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spade-club · 2 years ago

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Post privately option. You own my heart. You understand. Anyway I think ive private posted two vents today if thats an indicator for how im doing. I need to get better at recognizing when im struggling because even now I dont feel like I am even though everything is crushing me. Today has been so incredibly foggy I wish I knew how to see through it all. My vision feels foggy like its all a dream and like. Idk its dangerous territory for me to feel like this, but I'm glad its me and no one else I guess. Brain created me for a reason and today I am understanding exactly what that reason is. Dealing with mid level crises and assorted related symptoms. Anyone more well adjusted would be freaking out, anyone less adjusted would also be freaking out. Call me baby bear because im just right I guess (except dont call me that haha)

#-mj #idk going to continue in tags bc im getting panicky??#idk. im worried this is all because I missed my meds once two days ago so now I'm all weird even still #idk if thats a thing. I know theres also real reasons like mortality & overdrained social battery & switching a lot just piling up on me #its probably the social battery thing but its so hard because we all WANT to talk to people. its so hard to stop.#but doing too much of it and now I feel like im exploding. it sucks to complain about because I want to talk to friends & family & all that #but maybe I take a break from it all?? I should schedule some fun stuff tomorrow that any of us can do completely alone & make a day of it

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