#idk i think it was fitting with baby joshua haha :3

[flamesofrebirths]

🤗 - to hug your muse 

It's been a bad day. Joshua has managed to spend some time on his own, but he feels so pressured by everyone around him. Will he someday be enough to be the Phoenix ? Or will he always be this weak child ? He doesn't want to be the Phoenix. He knows only too well he doesn't deserve it.

It's then that he feels someone hugging him. It's comforting, actually. So he hugs the other back. "I'm sorry. I don't want people to worry about me," he explains as he lets go of the other.

[fairyhaos]

hello yena (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ hehe the reason im not v satisfied w cheol's is bcs i feel like it lacks depth ? ? idk but w jeonghan and joshua i could talk about 2 different characteristics (?) of theirs and the imagery i used just worked,,, (lol i think you'll know what i mean when you read them but yea) w cheol it felt like i was focusing on just one aspect of his personality ? i wanted to incorporate his shy nature and also his,, idk. ik he's the oldest member but he's literally the maknae of his own family so i feel like he's more or less used to being pampered and babied (he said this himself if i remember correctly) ? ? it's kind of like w dino, who's the youngest in the group but the oldest out of his siblings, which is why he doesn't rly act like a typical maknae. hopefully that made sense and yeah,, i wanted to talk about cheol's shy and playful nature but i don't think it rly came across that well ? to me it just lacks a lil dimension but it's still pretty decent i think <3

and about the jeonghan piece,, i was wondering if i should just come off anon bcs i rly want to use the read more option rip (⁠╥_╥⁠) on anon, the ask ends up getting sooo long and it must be so annoying to squint and read when the font size is so smol lmao </3 i think im comfortable enough w doing it but i'll probably do it in a couple of hours tho ✧⁠\⁠(⁠>.⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠✧ oooh and yes ofc ! ! i can't wait for your post about shua hehe i'll be looking forward to it <3

-🎐anon (but probably not for long (⁠´⁠⊙⁠ω⁠⊙⁠`⁠)! heh :3)

ah i see i see... well for me i think it worked rlly well! i understand wanting to incorporate their diff aspects into one colour tho so that's totally understandable </3

but, you know. with the colours, sometimes they're not always explainable, and sometimes you associate them w the person but you just don't know why you see that colour with them. it doesn't Have to fit all aspects of their identity- though, it's always nice when they do, of course.

idm reading it in this font! when i see people using the small option it's just really adorable for me and it makes your asks unique too ^^ i can always put the read more in my answer if you'd like, if that would help

if it's really that long but you still want to keep the (semblance of) anonymity then maybe you could send in the ask, off anon, or message me, and then i'll copy it into a post and just put your emoji? that way, you could still choose to remain w the wind chime emoji when sending in future asks and no one would ever know haha

or you can just send me a normal ask and i'll just respond normally haha. it's up to you!

and as for shua.... pls i have a few other members that were requested weeks ago that i still have just waiting in my drafts </3 i'd feel terrible to leave them for so long so shua will probably be posted once i send out some of the requested members first :) please do look forward to it!