#idfk im just glad one of my friends yelled fuck you back to him when i was too shocked to say anything

[gamagoori]

some weirdo yelled at me and my friends as we were leaving a birthday dinner, telling us to "get out of the city something something stupid birthday something something especially that bitch in the white" (i was wearing a white coat and white boots). and i keep telling myself not to think too much abt it and we werent doing anything wrong, but i really cant shake the uneasy feeling. and it wasnt a homeless person or someone obviously not in their right mind it was an asian man dressed in normal clean clothes so it wasnt even a racial thing either. i keep thinking abt all the things that were going on that could have possibly pissed him off. i made brief eye contact when i passed by him with my friends and maybe i accidentally glared at him? was i talking that loudly? if he was just mad that he doesnt have friends to celebrate birthdays with then why did he single me out. is it delusional to think that maybe he thought i was attractive and was just absolutely furious about it. im always so shaken when men call me a bitch and truly mean it as an insult, like i always forget it's actually a slur bc i pretty much only use it positively. im just trying to convince myself i didnt do anything wrong bc i KNOW i didnt do anything wrong. i was walking down the street with my friends at 9pm and none of us were yelling and i made brief eye contact with a stranger and kept walking i know none of that is wrong. but im still worried that maybe there's a chance i did do something wrong to make someone fully call me a bitch and want to hurt my feelings

[randisnotonfire-blog]

Oh Peter Parker X Reader

Summary: After Homecoming life has been different, Peter has been mumbling and blushing more than usual.Everyone still thinks Peter has a major crush on Liz but heads will turn when rumors spread fast like a wild fire when Y/n stands up to Flash for Peter. Refusing to believe that Ryan is trying to confront her about the rumors causes her to form a unlikely fight with Peter and Ryan.

  Warnings:Fluff,Drama as usual xD,Language, also tbh peter is like DIFFERENT he isnt stuttering that much but he is kind of like confident lmao idfk xD

A/n: This is a continuation of the fan fiction “Are You Okay?”. I tried to base this off of the song Superficial Love by Ruth B. Which was challenging,so yeah not much to say. Life has been good? xD But yeah lets just get on with this!

(Not my Gif)

         You sighed, still thinking of what happened last Friday night.Reading the text message from Peter it had said “Hey. see you tomorrow at school gn”. You replied saying Good night back then quickly fell asleep.Your alarm woke you up from a dead sleep, then you heard your mom yelling for you to wake up. Great, just another day were your surrounded by assholes and idiots. You got up and did your normal morning routine, and walked to school with a group of friends. Saying your goodbyes you walked into your school and quickly went to your locker.Flash walked up to you and tapped you on your shoulder, “Hey” he said as if he was trying to sound cool. “Go piss off someone else” You snapped back not turning around to not look him in the eye.”Bitch” He responded, then you hissed back “Slut”. “Yeah bye, see you in 5th period” He said then walked off. You smirked then walked over to Peter’s locker. You tried to startle him but failed. “Boo!” you said as you looked at the curls in the back of his head “Nice try Y/n” which made you giggle as he turned around to look at you. “So...” his bottom lip curled when you smiled. “You know people are gonna be-act different” “Why would they? They know I have a boyfriend” You tried to act as innocent as possible considering Ned was around.You smiled at him then at Ned, “Hey, Peter do you want to go to my house after school? I got some new LEGOS, or we can study” Ned said excitedly, Peters eyes turned to look at you then at Ned. “O-um I’m gonna be busy with the Stark Internship, but I can probably try to get some time for us to hang out after school.” Ned nodded then looked at you which made you feel slight butterflies. Why was he looking at me? Since when did I be apart of there weird friendship? You smiled quickly then shuffled your feet looking at them.The 4th bell rang and you asked Peter if he wanted to walk to class with you. It was a awkward question since Ned was about to leave but he still said yes.”I’m sorry about last night..I was probably really awkward and shit, sorry um..Yeah” Peter blurted out as you were walking through the walls.”Oh” You looked up at him and giggled “Yeah right Parker, for once you were not awkward” With those words it made him blush and want to freeze the time. “You know Y/n? You curse a lot” You smiled, thinking if you should hold his hand. But it would be a cliche and to soon move, You should just let him make the first move. But I doubt he would.

        You two both walked in to the class and took a seat next to each other, which it was rare to find you sitting next to each other. Half way through the class Peter opened his big mouth and whispered to you, “Did you enjoy-um last night?” You smirked and nodded. “Just don’t tell Ryan” Peter had a cheeky grin on his face knowing that he was close to kissing you during the slow dance. The teacher quickly stopped her tracks of writing down notes and diverted her attention to you and Peter. You had a massive blush on your face but it was unlikely Peter had a tad bit smaller blush on his face. “Miss Y/L/N and (Your last name) Mr.Parker is there something you need to share with the rest of the class? Because I think we all are great listeners unlike you two.” The teacher had snapped back and you could hear all the kids acting like fools by saying “Oo”. “You both have detention after school” The teacher smiled and went back to her notes. You sighed and Peter slipped you a note that simply read: “Sorry :l” The next class you had shared with Peter and Flash, it was always a struggle since Flash was a bully to Peter. Also it was a struggle because both Peter and Flash had a crush on you. But Peter treated his crush more like a secret, unlike Flash. All hell was raised when he tried to flirt with you, you could definitely tell Peter wanted to do something about it.

          You and Peter had walked to 5th period together, “I’m sooo glad lunch class is next” You said holding your “o” in the word So for a dramatic reason. Peter chuckled, while walking his hand slightly gazed yours which made his heart drop. After it happened you looked up at him and politely smiled and he blushed. You both walked into the class a minute or two early so you could start up the lab.Ned walked up to Peter, “Hey dude do you want to set up the lab early?” Ned asked but Peter furrowed his eyebrows, eyes widened and nugged his head slightly to point at you. “Oooohhh” Ned said and smiled. He walked over to find a new lab partner as Peter walked over to you. “D-do you want to work together or something” “Sure” You responded to him as he took a seat next to you. “Look, its the devil” You smirked when you saw Flash casually walk in late as usual. “Okay? Great Everyone is here...Okay so I need to go get something from my car so like behave while im gone? It will only be 5 to 10 minutes” The teacher quickly said as he left the class room. You noticed Flash sat next to you, so you were in the middle of Peter and Flash.You grabbed out your phone to clear out notifications and do other stuff, “Y/n? Don’t do that! You could get into trouble!” Peter snatched your phone from your hand and shoved it in your backpack.”Ugh, Thanks dad” You smirked and he blushed aggressively. He leaned closer to you and said “W-why would I be y-your dad?” “Nothing” You smirked again while he died from blushing.”Hey Y/h/c (Your hair color) You wanna do the lab with me?” Flash asked you. You sighed, “Or are you working with Penis Parker?” Flash said again with a innocent look. “Fuck off mate” You hissed at him, everyone in the class looked at you. Peter’s eyes widened and gasped, “W-what?” you asked him and tried to brush it off but it was just like carrying a boulder on your shoulder.Flash scoffed “Fine princess” he smirked cheekly. The teacher walked in and saw everyone looking towards the back of the class as you, Peter and Flash.”Great” he muttered then started his lesson.

     You had been blushing and so was Peter the entire class, when it finally ended everyone left except for when the teacher called out for you, Peter and Flash to talk to him.You looked at Peter then grabbed your book bag and walked up to his desk with the rest of them.”I heard you already got detention, but-” He sighed “All of you need to tell me what happened” He took off his glasses and put him near the stack of papers.”Well,” you all hand finally told the teacher what happened. And what made the cherry and sprinkles on top of your day was that you and Flash both got a detention. “Great” You sighed and walked out of the class abandoning Peter and Flash.The teacher left and Flash hissed at Peter “Bite me bitch” then walked off. Peter just looked like a deer in headlights, he felt sorry for you.You walked up to the lunch room and found a table that was clear and sat there. You smiled when you saw Ryan walk over and sit next to you, “So how was class? I-i uh um heard the rumors Y/n” You sighed and kissed him on the cheek but he backed away quickly.”W-what?” “I’m not gonna date a fucking slut Y/n!” Ryan hissed at you. “I’m not a SLUT! Me and Peter are not a thing! will you just have some fucking feelings for once! You always ditch me! Maybe your the slut in this relationship! Just go the hell away. Jesus fucking Christ go find y-your side chick or what ever the hell you want to call her!” You practically yelled at him. This gave you guys the attention you never wanted, You looked around to find Peter starring at you shocked. You got up and stormed off crying with no regrets.

                      You got stopped by Peter when he grabbed your wrist before you were able to leave the school. “Your not skipping Y/n” Peter said concerned, “Peter,Some nerve you have to do this and tell me you want me.How dare you march into my heart, oh how rude of you. To ruin my miserable, and tell me I am beautiful. I already have someone to tell me that! Cause I wasn’t looking for love, In fact you tricked me. And I wasn’t trying to fall in love anymore but Parker, you pushed me.” You said with caution.”Y-y/n..I’m sorry...” He could see the tears running down your face and the pain in your eyes. “Yeah, what ever” you said but making him feel defeated. “No! Y/n! If those rumors were true I wouldn’t want them to be! I know your-you were in a relationship with Ryan. It hurt me to know he was always cheating on you thats why I wanted to- just you know what, I have nothing to say.” He put his hands up and left you. You were just a broken mess. The two piece that put your life together walked out of your life, and killed you in the process...

Luv yall sorry for the angst lmfao ik tragic as hell but yeh dm if you got any ideas

        ~R

@captainswriting new fan fiction :) since you said the last one was rlly short xd