#idk it just sucks when your existance must be erased for the sake of other people's recovery motivation

[katisconfused]

This also is really dependent on the med and what is going on. Like it's true that one antidepressant doing this just means maybe avoid that drug class and try something else, but sometimes you do in fact run out of meds and find that the best you can do is some symptom relief for bad side effects and decide if it's worth it for you.

90s movies: Psychopharmacology is as good as a lobotomy. If you take pills to treat your mental illness it will literally murder your imaginary friends and you will become a boring, lotus-eating conformist drone.

Me after taking my meds: drives the scenic route home to see if there are any geese on the pond and does a little dance in line at the grocery store and comes home to throw everything​ in my fridge into a stew pot because I can finally taste food again while singing songs at my birds in which I replace all the instances of "she" with "Cheese" and doing a Dolly Parton impression on the phone to my sister