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blueberryspyder · 10 months ago

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Not to psychoanalyze myself or anything but does it mean something when my most recent self inserts (if not all of them) are cursed with powers/abilities they don’t want and want nothing more than to let the person they love eat their heart if it would only make them smile?

#captain's log #posted in advance #this is about my BG3 self insert as well as the self insert I made for a magnus archive fanfic that has rapidly spiraled out of control #don’t worry I’m actually mostly over these emotions irl #I’m just calling upon them for my writing/storytelling because they were extremely intense emotions at a critical part of my life #not the supernatural powers part tho I’m unfortunately very normal #but yeah #if I ever publish any self insert shit just be prepared for some crazed/pained laughter and extreme self sacrifice #cause I! am! a! romantic! (unhealthy)#tbh I’m super chill but I don’t think I’d be above going feral if my partner asked me to (for reasonable means)#I was a teenage girl once I know how to be violently romantic

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