#if anyone knows how to tag killer and hawkins as a ship feel free to add in reblogs lol

[gratefulcheeses]

That one Twitter thing that was going around a while back, literally just an excuse to draw Killer in a cute outfit but can you blame me…

[fairsaint]

LAYER 001 :    THE OUTSIDE.

NAME  :       dwight wayne fairfield.

EYE   COLOUR  :      forest green.

HAIR   STYLE   /   COLOUR  :      short && parted on the side / almost black.

HEIGHT  :      5′4″.

CLOTHING   STYLE  :    comfy; flannels, well-worn crewnecks, jeans, sneakers with grass stains. work; black slacks / shoes / socks / tie, simple white button up. always wearing his father’s watch. 

BEST   PHYSICAL   FEATURE  :      his big ol’ doe eyes.

LAYER 002 :    THE  INSIDE.

FEARS  :      only a few of the killers still manage to elicit frozen terror in dwight rather than white hot anger, but kazan’s name will be the first on his lips if you ask him for someone specific. failing to protect && guide his fellow survivors. instability within the group leading to infighting. failing to meet expectations. his emotions getting the best of him in a situation. his watch stopping. the entity winning. being alone. nothingness. the absence of tangible anchors.

GUILTY   PLEASURE  :     i don’t know if dwight would actually feel guilty about anything he enjoys? he’s an inherently honest creature, && if it’s not hurting anyone then why should he feel bad about it?

BIGGEST   PET   PEEVE  :      being told to sit down && rest while the others take over for a bit. the man’s gotta be doing Something otherwise he’ll get antsy.

AMBITIONS   FOR   THE   FUTURE  :     none. dwight is so zeroed in on the here && now, only thinking as far ahead as the next trial, that he doesn’t allow his thoughts to linger on a life he’ll probably never live again.

LAYER 003 :   THOUGHTS.

FIRST   THOUGHTS   WAKING   UP  :     "time” before immediately checking his watch to see that it’s still ticking along, instinctively winding the crown even if he probably doesn’t need to.

WHAT   THEY   THINK   ABOUT   MOST  :      how best to prepare the others for trials where he’s not present. he’s got tables and equations and just pages of data he’s collected over the years regarding everyone’s strengths && weaknesses, how they interact with each other in certain groups, how they perform against specific killers in equally specific maps. he runs a tight ship, && the idea of leaving anything to chance makes him feel seasick. if there’s a way to run trials smoother or more efficiently, he’s probably thought about it.

WHAT   THEY   THINK   ABOUT   BEFORE   BED  :      have i done enough?

WHAT   THEY   THINK   THEIR   BEST   QUALITY   IS  :     his unwavering dedication to those around him, no matter the circumstances. you need a shoulder to cry on? he’s there for you. you’re about to take a hatchet to the back? he’ll bodycheck you out of the way && let the rusted blade dig into him rather than you.

LAYER 004 :    WHAT’S BETTER ?

SINGLE   OR   GROUP   DATES  :      single, if at all. he’s very inexperienced in that department, so something one on one allows him to open up more.

TO   BE   LOVED   OR   RESPECTED  :     respected. as important as emotional connections are for him, these are life or death situations, && when shit hits the proverbial he’s going to need to be heard && listened to.

BEAUTY   OR   BRAINS  :      mmmm brains for the most part. but dwight crushes easily, && can become enamored with a pretty face too.

DOGS   OR   CATS  :      dogs! but he also has a notable fondness for rodents.

LAYER 005 :    DO THEY…

LIE  :      dwight does not lie. it leaves him feeling gross && heavy && Wrong since he’s supposed to represent the best of us. but, he is Very good at withholding/avoiding certain truths if he believes they’ll have a negative impact on morale.

BELIEVE   IN   THEMSELVES  :     he has to && he has to let the others see it, otherwise they may not believe in themselves. a cracked foundation can lead to warped floors && unstable walls, so to speak.

BELIEVE   IN   LOVE  :      yes!!! otherwise what’s the point??? if you're surviving simply to survive, rather than to live, can you really find the worth in your efforts? there will be no fruits of your labor if all the trees have been cut down to make firewood.

WANT   SOMEONE  :      of course. but not here, not now. he’s got too much to do, too much to think about, too much to worry about. it would take nothing short of a miracle for him to relax enough to feel content with simply being && maybe settle down in some way.

LAYER 006 :    HAVE THEY EVER…

BEEN   ON   STAGE  :      does his high school graduation count?

DONE   DRUGS  :      lmao hell the fuck yeah he has. during his 20s he experimented with a grocery list of psychotropic drugs && will excitedly explain to you the process of growing shrooms if you’ve somehow fallen that far down the rabbithole of dwight’s past. also he really fuckin misses weed. god does he miss weed.

CHANGED   WHO   THEY   WERE   TO   FIT   IN  :    not really? but mostly because he didn’t exactly know how to. he does of a lot of observing, && understands a lot of things in theory, they just rarely come into fruition in practice. so, he just finds it easier to be himself (for the most part).

LAYER 007 :    FAVOURITES.

FAVOURITE   COLOURS  :      greens, burnt orange, mustard yellow, basically any gaudy color that touched the furnishings of his childhood home during the 60s.

FAVOURITE   ANIMAL  :      rats!!!!!!! dwight ADORES rats lmao he keeps trying to tame the entity - made ones in hawkins that hang out on the hooks.

FAVOURITE   BOOK  :      oof that depends on his mood. if he wants to feel all warm && fuzzy inside afterwards? white fang by jack london. if he wants to cry for like three hours afterwards? flowers for algernon by daniel keyes.

FAVOURITE   GAME  :      scrabble!!! the man’s a menace of a wordsmith.

LAYER 008 :    AGE.

DAY   THEIR   NEXT   BIRTHDAY   WILL   BE  :     february 24th!!! i once again missed his birthday! good job me lmao.

HOW   OLD   WILL   THEY   BE  :      65, but still doesn’t look a day over 30.

LAYER 09 :    FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I LOVE  :      my fellow survivors — they’re all i have.

I FEEL  :      ancient, there’s an ache in my shoulders that will never leave.

I HIDE  :      the fears sitting at the edge of my mind.

I MISS  :      my brother.

I WISH  :      to see the others free && happy, regardless of what happens to me.

TAGGED BY :   i stole it from kels oop TAGGING :    [soulja boy vc] youuuuu!