark simmering behind his eyes. Something raw, something almost dangerous.

“You’re right,” Jason said quietly. “I’m not just sure of myself. I’m sure of you, too.”

Your pulse raced. “What the hell does that mean?” you asked, a breathless edge creeping into your voice, even though you tried to keep it steady.

Jason’s smirk was slow, deliberate, and damn near smug. “It means I know exactly how much you’re trying not to care. But you do. You care, and you want me to keep pushing.”

The words hit you harder than you wanted to admit. A rush of heat flooded your chest and neck, but you kept your guard up, even as every part of you seemed to want to shatter. “Keep talking, Todd. You’re really good at this... but I’m not impressed.”

His gaze sharpened, and then his lips curved into something darker, something almost predatory. “No? You sure? I think you’re impressed. You’re just too stubborn to admit it.”

You felt the urge to say something, anything, to put him back in his place. But your words caught in your throat when Jason moved just a little closer, leaning in just enough that the scent of him—leather, something dark and masculine—flooded your senses. You could feel the heat radiating from him, could practically hear the beat of his heart.

Your breath hitched. You told yourself it was because of the height, because the ride had just crested and the wind was messing with you. But you knew that wasn’t it. The way Jason was looking at you, so sure, so intense—he made you feel like you were both caught in a storm.

“Don’t,” you warned, voice trembling just enough to give him an opening. “Don’t make this about—”

Jason’s eyes darkened, cutting you off with a single, sharp movement. He leaned even closer, his voice low, almost a whisper. “Make it about what, exactly? You?” He chuckled softly. “You can act like you don’t care all you want. But I can see it in your eyes. You like this.”

You didn’t trust yourself to speak, not when your heart was racing, not when your body was so aware of his every movement. The air between you felt suffocating now, heavy with tension, charged with something too tempting to ignore.

Jason cut you off with a quick grab to your chin, pulling your lips to crash into his. He claimed your mouth, using his tongue to claim all over you. You fought him back, fighting for dominance. Yet he was stronger, and well, you wanted to lose.

He was, of course, right too. You could deny the dynamic between your friendship was palpable with sexual tension. The two of you always bantered back and forth, but it never ended up like this.

 You whined and moaned into his mouth, as he took one of his large hands and quickly unbuttoned your jeans. You gasped when he did this, watching his large, calloused hands take control of you in the small cage, hundreds of feet in the air. Without warning, he picked you up on his lap, and began to abuse your cunt with his fingers. He pumped your hole as he used his other hand to pinch your nipples over your shirt.

You whined and moaned, the sounds of the carnival drowning you moans out, yet the knowledge of him taking you like this publicly had you drenched.

“Oh so this is what it was about. Sweet thing just needed something good to get her to act right?” Jason teased, continuing to scissor your insides with his fingers. He grabbed the side of your face making sure you could look at his smug smile, juxtaposed with your sweaty mess of a face, bliss your only expression.

You sneered a bit at his words, babbling over yourself as he hit your g-spot, legs starting to shake. “F-fuck..you,” you spat back. You doubled over, his arm going to wrap around your waist to hold you up as you began to shake. “Holy shit Im gonna–”

“Cum?” He remarked, cutting you off. He let out a low chuckle, quickly ripping his hands out of you. You gasped as the sudden loss of friction, clenching around the air as your pussy craved more, especially after being denied an orgasm. “Yeah after the way you talked to me, you don't get to do that right now.

He picked you back up off his lap and sat you down next to him, zipping and buttoning your jeans back up for you. He smiled at your shocked and angered expression, chuckling at you.

You groaned, pushing his hands off of you as you crossed your arms. How had he taken control of you like that? How did you let him? And why did you love it?

He smiled at your shocked and angered expression, chuckling at you. "You look like you're about to set the world on fire," he teased, his voice light, almost playful. 

You narrowed your eyes at him, trying to ignore the heat rising in your chest. "Don't laugh," you snapped, your voice a little shaky despite your attempt to sound firm. "You don't get to do that and then just... laugh."

He raised an eyebrow, still grinning, clearly enjoying the reaction he was getting. "Oh, I can do whatever I want," he said, his tone teasing but with a hint of something else, something that made you second-guess your own frustration. "You didn't exactly stop me. You especially seemed to be enjoying it." He teased at the end, throwing you a sultry look, a sly grin on his face.

You turned your face away, crossing your arms tightly over your chest. "That’s not the point, and you know it," you muttered, but there was an undeniable pull in his gaze as he watched you, like he was waiting for you to say more.

Jason’s chuckle was dark, low, and there was something about it that made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end. His tone dipped into something more like amusement and challenge than anything else. “But it’s cute that you pretend like you’re the one in control.”

His words felt like a slow burn, and you didn’t like it. Not one bit.

You shifted uncomfortably again, not knowing if you should laugh or punch him for acting like he knew you so well, but all you could do was shoot him a glare that you hoped conveyed something.

Jason seemed to take pleasure in watching you try to regain your composure, his eyes never leaving your face. The tension was thick now, like the quiet before a storm. Neither of you spoke for a few moments, the Ferris wheel creaking as it slowly started to descend.

But then Jason broke the silence, his voice softer this time, but still filled with that same undercurrent of challenge.

“You’re not as tough as you act,” he said, his gaze catching yours again, this time more intense, more pointed. “You know that, right?”

Your stomach flipped, and you hated how vulnerable that statement made you feel. But you weren't about to let him see it. Not now.

“Maybe I am,” you shot back, your jaw tight. “Maybe you’re just too used to everyone rolling over for you.” He had just had you shaking on top of him, on the brink of an orgasm, and here you were acting as if nothing happened.

Jason laughed then, that deep, dangerous sound that seemed to vibrate in the air. “You’re a real piece of work, you know that?” he said, his voice tinged with something you couldn’t quite place. It wasn’t just amusement anymore—it was something darker, something that made the tension between you both almost tangible.

And you hated how much you wanted him to say more.

The Ferris wheel reached the bottom, and you both snapped back to reality, the ground rushing up beneath you. The moment was over, but the air between you still felt electric, the crackling tension thick enough that neither of you had the nerve to say anything as you got off the ride. You could still feel your panties sticking to you, your earlier wetness reminding you of how horny you were. And thinking of what he did to you, with all these people around, made you even hornier.

As you stepped off the platform, Jason’s voice followed you, low and just for you. “You’re lucky I like you, brat.”

You barely had time to turn and shoot him a look before he disappeared into the crowd, leaving you standing there, heart pounding in your chest and a smile playing on your lips.

[manheeiim]

Nothing Lasts Forever - Gone Too Early

Warning: Season 4 Finale Spoiler Ahead

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I ran through the crumbling building, my goggles pushed up my face, headscarf covering my hair as I ran around looking for JJ. He had left for a few moments to help the others and we were now separated and I was alone, scared for my life.

I had never thought that my life would come to the point that I was in another country for the nth time, running from people. I was now always running from people ever since I met JJ and the other pogues.

I look around as I call out for my boyfriend when suddenly, someone comes up from behind, grabbing me harshly, one hand grips my shoulder while the other holds a knife up to my neck.

I scream and immediately I'm being shushed so I oblige, scared for my life. I didn't even know who was behind me but I had a few guesses.

I could hear footsteps and JJ came running in he froze for a moment as he saw the position that me and whoever was holding me were in. He then comes over, holding onto the bag that held the crown.

"Let her go!" He firmly told whoever was holding me.

"Stop right there." The man behind me tells JJ and so he does. "You know what I want." He tells JJ and even I knew what he was talking about. The crown, he wanted the crown.

"Just let her go." JJ says and I really hope that he just gives the crown to this man to get me out of this situation but really, I had no real doubt that he would.

"You could've stuck with me JJ. Think what you could've had." The man says and immediately I know that it's his dad. His real dad.

I'm whimpering in fear as this all happens as I look into my boyfriend's eyes, waiting for him to just give the guy the damn crown. He looks me back in my eyes before looking over at his dad.

"You want the crown. Sure, take it. Take it. I don't want it. Just let Lucia go." He firmly says.

His dad reaches out for it and JJ hands it to him, his other hand immediately grabbing onto me as he exchanges the crown for me. He holds me close as he pulls me away, leaning down and hugging me tightly.

I relax into his hold and start to cry a bit in fear as we hold one another close.

"It's okay. It's okay." He softly says and I pull away a little before kissing him. We pull away after a few moments and he looks down at me.

"JJ." I hear his dad say. JJ reluctantly turns around to face his dad. "It's a shame. You and me." His dad says and I sigh.

There's then a movement from his dad, a squelching noise, and JJ is bending down a little, a groan falling from his lips. I freeze, not able to process what had just happened. I back away a little and then I see, the knife in JJ's stomach. I gasp, my whole body now shaking in fear, not knowing what to do.

I watch in fear as his dad shoves the knife deeper into him, "You should have.. given me.. the rope." His dad says before pulling the knife out of him. JJ falls back a bit and I hold onto him as his dad stands there for a moment before running off.

"JJ..." I say, voice shaking. "JJ." I say a bit louder, the panic setting in. He falls to the ground and I kneel down with him. "No, no. No. Please, no. No." I'm stammering, tears sliding down my cheeks.

He's coughing, choking, stammering and I'm freaking out, my hand trying to stop the bleeding even though obviously that wouldn't work.

"I- I don't know what to do." I sob, feeling like I was making this even worse by not knowing what to do.

His hand comes up to my face before moving to my head, caressing my head over the scarf weakly. "Lucia.." He mutters out.

My heart drops even more than it already did, "No, no, don't." I say, knowing what he was going to say.

"Lucia, I love you. I love you so much." JJ says, despite my rejection. I find myself sobbing as I lean my head into his chest. "We're- we're not going to be able to have what we wanted. The- the big kook house with dogs and kids- kids of our own. I'm s-sorry, baby." He stammered out, using a lot of energy even to just say that.

Those words hit my heart so deeply, hurting it in a way I've never felt before. I'd never felt this type of pain before. Never in my life.

"Don't say that." I sob against his chest. "Don't!"

"I love you, Lucia. I love you." I say and after a few moments, I feel his body still and his hand slowly drops from my head. I freeze, quickly pulling away and I could see his body completely still and his eyes shut.

"JJ." I say. "JJ. JJ? JJ. Please, JJ. Please answer me!" I sob, shaking his body but he's limp. "No!" I cry out. "No! No! No!" I sob loudly as hug his body. "No!" I scream in internal pain as I cry against his skin.

I don't even realize it when the others come running over and crowd JJ and me. I don't. I'm completely in my own world as I sob in utter pain and sorrow. He was gone. He was dead. JJ was dead.

The man who, yeah, I planned to live in a nice Kook house with, with dogs and our own kids, was dead. Sure, I knew that would never happen but I was okay living the life we already lived, as long as it meant that I was with him.

What was I going to do without him? What was I going to do? He was all I wanted and now, I could have him no longer. JJ was the only one who really fully understood me. The only person I ever fully opened up to. I couldn't imagine being like that with anyone else and he was gone. Gone.

Sure, he made some stupid choices and sure, he didn't have the best life but that never mattered to me. I knew that all too well. I could never judge him for it. I'd always love him despite that.

Maybe I should've known that this day would come. I probably should've. Maybe in the back of my mind, I did know. If it hadn't been today it likely would've been another day. Especially with the way things were going leading up to this day.

I should've known that nothing lasts forever.

THE END

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i keep finding myself wondering.. why did she open the drawer where the gun case was hidden? i’ve seen people say it was a mercy to curly, so that maybe he could open it to use it for a quick and less painful way out, or defend himself if jim broke in.. but i can’t really believe that. she’s a nurse. she knows curly can’t even really move, let alone move with the coordination and dexterity required to open the gun case, get the gun out from it, and actually use it on anyone. plus, while jim obviously doesn’t have a lot of reservations about hurting curly, i think she knows he wouldn’t kill him, because if he would, why wouldn’t he have already done it? so i don’t think it’s for his potential self-defence.

could it be.. that she’s taunting him? here’s this case. we both already know that there’s a gun inside it. you can’t open the case. i can’t open the case. you can’t use it to defend yourself anymore. neither can i, because i never could. the same goes for hurting yourself, you can’t do that with it any more than i could, even though you’re in so much pain now that there’s no way it could hurt much more with the gun. you can’t even tell me how to unlock the case, even if you wanted me to have it now that you know so much more than you did before, back when i wished you’d have let me take it. of course, knowing you never would, i hid it. it’s been here the whole time, literally right under you, and you never knew. and, to top it off, i’m proving to you that i never would have used the gun on myself, because watch how easily i can do the same thing with tools that were directly entrusted to me, because of the nature of my job. and you’re going to watch, because.. what else can you do? you can’t even turn your head to look away.

but then, anya is so gentle, that seems like it might be out of character for her. and like, maybe the situation just got to her that bad that she’s acting this different, and i can’t really wrap my head around another possible reason, but i keep fixating on that. why did she open the drawer? like, maybe she was going to try and brute force her way into it, guessing codes at random until it opened, and she became impatient and took the pills? maybe, after taking the pills, she started to feel bad for curly since she locked him up in the room with her and she tried to open the case and give him one last act of mercy, but died before she could succeed? maybe she figured that jim would find his way in no matter what, and since her own safety was no longer at risk since she’d die anyway, she left it so he could go through with a mercy killing, trying to leave him with no option other than to step up to the plate and take responsibility as the new captain for putting curly out of his misery? maybe she thought that since swansea had the utility axe, he would be the one to break into medical and would be smart enough to brute force his way into the gun case, and take out this maniacal, incompetent tyrant of a self-imposed leader, saving daisuke and possibly himself, and putting curly out of his misery?

ultimately, we obviously can’t get a concrete answer from canon.. but does that mean i’ll stop wondering about it? no, it actually means i will never stop thinking about it.

i need everyone to understand the poetry of curly turning a blind eye to anya’s suffering only to be robbed of his autonomy and voice as she was and then forced to observe jimmy’s crimes and the abuse of his own body

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*𝑯𝒐𝒘’𝒅 𝑰 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒚?*

Pairing: Changbin x Reader (Fem)

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: None (Cuteness overload)

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How did you get so lucky? Seriously? Your boyfriend had surprised you with a trip to the renaissance fair, he even bought you an outfit to wear. You had mentioned to him how much you wanted to go and was sad that it was almost over. However here he is. Smiling ear to ear handing you your outfit telling you to get changed.

He had gotten you such a beautiful dress of the time period, adorn with flowers and a corset. He had even went as far as getting a matching flower grown and a badass wooden sword that almost looked to real. You felt like you could cry, especially after putting it on. When you had walked out Changbin was awe struck. “Wow” is all he could say while he stared at you. You couldn’t help but blush twirling in it.

You wrapped your arms around his neck giving him a big hug before kissing him. You both couldn’t stop smiling. “I’m ready whenever you are” you said smiling.

“Oh wait one more thing hold on!” He said before going into the bathroom. He was in there for a few before coming out with an outfit of his own. He looked so sharp, the shirt matched the color of your dress. A sword like yours stun on his back. A small flower bracelet that looked like your crown on his wrist. The shirt hugging so nicely on his muscles. He looked so handsome, when he met your gaze he couldn’t help but chuckle. “Do I look good?” He asked.

You stuttered a bit “yeah- I’m gonna have to fight the others off of you” you teased.

“Thought the same thing myself when I saw you” he said before wrapping his arms around you giving you a spin.

“Shall we my beautiful queen?” He said.

“Of course my king” you played back.

When you arrived you changbin looped his arm around you pulling you to him. He left a soft kiss to your cheek before entering. You wondered around looking at everything buying little things before changbin pointed “I got to do this!” He said looking at a strong man commotion, the winner? Gets a “stead” which was this giant stuffed horse.

He beat out all the competition of course winning you the big stuffed animal. “My lady your trusty stead” he said chuckling.

The rest of the night went so well, you both sat down for some chicken legs bigger than your head. Taking pictures together and just having fun. As the night winded down you two were dancing to the soft music. Swaying back and forth. You had your head lying on his chest as he hummed happily. The night sky looked like a picture from a fairy tail. The stars were shining so brightly which seemed to make his eyes sparkle even more than they normally did.

He kissed the top of your head before lifting your head with his thumb to look at him. He sighed contently “y/n I love you so much, you really are the love of my life you know that?” He said staring down at you with heart eyes.

“I love you to Binnie, I couldn’t imagine a life without you” you said back.

He smiled before taking your hand “follow me real quick” he said taking you to a little area with flowers, the sky even clearer here.

“I saw this little spot earlier and I knew it’d be even prettier at night” he said with a smile. “Do you see the sign over there?” He asked making you look over in another direction.

“What sign?” You ask looking back at him. What you didn’t expect was for him to be kneeling. He was down on one knee smiling up at you with the biggest heart warming smile.

“My love, the light of my life. I want to spend every day with you. I want you to be my queen, my wife. Beautiful will you give me the honors of having you as my wife?” He said.

Your heart felt like it could melt out of your chest. You felt tears pricking at the corners of your eyes hands up at your mouth in disbelief. “Really?” You said trying not to cry.

“Really.” He chuckled.

“Of course! A million times yes!” You said before he could even get the ring on though you had your arms around him hugging him tightly as you cried. Happy tears of course.

He couldn’t help but chuckle a bit holding you close to him. He rubbed your back for a few moments before pulling away “may i?” He said taking your hand as he slipped the ring on. It was so pretty, he had put a lot of thought into it. It was something so perfect you’d think he was in your brain.

“Did you plan all of this? Like bringing me here to propose?” You asked wiping your eyes.

“Perhaps” he said smiling back. “I wanted to make everything special, because you’re special” he said kissing you softly.

“Can we go home and cuddle?” You asked.

“Of course beautiful, wanna shower and I can wash your hair for you?” He said in a hum.

“Seriously how’d I get so lucky?” You said.

“Because you’re the most amazing person in the world that’s why. I’ll treat you like the queen you are till the day I die” he said kissing your hand. “My beautiful wife”

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The Question game 2

The sequel to question game part 1

Y/n x Keira Walsh x Alexia Putellas x Georgia Stanway x Alessia Russo x Katie McCabe x Leah Williamson x Ella Toone x Sam Kerr x Jessie Fleming x Rachel Daly x Millie Bright x Lucy Bronze x Claudia Pina

Warning: Smut! Smut! Smut!

Word count: 10k

*Y/n’s Pov*

Leah giggles and bites her lip. “Next up is Alexia.”

“Lay on your back baby.” Alexia says seductively.

Alexia joins me on the bed. Alexia lays on top of me and her back to my tits. I spread her legs a bit with mine. I smile as she is now in reverse Cowgirl. Alesia moans and shudders as I rub her clit with my dick.

“Mm fuck.” She moans.

I smirk as her legs shake and buckle in pleasure as I do this. “Put it in daddy. Put it in.” Alexis cutely begs.

“Mm yeah slut? You want daddy’s dick inside you?” I ask, teasing her.

“Mm yes please, I want it. I want it so bad.” Alesia says bedding me for my dick.

I smirk and grant her her wish. I slide my dick inside her. Alexia moans as she takes all 10 inches of me inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Alexia moans and leans back against me.

I place my hands on her hips, I spread her legs a bit more with mine and slowly thrust up into her pussy.

“Mm fuck, right there just like that.” Alesia moans.

I moan in pleasure and thrust up into her faster. My balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room.

“Fuck baby, you have amazing grip. You're so tight and warm.” I moan.

I thrust up into her faster and harder. Alexia screams in pleasure and grips the sheets. I make her look at me and make out with hers. We both moan in the kiss as I continue to bottom out in her pussy.

We break the kiss, we rest our heads against each other. “Feels so good. Don’t you dare fucking stops don’t you dare pull out.” Alexia moans.

We both moan as I thrust up Into her faster and harder. “Fuck I’m gonna squirt!” Alexia screams in pleasure.

I smirk, I slap and tease her clit. Alexia moans and shudders as I do this. Alexia moans and squirts.

I smirk as I feel some of her juices go on my thigh, and in the blankets and sheets. We both moan, I continue to thrust up into her faster and harder. I moan as I feel my balls tighten.

Creampie #4:

Alexia moans and cums. I can’t take it anymore, I thrust up into her. Cum oozes and shoots inside her filling up her entrance, filling her up to the brim.

We both moan as I slowly thrust up into her helping up ride out our highs. After one final thrust, I slowly pull out. My dick falls limp as cum begins to leak out of her pussy and my lap, thighs and onto the sheets.

“Fuck baby you filled me to the brim.” Alexia cutely moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her.

I laugh and kiss her, Alexia smiles against my lips and kisses back. Alexia gets off the bed.

“Next up is Beth.” Leah says.

I blush, Fuck. I really get to receive a tit job from Beth Mead. Beth giggles and pushes me onto the bed making me sit on the edge of the bed.

Beth gets on her knees, she kneels between my legs and bites her lip as she checks out my length.

Beth kisses my thighs and kisses my dick. Beth spits on my tip slowly letting her spit drip down my dick before wrapping her tits around my dick. I moan as she slowly strokes my dick with her tits.

“F-Fuck Beth just like that.” I moaned as I began to play with her right nipple.

Beth began to speed up pressing her tits tighter and tighter around my cock covering it in spit as she continued to stroke my dick in spit.

“Fuck Beth I’m gonna cum buckets if you keep doing that.” I moaned as I gripped the sheets. She didn’t slow down as she kept going.

She began to play with my balls with her right hand. “Let it all out.” Beth giggled as she saw my facial expressions change: somehow I could feel myself getting harder as I got closer to cumming. A feeling I have never felt before.

Beth spat once more on my tip and went as fast as she could as she began to moan at the precum leaking out on her tits.

“Beth… oh m-my.”

Cumshot:

Cum shoots out of my cock going everywhere all over Beth’s face, tits, and even shooting in her mouth.

Beth stops tit fucking me and begins to lick up all the cum off her face and tits. I bite my lip and moan as I watch her do this.

“Mm you taste amazing.” Beth moans.

I blush darkly at her comment. “T-Thanks.” I stutter.

Beth giggles and licks up the remaining cum. Beth smiled as she planted a “Thank you” kiss on my lips.

I smile against her lips and kiss back. The girls giggle and cheer.

“Next up is Lucy bronze for who you’d do anal with.” Leah says.

I blush darkly In embarrassment as Leah exposed the question and who I picked for the question. Lucy giggles, she goes over to the desk and Bends over the desk giving me full access to her ass and pussy.

I smirked and moved behind her. “Fuck baby is this all for me?” I ask, biting my lip as I grab and squeeze her ass.

Lucy moans as I do this and cutely giggles. “All for you daddy.” She cutely blushes.

I begin to tease her asshole with my tip slowly getting her prepared for my length. I place my hand on her back and slowly enter her ass.

Lucy moans and grips the desk. “F-Fuck Y/n your massive.” She yells in a mix of pain and pleasure.

I moan and speak up my thrusts and move my hand from her back to gripping her hair. I pull her hair allowing me to go even deeper inside her.

“Fuck this is amazing, you feel amazing babe.” I say Softly as I use my spare hand and grip her ass.

The view of Lucy fidgeting from the pleasure trying to grip any part of the desk she could as I continued to fuck her going even faster. Watching her ass ripple after each thrust, her fat ass bouncing off my thighs was a view I’ve dreamed of seeing.

The girls giggle and moan and watch Lucy’s ass ripple and bounce off my cock and thighs.

“Fuck your ass is fat as fuck Bronze.” Leah moans.

“Ugh I wanna strap that fat ass so fucking barely Rachel moans as she touches herself.

“Mm I wanna eat that ass.” Katie moans.

I giggle at their comments. I move my hands and grip her hips and pull her into me. This causes me to go deeper inside her, making us both moan in pleasure.

“Luce I feel like I’m going to explode already.” I moan, my thrusts becoming slower.

“Let go baby, fill my ass up with your seed.” Lucy moans in pleasure.

5 months pass, the only sounds in the room were our moans and my balls slapping against her skin. I moan as I slowly reach my high.

I feel the sudden urge to cum building up. I moan and slam my cock inside Lucy’s ass making her moan loudly in pleasure.

Creampie #5:

I can’t take it anymore. I slam my cock deep inside her, cum shoots inside her filling Lucy’s ass filling her ass up to the brim.

“Mm yes. Pump your seed in my ass.” Lucy moans.

I giggle and moan as I slowly thrust in and out of her riding out my high. We both moan as I slowly pull out of her. Cum oozing out of her ass and drilling down her folds. Cum glazes her folds, cum drips down her thighs and drips onto the floor.

Lucy moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her. The girls giggle. “Fuck baby. You filled her ass to the brim with your lol Ona says.

Lucy moans and blushes as Ona grabs and squeezes her ass and bites her lip checking out the mess I had left behind in her girlfriend's ass.

“Fuck Luce your ass looks sexy with Y/n’s cum in it.” Ona says a

Lucy moans as Ona kisses and licks her cum filled ass and cum covered folds. I giggle as I watch Ona do this to her girlfriend Leah giggles.

“Next up is Grace. You get to eat her out.” Leah says.

I smirk as Grace gets shy and blushes darkly. “Lay on the bed and spread them legs baby.” I say.

Grace blushes, she does as I say and lays on the bed. I smirk and join her on the bed, I lay between her legs. I smirk and swipe my finger up her folds, collecting her juices on my finger.

Grace cutely gasps and moans as I do thuds I smirk and kiss her Inner thighs and folds. Grace cutely moans in pleasure as I do this. Grace grabs my head and pushes my head to where she needs me the most.

I smirk and lick her folds. Grace moans as I lick her folds and rubs her fingers through my hair. Grace bites her lip as I spit on her clit. My spit drips and runs down her folds.

I slip in a finger and slowly finger her as I begin to eat her out.

*Grace’s Pov*

I moan and run my fingers through her hair as she licks my folds. I bite my lip as she spits on my clit, I watch and get more wet and turned on as I watch her spit drip and run down my folds.

I moan as Y/n slips in a finger and slowly fingers me as she begins to eat me out. I rest my legs on her shoulders, I moan as she slips in a second finger and fingers me a bit faster as she continues to eat me out.

“Mm fuck, right there.” I moan in pleasure.

I moan and grip the sheets, I gasp and moan as she rolls her tongue on my clit adding different amounts of pressure.

“Holy shit Y/n.” I moan as she curls her fingers and fingers me faster.

I moan and slowly grind against her face and fingers desperate for a release. After 2 More minutes of eating me out, I moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach.

The urge to cum was getting stronger. “Fuck Y/n baby I’m gonna cum.” I moan.

Y/n continues to suck on my clit and finger me. I can’t take it anymore, and let go and cum all over her face, fingers and chin.

Y/n helps me ride out my high. I moan as she slowly pulls her fingers out of me, I moan as I watch her lick and suck my juices off her fingers. Y/n wipes my juices off her chin, she licks and cleans up my sticky mess.

Y/n comes up and kisses me, I moan in the kiss as I taste myself on her lips. “Mm you taste amazing.”

I smile and kiss her. “Fuck you really know how to eat out a girl.” I mutter panting and trying to catch my breath. I finally catch my breath, I collect myself and get off the bed.

*Y/n’s Pov*

“Next go for who do you pick to jerk off to and cum on? You said Rachel.” Leah giggles. “Rachel lay on the bed baby. Y/n’s hard and needy to get rid of her Woodie.” Leah says.

I blush darkly at her comments Rachel giggled and lays on the bed. I join Rachel on the bed and straddle her waist. I bite my lip as I feel her juices on my ass.

“Mm your soaking wet baby.” I say.

Rachel cutely giggles and blushes. “S-Shut up, you dork.” Rachel says

I spit in my dick and slowly stroke my dick. Rachel bites her lip and watches my jerk off. I bite my lip and stroke my dick a bit faster. Rachel places her hand on my thigh as I continue to jerk off.

“You gonna cum? You're gonna cum all over my stomach, abs and tits.” Rachel asks seductively.

I moan in pleasure and nod. “Yeah I’m gonna cum all over your stomach, Abs and tits.” I moan and stroke my dick.

Rachel smirks and bites her lip as she watches me jerk off. “Come on baby. Give me that load.” Rachel says seductively.

“Fuck I bet you wanna fuck my pussy and unload your seed inside me.” Rachel says.

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to Cumming. I stroke my dick a bit faster.

“Come on daddy give it to me.” Rachel says.

Rachel bites her lip and watches me jerk off. I was throbbing, I was rock hard and really needed to cum. Rachel looks over at Leah.

“Can I help her?” Rachel asks.

Leah smirks and nods. Rachel licks her palm. She wraps her hand around my dick and slowly strokes my dick. I Moan as she does this, Rachel smiles and strokes my dick faster and faster.

“Gah fuck.” I moan loudly in pleasure. I moan and lock eyes with her. “Fuck Daly just like that. I’m gonna cum buckets.” I moan.

Rachel smirks and massages my balls as she continues to stroke my dick. “Mm I can feel you throbbing.Fuck baby your dick is so hard. Someone really needs to cum.” Rach says stroking my dick faster.

“Mm fuck I need to cum so bad.” I moan in pleasure.

“Yeah baby? You gonna cum?” Rachel asks seductively as she gives me an amazing handjob.

I moan as I feel my balls tighten. “Rachel baby I’m gon-” I’m unable to warn her in time.

*Cum Shot*

I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots out of my dick and shoots onto her abs, stomach and tits. Some even goes on her face, in her hair and in her mouth.

“Fuck baby that’s it let it out.” Rachel says. She scoops up whatever cum she can and puts what she can in her mouth. “Mm you taste good baby.” Rach moans.

I moan and smile coming down from my high. The last of my cum oozing into her abs, Rachel sits up and kisses me. I smile against her lips and kiss back.

“Mm next up is Millie.” Leah giggles.

Millie giggles, she pushes my back onto the bed and straddles my waist. “Mm your soaking wet Mills.” I moan as I feel her juices on my dick and Abs.

“Mm shut up you dork.” Millie giggles.

We both moan as she slowly grinds her clit against my dick. “Mm F-Fuck.” I moan in pleasure. I place my hand on her ass and squeeze her ass. “Mm so fit and thick.” I moan.

Millie moans as I squeeze her ass. I moan as Millie grinds against my dick faster. I moan and spank her ass.

“Mm fuck feels so good.” Millie moans in pleasure.

I moan as my precum leaks out against her clit. “F-Fuck I can feel you throbbing baby.” Millie moans in pleasure.

“Mills baby, ugh I’m so close I moan in pleasure.

The urge to cum was getting stronger. Millie moans loudly in pleasure. She pins me against the bed and grips my tits and grinds her clit against my dick even faster.

We both moan in pleasure. Millie squirts all over my dick, thighs, abs and all over the sheets. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel my balls tighten.

Millie moans and cums. Millie cumming sends me over the edge.

Cumshot:

I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots onto my abs, stomach, and tits. Cum glazes her folds and thighs. Millie moans abs slowly grind against my dick helping me ride out my high.

The last of my cum oozing and spurting into my abs and stomach. Millie leans down and makes out with me. I smile against her lips and kiss back.

Millie gets off me and lays between my legs and licks our juices and cum odd my dick, I gasp and moan as she does this and then my fingers through her hair.

I bite my lip as Millie licks up every drop of cum. Once she is done Millie gets off the bed. I blush darkly as the girls giggle and cheer.

“Fuck, that was so sexy to watch.” Rach moans.

The girls giggle at her comment and agree with her. I smirk as I remember that Viv was next mm I get to fuck her and surprise her with a creampie. Viv joins me on the bed and lays on the side.

Viv spreads her legs a bit giving me access to her wet pussy. Viv scoots her ass back against me and lifts her leg up a bit. I rub my tip through her folds and slowly slide my cock inside her.

I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Viv moans as she takes my dick deep inside her.

“Mm so tight and wet.” I moan in pleasure.

“Ugh F-Fuck your huge.” Viv moans.

*Viv’s Pov*

I moan in pleasure as Y/n slowly thrusts in and out of me. Fuck she’s really deep inside me. I can feel her throbbing inside me. She really needed a release, I moaned and rested my head against hers.

I look down and watch her dick slowly slide in and out of me. Fuck she was balls deep inside me, she was so sexy and her cute moans as she thrusts into me a bit faster than before.

I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me faster and a bit harder. I moan loudly in pleasure.

“Fuck baby, mm feels so good.” I cry out in pleasure.

“Yeah? You like that baby, daddy balls deep inside you stretching you out?” She questions as she goes faster and faster.

“Mm I love it.” I moan in pleasure as her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room.

Mm her being a dom was so sexy it made me weak as made me even more wet. It was a major turn on. I moan in pleasure as my walls clench around her.

It’s only been 15 minutes and I was already about to cum. “Mm, someone close?” Y/n asks seductively.

“Mm I’m so close. I’m gonna cum.” I moan in pleasure.

“Let go baby, cum for me.” Y/n sexily whispers and nips my ear.

I moan as she kisses and sucks on my neck leaving hickeys. I moan as I feel myself getting close to cumming.

“Mmm fuck, I’m gonna squirt.” I moan, I squirt all over her dick, abs, and all over the sheets.

Y/n smirks and keeps going, she goes at an angle and starts to hit my g spot. Y/n and I both moan in pleasure, my legs shake and buckle in pleasure.

“Mm fuck, so tight.” Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.

I wrap my arm around her, I look deep into her eyes as she continues to bottom out in my pussy. I moan and kiss her deeply, we both moan in the kiss. Fuck she has amazing dick game, Y/n moans as she thrusts into me faster and harder.

My tits bounce up and down as she continues to fuck me. Her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. I moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach. I moan and grip the sheets.

“Ugh fuck, Y/n baby I’m close.” I moan in pleasure.

“Me too baby.” Y/n moans.

My legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she continues to pound my g spot.

“Need to cum baby?” Y/n asks as she moans in pleasure.

“So damn bad.” I moan in pleasure.

“Let go baby.” Y/n moans as she fucks my brains out. I moan and squirt all over her abs and dick.

Y/n moans in pleasure as she goes faster and harder.

*Y/n’s Pov*

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself about to bust, I moan as my balls tighten.

Creampie #6:

Viv moan and cums. I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and fills up Viv’s entrance filling her up to the brim. Viv gasps and moans as I unload my seed inside her.

“F-Fuck, ugh y-you were supposed to pull out.” Viv moans.

Beth giggles. “It’s okay baby her and I talked. I told her to surprise you with a creampie.” Beth giggles.

Viv blushes darkly at her comment.

I giggle and kiss her. Viv smiles against my lips and kisses back. Beth giggles and rubs her girlfriends clit.

“Fuck baby, she filled you to the brim.” Beth giggles.

Viv moans and cutely giggles as Beth does this. I smirk, Leah giggles and kisses me. I smile and kiss back.

“Next up is Ona.” Leah says.

I smirk and look over at Ona. Beth and Viv get off the bed, I look over at Ona.

“Get on the bed and lay on the bed love.” I say.

Ona blushes darkly. She does as I say, she gets on the bed and lays down. I smirk, I sit on her abs. I spit on my dick and slowly stroke my dick. Ona bites her lip, she stops me and takes over.

Lucy giggles as I moan in pleasure. Ons cutely giggles, she bites her lip and slowly strokes my dick.

“Gah fuck.” I moan.

I moan and look at Leah. “C-Can she suck me off then stop when I’m about to cum and make me finish on her face?” I ask moaning in pleasure.

Leah giggles and nods. Ona wastes no time and takes my dick in her mouth. “F-Fuck Ona your mouth feels so good.” I moan.

Ona hums against my dick and slowly bobs her head. “Mm fuck.” I moan and play with her tits.

Lucy giggles. “Fuck, hehe that it baby.” Lucy moans as she watches her girlfriend give me head.

I moan and play with her tits as she continues to suck my dick and play with my balls. I moan, Ona strokes the base of my cock as she plays with my balls.

I moan as Ona swirls her tongue around my tip and plays with my balls. Ona lets my dick pop out of her mouth as she kisses my inner thigh and smiles.

l’m you’re so big baby.” She whispers as she takes my dick back in her mouth deep throating me causing me to become a moaning mess. Ona locks eyes with me, she hums against my dick seeing the reaction she was getting from me.

“I’m gonna cum buckets if you keep doing that.” I moan. I place my hand on Ona’s head and help her bob her head. She was making me closer to cumming.

I quickly take my dick out of her mouth. Ona cutely giggled as I tapped her cheek and mouth with my dick and stroked it. I moan as I feel my balls tighten.

*Facial:

I moan in pleasure, I can’t take it anymore. I moan as cum shoots out of my dick and Oozes and spurts all day her lips, face and mouth. The girls giggle and moan as they watch me paint Ona’s face.

“Fuck baby, you covered me.” Ona moans as she licks up what she can.

“Mm I made you my personal coloring book.” I moan as I admire the sticky mess I left behind on her beautiful face.

I smirk and kiss Ona, Ona smiles against my lips and kisses back. I smirk and get off her. Ona gets off the bed.

Leah giggles. “Next up is Lena. This is gonna be sexy to watch.” Leah says.

I blush darkly. Alessia giggles. “What’s the next question?” Alessia asks.

“Who would you let take your dick between your ass cheeks and twerk on it?” Leah giggles. “Y/n chose Lena.”

They giggle and cheer as Lena smirks and she’s me back onto the bed. Lena joins me on the bed, Lena turns her back to me and spreads her ass cheeks. I smirk and place my dick in between her ass cheeks.

I bite my lip and quietly moan as Lena takes my dick between her ass cheeks and slowly twerks. The girls moan and touch themselves as they watch Lena twerk on my dick.

Lena moans from the frictions and twerks a bit faster. “Ugh fuck.” I moan in pleasure.

Lena moans and continues to twerk on my dick. I moan and spank and squeeze her ass, Lena giggles and moans as I do this.

Lena moans and continues to twerk on my dick. I bit my lip, I could feel how wet she was. We both moan as Lena twerks on my dick faster.

“Mm fuck.” I moan and lay my head back on the pillow behind me. The girls giggle and moan as they touch themselves as they watch Lena twerk on my dick faster.

“Mm fuck, feels so good.” Lena moans.

I bite my lip and smirk as I feel her juices on my dick. Fuck the urge to cum was getting stronger. It’s only been 10 minutes, Lena giggles as she feels my dick throbbing and my precum leak on her folds.

“Someone close?” Lena teases.

I moan in pleasure. “I’m close, ugh i'm gonna… ugh cum buckets.” I moan and grip the sheets.

Lena and the girls giggle at my comment. Lena moans in pleasure and twerks on my dick going faster and faster than before. We both moan in pleasure, Lena moans and cums.

*Cum Shot*

I moan loudly in pleasure and cum like crazy. Cum shoots out of my dick and spurts onto Lena’s ass and back and in between her ass cheeks. Some of my cum glazes her folds.

Lena giggles and slowly twerks on my dick helping me ride out my high. The last of my cum oozing onto her back and ass and between her ass cheek.

I giggle, I spank Lena’s ass and admire the sticky mess I had left behind on Lena’s back and ass. Lena giggles and gets off me.

Leah giggles. “May as well just stay there, next up is Claudia.” Leah says. “Next” Leah announced. “You picked Claudia Pina to ride and get off on your face” She added

I nodded in Leah’s directed as Claudia stood up

“Lay down baby” Leah whispered as I did this, laying on my back.

Leah made her way over to Claudia helping her to undo the button on her pants, helping her pull down her panties.

“Your up” Leah whispered in Claudia’s ear.

Claudia made her way over to me, climbing on the bed. She kissed my lips as I smiled into the kiss. Pulling herself away she stood up wrapping her legs each side of my face. I gave her ass a little spank and stuck my tongue out as she slowly sank down onto my tongue.

“Fuck” Claudia whispered

She began to slowly move forwards and backwards on my tongue as I kept it as still as possible. She tasted like heaven, her juices dripping down my tongue.

“Uhhh god your tongue, fuck Y/N, your tongue is amazing” she whispered as she gripped her boobs.

“She’s loving that” Georgia giggled

“She really is” Leah responded.

Claudia began to ride my face a little faster, her hands moving down to my stomach to keep her still, her thighs tightening around my head keeping me still as possible.

I reached my hand around her body and placed my thumb in her clit and began to rub it slowly.

Claudia jolted at this touch as she carried on riding my face.

“Ughhh fuck Y/n fuck, keep going” She yelled her hands now gripping in my hair.

I began to move my tongue in and out of her pussy as she continued to ride my face. I could feel the way her pussy began to leak more and more juices.

“She’s going to cum” Alessia giggled

When I heard this I began to move my tongue a lot faster, feeling the way Claudia began to fidget on top of me.

“Ughhh god Y/n please, please” she yelled taking grip of my hair tighter

“Next” Leah announced. “You picked Claudia Pina to ride and get off on your face” She added

I nodded in Leah’s directed as Claudia stood up

“Lay down baby” Leah whispered as I did this, laying on my back.

Leah made her way over to Claudia helping her to undo the button on her pants, helping her pull down her panties.

“Your up” Leah whispered in Claudia’s ear.

Claudia made her way over to me, climbing on the bed. She kissed my lips as I smiled into the kiss. Pulling herself away she stood up wrapping her legs each side of my face. I gave her ass a little spank and stuck my tongue out as she slowly sank down onto my tongue.

“Fuck” Claudia whispered

She began to slowly move forwards and backwards on my tongue as I kept it as still as possible. She tasted like heaven, her juices dripping down my tongue.

“Uhhh god your tongue, fuck Y/N, your tongue is amazing” she whispered as she gripped her boobs.

“She’s loving that” Georgia giggled

“She really is” Leah responded.

Claudia began to ride my face a little faster, her hands moving down to my stomach to keep her still, her thighs tightening around my head keeping me still as possible.

I reached my hand around her body and placed my thumb in her clit and began to rub it slowly.

Claudia jolted at this touch as she carried on riding my face.

“Ughhh fuck Y/n fuck, keep going” She yelled her hands now gripping in my hair.

I began to move my tongue in and out of her pussy as she continued to ride my face. I could feel the way her pussy began to leak more and more juices.

“She’s going to cum” Alessia giggled

When I heard this I began to move my tongue a lot faster, feeling the way Claudia began to fidge

“Uuuuugggh fuck, Y/n fuck keep going.” She yelled her hands now gripping my hair.

All I heard was the beautiful sound of Claudia moaning as her wetness squirted all over my face. Her grinding got faster as she continued to cum and squirt all over my face and into my mouth, tasting like heaven.

I snaked my hands up to her stomach as she slowly rode out her high.Her legs trembling beneath her she climbed off my face placing a kiss on my lips.

“Thank you” she whispered as she kissed me again.

I had a smile on my face as I tasted the little bits of cum still left on my face. Fuck she tasted amazing.

I was taken out of my thought by Leah’s next announcement.

“Not so fast Pina” She said pacing her hand on Claudia’s chest.

“I enjoyed that so much, i think you should go again” Leah said with a smile on her face.

It didn’t take long for after the words left Leah’s mouth, Claudia was back on my face, her thighs rested either side.

“Fuck” Leah whispered. “This is making me so wet” she laughed.

I could only just hear this over Claudia’s moaning, constantly grinding against my mouth for the second time, her juices running down my tongue.

I gripped her ass, pulling her ass part giving me more access into her pussy, moaning and groaning into her pussy.

“Oh fuck Y/n” she moaned as she gripped her hands in my hair. “Your mouth feels, fuck, your mouth feels amazing” she stuttered, her voice breaking from the pleasures.

“She’s gonna cum again, look at her stomach move” Leah whispered to Georgia not able to look away.

Leah was definitely right. Claudia carried on grinding on my tongue, moving my head in the directions she needed me screaming and moaning in pleasure. Her legs beginning to shake as I constantly dipped my tongue in and out of her pussy.

With a might scream for the second time Claudia came all over my tongue. Moaning and groaning, her hands rubbing along her body, squeezing her boobs.

Using my tongue to slowly come down from her high she climbed off my face for the second time, her face covered in sweat.

“Fuck you y/n, you are amazing” she whispered as she got off my face, her hands on my cheeks as she pulled me into a kiss.

I sat up off the bed and made eye contact with a Leah full of blush in her face.

“Does my pretty girl want a go” I asked in direction to Leah.

She didn’t say much, to my surprise she nodded with her eyes full of desperation.

“Come here then” I said with a smile as Leah made her way over to me.

To be honest I could wait to taste Leah. The perfect girl. The way she slowly climb onto the bed not breaking eye contact with me as she kissed my lips.

“You ready” she asked me

“Ofcourse” I whispered back kissing her lips.

Slowly Leah climbed onto my face as she lowered her pussy down onto my already used tongue.

“Fuck Claudia she does feel really fucking good” Leah moaned as she gripped my boobs.

Slowly she began to move against my tongue. I pushed my mouth against her pussy causing her to moan in pure pleasure. Leah’s moans were the best type of moans, full of such passionate noises, immediately turning me on.

I reached my hands up to her ass as I gripped it tightly spanking her, causing another moan to leave her mouth.

“Do that again” Leah asked almost begging.

I did as she said with a smile not so visible on my face as I spanked her again. This almost immediately turned her into a moaning mess. Constantly grinding against my tongue her juices covered my tongue and spilling onto my chin.

The view I had of her ass moving back and forth, her perfect pony tail moving in all directions as she continued to ride me.

My tongue deep inside her pussy I felt her walls tightening telling me she was about to cum.

“Ughhhh fuck Y/n fuck, yes” she yelled as cum came leaking out of her pussy all over my face.

I wrapped my arms around her thighs pulling her into me, my tongue going deeper inside of her. Her moans becoming louder.

“Ughhh fuck yes y/n, I fucking love you” she shouted as she continued to cum.

Quickly enough she came down from her high grinding her pussy into my tongue a few more times before standing up. Doing the same as Claudia she kissed my lips allowing her to taste herself on me.

With a smile on her face and no more words she made her way back to the other girls, happier and more relieved than before.

“Well” Leah giggled as she grabbed her list and began to scan through the pages like nothing had happened trying to keep her act of dominance present.

“Next question. This isn’t a player question, but the question is. What team would you pick to have an orgy with? And Y/n answered "England.” Leah says.

The England girls giggle and cheer as Leah says this.

“Who’s up next” I ask Leah looking at the girls still left in-front of me.

“Next up is Tooney” Leah smiled looking at Ella. “Tooney is up to be throat fucked” Leah announced as Ella got up off the chair and made her way over to me, a beaming smile on her face.

The rest of the girls watched as Ella dropped to her knees in-front of me.

Visibly I could see Ella begin to get her self ready, herself prepared for what was about to come.

“Boooo, do it properly, get her on her back upside down” Georgia announced, getting a few giggles from the girls.

I looked down at Ella.

“She’s right,” I said with a smile rubbing my thumb across her lips. “Get on the bed, let me do it properly”

Ella nodded, looking up at me. Not saying a word she got into the bed, laying on her back upside down, her head dangling at the end of the bed.

“Fuck, I’m gonna destroy that throat” I whispered with a moan as I began to rub my tip over her lips.

“Open up baby, let me in that slutty throat of yours” I said tapping her throat.

Ella opened on command, immediately slamming deep into her throat, causing her to gag.

“She’s really taking it” I hear Leah say in the background.

I couldn’t answer back, the pleasure I was feeling, constantly thrusting in and out of Ella’s tight throat, hearing her gag every time, the feeling of my balls hitting her nose.

“Fuck Ella, your throat is so tight” I moaned as I took a grip of her right boob and continued to thrust in and out.

Saliva began to pour out of her mouth covering her eyes and nose.

“Fuck, so messy” I giggled

I could feel Ella begin to struggle, some of the girls talking in the background. I couldn’t stop now, I was getting too close. I sped my thrusts up, every time I hit the back of her throat I gained a gag from Ella, her hands began to grip my thighs.

“A little more Ella” I moaned gripping her tit a little tighter, fucking her throat faster.

*throat pie*

I couldn’t take it anymore. With a final thrust, my dick sliding down Ella’s throat I exploded, filling her throat up causing her to gag and choke.

I pulled out causing Ella to gasp loudly for air after she was made to swallow my load. Her face covered in saliva mixed with tears from her eyes. Her eyes were red, her mascara smudged.

Ella stilled the layed in position as I began to jerk by dick off. She looked at me with a pleading looking in her eyes, a smile on her face,

Immediately I smiled back, a little nod of her head indicated to me she wanted round 2, something I couldn’t say no too.

“Right next up is….”

Before Leah could finish I slammed back into Ella’s mouth, her wrapping her arms around my thighs keeping me deep inside of her

“Y/n you can’t do that” Leah said slightly annoyed.

“She wanted to go another round.” I said with a moan, my thrusts at the same speed as before.

“I’ll deal with you later,” Leah said under her breath.

I didn’t pay any attention to Leah, only the girl in front of me. I could constantly see the bulge in Ella’s throat after every thrust.

The sound of Ella’s gags was music to my ears as I continued to destroy her throat.

My hands led at each side of her throat lightly gripping it.

“Fuck Ella, I’m getting close again” I moaned as I, my balls now covered in spit.

The sight of her mouth swallowing my dick made me harder and harder, like a perfect fit. The way her chin rested against my crotch every time I bottomed out inside her throat.

*throatpie*

“Fuckkkkk” I yelled

Slamming all the way down her throat, bottoming out inside of her I exploded for a second time, making Ella choke on my seed once again.

“Taste nice” I moaned, still coming down from my high as Ella sat up off the bed wiping her mouth.

“I’m gonna struggle to talk for days” She whispered, her voice already affected by the fucking it had just received.

“Next you decided on picking Georgia and Alessia for a threesome,” Leah smiled, changing the subject from her orgasm that took place almost 15 minutes ago.

I nodded my head in agreement, my dick already hard but now getting harder.

“Up you go girls” Leah said to Alessia and Georgia giggled and joined me on the bed.

I bite my lip and blush as Georgia makes me lay on the bed, I bite my lip as Georgia and Alessia lay between my legs. I moan as Georgia sucks my balls and Alessia licks my dick and swirls her tongue around my tip.

“Mmm fuck.” I moan.

Georgia slips a finger in my ass and slowly fingers my ass as she sucks my balls as Alessia takes my dick in her mouth and slowly bobs her head making me a moaning mess.

“Mmm f-fuck.” I moan.

Alessia locks eyes with me as she bobs her head a bit faster I moan as she sucks me off for 2 minutes and then stops. Georgia takes my cock in her light and immediately starts bobbing her head as Alessia sucks my balls and fingers my ass a bit faster.

“Ugh fuck.” I moan loudly in pleasure. I moan and massage my tits as they continue to team up on me and give me a double blow job.

Georgia hums against my dick as she sees my facial expressions changed from the pleasure. Georgia sucks me off for another 2 minutes and then stops.

I moan loudly in pleasure. It's only been 5 minutes and the urge to cum was getting stronger and stronger.

“Ugh fuck, I’m close.” I moan. Leah and the girls giggle and moan as they hear my comment.

Alessia hears this, her and Georgia push their faces together and bite their lips and they look at me with pleading eyes begging for my load. Georgia fingers my ass faster as Alessia strokes my cock.

I moan as my balls tighten.

Cumshot/ Facial:

Georgia and Alessia smile and giggle as ropes of warm thick cum shoot into their faces. Cum costs their foreheads, cheeks, chins, noses and eyes.

Some of the cum goes in their mouths and on their tongues. They smile and swallow my cum. Alessia giggles and continues to slowly stroke my dick helping me ride out my high as the last of my cum oozes and spurts on their faces and tits.

Alessia and Georgia make out and lick my cum off each other's faces. The girls moan and watch as Alessia and Georgia make out and lick my cum off each other's faces getting every drop of cum.

Alessia and Georgia giggle. Alessia lays on the bed and lays in missionary, Georgia smirks and holds her Legs up. I bite my lip and kiss them both. Alessia moans on the kiss as I slip my cock inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me.

We both moan as I’m deep inside her. “Tell me when to move babe.” I say.

I smirk, I lean down and kiss her. Alessia kisses back. "M-Move." Alessia moans.

I rest my head against Alessia’s and look deep into her eyes as I slowly thrust in and out of her.

*Alessia’s pov*

I moan in pleasure as Y/n slowly thrusts in and out of me. Fuck she's really deep inside me, I can feel her massive dick throbbing inside me. She really needed a release, I moan and rest my head against hers.

I look down and watch her dick slowly slide in and out of me. Fuck she was balls deep inside me, she was so sexy her cute moans as she thrust into me a bit faster than before.

I moan, I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me a bit faster than before. I moan loudly in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck you're really deep in there." I moan in pleasure.

"Yeah? You like that baby? Daddy balls deep inside you stretching out your walls?" She questions as she goes faster and faster.

"Mmm I love it." I moan in pleasure as her balls slap against my skin and our moans fill the room. Fuck she was so sexy when she is a Dom. Her being a Dom made my legs weak and made me super wet.

It was a major turn on. I moan in pleasure, my walls clench around her. It's only been 10 minutes and I was already about to cum.

"Mmm, someone close?" Y/n asks seductively.

"Mmm I'm close baby, I'm gonna cum." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby. Cum for daddy." Y/n sexily whispers in my ear.

I moan and she kisses on my neck leaving hickys. I moan as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

"Mmm I'm gonna squirt." I moan.

I squirt all over her abs, her dick and all over her thighs and all over the sheets. Y/n smirks and keeps going. Y/n goes at an angle and starts to hit my G spot.

Y/n and I both moan in pleasure. I moan and wrap my legs around her waist and pull her closer to me and leg trap her so she can't pull out.

"Mmm fuck so tight." Y/n cutely moans out in pleasure.

I pull her down and wrap my arms and legs around her as she continues to thrust in and out of me faster and harder. I moan and kiss her, we both moan in the kiss. She breaks the kiss and places her face in the crook of my neck.

Fuck she has amazing dick game. Y/n moans and kisses my neck as she thrusts in and out of me harder and faster. Her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. I moan as Georgia kisses me and continues to hold my legs up as Y/n continues to fuck me and slam her cock deep Inside me.

I feel her dick throbbing inside me, she was super hard and really needed a release.i moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach. I moan and grip the sheets.

"Y/n baby, I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

"Ugh me too baby." Y/n moans.

I feel her precum leak inside me letting me know that she was close to cumming and desperately needed a release. My legs shake in pleasure as she continues to pound my g spot.

I feel my walls clench around her dick. "Need to cum baby?" Y/n asks as she moans in pleasure.

"So damn bad." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby." Y/n moans as she fucks my brains out. I moan and squirt all over her abs and dick y/n moans in pleasure as she goes as fast and as hard as she can go.

Y/n's breathing gets heavier letting me know that she was close to cumming. "Yes, yes cum in me, I'm not letting you go until you cum in me." I moan in pleasure.

I was as I saw pleasure on her face. Her face cutely contorts as she is about to bust her load deep inside me.

"Mmm f-fuck." Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.

I giggle. "Cum baby, cum in my pussy. Give me your thick warm load."

*Y/n's pov*

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. My breathing gets heavier letting her know that I was close to cumming.

"Yes, yes cum in me. I'm not letting you go until you cum in me." Alessia moans in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck." I moan in pleasure.

Alessia giggles. "Cum baby, cum in my slutty pussy." Alessia moans loudly in pleasure.

Creampie #1:

I can't take it anymore, Alessia moans and cums all over my dick. Alessia cumming sends me over the edge. I moan and cum, cum shoots out of dick and fills up Lessie’s entrance filling her up to the brim. We both moan as I slowly thrust in and out of her helping us ride out our highs.

We both moan as the last of my cum shoots and spurts inside her and paint her walls white.

"Mmm fuck." Alessia moans.

I rest my head against hers as I continue to slowly thrust in and out of her slowly pumping her full of cum. I help Alessia ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out of her.

Thick cum oozes out of her and onto the bed. We both lay there panting and trying to catch our breaths. "Fuck you are amazing in bed." Alessia pants out.

Georgia giggles and gets on all fours. Alessia leans in and licks her pussy Georgia gasps and moans as Alessia licks her pussy.

“Mm fuck.” Georgia moans.

I moan and stroke my dick as Alessia licks and eat Georgia's pussy getting it ready for me.

“That’s it slut eat her pussy and get it ready for me.” I moan.

Alessia eat Georgia's pussy for another 2 minutes and then stops. Alessia lays on the bed and fingers herself as I slide my cock inside Georgia,

Georgia and I both moan as I’m deep inside her. “Mm fuck so tight and wet.” I moan in pleasure.

"Such a good girl." I say and spank her ass as she wiggled it around.

I get situated behind her, I line my dick up with her pussy, a thought comes to mind as I reach around Georgias body taking grip of both her wrists and place them behind her back so her face was against the mattress.

"Ready baby? Ready to get destroyed?" I whispered as I gripped her wrists tighter and slammed my cock deep inside her pussy.

She let out a mighty scream filled with pleasure as I bottomed out inside of her pussy, not slowing down.

"This is what you get for teasing me at dinner. I was always gonna get the last laugh." I moaned as I carried on destroying her entrance. Georgia tries to reply to which I press her face into the pillows muffling whatever she tried to say.

The sight of her ass rippling against me after every thrust was a sight I loved to see. Georgia trying to move her hands but couldn't from the grip I had on them seemed to send her into overdrive. Her moans became louder, sweat dripping down her back as she began to get closer to her orgasm.

"That's it, let it out." I whispered, I leant forward placing delicate kisses to her back.

As soon as my words left my mouth Georgia exploded. Noises coming from her mouth I had never heard before. Georgia squirts all over my stomach, as I felt her walls tighten around my cock immediately making my balls tighten.

Creampie 2:

"Fuck." I yelled as I began to cum at the same time as Georgia . I could feel my cum oozing inside of her, not being able to warn her in time. Us both moaning together as we reached our highs, filling her pussy to the brim.

One final spank to her right cheek, I let go of her hands to which she fell onto the bed exhausted. I planted a kiss on her ass before moving the kisses up and down her back receiving little giggles from Georgia . I smile flipping her over onto her back.

I lean down and kiss her, Georgia smiles against my lips and kisses back.

“You guys okay?” I giggle as they moan. They both moan as my cum continues to ooze out of them and onto the bed.

“Mm perfect. That was amazing.” They both moan.

I smile. “Next you said you’d like Caitlin to wake you up with a blowjob” Leah announced

“That is correct.” I responded

“Well since you can’t actually wake up, Caitlin’s just going to suck you off” she explained as Caitlin made her way over to me

“Fuck, yes, yes please” I replied running my hand through Caitlin’s hair.

I quietly moan as Caitlin lowers her hand and rubs my dick and starts kissing my neck.

“Please” I whisper as I move my neck allowing her better access

“Relax” she whisprerd Relax and enjoy.”

I nod, all the girls watching on as Caitlin lowers she head level with my throbbing dick.

I bite my lip as she licks my dick and spits on my dick. I blush as her spit drips and runs down my length. I bite my lip and blush as Caitlin takes my length in her mouth. Mmm fuck her mouth was so warm.

I reach over and hold her hair up in a ponytail, for some reason this turning me on even more. I quietly moan as she begins to slowly bobs her head, slightly choking and gaging as my tip hits the back of her throat. Caitlin reaches down and toys with my balls as she bobs her head a bit faster.

Fucking hell it’s only been 3 minutes and I’m already close to cumming. God Caitlin really knows how to suck a dick, I quietly moan and grip the sheets and rest my legs on her shoulders.

I grab her head and help her bob her a bit faster. After 5 more minutes of an amazing blowjob I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

My precum leaks in Caitlin’s mouth and down her throat letting her know that I was about to bust.

Throat pie:

I can’t take it anymore bust my load is in Caitlin’s mouth. I grab hold of her head and push her head down on my cock as I finish in her mouth. I bite my lip and quietly moan and cum in her mouth and down her throat.

Caitlin chokes and gags a bit as I cum. Lifting her head up a bit and swallows my load. She licks up every drop of my cum and swallows it.

Caitlin looked me in the eye with a smile and suddenly takes my dick back in her mouth and bobs her head without any warning. I moan, my legs shake and buckle in pleasure a bit as Rach continues to suck the soul out of dick.

“Ohhh god Caitlin, please, please keep going” the grip I had in her hair now.

I leaned my head back as Caitlin carried on devouring my dick. It felt amazing, my throbbing cock leaking pre cum for the second time, my tip hitting the back of her throat at a fast speed. My knuckles turning white from the grip I had on the bed sheets.

All the girls watching on with awe from the way Caitlin’s head movements didn’t slow down.

She placed her hands on my thighs as she continued to give me head.

“Fuck Caitlin fuck, keep going please”

I moaned my grip in her hair was getting tighter.

She sped up her sucking, her saliva going all over her lips, dripping down her chin. She continued to deepthroat me, my eyes rolling to the back of her head. My legs were shaking constantly as I began to lose feeling in them, my mind going fuzzy.

I took her left boob in my hand, squeezing lightly as I felt the feeling of my balls tightening telling me I was about to cum.

*Throatpie*

“Ooohhh fuck Caitlin fuck. Please, please” I moaned

I didn’t have time to warn her as I held her head down my dick for the second time, exploding down her throat, making her gag on my second load.

“Fuck Caitlin” I whispered as I let her head back up, locking eyes with her “you could have warned me” I giggled.

She got up off the bed pressing the deepest kiss to my lips making me taste myself.

“There wouldn’t have been any fun if I had told you” she giggled leaning forward kissing both of my hard nipples.

“Fuck, you Caitlin, you’re such a good girl” I smiled as she left the side of the bed still wiping her lips cleaned.

We finish playing the game and the girls get dressed and leave and head back to their rooms to sleep.

Leah doesn’t leave the room as she looks over her shoulder at me with a little smile, locking the door behind the girls.

"Remember how you gave Tooney another go without my consent” Leah hissed

"Y-y-y-yes " i stuttered a little confused

"Well for that your being punished, Lay on the bed .” Leah says dominance riddle in her tone

I bite my lip and obey and lay on the bed, Leah joins me on the bed. Leah grabs my hands and pins them above my head,

"Im going to use you however I wish and your going to be a good girl and listen” she hissed as she reached over pinching my nipple.

"Y-y-yes Le” I stuttered

"Good girl"

she lines my tip up with her entrance and moans as she slowly lowers on my tip slowly sinking down on my dick, she moans loudly as she takes me deep inside her.

She grips my hands pinning them above my head.

“If you move your hands or break free I stop and you will not cum. Understand slut?” Leah orders as she began to bounce

I bite my lip. “Y-Yes.” I say blushing darkly.

Her grip around my hands was tight as she began to ride my dick, I wanted to move, I really did but I couldn’t, I couldn’t let this end.

“Fuck, watching you do all those things to the girls, I needed this” Leah moaned as her mouth hung open as she began to bounce faster.

The way her ass hit against my thighs, the noise of her ass slapping against me, our moans filling up the room.

The way Leah through her head back, I needed to close my eyes from the pleasure I was feeling but I couldn’t, Leah’s boobs bouncing up and down, her stomach sinking and rising as she breathed in and out. Her hips grinding on my dick, swallowing me up entirely.

“Leah” I moaned not being able to say anything else

“W-what slut” she stuttered from the pleasure but still her voice filled with dominance. She snaked her hand around my neck squeezing a little.

*creampie*

My balls were already tightening but as soon as her hand made its way around my neck I couldn’t take it anymore. Without any sort of warning my legs went stiff as I bursted inside of Leah.

“Ughhh fuck, fuck Le, p-p-please, fuck” I yelled as I came carefully thrusting up and down without Leah really releasing.

“You’ve just came haven’t you” Leah asked me as she full sank down on my dick

“Fuck Le, yes” I said huffing from the pleasure I had just been put through.

No warning whatsoever Leah looked at a face of annoyance, in one movement she stood up off my dick, getting off the bed.

The sight of her ass walking over to the wardrobe , her ass bouncing around turning me on a lot more.

“So you’re not going to obey what I say” Leah began to talk as she fished inside her wardrobe pulling out what looked like a 10 inch strap on.

“Then some slutty girl is going to get punished a lot more” She carried on going as she clipped the strap around her waist.

Taking the bobble from around her wrist, Leah puts her blonde locks into her famous ponytail as she begins to stroke some lube over the strap, some splashing onto her stomach, her abs shining.

She climbed onto the bed, the strap hard in the air as she laid on her back.

“I’m going to lay here and you’re going to ride my strap like the good slut you are” she said to me as she got herself comfortable, her eyes locked onto me.

“So you’re not going to obey what I say” Leah began to talk as she fished inside her wardrobe pulling out what looked like a 10 inch strap on.

“Then some slutty girl is going to get punished a lot more” She carried on going as she clipped the strap around her waist.

Taking the bobble from around her wrist, Leah put her blonde locks into her famous ponytail as she began to stroke some lube over the strap, some splashing onto her stomach, her abs shining.

She climbed onto the bed, the strap hard in the air as she laid on her back.

“I’m going to lay here and you’re going to ride my strap like the good slut you are” she said to me as she got herself comfortable, her eyes locked onto me.

I blush darkly, I straddle her lap. I put the tip in my ass and slowly sink down on the rubber dick. I moan in pleasure as I take her 10 inch dildo deep inside my ass.

I place my hands on Leah’s boobs as I slowly slide up and down on the rubber dick. Leah moans as I massage her boobs.

Leah bites her lip, she places her hands on my ass and squeezes my ass a bit. I moan in pleasure as she does this. "Mmm fuck." I moan.

Leah bites her lip and watches me as I slide up and down on her dildo. I moan and massage her boobs roughly as I slide up and down on the dildo faster.

"Mmm fuck." I moan loudly in pleasure as I ride Leah’s strap on. I moan as I feel that familiar feeling in my balls

"Leah baby I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

Leah smirks, she places her hands on my ass and helps me move up and down on the dildo faster than before.

“Cum baby, cum for me.” Leah moans.

I moan as the urge to cum gets stronger than before. "I'm C-Close." I moan.

Leah smirks and slides me up and down on the dildo faster and harder. "Cum baby." Her words send me over the edge, Leah moans and cums as the other end of the dildo pleasures her pussy. I can't take it anymore. I let go and cum

Cumshot:

I moan loudly in pleasure, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots into Leah’s tits and abs. Leah cutely giggles and bites her lip.

I moan and slowly slide up and down on the dildo. Leah slowly strokes my dick helping me ride out my high the last of my cum shooting onto her tits and abs.

“Mm fuck babe. Hehe that was a sexy cum shot.” Leah moans.

I smile, I lean down and kiss Leah deeply. I moan in the kiss as Leah places her hands on my ass and squeezes my ass as we make out.

I moan and slowly slide off her Dildo .

Leah looked at me as she began to unbuckle the strap from around her waist, placing it by the side of the bed, kissing me on the lips as she grabbed my dick.

“Not going to lie to you y/n the way you fucked Ella’s throat, I need thy being done to me now” Leah said making my stomach turn from the thought of me fucking her throat.

“I-I-I can do that for you” I said to Leah

“I know you can because you are” Leah giggled as she slowly slid to the bottoms of the bed where Ella was positioned.

“Now come on, get over here” she almost ordered yet again.

My dick rock solid I was straight next to Leah not letting this opportunity go.

Leah opened her mouth, her hands by her side.

“Fuck, I’m gonna destroy that throat” I whispered with a moan as I began to rub my tip over her lips.

Almost immediately I began slamming deep into her throat, causing her to gag.

“taking it so well” I moan as I watched Leah throat budge

The pleasure I was feeling, constantly thrusting in and out of Leahs tight throat, hearing her gag every time, the feeling of my balls hitting her nose.

“Fuck Leah, your throat is so tight” I moaned as I took a grip of her right boob and continued to thrust in and out.

Saliva began to pour out of her mouth covering her eyes and nose.

“Fuck, so messy” I giggled

I could feel Leah begin to struggle, constantly gagging like she was going to throw up. I couldn’t stop now, I was getting too close. I sped my thrusts up, every time I hit the back of her throat I gained a gag from Leah, her hands began to grip my thighs.

“A little more Leah, fuck, please” I moaned gripping her tit a little tighter, fucking her throat faster.

*throat pie*

I couldn’t take it anymore. With a final thrust, my dick sliding down Leah’s throat I exploded, filling her throat up causing her to gag and choke.

I pulled out causing Leah to gasp loudly for air after she was made to swallow my load. Her face covered in saliva mixed with tears from her eyes. Her eyes were red, her mascara smudged.

“Fuck” Leah coughed as she wiped her mouth as she gasps for air.

“How, how was that?” I asked as she sat up, her face covered in saliva.

“I’ll definitely be coming back for more” she giggled looking more happier now compared to her dominance side.

“Be my guest Le, I’d love to play again” I laughed back at her.

[dadbodbuck]

does the swallow dream of flying?

Rating: G | WC: 1.6k | Pairing: Buck/Tommy

Summary:

Tommy calls Eddie after he breaks up with Buck. Eddie has some choice words for him. Coda for 8x06.

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“Eddie,” Tommy says, voice hoarse on the other end of the line. He sounds—if not drunk, then so heartbroken it sounds like inebriation. “I wanted to—I’m calling to say goodbye.”

Eddie’s not quite sure if he means it the way he thinks he does, but his stomach almost falls out through the soles of his feet anyway. He sits bolt upright in bed, carefully extricating himself away from Buck, who’s doing his best impression of a endoparasite (“A parasite that lives on the skin of its host, Eddie, it’s really fascinating stuff—”) and somehow latched onto Eddie’s waist with an iron grip while also being dead asleep.

What little vestiges of sleep had been clinging to him fall completely away as he steps into his own hallway, quietly hissing, “Are you okay? Where are you?”

“I mean—at home?” Tommy says, confused, and okay, yeah, he’s definitely slurring his words a little, “Where else would I be?”

Eddie sighs and drags a hand over his face. “Are you going to be safe? Do I need to call someone?”

“No! No, it’s not like that,” Tommy assures him, “Sorry, I should have clarified. I’ll be okay. This is just… this is it. For us. Since Ev—since Buck and I broke up.”

“From what I heard, you’re the one who broke up with him,” Eddie huffs, “Or did I just spend the last three hours getting snot on my nice white shirt for a mutual thing?”

“This is what I mean!” Tommy insists, “He’s your best friend. I’m—I know I don’t rank that high. I just… fuck, I really enjoyed spending time with you these past six months. It’ll—it’ll always be,” a rough, shaky breath, “I’ll remember it fondly.”

Eddie feels a shocking flare of irritation, and it leads him out onto his back patio, so he knows he won’t wake Buck up. “What the fuck happened, man?”

“I had—I had to end it,” Tommy says, with a shake in his voice like a motorcycle’s death wobble, “It wasn’t going to last. If I didn’t pull the plug it would have broken me. I didn’t want to—I didn’t want it to get to the point where either one of us would get our hearts broken.”

“Really? Because from where I’m sitting, neither one of you sound especially put together right now,” Eddie positively seethes, “He’s fucking gutted, Kinard. He told me—” (“I didn’t know if I loved him this morning, and then he called me Buck and I felt sick. What—what else could it be?”) “—well, he told me a lot that, frankly, I don’t think you should hear from anyone but him. And you don’t even know what you did to him because you ran! You didn’t even try—”

“Please stop,” Tommy says, sounding smaller than Eddie has ever heard him, “It’s… it’s better this way.”

“Better for who?” Eddie snaps.

“For him!” Tommy insists, “For both of us, but especially for him. I’m not the forever guy. I’m not his forever guy, and I’m not yours, either. I just want… I want a clean break. I—I want—”

There’s a sniffle, a choked-off sob, and Tommy says, “I just want to be left alone. It would hurt less if people would just leave me the fuck alone.”

“That’s a shitty excuse, and you know it,” Eddie accuses, “Tommy, listen. I’m not saying this to make you feel bad, I’m saying this because—despite the fact that you’re apparently the biggest idiot I’ve ever met—I care about you. I care about you outside of your relationship to Buck. Or did you forget the fact that you were my friend before you were his boyfriend?”

“So, what,” Tommy says, irritation seeping into his voice, “You want to keep talking to me? I know how that goes. You’ll text me every once in a while, we won’t hang out if Buck’s going to be there, so you’ll lose interest and our fun trips and sparring sessions will be fewer and further between, and it’ll hurt. It’ll hurt worse than this. Why do you think I’m doing this, Eddie? I’m doing this because it’s the only way I can keep myself sane.

“You want to know why? You want to know why I broke up with him? Because I woke up the morning of our anniversary and realized I was falling in love with him. I haven’t been able to eat. I haven’t been able to sleep. I—I realized I would let him do anything to me, and that’s not something I ever want to feel again. So I couldn’t. There—there’s your fucking answer. I broke up with him because a little heartbreak is better than ever letting myself get hurt like that ever again.”

The words kind of prickle at some sense in the back of Eddie’s brain. The anger fades a little, and into something a lot more like concern. “Hurt like what, Tommy?”

“I don’t—I don’t know how to tell someone no once they’re in my life like that,” Tommy confesses through gritted teeth, “Maybe it’s my dad’s fault, maybe Don’t Ask Don’t Tell’s fault, maybe it’s just me. Every relationship I’ve ever been in has ended in me making the same mistake. I stayed too long, I let them—I let them believe I wanted to marry them, or I let them take out their anger on me, or I—I—other stuff. Evan—Buck doesn’t deserve that.”

“You’re right,” Eddie acquiesces, “He doesn’t. He deserves a partner who can communicate openly with him. Which you had been doing. You’re capable of being open, Tommy. You did it before.”

Tommy pauses on the other end of the line. “I—I don’t know what to do, Eddie.”

“Did you want to break up with him?” Eddie presses.

“No,” Tommy says, easy as breathing, “Of course not. I want him around for the rest of my life. But that’s… selfish.”

“And breaking up with him because you don’t want to talk through something difficult and scary is so altruistic,” Eddie counters, “You know, there’s this thing Buck says about love—you don’t find it, you make it. I think he heard it on a scene we were at years ago. From this old gay couple, been together for decades and decades.”

Tommy’s quiet on the other end, and then Eddie hears the hitch of his breath. Tommy is sobbing, silent and restrained, but so hard the exhalation of breath sounds nearly painful.

(“I’m starting to think the curse wasn’t just Billy Boils. Maybe it’s me—I mean, I move into Abby’s place, and she leaves me. I pick out an apartment with Ali, and she leaves me. Taylor moves in, and she leaves me. And now this? I can’t… Eddie, I can’t keep doing this. I’m—maybe I’m just the guy who’s good for a fun time, not a long time. I—what am I doing wrong?”

“Buck, you’re not doing anything wrong. I’m so sorry.”

“Do you think—do you think you could ever fall in love with me?”

“I think if I wasn’t this way, I already would have.”)

“I’m not going to tell you what to do, Tommy,” Eddie says, “But I really think you should talk to him. Tell him where your head’s at. Buck’s really good at—at understanding why you hurt him, and he’s even better at forgiving.”

“I—I—I can’t—”

“You can,” Eddie insists, “So pull yourself together, do some box breathing, get some sleep, and come over to my house tomorrow. I’ll make my hangover cure. I’ll lock the doors if I have to.”

Tommy’s quiet, which Eddie interprets as a fully-blown panic attack.

“If you don’t, I will call Athena Grant,” Eddie threatens, “You don’t want to know the things she’s willing to do for Buck. I’ve seen her break at least three laws with my own eyes.”

This, at least, gets a laugh out of Tommy. “Okay—Jesus, yeah. What time?”

“If you’re not over here by nine I’m sending the cavalry,” Eddie says primly, “And bring flowers. Nobody’s ever gotten Buck flowers before.”

Tommy takes a slow, shaky breath out. “Thanks, Eddie. You didn’t—you didn’t have to do all this for me.”

“Everyone always says Buck has a habit of worming his way into your heart, but nobody ever talks about me,” Eddie grins, “You’re stuck with me now, Kinard. Rain or shine. Even when you’re the stupidest motherfucker on the planet.”

“I’ll text you tomorrow when I’m on my way,” Tommy says, “I’ll—I should go eat some carbs and drink water now.”

“Take care of yourself, man,” Eddie says, “And don’t you ever call me to say goodbye again. Or break up with Buck like that. Also—call him Evan. It’s fucking weird to hear you call him Buck.”

“Okay,” Tommy acquiesces, quiet. “Damn. I was so worried about falling in love with Evan that I didn’t even realize I already loved you.”

“I’m sneaky like that,” Eddie says, “I’ll see you tomorrow—or else.”

(The next day, Tommy knocks on the door at nine sharp. He hasn’t changed out of his pajamas, his hair is a mess, he looks too gaunt and the bags under his eyes could fit a small country. But he’s holding a bouquet of wildflowers.

“I got this one because they’re the same color as your eyes,” Tommy says to Buck, who stands in the living room with his mouth ajar.

“What’s going on right now?” Buck says, eyes darting over to Eddie suspiciously.

“I’m going on a walk,” Eddie says, putting his sunglasses on his forehead and twisting at the hips to pop his back, “Don’t fuck on any of my furniture.”)

[semperama]

I wrote this last night when I was trying to distract myself from...everything. Set in 3x15, post-well collapse.

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Buck is bleeding.

It’s Eddie who notices. He pulls the oxygen mask Hen just put on him to the side and nods down at Buck’s lap where his hands dangle over his knees. “What happened there?”

“Eddie, don’t—” Hen starts to say as the ambulance jolts into motion, Chim up front at the wheel. But then she looks at Buck’s hands, and Buck looks down at them too, and he sees what they see—rusty crust of dried blood, some of it bright red and oozing sluggish, dripping between his feet. A few of the nails are cracked or half ripped away. Now that he’s looking, his fingers throb. The pain is dull and distant, but it’s there.

“Buck,” Hen says, half dismay, half resignation. She reaches, hesitates.

“I’m fine,” Eddie says. He’s talking to Hen, but he meets Buck’s gaze and holds it. “Go check him out.”

“No.” Buck fights the urge to put his hands behind his back, like that’ll make a difference. “It’s nothing. Just a few scrapes.”

But Hen already has the antiseptic in her hands, and she takes Buck by the wrist, pulls him closer and leans over him.

It stings. He hisses, flinches. An ache haunts the back of his throat, and he can’t tell if it’s from residual panic or from screaming Eddie’s name, sobbing in Bobby’s lap.

“What did you do?” Eddie says. He’s still so pale, and Buck wants to take his hand away from Hen so he can pull Eddie against him, rub color and life back into his limbs.

“This idiot thought he could dig his way to you with his bare hands,” Hen says.

It sound crazy when she says it like that, but it wasn’t crazy, it wasn’t. It was essential. If Bobby hadn’t pulled him away, he would have gotten to Eddie eventually. His heart would have stopped beating otherwise, so—it would have worked. He could have done it.

Eddie won’t stop staring at him. And it’s fine, because Buck doesn’t want to look away either, or to let Eddie out of his sight ever again. He isn’t—he wasn’t supposed to be on this ambulance, but he’d turned to Bobby and said, Shouldn’t someone stay with him? And Bobby had looked at him for a long time before nodding, Okay, go on, and Buck was climbing in behind Eddie before the words had even fully left his mouth.

“Buck,” Eddie says, admonishing, and that’s—Buck laughs, short and sharp.

“You cut your line.”

Eddie grins. It’s dim with exhaustion, but it’s still—it’s— “Please,” he says. “You’d have done the same.”

Would Eddie have done the same, if their places were reversed? Would he have clawed at the earth, if it was Buck down there? When he was swimming through all that water, that impossible distance, was he thinking—like Buck was thinking—about how it wasn’t supposed to end this way? There was still so much inside Buck, and he needed someplace to put it, and he knew, too late and with dozens of feet of mud between them, that Eddie was that place.

Does Eddie know? Should Buck tell him now?

He opens his mouth, but he thinks better of it when Hen reaches for his other hand. No, not now. “Maybe I would have,” he says instead, “but you’d have given me hell for it.”

Eddie nods minutely. His gaze feels like a weight, pinning Buck to the uncomfortable bench. “Yeah. I would have.”

Hen finishes wrapping Buck’s fingers in gauze just as they arrive at the hospital. Now that he’s thinking about it, the pain is more pronounced, his heartbeat pounding in his fingertips. He jumps out of the back, and holds a hand out to help Eddie down too, but Eddie looks at him like he’s crazy and levers himself carefully to the ground without Buck’s help. It’s—considerate of him, avoiding Buck’s injured hands, but Buck wants to touch him so bad he thinks he might start screaming again. He settles for putting a steadying hand on Eddie’s shoulder when his feet hit the ground.

It hurts when he squeezes. He squeezes harder, until Eddie pats the small of his back and says, “I’m good.”

A nurse leads Eddie back to check him out. Hen and Chim head back to the station; they need to get the ambulance back, do their paperwork, help Bobby wrap up their shift, but they both hug Buck on the way out and tell him to call if anything comes up.

This is just a precaution, really—check Eddie’s lungs, check for hypothermia, get him painkillers for how sore he’ll be in the morning. Still, Buck stares at the doors that lead back to the exam rooms and doesn’t look away, hardly blinks. He wonders what the distance is between them now. If it’s more or less than the distance from the surface of the earth to the place where Eddie was buried alive.

At some point, Bobby comes, presses the keys to Buck’s Jeep into his hand and tells him they dropped it off in the parking lot, then leaves again. Buck must have spoken to him, but he doesn’t know what he said.

It’s fine. Eddie is fine, and Buck should be embarrassed that he still can’t draw a full breath. In, out, he tells himself. In, out, until the doors swing open and Eddie is there again, some color in his cheeks, smiling.

Buck gets to his feet, but he doesn’t know what to do with his hands. They hurt more now, waves of pain pulsing up his arms. He wants to reach out.

Eddie’s close. One foot away. Less. No earth between them.

Buck could touch him. Buck wants to touch him. But Eddie beats him to it. His hand lands on the back of Buck’s neck, and Buck is so relieved, his knees nearly give out.

“Home?” Eddie asks. And—he’s asking for Buck to take him there, but there’s something in the way he says it, something in his eyes and the way they’re locked on Buck’s. He could mean something else. Yeah, you are, Buck wants to say.

“Home,” he says instead.

Eddie’s palm lingers on his neck. Buck’s own hands throb. He flexes them, takes comfort in the ache. He doesn’t have to dig anymore, right? He doesn’t have to dig.

[courtesons]

There had been no plan of Ethan's to have this go the way it had or become more than shopping, but now that it had gone this way he was hardly able to just brush it aside. At least not yet. Showing off Fabian and how submissive he could be, how obediant he could be for Ethan was such a rush of pleasure, dominance and sheer pride. His fingers just brushing along the younger man's body as he spoke, admiring the state of him silently for the moment. His hand finally moving to grip his chin, tilting it up to look at him.

"You like being objectified" He explained simply, gazing at the young man with calm composure, even if his voice was lower with lust. "The idea of being treated like an object, something to be bought or kept or treated as a trophy or prize" He explained, flicking his tongue over his lips. "Like your very existance was just property" He added just to see the poor boy's reaction to the concept. Stepping a little closer and moving the hand from his chin to cup his jawline.

"If I was going to have him play with you, I'd be here to watch it for myself...or join in myself as well" He murmured lowly. "And of course you prefer my attention, you belong to me. Property always prefers to be handled by its owner" He replied casually, testing to see how Fabian reacted to such words. "Say it. Say you belong to me" He instructed, eyes locked onto him in the middle of this store to see how he'd handle it. After all, there was always the safe word if Fabian wanted to hit pause or stop.

"You have four options. Choose one quickly before I choose for you. You can go back to the changing rooms, take all this off and get back into your clothes and we simply pay and leave. Option two, the same as the first but you keep these filthy outfit on under your usual clothes" He replied, brushing his thumb against his adams apple. "Option three, I have my clerk friend prop you up like a mannquein on display while I go by your other attire in the other store" He offered, before adding. "Everyone will see you, but no touching without my permission" He made very clear.

"Or option four, I drag you to one of the back rooms and use my property here and now. And if my friend decides to watch or join, well that'll be for me and him to decide."

Fabian wanted to object as Ethan just declared him to enjoy dressing slutty and showing off his body. He'd never discussed that with Ethan, although maybe from his responses it was obvious. He would've objected if it hadn't been true. He was enjoying the exposure he was feeling. He did like being shirtless in the store. He might have had some reservations about being naked earlier, but even just the thong and the latex shorts had him comfortable enough to admit that he felt sexy and liked showing off like this.

So when Ethan started to touch him, he nodded. "I like the way you're exploring me right now," he confirmed, "Like this outfit has made me something new to check out." Ethan's hands were sliding across his body, and then down to the thong strap, which he pulled and snapped against Fabian's skin. That illicited a gasp from Fabian, both for the surprise and the stinging sensation. That would be a fun way to make use of the thong he'd been made to wear. "I thought I would hate the underwear, because it's not at all what I'm used to, but I think I actually like it a lot."

Ethan then started to list off options of 'what to do' with him. And Fabian was confused. He didn't think Ethan was thinking so strongly of leaving him behind, either as a mannequin or in Devin's hands. He also didn't need Ethan's permission to speak his mind, but he found it helped him either way, to know it was allowed. It seemed like he had indeed fallen somewhere into his subspace with all the dress-up and slutty clothing.

"This outfit has me feeling some type of way. I feel slutty and submissive right now." He rubbed his own hands over the bulge in the latex, his own hard cock outlined in the shiny black material. "I am enjoying the publicness of all the play we're doing right now. Having to strip naked in a store with people around me was the riskiest thing I've ever done and I'm still buzzing from it." Fabian patted his own chest, feeling his heart racing from the adrenaline.

"I am also enjoying the...the showing off...the trophying...I don't know what to call it. I liked how you two kept talking and touching me like I wasn't here or didn't have a say. That turned me on a lot." Fabian took a moment to check in with himself. "I think I'm very submissive feeling right now, so if you told me to stay behind as a mannequin or gave me to Devin for a little while to play with me while you went shopping for my clothes...I would not object. Those both sound pretty hot." Then he paused, "But I need to make it clear, I much prefer your attention over the clerk guy. I also would not object if you wanted to keep playing dress up with me someplace more...private."

[firewasabeast]

I 100% agree with you that that was lazy writing. What was the point of deliberately picking someone the audience (and the 118) were familiar with to be Buck's LI when they could have picked some random. What was the point in delving into Tommy's history and his feelings, what was the point of showing him head over heels for Buck in the last ep, of getting a gift for their 6 month anniversary only to say "oh well, I figured we wouldn't last, so I'm gonna get out now before you break my heart". Why let him get that involved if Tommy's ideology was to never allow himself to move forward in the relationship because ultimately he thought it wouldn't last? It's whiplash for the audience after you saw how INVESTED Tommy was in the last ep! And how exactly is this Buck getting off the hamster wheel? This relationship has ended pretty much exactly like all his others - he gets invested, they leave! They had so much potential as a couple - seeing what it's like for two fire-fighters to date knowing they're both in risky jobs, maybe Buck having to meet/deal with Tommy's homophobic father, getting to explore a "new" character's back story instead of rehashing the same story lines from the mains as well as seeing more of how Buck deals with being in a same sex relationship. All wasted.

And since they referenced Glee, if the plan is for it to echo the Kurt/Blaine relationship in that show where they broke up so they could "explore" before getting back together, by doing so they ruined that relationship so much that by the end it wasn't satisfying that they WERE endgame - they weren't the couple we fell in love with. (And also, way to reinforce the negative stereotype of "you can't ever be long term with your first". I should let my sister, my cousin and my aunt know even though they've all been married for years to their husbands - all their first.) Even if they do decide to bring Tommy back down the line, would it even be the same relationship we fell in love with? Would we even trust the writers to stick with it and treat it well? Or if they did a final episode reunion so Buck doesn't end the series alone, how is that satisfying for the audience?

I have been watching 911 since it started, and I have always been part of the general audience up until S7 where I joined the fandom because I thought Buck/Tommy were adorable. It's the first time in years I've become invested in a couple on a show. It's the first time in years that I've dipped my toes back into a fandom. Like you, this ship inspired me to write fic again. I have a bunch of wip's waiting to be posted on ao3 and I honestly don't know if I'll finish them now. And if they have broken them up for Buddie to get together I think I'll stop watching. And not just because I never saw them as a romantic couple (I only ever saw a deep friendship) but because logistically I don't see it working. Besides the fact that I think that while they work as friends, they probably wouldn't gel as a couple, two people on the same team in a relationship? That will screw up the 118 dynamic, especially as this show looooves relationship drama. If they get in a fight, or worse, break up, then what? How would that work within the 118, unless someone transfers out, but then it's bye bye the 118 we love. And not to mention, in the only 4 months I have been in this fandom I have seen some VILE crap from the buddies, and from what I understand it they've been like that for years. And the show runners know about it, so if they go with Buddie, congratulations, you've rewarded toxic behaviour and given them a license to be worse (look at them already, going in the bucktommy tags and gloating).

I told myself after Glee ended and they royally screwed everything up that I wouldn't watch another Ryan Murphy show because he has a history of doing that sort of thing. When 911 came along I was cautious, but it looked like it would be different - more grown up if you will, especially since Ryan Murphy hasn't really been involved since season 1. I should have just gone with my gut. I just hope that, knowing these last two eps were filmed weeks before they aired, the showrunners see how popular they were and realise crap, we've made a BIG mistake. (Everyone should flood instagram and especially Facebook, whoch is more GA than most social media platforms, with RESPECTFUL comments about how devastated they are, and who knows, it might make them consider bringing Tommy back sometime in 8b - I believe they're still writing the back half of the season.)

Side note, I feel really sorry for Lou. Yeah he's going back to SWAT, and I love him in that (even though his character can be a dick sometimes) but he's said in interviews how he's tired of always being cast as "the muscle" due to his size and he seemed genuinely happy to get this role, which was exactly what he was looking for - the sweet, caring, romantic love interest role where he could show some depth, and they screwed him over (sounds like he even thought Buck and Tommy were doing well and wasn't expecting the break up until the end).

(Apologies for the long rant. But what you've been saying really resonated with me and I needed to share your sentiments.)

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[httpsdana]

hey!

love your work! i was wondering if you could do one about pau cubarsi and they get a pet and she pays all her attention to the pet and pau gets jealous or smthg?

thank you sm 💕

Puppy Love~Pau Cubarsi

*Pictures are from Pinterest*

this has got to be one of my favorite fics I've ever written. I need a Pau outside my door asap. enjoy <3

request from here

master list -> part 2

players/drivers I write for

From the moment y/n and Pau brought home their new puppy, Mochi, it was pure love. They'd both been so excited, planning out every little detail: his bed, his toys, the cutest little collar, and spending way too long debating whether “Mochi” or “Tofu” was the perfect name. Eventually, Mochi won out, and now here he was, a fluffy little ball of mischief that they both adored like their own child.

Pau was obsessed from the start. He would cradle Mochi in his arms, cooing, “Mi amor, look at him! He’s already the most handsome boy in the world. Right, Mochi? You’re perfect.”

She'd laugh at his cuteness, running her fingers through Mochi’s soft fur. “Wow, I think I have some competition now.”

Pau smirked, giving her a wink. “Sorry, cariño. Mochi and I? Unstoppable duo. He’s basically my mini-me.”

“Oh, so he’s already dramatic about meal times and leaving crumbs everywhere?” she teased with a smile

Pau gasped, clutching his chest. “Excuse me, I am not dramatic, and I clean up my crumbs… sometimes.”

The early days with Mochi were filled with laughter and cuddles, both of them cooing over every little thing he did. The two of them doted on him together, taking turns waking up in the middle of the night when he’d whimper or need to go outside, racing each other to see who could make it to Mochi first when he called for attention.

But soon, Pau’s schedule got a bit busier. He was away more for practices and games, and y/n found herself spending more and more time with Mochi. While Pau was out, she'd have little “puppy and me” dates, complete with treats, belly rubs, and mini photoshoots where she would send the funniest pictures to Pau, captioned with things like, Look at your competition or Mochi says he’s the new man of the house.

Pau would text back immediately. No way. Mochi can’t be half as charming as me. But then he’d send three heart emojis and demand more photos.

One evening, after a long day, Pau came home, eager for some quality time. He walked in to see y/n sprawled on the couch with Mochi stretched out across her chest, his tiny head resting comfortably as she scratched his belly.

Pau stopped in his tracks, crossing his arms and giving her both an exaggerated pout. “I’m gone for a few hours, and this is what I come back to?”

She looked up, stifling a laugh at the face he was making. “Jealous of Mochi, are we?”

He put a hand to his chest, looking utterly wounded. “Me? Jealous? Absolutely. This used to be my spot, you know,” he grumbled, nodding at the spot on her chest where Mochi was curled up. “I used to get those head scratches, too.”

“Oh, bebé, come here,” she cooed, setting Mochi down gently before opening her arms. Pau took his chance, practically launching himself onto the couch to snuggle up to her.

“Finally,” he sighed dramatically, burying his face in her neck. “About time you give me some attention.” His tone was teasing, but he looked so adorable that she couldn’t help but laugh.

y/n wrapped her arms around him, pressing a kiss to his forehead. “Aww, you poor thing. Mochi just missed you. I missed you, too,” she said, rubbing his back soothingly.

“Oh, good. Because I was about to start howling for attention myself,” he joked, causing her to burst out laughing.

“Maybe Mochi has been teaching you a thing or two,” she teased, ruffling Pau’s hair just like she did with Mochi.

Pau grinned, snuggling closer. “So, you’re saying I need to be more puppy-like? Alright then.” He scrunched up his face and gave a dramatic little whimper, making puppy eyes at her.

She playfully rolled her eyes, laughing as she stroked his hair. “You’re ridiculous, you know that?”

“Ridiculously cute?” he asked with a hopeful grin, his eyes twinkling as he leaned in for a kiss.

“Alright, yes, ridiculously cute,” she admitted, kissing him softly.

Mochi, clearly curious about the attention shift, clambered back onto the couch, settling down between y/n and Pau, his little tail wagging as he looked up at the two of them.

Pau raised an eyebrow, looking at Mochi. “Oh no, you’re not stealing my girl again,” he warned playfully. “Go on, go chew a toy or something.”

But Mochi just flopped down, resting his little head on her lap, looking far too adorable to move.

Pau sighed, shaking his head. “Unbelievable. My own puppy is trying to sabotage me,” he said, though his face softened as he reached over to scratch Mochi’s ears. “Alright, fine, maybe we can share the lap.”

y/n laughed, leaning over to give Pau a kiss. “Face it, babe, we’re a package deal now. You, me, and Mochi.”

Pau’s face lit up as he kissed her back, pulling her closer. “As long as I get first dibs on goodnight kisses. Deal?”

“Deal,” she agreed, grinning as she wrapped herself up in his embrace, Mochi happily snuggled between them.

From that day on, Pau made sure to reclaim his spot in the cutest ways— “accidentally” bumping Mochi aside to curl up in her lap or dramatically announcing his need for “emergency cuddles” whenever he saw her petting the puppy. The three of them settled into a perfectly fluffy routine, filled with laughter, and many sweet moments.

In the end, they both knew they’d created a little family, with enough love to go around—Mochi included, of course.

[middlingmay]

Hello 😌 for the late night call prompt:

"i know you didn't just hang up on me without saying 'i love you'."

This could be so sweet (or not). Would love to see your take on it!

Hello! I'm feeling the fluff today, so I hope you like it. Thanks for the ask :) <3

John's mouth had served him both well and ill in his life.

He was funny and he was charming. He was able to spin a story and keep a table entertained. He could cheer someone up easy, diffuse arguments if he chose to. And because he could read people quick sharp, he could either make fast friends with a few choice words, or could provoke or end a fight depending on which of his more mercurial moods he was looking to feed that night.

But his favourite thing, he'd come to find over the years, was talking in a constant, rhythmic roll and lulling Gale, a notoriously poor sleeper, to a good night's sleep.

John wasn't even going to let state lines keep him from that privilege.

Work had sent him away for a couple of nights to deal with an issue and another officer. It's what he got with his reputation for being able to influence and mediate with the best of them. And of course, just two days before he was due to go, Gale fell sick. Not sick enough to warrant John calling it off; but just sick enough to worry and stress him all the way out because he wouldn't be here to take care of his Gale.

Gale who had no sympathy for his plight whatsoever.

"It's two days. I can take care of myself; I'm a big boy."

John leered without intent and moseyed into Gale's personal space. "Oh, I know."

Gale spluttered a dry cough into John's chest and struggled to get his breath back and John whined.

"Come on, Gale. Just say the word and I'll cancel. You won't have to lift a finger until you're better."

Gale pushed him off and tugged the cover he had draped around him like a cape in tighter. "No, thank you," he grimaced. "You'll hover, you'll get sick, then I'll be taking care of the two of us. Get to stepping, John. Quicker you get there, quicker you get back."

So they'd said goodbye, Gale tolerating John's too-many long looks back with barely a roll of his eyes (and John knew that was just because even his eyes were hurting). But he could kick him out the house and force him to go to work and make fun of him as much as he liked, but Gale couldn't stop John from calling him for their regular night time chatterbox sessions.

"I thought you were working," Gale drawled raspy into the phone.

"At nine pm? Not enough overtime pay in the world, sweets. How you feeling?"

Gale's answers were brief and perfunctory, but John could hear the ever-present affection even through the brevity. And John was always happy to pick up the slack. He murmured to Gale about the trip, the shit show at the office, and the gossip he entirely made up about his colleagues in another state just to keep himself entertained. He spoke about the town and the hotel, and what he had to eat. He told him every tiny detail he could think of, until he heard Gale's breaths even out and the soft snore of the congested drift across the line.

Chuckling low so as not to wake Gale, he finally hung up, proud of himself for being able to fulfil his duties even if he wasn't there in person.

But it only lasted a few seconds before his phone screen lit up, and Doll flashed across the screen. John swiped and lifted the phone to his ear to hear Gale's thick, sleepy reprimand.

"I know you didn't just hang up on me without saying I love you."

John grinned wide and dimpled and all teeth and gum at Gale's grumpy complaint. "I'm sorry, sweetheart. How rude."

"Mmph." Offended. Like a puffed up cat. John could practically see the displeased frown in the centre of Gale's brow.

"I love you. Now go to sleep."

"Mmph." Contented. Pleased. Maybe with that tiny little smile Gale had that pulled his apple cheeks up.

John stayed on the phone long past Gale's return to sleep. Just in case.

[squinch-depraved]

I LOVE YOUR VIRGINITY AU 😭😭😭😭 its actually so GOOD i cant wait to see what schlatt has to say when he talks to us (please tell me ur making a part 6😭🙏🙏🙏)

this series is so much fun i have so many ideas and apparently y'all do too so keep em comin i love you all

CW: a lil dubcon-y, choking, v rough

ted makes it out and down the street just in time to see schlatt yank open the door to the main building and let it slam behind him

he winces at the thought of what you're in for now that he's gone, remembering the hickey on your neck only when he crosses the street

schlatt, in the meantime, is barging into your apartment, mumbling a half-hearted apology to your roommate as they nervously grab their stuff and leave you two alone

he heads straight down the hallway to your room and just hovers in the entryway, tossing his bags down by the door like ted did

"charlie?" he starts

"i can explain-"

you try to reason with him but he just strides over to the bed in two large steps and climbs so he's leaning over you, staring down at you with a dark, vacant expression

"of course you're going to explain. you're gonna tell me all about it while i..." his voice trails off as he notices the bruise on the side of your throat

"what the fuck is this?"

he sounds different, like it caught him off guard

"that's not... that's not charlie. his hickeys are older. that looks like it just fucking happened. are you kidding me?"

"schlatt, i told you we aren't exclusive."

"i'm not mad you fucked someone else!!" he exclaims, almost in disbelief

"i'm mad you fucked one of my best friends."

you make a face and he narrows his eyes for a second

"...who gave you that, on your neck?"

unable to meet his gaze, you turn away and try to find the right words

"why are you acting so strange? do i know him?"

"schlatt..."

"what?"

he sets his jaw and gently takes one of your wrists in each of his hands, bringing them to either side of your head and pinning you down

"s-schlatt, listen, i don't want it to cause problems between you two," you stammer

his grip tightens as he realizes the only other person it could be

scanning your face to see if your remorse is genuine, he swallows hard and grins a hollow, hopeless smile

"you fucked ted, didn't you?"

his words paralyze you; the only movement in the room is the rapid rising and falling of your chest

"i'm so sorry," you begin once you can finally talk again

a deep sigh escapes him, and he shakes his head slightly as he looks away

"you fucking whore."

helpless to stop the strangled moan that falls from your lips, you shift uncomfortably on the bed

schlatt moves from his position on your side, leering down at you, to one on top of you, holding you down even more forcefully now

"i should've known. i shouldn't've told them how good you were if i wanted to keep you all to myself. fuck," he mutters, more to himself than anything

"i'm not some toy for you to-"

"shut the fuck up!! right now, you absolutely are a toy. can't believe you're that much of a fucking slut."

"schlatt!!"

"i said shut up!" he snarls

"was he better than me? i know charlie wasn't; there's no shot he fucks good."

he switches to holding both of your wrists in one hand above your head and grips your face with the other, squishing your cheeks and eliciting a small moan from you

"i'm only gonna ask you one more time. was he better than me?"

his voice is cold, and it send chills down your spine

"he was- it was different!! it was just different, schlatt, please, you know i don't like to compare," you babble in an attempt to satiate him

but it's not enough

he lets out a low chuckle and, in a flash, his hand is wrapped around your throat, squeezing tighter and tighter every second

"you're dumber than i thought," he muses, tilting his head as he enjoys the way your eyes roll back into your head, fluttering open and closed rapidly

a frantic, garbled grunt from you convinces him to release you, and he shakes out his hand after he does

he pulls off the clothes you barely managed to put on in time after ted left and wastes no time shoving two fingers into you

when you let out a wail and arch your back, he just shoves you back down by your hips and begins pumping them in and out at a merciless pace (this is for his pleasure, not yours, remember?)

"fuck!!! please, schlatt, stop," you beg

but he doesn't listen

just flicks his eyes up to your face and then shoves his head between your thighs

he's cruel with his tongue, swirling and circling and flicking at your clit endlessly

no amount of screaming his name changes his behavior, he just keeps eating you

occasionally he pulls away to look at the mess he's made of your cunt, sloppy and covered in both your juices and his saliva

he always returns to his feasting after delivering a harsh smack to your pussy

it goes on for almost an hour; your bedsheets are completely ruined by the time he pulls away, chest heaving, and wipes his mouth

you can't even speak, your throat is sore from pleading with him to stop. you gave up after the third orgasm

schlatt doesn't even say anything, just pulls his shirt over his head (giving you flashbacks to ted) and tears his pants and boxers off

you watch wearily as he hikes your legs over his shoulders and shoves himself into you

it would've hurt if you weren't absolutely soaked

immediately, he establishes a brutal pace, and you swear you can feel him brushing your cervix with every thrust

it's slightly painful, but you swear nothing has ever felt so good

he's got you bent nearly in half, watching your expressions as you sob silently from the bliss he's giving you

"bet he didn't feel this good."

he smirks almost imperceptibly when you shake your head vigorously, finally admitting what he wanted to hear

"yeah? bet he couldn't fuck you like i do. bet he wasn't able to reach this- fuck- deep inside you, huh?"

a raspy squeal escapes you, voice breaking from desperation

"got you so fucked out you can't even talk. just layin' there cryin'. do you know how pathetic you are? made your way around the whole friend group. are you fuckin' happy with yourself? you satisfied yet?"

he punctuates each question with a slam deeper into you than the last, gritting his teeth and hanging his head once he finishes speaking

"i'm gonna fucking cum in you. and you're gonna take it. do you understand?" he growls

nodding frantically, your walls clench around him, and he groans and somehow quickens his pace, jackhammering into you so hard and fast that you can't help but scream his name over and over, despite how badly your throat hurts

he's very vocal towards the end, moaning and grunting desperately as he pumps his hips forward a few final times before completely sinking into you as he releases

after a bit, he pulls out and lets your legs drop, noticing how shaky they are and patting one knee softly

"c'mon. i'll help you to the bathroom. but after that we need to actually have a conversation; i'm sorry i lost it like that."

dazed, you nod, and he helps you take a shower

as the hot water streams down the both of you, schlatt holding you up while he washes you off, he presses a kiss to the top of your head

"i don't... i don't want you to think i didn't enjoy sleeping with charlie and ted," you mumble dreamily

he falters for a second but continues cleaning you off

"i like you a lot, schlatt, but i'm into the two of them as well. i want you to be okay with that."

he lets out a deep exhale as he turns off the water, then steps out of the shower and helps you dry off

"i'd have to talk to them. we'll see, i dunno. can we just... spend the rest of the day together and talk about this tomorrow?"

a soft smile appears on your face and you nod, pulling him down to kiss you

"c'mon, help me get to bed. i can barely stand up."

[cutestbow]

Summary: y/n has to tell Jack the truth, (based off of the song futile devices)

Notes: I’m finally back!!, also very unedited so please excuse any mistakes!!

Warnings: self hatred, guilt, basically leading someone on. And that should be it if not let me know!!!

It’s been a long long time since I’ve memorized your face.

Laughter echoed throughout the dimly lit apartment i had been in for the last 4 hours, i had told myself id go home twenty minutes ago but that never ends well when im with my friends

“So y/n hows jack going” my friend asked, the question gaining attention from the others as if they had been wondering also.

“Oh, its going well he’s a really good guy.” I shrugged smiling at the though of the brown haired boy.

“Thats it?, your not going to give us any special details about him” she groaned to my vague response.

“Yea likes he doesn’t have a beauty mark on his left cheek-“ another one had chimed in

“No his upper right lip.” I blurted out embarrassingly fast.

All chatter had stopped in that moment, the only noise being the tv that had been faintly playing in the background.

My face burned red from my sudden comment, if my friend no cited she hadn’t said anything about, she just smirked and took a drink from the glass that had been sitting in front of her.

“Well at least Christian’s out of the picture.” She stated once more before diving into conversation with one of the girls sat at the table.

I nodded but it didn’t feel right almost as if it weren’t genuine.

It’s been four hours now since I’ve wandered through your place

Jack had left his apartment hours ago but i still remained after hours of him begging i stay and just watch the game from his house, so that’s where i had been left at now

Walking through the halls of his somewhat clean apartment, for someone who lives by themselves he really did try to keep some type of theme going.

I laughed at a photo he had kept near his bed of him and his brother when they were younger, it was a photo of when they lived in Canada the setting being somewhere snowy and the three brothers looking confused and unready for the photo.

I sat the photo back down and looked over at the clock that had also been on the side of his bed, i sighed walking out of the room and back to the couch to watch the puck drop.

And when i sleep on your couch i feel very safe, and when you bring the blankets, i cover up my face

It was normal for me and jack to have our annual movie nights on friday, and work had kicked my butt the following week and I hadn’t planned on going this Friday but i knew jack had been looking forwards to it stating that he found a new movie that we might like so I couldn’t decline.

We had been laying on the couch, my head on his shoulder and eyes slowing opening and closing once and a while, i quickly snapped out of that stare once the arms that had once been wrapped around me were gone.

“Where are you going?” I asked as jack got up from his spot on the couch.

He didnt reply and disappeared into his bedroom, i had went to get up before he reappeared again, this time with a large comforter.

I sighed with embarrassment and guilt, “jack im fine.” I said

“No your not, you’ve had a busy week, if you were tired you could have stayed home” he responded, eyebrows furrowed in worry.

He layed me back into the couch carefully wrapping the computer around my tired body.

The droopy state from before slowly coming back

I shouldn’t be doing this

I shouldn’t be doing this

I let out one last sigh before I closed my eyes.

And i would say i love you but saying it out loud is hard. So I won’t say it at all.

It had been a beautiful day, and usually on days like these Jack would tend to drag me out of my apartment to go on a picnic.

I carefully set a blanket down over the patch of grass we thought would be perfect spot to settle, I watched as he set the basket down and very carefully pulled each container of fruit and crackers out.

Jack had always been easy to talk too I never had to filter myself around him, but I didn’t deserve a person like him.

I watched him as layed propped up on one shoulder talking about anything and everything, slowly biting into my cherry. I paused for a moment before rubbing the bitten cherry against his cheek leaving a pink stain.

I laughed at his reaction going to wipe it away before quickly getting pulled down and the previous cherry being rubbed on my face now

I laughed attempting to push him away but it was no use he was stronger.

“Now were Even.” He spoke, smiling down at me.

we stared at each other for moments, three words I died to say lingered at the tip of my tongue but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t do that to him.

And I won’t stay very long,

Tears rolled down my face as I found myself in-front of a door I’ve been faced with for months now, my heart banging against my chest.

I waited for a moment before the door swung open to a half awake Jack, his eyebrows furrowed in worry at my distressed state.

“y/n, what’s wrong?” He asked softly pulling me into his apartment, I pulled away slowly.

“I’m sorry jack” I cried lowering my head

“You’re so good to me, but I just can’t seem to-“ I sobbed uncontrollably unsure if he could even understand me.

“I know.” He responded softly. My head shot up realization and guilt washing over me.

He knew the entire time, but why?, the question repeating over and over in my head.

“I’m so sorry jack” I cried, the sobs becoming more violent as he pulled me into an embrace.

“It’s not your fault,” he shook his head

“I just can’t see how I’m supposed to love if I can’t love myself.” I spoke once my cries softened.

“I want to love you,” I said pulling away, watching as tears threatened to spill from his eyes

“But I just can’t” I finished, attempting to wipe the spilling tears away.

He nodded in agreement giving me an understanding smile

“It’s ok” he reassured me as if I wasn’t breaking his heart.

“I understand if you’re mad or annoyed with me I don’t know why I’m like this” I spoke lowly, the lump in my throat making my words shaky.

Jack embraced me once more, this time hushing me

“If you knew why did you stay, why did waste your time if you knew you’d get hurt in the end.” i questioned

He sighed, “because the thought of not having you at all hurt to much.”

But you are the life I needed all along.

I smiled as me and a group of my friends stumbled into a bar we had been dying to go to for the past month.

the smell of alcohol and burnt out cigarettes washing over me in a second.

I watched as a few of the members separated going there own ways, leaving me a one ther girl.

We had decided to settle at the little bar ordering two beers for night.

I grabbed the cup swiftly taking a sip before setting it back down onto the table. I skimmed over the bar watching as people danced and played pool.

My heart immediately skipped a beat once I was met with a familiar pair of blue eyes that had been staring at me from across the bar.

I hadn’t seen or spoken to Jack in a year. Or really since that one night in his apartment. I would say we ended on good terms.

My face burned red as he waved at me with a soft smile.

I waved back, nervously smiling. I watched as he began to mouth something.

“You look beautiful” he mouthed slowly

“I feel beautiful” I excitedly mouthed.

He laughed at my response from across the bar.

“Good” he nodded.

[thatsmzbitchtoyou]

Quite a Workout -Oneshot

Word count: 890

*angsty*

“Maybe if you weren’t so distracted by your own dick I wouldn’t have to put myself in the line of fire for you,” Y/N shouted back at him as she set up the equipment for her next exercise.  After a rough mission she felt the need to get out her leftover stress in the gym.

Bucky huffed angrily.  “Will you stop bringing up my boner?  Jesus, it’s not like I have any control over that.”

“Obviously,” Y/N snorted.  “During the middle of a mission while we’re dodging bullets and fighting for our lives?  You’ve got great timing.”  

Bucky glared at her before rolling his eyes and starting to walk away.  “Whatever.  I may have had an ill timed boner, but you were looking there, darlin’.”  

“Oh please,” Y/N laughed as she got situated on the bars.  She had been working on her captain’s chair leg raises, wanting to strengthen her core muscles.  She engaged her core and slightly grunted as she lifted her legs to a sitting position, most of her weight being held up by her arms and offset by her stomach muscles.  “What turned you on in the middle of a fight anyway, huh?  You like the danger?”  Her voice was strained as she held the position for a ten count then let her legs down.  “You’re sick.”

Bucky whirled back around and walked up to her as she started another set.  “I’m sick?  Says the one who was staring at my cock in the middle of choking out another dude with your thighs.”

Y/N smirked in triumph at his slip up as she let her legs back down, breathing heavily.  “Ah, so it was my thighs, huh?” she said knowingly, slightly leaning towards him with narrowed eyes.  “You liked watching me snuff out some guy with my thick, strong thighs?”

Bucky’s eyes widened and he slightly recoiled, blinking rapidly as Y/N laughed again.  She took another breath and started another set, lifting her legs up in a sitting position.  “You’re sadistic,” Bucky said as he watched her.  “You like humiliating others, even during their most vulnerable moments?  If anyone’s sick, it’s you.”  Y/N huffed, trying to keep count in her head and ignore him, her stomach starting to tremble at the effort.  “You drive me insane,” Bucky sneered, leaning toward her, dipping his head to catch her eye.  Y/N could tell that she’d really pissed him off, the fire in his eyes making a shiver run down her spine.  “I’m gonna ask for a mission partner reassignment.  I really thought as we worked together we could get past this weirdness, but apparently it’s one of God’s greatest jokes to make you just as insufferable as you are hot, you sick, twisted, sadistic, fucking bitch!”

Y/N wasn’t sure what happened next.  His words were hurtful, but for some reason the louder and angrier he got, the more turned on she was.  At the end of her ten count in her head she had felt the trembling in her stomach seemingly shoot down in between her legs, and as he finished yelling at her she relaxed her legs to stand and what felt like a mini orgasm rocked through her lower half.  She shuddered at the feeling, her mouth dropping open as she gasped and then moaned loudly in Bucky’s face as she felt a gush of her own slick dampen her panties and her leggings.

Bucky’s eyes widened comically at her, his eyes traveling down her body to see her shaking legs and twitching stomach.  His gaze moved back up to her face in shock.  “Did you just–”

“Don’t,” Y/N said desperately, her voice sounding like a whimper.  She averted her gaze from him and on wobbly legs ducked under the machine and around him, running out of the gym.  That did not just happen.  That did NOT just happen!  She kept running, losing track of where she was going until she ducked into an empty stairwell somewhere, doubling over and sobbing as she sank down to her knees.  Y/N wasn’t sure what she was feeling.  Embarrassment?  Yes.  Shame?  Definitely yes.  But there was something more.  It hurt what Bucky had said, and it hurt that he felt that way about her.  And it hurt that the humiliation had been turned back on her.  Did she…want him to like her?  Was that why she had teased and annoyed him this whole time?  She had been unable or unwilling to place her mixed emotions and took it out on him instead.  I am a fucking bitch, she thought, hugging herself as she cried.  Bucky deserved better than her as a mission partner.  She deserved this humiliation.  She wouldn’t blame him if he went around the whole tower and told everybody what happened.  Y/N slowly trudged up the few more flights of stairs to her floor, the discomfort of the wetness between her legs a constant reminder of her idiocy.  When she reached her room she bolted the door, giving Friday instructions not to let anyone in and to cancel all upcoming appointments and training, before stripping off her workout attire and getting in the shower.  She sank down to the shower floor after washing herself, crying as the water flowed over her.  Just a sick, twisted, sadistic bitch. 

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* 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐄.

feel free to change pronouns / wording!

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