#idk what im saying anymore blehhhhh

[muchmossymess]

its a shame that fandom spaces are just as romance centered as the media we consume bc when i think of what would be a possibly insane dynamic that has strong comedic potential but also is not widely discussed, i cant articulate it shortly outside of "crackship" which implies insincerity (like no, i do think this is cool its just nowhere else especially the canon/s) or "rarepair" which implies a romantic/sexual nature thats just not there

[gallivich]

29 jan

2025 #10

oohhh i realise now i havent posted in like a long time (few days LOOL feels longer) but i just feel like today was good so im gonna write ab it hi tumblrrr

ok so today i actually didnt do any like not fun work AT ALL sooo alot of other things to do because everyone was helping with some taster day or whatever so my class was EMPTY like 5 other people no joke but anyway. i lowkey discovered what a mean person i am im too self aware for this omggg like ok so i was in chemistry and me and my friend had done this like teacher headcanons thing (just stupid shit like mrs blanks a furry or whatever) and we were looking over it again and our other friend was like omg thats so funny lets make more so me and her were like brainstorming but instead we did it with people in our year and holy shit it was so funny but so mean and we were doing this for THREE PERIODS STRAIGHT THATS NO EXAGGERATION and i lowkey think my other friend was pissed off at us or something? like idk shes mean asf aswell but she clearly thinks shes better than that ig? like ok my other other friend pushed my other friend over on accident during pe and i was saying like omg are u ok are u ok and she was like ya just gonna go to bathroom then after that i was walking with her and we always hang out at break and lunch but today she just locked herself in the bathrooms and left me all alone so that was shitty :/ like she wouldnt talk to me the whole time but i didnt even rlly do anything???? im confused coz she was laughing with me earlier and now shes mad at me??? idk ill talk to her tmr and hopefully shes not mad anymore idkk

anyway today w my crush was sooo fucking good like no joking around rn man hes so cute like we were talking for an hour straight thats no joke like and i lowkey didnt think he even knew how to say my name (its not like extremely hard to pronounce but the way its said isnt like the most common way so im used to people saying it wrong) and yet he KEPT SAYING IT LIKE people usually only find out how to say it like when we're pretty close and idek how he knows likeee such a stupid thing to be happy about but like and he kept asking me for like cooking advice (home ec) like ive got any clue LOL i kept daring him to do stuff and hed actually do it but he wouldnt when other people dared him blehhhhh and unfortunately im trying to be nice to his friends so maybe idk therell be some connection there?? but i almost stole one of his friends sharpeners on accident and so im paying him back with a mechanical pencil tmr and his other friend went out of his way to hold the door for me so maybe its working??? man im just yapping like

anyway this post makes me out to be terrible so please don't read it oh my god my neighbour will not shut up holy shit i miss one specific friend of my brothers hes so cool come back bro (the rest of them can kts SORRY SORRY no they cant theyre just mean to me)

anyway im a pandicorn shit this post is terrible cant wait to drop my monthly dump several days early tonight!! its like dropping a fat shit on my whole tiktok account and sprinkling glitter on it ?? what am i saying bye lol im gonna write a burn book with my friend soon im such a bitch i thought 2025 was my nice girl year :l love the song choice hate the gif choice just nothing standing out to me today ahh

i wanna be your dog 2 - ajj