#idk why wouldnt they like being recommended but i respect boundaries

[maaarshieee]

No body asked but here are some fics I keep my eye on for updates in Quotev.

Ngl, most books in Wattpad are... Not reaching up to my standards, so Quotev is my reliable fanfic website other than Tumblr. I could go for Ao3 but I usually read 'reader insert' shit so, if you're just as bored as I am, read these.

The Worst In Me, For You - Right off the bat, one of my favorite fics that's ongoing In Quotev. It's a Kokushibou x (Demon) Reader fanfic that, from my understanding, starts off the mundane life of the reader with Kokushibou sometimes tagging along. Given it's Koku, I have a feeling its slow burn. So far it has 4 chapters, but still pretty long. Give it a read if you like Koku.

s e r e i n - Honestly? I've been waiting for it to update for a while now, because I'm in love with the idea of the book, and it doesn't immediately make characters fall in love with the Reader just because Reader has multiple love interests. The Reader is a male god, and the fic is gonna go through a bit of canon divergence at some point. One of the best reads I've had! Also it includes Sabito :) So far it has 47 chapters.

masquerade - This one is very interesting, to say the least, in a very positive way. I absolutely enjoy the formatting and aesthetic of the fic has! It features a male, Demon Reader that basically joins in on Tanjiro's adventure! So far it has 8 chapters.

Ethereum - This fic is an isekai fic that I actually enjoy! It's different than the others I've read, which is refreshing, and it's very enjoyable to read. I love the mc's character as a whole and I'm very excited for her development. The mc's name is Sakiya Aikawa, she's cool as fuck. So far it has 22 chapters.

Moonglade - I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR IT TO UPDATE FOR A WHILE NOW, BUT THIS BOOK IS REALLY GOOD. Top tier shit, I tell you. It sets before Demon Slayer took place, and it features a lot of OCs who has interesting personalities, abilities and backgrounds! I adore where the plot is leading to! This fic is the most I'm excited about!! It's a Reader insert btw. So far it has 10, very long chapters. Worth to read!

Lucky - Another God!Reader! This one is very goofy, which balances the seriousness Demon Slayer brings. Reader is very into rock, I like that about her :) So far it has 9 chapters, titled like Percy Jackson titles hehe!

Serendipity - THIS IS ONE IS FAIRLY NEW BUT OMG I'M ALREADY IN LOVE WITH IT!! It features a Ubuyashiki!Reader, I'm so excited for it to update 🥺!! IT ONLY HAS 3 CHAPTERS FOR NOW SO I CAN'T SAY MUCH, BUT IT'S REALLY GOOD!!

Aniki - SAME AUTHOR WITH SERENDIPITY, I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THIS ONE AS WELL. Like, it's published a week ago and I'm so excited eeeeee!! This writer is really good so please check it out. It features a Reader that's from the Kamado family, but looks identical to Yoriichi! THE POSSIBILITIES, AMIRTE?? Do you see why I'm really excited to read it? Plus the fact it's very well written, in my opinion. So far it only has 2 chapters!

[adhbabey]

hi im 17 and have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, Dissociative amnesia & regular extreme 'freeze' responses.

I saw a councilor last year to treat and diagnosis above conditions after suffering 2 years of trauma *mother related* and not being able to function in my life I moved at the start of this year from Sydney (im Australian) to the country im doing my HSC in 2021 (high school test to get into uni) and ive been self treating my self diagnosed ADHD, Im going to see a psychiatrist (been on the wating list for a while as i wanted to see someone with experience in my issues) and want to know how to bring up the fact im 95% sure i have ADhD.

IM 17 and have been a 'gifted' student all my life but last year i couldnt handle it and dissoated fro 16 days... i have no memory of this but the fam says i lay down naked in my wardobe under piles of clothes and wouldnt respond to most stimuli even when water was dumped on me...

I have ->

extreme symptoms of all aspects of

Habits, Executive Dysfunction and Disorganization

Stimulation and Stimming

Time Blindness

Working Memory, Inattention and Object Permanence

Executive Dysfunction

Hyperfixation and Emotional Hyperarousal

Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome

Inattention(Dissociation) and Hyperfocus

....

Emotional Dysregulation ->

to an extent i go long period of feeling numb then feeling 'normally?' (like im not manic but idk)-> idt this applies to this

disfucntion

Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD)

All of these but im not sure what is due to depression and what is due to limited negative feed back inmy life, like if someone i dont know insults me im not bother but if someone i respect/like does it haunts me for years, i still remeber the first time i got a B in graphic detail and why

"Money Blindness" and Impulsivity

im unemployed -> full time student, but i do work in the holidays and i spend it on stuff i want, i buy everything thrifted but causeof this sometimes i regret prucahses and cant retern item, i also often spend my cash on food i dont need ...

i regret most purcases even if they are 'good' but ive never be fourced to live alone and pay my own bills-> i often bring homecooked food ot party's etc instead of cash for alchol etc

Boundaries, RSD, and Volume Control

i get told the volume thing a lot but i also wear headphones alot -> constantly listening to music or audobooks/podcast at x1.5-x4 speed.

I think im pretty good at understanding other people but i cant make myself react... like i catch myself thinking things i know aint true but i still interalise them?

I can talk a stanger and theyll love me but if i cant talk to a classmate/aquatence for the life of me beyond correcting them

e.g. girl in my econ class ive dmed quite a bit but i can never makemyelf talk to her inclasss-> this has been going on for a year and she has invited me to

fun extra-> i dont in on hair but thats cause im queer

*also a socialist very anticapitalistnothing to do with anything but i wanted to say it...

Oh boy!!! Someone with ADHD and a dissociative disorder! Now this is more nuanced than a regular ADHD diagnosis!

I have OSDD-1b, Other Specified Dissociative Disorder. It is caused by Childhood Complicated Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD), aka long lasting childhood trauma. This is similar to DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder.

First off, you definitely sound like you have DID or OSDD-1a as that is a dissociative disorder which you experience dissociative amnesia.

Secondly, the paralysis and the no response to stimuli is called catatonia, and usually is a sign of stress. I recommend watching this video to learn more.

And having time feeling numb and then normal emotions is a sign of your dissociative disorder. So what I will ask you is this:

Do you often dissociate after experiencing intense emotions or reactions?

Do you then switch to a lighter emotion when you've dissociated for a while?

Do you experience a complicated relationship with your emotions?

Do you feel like you can turn them off some days and other days you're very intense?

I do think you have ADHD, but be sure to bring up the fact that your dissociation and times seeming unresponsive on the outside is not due to symptoms of ADHD. Also your relation to emotions may seem different because of your dissociative disorder.