#idk like I said djdjdndndn idk u guys so!!!

[bubmyg]

I am endeared? So I’ve had this guy friend who I’ve known for like almost like fourteen years. We’ve had crushes on each other at separate times (tho he refuses to admit I’m pretty bc he’s a tsundere 😔 but it’s okay bc he said it once and so I know he secretly does). And we normally go like months without speaking and then one of us like reaches out and it’s like we never stopped. Anyways I was talking to him today and our thing is like play arguing. And we were arguing about who messages who first and who makes more time for the other and I was like wait why does this low key sound like we’re an old married couple? And then he might come to my uni so he told me he’s gonna do a tour on his break and I was being over dramatic about him not asking me to show him around and how wounded I was he wouldn’t make time for me after I made time for him last time and he was like “shut up you know I’ll make time for us to hang out”. And then we were arguing about who knows the other better and like 🥺 he remembered I don’t like spicy food from one convo we had two years ago and even remembered where we talked about it. And like it was really cute bc he’s the kinda guy that makes it seem like he’s bothered to talk to you but he remembered all the little things and said he genuinely missed me

Also my mom is friends with his dad and his dad thinks a main reason he wants to come to my university (and his prior hometown) is bc I’m here. I’m pretty sure our parents low key ship us. But idk I would date him but idk if he’d date me. Like he won’t say I’m pretty but he talks about “all my tinder boys”. And was like “I’m sure your tinder boys tell you you’re pretty enough. You talk to them more than me anyways so why does it matter when I say it”. He also calls me dummy but idk if it’s just like his quirk and he calls others that. And he said he’d come cook for me if he moves down here as long as I buy groceries 🥺 and he’s just like one of the few guys that match my energy. I’m a little chaotic and weird and sometimes that’s a lot for people but we just blend really well and like idk if he likes me back.. anyway thoughts?

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DNCNDN u gave me so much to unpack and idk u guys’ full situation and history I’d say like I tend to always say is the best have the discussion together if it’s something u actually want or think u want to pursue!!!! guessing will get u no where u know and the worst he can say is like no I don’t like u that way to which ur friendship can still exist like it’s just a thing to figure out in ur current relationship ya know