#if any of you ever get first hand experience of his head game hmu so i can get my theory confirmed

[saraminia]

Oh, you want to know what I'm thinking about? Well thanks for asking! Well hell, enough of the crying already (she lied like a lying liar). Yeah yeah, I love him, we've all heard that now many times over. So enough about that. It's time I live up to my blog description. So let's restart the horny posting. I once said on here that he looks like he gives good head and I stand by that statement and I haven't been able to stop thinking about that for several hours (days? months? years?). God what I wouldn't give to get that face buried between my legs. I think the moment our eyes locked when I met him, and I started buffering (I think my brain was rebooting, the earth shifted off it's axis, time stopped for a few seconds etc.), the only thought ping-ponging around like a pinball in my head was "can I sit on your face". Luckily what came out of my mouth, while still embarrassing, was not that. Don't worry, I was very respectful. I'm not a total swamp goblin. What I said was "it's so nice to see you" 🤦🏻‍♀️😭🤡 I froze okay! I couldn't very well say what I was actually thinking! Anyway, back to my point. What was my point? Oh yeah, eating pussy. So that's what I'm thinking about once again. This time I'm not thinking about doing it but being on the receiving end of said activity. Or not even that really. I'm just thinking about him doing it. I believe cunnilingus is something this man is very good at and will continue to believe so until I'm proven otherwise. He just has that face and that disposition. He seems like a pleaser. He'd want you to enjoy yourself and would be willing to make sure that happens. Anyway, thanks for coming to my Ted talk. Next time we might be talking about those pianist fingers of his or maybe about his huge *a truck runs over me*

[caffernnn]

23, 38, 45, 1, and 28, if you’re still doing the ask game!

Great questions, thanks for sending!!

MAKOHARU

1.. How do they fall asleep? Wake up? Any daily rituals?

Makoto has a bad habit of saving his work to do late into the night, much to Haru’s disdain. They try to at least get ready for bed together, but there’s no guarantee that Haru can get his boyfriend to stop overthinking long enough to get to bed before midnight. He’ll sometimes try to stay up with Makoto, latching onto his side or laying in his lap while he works, which usually ends with Makoto taking sympathy on them both and going off to bed. Haru wakes up first in the morning and takes his time waking up Makoto (if they both need to be somewhere). They both like watching the other sleep, especially before they live together, because there’s no telling when their schedules will allow for more nights/mornings together. Daily rituals: trying to share at least one meal together, whether it’s a quick coffee run before class or a phonecall around dinner. There are a bunch of little rituals and habits they’ve developed since moving to Tokyo, even if they didn’t plan to. Symbiotic creatures of habit 😌

23.. How do they hug? Kiss? Tease? Flirt? Comfort?

OOH there’s so much I could say about this one! I have a whole rant in my mh notes folder about how they learn to show affection that I’m tempted to just copy/paste here but it’s longgg. I’ll just sum it up for now (hmu if you want the long unhinged fluff notes though lmao)

Haru knows that Makoto adores small touches and words of affirmation to ground/comfort him, which are areas that don’t come so naturally to Haru. He makes small efforts, especially when he knows Makoto is overwhelmed, to initiate touch, like holding hands or bumping knees/shoulders. A big way they’ve learned to comfort each other is to let the other feel like they’re being “helpful,” if that makes sense. Makoto lets Haru be the big spoon more on days where he seems frustrated because it’s a small way he can “take care” of Makoto and gain some sense of control. Haru learns to carefully phrase requests to get Makoto to look after himself — “Want to get groceries with me on Friday? I could use the help.” It’s easier to build habits and encourage Makoto when he frames things as being helpful to others (and maaaaybe it sounds like all those times Makoto bribed him into leaving the house with a promise of water, but it’s FINE).

Last hc for now: Haru subconsciously reaches for Makoto’s pulse points or listens to his heartbeat when he’s nervous. Makoto picks up on it before Haru does, noticing him holding his wrist or hiding in his neck. He finds it overwhelming when he first makes the connection, but loves that something so simple and natural can comfort Haru.

28.. What are their vacations like?

It’s a good mix between wandering and lazing. They both like to plan together, Makoto pulling up different attractions/activities and letting Haru browse through them. Most of the things they usually pick out are self-led activities they can take at their own pace, like wandering around aquariums/museums and storefronts. It’s rarely ever an extravagant affair with a full itinerary or anything, but why put down the money on going somewhere if they’re not going to at least do ONE THING other than be wrapped up in each other? ALSO: finding souvenirs for friends/family and mementos for their knick-knack shelves at home is always a priority.

38.. What are they like in the bedroom? Any kinks/fetishes/turn-ons? Anything they won’t do?

(I always forget this question is an option 🏃🏻‍♀️) I’m gonna say body worship and praise are big parts of the equation. They prioritize taking care of each other however they can, which means breaking down each other’s walls and insecurities. They’re open to experimenting if they talk about it first, but that means both of them getting to the point of not being completely flustered talking about it. Mako loses his mind seeing Haru walk around in his clothes, and Haru has a thing for Makoto with glasses and stubble that he’ll never admit to.

Ale has more opinions on Twitter about this topic if you’re interested~

45.. Any special dreams or goals they have as a couple? Any heartbreaks? Regrets?

They’re getting used to Tokyo, sure, but both of them would like to one day return to Iwatobi or another small coastal town; make a home there. Their biggest overarching goal is to support each other, which they’re getting even better at as time goes on. They talk about creating a children’s book together sometimes (Mako writing most of the story; Haru doing illustrations). Even if it only meets the eyes of their future children or just each other, they want to finish it eventually.

Heartbreak: Makoto is listless the first time they have to put down one of their foster cats. It’s a grief similar to what he felt losing the goldfish growing up - a personal failure and a loss of control. Haru tries to remind him it isn’t his fault and this happens, although he’s also devastated. It’s their first big loss and encounter with grief since grandma Nanase and it’s a rough thing they navigate together.

I don’t see them living with regrets. Even if they have doubts/insecurities along the way, they’re too happy to want to seriously change anything or loom on regrets. They’ve already spent so much time lost in their own heads that it’s time to move forward. (:

[lottabank]

name: evelyn charlotte banks nicknames: charlotte , lottie , lott , char , charlie , charmander , etc. but she no longer goes by evelyn in this lifetime age: twenty three physically , sixty seven biologically sexuality: panromantic / sexual pronouns: she / her , cisfemale  species: vampire sign: gemini spotify: here pinterest: here

hello moon beams and star shines , this is late but i’ve just been busy with work ! i’ve got the time to try and finish stuff now , so i’m gonna work on trying to do my daughter’s intro. if you’d like to plot feel free to hmu via tumblr im or ask for my discord bc i’ll gladly give it. i also play rune ( shadow graced human ) so yeah it’s snottie back at it again , anything you want to know about me or lottie alike hmu or just read below to find out more about my sweet serial killer vamp princess

── the high council is prepared to hear the story of EVELYN CHARLOTTE ‘ LOTTIE ‘ BANKS , a VAMPIRE while noted as a WANDERER. we might of mistaken them as MADELAINE PETSCH. appearances may be deceiving, with immortality being so common among supernaturals. this being has walked the earth for NINETY years, and their face reflects an age of TWENTY THREE they’re a CITIZEN of estonia and will be residing in TALLIN.

during their stay of the harvest they shall work by day as a STRIPPER to blend in with the mortal crowd. however, at night you might find them as AN ESCORT / ASSASSIN. they’re UNHAPPY about the harvest, however, they plan to please the high council.

PERSONALITY.

vampire beauty queen , primadonna , self-proclaimed princess. this darling girl has always loved attention , luxury , all things beautiful and transitioning to the darkness only heightened that love. so much so that she will do just about anything to satisfy her own wants or needs. lottie is ruthless , verging on sociopathic. she is delicate , but she is dangerous. she is by no means unfeeling though , nor incapable of love. she can be sweet , she can be soft , she can be pink cheeks and bright smiles just as she can be bloody lips and deranged laughter. she is genuinely kind , loving and gentle unless your death would make her happier than your being alive.  

ruling planet: mercury — the planet of communication body parts: shoulders , arms , hands element: air good day: fascinating , original , resourceful , charming , wise , adventurous bad day: restless , distracted , two-faced , judgmental , depressed , overwhelmed favorite things: cell phones , fast cars , trendy clothes , obscure music , guitars , books , clubbing least favorite things: small-minded people , dress codes , authority figures , silence , routines secret wish: to have all the answers how to spot her: mischievous twinkle in her eyes,  humming , talking with her hands where you’ll find her: taking pictures , behind the bar , in a chat room , playing devil’s advocate keywords: communication , collaboration , synergy , cleverness , wittiness , inventiveness ,  ingenuity

charlotte’s energy circulates in a quick and frenetic way , witty wordplay and dynamic dialogue are her forte. she is great for brainstorming and socializing , but craves “ twin flame ” and kindred spirit energy and is always up for an intellectual meeting of the minds. 

under the influence she can find herself with the gift of gab , talking and conversing with others for hours hopping from pop culture trends to deep political topics. beware of when she becomes a “ gossip girl , ” as she can crank up the rumor mill. as renowned dr. bernie siegel says , “ we have the ability to cure with either ‘ words ’ or kill with ‘ swords. ' ” 

the essence of charlie’s energy is fascinating , original , resourceful , charming , wise , and adventurous. some negative manifestations can devolve into more restless , distracted , two-faced , judgmental , depressed , and overwhelmed energy. 

lottie has a tendency to ride the roller coaster of life , spiraling skywards one minute and plunging into lows the next. if you can keep up with her vibes though , you’ll have one hell of a thrill !

charlotte exhibits great creative synergy , instantly connecting people to each other. always inclined to spend time with friends and focused on changing the world one idea at a time.

a little bit older and wiser , more flexible and comfortable with change than others. she can “ chameleon ” herself to fit into a variety of situations. 

can come across as clever and quick-witted , eager to dish out the juiciest pieces of news and happenings to their friends via text message and social media. in case that’s not enough , she’ll probably send you a snapchat story for good measure.

lottie loves fast cars , trendy clothes and any wacky gadgets or games they can tinker around with. part of the fun ( and curse ) of this fiery red head is that you’re never quite sure which personality you’re going to experience. will it be the vivacious , pun-dishing jokester or the snarky , mean-spirited critic ? if you’re willing to see fifty shades of crazy , she’ll color your life in thrilling ways !

BACKGROUND.

evelyn charlotte banks was born june fourth , 1930 and was given the dark gift in the early fifties ( so you’ll definitely notice some call backs to that time period ). she has grown and developed and adapted throughout time better than most , but you can take the sock hop away from the girl but not out of her. she remembers her life before , but doesn’t dwell on nor even really miss it.

she grew up in your rather classic straight lace upper middle class suburban family and community with her perfect nuclear family. the town they lived in was small , close knit , and everyone knew everyone but especially who evelyn’s family was. 

she was in a lot of pageants growing up and was even platinum blonde for most of her human life , because she was so afraid her red hair would keep her from being successful.

when she was eighteen years old with big shiny dreams of silver screens , luxury , and eyes all on her was all she could think of. she left her family and their small generational hometown in georgia for bigger , better things in none other than hollywood. 

she was on her way ,  so desperate to be in the movies and be like marilyn monroe but shortly after is when she became ensnared by darkness and evil.  she wasn’t very successful at all in the beginning so , she started wearing tighter , shinier outfits when she was on stage when suddenly she started getting actual recognition. 

she wasn’t acting like she had intended , but it turned out her voice was good enough to land her plenty of lounge singing gigs in multiple joints. it was one particularly dark , seedy , dangerous joint that only opened once the sun set completely and closed upon the sun rise that she finally started to get propositioned to do so-called ‘ film gigs. it was also in this place where she met him for the first time. 

( tw: cult ment. ) her maker is very old and before she ever knew he was anything more than a handsome older gentleman she was fully under his control. he was something of a cult leader who for the most part glamoured his ‘ followers ‘ , but that was never necessary with charlotte. she was thoroughly and completely in love with her maker , she even ‘ married ‘ him and lived on his compound.

( tw: rape ment. , assault ment. ) it wouldn’t be for a few more years that he would finally turn her ,and only after he found her brutally beaten and raped for nothing more than a snuff film. her maker found her on the verge of death and wasted no time in saving her life by bestowing his dark gift upon her. 

( tw: murder ment. ) to say that lottie felt indebted to and fell in love with her maker to the point of obsession was an understatement , she would do anything and everything he asked of her including murder not in the name of feeding.

( tw: death ment. ) the films she was in were kept in the dark underbelly of the industry and no one was none the wiser , not to mention everyone thought she was dead after her last film.

so , she eventually did make her debut in film and was even on the silver screen finally. this only lasted for as long as she could get away with not aging before eventually she disappeared off the radar with her maker. the two traveled far and wide for a long time , but eventually went their separate ways even though lottie wanted nothing of the sort her maker commanded she live her own life without him now.

( tw: murder ment. ) she has since become something of a murderer ?? she prefers to call herself an assassin but it’s rare anyone actually pays her to murder anyone. you could even call her  a serial killer if you take into account that her victims are almost always men of the unsavory variety , but she has two sides to her personality and it’s not like she’s full maniac.

ETC.

if you know what yandere means she fits that description very well , and if you don’t know what it means well:  a common term in otaku fandom , a yandere is a person ( usually female ) romantically obsessed with someone to the point of using violent means to get them in their arms. often can be seen featured with a sharp weapon and a psychotic grin.

pretty much she comes off as this sweet , lovely , beautiful woman with lots of talent but in reality she can switch that off in an instant and literally kill you without any hesitation if it benefits her or someone she loves.

anyway she has been in estonia for only a bit now , but how long is flexible. she probably likes the scenery and the supernatural presence , but she’s honestly not a country mouse at all. 

also not that she needs money , but there is very little she loves more than attention and money. she works at a club as live entertainment on occasion , singing or stripping or bartending or occasionally doing , mostly for the attention but also if she’s in need of money.

[jackhlland-blog]

TELL ME HOW YOUR LOVE LIES  — AN INTRODUCTION.

MWAH @ all u gorgeous peeps :”) i’m lucy, i’m 9teen, n i just successfully resisted getting pizza delivered 2 my house so tb h a bitch deserves a standing ovation ..... anymeme i’m finally back from my once in a lifetime excursion outside my bedroom n i’m HYPE 2 start plottin w everyone so w/o further ado here’s wonderwall xxxx

* ☆ ◞ DACRE MONTGOMERY. CISMALE. HE/HIM. ◟ wait, wasn’t that jack holland? they’re a twenty-two year old senior, hailing from portland, maine. i heard they’ve chosen to study business and word around campus is that they’re disciplined & charismaticbut also quite distant & abrasive. you know, that could be why they’re labelled as the runaway. if you happen to see them walking to class with their earbuds in, they’re probably listening to nothing at all by day wave.

jack holland is a dramatique bitch 👀

while his childhood was initially happy, brimming with memories of his parents making him breakfast every morning, playing games with him in the backyard, and letting him eat leftover cake from their tiny restaurant, everything started falling apart when he turned thirteen

both his parents had passed away from a fire at their restaurant, ignited by some jealous competition—while they eventually sent them to jail, they only succeeded in bringing the person who committed the crime behind bars, and not the corporation that had enlisted them for the crime yikes

whatever happened, it effectively left jack an orphan

he was thrown into the foster care system, unable to access the finances his parents left until he was eighteen, and forced to readjust to an unstable and generally unloving environment that stood in stark contrast to how his parents used to make cookies after school and buy him star wars blankets :(

still, he adapted quickly, if not because he was desperate not to become a statistic, then because he wanted to succeed and revive the restaurant that his parents poured their hearts into

he excelled in his academics and extracurriculars in spite of needing to switch households every other month—he spent his nights working on an apprenticeship for local restaurants, he was on every varsity team possible, he got straight a’s...

he eventually got his grand diplôme from le cordon bleu and took on a few apprenticeships before attending baldwin university to study business.... everything he’d done was intended to honour his parents’ memory and start up a new restaurant in their name

he’s currently in his final year of studying business, and tbh if he isn’t concentrating on graduating with honours, he’s spending time @ the gym and feeding everyone @ the lambda sigma omega house (sidenote this binch isn’t the mom friend .... he is The Grandmother Friend)

w/e the case tho he doesn’t like to stay stagnant like he’s always movin n doing something n that habit has only become exacerbated since he discovered that his girlfriend had been cheating on him yike ..... 

it was heartbreaking smh he had never really had a serious girlfriend before her, and more importantly, he’d never been as open to anyone as he was with her

besides his parents, he doesn’t have v many examples to hold up in terms of romance since a lot of the houses he was in demonstrated v toxic and damaging relationships that he never wanted any part of, so he ended up thinking that his parents were just a spectacular exception

tbh he doesn’t have much experience opening up either like ... he spent so many years keeping things to himself that having opened up to her would’ve been such a significant moment

anyway she destroyed him and he wants to throw everything she’s ever touched from the space needle :)

PERSONALITY & HEADCANONS —

closing himself off is a survival tactic that’s only been exacerbated by his heartbreak YIKES there’s only a handful of people he would willingly ever discuss genuine feelings and history with smh

tbh he’s only 👀 playing himself because he doesn’t even have a proper outlet for his issues besides drinking smh

i mean idk what you were expecting from someone who studied business but he’s such a deceitful backstabbing bitch sometimes ... watch out 👀🔪

a noncommittal bitch YIKES romance wise he doesn’t like to think about anything besides sleeping around and staying in bed smh call him anthony bourdain because his dick has been everywhere

sidenote he gets daily STD/STI check ups and always has a functioning condom on hand because he’s a medically responsible and health aware slut

but like when it comes to people he cares about tbh he’s willing to drop everything at a moment’s notice to take care of them and make sure they’re loved—he’s spent so much of his life being thrown aside that he can’t stand the thought of someone going through that :/

regularly makes and packs his friends’ lunches according to their individual tastes and nutritional needs 💕

hATES rich ppl yike since his parents’ death he thinks that rich ppl are assholes who never gets held accountable which ,,, where is the lie 

likes to present himself as a health nut who makes all his food w locally sourced ingredients but yikes has a guilty pleasure @ mcdonald’s mcchicken w fries what a fraud ... “there’s some humanity in all the gods”

is secretly v invested in proper skin and hair care and is surprisingly generous w sharing his expensive products and portable steamer if you ask nicely :”) his current favourite products atm include ouai rose hair oil and josie maran’s argan oil for moisturizing

ANYMEME this was v late n a lil confused but :”) plz love me n jack regardless ok thnx .... if u would like some Kool plots n connections as well as v long winded headcanons in the middle of the night plz hmu or like this post MWAH ilysm <3