#idk what i expected gdkfjngd
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ngl. now that i have a diagnosis i feel like ive lost a part of myself lol
#wl26#its almost like doubting BECAME my life#and now that i have an official confirmation. its like it doesnt exist#wl negative#i just kinda feel empty now gkjdfngd#before i was just. analyzing. researching. doing something that felt worthwhile#and now its like. i have to actually DO something about it. like i have to go on meds now. i have to go to actual therapy#idk what i expected gdkfjngd#well im also scared bc the meds are gonna make me feel worse before they make me feel better#and that scares me#bc ive been on shitty meds before and let me tell you. no actually dont KGJFDNGD#i dont want to feel that way anymore gdkjfnd...#like my current state sucks but i dont want it to get worse for it to get better. do you feel me#aughhhh#basically im so scared and anxious
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