#idk my friend once told me that im just sort of naturally very charismatic and smooth
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#river.txt#another night another weird existential moment of questioning why do people like me#this doesnt stem from some self-hatred or whatever#im just very often genuinely confused at like#what makes me so likeable what makes people cling to me#i feel like i havent done anything. im not doing anything#if anything i mostly feel like im reclusive and closed off. like not extremely i guess but a little#so then when people tell me they like me im like#based on what#idk my friend once told me that im just sort of naturally very charismatic and smooth#hmm#there are just. two very different versions of me. like the one that people see and i simply cant#and then the one which represents how i feel internally and how i see myself#and i just feel so#distant and far away#thats why i dont get what do people like about me like im not even here#but then again i guess i appear ok outwardly#idk
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