#idk what her fem name is. bri??? idk

[melatien]

fell in love with an emo gorl

hey ho! this is an au idea i've had for a while, its a genderbent no-quirk high school au! fun!

yoichi is (as you can see) an emo girl! thats a lie actually, shes grunge.

she looks a bit unapproachable, but don't let that deceive you. shes still the same old yoichi, quiet but very sweet :D

also, i made this au soley because i wanted to recreate that one meme where its 'me and the bad b i pulled' and its the most basic dressed girl ever next to coolest girl ever. spoiler alert that cool girl is yoichi (she deserves to be cool) u can guess who the 'basic' partner is...

[joe-mazzello-archive]

Agape - Chapter Five

A Joe Mazzello x Fem!Reader fic

Rating: 18+

Chapter Five

Warnings: Language, Jealousy? (idk if that can be a trigger?) Word Count: 2289 A/N: Lol remember that time I said I was going to take a break? Shoutout to work being slow again. And just like that we’re halfway through. I’m really excited to get into the second half of this series. It gets more fun :) Tag list is open!

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The shoot was pretty easy after that. Most of the other scenes that were left were much lighter and weren’t a huge toll on you emotionally.

You and Joe continued to spend every second you could together. You knew it wasn’t a good idea. In fact it was an awful idea. It made you pine for him even more.

But you convinced yourself that if you just made it through the shoot and got back to LA, your infatuation with him would fade away. And by the time you would be starting the press tour, he wouldn’t even be in your thoughts anymore.

You really hoped that was the case.

You often debated making a move; getting flirtier and seeing what happened. Part of you worried he wouldn’t feel the same and you didn’t want to deal with the rejection and awkwardness. But you knew what would come of it even if he did reciprocate. It was the same thing that had happened every time you dated a co-star. You would attempt to keep your relationship a secret for some time, but eventually the tabloids would pick it up. They would call you out for dating yet another co-star and predict that the relationship would be short-lived. Then a few months later while you’re working on another project, he would call you and decide that it’s best you go back to being friends. And then you would never speak again and he would become another entry on a Buzzfeed listicle about all the men you’ve dated in your career.

And the thought of that happening with Joe broke your heart. You cared about him too much to drag him through that and eventually lose him as a friend.

So you compartmentalized. You focused on the fun you were having making the movie and exploring the city. You blocked out how attracted you were to the man and tried to focus on how much you were enjoying just spending time with him.

Time flew by and before you knew it, it was the last week of filming. You personally only had two scenes left to film before you were wrapped: a scene where Joe’s character Desmond and Desmond’s girlfriend Talia meet Leah’s character Eliza, and the final scene. It was pretty rare to be filming the final scene of a movie last as most of the time you shoot pretty out of order. But Julia had insisted for it to be shot last so that you and Joe had time to bond and create chemistry.

Well, her plan definitely worked.

On the day you were filming the scene with Desmond and Talia, you found yourself in the makeup trailer with Leah and Joe. The two of them were already made up and in costume, but your hair stylist was still working on your hair. The three of you were goofing off about something that had happened last week when the actress playing Talia, Briana, walked in.

You took in Briana’s appearance. She was a stick-thin blonde with piercing green eyes. You had overheard someone say that this was her first acting job and that she had been a model previously. You didn’t know her well; you had met during the table read and later had invited her to your meatball dinner, but she wasn’t able to make it. You hadn’t had any other scenes with her, so you hadn’t seen her since the table read.

“Hey, Bri!” Joe called. He made her way over to her and the two exchanged a hug. You felt your cheeks get hot.

“Joey!” she replied. You eyebrows shot up in confusion and disbelief. Joey? Bri?

Joe proceeded to introduce Briana to you, keeping his hand on the small of her back.

“Obviously I know her, Joey. I’m a huge fan! And we have met, actually,” Briana responded.

“Yeah, we met briefly at the table read but we haven’t seen each other since, good to see you!” you said.

“And this is Leah, she plays Eliza,” Joe added. Leah stood up and shook Briana’s hand.

“Yeah I’ve--”

“Nice to meet you,” Leah said, cutting Briana off. You noticed Leah blushed as she shook Briana’s hand.

The four of you made idle chit-chat about the shoot and the scene before your stylist finished with your hair. You all made your way over to the restaurant set, greeting several of the extras once you arrived. Julia appeared, assistant director in tow, and gave quick directions to the background actors while the four of you took your places at your table. Julia eventually made her way over to you and proceeded to let you know that they probably wouldn’t be ready to start for another twenty minutes

Julia walked away, and as if on cue, all four of you pulled out your phones.

“Oh Joey, you have to show me that video you were talking about!” Briana suddenly said after a few minutes.

“Oh right! The banana bread one. Let me pull it up,” Joe replied, tapping away at his phone. You felt your cheeks get hot again. You had shown Joe that video a few weeks back and the two of you had been quoting in non-stop since. You felt a twinge of jealousy creep in. That was an inside joke you had with Joe. And now he’s sharing it with Briana?

You suddenly realized how ridiculous that was. You didn’t have a claim over a dumb internet video. Joe had every right to show that video to whoever he wanted to.

You heard the familiar audio of the video play while Joe and Briana giggled.

You felt Leah nudge you. You turned to look at her, only to see her holding out her phone for you. You looked at the screen and saw her notepad app.

Girl, you are literally staring daggers at the two of them. You okay?

You felt yourself blush. Shit. You hadn’t even realized you were staring at them. You took the phone from her and typed a response.

Yeah, I’m good. I was just zoning out.

You handed the phone back to her and went about busying yourself with your own phone. You started scrolling through social media, something you hadn’t done in a few days. You had been so focused on the shoot and hanging with Joe that you hadn’t had time to check them.

You were scrolling through Instagram when a picture on your feed caught your eye.

joe_mazzello: Thrilled to have had the opportunity to work with the lovely @brianaausten on this shoot! #agapemovie

The caption was under a photo of Joe and Briana hugging outside of Joe’s trailer. The photo had been posted the day before.

Your stomach churned unpleasantly and your cheeks turned red once again. You tapped Joe’s instagram profile and did a quick scan, hoping to find that he had posted a picture with you at some point that you had missed.

But there was no such picture.

Before you could do anything else, Julia’s voice rang out.

“Okay gang, I think we’re ready to do this!”

Shooting finally began on the scene. The scene itself was a double date between Desmond, Talia, Eliza, and Ruby. Desmond had been with Talia for almost a year and Ruby had just started seeing Eliza and wanted to introduce her to her best friend Desmond. The scene was a lot of back and forth dialogue, with some tension between Ruby and Desmond; Desmond quickly learns he is not a fan of Eliza while Ruby has never been a big Talia fan.

Luckily, the tension came easy to you, as you had realized you weren’t the biggest Briana fan.

You and the others worked through the scene, pausing occasionally for some direction from Julia. As time went on, you found yourself forgetting your lines, something you rarely did. As Briana nailed all of her lines over and over again, with praise from Julia, you began to get frustrated.

You never did this. You had always prided yourself on being extremely professional and never forgetting your lines. But your jealousy was kicking your butt. You felt like you were letting everyone down, and the more you messed up, the more frustrated you became.

After a few hours, a production assistant called out for a thirty-minute break. You sighed with relief. You needed to calm down or you were going to lose it. As soon as you were dismissed, you took off to your trailer.

Once you were inside and had shut the door behind you, you slumped onto the couch.

You took a deep breath and attempted to center yourself. You decided it would be a good idea to meditate. You began to work on your breathing when there was a knock at the door with a female voice calling your name from the other side.

“Are you in there?” Leah asked. You sighed and got up to let her in. She shut the door behind her and followed you to the couch.

“Okay, what’s up?” she asked pointedly.

“I’m just having an off day,” you replied, refusing to make eye contact with her.

“Bullshit. Something must have happened. You were all laughs this morning and then suddenly you had a miserable look on your face and start forgetting your lines,” Leah countered.

You finally looked at her. She could see right through you. Might as well tell the truth.

“Fine. I’ll tell you,” you finally said before taking a deep breath. “I’m completely head over heels for Joe and seeing him all buddy-buddy with Briana freaked me out. And I hate that I’m acting this way and it’s causing me to overthink everything and constantly compare myself to her,” you blurt out.

Leah stared at you for a moment before a huge smile spread across her face.

“I knew it! I knew you had a thing for him!” she said, pointing right at you. Your head fell back against the couch as you sighed.

“I’ve got it bad, Leah.”

“So do something about it!” she replied.

“I can’t.”

You then explained your worries and anxieties. You talked about all of your past relationships with co-stars and the ups and downs of those relationships.

“...and I can’t let that happen with Joe. I care about him too much to lose him. If he doesn’t feel the same way, I’ll lose him as a friend. If he does feel the same way and we try to make it work, it will fail and I’ll lose him that way instead.” Leah nodded as you spoke. She paused and thought about what you said before continuing.

“Have you ever thought that it might be different with Joe?” she finally asked.

“Yeah, I entertained the thought. But I don’t know if it’s worth it to take that chance,” you answered.

“Well I can tell you right now that there is nothing going on between Joe and Briana,” Leah said, crossing her arms.

“What makes you so sure?” you asked. She looked down, blushing.

“Because there’s something going on between me and Briana.” Suddenly you remembered their interaction in the makeup trailer. A huge grin spread across your face.

“No shit! Since when?” you asked, lightly tapping her on the shoulder.

“Since the table read. We got drinks after and have been seeing each other since. She’s not out publicly yet, so we’ve been keeping it on the down low,” Leah answered.

“Well I won’t say anything. And I’m happy for you! She’s gorgeous,” you said.

“I know,” Leah replied, a huge smile on her face.

The two of you chatted for the rest of your break, swapping stories about Briana and Joe. You found the conversation extremely cathartic for multiple reasons. Firstly, you now knew that you had no reason to be jealous of Briana’s relationship with Joe. And secondly, you had finally talked to someone about the feelings you had been dealing with for weeks. Getting it out felt therapeutic, and by the time the two of you headed back to the set, you felt relaxed and ready to nail the scene.

The rest of the day went by smoothly. You no longer were in your head and your lines came easily to you. Between takes, you found yourself happily conversing with Joe, Briana, and Leah. The four of you cracked jokes and casually chatted, making the rest of the shoot way more enjoyable.

Eventually Julia called wrap for the day and the four of you all made your way back towards the trailers. You all came to a stop in front of your trailer.

“Well I think we’re going to go get some dinner. You guys in?” Leah asked. She looked right at you and shook her head, and you immediately understood: she wasn’t actually inviting you.

“I’d be down for some dinner,” Joe answered, unaware of the situation. You made eye contact with Leah and she shook her head again. You nodded, understanding her code.

“Actually Joe, I think one of the PAs said they needed the two of us for something,” you lied, looking right at Leah, who smiled in response.

“Well then I guess it’s you and me, Briana,” Leah immediately said, jumping on the opportunity.

“Sounds good to me!” Briana replied. The pair took off before Joe could even protest. You entered your trailer, Joe trailing behind.

“What do they need us for?” Joe asked, shutting the door behind him.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” you said, grabbing your purse and keys. “Want to go get drinks?” Joe paused to process what had just happened, but decided not to argue as he followed you back out of the trailer and towards the parking lot.

[milkchu]

i saw her standing there ; brian may x reader

“Hi there lovely! Your writing is amazing and I just have a request for a story based on I Saw Her Standing There by The Beatles, it would be Bri and a fem reader and he meets her at a party and she’s a bit shy so he dances with her- just a lot of fluff! Much love darling and keep up the amazing work! x” - Anon

“cute brian fluff??” - Anon

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol and smoking

A/N:  idk what to feel about this hNGH sorry if it’s shitty hhgughgh but anyways i actually love this song hAHAHAH thank you so much anons for the requests! happy reading! <3

This definitely was not your scene. The place reeks of alcohol, cigarette smoke, mixed with expensive perfume. It was a Friday night, and your friends invited you to a party at a really posh mansion, and honestly, you’d rather stay at home, continue the book you were reading with a cup of tea, and finally get some much needed sleep.

But, the clock hasn’t even reached eleven yet, and your friends already disappeared. You sighed, leaning against the marble wall, arms around yourself. You already tried looking for your friends, squeezing through the crowd, but you still couldn’t find them.

How could you possibly go home now? Your friend was your only way of going home. You thought of hailing a cab, but, the location was really way up high in the hills, so cabs couldn’t possibly stop by here. You also thought of taking the bus, but, the bus stop was too far to walk to, because of the same reason.

This was way out of your comfort zone. Losing hope, you walked outside to the balcony, feeling the air in the room becoming stuffy and uncomfortable, your eyes becoming watery. As you walked towards the balcony, the loud music fading away, the cold air greeting you, you tried to wipe away the tears about to fall.

The way she looked was way beyond compare

So how could I dance with another

When I saw her standing there

Getting too lost in your thoughts while looking out to the undeniably beautiful view, you didn’t hear footsteps slowly coming towards you before you felt a hand touch your shoulder. You gasped, and turned around to see a tall, handsome, curly-haired man.

“Oh! Forgive me, I didn’t mean to scare you,” He said, hands up in surrender, a worried look on his face. You let out a breath, relieved, “O-Oh, that’s alright, I-I just got surprised,” You assured him, a blush creeping on your cheeks. “Why aren’t you inside? Shouldn’t you be enjoying the party?”

He let out a soft chuckle, before joining you, leaning against the stone balcony as well. “Well, I could be asking you the same thing,” He said, turning on his side to fully face you. Your cheeks developed to a full red shade, “Just wanted to get some fresh air.”

He nodded, “Hm, yeah, it was getting kind of… humid in there,” You gave him a polite smile, not knowing what to say next to this fine, handsome gentleman. “By the way, I didn’t catch your name,” He held out his hand.

“(Y-Y/N),” You answered, before shaking his hand, taking note of the comforting feel of his hands. He smiled, “I’m Brian,” You nodded, letting go of his hand. “So, (Y/N), What brings you here?” Brian asked.

“I got dragged here actually… by my friends,” You mumbled, fidgeting with your fingers, while looking down. A frown crossed Brian’s face, “Where are your friends?” You shrugged, “I-I’ve been trying to look for them, but, they just…disappeared into thin air,” You let out an embarrassed laugh before a softer, melodic song started playing from inside the mansion.

Brian furrowed his eyebrows, before saying, “Well, (Y/N), It’d be a terrible waste if you spent the entire night out here, how about a dance?” He held his hand out to you. If it were possible, your cheeks heated up even more, “O-Oh no, no, I don’t dance-” You shook your head frantically.

“It’s alright, we’ll go slow,” He shot you a soft smile, which made your heartbeat a hundred times faster. Come on, (Y/N), It’s not everyday that an extremely handsome man asks you to dance. You looked at him with a worried look before finally giving in and holding his hand.

He looked at you with a reassuring smile, before guiding you back inside the mansion. Brian made sure to look back at you every once in a while until you both finally reached the center floor.

Brian faced you, putting your hand on his shoulder, and then making sure his hand doesn’t grip too firmly on your waist. Your heart fluttered as you looked up into his eyes for the first time. He looked back into yours with a soft, genuine smile, before nodding as if to say he was going to start moving.

Well she looked at me, and I, I could see

That before too long I'd fall in love with her

She wouldn't dance with another

When I saw her standing there

He started to move slowly, and progressed into a steady dance. Even though your hands stayed on his shoulders, you tried to avoid eye contact with him as you were afraid you were going to get caught staring, because it was so easy to drown in those beautiful eyes of his.

Brian chuckled softly at your actions, he knew you were shy the moment you walked into the party. When you walked in your cute, blue dress, he thought you were absolutely gorgeous. He was hesitant when he saw you were alone. He wanted to approach you so badly but he couldn’t, as he was afraid of scaring you away.

But, after the seemingly endless pestering of his bandmates, telling him to just go and talk to you, he finally mustered up the courage to approach you, especially when you walked out to the balcony, thinking it was the perfect moment.

As you both continued to dance, you began to feel more comfortable around Brian because of his soft grip and his warm hands. You looked up at the tall man in front of you, him looking back down at you in response. You gave him a soft smile before, whispering, “Thank you, Brian,” and then resting your head on his chest.

Well, my heart went "boom"

When I crossed that room

And I held her hand in mine

Brian’s heart soared, as rested his chin atop your head, “You’re welcome, (Y/N),” He whispered back, holding your hand tighter. You both stayed like that for a while longer, beginning to feel as if you were the only people in the room. He then bit his lip before breaking out into a huge grin, feeling his heart becoming full.

Whoah, we danced through the night

And we held each other tight

And before too long I fell in love with her

Now I'll never dance with another

When I saw her standing there