#idk why i’m hating so much AH it’s not that deep it just irked me

[mavenbeeee]

i know everyone is praising ify for how he’s playing this season and i do think he is slaying but some of his moves kinda bother me😭😭😭i didn’t like how he took all the drug juice i feel like brennan obviously had a plan for how that was gonna work with persimmon dead AND everyone would’ve got a cool moment with the drugs but he kinda just took it :/ obviously it worked out and it did lead to that convo w liv and russell but idk i felt like jacob in that moment and i’m not even playing LMAO like i would rather have just seen what brennan was gonna do and got to see how everyone was gonna take it

[raekahwritings]

Shinsou Hitoshi Drabble

Idk man, all my readers can have this drabble I wrote because I think we all know the feelings of being left out. When your friends don’t invite you out but imagining that Shinsou Hitoshi will come to your aid and be the dream guy we all want.

Read more at the cut below.

Pairing: Reader/Shinsou Hitoshi, Rating: All Audiences

“We miss you <3!!!” Your phone dinged with the message, following the inundation of facebook and instagram pictures of your pro-hero friends going out and enjoying themselves at a club.

You nearly threw your phone at the wall. What a load of crap! “You can’t say you miss someone if you didn’t invite them, assholes!” You got to see the blurry pictures of Tamaki and Shindo making out. You saw Todoroki Shoto dancing with Midoriya. Already, paparazzi photos caught Mina and Kirishima leaving together. That and so much more. You thought they were your close friends. Not close enough apparently. You didn’t need them to include you in everything but when everyone, literally, everyone else was there-- it felt like you had been left out on purpose. 

“Fine then!” You stomped on over the to kitchen, grabbing the one thing you had left. Some cheap ramen- which honestly didn’t make you feel any better. You felt worse; was this what your life came to? All your friends having the time of their lives and you were failing life by only having cheap (and probably expired) ramen to assuage your hurt feelings. 

“Come on, Y/N.” You took a deep breath. “They all know you’re tired from work and you wanted a quiet night anyways.” Which you did. You absolutely did. Saying this to yourself though still didn’t make you feel better because when it came down to it, no one remembered you.

You shuffled yourself to the closet, holding onto your expired ramen and looking for the fluffiest blanket you could find. You dragged it over to the couch, wrapping yourself like a angry burrito, and reached for the remote... your fingers hovering listlessly over it. 

You didn’t want to watch anything. You just wanted someone to care and remember you. Am I so easily forgotten? You sniffled a bit, refusing to look anymore at your phone.

But you did hear the doorbell ring, startling you out of your festering self-pity. You didn't bother to get up though, you were sure it was a mistake. Because everyone was at the club while you were being a failed adult. The doorbell rang again.

Feeling a little petty, you decided this wasn’t worth leaving your fluffy burrito home that you’d now forever camp in. “No one is home! Or wants company!” You shouted. You knew it was contradictory but who the fuck cared. You heard some movement but they probably left.

Surprisingly though, your phone rang. You picked it up without a glance to the caller, now in a fouler mood. “Who is this and what do you want?” You snapped onto the phone.

“Y/N, it’s Shinsou Hitoshi.” Ah, one of your ‘friends’ probably at the club. “I need a favor.”

“Oh, I’m sorry? Shinsou? Did you need a ride from the club?" You snarkily said. “Do you need me to drive something ‘forgotten’ over? Am I the last person on the DD phone list? Pray tell, how can I help you?” You knew you were being extra-petty but people needed to know you weren’t a mat to be stomped over.

“I need you to open the door to your apartment.” You ... stopped, a little confused now.

“Uh...” 

“The food’s getting cold every second you take.” You were very confused but the words propelled you to take your blanket burrito with you to open the door. On the other side was your purple-haired scowling friend. Which you were stupified by as he pushed his way in. 

“What are you doing here?” 

Shinsou put the food down on your table, looking at the expired ramen you’d left on the couch. 

“Don’t tell me that’s what you were going to eat.” Shinsou gave you one of the most judging looks you’d ever seen.

“It’s none of your business!” You defended yourself, a bit lamely. “Answer my question first!” 

Shinsou busied himself by taking out all the containers. “I saw your fight earlier in the day. It looked exhausting.” You pulled the blanket closer, taking comfort in its worn folds. 

“It was.” Hence why you wanted a quiet night in.

“So I stopped by the club and I didn’t see you.” 

That’s because no one invited me. But you didn’t say that, even you weren’t childish enough to say that.

“And then I thought to myself, fuck it, I’m gonna get food for us both and check if you were home.” He gestured to your ramen. “Knowing you, you’d go to sleep without taking care of yourself.”

What I’d actually do is sit here and cry by myself. You knew Shinsou couldn’t hear your thoughts but by the way he looked at you, you almost believed he could. 

“What if I wasn’t home?” You... asked after a moment. “Or did you think I’d be home because I’m just so boring that I wouldn’t be at the club?” You couldn’t resist the taunting words out of your mouth. What other reason would you not be at the club with all your mutual friends? 

“The possibility was there.” Shinsou mused. “And then I’d have to eat all this food by myself.” He put two plates and two glasses in between you both.

The sheer normalcy of the conversation was irking you. Because he wasn’t answering the real question.

“Because I’m boring?” You pushed, not even touching your food.

Shinsou settled in on the bar chair. “Because your favorite thing is a blanket and hot chocolate after a long day.” He pulled out a thermos, uncapping it to the smell of marshmallows and the aforementioned drink. “Because you deserve to rest where you feel safe, not in the some stupid club where drunk guys will hit on you all night and you’ll hate your heels and being dolled up.” You do remember telling him that but it was ages ago. How did he remember that? He pushed the food closer to you. “And most of all, your ‘boring’ is the my idea of the best night I could have.” Shinsou reached over, tucking a lock of your hair behind your ear.

“Shinsou, how was I ever so lucky to know someone like you?” His words made your eyes water, made tears fall but for a completely different reason.

“I’m here for a lifetime.” The words were solemn, they held the weight of the world to you. But he broke the tension, sighing and gesturing to your food. “Y/N, It’s gonna get cold if you don’t eat it.” 

One day soon, you were going to tell him how much you were in love with him. But that would be courage for another day. Today, you were just so thankful that Shinsou saw you when no one else did, that he remembered you.

[survivorhephaestus]

EPISODE 02: Hmm, Okay, Sounds Weird But Okay

For the castaways’ second immunity challenge, a glitch in the system took down their Deep Space Survival Procedures and Protocol Manual, also known as the Rules page. Their task was to reconstruct it as best they could, which shouldn’t have been hard since they all definitely read those rules thoroughly before beginning the game, right? 

Hmm, perhaps not. They both did a decent job reconstructing, though. Within the first two hours of the challenge, Lovelace found a loophole and used the Rules from one of Ari’s other games as a template to work from. Even with that, Minkowski was a fierce contender - maybe they actually did read the rules - and the teams tied. Ultimately it was Lovelace’s early submission time that secured them a second win.

At Minkowski’s second Space Council, Jay was voted out 6 - 1 and went to join Karen inside the star. The DSSPPM was restored, and the anarchy of this round was laid to rest.

RICHIE

i got my way and karen just left :) noah fence karen you just were the only person on the team i wasnt aligned with bc i needed someone to vote out if we lost im sure youre great!!!!!! i'm not aligned with everyone left which isn't good bc if we lose then i'm fucked lmao... the person i'm least aligned with is probably Pat??? which is interesting bc stevie and jay didn't vote with me.... i really wanted to vote with them but they wanted to vote for jakey and he's one of my closest allies at this point.... i should have just straight up told stevie and jay that i had the votes to get out karen that way there would be more team unity and if we lose again jakey wouldnt be so for voting one of them out and i could point the finger to Pat for the least amount of blood on my hands but I know stevie and karen are friends and i didn't want to be so obvious about the fact that i know the votes were there for karen bc im the one who got them all lmao we really need to win this and then hopefully a team swap happens bc if we go back to space council with this group i'm fucked i have too many allies this is wild

JAKEY

hello!! so basically today was SPACE COUNCIL DAY!!!! so we have some content ladies, saddle up! 

so coming into council i've only spoken with richie and pat one on one lol which is clearly NOT GREAT so i had to get to #werk. richie informs me at 7:10 that miss karen wanted either me or richie to leave. 

now clearly since i'm me and richie is one of the two people that have built a relationship with me im like hell no!!!! so at this point it's clear karen is the person i was gonna target since she came for me yknow 

so RENEE messages me today and we get to talking a little bit and we immediately have a GREAT bond. i get good vibes from her and i was so happy to find someone i could potentially work with closely in this game! 

so she rly wants to keep me and she hasn't talked to karen, so i knew i could get her vote from there. so then it was mostly talking to pat and what i've gathered from pat is he's very secretive and sketchy... like this vote he wasn't saying much which i know he was busy and everything but he was telling richie like he wont be around so he might not be able to vote or something and it was ????? also he's apparently close with JOSH because i havent spoken once to josh and pat was like "ok josh will vote with us" and i was like hmmm okay sounds weird but okay. 

so yeah it ended up being me/richie/renee/pat/josh for karena n karen/stevie/jay  voting for me. im all fine for this outcome especially since i got to have my sandra-esque "AND THE QUEEN STAYS QUEEN" moment... i was LIVING... but im so worried pat/josh will turn on me in the next vote!!! i don't trust them at all and maybe it's time to start trying to built relationships with stevie and jay since maybe they feel on the outs after this vote. 

at this point i know im going to be an ONGOING target on this team so the quicker we swap, the BETTER (i also want to reunite w some cuties on the other team) 

LOGAN

i just realized there were confessionals but honestly i've been sleeping this whole game and don't really talk to anyone lol #socialgame

PATRICK

Welp, that was a shit show.

A bit of context: I hated both options that came up. I tried subtly dropping Renee once or twice, but it was clear that wasn't gaining traction. My next preference would have been Jay, probably. That wasn't happening, either. People seemed locked on Jakey and Karen, which irked me and still kinda does. But since I was out I didn't really have much ability to make anything happen.

So, why take out Karen over Jakey? It gets complex. At the core of it, in a vacuum, I feel Karen would have been more loyal to me than Jakey likely will be down the road. But the issue comes in who I would have been throwing my hat in with if I'd gone with Karen. Those three votes were Jay, Stevie and Karen herself. I'd have made it four, and I presume Josh and I were always voting in lockstep. Either that, or rocks on the first vote which yikes.

Plain and simple, I don't like that group as a means to reach the end. I think me/Josh/Jakey/Renee/Richie will be a much more effective group. I wish Karen had talked to more people, because adding her to this group would've been great.

Also, Josh stated a preference to voting out Karen over Jakey. I really want to keep Josh feeling like he can trust me 100%. I always do better in these games when I have an unquestioned #1 ally. So I let him feel – rightfully – that if his preference was Karen, we'd do Karen. It helped that I was leaning that way, myself, for the reasons above.

Also, Jakey's pretty fun. A bit abrasive sometimes for my taste, but I'm not mad at all about working with him. He'll be a good ally, I think.

Ah well, onward and upward. RIP, Moose Alliance.

RICHIE

so we lost and now i'm fucked bc no matter who i vote for tonight i'm going to be backstabbing someone since i'm a dumbass lmao

me stevie and jay aren't an official alliance but we have talked about working together jakey has told me i'm his #1 and we have gotten close josh and renee are 2 of my favorite people who i just won't vote out rn

and pat and i really connected at the beginning of the game but i've kinda stopped the breaks on that relationship bc i needed someone with no connection with in case we went to council but it looks like it's impossible for me to put the vote on pat tonight which sucks for my game bc im going to be pissing off someone just who's it going to be??? idk bc we're less than 2 hours from council and no one is around!!!!!!

i love jay and i wanted to work with him but the last vote really fractured the team and choosing to go with the minority with a possible team swap coming just isn't the best idea???? i'm trying to do damage control with stevie 15 minutes before the vote so that if this all goes down as planned then i still have room to work with him hopefully

KARTER

I can't trust anyone? Or can I? I can't tell! I just want us all to be friends.