#idgaf if he can’t interfere or smth I still hate him

[youngyoo-apologist]

OG!Choi Han they could never make me hate you(Screenshot from [In the Borderline] on ao3

No but the idea of Choi Han regressing, specifically all the way back to Korea is such an interesting concept. He doesn’t remember anything, no matter how much he wants to, it’s like the 17 years he lived in Korea were nothing but a ghost of the past. Especially in the context of TBoaH Choi Han regressing after losing everything for the third time.

He’s watched everyone die before him, he killed the white star, but it wasn’t a win. There is no such thing as winning, or peace, when there is no one else to sit there with you. There is no one else with him to carry the memories of decades that are now lost, Choi Han has nothing but his own memories which he’s afraid of forgetting too.

Choi Han and his family is something I think about so often. I’m sure, he was so loved. I’m sure that when he went missing, they would never stop looking for him. In fact, they never left.

Choi Han being a person who was raised and cared for by such loving people, only to have that taken away from him at such a young age because he was supposed to be a hero.

He was born to be a hero, but that was not a blessing, it was only a curse.

And like, Choi Jung-gun too. He was only fifteen when he went missing, only fifteen and yet he woke up all alone in a world where no body knew who he was.

God of Death when I catch you… when I finally catch you I’m gonna beat you up cause why the hell 😭😭 (I mean I’m sure he had his reasons but it don’t make what he did any better !!)