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just got a biopsy to see if my [checks notes] 15-week period is because of cancer. however then my friends drove me to get chocolate and the new martha wells novel so, you know, there are pros and cons here.
#the epic highs and lows of having a uterus#highs: people buy you chocolate!!#lows: all the other stuff :(#anyway i am. a lil stressed out lol#also pretty lightheaded! i'm not really even sure why because ok so yeah i was already anemic from the 15 weeks of bleeding#plus i was anemic before that also#plus there was a lot of blood during the biopsy. but i feel like that blood was just the stuff in my uterus that'd be coming out anyway#as opposed to new blood from within my veins or something#and i'm still sick lolllll#so it's a fun time. BUT! martha wells novel! and i lent all systems red to a friend who will hopefully become obsessed with murderbot#and talk to me about it constantly! (<-my endgame at all times)#it's so funny every time i've been to the doctor they're like 'date of your last period?' and i'm like april 9th. and it is ongoing.#and then we just đŹ at each other#anyway cross your fingers for me. apparently if the biopsy comes back negative they don't have other ideas for what could be going on#not sure how to feel about that. obviously i don't want to have cancer but it's very stressful not knowing what is going on#do i just bleed forever indefinitely??? i'll be real with you lads that doesn't seem great :/#she was like next step would be to put in a hormonal iud and i was like that is absolutely not an option that i will consider#i would sooner get a hysterectomy#so idk maybe i will get a hysterectomy! biopsy results in a week. okay. ending the tags now#if anybody wants me to trigger tag for cancer mentions let me know and i can definitely do that going forward <3
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Tips On Writing About Mental Illness
-- These are my personal tips based on personal experience when it comes to reading and writing about mental illness and mentally ill characters. This isnât meant to offend anyone, so let this serve as a trigger warning to those who might find the subject matter of this post uncomfortable. That being said, I hope this is helpful to you!
Do Your Research
It is INCREDIBLY important to do your research on everything when it comes to mental illness. Know the difference between a story and a stereotype, know symptoms, read about and listen and talk to actual people with mental illness, hear their stories, know how people express mental illness, everything. There is more than one form of self harm. There are multiple mental illnesses under the umbrellas of anxiety and depression and obsessive compulsive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder. Also, I highly recommend, if youâre working on a larger piece of writing, that you talk to a licensed psychologist or specialist doctor about mental illness, because the internet has a ton of misinformation and false facts about it and itâs more reliable (obviously) to talk to a professional. When it comes to subjects like this, itâs imperative that you know what youâre talking about.
Use Primary (And Reliable) Sources
Like I mentioned previously, there are a ton of primary sources out there made by people and about people with mental illnesses, so utilize them. Even if you, yourself, suffer with mental illness, itâs always wise to explore the different ways people experience it and the different ways it affects their lives. It simply makes you more educated and thatâs never a bad thing. Read peopleâs stories about their illnesses, read interviews, listen to podcasts made by professionals or read blogs by doctors or whatever. Tip that you probably already know, try to stick to .org, .edu, and .gov sites when doing internet research. There are obviously worthy exceptions but use your common sense to know an unreliable source when you see one.
Do Not Make Mental Illness The Characterâs Only Identity
Your character should not only revolve around mental illness because in real life, mentally ill people still lead actual lives. A character can be depressed and still work hard in school. A character can have schizophrenia and really love their partner. Yes, mental illness does affect every part of a characterâs life, but it doesnât make those parts go away. Mentally ill people are not shells of human beings. Avoid giving your readers the impression that itâs reasonable to believe that they are.
Portray, Donât Romanticize/Desensitize
Romanticization of mental illness has become incredibly common, especially on the internet. While there is a major stigma against people who actually have mental illness, there is also a stigma against people who fake it because itâs âtrendyâ or whatever. You need to keep this in mind when even talking about mental illness, because this reaches further than only writing about it: mental illness is an illness, not a personality trait. Self harm is not something to be taken lightly. You arenât âcute but psychoâ. Mental illness is an illness, whether you can see it or not, and you wouldnât buy a t-shirt that says âcute but a cancer patientâ on it. Portraying mental illness can and should be done in a respectful manner. Those horrid pro-ana or pro-mia or âscrew neurotypical peopleâ or self harm glorifying blogs and sites and stuff are ridiculous and harmful to people of all levels of mental illness. Do not be like these people when youâre writing characters with mental illness. Youâre portraying an illness, not a fad.
Portray Symptoms Instead Stereotypes
People who suffer from depression are not constantly crying. Schizophrenic people donât stand around seeing imaginary butterflies all day. People with bipolar do not have a mood swing every five minutes. Obviously, these are extreme examples of stereotypes associated with mental illnesses, and there are tons of less detectable one, but I think you get the point. Yes, delusions are one of many symptoms of schizophrenia, but most of the time, a symptom does not constantly affect a person with mental illness. This just kind of goes with the territory of do your research, so please educate yourself on how mental illness is actually displayed in a personâs life.
Make Your Mentally Ill Characters Ones Your Readers Can Identify With
Like I mentioned previously, mental illness should not be the only trait that your characters hold. Your characters are portraying people, which have interests and hobbies and things they like and dislike and feel and experiences that have shaped them. Use those to appeal to the reader. Itâs no secret to readers or writers that most books are popular, in part, due to relatable characters and situations. If youâre writing a book that is telling about a characterâs struggle with mental illness, you will probably be reaching an audience of people who have that illness, and you want to make a character that they can identify with. These characters are not only difficult to form, but imperative when it comes to literature about mental health. These characters and portrayals make the readers feel understood and less alone, which is a huge responsibility that you need to come to terms with and be prepared for.
Give Up On The âCrazed Killerâ
Maybe this was acceptable 30 years ago, but the world has matured and educated itself a great deal (We arenât there yet, though) about mental health and what it actually means when somebody is mentally ill. However, the stereotype that people with mental health issues are destined to become murderers or school shooters or whatnot is harmful and the literary world needs to start realizing that mental illness is not the all in one solution to the issue of âwhy is my villain doing this? Oh yeah, cause theyâre crazyâ. Taking that easy way out is lazy. Come up with a real arc for your villain.Â
Mental illness can play a part in what makes people do horrible things, but itâs usually not the main cause. And if youâd like to justify making mental illness apart of your character, focus on the events that lead to the illness, not the symptoms themselves. Itâs more interesting and doesnât feed into the stigma when it comes to mental illness. Yes, mental illnesses can be linked to genetics, but in most cases, theyâre caused by other factors-- like psychological and environmental ones. Either way, it is better to develop a backstory for a character with mental illness. Not only because it makes your character more human, but it can educate people on mental illness and what causes it.Â
Be Prepared For Criticism
There will be people who donât identify your characters and therefore dismiss your understanding of mental illness, even if you suffer from it. Itâs common sense that everyone with a mental illness experiences it differently, but itâs not as common sense as you may believe. Remember two things when it comes to writing about mental illness: 1.) You are starting a discussion, which is incredibly important and difficult, and you are responsible for however that discussion starts. 2.) You will never get it 100% right. Not all of your readers will identify with your characters. Your story will not reflect every readerâs truth. It is a sensitive subject and the world still hasnât made up its mind on it, but starting the discussion is important and the more awareness this issue gets, the closer we are to solutions.
Know Your Mental Illnesses
Iâve made another post about mental illnesses that was made to educate and raise awareness about mental illness. It lists quite a few mental illnesses and details about them so you can check it out here. There are countless other resources out there for you to learn about the different types of mental illnesses and specific forms of mental illnesses.Â
Be TruthfulÂ
Be honest about how mental illness affects peopleâs relationships and careers and families and self-image. Stories about mental health donât always have a happy ending and they definitely donât have much of a happy middle either. Your mentally ill characterâs partners, majority of the time, will probably be a bit uncomfortable if they learn your character is self-harming. Your characterâs family will probably try to down-play your characterâs illness because of common denial that comes with learning about anybody you love being sick. A character with depression will probably find it very difficult to get out of bed some days, let alone go into work and pretend everything is peachy keen. Be honest. Be realistic. Be raw about how mental illness can destroy people and, if your story is about a person recovering, how seeking help can be really really hard.
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Fic Masterlist
Link to ao3
Link to my prompts
**Will update with new fics**
Parent!Phan Verse:
Take a Picture and Frame It
Tags: parent!phan, light angst, fluff
Warnings: existentialism
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: Danâs never been one to believe that âeverything happens for a reasonâ, but he canât help but think that Amelia was put into their lives by more than an off-chance.
Perfect
Tags: family, domestic, Parent!Phan, fluff
Warnings: none that I know of :)
Word Count: 1.4k
Summary: Phil didnât know that he could love two people at once. But then, Amelia was born.
Oneshots:
you wonât be alone
warnings: homophobia
word count: 2k
summary: in which dan comes out to his parents in 2010 and things donât go as planned.
Interrupted By Fireworks
Tags: fluff, cuddles
Warnings: slight bit of swearing
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: Dan and Phil watch some fireworks while in America on the Fourth of July.
Letâs Dance
Tags: fluff, drunk, dancing
Warnings: mentions of alcohol
Word Count: 782
Summary: Dan and Phil slow dance in their lounge because their tipsy and in love.
The Only Thing I Know
Tags: songfic, 2009, first kiss, light angst
Warnings: small amounts of swearing
Word Count: 1.6k
Summary: Danâs young and (possibly) in love but Phil is scared of moving too fast.
Based off âfallingforyouâ by The 1975
Early Morning Introspection
Tags: reality, introspection, cuddles, established relationship, slight angst
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: Itâs 3 A.M. and Danâs mind is being consumed with thoughts of what couldâve been, which leads to a very important realization.
Come Undone
Tags: making out, 2009!phan, first kiss
Warnings: none that i can think of
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: Dan and Philâs first night together
Car Rides And The Unknown
Tags: fluff, cuddles, tour fic, thinking (is that a tag idk)
Warnings: mentions of depression
Word Count: 695
Summary: Dan finds roads at night scary but safe, mainly because of the person seated next to him.
To This Love (There Will Never Be An End)
Tags: fluff, teeny bit of angst, manchester, cuddles
Warnings: mentions of homophobia
Word Count: 1.9k
Summary: Dan and Phil go back to Manchester to reminisce on the early days.
title from colour me by juke ross
Not A Good Day
Tags: angst, depresssion, cuddles, comfort, fluffy ending
Warnings: depression, crying
Word Count: 751
Excerpt:
âToday isnât a good day,â he said this morning as the sunlight poured into their bedroom. Phil rolled over and placed a kiss on Danâs forehead.
âThatâs okay,â he replied simply. That was always his answer. Because it was okay to have bad days.
Cuddles Are The Best Medicine
Tags: sick fic, domestic, fluff, cuddles, comfort
Warnings: none, itâs just pure fluff :)
Word Count: 1109
Summary: based on this prompt: âdaniel has got the sniffles (the fLU) and philly just wants to cuddleâ
Iâm Not Okay
Tags: angst, depression, drabble
Warnings: depression
Word Count: 446
Summary: Dan finally admits to Phil what heâs been holding back for his entire life.
Based on a few prompts from this list.
Live On
Tags: angst, illness, cancer, drabble
Warnings: cancer, main character death, just very sad in general
Word Count: 821
Summary: Philâs dying from cancer and thereâs nothing anyone can do.
Inspired by this one line prompt, âYour life was my lifeâs best part.â From this prompt list.
Pillow Forts and Love
Tags: drabble, making out, fluff, domestic
Warnings: pre-smut
Word Count: 674
Summary: A quick lil drabble including dnp making out in a pillow fort
Donât Let Go
Tags: Angst, suicide, established relationship
Warnings: suicide, major character death, overdosing, depression
Word Count: 1364
Summary: Danâs falling apart inside, and he doesnât think he can go on.
Disclaimer: In no way is this me glorifying suicide or depression. There is always an alternative to taking your own life. If talking about suicide is a trigger for you, I do not suggest you read this.
Do It For Me
Tags: Angst, eating disorders, au
Warnings: Eating disorders
Word Count: 1537
Summary: Based on this prompt: âTW//ed - - - - - dnp are in a recovery center for eating disorders. (you can choose which ones they have.) philâs farther in recovery than dan, and danâs having a hard time eating. phil cheers him on (can be friendship or relationship wise) and helps dan eat (: xâ
Disclaimer: I do not have experience nor know anybody with an eating disorder, so I apologize if there is a lack of accuracy.
Teach Me
Tags: Fluff, domestic, piano, cuddling, established relationship
Warnings: none, just pure fluff
Word Count: 1067
Summary: Phil wants Dan to teach him piano, or maybe he just wants attention.
We Wonât Answer
Tags: Fluff, coming out
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1226
Summary: Based off this prompt: âMatching T-shirts (im with stupid, his Peter Pan, thatâs my best friend, heâs my Superman/sheâs my world, etc) maybe a head canon for coming out, like, someone suggests on in one of those âviewers pick my outfitsâ videos and they wear it and one of them makes a comment like âwe are the hottest couple of the yearâ and thatâs all they say about it, not answering any tweets or saying anything about itâ
Everything You Are
Tags: Angst, break-up, Ed Sheeran songfic
Warnings: cheating, mentions of sex
Word count: 885
Summary: A songfic based on Ed Sheeranâs âEverything You Areâ
Perfect
Tags: family, domestic, Parent!Phan, fluff
Warnings: none that I know of :)
Word Count: 1482
Summary: Phil didnât know that he could love two people at once. But then, Amelia was born.
Reunion
Tags: angst, family, fluff, domestic
Warnings: mentions of homophobia, pre-smut, crying
Word Count: 2728
Summary: Itâs Philâs last day in Florida and he canât wait to be home and hold his bear for the first time in two weeks.
Letters Never Sent
Tags: angst
Warnings: suicide, cheating, main character death
Word Count: 769
Summary: A collection of letters Phil has written to Dan that he will never get.
Just a Dream
Tags: angst, fluff, comfort
Warnings: cheating, fighting
Word Count: 1092
Summary: Dan has a bad dream and Phil comforts him
Kiss Me Like the First Time
Tags: angst, fluff, first kiss, 2022
Warnings: swearing, fighting
Word Count: 3050
Summary: âRemember our first kiss?â I asked, smiling up at Phil.
He chuckled softly. âHow could I forget? That was the best kiss I had ever had. Although, I hadnât kissed many people before that.â
I laughed and looked down at my hands. Somehow, they had found their way to Philâs hands, and I was absentmindedly playing with his fingers. âKiss me like that,â I said suddenly.
âWhat?â Phil said, startled.
âKiss me like the first time.â
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