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kalvanreaped · 2 months ago
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Y'know, it feels so strange to really realize that yes while I have little to no source memories from my source. The implications are there and I can sometimes connect some things to my source during mental shifts and the constant feeling of being out of place. Like no, that actually explains a lot even if I cannot physically remember much of my source memories.
And, while I am unable to get into the mirrored realm like in my source by just falling asleep at twelve at the night on dot, I can stimulate that feeling through involuntary lucid dreaming a lot of the times. And I find that cool in a way, the sad thing is that I am always unable to find my friend group or Logan. :(
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kalvanreaped · 2 months ago
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Missing Logan so much for some reason ... :(
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kalvanreaped · 4 months ago
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Hhh ... Should not be allowed to think about my kins when I'm sleep deprived bc it gets me distressed with confusion bc brain is too tired to stop from trying to give out a rational explanation to what I'm feeling.
Brains are ... Interesting the least to say LMAO
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