#idk if thats on purpose or not
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not sure if tumblr is being tumblr or if i've been dumped by a beloved mutual with no idea what i did wrong
#i wasn't paying a lot of attention bc of family drama + physical illness + mental illness and noticed a day or so ago that i#hadn't seen them on my dash recently so i went to their blog and i wasn't following them anymore#so i followed them again and messaged them and now today i'm not following them apparently#idk if thats on purpose or not#if it is the only thing i can think is that i messaged when i wasn't positive they were taking messages yet#something they had requested people not do for awhile for mental health stuff#so maybe i fucked up there#but otherwise i am at a loss#and tbh really heartbroken about it if it was on purpose#and they had two posts about tumblr and unfollowing and one was how it was dumb for making people unfollow them but the other was how#someone messaged them that they didn't want to hear from ever again#and i dont have timestamps#so#but they werent following me either#so i guess the problem is me??#quelle surprise#it always is#but i like to at least know why i'm being left#its bad hours of the night / morning and i just discovered i'm still KING at being left#i was just thinking the other day that this hadn't happened in awhile and apparently the universe took that as a challenge#my hope its a glitch paired with my lifelong abandonment issues = a weird unpleasant state of being#maison speaks
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