#idk expecting to get a gf just by sitting around is dumb let’s be real
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can’t tell if i’m hormonal or if it’s just late, but i’m angsty about the state of my love life yet again lol
#also kinda sex life i guess#bc the two go hand in hand bc i can’t do causal bc i ALWAYS make it weird#i either want it to be more than it is or i straight up get scared and want to escape#and i’ve made this exact post like a million times already but#idk expecting to get a gf just by sitting around is dumb let’s be real#but i’m sick of the apps and i don’t know how to talk to people and literally everyone i even slightly find attractive are all across#an ocean and also don’t even like me#or at least not like that if i’m being a little nicer#idk yet again i’m wondering if i’m ever gonna be in love again#and if anyone’s gonna love me back#and i keep going around with the body dysmorphia and feeling unattractive bc i’m disabled now#but also wondering even if i’m ever gonna get my head out my ass long enough to actually engage in something real and meaningful#and maybe i’m falling for unobtainable people bc i don’t want it to be real bc i’m afraid#i want it so badly but if i’m being completely honest with myself the thought absolutely fucking terrifies me#so all in all a really great situation to be in 👌🏻#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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