#idk if two cfs girlies who can't drive should be in a long term relationship logistically speaking and i couldn't be casual with this girl | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

plexippusangel · 4 months

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Once again I am feeling very touch starved right before I hang out with my VERY pretty friend who I can't date on account of how I would be very bad for her in particular despite how much I adore her on every level. I have to keep a grip on myself. Appropriate amount of hugs and the like. I will be sooo so normal about this.

#faer personal files #like. she is so pretty and smart and perfect and i would straight up marry her if i would not be bad for her but I WOULD BE #also. she was in love with my sister for like ten years i can't be doing this i just can't. there are other reasons as well.#idk if two cfs girlies who can't drive should be in a long term relationship logistically speaking and i couldn't be casual with this girl #idk if we could have a house together either. she likes a very minimalist one i like lots of stuff #she's introverted i like to fill my home with people on the regular when i'm well like there are basic incompatibilities there #but then i look at her and she is so perfect and good and i just want to be an idiot. and i shouldn't. she had a hard time after we hung ou #last time on account of too many cuddles. so. exact appropriate amount of hugs. greeting hug. one hug in middle. one big hug before we part #i am going to be a good friend with tactical precision

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