#idk if i’ll watch tn or tomorrow

[littlealexhorne]

they are so dear to me

[homosociallyyours]

@velvet-impala tagged me to answer this long set of questions, and bc I love this sort of thing I’m DOING IT! I’ll tag folks here just in case you don’t want to read thru this whole dang thing. But I wanna say: if you want to do this, PLEASE DO IT and tag me so I can see-- I *love* reading responses to stuff like this. But @la-paritalienne @disgruntledkittenface @and-id-marry-larry @calmrry @crinkle-eyed-boo @lightwoodsmagic -- y’all are tagged :) 

1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or blue pen? black, but what matters most is how smoothly it writes.

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or city? walkable neighborhood in a city. 3. If you could learn a new skill what would it be? would love to learn how to hack into billionaire bank accounts without getting caught so i could redistribute their wealth to a variety of mutual aid funds. :)  4. Do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? no, just milk! unless it’s really shitty/bitter coffee, and then i will take it with a couple sugars or sweetened creamer. 

5. What was your favourite book as a child? probably the Anne of Green Gables books  6. Do you prefer baths or showers? showers! i wanna love a bath, but i get bored too fast and i never feel comfortable (where do i put my head? my feet? what do i do when my belly isn’t covered by the water and it gets cold?) so they’re meh. 

7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would it be? dryad! i wanna be a tree spirit!

8. Paper or electronic books? paper, i guess. but i do love reading fic electronically, so..

9. What is your favourite item of clothing? used to be my work hoodie. but now i would say this blue striped button down i have OR this one black dress i have with 3/4 sleeves that’s really soft and comfy. 

10. Do you like your name or would you like to change it? i always meant to start going by Dottie when I got older, but it hasn’t happened yet so it probably won’t by now? but i would never change my name generally speaking. 

more after the cut! 

  11. Who is a mentor to you? i had a co-worker who was really a mentor for me since i got into being a cheesemonger in 2008. he’s been in the industry for a long time and basically recruited me to the job i have/had here. but when i got sick he basically dropped me/hasn’t spoken to me in a long time. let me tell you: it fucking sucks. bc a mentor is a cross between a friend and a colleague and a relative; we jokingly called him my lesbian uncle. and so losing him from my life so completely over something like this is deeply shitty. 

12. Would you like to be famous and if so, what for?  not now, but before i was sick i would’ve said yes. BUT only bc i think i would be a great Saturday Night Live host (not a cast member! just a one time host with a monologue/skits). So whatever level of fame i needed to get that..

13. Are you a restless sleeper? I have really bad insomnia that means i take at least an hour to fall asleep most nights. Once I’m out, I usually sleep ok, but i do have intense dreams/nightmares that wake me up sometimes. 

14. Do you consider yourself a romantic person? yeah :/

15. Which element best represents you? earth: the wet dirt and leaves in a forest after rain in particular

16. Who do you want to be closer to? emotionally i’m pretty good i think. physically i wish i could be closer to friends and family in NYC, Seattle area, TN/Atlanta, and Germany

17. Do you miss someone at the moment? the people referenced above. also missing my Grandmomma a lot lately and my mom. 

18. Tell us about an early childhood memory. art lessons with my grandmomma. her set of pastels that were all worn down and the heavy paper (black) that she pulled out to work on. she drew a quick portrait of a man, showing me how to create depth in skin tones with blue and green against the softer flesh tones. she didn’t blend it out, the marks all painterly and strong-- her style. i was 10, maybe? 12? so not *early* but it feels like forever ago. 

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten? i have no idea? i’ve eaten a lot of weirdish cheeses. i’ve had geoduck? 

20. What are you most thankful for? the amazing friends i’ve gathered into my life along the way, my dad, and my baby dog. 

21. Do you like spicy food? yes, within reason (i don’t get stuff that’s spicy just for the heck of it, like ghost pepper chips or whatever? but when spice is integrated in with other flavors i love it)

22. Have you ever met someone famous? i used to make up stories about meeting famous people that were based on partial truths. i’ve hung out with or met a lot of gay famous people. but the biggest person who comes to mind is Sandra Bernhard. I sold her cheese.  23. Do you do you keep a diary or journal? i have over the years. now i sometimes write things down in a paper journal, but mostly go to a really old blogging site where i basically put all my big feelings down in a public but sorta private spot.  

24. Do you prefer to use a pen or a pencil? depends on my mood.

25. What is your star sign? taurus sun and moon, gemini rising

26. Do you like your cereal soggy or crunchy? in between...not HARD crunchy, but not soft soggy. 

27. What would you want your legacy to be? would like people to remember that i loved them well and made them feel good/happy when i was around them. and hopefully that it made them feel like being good to others too. 

28. Do you like reading, what was the last book you read? i do, but i’m mostly reading fic these days. i think the thing i read last was Pink Like the Paradise Found, which was FANTASTIC!

29. How do you show someone you love them? i tell them, shower them with physical affection, and do little things for them. also try to remember small details about what they enjoy and then do stuff to make them feel good when they’re down

30. Do you like ice in your drinks? yes, but not too much

31. What are you afraid of? sometimes being along but only when it’s very dark out and i’m in the sads. honestly-- this is some deep internalized ableism but here it is --i’m very afraid of never getting better and not being able to take care of myself or anyone else. 

32. What is your favourite scent? jasmine flowers, pu-er tea, the specific scents of people i love

33. Do you address older people by their name or surname? however they’re introduced i guess. maybe because i’m an older person lol

34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life? i would live in the apartment i had alone (with a guest room). i would hire someone from my community to come help me out sometimes. i would get a weekly grocery delivery from the good quality place. i would have a dog walker. and i would fly home to see my family more than once a year and fly my family out for a visit sometimes. so like. probably the way a lot of ppl live? idk. 

35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? ocean

36. What would you do if you found £50 on the ground? get dinner at the thai restaurant down the street a couple times. 

37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? yes, lots! 

38. What is the one thing you would want to teach your children? i’m not having kids BUT for the kids in my life, i try to teach them/model the importance of consent and respect for their own bodies as well as other people’s. and i know it said one thing, but alongside that is that i respect and love them for who they are, and that’s something they get to decide. 

39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? i want a lot of tattoos, but if i could get one tomorrow it would be a cheese themed tattoo with a variety of cheese knives (parm tools, dutch style knife) and a small cheese assortment. or a portrait of my dog

40. What can you hear now? this kinda dumb netflix show that i decided to binge today even tho it’s only kinda meh and my dog snoring just a little. 

41. Where do you feel the safest? when i’m surrounded by friends. 

42. What is the one thing you want to overcome/conquer? my stupid money issues prolly

43. Of you could travel back to any era, what would it be? wanna go back to 1977 and live in the girl direction AU i wrote last year, lol.

44. What is your most used emoji? laugh crying emoji or sobbing maybe

45. Describe yourself using one word. colorful

46. What do you regret the most? not sure if this is a thing but i regret not realizing when i got bitten by a tick/got lyme disease the first time, bc maybe i could’ve just taken antibiotics and killed it, and then maybe i wouldn’t be sick? 

47. Last movie you saw? watched the new charlie’s angels the other night

48. Last tv show you watched? this dumb show is called sweet magnolias, and it’s. honestly not terrible! it’s just not my style of show. OH WAIT i take it back, they left it on a really shitty cliffhanger without warning, and that is the one way to make me drop your show/fic HARD unless i like. genuinely love you. so byeeee dumb show, hope you get cancelled

49. Invent a word and it’s meaning. saungry: sadness brought on by being hungry, like hangry except oops you’re crying now! example: “fuck i knew i should’ve eaten before calling my best friend, now i miss them and i’m too saungry to figure out what to eat! Guess I’ll have tears for dinner” (almost called it sungry, but the internet thinks that might just mean ‘so hungry’)

did you make it to the end? WOW! devotion. thank you. 

[stickybouquetkidthings-blog]

Crush Imagines: Field Trip Attraction

Request: Hey can you do an imagine where the girl and the boy had a field trip and they stayed at a hotel 

An: Sure

                                                       Yn’s Pov

YAY!!!!!! Today’s the day we going to a field trip to (Dream Location) man i’m so excited it was my dream. I was on snapchat doing a group chat with Bfn, Cfn, and Cn

Yn: Hey r u guys excited

Bfn: Hell yes (Dream Location) here i come

Cfn: I’m excited 2 we’re even staying at a hotel

Bfn: Hopefully its one of those classy 5 star hotels they’re better

Yn: Classy Bfn

Cfn: Where’s Cn

Yn: Idk

Cfn: I gotta call him I think he’s asleep

Yn: Okay

Cfn: C ya later bby

Bfn: Bye <3

Cfn: luv ya

Bfn: luv ya 2

Cfn: <3

Bfn: <3

Cfn: <3

Bfn: <3

Yn: JUST F*CKING CALL HIM ALREADY!!!!!!

Cfn: Okay chill

                                                 Cfn’s Pov

I was calling Cn just because his soon to be girlfriend is text *coughs* Yn is texting and he must be in the group chat. But when i was calling him he miss a call or hung up.

Cfn: Cn pick up pick up

He picks up

Cfn: JUST PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE ITS NOT THAT HARD

Cn: Um Cfn

Cfn: Oh hey Cn we’re having a group chat

Cn: Is Yn in it

                                              Cn’s Pov

Holy crap Yn is in the group chat. I went to snap chat and texted i was texting very fast so i won’t miss out on anything

Cn: hEY SOrorry ui rfrogot to tedtx you

Yn: 0_0 What wuz that text

Cn: Srry about my late chat

Yn: Its fine Bfn left 2 eat dinner and i’m alone

Cn: So excited about tomorrow

Yn: Hell yes its my dream

Cn: As always

Yn: F*ck u

Cn: Sry about that but luv u 2

Yn; I never said that

My heart dropped when she texted that

Cn: I wuz being a jokur ok

Yn: Okay I gtg c u tomorrow

Cn: C ya tomorrow

Man texting Yn made me man up more but f*cking Cfn called me in the middle of my dream since its about me and Yn.

                                                  Yn’s Pov

I heard the phone so i got up and turned off my alarm. Its time for the field trip so I got ready doing the usual. Then got to school. When I arrive I went to where we meet and I saw Cn sitting alone

Yn: Hey

Cn: Hi

Yn; I guess we’re alone

Cn: Yup hey is it okay if I could share a room with you

Yn: Yeah sure

Why did I say that jeeze Yn aye dios mios

Cn: Okay and is it okay if i sit with you on the airport

Yn: Ok but Bfn didn’t save me a seat sure (You’re out of the state/country)

Cn: Okay 

Then more people came and the teacher came and said

Tn: Okay class before we go on the bus does anyone need to use the restroom

None

Tn: Okay then I’ll just take attendance and collect the field trip forms and we’ll go

After the attendance taking and the form collecting we went in the bus. I got so bored at the bus driver saying we shouldn’t eat or drink in the bus and the exit doors and blah blah blah. I was sitting next to Bfn showing her my camera my dad gave me since he got his payday

Bfn: Yn you know we have instagram and stuff

Yn: Yeah but I can put these pictures in this

I showed her my picture book

Bfn: Looks pretty

Yn: I know say do you want a picture of us

Bfn: Sure

Then i took a picture of us

                                              At the airport

Tn: Okay class find a partner to sit at the airport

I was trying to find Bfn but she’s sitting with Cfn couple goals by the way so i guess Cn is sitting with me. So I asked Bfn if I can take a picture of them and she said yes

Yn: Okay Cfn Move closer okay. Now Bfn Give Cfn a cheek kiss. Okay

I snap it and it came out good

Yn: Yass queen take a pic

Bfn: Can I see it

she looked

Bfn: I look Guicci (Sorry about those old memes)

So Bfn post her pic on Insta and I’m the first person to like it and comment #cutecouplegoals  

                                           At the plane

I was loading up my camera for the trip. I even put 2 of my pics in the book

Cn: What are you doing

Yn: Loading my camera my dad bought it for me for the trip

Cn: Okay. Say do you want to take a photo of us to remember

Yn: Sure

So I did I even it in my insta saying: Chillin at the airport with @ your crush’s insta name

and Bfn is the only person who liked it

                                                At (Dream Location)

                                              Cn’s pov

Man I hope I share a room with her but what if she gets umcomfortable with me what if she found herself another person

Tn: Okay class you have 1 min to find your roommate

I was looking for Cfn but he was with Bfn couple goals by the way i wish it was me and Yn. Then i heard someone call me

Yn: There you are wanna be my roommate

Cn: S-Sure 

Yn: Great

I just stuttered. Okay Cn keep your cool don’t let her get too comfortable

                                                             At the room

It was nighttime and we were getting ready for bed and Yn is taking too long in the bathroom so I just went with it and change. While I was changing I heard a door open and it revealed Yn and I only have my bottom covered

                                            Yn’s Pov

I came into the room and saw Cn shirtless oh gawd those abs i’m about to faint

Cn: I forgot to bring a shirt

Yn: Don’t you have a hoodie

Cn: How smart

So Cn went and grabbed his hoodie and i ask him

Yn: I’m just gonna get something from the vending machine want anything

Cn: Yeah just a candy bar

Yn: I got ya

So i went to the vending machine to get some snacks and went back then i notice that Cn was in the bathroom so i set the snacks an the table and watch some Riverdale (If you watched it, it’s a good ass show) and Cn came out with his hoodie

Cn: Are we watching Riverdale

Yn: Yeah

We were watching and whenever it shows Betty and Jughead or Veronica and Archie I started to think or Cn and Cn just look at me

Yn: What 

Cn: Nothing are you cold

Yn: I have a long sleeve i’m fine

Cn: Okay

Then it showed the kissing scene and i felt a hand grabbed my face. I turned and its Cn

Yn: Cn what are you doing

Cn: Do you trust me

Yn: Yes

Then he lean in and kiss me. I kiss back wrapping my arms around his neck while his arms are around my waist. I sat on his lap and tugged on his hair making him moan. We both pulled away and went to bed

Cn: Will you be my girlfriend

Yn: I’ve always wanted you to say that yes

Then we cuddled as he whispers those words that i love to hear

Cn: I love you

Yn: I love you too

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