#idk their polycule name sobbing

[wyrm-with-a-what-the-fuck]

oh boy I'm back on my horny magnus posting. I wonder if anyone's figured out yet that I like Magnus and am stupidly down bad for him. I'm gonna man up and try to write something actually like semi smut so as always bear with me.

Ok this is gonna be a little but of a continuation of the hammer post (again) because I've thought of an idea of an aftermath of that whole debacle. So due to magnus' shame of what he did to an ancient artifact he completely distances himself from even the mere thought of indulging in those desires again. No matter how many times he wakes up at night gasping with open panels he refuses to give into something as ridiculous as carnal urges. He once again uses the war excuse and for a while it works out. Until the war ends and cybertron is restored.

At this point the cracks start to show. Magnus is good at hiding his emotions but even he has a limit and he is slowly reaching it. He's more irritable and distracted and he's more distant. For those who don't know him as well (or are just too busy to notice) they just think it's magnus being magnus. But for the remaining Wreckers? Oh they know something is up. Bulkhead is concerned while Wheeljack is annoyed as he thought magnus' brooding stage was over and he finally got the stick out of his aft.

Eventually, the two start to scheme. They make a plan on how to try and get magnus to relax and possibly confess what is wrong. So, as wreckers, of course the best option is sparring! Once the 3 get a moment alone together Bulkhead and Wheeljack ask to spar with magnus. They use the excuse of wanting to not get rusty and magnus falls for it, not suspecting anything out of the ordinary.

So eventually Bulkhead and Magnus start to go at it, trading punches with one another. Wheeljack is cheering on and watching closely at magnus to see if there are any potential hints of what's going on with Magnus and eventually he notices something. By all accounts it was such a minor detail that Wheeljack honestly shouldn't have even known or picked up on, but due to him harassing Ratchet he's learned some pretty interesting stuff.

One of the things he mentioned from the ray of sunshine is the meaning of biolights and their brightness. Turns out biolights are a way of expressing emotion for the bots who have them and while tye bot had some control over them, it is extraordinarily hard to try to completely mask the emotions felt. Depending on the emotion felt the lights will either brighten, dim, or slowly flash. Most emotions follow one of these patterns and those are the ones that are the easiest to spot. However, some emotions have a specific pattern to them.

For example, a bot who is aroused will have biolights that slowly brighten and then dim. The brightening is said to be a way to try and draw attention to one's self in order to attract a partner, however as time passed the brightening became less and less until is was practically unnoticeable in some bots. But for Magnus? Oh yea, his lights were definitely brightening. And they only seemed to do it whenever Bulkhead got up close and physical, meaning that it probably wasn't just a lingering lust. Oh no. Magnus wanted to be thoroughly fragged.

With this knowledge going through wheeljacks head he only has one goal in mind when he and magnus eventually spar: get that man pinned and make him scream. I like to imagine that wreckers are the types who interface casually as a source of relief and even entertainment, so wheeljack is no stranger to interfacing. However, unknowingly for wheeljack, Magnus is in fact a stranger to interfacing, so while the two are sparring magnus misses every single sign wheeljack gives. He has no clue that the small Wrecker is trying to woo him and just thinks that wheeljack is goofing around, so after the sparring he leaves to go back to his ship, as he's using it as a temporary home while cybertron is being restored.

Frustrated and now horny, wheeljack is not at all pleased by this outcome. Bulkhead did indeed notice wheeljacks wooing attempts and essentially asks him "bro wtf??" and wheeljack explains the situation. The larger bot explains that Magnus mightve just not been interested, so begrudgingly wheeljack let's go of that little fantasy. It'd be no fun fragging a bot who didn't want it after all. Disappointed and still pent up wheeljack and bulkhead go back to their shared hab. While for a bit there is the lingering thought in his mind of magnus pinned down sobbing for more, eventually wheeljack manages to move on from the thought and forgets about it for a few hours.

He is violently reminded when magnus just unexpectedly appears at the two's home with no explanation. He is fidgeting with his clawed hand and bulkhead invites him and. The trio sit together and drink some energon as they gradually catch up with what's been going on. When it gets to Magnus, the fidgeting gets worse and he looks anxious. After a while Magnus caves in and asks the wreckers if it was true that they had interfaced with their comrades in a way that had no deep feelings involved. Confused, the two say yes and explain that for them it's a really good de-stressor and can be fun. At that they are met with silence.

Glancing over at Magnus shows that once again he's flashing his lights. He looks both embarrassed and horrified. Catching on to what Magnus is asking, the two reassure that, if for any reason Magnus wanted to interface with either one of them, they would be totally fine with it. That doesn't help with magnus' embarrassed but he seems to relax at that. In quite possibly the most timid and meek voice they've heard for the oh so stoic bot, he asked if they'd be willing to frag him right. He looks away as he explains his situation (wheeljack damn near loses his mind when he hears of magnus' story regarding the hammer) and explains that it be for stress relief and nothing more.

The two, completely down for a good frag, agree with magnus. They reassure him and then ask who he would want his berth partner to be, and at this the two are met with an embarrassed honk and a humiliated flushed face. With his good servo covering his face, he explains how he was hoping that the two of them would both 'face with him. And not in separate sessions, either. As mortifying as it is, Magnus absolutely despises the feeling of being alone, and while he may be with a partner he would still rather be able to keep an eye on his two soldiers (and friends. He won't admit that out loud). Once again the two wreckers are taken aback by this confession and due to their delayed reactions, Magnus takes it as a refusal and gets up to leave.

Having none of it, bulkhead and wheeljack quickly begin to slowly guide magnus back down, whispering comforts and compliments along the way. The say of how gorgeous he is, how great of a warrior he is, how stunning he will inevitably be in the midst of overload, and Magnus finally breaks. He gives in and there are immediately all sorts of sensations over him.

Wheeljack is nibbling on his finial when gently tugging at some exposed wires while bulkhead is planting a variety of soft kisses all over magnus' armor. Hands both large and small caress him and gently massage some of his aching joints. Someone is planting kisses to his hands but he can't figure out who it would be as somewhere along the line he closed his eyes and just let the pleasure finally drown him. They aren't even touching his array yet and he's already a mess. Every tug of a wire gets a gasp and every bite on one of his finials gets a whine.

Finally having enough of being teased, Magnus tries to use the commander voice to order his men to get to the main point. It isn't nearly as effective as midway through his little speech wheeljack bites at a neck cable and magnus' sentence is broken off with a moan. With that, all hesitation quickly disintegrated. Wheeljack tilts his head and in a swift moment is kissing his commander senseless. Bulkheads hands are slowly traveling down magnus' body towards his suspiciously warm panel. Bulkhead tried to encourage it open but, for some reason, it's just not budging.

Breaking away from wheeljack with hesitation magnus shyly explains that in order to get to the interface panel, the crotch armor that he has needs to be taken on. While it's rare, some bots are born without proper array panel covering, so special pieces of armor and panels and made in order to protect the array. Magnus wasn't sure what to expect from the revelation, but he sure want expecting for wheeljack to hurriedly start pulling off pieces of the armor to reach the panel. It was embarrassing to watch yet it also gave Magnus a feeling of pride. The fact that he is, in fact, desirable enough for someone to want him so much was a thought that had never even crossed his mind.

What also didn't cross his mind was what would happen when the armor piece would inevitably be taken off. The sudden exposure to the drastic change in temperature made him shudder and draw his legs together. Unknowingly, that little movement had gotten bulkhead and wheeljack all sorts of riled up. Seeing their commander try to hide his pretty little soaked valve with his legs was not a sight they thought they wanted but damn they needed it. Magnus' valve, in their professional opinions, was absolutely gorgeous. It was composed of a dark silicone substance instead of the typical metal and had quite possibly the largest anterior node that the two had ever seen. Hell, the valve even had its own streaks of biolights running through it!

One moment magnus' legs were drawn together and the next they were being pushed apart by a very aroused wheeljack. He had finally gotten what he had wanted and he'd be damned if he didn't take the opportunity to indulge in a quick little treat. When the feeling of something licking his valve had finally registered to Magnus it was already too late. Wheeljacks hands were gripped tightly onto Magnus legs, keeping them apart while he gentle lapped at every little part of the valve. He was practically pressing his whole face into the plush mesh and it was driving Magnus insane. He had knew that there would be interfacing involved but he had forgotten that there may have been a foreplay involved.

Feeling overwhelmed at the sensation, Magnus tried to reach for anything but had soon realized an issue that was previously forgotten about. Due to this rather impressive shoulders, when pinned onto the ground flat on his back the range of motions he could move his arms in were greatly limited. He tried to lift one of his arms to try and reach out to wheeljack but when a dull clunk had sounded out when magnus' shoulder had met the ground magnus let out a frustrated huff.

Catching onto the issues, bulkhead positioned himself to be next to one of magnus' sides in arm reaching distance. It didn't take long for magnus to cling onto bulkhead for dear life as wheeljack got more aggressive in his movements. Every once in a while wheeljack would gently nip of the furious little node and every time it drove magnus made. His legs would reflexively jerk in an attempt to close his legs to get away from the overwhelming sensation. He attempts were futile as wheeljack was not letting his grip loosen in the slightest and he must've told bulkhead to help him out as it wasn't long before one of bulkheads massive hands wrapped around the commanders leg and pulled it even further apart, exposing some previously untouched areas of his sensitive valve. And, once again, wheeljack immediately took the opportunity and dove in deeper.

Unable to handle the new sensation, magnus overloaded with a scream. Due to the short notice, wheeljacks face had managed to get some fluid smeared on his face, and while magnus was horrified to see his own release all over wheeljacks face, wheeljack was far from disappointed. He wore that infuriating smug grin as he began to lick his mouth in order to taste his commander. Magnus did not take this well, and in his embarrassment brought his good servo up to his face on order to cover his flushing face.

As he recovered from the overload, bulkhead and wheeljack continued what they started earlier and began to pester magnus with a bunch of little kisses. The two could hear the whine of their commanders engine as they continued to shower him in affectionate little gestures. The two wreckers had expected for that to be it from Magnus, as it was very clear that he was inexperienced and therefore lacked the stamina, but to their surprise he tilted his head towards bulkhead with a pleading look on his face. No words needed to be spoken in order to understand what Magnus was asking of him.

So bulkhead lowered his hand down to where the soaked valve was and wasted no time gently rubbing a digit along the opening. Unlike wheeljack, bulkhead went slowly and his touches felt fleeting. As if they were barely even there. It didn't take long for magnus to unconsciously start to grind against the digit present and bulkhead and wheeljack ate up the sight of their commander grinding his hips in a desperate search for more pleasure. They also loved the sounds of magnus' gasps and moans getting louder as the charge that had previously been dormant had came back with a vengeance. At one specific movement, bulkheads digit had managed to snag at the entrance and bulkhead could feel as his commander tried to desperately clench down onto the aforementioned digit.

Unable to deny his commander what he wanted, bulkhead began to gently guide his digit into the entrance. In a flurry of desperate movements, Magnus had managed to drive the digit deeper into him. Magnus was familiar with overloading without having to enter himself, so this was an entirely new experience and sensation for him. After letting the commander get used to what the feeling of something filling him, bulkhead began to slowly glide his digit outside and then back in. It was an unfamiliar feeling, sure, but it wasn't exactly an unwelcome one. Wheeljack could see as the commander began to relax as he was gently fucked on a digit. He could see how Magnus moved his hips in sync with bulkheads movements.

After letting magnus get used to that sensation, bulkhead began to gradually speed up. He also was attempting to find that particular cluster of sensitive wires that he knew would please magnus. At some point bulkhead began to curl his digit, seeking out that cluster. With some previous experience coming in handy, it didn't take him long to find what he was looking for. He could tell when he had found it as the moment his digit rubbed against the cluster, Magnus had practically jumped at the sensation, his whole body tensing as he let out a breathless moan. Magnus turned his head to where bulkhead was next to him with a look of confusion on his face.

Magnus was very confused as to what that sensation was, but before bulkhead could complain magnus began to grind his hips against the digit still inside of him in order to try and find that spot that brought him a burst of intense pleasure before. It doesn't take longer as magnus is fucking himself against bulkheads digit, uncoordinated and messily. He was at the point where he didn't care what he must've looked like to the other bots present, he was just desperate to let the charge that had built up finally release. In his inexperience, magnus kept grazing against the spot, but he was never able to hit it.

Noticing his commanders frustrations, bulkhead began to guide him as to where the cluster was. When bulkhead hit it a second time, magnus came even more undone. At this point he was desperate rubbing against the spot, pleading for more. Wheeljack began to press light little kisses along magnus helm and neck as the charge buildup had increased and was about to snap. With the feeling on that spot being hit and the feeling of wheeljacks attention on his magnus finally overloaded. But much to his embarrassment, when he overloaded he had let out a deafening honk. And, unluckily for his partners, wheeljack and bulkhead were right next to magnus when the honk had sounded out. Wheeljack flinched hard and bulkhead and nearly leaped into the air due to the shock of the noise.

Once again, magnus began to cover his face with his good servo, but this time he was unable to as wheeljack had quickly grabbed a hold of it and had leaned toward to kiss his commander stupid. While wheeljack did that, bulkhead began to gather some towels and cleaning solvent in order to clean up the mess that magnus had made when he overloaded. The signs of any previous stress had melted from magnus and all that was left was a very satisfied yet tired magnus. Knowing that there was no potential for a third round, bulkhead and wheeljack gentle encouraged magnus to get some rest, and within moments they had a sleeping magnus nestled next to them.

They had wanted to move him to a more comfortable place, but they didn't want to interrupt their commanders rest, so they simply grabbed a variety of soft objects and has stuffed it under or around magnus to try and keep him comfortable. As he slept the two kept guard as to make sure there wasn't anything to potential wake or harm him. When magnus had awoken the next morning, it was clear that he was embarrassed from the actions of the previous night. He apologized for something (they weren't listening. All they could look at was those pretty little lights of his) and swiftly left the hab, promising that this was a one time thing and that while he was grateful for their help, they shouldn't expect it to happen again.

It took approximately a week before magnus came back. And it took approximately a month after that for the three to finally make it official. And about 5 years after that Magnus had somehow managed to snag two conjunxes.

((Holy fucking shit I think I locked in a little too much what the fuck. I'm so sorry that this is so long but I hope you and maybe some others can enjoy it. I should probably be worried about how down bad for magnus I am as this took like and hour to write. I'm sorry I'm just using your asks as a place to write out rough fanfics lmao. I'm far too much of a pussy to make my own blood as that would mean people would like know me and that thought is horrifying. Uh anyway sorry again for this.))

OH MY GODDDD. OH MY GODDDDDDDD.

I love the bio light headcanon sm I’ve always loved headcanons for biolights and shit and magnus getting two boyfriends and being all shy and shit like oh my god oh my god and then taking forever to seek them out again oh my godddddd this so amazing please write more poem novella I am a simple creature I need this food to live

This is so good you locked in and served up the most beautiful headcanons and magnus pussy fucking on my page you are getting put on the pedestal

[chromotps]

*immediately pounces on you to talk about CoraLaw bc no one else does anymore (at least, not on Tumblr and not English speakers)* I wanna know so bad how adult Law and Cora would interact bc that'd seem so interesting. Especially on a Cora Lives AU. Imagine coming back to life to find out the boy you saved turned out to be a pirate and a(n) (ex)warlord but also a doctor slash (advanced, bc of his devil-fruit lmao) surgeon. It was probably what most would expect what Law would occupy when he was given the devil-fruit (minus the whole pirate and warlord thing I guess) but at that time all Cora expected and hoped what law would be was free. And thinking of that, Cora would realise just how much Law had grown and how he's far from the kid he was then and how little he knows about the man (not that he knew much about Law even when he was a kid anyway, both their pasts were a touchy subject for them but they did get to know each other a little bit and got close, and at that time that was enough for both of them. They didn't need to know about each other's past or something to love and care for each other. I'm not saying your past defines you but sometimes it kinda does. Not fully, no, but it does help shape you into what you are now). And Cora realises that he missed out on so many things. They both wanted to live together, fully and freely. But Law spent 13(?? Or so) years without him but also, Law hadn't been exactly free, not when Doflamingo was alive and Cora-san's death was a wound that will never be healed. Yk what I'm spitting nonsense at this point and I'm probably projecting but yuh... I just badly wanna know how adult Law and Cora would interact when Cora steps into the light again (AKA brought back to life lmao).

Argh I wanna talk about them but I don't know what to say!!!! These idiots make me cry and sob and scream and smile and laugh and I cannot get them out of my head.

But oh! Regarding of their relationship dynamics, I do love the idea of Law being so openly devoted to Cora (and also possessive and obsessed but the latter is almost a fact that he doesn't even need to so anything or say anything for anybody to notice. I mean, look at this guy. He has tattoos dedicated to his lover. The Jolly Roger on his ship is dedicated to his lover. One of his techniques is dedicated to his lover. He steals hearts because his lover's name is Corazon which means heart in Spanish. Yes the last is a HC of mine but idc he'll still be obsessed even when my HC is removed lol). Idk if Cora would leave a kiss mark on anywhere on his skin he'd leave it there until it gets accidentally (and only accidentally, if anybody tries to wipe it off he'd replace their heads with a mop) wiped off. Cora would also be open about their relationship and would proudly gush about his lover who grins when he's kissed on the nose and could cuddle whenever Cora wants to (then he'd introduce said lover to the people and they're a bit shocked to see a 6 foot tall emo looking mf—). They'd fr be the Mom and Dad of the Heart Pirates. But that doesn't make them any less troublesome lmao.

...I had another thought pop up in my head and I— sigh... thinking about Strawhats meeting Cora and him and Sanji bonding over make-up (implied Zosan. Yes I did just imply Zosan without saying anything that could imply Zosan. I'm brilliant. Also implied Genderfluid Sanji. I love my HCs). And also— what. What does that have to do with– sorry, I was talking to my brain bc it suddenly brought Cross Guild Polycule (+ Shanks) in too. I remembered a fanart where Crocodile, Buggy and Cora were talking about jewellery and make-up while their significant others (Mihawk, Shanks and Law) are staring intensely at them xD not sure if that was a ship fanart tho! Also, I made it into Cross Guild (+ Shanks) polycule bc I can *blinks cutely*. So yeah. Just Bottoms bonding over treasure, jewellery, cosmetics and maybe their lovers (Pls we don't get enough Bottom Cora fics I am begging on my knees for them—).

I am making zero sense and I'm yapping at this point but *breathes heavily* I love talking about CoraLaw. I need more fanart. I need more fics. I need more content, posts about them. I– *dissolves into thin air*

hello!! wowza that's a lot of headcanons ahaha. I need to organize my answer lmaoooo

My brain caught on one of the points you made about adult Law and Cora—like, how surprised Cora would be at Law being a pirate. Maybe, after only really having Doflamingo as an idea of what pirates are like, Cora is a little... not disappointed, but like, worried when he finds out. Part of that worry goes away when he sees that Law isn't cruel. But he does slowly understand that, like you said, Law wasn't totally free after living with all that anger and guilt. I think I saw a post a while ago that talked about how Law never claims that he wants to be the King of the Pirates or anything—his "dream" was really just to avenge Cora, and might not have expected he'd survive after that. SOOOOOOO. I think once Cora totally catches up on who Law is as an adult (and realizes he still loves him :3c), he forces Law to sit down and have a conversation about what his new dream should be—it isn't about what he'd die for anymore, but what does he want to live for? Then, I guess the headcanons could be anything... maybe they decide they want to focus on bringing medical help to people who need it, and Law becomes some kind of renegade pirate doctor who goes into places the world government has quarantined... i don't know!! the world is their oyster!!

Ah... the two of them being lovey-dovey around the Heart Pirates........;w; I do also like the idea of them being a little secretive about it, at least maybe at first—like, Law is such a private person, and he doesn't want to "share" Cora after just getting him back... even if it's his own crew just seeing Cora blush or something, haha. And I love cute, open-with-his-feelings Cora, but also liked that rough side of him that would curse out useless doctors and stand up to Doflamingo—I could see him actually being more flustered than Law telling others about their relationship... Like, Cora is talking to Sengoku over transponder snail, and saying stuff like "yeah... I'm... kind of getting dinner with Law tonight. Yes, that Law—don't laugh, damn it, Dad!" and struggling to get his words out. Then Law comes up and takes the receiver from Cora to say, "Then we're gonna make out afterward. Have a nice evening," and hangs up.

my brain is unfortunately too obsessed full with ace/lu and lawcora to come up with anything fun for those other characters, but I'm sure someone out in the world could add on! I'd also love more fics for themmm. I know sometimes you have to "make your own food", but I'm still too deep in my Ace Era to do anything about it yet haha

[katkafe]

HELLO, IVE JUST FINISHED WATCHING WEDNESDAY

because i am the biggest dumbest nerd when it comes to the addams family: ive made a crappy list of why wednesday is everything i hoped for and more and why it is absolutely fucking perfect. spoilers.

im not entirely sure on how to start slow with this one so im getting right fucking into it. enjoy reading the disaster of my thoughts on this masterpiece:

AMAZING CASTING. jenna is incredible as wednesday, catherine and luiz are the perfect morticia and gomez, i adored seeing christina ricci KICKING ASS. gwendoline christie was amazing as weems, fred armisen as fester???? lost my shit he was so perfect. i don’t think there was a single cast member i wasn’t amazed with.

no genuinely i loved all of the nevermore students

fell in love w enid so fast omg i was rooting for her so hard her arc was so awesome (her and ajax are so cute too)

rip rowan you would’ve loved wenclair

THING!!!: its not the addams family without thing, and its especially not the addams family if thing isn’t being a little shit stirrer the whole time. perfect beautiful i love him A++ 

THE WEDNESDAY/PUGSLEY DYNAMIC WAS SO ON POINT they literally have the actual best sibling dynamic

i now know that you have not lived until you’ve seen wednesday addams stuck in a love triangle. she is not a character that you would expect to have a romantic interest but now in my mind she’s just beautifully a-spec and probably demiromantic. yes obviously i love xavier.

don’t get mad at me but i don’t ship her w enid that much?? at least not romantically but hey i would not complain if we had a polycule or qpr!!!

also it was genuinely so cute to see wednesday making friends like. why was i sobbing so much when she hugged enid. holy fuck.

THE DANCE SCENE. SHES AN ICON SHES A LEGEND AND SHE IS THE MOMENT

i am referring to both her actual dancing and ofc “they couldn’t even spring for real pigs blood. its only paint.” so real.

cant even stop myself from mentioning that jenna ortega looks very hot covered in blood which happens a lot in this series. like almost every episode. jesus fucking christ i am so in love with her.

i am a huge edgar allen poe nerd so i fucking adored every little reference to his works. also the idea that he was an outcast is so real to me.

speaking of outcasts: ngl definitely could’ve come up with a better name, “outcasts” just made it sound weirdly like some awkward teen high school drama but you get used to it

wednesday’s visions were so cool??? i loved the whole goody addams thing their interactions were really cool and god i just was not expecting that at all.

ok tbh it was really weird that her name was goody, since “goody” is the puritan equivalent of “mrs.” (its short for goodwife) so idk why they did that but ok i’m still here for it

honestly in general they do a really good job of keeping you guessing. i was suspicious about almost every single character throughout the whole series. 

in retrospect i should’ve known tyler was gonna be an asshole from the start cause. i mean. his name is tyler. no offense to my tylers, but be real when have you ever seen a tv show character named tyler that wasn’t a douche. i’ll wait.

i’ve typed tyler too many times and it no longer looks like a real name

episodes are nice and long but i obviously wish the series was longer, but it was super bingable and i’m probably gonna rewatch it 3 million times until the next season inevitably comes out.

not to be dorky but i loved how every episode title was a pun w the word “woe” 

i have really horrible media literacy in the sense that i overthink EVERYTHING so to me like almost everything in that was beautifully executed symbolism and maybe it was but when i say i lost my shit when i noticed wednesday stand on enid’s side of the room and fsr thats the only example i can think of rn BUT STILL

overall 5 stars 10/10 show i cant wait for more i love the plot i love the characters i love the cast i will be recommending it to everyone ik and more

[bardass]

⚠️ TPP JUNO FINALE SPOILERS AHEAD ⚠️

the podcast brain rot has indeed taken over.

my intense feelings, rant, and questions about Juno Steel and the Next Page (part 1 & 2) under the cut

(i am NOT normal about this you have been WARNED)

scream time!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anybody else nearly break down midway? they had me going in the first half that’s for sure.

god. i just. i KNEW it was a hallucination and i KNEW that Peter wasn’t safe and was definitely smacking Juno when he immediately assumed Nureyev was lying when he was obviously SKY HIGH like come on Juno you’re better than that. anyway. cries.

POOR baby Petya i— you’re telling me, that this WHOLE TIME, whenever Peter had to hide his true name and hid his identity and wouldn’t even tell Juno why until now it’s because THIS is what he was ashamed of???? who he was PROTECTING???? that, all this time we’ve probably assumed countless selfish or stupid or even accidental ways that Nureyev could have acquired debt but THIS???? IS HOW?????

by him being THE MOST selfless and CARING and LOVING and DEDICATED person possible???!?!??? 😭😭😭😭😭 so you u u are t-tell—ing me e… THIS WHOLE TIME. he’s been feeling guilty about this. when it’s not even HIS FAULT. when was literally TRICKED. oh my f-

uCKING gAHHH NO WONDER JUNO SAID NO FUCK YOU ACTUALLY. i AM going to follow you motherfucker. i AM going to look for you because how can you read Peter’s darkest secrets and NOT fall in love with him even more??? 🥹🥺😭 [intense high pitched screeching]

i am SOBBING and INCONSOLABLE this is EXACTLY how i wanted this episode to end because GOD fucking damnit thank FUCK Mick smacked some sense into that boy because it’s about DAMN time that he 1) asked for help (wooo Rita!!!!) and 2) chose happiness for ONCE in his fucking life. and YES i’ve seen all the posts about his parallels and contrasts with Nureyev in past finales and they’re so right and it’s so good 😭 and my brain just keeps playing “Set course for Peter Nureyev” in my brain on repeat because i literally squealed it made me SO happy. you BETTER bring back my boy or SO HELP ME

but here comes the questions for season five, which i think has been set up pretty good. 1) Are they actually going to try to bring Slip back? It might work like Mick’s dog was brought back. But even if it DOES work, 2) How much of it will really be Slip? I mean, have they just been in a vacation hallucination for all of these years?? 3) Who’s to say Slip would even want this? How are they going to feel seeing how they’ve aged and knowing what Peter went through just for him? 4) Jupetelip polycule endgame????? we already have a lizard polycule in the Second Citadel…idk it could happen, if Juno stops being so petty LMAO

UGH. idk there are so many possibilities and concerns and ahhhh i just want my babies to be happy. overall i’m really pleased with the finale and Juno’s character growth bc he’s come so far!!! he’s started to accept that he is loved and supported and wanted and deserves to be happy!!!!!! that’s my babygirl my favorite lady my sweet sugar plum angel!!! literally just want to wrap him up in a big hug and kiss him on the head while telling him what a good job he’s doing.

i reblogged a post with this quote before but i think it will always stick with me because it was a perfect place to put this lesson:

“But if you never do anything you’re scared of...hell, you’ll never do anything, will you? And if I'd learned one thing over and over again, it was this: if something's too scary to do alone, then guess what? You don’t do it alone.”

i cannot express how much this podcast’s messages mean to me so this meme will have to do:

(P.S. i am SO glad it was confirmed by the voice actors themselves that Vespa and Buddy would still love each other if they were worms, i just ASDFGHJKL about it)