#idk if this ship already exists I joined the fandom today

[myasoko]

Is there shipping in the SCP fandom?

this is inspired by this youtube comment:

[cubur]

Hi there! How did you come to sns fandom? 👉🏻👈🏻

Hi there！ Oh I have received many questions so far such as why do you ship sns, how long have you loved sns etc. but i have never seen a question like how did you come to sns fandom. So I thought a little about your question ^^！

Well, if I remember correctly i started watching Naruto in around 2014 …but started shipping them around 2016. I didn't watch anime episodes every day so it took me about 2 years to finish the whole story, yep (I checked the manga much later). And I didn't start the anime for naruto&sasuke's story. Sasuke's character caught my attention from the very beginning. So obviously, I started watching the anime just to learn about his and Itachi's story together. However, even though I hadn't even finished the first season of the anime yet, the story of Naruto and Sasuke and all those feelings reflected by the author had seriously penetrated into me. Still, I didn't want to make a clear decision before finishing the whole story and waited… But as each episode passed, Naruto's feelings for Sasuke began to increase and this had reached a point that could no longer be ignored. And this actually reminded me of myself in a way. I mean, i was following some anime pages at that time and maybe 90% of the naruto fandoms clearly hated Sasuke. And sometimes I even wondered if i was the only one who was weird. Because I understood Sasuke, i knew why he acted like that and i never blamed him. And even also contrary to what others said I never believed Sasuke hated Naruto. Because even though he didn't say anything, the author was drawing Sasuke's eyes in such a way that as if I understood everything he said at that moment

After the story ended, both of them got married to a female character, so I think they asked the entire fandom to ignore the story that has been written for so many years. Some accepted this situation, some said they won but frankly, I have never been someone who lies to myself, so I chose to move on without forgetting my past. That's why, I decided to join the sns fandom to keep them alive …at least as much as I can. Also ofcourse I never forget the fanartists who inspired me！If they weren't there I probably wouldn't be where i am today. Some of them already know themselves and some of them maybe don't even know about my existence because they deleted their accounts and left the fandom long ago… But as I said, I have never been someone who quickly forgets my past, so i'll never forget them either <3

Also… (you can ignore this part if you want)

I want to be a little more honest with you guys now. A few days before you sent this dm I was thinking to myself that i shouldn't be in this fandom. Yes. Maybe if you ask why, I can't explain it. Just… I have been experiencing some personal and country-related problems lately, and I can say that I am starting to fear that these may become permanent problems. It's probably too early to talk about these things but… I just feel like i'm not as creative and active as i used to be. So… idk. Just wanted to share with you all how I feel inadequate.

Thank you to everyone who read this far！🙏

[lemonerix]

oof this took me a while but here we go!! tysm for the tag @chao-mp3 !!

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Three ships

1. USUKUS🍔🎩 (Hetalia)

Okay uhhh they've been like my otp since I joined the heta fandom (and that was like nine years ago, good God). My energy towards this ship ebbs and flows, but it'll always be there. idk what it is about them that keeps me chained to their ship. ig it's their dynamic in general (the typical sun x moon, dog energy x cat energy, sunny personality x grumpy personality, etc. dynamic). maybe it's their canon interactions that I find cute, like the fact that Ame always end up calling Eng every New year's bc of a stupid criteria he made up. the lines are blurred with how stupidly confusing their relationship is, like is it platonic, is it familial, is it romantic, or is it just surface level, who knows? maybe the complexity of their relationship is what I like about them, it's a messy tangle of miscommunication, stubbornness, dubious morals and heavy baggage. or maybe it's just their "in all timelines, in all possibilities" potential, like place them in any situation and they'd fit. maybe that's just the delusion talking lol.

2. Teutemp🐤✝️(Hetalia)

I was actually indifferent to this ship the first time I came across it, but the second time I did, it was like I got hit by a bus going past the speed limit. I suddenly saw the potential and I've been falling down this ship's rabbit hole ever since. Childhood friends, religious trauma, forbidden romance and doomed lovers? Hits every fucking note for a lot of lovely, lovely angst. Aside from the potential hurt this ship can inflict, I also see that Gabe can be the only person Gil would probably feel honest with. He'd never tell Ludwig, Rod and Eliza about his complicated feelings towards his dissolution, but Gabe probs sympathises with him, considering he had already 'gone'. This mutual trauma might lead to them healing together and finally finding acceptance with their existence. Also they're spending their nationhood retirement at a countryside property, gardening, going on picnics and afternoon walks, spending their days in slow, sweet contentment. <-this is true

3. Serirei☂️🧂(Mp100)

Okay, on a surface level, it's a sweet lil office romance but like if I talk about it more, I could say that maybe they're just two lonely people brought together by circumstance (more like a life changing decision), and their relationship could either plateau or become something more as they heal from their individual traumas. There's also the trust they have with each other too, and how stuff might change should Reigen be truthful to Seri about having no psychic powers.

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First ship

Percabeth🌊🦉(PJO/HOO)

Been a while since I've mentioned this ship, but they were my OGs dude. I'm always weak for slowburn childhood friends to lovers. Fighting side by side in two wars before college, carrying the literal weight of the world together (they got matching hair streaks for that too), Percy only showing Annabeth his Achilles heel, going through literal hell together, Annabeth's face being the only thing Percy remembers after getting amnesia, and ofc judo flipping as a love language *sobs*. Despite everything thrown at them, be it mythological or not, they'll go through it together and I remember as a lil kid that I wished a love like theirs found me someday (not so much today, I've got more stuff on my plate and there's no place for romance). 

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Last movie 

Portrait of God (short films count, right?)

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Last song

Hozier's cover for "Do I wanna know?"

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Currently reading 

"Red Rising" by Pierce Brown, "The Way of Kings" by Brandon Sanderson and "Noli me Tangere" by Jose Rizal, along with like 10 ao3 tabs in my browser

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Currently watching 

Just finished watching "From", currently watching b99, & carnival row and rewatching delicious in dungeon 

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Currently eating 

smores nibblers from my school café 

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Currently craving 

a shawarma wrap

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tagging @dapotatoauthor , @netsue101 & @hydraespacial tho u don't have to do this if ur not up to it✨

I was tagged by @schmedterlingfreud. Thank you so much!

Let's go!

Three ships:

They are all Hetalia ships.

-Spamano: I fall in love with them the first time I saw them together and I have been writing about them for so long that they're just a part of my daily basis, for saying it somehow.

-FrUK: they love and hate each other, the perfect example of the "with or without you". I love their interaction in the series, they're so funny together.

-PruHun: I have always thought that these two complement each other so well. He is the only one that doesn't mind her behavior or bad habits, he loves her the way she is and she hasn't to restraint herself when he is near.

First Ship: RoyEd (FMA): I never thought of them as a couple until I read a fanfiction about them (the first one I read) . I rewatched the series and I couldn't stop thinking about them being a couple for a long time (they were 15 years of difference!). Fortunatelly, that time passed.

Last movie: Last night I watched "Catch me if you can" for... nth time. It was on TV. Well, it shows a young Leo DiCaprio (in an age in which his girlfriends were his age too XDD).

Last song: "Vengo a fidarmi di te" by Francesco Gabbani.

Currently Reading: "El misterio de la cripta embrujada" by Eduardo Mendoza. Currently Watching: Ao no Exorcist, in fact I have to watch the last and the current season.

Currently Eating: Nothing, I had dinner one hour ago. Currently Craving: a sleeping infusion with some chocolates.

I'm tagging:

@starsmadeinheaven, @irimaru, @smoothie03, @chizooo, @lydia-denise-la-rue

Feel free to do it or no.

[lemoncakepanda]

Top 50 NaLu Anime Moments {Pt 3}

I am so sorry it took me so long to write this! This week has been a roller-coaster to me, especially since Tuesday. I got so busy, and every time I would log into tumblr, I would only look at my dashboard and have absolutely no energy left to write. Without any further delay, let me show you guys the rest of my top 50, and today we’re covering moments 30 through 21.

Part 2 can be found here.

30. “I’ll be lonely, you idiot!” (Ep 265).

This moment still makes me so emotional. Like... i’ve said this before on my previous top 25 moments, so there’s nothing much to add, but I love this moment because it shows how much Lucy began to rely on Natsu. How much she needed his presence around her, despite always kicking him out and scolding him. And then to lose all that? Just like that? To be filled with such a huge sense of security, the certainty that someone will always be there for you, and to have that ensurance taken away from you? That must’ve hurt. That must’ve broken her heart and it’s no wonder she’s so upset with Natsu when he comes back (again, I get why Natsu had to leave and I’ve already given my thoughts on it, but I also get Lucy’s side) and must’ve stung extra harder bc she’d just lost Aquarius, something she also never thought would happen. But yeah, this is why I like this scene, despite it being sad. It was great character development for Lucy, showed the development in NaLu, and it also pushed the ship forward by giving if conflict and separation, which only resulted in bringing them closer in the future. Also, I also like how Natsu only left a note to Lucy and no one else. She really is his most precious person, along with Happy.

29. “Let’s save the tears for when we win.” (Ep 159).

As a big sucker for moments where Natsu comforts Lucy, this one’s gotta be in the list. Despite being in a team of 5, despite her whole guild being there, only one person came to pick up Lucy and lift up her spirits and that was Natsu. It could’ve been anyone, really. Erza or Gray. But Mashima thought (and I agree) Natsu would make the most sense, because of how deep the NaLu relationship runs, to showcase how they’d grown even stronger since Tenrou Island, and it worked! Natsu, who’d once called Lucy useless to her face, coming up to her and telling her she was amazing, even though she lost? Lucy, who was always so annoyed with Natsu and his fighting, looking up to him with tears in her says saying “i’m all fired up”? That’s the kinda development we strive for.

28. “You’re Lucy of Fairy Tail, aren’t you?” (Ep 23).

I swear, this ship makes me want to scream. And here we come back to a time when Natsu and Lucy were still growing as a team, and still didn’t know each other that well, but already had so much faith on one another. This, I feel, is the first time (after, you know, the tower jump) where it showed that they actually cared and understood each other, mostly Natsu, in this case. Everyone else told Lucy not to cry, not to blame herself because of what her father did, meanwhile, Natsu merely reminded her of who she was. Where she belonged to. And like Lucy said later in the arc, she believed her mother would want her to follow her heart and do what she wanted, and this was probably the first time someone other than Layla showed Lucy that her choice was hers to make, and hers only. Like i’ve said before, what Natsu said, what he did for her here, helped shape Lucy into the person she is today, as well as it’s what also helped Lucy to start relying more on Natsu emotionally, whereas she relied mostly on him physically, to protect her.

27. “Lucy!” (Ep 303).

This moment... is much lower on my list here, whereas it was so high on the first one, but that’s mostly because my opinion has changed, as well as new moments have arrived that I loved much more, and some other moments too I now realize I took for granted, and took a high spot in my list. But nevertheless, it’s still a very special moment. And despite my problems with the animation, I have to admit that I like the desperation in Natsu’s eyes as he holds onto Lucy for dear life, after almost losing her (big sigh bc we know what happens a few eps later); and he even forgets about the other people around them: Mest, Brandish, even Happy! I like how she came first here to him, how he didn’t even hesitate before grabbing her. Now, how he came from that position to groping her boobs with all his might later, I can’t even explain, just... you know... Mashima.

26. Natsu and Lucy versus Jacob. (Ep 299).

Listen, this... this is one of the funniest fights I’ve ever watched on anime. While I like the pacing better on the manga, I really liked the execution of it in the anime, and hearing Natsu and Lucy’s “dirty talk” was one of my dreams coming to life, lmao. Natsu and Lucy once again showing how great they are at teamwork, and why they work so damn well together, how their thoughts align and how their trust on each other plays a huge deal on their victory. Plus, hello, it’s this moment which gives Mavis the inspiration to defeat Zeref, so it’s an extra big moment, i’d say, despite being severely underrated. Still on topic, I liked how when Lucy was undressed in front of him, Natsu was like “how is this supposed to be hell?” and say what you want, but just because he didn’t blush didn’t mean he wasn’t enjoying that view.

25. “Thank you for protecting our future.” (Ep 187).

Not really a NaLu NaLu moment, but still a very sweet NaLu moment. In case you don’t know (and for that reason, you should not be reading this list), the one in the picture is Future Lucy, and what makes this moment so special is that, even though that’s not present Lucy, it’s still his Lucy. He trusts her word completely and understand she effort she’s made, and all the horrors she’s been through, and he kneels down to the ground, craddles her head and presses his forehead to her, to express how grateful he is for what she’s done, and to show that he appreciates her, even if she’s not from his time. And this must’ve meant so much to this Lucy, because she lost her Natsu; she watched him die (the anime even does a little flashback), and she is back at the warmth and the softness only one person could give her, and she thought she’d never have that again. And then there he was, right in front of her, still the same man she’d always known. Still believing in her. Also, a small bonus: present Lucy is watching all this with a sweet smile and a soft blush on her cheeks.

24. “Don’t worry me like that.” (Ep 310).

And now we’re back to me wanting to scream because of these, bc hey... look at this! How come these two f*ckers started a goddamn a relationship and not even realize it? Like, it’s not even possibly platonic at this point in the story! There’s no friendship that can explain this, especially when it’s purposely being parallel with Gruvia, a canon romantic ship, and especially because we know what led up to this moment. And then you have Lucy holding onto Natsu, so relieved that she found him and squeezing him closer to her, despite not knowing what happened to him or what he’d just done, and Natsu whispering her name, listening to her voice once again when he thought he’d never listen to it again, having her so close to him when he thought he’d lost her... and you want me to not ship that? You want to tell me that’s platonic? I can’t even. I literally can’t even. That’s all I have to say about this.

23. “I want a piggyback ride.” Drunk Lucy round 1. (OVA 4).

While I love Lucy jumping on Natsu and wiggling her body onto his during the christmas ova, I have to admit this moment here has a special place in my heart, which makes it higher on the list. Maybe it’s because it was the first time we saw Lucy drunk, and was still a time when we started to really get NaLu moments, and Lucy’s feelings were still 50/50 to us, and then you get this, and Drunk Lucy is all f*cking over Natsu; she has hearts around her when she’s happy because she saw two Natsus, she makes him omelet (how? idk) and wants to feed it to him, is upset when she thinks he rejects it, wants him to make her purr... this alone should tell you a lot, is all touchy-feely with him, and basks in how warm he is, with her eyes closed. And Natsu, my boy... you coulda just run. You didn’t have to stay there and you didn’t have to obey her, lol. I bet he was freaked out because Lucy had never given him this much attention before, so he didn’t know how to deal with it. Always nice to see some Lucy > Natsu action, so let us all thank Mashima for the existence of Drunk Lucy, who makes this more possible than regular Lucy bc she lives in denial, lol.

22. “Beautiful”. (Ep 73).

A classic moment, and one that is immensely loved within the NaLu fandom, and rightfully so! Not only is this the most beautiful tree i’ve seen in anime, but also gave so much more depth to Natsu and Lucy’s relationship, despite being a simple omake. I’ve mentioned this before, but after Phantom Lord arc, there was very little development on NaLu, and most of their scenes together were reapeats of things we’d seen before: them reuniting after the team is separated, working together to solve it, reuniting again, trusting each other, yada yada. Very nice, but still, mostly just friendship and nothing that really stood out. This moment here, where Natsu uproots a tree for Lucy just because she was sick and couldn’t come to see it, then putting it into a boat so it could float all the way over to the front of her house... can be seen as a platonic gesture, and probably was made with that intention on Natsu’s part, but the thing is, these kinda things only happen with them. Yes, Mashima could have given this moment for someone else like Erza or Mirajane, or even Wendy, who was new to the series and probably didn’t even know about this: so why didn’t he? The answer is quite easy, and y’all know it. Development. Growth. Natsu was upset Lucy couldn’t come and join them, didn’t even crack a smile during the whole festival, but he wanted Lucy to be able to, even if he didn’t get to see it. He wanted to make her happy. That’s very special of him, and I think there was already a little of romance there, he just didn’t know what it was, so he just followed his feelings and went for it. Okay, enough gushing and analysing, time to end this list.

21. “What do I look like to you?” round 1. (Fairy Tail: Dragon Cry).

Please, don’t kill me for not having this on top 10, I wanted to put it there, because HELLO, LOOK AT THIS PICTURE, I NEED 911, I- HOW CAN THEY STAND SO CLOSE TO EACH OTHER! MY BOYFRIEND SAW ME GIFFING THIS AND ASKED “IS HE TRYING TO KISS HER” AND I JUST FREAKED OUT, SOMEBODY SEDATE ME! Mashima, what were you trying to do with this? Were you trying to kill us? Like, why does Natsu want to know what he looks like to Lucy? And why he’s gotta stand so close to her that their noses are brushing, just to ask her this? AHSIAHSJJAOSJAAKA, I KNOW THE ANSWER, BUT I STILL NEED ANSWERS! Okay, I was able to calm down a little. I really truly love this moment (love dragon cry in general), and I love how Wendy interrupted them and knew immediately she’d walked into something intimate, the poor thing, lmao, I wish that was me. But really, this is just Natsu taking any excuses he can to stand super close to Lucy even when it doesn’t make sense, because we all know he’s just got it real bad for her.

Will try to post part 4 tomorrow, but no promises. My baby niece is staying over and she takes up all of my free time, lol.

[gaylotusthatexists]

birthday for granddad

Fandom: Dan and Phil

Pairings: Devan, Phan

Rating: General

Brief Description: The Howlter family host Dan a birthday party. 

Word Count: 583

Notes: It’s Dan’s birthday! Here’s a short lil’ fic to celebrate! Idk how I feel ‘bout this exactly, but it exists, at least. It’s just super fluffy, mostly dialogue based idk. Hope y’all enjoy it? 

I walked down into the living room, only to find Dad pinning up a birthday banner above the bar. I frowned. Since when was we having a birthday party today? Like, party, sure, that wasn't surprising - we had parties way too often. However, I didn't think it was anyone's birthday. 

"Who's birthday is it?" I asked Dad, hoping onto one of the barstools. 

"Your granddads."

I hummed. "I didn't know I had a granddad."

Dad turned around. "How do you not know?"

"I've never met him?"

He shook his head. "You've met him before. He used to be here all the time when you were a kid. Still pops down sometimes."

I shrugged. "I have no memory of this dude ever existing."

Dad sighed. "Okay then. You can invite Evan round for the party, if you'd like."

I pointed to the stairs, as Evan walked down. "He's already here."

"Of course he is." Dad laughed. "Did he stay over last night?"

"When does he not stay over?"

"You made a good point."

Evan walked over so he stood besides me. I stood up, and slung my arms around his shoulder, pulling him closer and kissing him on the forehead. Being at least half a foot taller than him, I was fortunate enough to be able to do that. 

He looked over to Dad. "Who's birthday is it?"

"My granddads, apparently," I told him. 

"You have a granddad?"

I shrugged. "Apparently?"

The doorbell rang. I supposed that would be him. I made my way over, and opened the door, finding two men standing on the other side, one in a red plaid t-shirt and the other in all black. I smiled. 

"Hey."

The one in plaid grinned, and suddenly enclosed me in a hug. "Oh my God, Dab, you've grown so much!" He must have been my granddad, which just made me wonder who exactly the other dude was. 

"Happy birthday," I said, still smiling.

Granddad drew back, and laughed. "It's not my birthday. Its his!" He pointed to the other man. 

I frowned. "So, you're not my Granddad?"

"I am," he told me, "but you don't have to call me Granddad. Phil is fine. And this is your other Granddad, Dan!" He pointed at the man in all black, before adding, "It's his birthday," in a whisper.

Two granddads. I... could deal with that. In fact, that was bloody amazing. At least I knew there was no way that they would disapprove of my relationship with Evan. 

I looked over to Dan. "Happy birthday!"

He just stared at me. "Yup, another year closer to death."

I nodded. "Sure. Uh, come on in, the party hasn't started yet." I stepped aside, allowing my grandparents to enter. They both went to talk to Mum and Dad, whilst I joined Evan on the sofa. I wrapped my arm around him again, and rested my head on his shoulder. 

Dan came to join us in the living room. He placed a hand over his heart. "You two are so cute!"

I looked over to him. "Thanks, I think?"

"Seriously, I ship you two so much, oh my god." He sat down. 

"Right." I took a deep breath. "So, you're... my granddad? How does that even work?"

"Phil and I adopted Dil," he stated. "Your Dad, I mean."

"Well-" I shot finger guns at him, snapping my fingers. "Happy birthday, dude."

"Happy birthday from me, too," Evan added, quietly. 

Phil walked over towards the couch, giving Dan a kiss on the forehead on the way. Just like I had done with Evan. 

I smiled. I guess that's where I got it from. 

s o yeah, there is a thing. if y’all liked it, feel free to leave a like and reblog all that shit? idk man hope y’all enjoyed, and a very happy birthday to our danny boi