#idk. something about this year and getting older and being plagued with heart shattering nostalgia and memories
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Losing my mind a little bc i just got to see my dogs and cat again so I'm sobbing like a loser bc sometimes the thought of mortality gets the better of me and I'm reduced to a puddle ↓
#mini vent:#i know to love is to accept grief esp with pets and people older than you#and that the solution is not to cut those experiences out of your life but to accept the pain as a part of the process#and as a sign your love was real and it happened and it was strong#but . its hard. itll never be easy. sometimes i want to die before them so i dont have to deal with their loss#and now that the tears started they just wont stop and they cant stop im feeling so.#it feels like im near my period even though it Just ended#idk. something about this year and getting older and being plagued with heart shattering nostalgia and memories#i know its the human condition but could it not be just once? just once? im losing my mind#bitch mantis
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