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asterdeer · 1 year ago

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psychologist was like "do you have any symptoms of paranoia" and i was like "idk, not really, i'm afraid of being observed and i've always had a fear that bathrooms had cameras in them including the bathrooms in my house and that i was being observed and judged or laughed at" and she was like "well that doesn't not sound like symptoms of paranoia, what has your therapist said about it" and i was like "it hasn't really come up" and she was like "IT HASN'T REALLY COME UP???"

#idk maam i'm trying to figure out the Not Wanting To Be Dead part first and it's a bitch of a situation #we can deal with the fear of being observed later it's not a priority #i mean i personally would love to not feel like the world has thousands of eyes trained on me judgmentally at all times #but i haven't even gotten professionally diagnosed w/ ocd or autism yet i am Not Prepared to deal with getting paranoia'd too #this was last week. i just. i'm still dealing with it #tw paranoia #i guess???? better safe than sorry #this whole thing has made my unrequited beef with that stupid fucking pronoia tiktok/insta song even more heated tbh #to be clear i'm not saying I Am Clinically Paranoid this is just a potential thing to look into #mythtakes

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