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"Sensei." Minato let out a high pitched shriek, simultaneously flinging himself away from his student and throwing the frying pan he'd been in the middle of taking out of the cubord at his head. There was a flash, and suddenly Minato was behind Kakashi, holding the pan and poised to strike, before wilting as he seemed to register it was just his student. Again. "Kakashi I told you to stop doing that!" "Did you put a hiraishin on your frying pan?" Kakashi asked in disbelief, completely ignoring his sensei's reprimand.
Chapter 6 of Chasing shadows is !! Now !! Out !! Go check it out!
#welcome back to yet another edition of “oh my did this chapter kick my ass so bad”#its here tho !!! yay !!!#may not be up to par#idk it felt messy to me#but#i wanted it out of the way#minato and kushina chapter yayyy#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#chasing shadows#minato namikaze#namikaze minato#kushina uzumaki#uzumaki kushina#naruto#birds fic recs
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i had a dream a while back that maruki's palace was a gorgeous grand cathedral (though dilapidated, abandoned, and overgrown) kinda like this. also in the dream i was goro akechi idk what that's saying abt my subconscious
#this is really messy bc i didnt want to look at it any longer and i was just throwign a bunch of refs and perspective together like HKJSDFHS#but the vibes are there... in my dream it was VERY big like huuuge empty echo-y hallways so not really Cramped like this#and it was more like white marble polished but yknow. vibes#also i didnt remember that well after i woke up so frown.#also i just extrapolated that i was akechi bc i was running after akira and sumire throughout the dream#though i just felt like me so i could have been me but. idk. who knows#cele draws#royal trio#persona 5 royal#shuakesumi#akira kurusu#goro akechi#sumire yoshizawa
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the last shadow puppets - everything you've come to expect: 2016 tour outfits — almost all clothes custom made by ray brown sources
#bands#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#alex turner#miles kane#eycte era#fashion#my content#honestly idk what to tag this im just so relieved it's done after 11 fucking months#a good portion of that time was spent not looking at the document to be fair but still#please click on the sources list btw i did mla citations ^-^for fun.#if anything's wrong or missing please let me knoww#i hope this. idk helps you identify what show a clip was from. which is my original intention with this#or appreciate how fucking many outfits they had during this goddamn tour#i know it's messy. i know. i could only gaf so much.#i felt so cringe adding my username in but just in case a slide gets posted somewhere else out of context (incredibly wildly unlikely)#i wanted people to know where to find the rest. in case they were interested. i dont know
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Gently putting her in my pocket forever
#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin#genshin fanart#idk what to put man#furina#doodle stuff#genshin furina#she is simply a new precious child of mine#local soukoku artist adopts a heavily traumatized daughter#sounds right to me#oh hi genshin people don't mind me#only messy stuff in here#and i felt too lazy to actually draw her whole original outfit okay
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2024 reads / storygraph
Those Beyond The Wall
sequel/companion to The Space Between Worlds, set a decade later
character-focused sci-fi set in an area divided in two, the rich protected city on one side and everyone else in the post-apocalyptic desert
follows a woman who works under the Emperor in Ashtown, keeping the peace
when mangled bodies start showing up with seemingly no murderer, she’s tasked with finding the cause, and finds out that it’s the result of corruption spanning both cities and multiple worlds
explores oppression and messy revolution, police violence and apartheid
bi & polyamorous MC
#Those Beyond The Wall#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#space between worlds sequel!!! honestly I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it….. In general I enjoyed it and I think it had#a lot of important things to say but also maybe highlighted some weaknesses(?) in both books?#or - I guess just the fact that the sff stuff (which skews a little more magicy here) is kinda small scope relative to its potential#and more there to serve the plot and characters. Which actually maybe is the point. idk- there's def mixed reviews lol#it has a messy unlikable MC (like actually - when half the weak ass reviews are saying the MC is annoying you know they are Actually a#complex character) and some interesting relationship dynamics#it is pretty solidly a sequel - I wouldnt read this without reading TSBW#cara does show up in here& tbh her characterisation felt quite different to me? unsure how I feel about that? but maybe it's the biased POV#also to be clear: polyam MC; not a polyam romance or anything#(there's - kinda a romance? or various feelings floating around and she 'ends up' with someone. feel like i would have liked that to end#more subtley but that's probably my personal taste lol)#man some of the 1 star reviews of this are kinda.....just racist though. can we get some measured critique in here#as I said i am not entirely sure how I feel about it but not quite in a way I can articulate.... idk! i think it's worth the read tho#it's maybe one of those revolutions that feels solved a little too easily in the end - but then also is it solved or is it just that the#narrative has to end at a certain point
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You've punctured my solitude, I told you. (...) I feel I can give you everything without giving myself away.
— The Argonauts, Maggie Nelson
#messy vessy#kinda wip???? i guess??? i gave up doing the necklaces and shadowing because i just didn't feel like it and want to go back to reading#but i just felt the random need to be artistic#sometimes it pours out of me#and yeah idk the quote felt vessel-coded#i have so many thoughts about this person#anyway as always enjoy plenty of kisses love you all#random doodles#sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#sleep token art#sleep token vessel#worship#worshitposting#sleep token fan art#sleep token band#fan art
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Day #78: Movie-goers
#miraculous ladybug#feligami#kagami tsurugi#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#marinette dupain cheng#ml spoilers#<- well#feligaminette#<- LMFAO#anyways. did anyone else watch that ''''''movie'''''''#the only nice thing i have to say abt it was tht it was very pretty. gorgeous gowns etc etc#in terms of storytelling pacing plot and dialogue........... it sure had those things !#i really just do not understand what went wrong bc all those elements usually work fine in the show itself. like#idk other than visuals that was extremely messy. not funny not smart like it felt like a cheap copy of the characters...#AND OF COURSE. NO KAGAMI. ANYWHERE#automatic 0/10. chloes design was sooo cute though :)#see me trying to be positive. idk just saying i would not have made the movie like that. personally.#felt like so much wasted potential#IM REALLY TRYING TO LIKE IT TOO LIKE I LOVE MIRACULOUS SO MUCH THTS WHY IT FEELS LIKE SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT.......#anyways. if u havent seen the movie sorry. u can pretend theyre watching barbie or something
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Amateur Hour but I gotta outsource this. Aromantics. Heed my call. What is "romantic" love to a non-believer?
Bonus Round if you're not entirely ace -- does experiencing any amount of sexual attraction influence your answer? Also acknowledging that both aro/ace identities exist on a spectrum. Believe me. I am deeply familiar... with so many kinds of spectrums........... 🧍
Also if this breaches containment It's Not That Serious........... just a personal question. For a friend. Me 🙂↕️
#was so tempted to put 'sometimes 'love' is just autistic obsession' as an answer bc on god#i do think that's a factor for me. like. espppppp in moe's case. moe is just Obsessed w alfonse.#extremely weird about him constantly studying him. like. it does feel like love... the intensity of it..... but.#both me and moe. most romance repulsed motherfuckers out there.#like. like. not to get too personal but the one relationship i did have. i genuinely felt i loved him#but i also think. so much of it was me reflecting what i Think love was 'supposed' to look like.#most importantly he was my best friend (at the time). and i def did feel differently about him than i did anyone else/even other friends#which is why i'm so conflicted... like half i did genuinely love him half i've never been able to love correctly#and it's always taken some level of putting on a performance according to what i see to 'perform' love#like. like. am i just autistic. does it just come down to the autism again.#but also esp nowadays like. back on my bullshit. i actually ALWAYS hesitate to call whatever moe has w alfonse 'romantic'#like. i think he does feel/experience romantic feelings. but moe is just so dysfunctional and messy#that like. i don't think it would call anything it feels about alfonse romance.#but it still completely adores him. in a way that's distinct from how it loves sharena and how it feels about anyone else.#even charas it admires. somehow. which honestly jusy leads me back to The Obsession again#also extremely focal is how the demisexuality kicks in. like. it's definitely not devoid of sexuality.#IDK IDK I'M TALKING TOO MUCH I'VE TALKED TOO MUCH AND I'M SO TIRED. I'VE BEEN SO TIRED#i'm not in my feelings honestly i'm just frustrated LMFAOOO LIKE. SCREAMING. WHY DOESN'T IT MAKE SENSE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#why am i preordained by fate to never be loved OR understood. wjat the hell man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My finale thoughts
#AND YALL KNOW IM A TRAGEDY ENJOYER SO ITS NOT ABT THAT#rlly the only plotlines I felt were successfully resolved were Jayce and viktor. which ofc is MY priority but in a show allegedly about jinx#and vi primarily. what the fuck happened#idk. they needed an editor to step in and cut out some of those plotlines it just made everything messy for this to be the last season#the stakes of the finale are simply not interesting. arcane is built on that interpersonal conflict between ppl who all think they’re doing#the right thing the decision not to do that and instead just make mindless zombie armies is baffling to me#WHAT HAPPENED TO THE CLASS STRUGGLE THAT WAS THE WHOLE POINT????#ambessa goes from a master strategist w her own unique ideology to just generically evil? which in turn makes Mel’s arc less impactful#happy ekko got his time (lol) a little tho#warlock wartalks
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This is like my Jonny D'Ville thesis. He's a character of all time
(also if tumblr kills the quality pls click on it)
#art#digital art#the mechanisms#the mechs fanart#jonny d'ville#tw gore#I put. so much into this#the bloke at the top is ofc supposed to be pre-mech jonny#based off long hair era jonny#1) bc i normally draw jonny with short spikey hair it felt Right to give him long hair#the “the birth of a mechanism is a messy and traumatic event” quote it was inspired this#it's soooo <3#and made me re-examine jonny's backstory#d'ville's gun is angled at vangelis bc he killed his old self#the smoke of the fire turns into the cosmos#and also he burnt down the casino and left for the stars#the hand is carmilla#idk how but she betrayed him#bc “ripping someone's heart out” is a euphemism for betrayal#and jonny's backstory is so full of betrayal and then he has his literal heart ripped out#and idk what's there. but something is#the warrant is for fun and also bc it's a good way to get across jonny's chaos#just arrest the fucker
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i loved every episode of the acolyte up until now, and i didn’t even really hate this one, but it was… something
#the acolyte spoilers#the action was really really good and there were totally things that i liked but.#idk. nothing particularly objectionable but very messy#sol also felt very out of character to me. like he was literally contradicting himself from the last two episodes#i know vernestra like explained it-ish but it just did not match up to what we’ve seen of him so far#also mae and osha didn’t really feel like themselves very much?#it was all just very weird#the stuff with the senate and vernestra felt very… unearned maybe is the word? idk
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I'm starting Mission to Zyxx Season 5 now, and I have feelings about that.
First, it generally scares me when people hype anything up at all because there is no guarantee that anyone values the exact same thing I do to the same degree. Even if I trust the creators of a thing to value something and try to do right by it, that doesn't always necessarily mean it will be successful, especially if that involves doing something wildly different than what made it good in the first place (I have been burned this way before). I guess I'm just hoping they continue the format of goofy improv shenanigans for the majority of it with something more planned and emotional in the finale if they want, like they've been doing all along. I'd think they would, and I've heard nothing bad about the ending, but I guess it still makes me nervous because I'm so close to the end and I want it so badly to stick the landing. I'm setting my expectations on the floor so I can be surprised instead of disappointed, but honestly, I don't need it to be better, I just need it to be on par with the rest.
Second, and more briefly, I'm happy it's (hopefully) ending before it has a chance to decline. I am so on board with that philosophy. But on the other hand, finishing a thing that I really, really like and knowing there's not another one out there gives me a special kind of heartache. Like, I know there will be other good media, and stuff that's good and unique in other ways, but I know for a fact that there are no other podcasts out there that have the same mix of a balance of off-the-wall improv and structured narrative, quality comedy, fantastical sci-fi setting and loveable characters, and high quality production. There are other things out there with many of those qualities, but nothing that checks every one of those boxes. It's a lightning-in-a-bottle thing that very much feels like the right people had to be in the right place at the right time to do it. Attempts to do it again would feel hollow because it had to be born out of necessity and passion and the talents of the people involved, so if you switch out the people it loses the reasons it's great, and if the same people tried to do it again it'd feel tired. That makes me so, so grateful it exists, but also so, so sad that it doesn't, and I'm 80% of the way done. When it's over, it's over.
Anyway. Now that that's all out there, I'm just gonna finish listening and have fun. Wish me luck.
#pickle pontificates#mission to zyxx#if you freaking flip on episode 1 after reading this and are like. wow. they're talking a lot about butts and ejecting people into space.#what is pickle on about#well. sue me i guess. idk#I have a lot of feelings about this as a general topic so this is moreso just the most recent thing that's touched on it for me#okay so time for essay 2 in the tags#1. I don't really talk about TAZ on here but it's something I carry with me whenever I think about this kind of thing#I think that in the same vein as MTZ it started off very goofy and directionless and then gave me more emotions than I thought it would#and it's not perfect but balance was a cultural landmark in a lot of ways#i enjoyed amnesty but it didn't have the same spark. what drew me to balance was all the goofy improvisation#and the fact that it was never serious until it was#amnesty (although i loved the setting/concept and enjoyed the characters) crossed the line into taking things more seriously#and while that's not a bad thing in and of itself the thing i enjoy about the mcelroys is when they're goofing around#that's what they're good at and it's why i like them#subsequent arcs suffered the same thing to varying degrees#i slogged through most of graduation for some reason and although ethersea was better i didn't finish it#taz dracula was the first time i've felt that same kind of fun while listening since balance#and I really think it was because they were just getting silly with it. sure yeah elizabeth the sports druid. lady godwin turns into a hors#whatever!#their dad gets to follow through on his ideas and do whatever crazy but kinda logical thing he comes up with#but i guess the point is that to me taz feels very lightning in a bottle. balance is what it's capable of being but is not the default#all the other right ingredients had to be in the soup#2. noragami. ohh noragami.#you wormed your way deep into my heart and then flopped out of it like a messy slimy dead fish#and i can't even be upset about it because the creators sounded so tired and unhappy with the way it ended#but there was so much potential. so many themes that DID hit hard throughout the story and could've knocked a man out cold#had they come back at the end#and they could have right up until so very close!!! it wasn't unsalvageable#in fact it still isn't. you'd hardly have to revise anything. you'd just have to write a different ending
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i really did like that ending
#4 minutes#it just made sense to me#idk#i know a lot of people are disappointed#but it felt right#and it's confusing and messy and i adore it#demo speaking
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yall guess who was under my tree
#idk why my mom felt the need to gaslight me into thinking i wasnt getting any gifts 😭😭#i found out one of em was mine this morning dhakdhd#gonna hang this bad boy up soon#leo messi
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Finally finished sweet tooth s3. Having incredibly mixed feelings
#love the show. love it a lot. about to be a bitch in the tags anyways#it was. so so messy. they needed another season so bad. the alaska trip took up so much of the comics#and that was with the previously established cast#in the show they introduced a million new characters. gave us no time to get to know them before they were thrown head first into the plot#and condensed an arc that was almost half of the comics into the span of like 5 episodes#my boy singh. oh how they massacred by boy#i mean. okay. in the context of the show the arc wasn't horrible for him.#but i think his survival in the comic and his dedication of his life to making up for the mistakes of his past by helping people and hybrids#would've been so much more powerful than his random self sacrifice at the end of the show.#bc honestly it just seems like another impulsive act in his moral flip flop he'd been having for the last few episodes#rather than active choice to be better#and honestly i wanted to see his delusional paranoid religious breakdown from the comics put to screen so bad#it would've been great#i do like that he turned against zhang the second she started trying to talk about rani. that shit slapped#the several fake outs about Jepp's death were so stupid and unnecessary and repetitive#why are you baiting everyone. you're going to piss off the hardcore comic fans waiting for his death and confuse the show fans#either commit to killing him or stop pretending like you're brave enough to do it#why did they flip back so hard into the mystical vaguely eco fascist backstory and outcome of the comic#after spending two seasons trying to build a more scientific and less 'humanity must end' story for two seasons straight#they tried to make it seem less 'humanity must die' again at the end by ending the virus#which i guess might've been the best outcome available considering the source material and the limitations of it's ending#but idk. it felt weird#the writing this season was so much less subtle. it felt like the characters were constantly monologing directly at the camera#nothing could be left unsaid everyone had to say exactly what they meant#and it was all moral lessons the writers were trying to feed directly to the audience#i feel like they wrote themselves into a corner at the end of the last season#and they expected to have at least one more season to write themselves out of it before the ending#and if not. if this was the plan since the beginning. literally what. WHAT.#can not imagine the people who wrote the last two seasons sitting down and writing this#it won't let me add more tags but i have more thoughts. many more. tumblr is silencing me for speaking the truth /j
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Inside me there are two wolves (I love Nobara and Gojo, I'm not sure at all I want them alive)
#jjk spoilers#Just in case#But like. Come on#I hope if I do go on this will be coherent in a not messy way#It felt. You know. At least from the sidelines it seemed good that these people were dead idk#It's true Nobara didn't die like Nanami did but idk#I hope it will make sense#And I'm not super into the idea of Gojo being alive. I actually. I guess I actually kind of love him#But I am not sure I would like that in the story idk#I have to read it though to decide but for now it kinda looks. Sort of. Cheap?#I hope it is not so#Emotionally. I am very glad the girl is back haha#She's such a dear too#The kids in this are a joy tbh#Feeling very Nanami about them. Making me reconsider teaching and having kids can you believe#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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