#idk i don’t wanna read abt getting called out my name and cheated on idk

[rumisgf]

black people we normalize toxic love too much where are all the sweet soft x black readers fics at like???? black girls want gentle love too

yes aot fandom i am talking to you!! like whenever i get plug!whoever requests or requests about toxic situations i honestly don’t get to them😭 i’ve been through it in real life and i don’t find it appealing at least imo. i’m healing lol. i’d rather write about getting buttered and and spoiled!! i want princess treatment!! flowers!! sweet talk!! gimme that shit instead!!

[dickytwister]

HEY do you maybe have like an oc page or could you tell me something about all your ocs because i'm Interested and you have my full attention :eyes:

AHSJDKGLHL that's so sweet i'm nfjghl???? i don't have an oc page bc i'm the embodiment of an old man being given an iphone after 50 years of using a rotary phone but !!! i can yell abt them a bit aaa thank you for asking abt them 🥺🥺💚

i put everything under the cut bc dear god i have a lot to say abt my kids and i'm not gonna make everyone scroll through that HHHHHH haw 🤠🤠

elliot fletcher

- he's my deputy in fc5!! he's from waverly in iowa and he's just...very tired nfjfkhl give my poor man a break

- everytime his radio crackles he ages 10 years and if it's john talking add another 10 years

- he keeps the three heralds alive but he doesn't care abt joseph <3

- gets in trouble bc he's impulsive af nfjghl when jacob is close to the cage?? ram his face in the bars. when john leans like rlly close in the confession scene?? headbutt 😌🙏🏼

- the only people who know abt his past are earl, grace, faith and john, the rest just kinda speculate and elliot lets them believe what they want bc not only does he rlly not want ppl to know the actual truth, it's also very funny to listen to the stuff they can come up with

- speaking of faith he often seeks her for advice and sometimes they get high together and he gets teary eyed bc she's just... very nice to him and when all you see everyday is violence it's overwhelming to be shown a little bit of kindness 🥲🙏🏼

- he's in love with john but also he'd kick him across the county if he could but also he'd give his life for him

- after the bombs and all he unlocks his final form and becomes A Husband™, complete with a beard, a scarf and bad jokes that make john want to officially marry him so he can divorce his ass

- fun fact i came up with the name elliot fletcher bc i thought it sounded neat but recently i found out there's a trans actor called elliot fletcher too??? like what were the odds ngl that's so cool

carter quill

- this is my character in the marvel dnd game my brother is dming!!

- his parents are peter quill and kitty pryde and he inherited his mom's powers (so he can become immaterial and stuff uwu) and his dad's tiny pebble brain~

- he grew up on a ship with the guardians so his family is just... a bunch of uncles, one of which is a tree

- he's part of an initiative called the peacekeepers with isaaq cage (luke cage's and jessica jones' son), finneas "zorn" reeves (brock rumlow's and sinthea shmidt's son), lu "highway star" khan (the mandarin's son), alexis "hex" pythagoras (doctor strange's protégé) and ev-lin (ronan the destroyer's daughter who also happens to be carter's bully when they were 11 HHHHHH)

- everyone agrees that carter is just... a puppy. a little labrador. so overexcited. head empty. he doesn't know what's going on but he's having fun with his friends and that's what matters <3

- he died once and went to hell for like 66 years bc he held a bomb while it was exploding but he got better and he doesn't remember most of his time in hell but also he's a lil traumatised

- he wears cute skirts sometimes and also froggie themed clothes 🥰🥰 he's terrible at applying nail polish and it ends up smudged most of the time bc he can't sit still for more than two minutes without going insane but he still likes it

- he has a pet bird called ink!! he thought it was a nice name bc his last name is quill so u know,,, ink,,, quill,,,, he inherited his dad's terrible humor also

- he's fruity and has a big fat crush on one of his teammates 😳😳👉🏼👈🏼

- he strictly refuses to kill, so he uses stunt energy guns and a three section staff to fight!! he accidentally killed someone once and threw up

- he knows asl and is fluent in it!! he's also very bad at reading measurements when cooking (and reading in general) so he relies on their proto-ai, dadji, to help him cook and he listens to audiobooks a lot!!

- idk what else to say abt him except like two games ago he was in the hospital bc lu got hurt and he wanted to get him muffins from a coffee shop across the streets but he panicked when faced with the selection so he bought one of each and came back to the hospital room with like,,,, twenty muffins

- i found this pic of his face claim and it honestly just radiates his vibe so here have it

thorgran galvish

- he's my dwarf enchanter from another homebrew dnd game!! in this universe (and maybe others idk shit abt actual dnd HHHH forgive me) enchanter dwarves are lowkey enslaved bc of their rare link with magic

- thorgran blew up a wall and ran away to the surface so now he's a fugitive and he's constantly on the run uwu trust issues ensue

- he loves the sky so much?? especially at night?? he knows abt constellations, but he thinks they're just whatever you see in the stars and doesn't know there are like,,, actual constellations so he sits on the roof of a tall building sometimes and finds his own constellations

- he also tries to draw them but he rlly sucks at it aslkdsgl that doesn't stop him from filling his journal with little stars and drawings!!

- during my very first game with him he found his rival, who turned out to be a 16 years old teenager?? millennial/gen z rivalry

- agh i don't have much abt him yet bc i've only just started to play him but he's my beefiest boy and also a dilf 🥰🥰

theadric "elder" montajay

- yet another character from the same universe as thorgran, but this time it's a funky little halfling bard

- his instrument is the violin!! he tried every other instrument and his mom was very supportive despite how bad he was at all of them. his community was raided and his father died, so he inherited his violin and that turned out to be the only instrument he could play

- took his love of the economy to the next level when he decided to fuck every gang leader he could find to control their operations and ruin their organizations so the money they hoarded could be put back in circulation

- accidentally fell in love with a half-orc gang leader and was abt to tell him the truth abt what he was doing but was exposed by the first person he'd cheated so he had to run without explaining himself to his lover smh ://

- "i don't wanna fall in the slutty bard cliché," i say before immediately giving elder the tightest leather pants and opening his shirt to show his majestic chest hair.

- surprisingly good with kids?? anyone younger than him who looks sad becomes His Child and he turns into a lil mama, tasting the food of an inn first to assure it's not poisoned, giving hugs, soft shit like that ngl he's just a mom 😔😔

- we abandoned the game he was in but we left off when he'd just escaped a dwarven prison with his new child and others owo anyway slutty bard with chest hair?? that's just the witcher's jaskier

scylla

- my gay pirate lady!! i don't have much abt her either bc AAA BRAINROT but !!! i still love her very much

- she's a hybrid between a human and a psaarinch (fish folks in our homebrew universe uwu) and she looks very human except she has like shark abilities?? she can smell blood, taste with her skin, breathe underwater for like two hours or smth, sharper teeth,,

- she started off as a privateer but like what was the kingdom gonna do?? track her down to make sure everything she did was legal?? nah man she got that sweet fleet and became a pirate

- she beats men up in inns and gives their wives a good time <3

- she's very close to her crew and they're kinda just a big family

- she fights with those s-shaped staffs?? but they're actually blades ngfhl she's very agile and looks like she's dancing when she's actually fighting

- fun fact she's my second shark oc the first one was called maito and she was a yellow lantern in a dc game we did (the main difference between them is that maito loved men while scylla is very much a lesbian 😌🙏🏼)

i have like so many more of them but that's already such a long post and i don't wanna do too much NGL if u wanna know more hmu i'll yell some more 😎😎🙏🏼🙏🏼

[tendouluvr]

RULES

last updated: 04/23/21

1) i dont do specific requests

specific request ex. aka what i wont write: hi! can i get x reader whose name is ___ and [character] where they go on an amusement park date and did this and that then this happened and then i want that to happen (u get the drift. basically too specific and not applicable to most/all ppl)

2) most of my works will be gn reader by default (will be said if not). if u send smtg and don’t mention anything abt the reader then i’ll just make it gn!

3) i only write for some characters! it’s not easy for me to write for every single characters out there in bnha + hq so i will only write for those im more comfortable w! (list will be below the line) i’m starting my blog w my own ccs so i will continue adding characters the more i write

4) i only write SFW!!! im a minor so it would be weird for me to write them, u to ask, and ppl to read! so for the sake of everyone involved pls don’t send me asks abt smut, lemon, lewding, etc! maybe u can in 2yrs

5) if any asks make me uncomfortable in any way or is just weird asl i will just delete them. if it’s weird enough that i have to address it indirectly on my dash then i will do so.

thank u for reading! just have fun w this, im not strict or mean or anything so even if u think u sent a specific request then its totally fine!!

below will be the lists of characters i will and will not write + topics i am and am not comfy w

last updated: 05/21/21

CHARACTERS

i will write for:

BNHA

- k. bakugo

- s. aizawa

- d. kaminari

- h. sero

- h. nejire

HQ!!

- k. bokuto

- i. matsukawa

- a. miya

- t. oikawa

- w. ushijima

pretty much anyone!! those r just my main <3

i will not write for:

BNHA

- overhaul

- afo

- mineta :/

HQ!!

- can’t really think of anyone other than the old ass coaches u_u i just don’t wanna write for 70yr old men maybe sugar daddy prompt

- kiyoko (i can’t write for her sorry shes kinda boring i like her but i can’t write for her character)

TOPiCS

i will not write the following:

- smut (i can and will write kissing/making out but that’s as far as it’ll go, i might also mention sex now and then but nothing descriptive)

- cheating (lol might take this off idk shrugs we’ll see)

- smoking of any kind and drugs

- hardcore drinking (im fine with vague mentions of alcohol)

- romanticising toxic hcs of the characters (it’s weird and there’s already enough of that on t*kt*k)

i LOVE the following:

- angst to fluff

- character calling reader CLINGY ohm dies

- arranged marriage au

- enemies to lover au (?) i have a love-hate thing w this trope

- bets (when reader finds out they were just a bet in the beginning 😬😬 hate that for them, love that for me)

- small but happy moments

- parent!character :DDDDD

- character brainrot

- rejection at first, then they come to terms w their feelings, then they apologize

- pushing reader away, then apologizing

- going off on reader, then apologizing

- misunderstandings causing strain in relationship, then sorting it out and growing stronger from it

i have tons more i can add to this list but that’s mostly all !!! pls send me asks abt these prompts if you’d like!!

[chrisevansonly]

i’m bored so i’m gonna answer all of these because why not

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

- Nope not at all, and it sucks sometimes

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

- my best friend

03: Do you regret anything?

- basically everything in my life

04: Are you insecure?

- horribly.

05: What is your relationship status?

- single

06: How do you want to die?

- either at the hands of myself, or old age haven’t decided lol

07: What did you last eat?

- pasta

08: Played any sports?

- i horseback ride, and used to play soccer and hockey

09: Do you bite your nails?

- anxiously 24/7 i have like 0 nails

10: When was your last physical fight?

- never had one

11: Do you like someone?

- yes

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

- multiple times

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

- yep, a couple people

14: Do you miss someone?

- yes

15: Have any pets?

- of my own? no :(

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

- the worst i’ve ever felt

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

- nope

18: Are you scared of spiders?

- depends on the size

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

- yep

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

- i’ve never ‘snogged’ anyone

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

- lay in bed, work on school

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

- no kids for me

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

- none

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

- currently anthropology and law

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

- yes

26: What are you craving right now?

- happiness

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

- idk i hope not

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

- nope

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

- never had one

30: What’s irritating you right now?

- myself

31: Does somebody love you?

- probably not

32: What is your favourite color?

- black and pastel pink

33: Do you have trust issues?

- horrible ones

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

- i don’t really dream

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

- i don’t cry in front of people

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

- yes and i hate myself for it

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

- forget.

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

- no

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

- 16?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

-maybe when i was a kid at the cottage?

51: Favourite food?

- pasta

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

- not really

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

- read on tumblr

54: Is cheating ever okay?

- never.

55: Are you mean?

- depends who you ask

56: How many people have you fist fought?

- none

57: Do you believe in true love?

- for someone who’s my size no.

58: Favourite weather?

- chilly fall days

59: Do you like the snow?

- no

60: Do you wanna get married?

- yes

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

- yes

62: What makes you happy?

- i don’t know anymore

63: Would you change your name?

- yes

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

- yeah cause i don’t remember them

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

- depends how i feel abt them

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

- yes

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

- my brother

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

- a friend

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

- depends

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

- yes.

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[1shimaru]

tagged by @latiaso​ !!!

Last Drink: classic milk tea w small boba

Last Phone Call: from the fax machine (i was helping make sure it worked)

Last Text: to a priest for a mass request

Last Song You Listened To: talk by khalid

Last Time You Cried: i don’t remember!! :DD

Have You Ever Dated Anyone: yes

Been Cheated On: nope!!

Kissed Someone And Regretted It: i don’t think so

Lost Someone Special: i don’t remember, so ig not!!

Been Drunk And Thrown Up: never been drunk!! i have thrown up recently, it really sucks!!

List Three Fav Colors: yellow!! blue, purple

In The Last Year Have You…

Made A New Friend: yep!!

Fallen Out Of Love: uhh no

Laughed Until You Cried: YEAH RECENTLY WITH A STRANGE MAGIC GIF

Met Someone Who Changed You: p..probably?? i think u get changed by every little thing so yeah

Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: i haven’t seen my friends in a year due to school, so no

Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: nobody talks abt me?? not in a bad way, i just think i’m a p chill person so there’s nothing to talk abt 

Kissed Someone On Your FB Friends List: i don’t have a FB ://

General:

How many people on your FB friends list do you know irl: don’t have one!! so none

Do you have any pets: nope ;;

Do you want to change your name: i think my names are good!!

What did you do for your last birthday: drink a cup of champagne. it was my 21st and it tasted terrible. my little cousin made me drink more so i’d make a face and she could record it. several times.

What time did you wake up today: 7:30am. i had work today so i had to be up early!!

What were you doing at midnight last night: R ..READING MANGA... specifically senryu shoujo!! i’d reccommend it!!

Name something you CANNOT wait for: warmer weather.... it’s getting so cold even tho it’s summer -_- and also for my friend to come back from spain!!

Last time you saw your mother: a couple hours ago when she was trying to fax smth

What is one thing you wish you could change about life: bro, financial stability :p

What are you listening to right now: the tea by danny gonzalez

Have you ever talked to a person with the name Tom: yeah, we have a father at the parish by that name. he does a lot of the masses

What’s getting on your nerves: my sister always gets on my nerves, ngl

Most visited website: tumblr...//

Nickname: aaron ^0^)/

Relationship status: single!!

Zodiac sign: capricorn

Pronouns: she/they

Fave tv shows: rottmnt, revisited anime, aaahh idk what else rn

Hair color: dark brown w bleached hair that turned orange

Long or short: short hair!! my hair is thick and heavy and feels Greasy Gross when it’s 2 long

Height: 5’3″

Do you have a crush on someone: a little/// but i like them more as friends

What do you like about yourself: oof god you def Know what i’m feeling, idfjgfkj so open...

Tattoos: none!

Righty or Lefty: right

First surgery: i’ve never had surgery!!

First piercing: i had gold studs when i was younger. then they closed and i got em pierced again, now i have gold stars

First best friend: earliest i remember is preschool.. i had 2 friends, a girl and a boy, i used to be pen pals w the girl but i stopped a long time ago

First sport you joined: soccer in 1st grade i think?? p sure we lost every game tho lmao

First pair of trainers: huh?? like sneakers?? how am i supposed to remember that??

Right Now:

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

Listening to: i answered this one!! i’m listening to danny gonzalez songs

Want kids: NO. NEVER. several reasons why. physically? imagine the toll. financially? IMAGINE THE TOLL...

Career: website design?? something fun??? ;;

Which Is Better:

Lips or eyes: idk///

Shorter or taller: tall is sUPER cool

Romantic or spontaneous: romantic?? i think it’s thoughtful, but ig spontaneous can be too!!

Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS ARMS ARMS ARMS ARMS WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BOOOOOOOOYYYYY

Sensitive or loud: sensitive?? when others r loud it hurts my ears, but i’m always loud!! so what does that mean..

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant.. u can think things thru n not get hurt, why would i wanna b in trouble >:0

Have You Ever:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: NO

Lost glasses/contacts: ya

Sex on a first date: NO!!

Broke someone’s heart: i don’t think so!!

Had your own heart broken: no??

Been arrested: nope

Turned someone down: for a relationship? kind of

Cried when someone died: Yeah, this one hedgehog on yt died and i cried so hard...

Fallen for a friend: yea

Do You Believe In…

Yourself: YEP

Miracles: kinda!!

Love at first sight: kinda!!

Santa Claus: No

Kiss on the first date: aww cute, it can happen

Angels: a little!! i think a little magic is Nice

i can’t tag ppl bc it’s 3:30 am!!

[kashimasyuu]

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

tagged by @tetsuro thanks for tagging me!! 💖

tagging: @matsuohkarin @zoldyckie @d-a-z-a-i @whovian-on-ice @shinjikaris @kiritonarukami @kashi-ma @oshiruko @haiji-san @nico-chansenpai @tmakisamajiki @ocarinnas @shoto-doroki @darkfaethedestroyer @erenyegar only if you want to ofc!

LAST

1. drink - water (or cane’s sweet tea if you wanna be not boring)

2. 📱 call -  ......my doordash delivery last night lmao

3. text - from my mom abt college stuff

4. song you listened to - my love by new politics

5. time you 😢 - i think i cried watching tpn yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - no

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - i guess not fkdjflks

8. been cheated on - i don’t think so?

9. lost someone special - nope

10. been depressed - uhh idk?? not officially

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - nah

FAVORITE COLORS

12. blue

13. purple

14. pink (wow i’m bi as hell)

15. green

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - yes 💖

17. fallen out of 💛 - no

18. 😂 until you 😢 - yeah!!

19. found out someone was talking about you - not in a bad way

20. met someone who changed you - i mean probably??

21. found out who your friends are - i hope so jfkdsjflks

22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - lmao no, what fb friends

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - ??? what year is this

24. do you have any pets - i have a lhasa apso named shimmer!! she’s 8 hours away though

25. do you want to change your middle name - nah it’s cool

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - i did an escape room with some people from my dorm and then got food after, it was fun!!

27. what time did you wake up today - like 11 am? it’s spring break i’m not keeping track

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - .......i think i was watching dimension high school which just. wild

29. what is something you can’t wait for - short-term i’m really excited for the wotakoi ova (and a lot of other shows but they), otherwise for the semester to be over jkfsjgkls

30. what are you listening to right now - spaceship by art sorority for girls just came on, it’s my general spotify playlist called thing bc i’m a creative genius

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - i don’t think so actually? i’ve known people named thomas

32. something that gets on your nerves - random pet peeve i remembered recently: people putting two periods like .. what is that, idk why it bothers me so much but like. do a period or do an ellipsis pick one

33. most visited website - probably tumblr or college stuff, it varies

34. hair color - blonde? brown? no one can decide

35. long hair or short hair - it’s like shoulder length right now idk which that is, unless this is a preference question?? in that case i go back and forth so idk

36. do you have a crush on someone - god i wish

37. what do you like about yourself - i feel like i’m a generally nice person!! which every nice person says right skfdkjfl but i always try to be nice to people, i think it’s really important

38. want any piercings - not particularly? i already have my earlobes and cartiage pierced, if anything maybe double earlobe someday

39. blood type - i’d love to know

40. nicknames - nat lmao, also flamingo (my friend came up with it in like 5th grade and it stuck)

41. relationship status - single (unfortunately? maybe? who knows)

42. zodiac - pisces

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favorite 📺 show - as far as like standard tv i love the good place, as far as anime (bc you know. anime blog) i have to say ouran high school host club, shocking i know, it has a real special place in my heart

45. tattoos - i don’t have any and i feel like i’m way too indecisive for them

46. right handed or left - right

47. ever had surgery - i got my wisdom teeth and some others removed when i got braces

48. piercings - earlobes and cartilage like i answered earlier whoops

49. sports - god no, i played soccer in first grade

50. vacation - don’t really know what this is asking but i’m probably studying abroad in japan next year!!

51. trainers - like shoes? yeah i mostly wear tennis shoes

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - i had cane’s earlier, i’m the pinnacle of health

53. drinking - still water

54. i’m about to watch - nothing in particular, i was watching lets plays earlier kdsjfksj that phase hasn’t left

55. waiting for - me to get my life together? lmao idk

56. want - spring break to not end

57. get married - maybe? i’m not fundamentally against it but it’s not a life goal either, whatever happens happens

58. career - i wish i knew

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - not to expose myself but i don’t really think i have enough experience to judge this fairly

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - taller, someone’s gotta be able to reach stuff

62. older or younger - older ig

63. nice arms or stomach - very situational but i guess stomach

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - is hesitant the opposite of troublemaker? look i’m a goody two shoes but also jokes are fun so idk

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - no lmao

68. lost glasses - i don’t think so? i think i lost a lens out of a pair though dfjksljf

69. turned someone down - in like middle school i think

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s ❤️ - uh ouch i don’t think so? not as far as i know

72. had your 💔 - my fourth grade self would say yes jfkdsjlhfj

73. been arrested - read: goody two shoes

74. 😢 when someone died - this is gonna sound really bad but i don’t think so? i don’t really cry over major things, just dumb stuff

75. fallen for a friend - l m a o that’s all i do, local bi disaster here

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - uhhh i try

77. miracles - i like to

78. 💛 at first sight - not love no

79. 🎅 - my dad would say he’s the spirit of christmas so i’ll go with that

80. 😘 on a first date - depends on the situation

81. angels - fits in my general philosophy of “how should i know”

other

82. best friend’s name - not gonna expose myself or them lmao

83. eye color - not to be That Person but they’re like every color, mostly bluish-greenish though

84. favorite movie - god i’m so bad about movies, uhhh coco was really good

85. favorite actor - i have no idea

[dclly]

     hello friends !! it’s ya gal moose (she/her, 21, cst) & i’m finally home from work bless!!! i’m just ur local…..run of the mill bug-loving canadian. this intro is gna be messa af but…it be like that sometimes. i am so very thirsty so pls if u wanna plot just hmu or like this and i’ll come to u! u can also catch me on d*scord @ bug lady 🦗#8530 if u prefer that!

     pls be advised that there are mentions of: trauma, sexual assault, ed, drug use & addiction below!

     #KRISTINE FROSETH | CISFEMALE | SHE/HER | BISEXUAL - DOROTHY LINDVIG is a TWENTY-ONE year old ICE SKATING INSTRUCTOR that moved into apartment A2 a good TWO YEARS ago. the AQUARIUS has been in town for TWENTY-ONE YEARS overall and is well known around seattle ridge for being +VIVACIOUS +CLEVER, but has a reputation of being -ALOOF and -FACETIOUS. guess that’s why they call them the AMARANTH around these parts! (moose, 21, she/her, cst.)

ok so !!!! first thing’s first, she usually goes by the nickname dolly. but she doesn’t care too much abt what u call her u can call her fuckass and she’d just be like what’s up

she’s a town native !!! grew up in a shitty area w a kind of shitty family. parents were never around, always off on benders or just….generally bein shitty parents. dolly & her older brother had to learn how to take care of themselves when they were pretty young and they’ve always done just fine. they didn’t have a lot of money so dolly got pretty good at playing up the cute lil girl role and getting free stuff out of ppl

as much as she claims she relies only on herself, she also relies heavily on the kindness of strangers bc without them she definitely would have gone hungry for real

in order to stay away from her house as much as possible she would hang out at the skating rink as a kid & eventually after stealing a pair of skates from the lost & found she taught herself how to skate & eventually figure skate as well. she’s always wanted to go pro but…..obviously couldn’t afford the training or put in any of the effort required to go all the way.

her brother used to throw pretty big ragers in their place when their parents were gone so……she started drinking & doing drugs at a pretty young age & just generally hanging out with ppl who were much older than her & v bad influences.

trauma tw & sexual assault tw !! it was at one of these parties that she had a traumatic assault experience w one of her brother’s friends when she was a teenager. to this day, she still hasn’t told anyone about what happened. it happened on more than one occasion and her brother is still friends w this boy so she just…..does her best to avoid him & pretend that nothing ever happened bc she refuses to acknowledge her trauma

she was pretty popular in school but never rly felt like she had any true friends ??? none of her relationships were all that deep and she mostly just hung out with people to get free stuff LMAO and like rides places i guess

but she does have her lil group of friends that she truly cares abt and when she actually cares abt u…….she’s around for LIFE u cant get rid of her sorry

she got emancipated when she was 16 and has been living on her own ever since. at first she’d would just stay at friend’s houses and sleep on their couches, but that stopped when she finally got a job at the skating rink teaching kids how to skate & got a new place to live. she’s been chillin working there and living in the apartment building for a couple of years now

definitely has had……many sugar daddy-type relationships in the past bc she would much rather have money handed to her u know

that is…..a v brief outline of her life up until this point but imma talk a bit abt her personality now

she is…..very magnetic tbH. knows how to draw in a group and keep them interested

knows how to bat her eyelashes and flirt if it means she’ll get something out of it

she’s kind of mean, kind of not ??? she is v moody a lot of the time tbh like it’s either hit or miss with her. sometimes she’ll be in the mood to have a big long chat and in a split second she’ll be telling u to fuck off

likes to know everyone else’s drama but doesn’t like having drama of her own

kind of does her own thing ???? marches to the beat of her own drum. doesn’t rly follow any rules. she’s just out here

does most things out of spite. even if she doesn’t want to do something, if someone tells her she cant do something she’s gna do it no matter what

very animated and lively. the type to dance in the middle of the grocery store if a song she likes is playing

also the type to dance on tables at the club

doesn’t rly care what ppl think about her but…..does at the same time ??? if ur important to her she cares deeply abt ur opinion but if not……..she doesn’t give a FUCK

she always has to keep herself busy or else she’ll lose her mind :))))

will do…….literally anything to get something for free ??? doesn’t matter what it is or who u are. she can HATE u but…..she will still give u head behind the 7/11 for a free slurpee u know :/

i wouldn’t say she’s hypersexual but she is highly sexual thx to her trauma !!!

she is friendly yet distant at the same time so like……while she will happily talk to u and hang out with u and whatever she avoids deep conversation topics ig ??? she always finds a way to leave or change the subject when it gets serious or make a joke out of things bc she can’t………talk abt stuff ajsdfjkgdjgk

a very witty & clever girl. she’s v smart and would have done well in school had she had a slightly better life & didn’t have to worry abt whether or not she would starve

some extra tidbits abt her !!!

a good portion of her clothing is vintage/thrifted. she would describe her aesthetic as a 70s teenage boy’s wet dream. shoes are her fave & she’s always wearing some funky type of boot or platform shoe

just a real fashion bitch !!!!

catch her online shopping at almost any given moment

mental breakdown haircuts at 2am are her Mood

she loves going to cute lil vintage diners & drinkin a cherry coke 4 the aesthetic u know

can’t keep a relationship to save her life. will date someone and put herself FULLY into the relationship but…….will either get bored or cheat on them or put them up on a pedestal so it’s destined to fail after one lil mistake or do something to fuck it up 

she is a self-sabotager like that bc she doesn’t believe she’s deserving of love or any good things really :///

smokes too many cigarettes

drug use & addiction tw !! smokes a lot of weed as well. catch ya girl doing fat bong rips all day long. also does a lot of cocaine. has a coke addiction, in fact. also catch her running away to the bathroom for a bump 12 times a day. she rly just…..doesn’t like being sober, she tryna run away from shit

her fave colour is red

she has a cat named freddie who she adores more than anything else on the planet

likes to play poker & gamble

will literally try anything once

hates herself & is rotting inside!!!!!!!!!!!!

eating disorder tw !! another symptom from her trauma is the eating disorder she developed as a teen. food is…..one of her few things in life she can fully control so she controls it a Lot. 

just wants to have fun and forget abt how disgusting she feels on a daily basis & how much she hates herself :))))))))))

generally just………….a messy bitch

this is……a LOT. i don’t have a full wc page or anything atm but here are some lil connection ideas for her!!

friends !! ppl that don’t actually know her all that well but she pretends they do anyway

perhaps………………a best friend……….

exes !! ya girl puts her whole entire being into relationships even tho she runs away from them right after bc self sabotage ???? so she prob isn’t on good terms with any of her exes but……she’s my bi queen so this is open to anybody!!!! would prob b really angsty which is grand

a drug dealer perhaps??

party buddies, drinking buddies, w/e. bad influences. let them influence each other to be Worse

previous fwbs & hookups, that kinda thing, she prob has a lot

maybe someone she cheated on a partner with ??? for Drama

or like….someone who’s relationship she fucked up idk

maybe someone who has a crush on her or something & she’s like…….pls don’t what r u doing……..gotta Jet

a good influence??? someone please help her.

idK i want angst & cute fluffy stuff so just everything is good rly

tbh i will prob do an actual wc page at some point but here is what i have for now

this was a lot i am sorry. bless u for reading this far thank u. 

[bound-forthestars]

tag game bc I’m a loser!!1!

tagged by: annnnn 💜

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

tagging: shit i know a whole two people on this site ((that’s what I get for being inactive and not acc putting effort into my blog rip)) but here we go: @0andthatsthat0 @thebroketraveller

last:

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my parents called me from upstairs bc they were to lazy to come to the basement to talk to me ((which is a Mood))

3. text message: annnnnn

4. song I listened to: sunset by kim donghan

5. time i cried: i nearly cried finishing dai does that count

6. dated someone twice: god I wish someone would date me at all man

7. kissed someone and regretted it: it was kindergarten. we were in daycare. I kissed him on the cheek.

8. been cheated on: can’t get cheated on if you don’t date anyone amiright

9. lost someone special: prob last year I guess

10. been depressed: bitch I literally am depressed

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i gagged on champagne at New Years does that count

favorite colors:

12. pinkkk

13. orange I guess but like peachy pastel orange

14. yellow

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: hell Yeah so many

16. fallen out of love: haven’t been in love so

17. laughed while you cried: multiple times

18. found out someone was talking abt you: yeeet definitely

19. met someone who changed you: not rly

20. found out who your friends are: oh def I nearly got surgery and was in the hospital and texted a group of my friends like “hey guess who’s in the hospital and missing term exams” and more than half of them left me on read rip and the rest of the year was downhill from there on

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends: no,,,

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know irl: no Facebook

23. do you have any pets: a dog

24. do you want to change your name: nope

25. what did you do for your last birthday: fuck I don’t even remember uhh idk

26. what time did you wake up today: ~11:30

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing

28. what is smth you can’t wait for: idk futures seeming pretty bleak rn

29. what are you listening to rn: night call by kim donghan

30. when was the last time you saw your mom: midnight

31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i mean maybe one requested go follow my insta once

32. something that gets on your nerves: the fact that da4 doesn’t even have a release date yet smh

33. most visited website: on my phone it’s probably gamepress for fire emblem heroes tbh

34. hair colour: dark brown

35. long or short hair: longish

36. do you have a crush on someone: i have so many crushes but I would sooner die than talk abt them

37. what do you like abt yourself: my work ethic i guess

38. want any piercing: !!! I wanna get doubles and a helix this summer

39. blood type: idk

40. nicknames: jord i guess??

41. relationship status: super single

42. zodiac: Aries

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv shows: b99 ofc and i rly like new girl and queer eye rn

45. tattoos: nah

46. right or left handed: rivht

47. ever had surgery: getting my wisdoms teeth out tomorrow :-)

48. piercings: used to have my ears pierced but they grew over

49. sport: MY ENTIRE LIFE IS LITERALLY BASKETBALL ((I play volleyball, badminton and some others too)

50. vacation: i hit up Jasper for a training camp awhile ago

51. trainers: ????

more general:

52. eating: ????

53. drinking: ???????

54. I’m about to watch: more queer eye probably

55. waiting for: someone to like me back it’s been 87 years

56. want: validation and attention

57. get married: one day hopefully

58. career: astrophysicist, astronaut, or maybe even a professional basketball player (unlikely but hey maybe I’ll take it to college or uni)

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: never been kissed but either is good thanks

60. lips or eyes: eyessss

61. shorter or taller: im assuming this is for an s.o so if it’s a dude definitely taller

62. older or younger: if this is dating too I guess slightly older but not weirdly older yknow

63. nice arms or stomach: don’t,,, make me choose ((arms tho))

64. hookup or relationship: relationship I guess??

65. troublemaker or hesitant: ???? what kinda choice is this

have you ever:

66. kissed a stranger: nope

67. drank hard liquor: small amounts ((it was nasty don’t recommend)

68. lost glasses: I don’t have them but if I did i would lose them

69. turned someone down: i rejected a marriage proposal in kindergarten

70. sex on a first date: never had either

71. broken someone’s heart: idk maybe that dude from kindergarten’s

72. had your heart broken: by myself

73. been arrested: nope

74. cried when someone died: who hasn’t???

75. fallen for a friend: not yet

do you believe in:

76. yourself: that dumb bitch?? lmaooo

77. miracles: i mean my little brothers alive so yeet

78. love at first sight: attraction?? definitely. love??? not likely.

79. santa clause: used to

80. kiss on first date: hell yeah 81. angels: who knows

other:

82. best friends name: annnnnn and tasha

83. eye colour: brown

84. fave movie: stand by me

85. fave actor: nic cage (“hey guys who’s my favorite actor??”)

[jcox]

For the horrible questions: whichever ones are most significant to you/you want to answer

this is so old i know but i finally got around to it and i just.. did all of them. so

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

~ yeah!

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

~ probably my mom

03: Do you regret anything?

~ Many Things lmao!! i can think of atleast like 4 things just today that i regret

04: Are you insecure?

~ sometimes but it’s something i’m working on

05: What is your relationship status?

~ Singol!

06: How do you want to die?

~ I Don’t (but like, probably in my sleep when i’m like 113)

07: What did you last eat?

~ avocado toast!!!!!!

08: Played any sports?

~ and enjoyed none of em

09: Do you bite your nails?

~ yah :-/

10: When was your last physical fight?

~ i did karate for a bit does that count

11: Do you like someone?

~ unfortunately

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

~ never.. a bich needs SLEEP

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

~ i try not to use that word but there r ppl i think should shut the fuck up

14: Do you miss someone?

~ YEP lmao

15: Have any pets?

~ 2 beautiful angel cats

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

~ Hungry

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

~ never made out period

18: Are you scared of spiders?

~ nah.. only black widows bc they’re kinda common where i live and i read that nancy drew book where she legit almost dies after getting bitten by one.

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

~ probably not

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

~ never done it :-(

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

~ HOPEFULLY hanging out w a friend in the city

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

~ probably just one

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

~ just my ears

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

~ english and history/psych r the SHIT. also french is fun

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

~ yeah but i try not to dwell on it

26: What are you craving right now?

~ hmmm chicken pot pie. but when am i not craving chicken pot pie tbh

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

~ i hope not lmfao!

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

~ no

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

~ not to my knowledge

30: What’s irritating you right now?

~ the fact that i’m procrastinating a shit ton of things and am answering these instead

31: Does somebody love you?

~ many people and i’m so FUCKING grateful

32: What is your favourite color?

~ pink!!!!!!

33: Do you have trust issues?

~ i trust too easily and then regret it :-/

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

~ i think it was just abt a friend of mine

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

~ my friends whom i Miss because i knew i would miss them

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

~ yeah :-/

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

~ i prefer forgiving

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

~ i don’t know! i’m gonna say yes though :D

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

~ it hasn’t FUCKING happened yet and i’m honestly so bitter.. @ cute girls please.. hmu..

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

~ no???

51: Favourite food?

~ pasta is so good. we stan pasta

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

~ Yes!

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

~ most likely watched horrible youtube videos

54: Is cheating ever okay?

~ no

55: Are you mean?

~ i try not to be but i can come across that way especially with men i don’t know bc i instinctively don’t trust them

56: How many people have you fist fought?

~ only the people in karate when i was like ten lmfao

57: Do you believe in true love?

~ Yes!!!!!!

58: Favourite weather?

~ summer storms or sun!!!

59: Do you like the snow?

~ yeah!

60: Do you wanna get married?

~ i think so

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

~ if a girl called me babe or baby i’d die like my heart would stop

62: What makes you happy?

~ beautiful girls (read: all girls), my friends, words, the sun, art, lemon-flavored things, the color pink, flowers, dresses with pockets, sparkles, rose-scented perfume, music, trixie dela and pep, my cats

63: Would you change your name?

~ not legally for now. madi is a nickname but it’s rlly easy to tell ppl b/c it’s a rlly common nickname. idk if i’d change my name if i get married

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

~ i hate these kiss questions :-/ but i’ll broaden it from romantic kisses and say no

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

~ I Know Him and he wouldn’t LMFAO

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

~ YES see above he’s so cool and kind. he’s the One Good Cishet Man! also my brother who is an Icon

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

~ my Father

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

~ last Super deep convo was with four rlly good friends of mine! it lasted legit 2 hours and we talked about Everything it was so fun i miss them :’-)

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

~ platonic and otherwise! and multiple in a lifetime! these r things i believe very firmly

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

~ idk about Litcherally but i joke abt it all the time and in that sense So Many

[darth-vading]

Pls do all the greek asks !💕

Zeus: name or nicknameMy name’s Greg but ppl call me toby and togy and groby

Hera: where am I fromPennsylvania

Athena: my age17

Hephaestus: birthdayFebruary 2nd 2001

Aphrodite: my relationship statusSingle until I fix myself

Poseidon: pronounsHe/him

Dionysis: extrovert or introvertBoth

Demeter: pets8 cats, a gecko, 4 fish

Artemis: what do u notice abt new pplTheir hair and height

Hades: fearsOpen water, boats, being alone

Ares: pet peevesNot using the right pronouns for people, racists, people who make fun of others for their interests ( unless of course their interests are harming others)

Hestia: where do u consider homeIdk yet

Pegasus: last movie u watchedI don’t remember

Mermaid: last TV show u finishedIn the flesh. I’m currently in the process of finishing Hannibal

Centaur: last book u readFeed ( I forgot who it was by)

Siren: last song I listened toTalk is cheap by Chet faker

Gorgon: last thing u ate general tsos chicken

Cyclops: last time I criedLike legit an hour ago bc I’m a dramatic bitch

Minotaur: last time I was happyToday

Sphynx: last text I sent❤️

Chimera: last call I madeTo Little Caesars for pizza

Griffin: what I did before sleep last nightI watched porn for a full hour

Nymph: last dream I rememberLast night I had a dream abt demons and me falling in love with one but he got killed bc he wasn’t allowed to love a human pfft

Satyr: last time I couldn’t stop laughingLast Thursday

Heracles: ever had a dream come trueYeah. The fact that I’m getting on testosterone this summer is pretty surreal

Theseus: worst regretIdk tbh. A lot of things

Perseus: have u ever been arrestedI’ve been put in the back of a cop car but not arrested

Cadmus: had ur heart brokenHaven’t we all???

Achilles: ever been hospitalizedYeah

Actaeon: a memory I wish I could forgetAll my memories up until like two months ago tbh lmao

Bellerophon: ever passed outYeah I was punched by a friend as a joke and I got knocked out 😂

Agamemnon: an achievement I’m proud ofNone

Oedipus: ever been in loveProlly

Jason: ever travelled abroad?Nah

Atlanta: ever stood up for someone elseYeah my friend jayci was getting bullied and I broke this assholes nose and he cried and called me a bitch

Hippolytus: an experience I won’t forgetIdk

Trident: favorite peopleHmmmmmmm idk I low-key got trust issues so it’s hard to like label anyone as a favorite right now. Plus like a lot of people leave and I don’t wanna get my hopes up so oof

Lightning bolt: top 3 favorite moviesWhere the wild things are, uptown girls, big hero

Sun chariot: fav mythological creatureOooo sirens

Lyre: top 3 favorite songsAcetone by vundabar, if you really love me by Jamaican queens and menswear by the 1975

Caduceus: fav colorYellow or orange or gold

Aegis: fav bookGhost boy by Iain Lawrence

Scythe: fav TV showHannibal or in the flesh

Bident: fav way to spend free timePlaying Kings raid

Harpe: top 3 favorite placesCooks forest, West Virginia, Pittsburgh

Cornucopia: fav place to eatAny Chinese place

Winged sandals: fav thing to do with friendsGive em tarot readings

Golden fleece: fav animal

Cats, deer, crow

Olympus: dream jobBotanist

Tartarus: short term goalsGet on t, change my name legally

Underworld: dream vacationHome

Styx: how I want life to look like in ten yearsTestosterone, name changed, top surgery or at least plans to get it, maybe in a long term healthy relationship

Athuna: where would u live foreverCanada

Sparta: bucket listGo to a beach after getting top surgery and not having to wear a shirt, stuff like that

Elysium: superpowers?Shapeshifting

Ogygia: dream husbandMasculine, kinda taller than me a bit, doesn’t judge me for my learning disabilities, doesn’t call me stupid, doesn’t cheat on me, understands my bpd and other mental illnesses

Troja: crazy thing to do before deathNothing I’m a scared hoe

Tysm dork !

[vengefulblue]

85 questions

tagged by @psychicmoth : thx fi <3

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i'm not tagging ppl, soz. do it if you want, maybe tag me if you want me to see it?? since i'm never on tumblr)

— what was your last…

1. drink: water 2. phone call: asking my sister for a ride 3. text message: i don't have a cell, but uhh,, my last dm was talking abt unironically using emoticons 4. song you listened to: affection by cigarettes after sex 5. time you cried: this morning, reading a stressful fic update (it was good, just sadsadsad)

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: yes, we were engaged for a while too - i should have listened to younger me's instincts 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yes 8. been cheated on: yes, at least once - probably more than i know abt 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: literally since my earliest memories 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yep, vodka is evil

— fave colours

12. all the blues!! 13. grey 14. black

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes <3 all my twitter mutuals 16. fallen out of love: yes (thank god) 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: no 19. met someone who changed you: yes! a person who is *just like me*, who every time we talk we find out more ways we are the same person 20. found out who your friends are: yes? probably 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no, i haven't kissed anyone in almost a year and a half  :c  i am lonely boye

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them except maybe 2? i was in middle school when facebook was popular, and everyone added literally everyone they knew (or who even had any friend in common)... so i still need to unfriend all the kids i went to school with, but i'm lazy 23. do you have any pets: juno kitty!! she is almost 4 (1 may) and she is lovely. i've had her since she was 8 weeks old, so she’s grown up to be exactly like me 24. do you want to change your name: yes. jensen isn't legally my name: it was meant to be temporary to help ppl adjust to calling me something different, but i still haven't found a better "permanent name" so i haven't done the legal thing yet. when i turn 25, i'll do that, whether i'm called jensen or something else (feel free to suggest names that fit me, fr) 25. what did you do for your last birthday: sit at home and eat seafood and drink champagne 26. what time did you wake up today: 4am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was passed out in an armchair 28. what is something you can’t wait for: 21 july i'm going to see dnp in schenectady with @daggerdove !!!! <3 30. what are you listening to right now: falsettos obcr 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: there were 2 toms in my class, plus one the year below me, so yes

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: my dumbass school has changed their structure & program requirements drastically, with no warning, so i might have to apply & transfer to a different school, or else get a job. i want to scream and cry and break something and die (i'm doing none of those things, but i'm v v upset)

33. most visited website: twitter & youtube 34. hair colour: dark brown, nearly black 35. long or short hair: i like short hair but i'm trying to grow mine to shoulder length bc i haven't had it like that in abt 6 yrs?? and i think i might be able to do it in a way that's pretty but still boyish

36. do you have a crush on someone: i don't think so. it's hard to tell for sure bc i feel friendship and romantic feelings very similarly (i'm demiromantic, and i am always slightly in love with my friends??) but i don't have anyone i particularly want to date rn, just many ppl i would like to cuddle and maybe kiss on their cheeks and forehead

37. what do you like about yourself: i think i’m funny, and i care so much abt ppl 38. want any piercings: want more ear piercings (2nd, 3rd, cartilage) 39. blood type: A+ 40. nicknames: jenn (i do not like, is only ok for family) - i want better nicknames but nobody gives me nicknames :(( 41. relationship status: single 42. sign: double capricorn, taurus moon 43. pronouns: he/him or they/them 44. fave tv show: probably bake off or steven universe 45. tattoos: no, i might get some one day 46. right or left handed: right 47: ever had surgery: yes 48. piercings: ears? other than that, no 49. sport: no (maybe swimming if that counts) 50. vacation: ehm, someplace warm and sunny? i live in a cold cloudy place & i've only been on vacation once in my life 51. trainers: high tops or sand shoes (??? idk what to call these, the slip on canvas sneakers)

— more general

52. eating: i’m gonna have rajma chawal, but i haven’t done the rice yet 53. drinking: tea, in a moment 54. i’m about to watch: water boil 55. waiting for: sister to leave 56. want: warm squishy cuddles 57. get married: yes, tho i don't believe marriage should exist as a distinct legal institution, different from other contracts - legal things abt taxes, child rearing/acquisition, etc shouldn’t be affected by personal promises in that way 58. career: ???? no fuckin clue m8 - tbh i just wanna be a house spouse (lol rhyme) and read books and cook and raise babies, but that's not exactly realistic, so maybe writer?? english teacher?? office drone?? probavly office drone  >_<

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs </3 someone pls come cuddle me?? 60. lips or eyes: eyes 61. shorter or taller: tall masc folks, short femme folks 62. older or younger: older masc folks, younger femme folks 63. nice arms or stomach: arms <3 64. hookup or relationships: relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant: no?? i like decisive but gentle & sweet - no trouble, no wishy-washy-ness

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: yes 69. sex on first date: kinda?? not really, but something like that 70: broken someone’s heart: maybe 71. had your heart broken: yes 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: always

— do you believe in

75. yourself: not usually 76. miracles: absolutely 77. love at first sight: not exactly, but a bit? i believe in recognizing compatibility and “clicking” the first time you meet, but not 100% full blown romantic love 78. santa claus: no  e_e 79. angels: ye

— misc

80. eye colour: mostly brown, but they go a bit greeny-hazel sometimes 81. best friend’s name: probably jenna. i don't hang out with anyone but she's my only irl friend... & if mutuals count, i talk most at jolisa & morgan & corinne & soph (& anu, who is a more recent mutual <3) i don’t talk to menace (yes that is what i call them) so much, but we are twins at so many things that i consider them v good friend 82. favourite movie: moonrise kingdom 83. favourite actor: my auntie hanne <3 idk if she's like, good? it's been a few years since i watched anything she was in. but i love her, so she's my favorite (she was in ideal and a movie called dread)

84. favourite cartoon: thundercats made me a furry, so ???? and inuyasha also, it was my first actual full realization that i was bi (bc jfc i wanted to be in a inuyasha/kagome sandwich) 85. favourite teacher’s name: kerrin mccadden - taught creative writing in high school, best coolest teacher ever, and she's an amazing poet (google her!!)

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92 tag

sav aka @love-ndletter tagged me for this (hopefully not too long ago I tend to lag SORRY)! tysm friend! I love doing these heheh ALSO GIRL I LOVE UNTOLD STORIES OF THE ER TOO YOURE LIKE THE FIRST PERSON TO EVER KNOW IT SLJHFBAG YES

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (I’m tagging a bunch of mutuals but if I don’t tg you and you wanna try please do!! I love reading people’s answers, also don’t feel like you have to do it!!)

tagging: @jpghope, @taehyunguh, @taenkful, @cyphrs, @hixtae, @guktwt, @minkibread, @softjimns, @ultjmin, @yoongity, @wydkook, @ctrbl, @fwjsn, @taecheol, @5ygi, @agustdoll, @illicitblue, @sehunlo, @yoonung, @loserjongup

THE LAST:

1. Drink: green tea  2. Phone call: my neurologist to make an appointment for an MRI lmao #adulting amirite ladiesss 3. Text message: helping my roommate with immunization requirements 4. Song you listened to: The Night We Met - Lord Huron 5. Time you cried: like three days ago??? I’ve been struggling with health (thus the neurologist appt.) and I broke down the other day :(

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: yes rip 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: yes it was the guy I dated twice for a total over three years my first love Im not bitter at AL L 9. Lost someone special: yes :( 10. Been depressed: yes :( 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no!!! I don’t drink because alcoholism runs in my family so nothing but bad connotations for me heheh

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: blue, baby pink, mustard yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes!! 16. Fallen out of love: yes :/ 17. Laughed until you cried: girl everyday w my mom LOVE THAT CHICK 18. Found out someone was talking about you: probably  19. Met someone who changed you: yes!! (for the better) 20. Found out who your friends are: yes :(: 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’d say 80%?? I’ve added a bunch of people from college that I haven’t met yet so it brought it down 23. Do you have any pets: yes!! two cats and two dogs (also pet sitting two kitties rn)  24. Do you want to change your name: I used to wanna change it to Jane bc I loved Tarzan LOL not anymore though, I like holly!! but shoot I’ll change my last name hmu namjoon 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: nothing :--) never celebrated it lmao 26. What time did you wake up: 7:50?? one of the cats woke me up bc he wanted to be pet but I usually get up at 8:15-8:30 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: youtube 28. Name something you can’t wait for: MOVING OUT !!! I love my roomies they're angels 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: this morning when I woke up 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I guess I wish I was more tan?? I’m pretty content with everything rn :) 31. What are you listening right now: Kiwi - Harry Styles (but real talk this entire album is so good guys don't @ me I love it) 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I call my period Tom does that count (Time Of the Month) 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my damn health issues :-----) 34. Most visited Website: youtube

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: EVERYWHERE MAN IM COVERED I used to be really insecure abt it when I was younger so my dad would tell me that they were called “beauty marks” so people would tell me I have moles and I would be like “ummm aCTUALL YYY I only have beauty marks so” ndsfjnks 36. Mark/s: I have a few scars on my knees, a small burn scar on the back of my hand, a dog bite on the side of my face and a huge burn mark on the inside of my left thigh bc I dropped a curling wand on it (gr9 job @ myself ik) 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a princess then a fashion designer then a architect ??? 38. Haircolor: blonde 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: kim namjoon my manS 41. What do you like about yourself: my hair and eyes :--) 42. Piercings: basic lobes and belly button 43. Bloodtype: no idea??? I think B-???? 44. Nickname: holls, holyjoons, fonz & lafonzo 45. Relationship status: single  46. Zodiac: aquarius 47. Pronouns: she/her/hers 48. Favorite TV Show: *sweats nervously* uHH???? friends, office, goblin, scarlet hearts ryeo, parks and rec 49. Tattoos: none yet but I’m getting one in a few weeks!!! IM PUMPED  50. Right or left hand: left for playing guitar/ukulele and right for everything else 51. Surgery: stomach when I was three or four?? and wisdom teeth when I was sixteen 52. Hair dyed in different color: nope 53. Sport: GIRL I’VE PLAYED SO MANY idk if dance counts but I’m putting it in bc a WORKOUT ok in order - ballet, tap, cheerleading, gymnastics, karate, soccer, volleyball, jazz, water polo, swim, dive, hip hop (I also did/do beach and pool lifeguarding but idk if that counts???) 55. Vacation: idk if this is for all vacations or what so - hawaii, nevada, arizona, georgia, florida, colorado, norcal??? 56. Pair of trainers: nike airmax theas

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing atm 58. Drinking: nothing atm 59. I’m about to: idk man 61. Waiting for: my mom to get home 62. Want: to travel!! 63. Get married: idk about marriage but I definitely wanna find someone that I would be able to spend my life with 64. Career: something that allows me to live abroad bc thats been my dream for as long as I can remember

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: depends on the person giving them!! hugs I guess tho 66. Lips or eyes: usually I would say eyes but I’m a sucker for some good lips 67. Shorter or taller: taller :---) 68. Older or younger: older  70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach?? idk never thought abt it 71. Sensitive or loud: loud bc emotions make me uncomfortable Im a middle school boy ok                                                   72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk?? never thought abt it

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: nope 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 77. Turned someone down: yeah HAH 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah :( 80. Had your heart broken: yeah :( 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: yeah :((((( 83. Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: no :/ lust at first sight yes 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss in the first date: I don't see why not 89. Angels: yes!

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: devon/doots my gIR L 91. Eye color: honey?? I know I sound extra FJBLSKDG BUT I don't wanna say hazel bc too brown  92. Favorite movie: idk??? I watched Love, Rosie recently though and it was cute

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RULES: ANSWER THESE 92 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE.

i will never make it to 20 ppl but UHMMMMMM thank u @principal-mc for the tag urs was rly fun to read!!! so yes let’s jump into this LOL

THE LAST:

1. Drink: pineapple green tea boba 2. Phone call: a j-job interview 3. Text message: dnd group LMAO 4. Song you listened to: afterglow // teenage wrist 5. Time you cried: last week cuz i was catching up to bnha manga and i love all might

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: LMAO i’ve never dated 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. Been cheated on: nah 9. Lost someone special: yah 10. Been depressed:  Yah 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: DSJFKDSJFS YEAH..........

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. yellow!!! all shades of yellow!!!! i love yellow!! 13. blue!! also all shades of blue!!!!!!! 14. green!!!! all shades!!!! it’s so fresh!!!!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yah!! 16. Fallen out of love: nah 17. Laughed until you cried: YAH 18. Found out someone was talking about you: oh yes and it was HILARIOUS 19. Met someone who changed you: i think every1 i’ve ever met has changed me and i’m grateful for it no matter if it was good or bad tbh 20. Found out who your friends are: yes but i want it on record i love everyone i’ve ever been friends with even if in the end they sucked 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: n-no?

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of em i think!!! a couple of internet friends, but fb is reserved for irl friends LMAO 23. Do you have any pets: i have two doggos and two cats and an aquarium!!! i love all my pets qq 24. Do you want to change your name: eh 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: we went out for sushi!!! 26. What time did you wake up: around 11am sdgfdsgdfs 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: drawing LMAO 28. Name something you can’t wait for: i’m literally excited for each new day!!! every day is full of possibilities and even tho i may spend a lot of those days sittin at home drawing ocs at least i can be excited abt it!!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: mayhaps five minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i think i’m v go w/ the flow and look at things brightly so: i wouldn’t rly change things! but if i could, i think life would be easier on me if i wasn’t diagnosed w diabetes ;v; 31. What are you listening right now: your deep rest // the hotelier 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i almost said no but i DO know a thomas and that’s damn close enough 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: (i’m too pleasant i can’t think of anything i’m rly pissed abt right now haha) 34. Most visited Website: twitter i think :”o 35. Mole/s: i have a couple of moles on my face & left elbow ye ye 36. Mark/s: i have stretch marks and cat scratches hAHA.... i think a lot of the scars i have are like, cat inflicted, and the few times i’ve hurt myself either doing sculpture or cooking LMFAO.. 37. Childhood dream: UHHH i wanted to be a fashion designer!! deep down i’d still like to do that hehe 38. Hair color: black!! 39. Long or short hair: it’s getting long!! i used to do a 1920s bob cut to my hair a lot but i’ve liked growing it out ;o; it’s past my shoulders now!!! 40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope lol 41. What do you like about yourself: oh!!!! i used to hate myself a whole lot, but now i can say w confidence that: i like me. i like everything about me. i like that part of me that learned to like myself best. <3 42. Piercings: just ear piercings!! my mom got em done when i was a few months old ;v; 43. Blood type: i am 90% sure i’m O negative 44. Nickname: AJ!!! Jebs!!! Mando!!! 45. Relationship status: single and not caring LEL 46. Zodiac: taurus sun! cancer moon! taurus rising! 47. Pronouns: she/her, they/them! :> 48. Favorite TV Show/s: warehouse 13, dark matter, power rangers, kamen rider, sense8, friends, parks & rec, age of youth, the x files, atelier 49. Tattoos: none but i want one qq 50. Right or left hand: righty!!  51. Surgery: nopeee 52. Hair dyed in different color: i bleached my hair once in like.... 8th/9th grade.... we do not. speak of that, ever 53. Sport: i love sports but i don’t play on teams anymore haha x_x!!! i used to do basketball and karate!!! i like hiking, badminton, and bowling, too!!! i think i love hiking the most tho i don’t think it’s rly a sport LMAO 55. Vacation: i like roadtrips!!! i like traveling in general!!!!! it’s fun to explore and see the world around us and meet people and experience things!!! 56. Pair of trainers: i have reeboks & vans isos......! i like my vans best tho LMAOO they’re stylish and comfortable for walks

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: i last ate ginisang ampalaya w/ mango & bagoong ;w; 58. Drinking: rn i’m chugging water LMAO 59. I’m about to: d-drawwwwwwww 61. Waiting for: sleep qq 62. Want: g-gas money 63. Get married: nahhhh 64. Career: graphic design or journalism qq 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs ;o; 66. Lips or eyes: eyes!! 67. Shorter or taller: i’m rly tall s-so i don’t have a preference either way actually ;v; 68. Older or younger: eh 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ah... i think i like arms best qq 71. Sensitive or loud: haha....... i dunno.......... i suppose someone who meshes w/ my personality well......... tho i suppose i’d like someone more extroverted ;v; 72. Hook up or relationship: i!!! dunno. i don’t think i rly mind or care HAHA 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: there is nothing wrong with a lil bit of rebellion

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: nah but that sounds fun 75. Drank hard liquor: yah 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i stopped wearing contacts cuz i lost them all the time ashdjfjdsfds 77. Turned someone down: yah and mostly it’s been pleasant 78. Sex in the first date: nope but i am.... unopposed...... wow i sound like a Freak zamn 79. Broken someone’s heart: GOD I HOPE NOT THAT’S A LOT OF PRESSURE 80. Had your heart broken: y-ya but not in the way u think ;o; 81. Been arrested: nope i’m CLEAN and absolutely did not just talk abt underage drinking officer 82. Cried when someone died: yea........... 83. Fallen for a friend: nope and thank God

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: yes!!! i am a bright and wonderful person and i’m capable of anything i put my mind to!!!!!!! 85. Miracles: yah cuz idk how i passed math 86. Love at first sight: me w/ food 87. Santa Claus: i cannot confirm nor deny his existence. santa claus is the ultimate cryptid 88. Kiss on the first date: why not lmaoooo 89. Angels: yah

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: NOOO i have too many beloved best friends 91. Eyecolor: brown HAHA....... 92. Favorite movie: i can’t pick one so here’s a top 10 list: the fifth element, amelie, moonrise kingdom, kiki’s delivery service, princess and the frog, treasure planet, suspiria, how to steal a million, practical magic, & under the tuscan sun

i’d have put more wes anderson movies but...... i truly like moonrise kingdom best.... this is what happens when ur a film hoe u can’t keep urself to one movie cuz i wanna talk abt all of them bye

TAGGING: @pixelberry-pippa @pixelberrygardens @diamondsaregold @hollyashton @maxwellbaemont @jakesmckenzies @stormholt @thedarknessoftheendlesshss @hermiethefrog @quinn-kelly @i-am-a-fandom-hoe @zigsexual @playhwu-hss @annelysesadair @quinnskelly @punexpectedly @protect-drake @joyfulchoices @elenasanchez @hssuser OHO I DID IT NICE HAVE FUN ALSO U DON’T HAVE TO BUT Y A H

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92 Question Tag!

Got tagged by @piiess, tysm love! Rules: answer the 92 questions and tag 20 people (I might end up tagging less ppl tho)

last… drink: water

phone call: my mom

text message: “you could also get that boyfriend pillow”

song you listened to: Saturn Barz- Gorillaz

time you cried: last night…

have you.. dated someone twice: nope

kissed someone and regretted it: hell. yes.

been cheated on: never, thank god

lost someone special: yup, family and friends too

been depressed: yea

gotten drunk and thrown up: two times

list three favorite colors… colors: beige, white, grey

in the last year, have you… made new friends: yeah!

fallen out of love: yes, not in a romantical sense tho

laughed until you cried: more times than I could count

found out someone was talking about you: yes, but I always kinda knew

met someone who changed you: no, but I still changed

found out who your friends are: yes, I’m v glad

kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

general… how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: pretty sure I know all of them actually

any pets: two dogs, two birds

do you want to change your name: nope

what did you do for your last Birthday: me and my best friend celebrated our birthdays together (even tho he has in November and I do in March) and we had a garden party and slept at his place

what time did you wake up: 7 AM

what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

something you can’t wait for: a cold fall!

when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday, we were talking abt my driver’s license

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my discipline

what are you listening to right now: white noise

have you ever talked to a person named tom: there’s one Tom in my grade actually, so yeah

something that is getting on your nerves: I have this weird back pain rn, it hurts a lot

most visited websites: netflix, tumblr and youtube for sure

other info about myself… mole/s: none, which I’m rly glad about

mark/s: geez I have a lot, some on my hands and quite a lot in my face too

childhood dream: author or teacher, pretty sure

hair color: brown, I dyed it a bit darker tho

long or short hair: shoulder-length and curly/wavy

do you have a crush on someone: I’m not sure tbh

what do you like about yourself: my striving for greatness

piercings: none, other than having my ears pierced

blood type: O-

nickname: Nika or Rose

relationship status: single as a pringle

zodiac:  Pisces Squad!

pronouns: she/her

favorite TV show: Gossip Girl and Dear White People

tattoos: none, but I want some!

right or left hand: right

surgery: once, on my nose bc I almost suffocated in my sleep

hair dyed in different color: I had it dyed blue, black, green, blonde, brown, red and violet

sport: I used to do Kung-Fu when I was younger

vacation: my last vacations were Vienna, Prague, Croatia and France. I rly wanna go to Sweden, Estonia and Canada tho

sneakers: grey nike air max

more general…

eating: I had some mozzarella and two pieces of pizza today, that’s it

drinking: a cup of coffee and a fuckton of water

i’m about to: lay down and read

waiting for: the back pain to go away

want: a new fall/winter coat

get married: ehhhh idk

career: a journalist, I wanna write abt politics

hugs or kisses: kissesssss

lips or eyes: lips

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: older

nice arms or nice stomach: arms

sensitive or loud: loud

hook up or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

have you ever… kissed a Stranger: yea

drank hard liquor: yup, I mean I’m Polish lmao

lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t need either

turned someone down: yea

sex on the first date: no

broken someone’s heart: no

had your heart broken: no

been arrested: no

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: yup

do you believe in… yourself: yes, it’s good for yourself!

miracles: nope

love at first sight: sometimes

santa claus: nah

kiss on the first date: yea

other… current best friend name: Jenny and Rixner

eye color: hazel

favorite movie: Whisper Of The Heart

tagging: @honeymilkkstudy, @mattystudies, @elanstudies, @suamaliestudies and @mangostudies (sorry only doing 5!) I've you've already done this, ofc you don't need to do it again!

[deceitofstars]

85 questions tag

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people tagged by: @mncmosyne​ and @fck-tamlin​ thank yooooou!!

idk if i can tag 20 but tagging: @afellowslytherindemigod​, @girladamparrish​, @lunarcaustics​, @tibcrias​, @nestarchron​ i mean 5 is a good number

the last … 1. drink: water 2. phone call: my sister? calling from upstairs asking me who was at the door (the postman) 3. text message: 'yeah...n realising how pointless it is’ me makin lists to go on my blog 4. song you listened to: seventeen - don’t wanna cry #svttrash 5. time you cried: well saturday was pretty messy 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yea if i start thinking abt it now im gonna throw a plate 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: yes  10. been depressed: don’t know 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes :(( n i throw up all the time fuck my life in the last year have you … 15. made new friends: yep! n now they’re an ocean away from me lol 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes omg me n my friend could not stop looking at this picture oh MY GOd just thinking about it  18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but they werent important so 19. met someone who changed you: yeah, n for the good me thinks 20. found out who your friends are: i have like 3 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yea can we not 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them but we don’t really talk 23. do you have any pets: i want a pet chinchilla but i have a hamster instead n he’s kinda cute 24. do you want to change your name: YES who the heck is alecs?? lol who the heck spells it like that ??? i’d be going by my first name instead if it weren’t so ugly but alecs isn’t as bad as it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i was in korea :< went to a garden n read, ate a really good burrito 26. what time did you wake up: 8:30am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: tryna find nessian fics :// 28. name something you can’t wait for: september!!!!!! starting uni!!!!! maybe seeing my boyfriend but really just can’t wait to get out of this house 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago before she went to work 31. what are you listening to right now: warpath - ingrid michaelson LISTEN TO IT 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah but he wasn’t very interesting,,, or am i the not-interesting one 33. something that is getting on your nerves: no money no motivation my dad 34. most visited website: rn it’s tumblr 35. hair colour: brown/black 36. long or short hair: longish for my height i guess 37. do you have a crush on someone: yea 38. what do you like about yourself: i laugh at anything n i like my lips they’re a real nice shape 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: A i think 41. nickname: mostly al, snail child, lexi, idk not many people call me nicknames :( 42. relationship status: in a relationship with a nerd 43. zodiac: taurus roar 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: brooklyn nine nine, the office, miranda, teen wolf s3 lol, REPLY 1997 and 1988!!!! oh my god 46. tattoos: no but i want some!! i want a tiny number 3 behind my ear, a heartbeat on my pinky finger and a korean quote on my ribs or collarbone 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: i had my appendix taken out when i was 7 49. piercing: yea again 50. sport: running + lacrosse 51. vacation: take me to peru!!! 52. pair of trainers: idk what they’re called but they’re nike  53. eating: fucking love fruit n cake 54. drinking: i don’t really drink fizzy drinks, so just water 55. i’m about to: get really mad cuz my laptop is running slow, think about editing something 56. waiting for: an ember in the ashes #3!!! oh my GOD, the raven cycle show?!!, uni to start n for my dad to stop thinking i’m still 13 (i’m 20) 57. want: to get a call back from that one job i want, pepperoni pizza 58. get married: yeah when the time is right i guess 59. career: this makes me feel so fucking stressed  60. hugs or kisses: i like both 61. lips or eyes: eyes !! oh god 62. shorter or taller: taller but everyone’s taller than me cuz im short as fuck 63. older or younger: same age or just a lil bit older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS  65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: both idk mostly hesitant  67. kissed a stranger: nope 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope don’t wear 70. turned someone down: do you count unintentionally friendzoned 71. sex on the first date: nah not for me 72. broken someone’s heart: i prefer the term unintentionally friendzoned 73. had your heart broken: either by friends or parents 74. been arrested: nope 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: if i count my bf now? but before, almooost but shhh  do you believe in … 77. yourself: selectively cuz i’m always on the fence 78. miracles: no 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: always ??????  81. kiss on the first date: yes it’s cute if it’s lil a lil peck y’know 82. angels: no other 83. current best friend’s name: richelle 84. eye colour: dark brown 85. favourite movie: too many ahhh gna go with train to busan from the top of my head

[cuddlingsun]

hello @ciaoloueh​ (or her phansona, danielbear) has tagged me to do this thingy and it’s long bUT THATS FINE BECAUSE I FIXED IT SO NOW I CAN MENTION PEOPLE AND DO A READ MORE AND LIFE IS BEAUTIFU

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 1. Drink: water! I tried to drink some after waking up (and another sip just now) because who knows if I drink enough it might be a step to being healthier

2. Phone call: my mom, who called to ask what kind of math my brother has

3. Text message: cbs™ got a very excited text about how i can mention people now, it’s truly revolutionary 

4. Song you listened to: green light by lorde i think

5. Time you cried: i remember crying in my dream last night but can’t remember the actual time sorry

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

9. Lost someone special: yup

10. Been depressed: well I think so, but like it wasn’t officially diagnosed and all, do feel tons better rn even if it isn’t all that amazing yet

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. dark red

13. dark blue

14. the purple/olive green/brown aesthetic that hana gave me lmao

I JUST LOVE A LOT OF THINGS OKAY FIGHT ME

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15. Made new friends: yes! though the real life ones aren’t proper friends but the online ones are I guess :D

16. Fallen out of love: sort of??? maybe it was before this past year so idk let’s say no so I feel better about it

17. Laughed until you cried: i’d sure hope so

18. Found out someone was talking about you: ha yes but not that i care too much about it, trying to not have any contact with those people anyway

19. Met someone who changed you: not sure, don’t think so

20. Found out who your true friends are: sort of? i kind of decided to not try too hard for people that don’t try for me? like there’s a difference between being scared to start conversations and just generally not caring abt me as a person u know

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i’m going to count it hold up -- 44 out of the 51 

23. Do you have any pets: sadly no

24. Do you want to change your name: sort of did but not anymore? i like to use bus because it’s easy and a nickname but i can live with my name i guess (though maybe change the official spelling lmao)

25. What did you do for your last birthday: i had some friends over and had a chilled out get together (and my mom had cooked dinner) which was nice I guess (also two of my friends got me a book which nearly made me cry but all right)

26. What time did you wake up: around nine I think? woke up around 6.25 then around 8.06 and then somewhere before 9.30 (i’m being specific if u care to read this far you won’t mind anyway)

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to sleep by daydreaming 

28. Name something you cannot wait for: I cannot wait for a bunch of things but myself aside i can’t wait for one direction to come back?? which sounds selfish i mean i love their solo careers but boys i miss u 

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: last night when she had made some tea but it was too sour for me and then i went to bed (i just went downstairs and saw her again, if that makes u happier)

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: we can’t get into this now fully, but i feel like having tons of money could make a big change to my current situation

31. What are you listening to right now: nothing tbh (also changed to green light when i came back, i was halfway through)

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lmao yes he helped teach maths at uni which was cool i guess

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: me but also in general the state of the world, but also me a lot

34. Most visited website: tumblr probably lmao 

35. Elementary: was cool I guess, i had a real good year and then it was shitty again but overall could have been worse

36. High School: wasn’t the best, could’ve been worse. i don’t really feel any type of Big Feelings towards any of these

37. College/university: sadly didn’t finish the one thing, so next year i’m starting law? (wish me luck tbh) and afterwards i want to genuinely study physics/chemistry at some point again but who knows if it will happen and when 38. Hair colour: brown

39. Long or short hair: short, but it’s been growing quite a lot

40. Do you have a crush on someone: not that i know of and boy is it good i love it finally time to focus on MYSELF am i rite ladies

41. What do you like about yourself: my mind mostly, physically i don’t LIKE anything but i’m not in full hatred either so there’s that 

42. Piercings: i had my ears pierced but i don’t wear jewelry so 

43. Blood type: i believe O but i’m not sure and don’t know the positive/negative thingy

44. Nickname: lmao hana literally referred to me as bus here so that, don’t really have any others?? bush but i don’t really like that one so

45. Relationship status: single and v v v v happy with that

46. Zodiac sign: libra

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: brooklyn nine-nine, merlin, elementary (and well doctor who, victoria and dirk gently too) (also liked selfie?? and atlantis, galavant, agent carter)

49. Tattoos: none  50. Right or left hand: right (though i want to learn writing with both hands tbh)

FIRST… 51. Surgery: i think they did something with my ears when i was really really young so I don’t even remember it (and i’m scared of surgery so let’s keep it this way)

52. Piercing: the one but also none u feel 

54. Sport: i did ballet which i loved but then i had to stop or go on with people who were like two or three years older than me and were way better so i quit

55. Vacation: i mean i went to turkey every year even as a tiny baby i think so that probably? 

56. Pair of trainers:  i was a tiny child, how should i remember this

57. Eating: ah okay not first so um had a tiny bit of chocolate but still deciding on breakfast 

58. Drinking: the water is still there, i’ll take a sip now

59. I’m about to: figure out what to read whilst i hide from the cleaning lady for three hours (and probably eat something first) 

60. Listening to: currently it’s royals also by lorde 

61. Waiting for: a simple thing rn because we’re not that deep yet: a burst of motivation to go shopping tonight with my sister and her friend

62. Want: general Big Life Things, but also just books??? i fucking love books NO FUCK I WANT TIME LOTS OF TIME SO I CAN DO EVERYTHING I WANT TO DO

63. Get married: not planning to but who knows life is weird

64. Career: okay look the most ideal one would be a scientist and an author but we all know studying law won’t get me there so we’re still figuring it out, but scientist and author??? especially scientist??? id die for that man

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: currently feeling a good hugs (woah, we would never have guessed tumblr user cuddlingsun)

66. Lips or eyes: eyes i guess?? 

67. Shorter or taller: taller??? look I don’t Know these things 

68. Older or younger: probably older??? but also like younger is fine??? idk

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I DON’T KNOW EITHER HANA whichever one that person wants??? like i’m not very specific on these things

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive I guess but like hana said, you could be both

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship lmao what would i get out of a hookup except for years of pining

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, but also a teeny bit mischievous otherwise i’d get bored  --------- keeping hana’s answer here

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: nope

75. Drank hard liquor?: nope

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: i lost a lens once when i slept with them in accidently, but later found it on my pillow (i think) which was quite odd

77. Turned someone down: HA if we’re HONEST yes but like,,, i was twelve,,, he was weird,,, let’s forget it ever happened 

78. Sex on first date: um no -- hana catching my feelings perfectly

79. Broken someone’s heart: well that would be a maybe but i hope not lmao

80. Had your heart broken: L M A O yes way too easily

81. Been arrested: nope

82. Cried when someone died: yes, though it usually takes other people crying for me to Get There

83. Fallen for a friend: yes? no? idk what came first but honestly i’d like to have it be a friend rather than a stranger lmao

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: in all honesty no, but i’m trying to

85. Miracles: yes, in a way

86. Love at first sight: sort of?? like not love exactly but a feeling that turns into actual love yeah that’s possible i guess 

87. Santa Claus: nope, but i dont remember if i ever believed in him to begin with so i should ask me mum probably

88. Kiss on the first date: idk??? 

89. Angels: yeah i mean yeah with the religion thing and stuff i guess that’s a yes 

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: honestly idk like i have many best friends and i don’t really have a solid best friend anymore but that’s fine because i lov so many people anyway

91. Eye colour: also brown

92. Favourite movie: don’t??? but all righty some time ago i’d have said spongebob the movie so that, hidden figures, prisoner of azkaban, dead poets society, brave (also pride and prejudice & austenland probably)

i tag @bothhappy--andsad because she usually wants to do these kinds of tags and if they want to: @ryanperch @floralaesthetlc @klainederful cus u guys are super cool and i wanna know if you care to do it (and anyone else that wants to do it can say i tagged them cus i wanna READ)