#idk how many people entered… honestly there might be a 50/50 chance

[freakylilnutjob]

why did I just enter for a chance to be in the band camino’s music video they’re shooing on friday

[dradelcra]

Let me add onto my theory real quick on parts that might break it:

The images i'm going to show you can be interpreted in two or more ways:

Theory 1: Lucy is Robert's half brother.

"They can't be related if Lucy lived in Whitechapel a pickpocketed people in the start"

1a. We have no idea where Robert's dad originally lived and Whitechapel is basically "The Slums" in which Jack the Ripper did his... well not respecting women. (Slums are areas where people squatted on crown land and now a days done illegally which causes a whole heap of problems for everyone because f*** the rich and living by the sewers or densely packed housing in self made buildings with little proper housing- sorry, rambling about Geography. Anyways, the place is culturally diverse so it's likely many immigrants and poor locals did their fair share of it).

A phrase, 'slumming in the city' is said to refer to people who 'fed off' of other people's resources which is very not gucci because the people are trying their best to live in a corrupt power system which disrespects the poor.

He could have been poor before, a hard worker and met Robert's mom one fateful evening and escaped the grasps of poverty. But in doing so he might have left behind another woman who had a child (Lucy). The man is crisp on his money and forced his own child to marry for it, we don't know how far this man will go for the bitter lard of capitalism.

(who knows, maybe he even took care of her before Robert was born).

1b. Just as Lucy says here, rich kids do this all the time.

Robert's dad might been one of those rich kids (cause people be wilding in their youth) and ended up finding love in Whitechapel. But just like Robert had to enter a forced marriage inevitably leaving his love and other child behind.

That's how she got her start so obviously she grew up in Whitechapel, but to what extent?

Theory 2: Lucy is Robert's full sister who ran away for love.

Now:

A child's age is obviously before 18 and with Lucy maybe having been of upper class status, she wouldn't be married off until 18. But, and as I said again, rich kids visited Whitechapel all the time. So as a rich kid herself, she engaged in those rich kid antics and grew her own seperate bank from her dad (in a sexist economy that didn't allow women to control their own money) (-oof, i got alot of opinion in this today, lmao)

She's clearly a badass chick who doesn't want to be stuck in a house all day, married to some moneybags man she didn't like. She wants to get her own coin (albeit illegally but y'know f*** the rich), be her own woman!

And in doing so, she found her loml (love of my life but refering to her saying this and not me because i'm... well you get the gist, real) Rachel's brother.

And that made her realize that "y'know what, f all of dat" and:

Before she was of marrying age.

Now problems:

Her eye colour is lighter than Robert's and her hair texture is different (but not by much, especially if we compared it to Mr. Pennebrygg) than his when we finally meet Lucy. But that could fit into the first part of my theory where Lucy is the bastard child of Lanyon's dad.

She also doesn't have freckles but that's a genetic thing and that stuff which I will NOT pull out the Punett sqaure for because I am lazy-

Okay, no i'm not, this takes two seconds to look up.

And as you can see, she'd then have a 50% chance of getting freckles. (Lanyon has freckles mostly because he is based off of his father anyways. His hair is visibly a different curl pattern because he's half white/and idk if ary changed that/so his is looser than Lucy's. If her mom was the same as robert, well mixed children can having varying results, the African physical traits gene is very strong.

She might have gotten her father's hair and skin tone but got her mother's eyes. Or it lightened due to the mother's eye colour.

(chart showing basic eye colours because there are many other eye colours but y'know, i'm not going to factor in purple eyes).

Like, genetics is basically a gambling game, and it sucks when people just get together so that they will have "pretty babies" and do that designer baby crap.

But we aren't here for my opinion, we are here for theory based on what we know and are assuming. (lmao)

So yeah, there is also this:

She messes up his name on purpose here clearly. And that could be seen as classical sibiling teasing because it would take more of an effort to say 'Langdon' than 'Lanyon' and-

She clearly wasn't paying much attention when Rachel introduced him but she managed to save that name quick after hearing it once. Even i'd have to hear a name more than that. This is either from Lucy being able to remember a hit list (for money) quick from her robbery job or she already knew Lanyon.

She also might have messed the name up on purpose out of disrespect to the family.

She might also be upset at Robert for maybe having done her wrong when they were younger and now the petty is strong? Thet may be trying to keep a facade of not knowing each other to prevent Lucy's dangerous life hurting her fam (because bad people like to go for the weakest links in other bad people to cut them down) or because Robert told her off (being brain washed by his parents that Lucy is very bad) for being a bad person and that she is a bad stain on the family's name and to not be associated with with them.

I don't know, it be like that sometimes.

Or-

Theory 3:

Everything i'm saying is absolute bollocks.

The theory could be snapped like an outstrectched rubber band just by word of the creator and honestly that's the fun thing about theories.

I am either right or not and that's okay. They might not even know each other. I just thought it was a cool theory!

Anyways, thanks for reading.

[calumsvapor]

wherever you are | c.h

word count: 2357

warnings: cursing

pairing(s): calum hood/reader

notes: soulmate au. the povs in this are kind of weird. it’s 2nd person, but you don’t get that good of a view into the reader’s thoughts until near the end. it’s sort of from calum’s point of view but not really. idk just read it lmao :)

for as long as he could remember, the skin on his chest above his heart was occupied by the small lettering. by the time he entered grade school, calum knew that the letters spelled out the lyrics to his soulmate’s favorite song.

once he entered high school, calum was convinced he didn’t even have a soulmate. surely it was possible for the universe to mess up, or maybe his soulmate died earlier on in their life. all calum knew for certain was that the song the lyrics came from didn’t exist.

despite this fact, he was still amazed by the people all around him, brushing hands with someone they barely knew, locking eyes, and grinning from ear to ear as their markings flashed red before fading into their skin. 

calum wanted to write the songs that people fell in love with. he wanted his lyrics tattooed above the hearts of the people who would bump into their soulmate while rushing through the halls, or while standing in line at a coffee shop. he wanted to write the songs that people listened to on repeat, sitting alone in their bedroom, trying to hear a small piece of their other half in the melody.

the years flew by, and before he knew it, he was writing songs and performing. he and his friends from australia had become more and more popular with each passing month, and their songs were played all over the world. calum’s dreams had come true.

so why did he still feel so empty?

maybe it was because he and the rest of the band were still in the middle of their new album, and he hadn’t completely figured out the lyrics to one of the songs he was writing for it yet.

or maybe it was because everyone around him was meeting and settling down with the people who they knew would complete them for the rest of their lives. even most of his bandmates and crew had someone. michael had crystal. luke had sierra. 

and calum had his guitar and his notebook.

“why do you think you don’t have a soulmate, cal? you’re a great guy and anyone would be lucky to have you.” 

calum sat on his plush leather couch, on the phone with his friend and bandmate, ashton irwin. due to the pair’s single statuses, around 50% of fans were completely convinced they were each other’s soulmates, which wouldn’t be too bad, honestly, besides the fact that his favorite lyrics were most definitely not from an ariana grande song.

“because i’ve googled this one line about a million different times on a million different days, hoping that maybe some singer somewhere just came out with a new song and i’ll finally get a sign that i won’t be alone forever.”

“maybe that just means you have to write it yourself.”

of course. why hadn’t he thought of that before? 

“sorry ash, i have to go write a song. i’ll call you later.”

with a chuckle and an “alright,” ashton ended the call, leaving calum alone with his thoughts. 

after around three hours of sitting alone with his guitar and his notebook, with approximately zero ideas and zero words written on the paper, calum set down his things and decided to find a nearby cafe to take a break. he was in los angeles, after all, and anyone who lived within 20 miles knew there was no shortage of coffee shops.

once calum decided on a fitting store to get his caffeine fix, he ordered his drink and sat down at a small table by the window. instead of pulling out his phone and brainstorming like he expected, calum found himself switching his gaze between the street beyond the window and the barista behind the counter, making his drink. 

hey, just because he doesn’t have a soulmate, doesn’t mean he can’t recognize a pretty girl when he sees one.

eventually, his name was called, and he left the swirling mess of a chasm that was his mind and walked over to the pickup counter. as he was handed his drink, he met eyes with the woman who he’d been observing just moments before. the woman, of course, was you. the cafe was empty, save for calum and yourself, so he had no problem with making small talk - just a little mindless flirting - even if it was simply to kill time. 

“busy day, huh?” he said, a small smirk adorning his features. you let out a shy laugh, and for some reason, calum found himself thinking that if somehow, someway, you turned out to be his soulmate, it wouldn’t be so bad.

“yeah, i’m absolutely swamped. you wouldn’t believe how many people come in for coffee at 2 pm on a tuesday in the middle of a workweek.”

“since you have so much time, why don’t you sit down and have some coffee with me?” calum quipped, the smile on his face never fading.

with a smile and a nod of your head, you maneuvered around the counter and walked over to the table for two calum had previously been sitting at. 

“so, i’m just gonna cut to the chase,” calum started, “what’s your favorite song?”

“if i’m being honest,” you said, pausing, “i would have to say i don’t know. none of the music i’ve heard so far has really spoke to me enough to be considered my favorite song, and on top of that, i’m not really that in touch with current music.”

the bright smile on your face wavered as you met calum’s eyes.

“sorry, i know it’s a really important topic, given how things are, but i just don’t have an answer,” you finished with a sheepish, almost guilty smile.

“don’t even worry about it, it was a dumb question anyway. if it makes you feel any better, my soulmate’s favorite lyric is from a song that doesn’t even exist. just don’t tell the gossip magazines.”

“why would i tell the- oh. you’re famous, aren’t you? i knew i recognized you from somewhere!”

calum laughed a bit at your obliviousness.

“yeah, i’m the bassist for 5 seconds of summer. maybe you’ve heard of us?”

“mhmm! i think i’ve heard a few of your songs. she looks so perfect, right?”

“you really need to catch up on modern music, sweetheart.”

blushing at the nickname, you asked calum for some song recommendations, and you spent the rest of the afternoon discussing anything and everything, right up until customers started getting more frequent at around 4.

“so what days do you work? can i swing by tomorrow around the same time?” calum asked, fiddling almost nervously with his fingers, a stark contrast from his bold and flirtatious behavior from earlier. 

you grinned and nodded happily, then waved goodbye to him as the door swung open then closed again, the bells hanging above it making a pleasant ringing sound.

on his walk home, calum couldn’t stop thinking about you. and yet he couldn’t figure out why. the fact that you didn’t have a favorite song meant nothing. it was just too good to be true. he had lived 23 years of his life, happily believing, no, knowing, that he was soulmate-less. and honestly, he felt it was for the better. he could focus on his music. he could focus on his dream. he was living out his dream right now, and if not having a soulmate was what it took, it was well worth it.

so when he finally got home, calum flopped back down on his couch and scribbled down the lyrics he had memorized by heart before he even turned 13.

he then stared at the paper for a good 30 minutes.

it almost felt like stealing. the lyrics, in theory, were his, and it wasn’t like some other artist had written them into a song yet, so there wouldn’t be any legal issues, but he didn’t really come up with them himself, did he? were they really his to write and record if it was just dumb luck that had tattooed those words onto his chest?

“what do you need, cal?” ashton’s groggy voice sounded from the other end of the phone.

calum had gone about his usual evening routine, then decided to go to bed around 10, since there was nothing left for him to do. but then after 3 hours of laying on his bed and staring up at the ceiling, he decided he needed some help.

“i really don’t know if i should write this song, ash. i have absolutely no ideas for the melody, the lyrics don’t even feel like mine, and honestly i’ve been doing just fine without a soulmate. i don’t really see why that has to change now. not to mention that i just met some girl at a cafe and she’s… i don’t even know.”

“cal, slow down. do you want me to be honest with you? i mean completely and totally honest?”

“yeah?”

“you should write the song. and i think the reason you haven’t yet is because you’re scared. you’re scared that even after you finish this fucking song, you still might not find her. you’re scared that this girl you met isn’t gonna be your soulmate, and you’re scared that you’re going to be alone forever, surrounded by everyone that already met their soulmates, and you’re going to feel like complete and utter shit for ever believing that you had a soulmate in the first place. and i think that’s complete bullshit. you can’t just throw away your one chance at finding someone because you’re scared. that’s not how the world works. now goodnight, calum. think about it.”

with that, ashton hung up, leaving calum in the dark of his room, his words playing like a broken record in his head. and even though he hated to admit it, ashton was right. and he’d put this off for far too long already.

after you and calum’s first meeting, you were disappointed to say you didn’t see him again for another two weeks, and by the end of the first, you had accepted the fact that he just wasn’t interested in you once he realized you didn’t have a favorite song. 

which was completely understandable, seeing as once you hit your 20’s, it seemed like people only cared about meeting their soulmates as quickly as possible.

so you could imagine your surprise when, exactly at 1:45 pm, the bells dinged softly and the cafe’s doors swung open, calum emerging from behind them, swinging his phone around like a trophy and smiling wider than you thought possible.

“hey, y/n,” he said, breathless to the point where you almost believed he sprinted all the way there.

“hey, cal,” you replied, matching his elated expression, “what can i get for you?”

“you can sit down with me and listen to this,” calum gasped, still trying to catch his breath. 

“and what’s this?” you asked, motioning to the file pulled up on his phone, his thumb hovering over the play button, and his other hand holding out a pair of headphones for you.

“modern-day music.”

you grabbed the headphones out of his hand, inserting one into your ear and motioning for him to take a seat. once the two of you had been situated at a two-person table, he put the other earbud in and clicked play. 

once the three minutes of the song were over, you took the earbud out and stared at him in awe.

“shut. up.” you said, no hint of a smile on your face.

calum’s gleeful expression dropped to a look of confusion.

“you wrote that?! no fucking way!”

a look of relief passed over calum’s face as he grinned at you once more.

“yep. took me two weeks.”

“so that’s what you’ve been doing while you were too busy to visit me. i can’t say i’m angry.”

the two of you took some time to catch up on everything that had happened since you first met. you’d been coming into work and interviewing at various jobs in your free time, and he had been writing and spending time in the studio recording the demo you’d just heard.

as the pleasant conversation dwindled to an awkward silence, you finally remembered what you were going to say when you’d first heard the song.

“by the way, i think i finally have an answer to your question. that song is and will always be my favorite song.”

“you really mean that? you’re not just saying that to be nice?”

calum honestly couldn’t believe his ears. he may have been living out his dream of making music, but during the past two weeks, he’d learned enough about himself to know that a life with you was his new dream, whether it was as soulmates or just as friends.

“would i lie to you?”

calum smiled at that.

“no, at least i hope not.”

“i especially liked that one line…”

you then proceeded to recite the lyrics written on his chest word for word.

“it’s just amazing how you can write such meaningful and amazing lyrics. i could never do anything like that. i remember once in like 7th grade we had to write a song about the louisiana purchase or something and it was absolutely terrible. i mean we got an A, but that was only because-”

“can i kiss you right now?”

and with that, your rambling was stopped in its tracks.

“what?”

“you heard me,” calum said, the same smirk on his face as when you first met him.

with that, you leaned across the table, grasped the collar of his t-shirt tightly, and pulled him forwards. calum let out a short gasp of shock at your uncharacteristic boldness.

as the tips of your noses touched together, you felt a strong burning sensation right above your heart. as you looked down, you noticed a red glow, shining through the thin fabric of calum’s shirt. 

calum placed his large, warm hands over your own as you looked straight into his deep brown eyes.

“take me on a date first, cal.”

[likeabulletyoucanhurtme]

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? No, I'm not gay. But also, I don't think his wife would be too impressed either. itsmeetingthemanofmydreamsandthenmeetinghisbeautifulwife 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Wrong! 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nope. 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Romantically, it will be now. donttrustahoeneveratrustahoewonttrustahoe 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I haven't hung around with anyone recently 6. What are you excited for? Concerts coming back after the rona thisshitwillfuckyouup 7. What happened tonight? Scotland drew with england and now I'm drinking and watching Bob Ross painting because it taped as a suggestion and all your memes make it sound interesting. throwawayyourtelevisiontakethenooseofyourambition 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? No, that seems a very sexist comment. Girls have every right to get as wasted as they want. I myself have been horribly wasted before and don't judge others for it. causeimprettyfuckingwastedidrunksogoddamnmuchthaticantfeelmyfaceyeah 9. Is confidence cute? As long as it's warranted. 10. What is the last beverage you had? Lidl Cola imnotbyyoursideimnottakingtimeyoudeserveeverythingyouvegot 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 8 (six of those are family members tho) 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Never have and never will. 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Watch more TV. Or the next film on my list. Or play GTA3. saturdaynightifeeltheairisgettinghotlikeyoubaby 14. What are you going to spend money on next? Chocolate 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Not anymore :) sokissmehardcausethisllbethelasttimethatiletyou 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I highly doubt it andillbethiswayforever 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything Depends about what. I can talk to my mum about most things, but not all obviously 18. The last time you felt broken? December causeimbrokenwhenimlonesomeandidontfeellikeiamstrongenough 19. Have you had sex today? Nope 20. Are you starting to realize anything? Nah, I realized it all quite a while ago. 21. Are you in a good mood? Kinda? I'm not in a bad mood. I was in a good mood yesterday an.. Nah. Fuck it. Yes, I am in a good mood. (I realise I could've just put yes but I thought it was important to note the point where I fought against West Of Scotland stoicism and decided to acknowledge some positivity). 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Nah. And they should be left alone and not dragged about for our pleasure. iftheseawaswarmwouldsharksbemorefriendly 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Yeah 24. What do you want right this second? A large amount of money, or chocolate. 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I'm not currently liking anyone right now so meh. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yeah. Including the grey. Might dye it at some point soon for shits and giggles. imstartingtothinkthisisntititisntallitscrackeduptobe 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? I've done that twice. It obviously didn't work out. Maybe I should try? 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? A meme on facebook asking if the earth was round, why the bottom of your shoes are flat instead of curved. It had a picture of a curved shoe. It's more of a visual joke. 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Not really. I miss the closeness I had with some people, but I've come to terms with it. 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? idk. I give people more chances than they deserve and I probably shouldn't. 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Nope. I try not to talk to people I hate. 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? I don't even know I have feelings for them, so I doubt they know. 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Quite obviously

not. 34. Listening to? Transplant. It's a medical drama that taped on TV five months ago. 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? I don't have a pencil. I rarely write in pen anymore. 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Nope. And I don't want to. 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? No. That's lust. Love takes time. 38. Who did you last call? Voicemail, and before that my mum. telephonelinesawaydeathontheendandimscreaming 39. Who was the last person you danced with? The last time I danced I did 5,6,7,8 by myself in the middle of a bar in Glasgow because it was on the jukebox. I called them all miserable bastards for not joining in 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because I was in a relationship with them at the time and I felt like it. 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? 10th of June. 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? I haven't seen them for four days 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Consistently. My memory doesn't plague me with these instances while I'm trying to sleep though, I just have a vague general feeling that I'm an embarrassment. 44. Do you tan in the nude? I avoid sunbathing and tanning. 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Yeah. I mean I enjoyed it at the time, but she's now my ex so she didn't deserve it. 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Nope. 47. Who was the last person to call you? An employment agency. 48. Do you sing in the shower? No. I think of conversations I will never have or the story that I've got writers block with. 49. Do you dance in the car? No. I look out the window and watch the scenery 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Nope. 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Maybe when I was a baby imnotapictureperfectportraitbutiamworkingonit 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yes. Because they are. Apart from Cannibal The Musical. 53. Is Christmas stressful? Undoubtedly so. sotelltheworldletsbuysomepeaceandquietforachangebeforewespenditallonfuckingtoys 54. Ever eat a pierogi? Wikipedia tells me they are filled dumplings, so I probably would if I got a chance 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Apple. 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Astronaut. That was about it I think. 57. Do you believe in ghosts? No, I don't. imaginelivinglikeakingsomedayasinglenightwithoutaghostinthewalls 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Not that I can remember. 59. Take a vitamin daily? Nope. 60. Wear slippers? Yes. Star Wars ones. 61. Wear a bath robe? Sometimes. It's called a dressing gown though. 62. What do you wear to bed? Nothing. 63. First concert? The Beautiful South, 24yrs ago. whenyoursockssmellofangelsbutyourlifesmellsofbriedontmarryherfuckme 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Lidl 65. Nike or Adidas? Converse 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Pringles 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Raisins 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Clean. raincamefallingdownwheniwasdrowningthatswhenicouldfinallybreathe 69. Ever take dance lessons? Never! I have two right feet. It's like having two left feet, only worse because it's also out of place as well as just generally bad dancing. 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Nah, why would I care about that? 71. Can you curl your tongue? I can't even extend my tongue far outside of my mouth. 72. Ever won a spelling bee? I've never entered a spelling bee. 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? No I have not. 74. What is your favorite book? It used to be either HitcHikers Guide To The Galaxy or Reaper Man. SQUEAKsaidthedeathofrats 75. Do you study better with or without music? Without. If I have music on then that will distract me too much and I'll listen more than study. 76. Regularly burn incense? Nope. 77. Ever been in love? Maybe. I thought I have been several times. I said I was. 78. Who would you like to see in concert? AFI, Green Day, I Set My Friends On Fire, Kesha, The Killers, Lady Gaga, System Of A Down, Tenacious D, While She Sleeps 79. What was the

last concert you saw? Twin Atlantic makeabeastofmyselftokillthemall 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot, if it has to be any at all. 81. Tea or coffee? Irn Bru 82. Favorite type of cookie? Millie's 83. Can you swim well? I can swim in a pool but I can't tread water or breath very well whilst swimming so open water would not be good for me. 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yeah. 85. Are you patient? I can be. 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ, and my playlist of 6625 songs on itunes 87. Ever won a contest? Nah. I don't enter contests. 88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope. 89. Which are better black or green olives? Tomatoes. 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Have as much as you can with as many consenting partners as you wish 91. Best room for a fireplace? The living room? 92. Do you want to get married It's an archaic institution and puts too much stress and debt on one day for very little benefit that I can see.

[outsidercade]

You gonna hate me but,,, 1-102? *devil grin* love you ❤

Oh my god OKAY HERE WE GO, 1-102 IN RESPONSE TO THIS 
(Putting it under a cut because this is gonna be LONG oh boy)

1. Favorite season?Definitely fall! It’s got my birthday and perfect temperatures!

2. Prettiest thing you own?Probably my cats lmao

3. Do you prefer to be outside or inside?Honestly it really depends on my mood and the weather and such, but probably inside on average? I’m not sure

4. Furthest ever traveled?I live in Michigan and I’ve been so Japan so I’d say that’s p far

5. What’s your aesthetic in 3 words?It really varies

6. Favorite gemstone?Ooooh uhh… probably bloodstone? It’s hella pretty look it up !

7. Best thing about yourself, in your opinionMy drawing skills

8. Best thing about yourself, in other’s opinionNothing lmao uhh hHHHHH I’ve been told that I’m very empathetic, understanding, and easy/fun to talk to?? 

9. What’s your weirdest fear?Idk if this counts as a fear, but I’m p paranoid about doors and people entering rooms I guess? Like I can’t sleep unless I face the door and I feel really uncomfortable sitting in places where I can’t see every entrance to the room at a time

10. Weirdest dream you’ve ever had?OH MAN well okay uh when I started reading the Harry Potter series in like 7th grade I had this dream where I was like Harry but with wings instead of arms and bird legs? And the dream had the perspective of an RPG or something with a health bar and everything and I had to fight Voldemort in my backyard under my trampoline. Also at some point I ran into my teacher at the time in a hospital in said dream so that was p damn weird

11. Go-to hiding placeAnywhere small, but not too small, where i can be completely hidden without somebody opening a door or latch or something12. Favorite place in your houseLmao my room13. Earliest memoryMy earliest memory is from being on a cruise when I was four and getting really mad at my parents because they saw some dolphins outside and I wasn’t there to see them xD14. Do you believe in ghosts?I’m honestly not sure15. Favorite sea creature?I have no idea so I’m just gonna say sea cucumber or cuttlefish because both are sea creatures that I adore !!16. Cold showers or hot baths?HOT BATHS ALL THE WAY17. Satin or lace?I adore lace so like,,,, definitely that18. Gold or silver?I personally like the way silver looks MUCH better but at the same time there’s The Outsiders and it’s whole kink with the color gold so likeeee,,,,,, idk man19. Hoops or pearl earrings?Pearl20. Aesthetic songShelter by Porter Robinson and Madeon

21. Top 5 songsUHHHH DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE BRUHBut uhh at the moment I guess it would be, in no particular order,1- Another Day from Rent2- Michael in the Bathroom from Be More Chill3- Grease (Is The Word) from Grease Live!4- Beautiful from Heathers5- Nandemonaiya from Your Name

22. Favorite time of the day?Early morning and/or late night

23. Favorite part of your body?Again nothing lmao but I guessss my eyes????

24. Do you drink alcohol?I’m fourteen years old and also allergic to beer so I mean

25. Dream job from when you were a kidI don’t want to do this anymore, but when I was a Smol I really wanted to start a pet-sitting business in my town xD

26. Messy or clean?It depends tbh. Likkkkke my room is messy af but I’m super overprotective of some things and will like stab somebody if they get a book of mine dirty

27. Tea or coffee?I don’t really like either but I guess tea?

28. Favorite bookTHE OUTSIDERS THE OUTSIDERS THE OUTSIDERS TH 

29. Zodiac sign?Libra all the way B)

30. Extrovert or introvert?I think I’m more of an extrovert, but it’s hard to tell

31. Celebrity crush?I mean there are a LOT of celebrities I could look at and be like “oh yeah that person’s hella cute!!” but I don’t think I’ve ever had a real celebrity crush

32.  Early bird or night owl?Both lmao

33. Do you believe in love at first sight?I want to but ehHHHHH not really

34. Favorite book quote Honestly I,,,,, don’t have one. I’m super bad at remembering quotes and things like that so I don’t have a favorite book quote ;;

35. Three wishes you haveI’m gonna sound like a greedy bitch but1- To have better grades/be better at life in general2- To be more wealthy3- To get my dream job

36. Do you believe in magic?I have No Idea

37. Do you believe in soulmates?Not really, but I do believe that there are certain people who will definitely be more compatible by nature

38. Zoo or aquarium?I LOVE ZOOS

39. Cats or dogs?I love both but I’ve never owned a dog and I grew up with cats sOOO I’d probably have to say those

40. How many languages do you speak?English is my first language so there’s that but I also know a tiny bit of Japanese?? Not really enough to count it as knowing another language tho

41. How has your life changed from last year?I’ve developed a p bad social anxiety disorder this year so there’s that?

42. Why do you have your name/url?I’ve got my name just because my parents like it, and I have my url because if you couldn’t tell I’m obsessed with The Outsiders, and ESPECIALLY Johnny Cade xD

43.  Do you keep secrets? How well?I definitely try my best to, but I tend to accidentally let things slip without meaning to on occasion,,,

44. Favorite animal?I HAVE A LOT SO, AGAIN IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER,1- Caribou2- Kangaroos3- River otters4- Birds in general lmao

45. What is love to you?UhhHHHHHHHHH I have no idea how to interpret this question but,,,I don’t know, I guess love, platonic or romantic, is when there’s somebody who you trust and feel really comfortable with, and who you enjoy spending time together with and uhh. I guess that? I don’t know, I apologize 

46. Future children name?I don’t really want kids and if I did I’d adopt, so idk

47. Favorite colorPurple! ^^

48. Favorite movieTHE OUTSIDERS THE OUTSIDERS THE OUTSIDERS TH

49. Cuddles or kisses?I’m a slut for cuddles tbh so definitely that

50. If you could have any person in the world over for dinner, who would it be?I have. No Idea

51. Someone to bring back from the deadMy cat Persion who died last fall ;;

52. Lipstick or lipgloss?I don’t really like either very much tbh

53. Are you street smart or book smart?I’m just not smart lmao

54. Your biggest strengthI’m super nice and friendly, so I guess there’s that

55. Favorite sportVolleyball!!

56. Favorite drink?Just plain ice water lmao

57. Favorite winter activity?I LOVE sledding like oh man I get super sad if I miss the chance to go

58. Last time you went abroadWhen I went to Japan in November!

59. Favorite dessert?OKAY I FUCKING LOVE THOSE DOUGHNUTS WITH THE CUSTARD INSIDE AND THE CHOCOLATE ON TOP THOSE ARE THE FUCKING BEST

60. Favorite artistI don’t necessarily have one but I guess I really love @ikimaru because her art style was a HUGE influence on me while I was developing mine and also her art is just Super Gorgest

61. Favorite singer/bandI don’t really have one, I’m kinda just obsessed with Broadway music in general

62. Favorite dancing songI don’t think I have one?

63. Favorite crying songFinale A, Your Eyes, and Finale B from Rent (I can’t find any good videos of the original Broadway cast recording of this and I don’t like the movie version so oops ;;)

64. Do you wear glasses?Yep, have since first grade!

65. First thing you do when you wake upCheck my phone lmao

66. How long do you usually sleep for?It varies a lot but probably about six-seven hours on average

67. One thing you lost and you want backI can’t think of anything off the top of my head I’m Afraid

68. Biggest fearBeing unsuccessful in life and/or being hated/alone/forgotten 

69. Favorite carnival rideI’ve only been to one carnival ever but there was this thing that flipped you around a lot in a lil cage-like thing and I LOVED that !

70. Do you have birthmarks or scars?I get injured a lot and have a bad habit of picking at scabs, so I have a lot of little scars everywhere

71. Favorite childhood memory?Probably when I first got my kitten Kivu in fourth grade, he’s a Good Boy

72. What do you think about during a storm?“wow that sure is one cool storm”

73. One word to describe your life?What

74. Craziest thing ever doneOnce when I was little I tried to wake up my Dad by throwing a hamster at him xD

75. Do you have piercings or tattoos?I don’t have either currently, but I might be getting my ears pierced later today!

76. Favorite flowerI don’t think I have one 

77. Do you have any pets?Yep! I’ve got my rabbit Tamaki, and my cats Ginger and Kivuli ^^

78. Describe your style??????

79. Choose one thing to change about yourselfThe way I look prolly

80. Do you play any musical instruments?I used to play cello, but I don’t anymore 

81. If your life was a movie would it be a comedy, a rom-com, action film or drama?Probably a comedy or a drama? ?? ?

82. Do you prefer dark, dramatic makeup or natural makeup?I like both a lot, it really depends on my mood or the person !

83. Favorite perfumeEw No Thanks

84. Biggest fandomCurrently probably The Outsiders? I’m not sure tbh

85. Favorite Youtuber(s)No particular order again lmao1- Game Grumps2- Markiplier3- Nostalgia Critic4- PeanutButterGamer5- SpaceHamster

86. OTPOH BOY UHH UHHonestly I love so many ships in so many different ways that I don’t think I could choose !!

87. Country, state where you were bornMichigan in the US ^^

88. Your parents’ namesCarol and David

89. Favorite snackI love waaayyy too many snack foods to choose!

90. Pasta or pizzaPASTA ALL THE FUCKING WAY

91. Pen or pencilI definitely like pencils a Lot more

92. Blue or black inkBlack !

93. Paper books or electronic books?I am a slut for paper books tbh lmao

94. History or geography?History is WAY more interesting to me 

95. Pastel or neonP A S T E L !!!!!

97. Soap or body wash Uhhhhhhh…. Shrug?

98. Conditioner, no conditioner, or 2 in 1 shampoo & conditionerI honestly haven’t used any conditioner in years,,, ;;

99. Singing in the shower or notSometimes !

100. Listen to music while bathing or silenceBoth, it depends on what I’m in the mood for xD

101. Blow dry, towel dry, or air dry your hairA combo of towel and air unless I’m in a rush or something

102. Morning or night showers?DEFINITELY night 

THERE YOU GO, ANON, 1-102 

FUCKIN ENJOY 

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wowie this is a loooong meme - thanks for the tag @wildricebear more like wild loser bear...........

Rules: Answer all questions and tag 20 people. (putting it under the cut bc it’s 100+ questions!)

1. What is your nickname? i go by yumi! my rl nickname has the same amount of letters 🤔

2. What is your zodiac sign? aqua sun / scorp moon

3. What is your favorite book series? not gonna lie i havent read any book series in a looong time but my fav manga series is fukigen na mononokean!

4. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? ofc, i believe in both!

5. Who is your favorite author? errr i honestly don’t have one ahaha but sunrisesongs has some reaaaally nice poetry if that counts

6. What is your current favorite song? rn i’m a huuuge fan of kenshi yonezu’s suna no wakusei, namely the soramafu cover!

7. What is your favorite word? uhh don’t have one.. but the word ‘warmth’ has always struck a chord in me?

8. What was the last song you listened to? i think it was ra ra rasputin b/c someone at band was playing it on his phone LOL

9. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? i don’t watch tv oops  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ can’t think of anime recs either smhhh

10. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i don’t watch movies if i’m feeling down but i remember enjoying the intern?

11. Do you play video games? mmm a little bit.. i play overwatch and sometimes osu and ive played a couple of mmorpgs here and there 

12. What is your biggest fear? losing my purpose and passion

13. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i’m a good friend! i think that counts

14. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? my lack of patience and intolerance to trials

15. What is your favorite season? winter!!!!!!

16. Are you in a relationship? nah

17. What is something you miss from your childhood? honestly? i don’t miss much in particular from my childhood other than that Sweet Naive Bliss™ because things have been getting better in my life since then so

18. Who is your best friend? nizh, swirl, mari, gil, noah, sam, laura, kayla come to mind

19. What is your eye color? dark brown

20. What is your hair color? dark brown

21. Who is someone you love? all my friends...........

22. Who is someone you trust? the friends i listed earlier!!!

23. Who is someone you think about often? honestly as of recently myself bc im working on bettering myself LOL but other than that, i think of noah kinda often?

24. Are you currently excited about/for something? uuuuhhhh not particularly

25. What is your biggest obsession? currently overwatch

26. What was your favorite TV show as a child? probably spongebob aldsakdsla

27. Do you have any unusual phobias? mmmmmm not sure but my anxiety makes a lot of small things scary so

28. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? both!!!!

29. What is your favorite hobby? honestly not sure... i like writing but recently i’ve been very into photo and video editing so!!!

30. What was the last book you read? probably the hiding place

31. What was the last movie you watched? goosebumps i think? watched it at home w/ my mom bc she hadnt seen it before

32. What musical instruments do you play, if any? [[[the sound of me, panicked, aggressively slamming my mallets into a timpani can be heard in the distance]]]

33. What is your favorite animal? dogs.... i love dogs

34. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? hm i rly like yamiiino, kaiami, tofuvi, star-plasma, and zandraart!

35. What superpower do you wish you had? healing factor!!!

36. When and where do you feel most at peace? idk, whenever really, surrounded in my closest friends; either that or doing something i love alone

37. What makes you smile? my friends...... also getting praised......

38. What sports do you play, if any? FUNNY JOKE i cant sports

39. What is your favorite drink? hell....... i love lots of different types of teas (black, green, jasmine, honey, etc) and im also a sucker for matcha... and i also like ice blended drinks... and (virgin bc im underage) mojitos.... and smoothies.......... fdgkjkdf i love drinks a lot ok

40. Are you afraid of heights? yes 10000%

41. What is your biggest pet peeve? close-mindedness and intolerance to other ppl/ideas/etc + having to waste resources

42. Have you ever been to a concert? only one! was a mayday parade concert earlier this year

43. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? like everything LOL a singer and an author were prob my biggest ones tho

44. What fictional world would you like to live in? HONESTLY the fukigen na mononokean world would be cool to live in... 

45. What is something you worry about? i simultaneously really like and dread band asdlsakdas

46. Are you scared of the dark? yup orz

47. Do you like to sing? heck yea!!!! singing is so good.....

48. Have you ever skipped school? no bc im a goody two-shoes™ 

49. What is your favorite place on the planet? i dunno! i don’t have one! the world’s so big there’s so many places i still have yet to go!!!

50. Where would you like to live? honestly idk i’m happy with where i am now LOL

51. Do you have any pets? i wish......... i want a doggo so bad but my sister and i are allergic

52. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? i don’t feel like either but i’m closer to a night owl

53. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? both..... the sky is a goddess and im in love with her.....

54. Do you know how to drive? i’m an anxious minor who is too afraid to get near the wheel LOL

55. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones bc earbuds always fall outta my ears and its a Pain

56. Have you ever had braces? nope B)

57. What is your favorite genre of music? ummmmm i don’t have a fav bc i’m kinda flexible but i like alt rock? and j-rock/j-pop?

58. Who is your hero? to be completely honest idk if i have one LOL im my own hero™ B))))

59. Do you read comic books? nah

60. What makes you the most angry? probably the same as #41 as well as like myself?? bc i get frustrated with myself v often and that concept makes me angry asdsa;ldas

61. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? nizh wrote “i like real books but i’m so lazy that i’m more likely to read digital” and i am in agreement

62. What is your favorite subject in school? errrrrrrrr i suppose la? but i’m abt to enter some new classes and learn under totally new teachers so idk it’s bound to change!

63. Do you have any siblings? ye, one older sister

64. What was the last thing you bought? a flowy cardigan from yesterday!!!! im lov it.... i might post a pic of it

65. How tall are you? 5′1′’ and 3/8 sdfkjsdijeiwjeje

66. Can you cook? yo i wish..................

67. What are three things that you love? my friends, music, food/drinks LOL

68. What are three things that you hate? same as #41 and a third thing would prob be conflict?? idk

69. What is your sexual orientation? as far as i know i experience no sexual attraction (asexual) and i experience romantic attraction to anyone and everyone (panromantic) so!

70. Where do you currently live? socal

71. Who was the last person you texted? probably nizh

72. When was the last time you cried? mmmm maybe a week or two ago... i cant recall exactly when so thats good

73. Who is your favorite YouTuber? oooohhh.. im super mainstream but i love arikadou LOL also zylbrad, seagull, and etika

74. Do you like to take selfies? i do! i usually only take selfies like every once in awhile when im feeling cute and when i do i take A Lot

75. What is your favorite app? i lov line camera?? also google photos makes things mucho convenient

76. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? tbh i find my relationship with my parents to be closer than a lot of my friends’ so :0

77. What is your favorite foreign accent? i dunno! french accents are pretty cool

78. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? japan! also the philippines

79. What is your favorite number? idk but i like 5 and 8

80. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? both freak me out but the ocean is pretty interesting

81. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? not in the slightest LOLOL

82. Are you allergic to anything? intolerant to eggs, pretty allergic to any type of nuts so that sucks, n i got those Seasonal Allergies

83. Can you wiggle your ears? NO I HAVENT READ HARRY POTTER

84. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? umm idk how often LOL whenever i think im wrong..?? which is somewhat frequently?

85. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forests are lovely

86. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? honestly idk......... i remember my dad said smth about how you don’t always have to forgive everyone and by saying ‘it’s okay’ permits the other person to repeat the same action, so i choose my words rly carefully now bc of that :o

87. Are you a good liar? kinda half n half... depends on what i’m lying abt

88. What is your Hogwarts House? iiiiii forgot but it was either ravenclaw or hufflepuff... mightve been the former

89. Do you talk to yourself? YEAH especially when i’m practicing music or video editing

90. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert

91. Do you keep a journal/diary? as of very recently yes bc my therapist recommended me to do so :0

92. Do you believe in second chances? usually in most circumstances

93. Do you believe that people are capable of change? oh yeah definitely, anyone is capable of change, it just depends on their attitude towards it

94. Are you ticklish? yes i hate it

95. Have you ever been on a plane? yep, to san francisco and sacramento and i guess once to texas but that was before i could remember so

96. Do you have any piercings? nope and i don’t rly want any tbh

97. What fictional character do you wish was real? i have nooo idea there’s a lot of thought i’d have to put into this question LOL

98. Do you have any tattoos? nah but if i did they’d be veeeery simplistic

99. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? probably when i decided 1-2 years ago that i wanted to get my life back on track so i could become a person i could love and ive been making progress little by little ever since then

100. Do you believe in karma? mmmmm not reaaallyyyy..... like maybe a little bit but

101. Do you wear glasses or contacts? its ya girl almost legally blind and wearing contacts

102. Do you want children? not sure yet but probably

103. Who is the smartest person you know? no clue omg there are lots of smart ppl in this world

104. What is your most embarrassing memory? sometime in grade school i was sitting at the edge of a playground slide pleading for my friend not to push me down bc i rly had to pee but she did and i literally just pissed all over the slide and we just stared at each other for a long time and that was just........ Very Bad - I HAVE ANOTHER BAD MEMORY THOUGH it wasnt even long ago kill me??? i was at my friend’s house for dinner and her parents asked what my sister was studying and my sister just recently got into college and i had a veeeeeeeery vague grasp on what she was studying so i literally said ‘food and tectonics’ and i wanNA MCDIE BC I MEANT DIETETICS NOT T E C T O N I C S

105. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? mmm not a real one.. most ive done is stayed up til 6amish with nizh before goin to sleep  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like i’m definitely capable of doing it i just don’t want to

106. What color are most of your clothes? dunno? i have a fairly colorful wardrobe but i almost always wear something w/ black if i’m not going for an all light outfit

107. Do you like adventures? depends on where to bc im very cautious LOL

108. Have you ever been on TV? nope

109. How old are you? how old is ur moM!! dab dab haha xd

110. What is your favorite quote? one of my favs is “there are no happy endings, endings are the saddest part, so just give me a happy middle and a very happy start” by shel silverstein; i have a few others but thats the first that comes to mind

111. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory tbhhhh

112. Have your friends ever badly disapponted you? umm not badly but ive been mildly disappointed by a few LOL

113. What is your favorite scent? that clean/fresh linen smell?? and also lavender and then light stuff like eucalyptus mint

114. Random fact you know? the duck-billed platypus can’t keep its eyes open underwater, so it finds its prey by using sensors in its bill that detect electrical impulses n then they strike! theyre pretty cool animals..

115. What is your opinion on long distance relationships? nizh said “hard. just, really hard. not sure if it’s worth it” and i also agree

IT IS OVER wow ok 20 ppl is kind of a lot and this is a loooot of questions so im only gonna tag a tiny bit of ppl (dont have to do it if u dont wanna!): @dunmerhealer | @aftertaste-of-memes | @inspiringnokias yeah that’s it LOL this is just Hella Long so idk how many ppl would be up for doin this so ye  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

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This was either Abbie @between-awake-and-asleep​ or Nikk @drxcomclfoy​ and rest assured that I am NOT HAPPY about it

Regardless, the 150 answers I gave are under the cut.

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

I honestly have no idea. Probably one of the kids from the day care I work at. Probably Neva or Millie.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I’m pretty outgoing

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Anyone, really. But, if I had to pick one person, Jace, since I’m gonna see them soon (!!!)

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Depends who you ask. I think I’m delightful.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

I don’t “””like””” anyone atm except for the tumblr crush on @tethmos​ but he’s far away. However, I believe if we were closer he’d take care of me in this circumstance

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

boy: *acts even a little bit kind to me under any circumstance*

me: ***

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Do I look like a fortune teller (also, no)

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Nikk and Abbie, since I’m still angry about this ask

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Depends on who with. I generally don’t mind. It’s just sex; I’ll talk about it with my friends, not with my parents.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Myself at midnight last night. If you mean other people, definitely Nikk

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“cock sucking mother fucking twat”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

“Rooftop Duet/Falling” – Ordinary Days

“Breathe” – In the Heights

“The Next Ten Minutes” – The Last Five Years

“I’ll Cover You (Reprise)” – Rent

“Words Fail” – Dear Evan Hansen

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

I don’t have much of it, but sure

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Sometimes.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I was in a musical!!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

To quote Hamlet, Act III, Scene iii, Line 87:

“No”

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Probably. I mean, the universe is literally infinitely large.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Nah not really

19. Do you like bubble baths?

In the way that I don’t like looking at myself naked and bubbles cover it.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

MY NEIGHBORS ARE THE BEST NEIGHBORS FIGHT ME

21. What are you bad habits?

Literally everything I do. (bite fingernails, pick nose/ears, laugh too loud, etc)

22. Where would you like to travel?

Anywhere larger than the keyhole of the world I have seen.

23. Do you have trust issues?

Always. Wait, who told you I did? Did someone say something about me??

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

SLEEPING

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

The big pudgy part right in front me. It literally enters my room before my feet most of the time.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Go back to bed, or regret it.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Nah, I’m okay. If anything, I’d say lighter, because my mom is super white and people don’t really believe she’s my mom in the beginning.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

I’m most comfortable alone.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

One, but the relationship I then entered in lasted one (1) week and was only physical \(’-’)/

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Assuming that I still can when I am able, sure, but I’m not sure monogamy is for me. I have some really bad commitment issues

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

hahahahahahaahahahhahahahahaahahhahaha *breathe* haahahahaha hahahahahahaha

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Chris Pratt (gotg2 version) and James Corden

33. Spell your name with your chin.

“Hello this is chin for the last 18 years I have been living in silence awaiting my time. Brethren, we ride at da–”

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Nope

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV but I’d probably kill myself either way tbh

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

All of the crushes I’ve had

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

“that darn economy”

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Nah man that invites hope and I don’t do that shit anymore

But, alas, if I must… He’d be kinda tall and he’d be a tenor and he’d be bulky, like not fat but kinda husky, and we’d cuddle forever because he’s always warm.He can cook too.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

FYE and GameStop

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Bitch I don’t know and I’m out of high school

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Yes. However, if they fucked up a second chance with someone else, I wouldn’t give them mine.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I’m either really angry or sad. One of the two.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

As often as I can

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Bottom of the ocean. There’s so much down there and I can go farther than I could in outer space. Who wants to visit the moon? pfft

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

My alarm clock and a lot of spite

46. What are you paranoid about?

(D) All of the above

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nuh-uh

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Definitely.

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Bright banana yellow.

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Always

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

I’m tempted to say my weight, but really, I’d change my self-control, since if I was more focused and/or motivated I might actually lose the weight

53. Favourite makeup brand?

Man idk can I be done with these now

54. Favourite store?

this was literally question 39

55. Favourite blog?

@drxcomclfoy​ @mochaontherocks @pvedameron @zoiekravitz

56. Favourite colour?

Yellow or Black

57. Favourite food?

Cheese nuggets from the pizza store in town.

58. Last thing you ate?

Popcorn

59. First thing you ate this morning?

Cereal

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Actually, I don’t think so…

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

no

62. Been arrested? For what?

*in Spanish* no

63. Ever been in love?

Probably not, but I wouln’t know if I was.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

So basically it was the football game AFTER homecoming, and it was the night I came out. I told my mom first, then my dad, and both had been like “cool” and I was young and foolish and didn’t know that walking around holding hands with my boyfriend was generally frowned upon. He kissed me on the lips, just a peck, but I’m counting it because my first french kiss was actually even more embarrassing.

65. Are you hungry right now?

Nope. I just ate a really big breakfast (at the time of writing this. I started this answer last night so it might change before I’m done)

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t have real life friends. I haven’t seen most/any of them in like a month

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Facebook (I don’t have Twitter)

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr (I don’t have Twitter)

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Yep, Friends.

70. Names of your bestfriends?

Jace, Abbie, and... um, I’m forgetting someone... oh yeah! Nikk ;)

71. Craving something? What?

The touch of a man

72. What colour are your towels?

Beige

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Too many (actually, like, five)

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Yes, I have a teddy bear named Mr. Cuddles who protects me from the monsters

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

A lot. Like, at least 50 in my house and at least 25 in my room

75. Favourite animal?

Dogs, probably. I feel like there was one that I loved but I don’t remember it

76. What colour is your underwear?

Right now? Gray and white patterns

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Cotton candy blizzard from DQ

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Red (USA! USA! USA!)

80. What colour pants?

Khaki shorts

81. Favourite tv show?

HTGAWM or Friends

82. Favourite movie?

Perks of Being a Wallflower I think. I don’t really have one

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

What the fuck is Mean Girls 2??

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Man you guys love Mean Girls. Definitely Damian.

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Dory

87. First person you talked to today?

My mom

88. Last person you talked to today?

My mom (I don’t get out much)

89. Name a person you hate?

G*vin

90. Name a person you love?

My mom

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Anyone who either A) apologizes for Snape’s behavior or B) violently ships R/eylo

92. In a fight with someone?

nein

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

One pair? I think?

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

Too Many

95. Last movie you watched?

Captain America: Civil War

96. Favourite actress?

Viola Davis

97. Favourite actor?

Ben Platt

98. Do you tan a lot?

I tan naturally

99. Have any pets?

A dog named Piper (@between-awake-and-asleep she’s the best piper) 

100. How are you feeling?

Eh

101. Do you type fast?

Fast enough, especially when I want to be done with stuff. Like this.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Who doesn’t?

103. Can you spell well?

W-E-L-L

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

I used to be really great friends with my neighbor but we grew apart. IDK we’re both a little annoying.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yeah

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

I don’t think so, but I’m not exactly in touch with my exes to know about it if I had

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Unfortunately, yeah. Those fuckers are terrifying

108. What should you be doing?

I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WHICH KINDA SUCKS

109. Is something irritating you right now?

MY LACK OF MOTIVATION

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Only this one kid

111. Do you have trust issues?

refer to question 23

(seriously though I already did this question!!!!!)

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

My therapist

113. What was your childhood nickname?

“that guy”

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah, plenty of times

115. Do you play the Wii?

Not anymore. Who the hell plays a Wii still??

116. Are you listening to music right now?

No

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Kinda, I guess

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Nah

119. Favourite book?

I’ll Give You The Sun by Jandy Nelson

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

... Yeah...

121. Are you mean?

Sometimes

122. Is cheating ever okay?

No?? What kind of question is this

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Never

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No, not really

125. Do you believe in true love?

Not the way the movies do it

126. Are you currently bored?

YES

127. What makes you happy?

Sleep. Nikk. Reading

128. Would you change your name?

Only a little bit

129. What your zodiac sign?

Cancer

130. Do you like subway?

Never ridden one.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do

Didn’t I answer this already? I mean, I may be wrong, but you should already know about my being queer as a three dollar bill.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

QUESTION 10

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

“I know that I’ll never stand as tall as these buildings, I’ll never quite reach the sky...”

-- “Rooftop Duet/Falling” from Ordinary Days

134. Can you count to one million?

Probably, but I’d never really try

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

“I’m straight”

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed

137. How tall are you?

Nearly 6 feet

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Curly

139. Brunette or Blonde?

It doesn’t matter

140. Summer or Winter?

WINTER

141. Night or Day?

n i g h t

142. Favourite month?

Isn’t this damn ask over yet

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Does bacon have meat? Yes?? Then fucking no

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

Coffee

146. Was today a good day?

It’s not over

147. Mars or Snickers?

Is there really a planet called Snickers?

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“And when the abyss looks into you - and it will - may you look back unflinching.” 

-- Neal Shusterman, Challenger Deep  

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yeah I guess

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

"Nobody could hear anybody with these stupid masks on” Trent Reedy, Divided We Fall

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Jay’s Answer

Stevie: I honestly don’t feel like you played this game after the premerge. Like you kind of just listened to Mitch and did what he said except when you did what Darien said at f6. I just want you to justify how you played this game and why you deserve to win.

Alright, for this I am just going to talk about merge because I feel like that is mostly what you are asking about here. Also I only attended 2 tribal councils before merge and at one of them I couldn’t vote and the other was completely unanimous with a self-vote. I am going to walk you through what happened on my end of things for every vote because I don't feel that I just followed Mitch and Darien to the end.

First merge round is Big Brother. I get nominated, neither you or Mitch are on my team and I nominate Isaac with Ricky and Dan. We talked about the nomination and us three wanted to be unified with our vote so we voted for Isaac because Dan wanted to and I honestly was fine with any of the three, just needed to know strategically who was the best one and I honestly believe it was Isaac. Team Moana had nothing to do with this nomination part so I didn't have Mitch to order me around. Then we spend another round in teams and I was left out of the loop, but still didn't have Mitch to listen to.

Then we get to the round where Ricky was rocked out. I told Mitch I wanted to vote out Billy, we go our separate ways and reconvene later after talking to people. I had only spoken to Jenny who mentioned Sara, Mitch corroborated that the majority vote was allegedly going Sara, and at that point I didn't talk to anyone else. After talking to Mitch I had a brief conversation with Darien, said I heard the majority was going Sara and I was cool with it and he agreed. If anything, I went with what I talked about with Jenny. Then you used the hook and Ricky left.

[8/14/2017 5:36:00 PM] Darien: Hey Stevie [8/14/2017 5:36:38 PM] Darien: What are you thinking for tonight? [8/14/2017 8:26:20 PM] Stevie: So I heard the vote is sara and I'm down for that [8/14/2017 8:48:53 PM] Darien: Alright awesome! [8/14/2017 8:48:59 PM] Darien: Down for that too (idk to me that looks like Darien doing what I said)

Now we are at the Lily vote. I bring up to Mitch that I want to vote Billy. Again. Mitch then mentions that with Lily not having immunity it may be our only time to strike because she wins immunity. That right there is fact, not opinion. Lily is good at challenges. After that FACT was brought to my attention, I flipped mindset for the vote and was fully on board to vote Lily. And Lily left in a majority vote so it made logical sense to a majority of the people in the game. Also, I accidentally voted for Sara because I voted in a panic because I was at work and forgot the vote was supposed to be for Lily.  

[8/16/2017 11:42:35 PM] Mitch: We might be able to vote lily this time [8/17/2017 12:11:25 AM] Stevie: Whatbabout Billy [8/17/2017 12:41:58 AM] Mitch: I don't know what he's going to do [8/17/2017 12:46:50 AM] Stevie: I mean voting for Billy [8/17/2017 12:47:20 AM] Mitch: Oh [8/17/2017 12:47:40 AM] Mitch: I think long term the only thing that can protect Billy is his social game [8/17/2017 12:47:46 AM] Mitch: Lily's going to keep winning immunity [8/17/2017 12:59:16 AM] Stevie: True [8/17/2017 1:01:34 AM] Mitch: Like we know when to strike but Lily could keep being safe [8/17/2017 1:03:01 AM] Stevie: Yeah I didn't think about that but you're right

Next is Billy's vote off. Who I had been wanting to vote out for multiple rounds but needed to wait until the time was right and it finally was. Here Billy asked me to vote for you and I was seriously considering it. When Jenny asked me who I was going to vote for I mentioned that you were an option, but I wanted to vote out Billy. And when Billy told me that you and Mitch weren’t really with me I got a little sus and it did effect my decision of wanting you out at F6. I just didn’t want to do it because Billy told me to when I had zero loyalty to him in this game and I did not trust he would take me to the end.

[8/19/2017 11:51:07 PM] Stevie: Billy mentioned Jay but I was thinking we do that next [8/19/2017 11:51:21 PM] Jenny Wuqknsjeiwn: okay [8/19/2017 11:51:25 PM] Stevie: Because I know if we keep Billy he can weasel his way to the end [8/19/2017 11:51:30 PM] Jenny Wuqknsjeiwn: billy told me that he thought you might do jay with him? [8/19/2017 11:51:37 PM] Stevie: I was considering [8/19/2017 11:51:43 PM] Stevie: But I haven't thought about it much [8/19/2017 11:51:49 PM] Stevie: And I don't know if the votes are there [8/19/2017 11:52:02 PM] Jenny Wuqknsjeiwn: okay

And now we are at F6 where I started to do whatever Darien said.

Me and Darien had an in-depth conversation about moving forward in the game and how me, him, and Mitch are who we wanted in F3. We came up with a boot list order and talked about who we wanted to vote when and we mutually agreed that you were the better vote for F6 rather than go with Mitch. I was hesitant only because I didn't want to betray Mitch because he wanted to keep you around until F4. I did not want to take the chance of you winning that immunity. We knew we could get Sara and Jenny to agree to vote for you, and the vote worked out for us.

[8/21/2017 10:32:01 PM] Stevie: So sara won immunity [8/21/2017 10:32:09 PM] Stevie: Mitch wants to vote Jenny [8/21/2017 10:34:24 PM] Darien: I'll do what you guys want to do, but would you rather do jay? [8/21/2017 10:34:31 PM] Darien: Don't mention that to Mitch just in case [8/21/2017 10:42:07 PM] Stevie: I'd rather do jay [8/21/2017 10:44:15 PM] Darien: Honestly, me too. It'll be easier to vote off Jenny later on since she's not as good as immunity as the people still left. We should get him while we can

At F6 Sara was the main target because she was a jury threat. She won immunity and we voted you out and then we have the instant. We voted out Sara because we were able to and entered F4 in a position that I wanted to go to it in.

Having established with Darien and Mitch that I wanted to go to F3 with the both of them, we just had to make sure Jenny did not win immunity. I am not totally sure what would have happened at F3 because Jenny, Darien, and myself had an F3 thing going on, but I knew the one with Darien and Mitch was more serious. Luckily, Darien won immunity and we didn’t have to choose. Then we find out it is a Final Two and that sucked. I was with Mitch from the beginning of the game and we swore to take each other to the end. To be sure I could make it here, I did the same with Darien and I believe he would have taken me here if he had won immunity. I knew that what I had to do was throw the final immunity challenge, which was easy after Mitch told me he got a score of 1 million at one point and I played the game twice and just posted my score of 300K. I didn’t have to make a difficult decision between Mitch and Darien and I made it to the end without winning an immunity.

[8/21/2017 8:58:38 PM] Stevie: I just wanna say that I have completely trusted you here and don't intend on turning on you at any time [8/21/2017 8:59:25 PM] Stevie: And I have just been trying to figure out a way to the end and I don't know what order of voting people out would get us there, because I definitely plan on going with you [8/21/2017 8:59:48 PM] Darien: Thank you! I trust you too [8/21/2017 9:00:14 PM] Darien: This is very good to hear specially now that we're almost at the end [8/21/2017 9:00:38 PM] Darien: I want to go to the end with you t [8/21/2017 9:00:45 PM] Stevie: Like I think Mitch going to the end with us it would give us the most equal chances of winning [8/21/2017 9:00:56 PM] Darien: Agreed

[8/28/2017 10:24:41 PM] Stevie: God I'm still shook at how this game ended. Never would have believed we made final 3 with the people that were in this game with us [8/28/2017 10:25:08 PM] Mitch: I know and i'm mad that we can't be in f3 together [8/28/2017 10:25:21 PM] Mitch: but I've been loyal to you the longest, that's what i'm basing it onn

I think I did have some gameplay during this game. It is not clearly visible because my interests aligned with the interests of other people. There were a few votes that I wouldn’t pinpoint as a certain person’s move because a number of people were in agreeance and no real effort had to be made to vote some of these people out. I do not believe that I just followed orders of the people I was working with, I was just working with the people that wanted to vote out the same people that I did and we did not have to do much work to convince each other because we wanted the same things. In this game I strived for loyalty and for my two closest allies, Mitch and Darien, I made sure to preserve that and that is why I think I deserve to win.

And I apologize, I do not know Pokémon well enough to compare everyone in the jury to a Pokémon. If it were something where there wasn't so much I would have to research I would make an attempt, but there are really just so many Pokémon and I really don't know much.