#idk what i'm gonna do tomorrow but i dont wana miss the class im just gonna die of embarrassment maybe

[crjswift]

a dumb and long post sorry ?

i’m in this big yoga class (it’s run by this rly cool org that’s v community based and the classes r free n conducted by volunteers! only gotta pay for the printing cost of the learning materials which i think is fair) ... anyway ! it’s a pretty big group n after some opening poses they split us up into smaller groups halfway for more personal training... and they were saying if you’re menstruating just come for the class and sit at the side and observe/learn so you don’t miss out ... and like.... who tf would do that when there’s like ??? dozens of people in the class with surely a bunch of non-menstruaters. p embarrassing imo lmao like everyone would know?! ofhgjhfg anyway i’m on my period and i wanna go for class anyway like i just won’t tell them what wld they know... only thing it’s like day 3 which is like the heaviest day for me usually omg and i’m a heavy bleeder normally anyway rip so i googled periods + yoga just to see what to avoid etc n they were saying inversions shld be avoided etc and i thought ok it’s only the fourth class surely they won’t jump into such complex stuff when we’re literally still learning basic stuff? BUT I WENT TO SEE THE COURSE MATERIALS and legit we’re going into shoulder stands tomorrow i’m ???????? oh my god idk what i’m gonna do.... maybe i’ll just sit far at the back and like .. say i’m not in the best shape so i’m just gonna chill for now which will be fine during the overall group thing but not during the small group segment where they literally ask us to do shit one by one and give comments i wANNA DIE