#idk i’ll take it as i go 🙂‍↕️🩷

[gothsuguru]

i think my goal for the upcoming months when it comes to writing is to genuinely just post more… i feel so :/ bc i only have 3 fics/oneshots up and i wish i had more! i want to get more serious abt writing bc it is FUN when i get in the mood but when i get writer’s rut i just Stay in that rut… i think i should utilize prompt lists more when i feel like that — so i can make little drabbles and at least write SOMETHING! and my other goal (which i’ve said so many times it makes me sick & probably anyone who’s had to read it sick 😭😪) BUT to finish quixotism + gojo fic + toji fic + dilfjaku + premonition of love + smut drabbles!

they might be interspersed with other fics bc i’ve been inspired by that wip game :’) (a father’s intuition — dilf geto, the scent of summer heat & rot permeates the air — recently defected!geto, buzzcut season — nostalgic 1st year!geto, my love builds coffins — harpist!geto, & with the snow, my hell is cold — king!geto x knight!reader) :D AND FINALLY FINISH THE REQUESTS/GAMES IN MY INBOX! i think these are decent goals!

[fastfor3ver]

Finna start logging what I eat/drink on here daily bc I just binged 🙂

Also I’m start running

I plan to either stay up all night or sleep for a bit then wake up at like 5 am n go run ( it’s 12 am rn for me soo)

But idk I just literally have to run and lose this weight it’s not even really funny anymore to even see all this weight it’s just honestly sick

I had to go to the docs yesterday to get some medication and UGH I’m supposed to eat something with the pill I take or else it would upset my stomach but see what immmmmm thinkin of doing is just not eat and take it and then my tummy should hurt wayyy to much to eat anythingggg YOU SEE WHAT IM SAYINNNN AHHH😝😝🤓🤓

Anyways I’ll show yall my steps and all the cals I have daily or as much as I remember to🙂‍↕️ and if I don’t then it either means I didn’t eat at all or I BINGED😞

SEE YA LATER LOVELIES 🩷🩷

[gothsuguru]

coughs up blood as i drag myself to your doorstep …………… kairo i’m so fucking late i’m sorry but i NEED to know about capture the sting of his venom. i need to. or else i’ll die . the mice need your cult!geto crumbs so bad just the title of this alone lets me know i’ll crash out 💔💔💔💔 hopefully no one has asked about it yet ….. sobs …………. what is the premise what is the dynamic how awful is he on a scale from one to ten 🎤🎤🎤

ALSO buzzcut season 🥺🥺 plspls ….

(^ me breaking into ur inbox) (pouring you a cup of hot chocolate and sitting you down in front of the fireplace as snow falls from the sky outside our cozy apartment…… btw ☕️❄️)

ARI DO YOU KNOW I WOULD DIE FOR YOU……. i am squeaking at the mice w joy they are my Friends <333 BUT OMFG LET ME GET INTO THESE HEHEHE TYSM FOR ASKING ABT THEM BELOVED 🙂‍↕️🩷

OKAY SO . capture the sting of his venom is about cult leader!geto (obviously……. who’s gonna be as venomous as him </3) and his unwillingness to fall in love with a nonsorcerer……. yet one day at his compound, reader walks in with the most dangerous curse attached to them. i think suguru takes in reader as a “favor” but he very clearly only wants them for their curse! but over time i think he finds himself… feeling human? enamored? it’s a push and pull within himself so he outwardly expresses his hatred and whatnot to reader — and that ties into the “sting of his venom” ((but deep down… he feels something that he hasn’t felt in a Long time for reader)) but who knows if reader even reciprocates bc of how he’s acted… idk i have to plan/plot this one out more but 🙂‍↕️ he’s also silly at times in this bc he very Clearly doesn’t need to be around reader/surround himself w reader but sometimes he’ll just stomp angrily to where reader is reading a book or some shit & he’s crossing his arms and side eyeing them w daggers while huffing brattily until reader gives him attention </3 and then immediately says “what’re YEW 🫵🏼 looking at 😒” when they finally look at him . bratty cringe cult boy *cue his furious blushing*

AND RAHHHHHHH buzzcut season is actually inspired by lorde’s song & the premise of the song is this:

and this reminds me SO much of a young suguru & jujutsu society as a whole! so i think this is gonna be abt 1st year suguru and reader and the young recklessness of his youth — almost like the calm before the storm type beat? i want it to be Drenched with youth & nostalgia! and there’s a prompt list that kit rb’d with a prompt of “a fresh buzzcut, pink bubblegum, and rolling tobacco” that reminds me soooooo much of suguru <3 i think juxtaposing the beauty & youth & naïveté & excitement of youth vs the violence & curses & bullshit that sorcerers go through would be FASCINATING! there’s a scene i really wanna add (i’ll just say it here bc idk when i’ll post this fic — hopefully next spring/summer) but suguru swallowing his first Properly heinous special grade curse and how that effects him + reader giving him a ramune bottle & some bubblegum to try and lessen the effects. something something putting a bandaid on a gunshot wound but it means the World to suguru bc that means someone’s watching him/looking out for him :’)

BUT WAHHHH TYSM FOR ASKING ABT THESE MY BELOVED <333 i’m most excited for buzzcut season hehe :3 BUT I’LL TRY AND MAKE BOTH REALLY GOOD ESPECIALLY FOR YOU <333 anything 4 arination 🫡

omg sorry this got so long i just got so excited :3 i am happily taking plush geto & the hot chocolate + i’m laying my head in your lap in front of the fireplace <3 ^^ and here’s this pic for you………. this is arikairo when kittyjaku lures us into their mousetrap . u r the Mouse i am the Chees…….. 😔😪 we both got Got by a bad bitch (kenjaku) </333