#idc what was going on 7 months ago I care about why im in pain present day lol
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Can’t remember if I’ve mentioned it, but I’ve started having pain on the *left* side of my abdomen (opposite gallbladder) these last few weeks, around the spleen region. It comes and goes but whenever it returns, it’s a little worse. If I push on it and then let go, it leaves a burning feeling inside for quite some time.
I’ve been trying to ignore it, but reminded myself that ignoring issues like this is what got me into the position I’m in to begin with, so I messaged my GI about it. Idk if GIs handle spleens, but he had recently asked if I had pain on that side and I said no, so I went to him with the update.
Why does this man feel the need to remind me that my spleen was fine in the CT I had done 7 months ago? 1) I know that and 2) I wasn’t having pain there 7 months ago. So how is that relevant?? You know what was also apparently fine on that CT seven months ago? The gallbladder that now needs to come out. So like???
#he’s gonna order the tests I just don’t get the point in bringing up the CT I had seven months ago#my recent abdominal ultrasound was only on the right side#idc what was going on 7 months ago I care about why im in pain present day lol#it could just be mysterious nerve pains but#it feels similar to the gallbladder pain#so feels like organ pain#I’ll be happy to learn that nothing is wrong over there#but we should definitely at least confirm that???#rather than assuming???#based on old scans??#esp considering how much is going on in my body rn#slightly concerned it’s all connected somehow#maybe the spleen is fine! maybe it’s phantom pain! but I want to know for certain?#after a lifetime of ignoring ignoring ignoring#also#what if it isn’t my spleen causing the pain#it’s not like it lasts a couple minutes and then dissipates#today it’s been hours#I do feel otherwise fine tho#save for incessant headaches and inexplicable nose bleeds#in his defense he is concerned about the amount of radiation I’ve been exposed to in all the millions of CTs and MRIs these last few years#which is valid#and also I was having the gallbladder pain and related symptoms for 2 years before he said it needed to come out#which means it was occurring at the time of that CT#and the issue went undetected#so idrc if the ct said my spleen was fine#my gallbladder clearly wasn’t
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1: is there a boy/girl in your life?
Ye! Sammy! @deziac
2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
Um... My family, probably, and no.
3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
Kitty! I love kitties!
4: what’s something you really want right now?
an apartment. on a less serious side, um, glasses???
5: are you afraid of falling in love?
Nope! I already have and since we’re poly im sure i will again owo
6: do you like the beach?
so/so. depends on my mood.
7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
um... a pull out sofa, does that count? i have a hard time sleeping unless i can fully lie down.
8: what’s the background on your cell?
my old phone was tony my new phone is space. not sure what it’ll be soon. >w>;; considering i need to redownload all the stuff i got off tumblr. :’( i lost all my snapchat stuff, but i moved all of izaya to my computer so that’s fine.
9: name the last four beds you were sat on?
what??? O_o; um... a homeless shelter’s bed and other than that they were all my own??? (not counting the “bed” made of sheets at the one place.)
10: do you like your phone?
i just got a new one!! uwu It has 32GB with it’s own internal storage and I have a 32GB sd card. nwn;; So I have a lot of space~! plus it has a fingerprint sensor and im in love with unlocking it like that owo
11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?
prolly not, but when do they?
12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
sammy! bc we both got new phhones!
13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
i heard poodles have bad temperaments!! idk about rottweilers!! whichever one is nicer??/
14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
emotional!! physical heals!! short time span for pain! emotional might not go away!
15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
DONt mmake me chosoelk??! i love both!!! i lovemy fluffy butts and i went to the met in new york!!! it was so cool!!! swords!! armor!! egypt!! aahhhh!!! i cant choose!!
16: are you tired?
im always tired!!!
17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?
um... well it’s sammy
so uh, ten years in march owo (technically december was the first time we met!! but we count it as march since that’s when he started talking rly)
18: are they a relative?
no!!
19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
it depends on if they changed their personality!! if not then no!! i mean i did get back with sammy but yknow we just count that as a break since we did actually get back together lmao
20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
this morning!! she is at work so she’s not too talkative rn!
21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
we’re fine with what we’re at!! i don’t need to marry her to make it ‘official’!! we’ve lasted almost 9 years and through some big hardships!! both of us unmedicated and dealing with new medication changes, so i think we’re fine!!
22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
of course!! :P
23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
two!! my blue sylveon bracelet (i love sylveon, i would wear umbreon but i think i packed it!!!) and my pride rainbow bracelet! i took them off when we were looking for a shelter bc i was scared we’d get denied if they saw obvious gay signs :(
24: is there a certain quote you live by?
not directly!! something along the lines of that there is no set path in life you have to choose which ways you want to twist and turn and they’ll lead you onto new and bigger things.
25: what’s on your mind?
music! stuff for my phone! i have a lot of stuff i need to add to eeet!! it’s only a day oolllddd.
26: do you have any tattoos?
yes! it’s for my kitty who passed away! Her name was luna. I’m sure i’ve posted a picture somewhere.
27: what is your favorite color?
#00C5FF
28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
prolly tonight. owo
29: who are you texting?
Sammy owo
30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
probably?? lol what.
31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
YES ACTUALLY D: idk if it happened any other time, but when we got into the car accident when I told our one friend we were joking about her coming up and hanging with us all my brain said was ‘You shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have done that.’ and again when we went out to the car and it was pretty heavy snow fall. I was like ‘I shouldn’t go.’ my problem with that one was I didn’t want to go, but I didn’t think ‘we shouldn’t go’. but... what can you do now?
32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
um. i don’t think i have a super close opposite sex friend. closest would probably be @h0bsyrup
33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I’m sure Sammy does. >w> I’m not sure otherwise. My followers don’t tell me that stuff.
34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yes omg. Sammy was staring me in the eyes the other day and was like ‘your eyes are pretty’ and i’m like ‘omfg shut up >//
35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
if they’re not dating then she’s gonna punch their lights out, so i don’t have to worry.
36: were you single on valentines day?
November 24th, 2008 is when I started dating Sammy. You tell me.
37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?
... of course?? wtf is with these kiss questions.
38: what do your friends call you?
Kiki :D
39: has anyone upset you in the last week?
lil bit.
40: have you ever cried over a text?
Um... probably. I can’t remember.
41: where’s your last bruise located?
omg... um i guess undermy belly button is the latest bruise??? i have a lot atm from surgery and being motionless for four days!!
42: what is it from?
Sammy actually like harshly pushed on that area. like when you go to land somewhere with your full weight then you go ‘oh fuck’ yeah.
43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
um... recently??? but i guess not as bad as with my mom.
44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Sammy owo
45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
Nah.
46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
No.my hair style is like 99% bun.
47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?
i dont follow trends i set them.
48: do you make supper for your family?
not recently but i would for sammy and i usually
49: does your bedroom have a door?
i don’t have a “bedroom” atm e.e
50: top 3 web-pages?
tambo.c0m (tumblr), archiveofourown.org (ao3), youtube.com (the three i use the most anyway)
51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?
Sammy. xD at least food shopping.
52: does anything on your body hurt?
Abdomen. (:
53: are goodbyes hard for you?
it depends. if it’s unnecessary then prolly. if they’ve fucked me over idc. (i.e. my family trying to replace my mom’s abusiveness, fuck them.)
54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
prolly water owo
55: how is your hair?
it’s feeling fine, thank you for asking!
56: what do you usually do first in the morning?
it depends! if it’s my “morning” i wake up and usually bathroom.
57: do you think two people can last forever?
sure but it takes work. it’s not gonna be perfect 24/7 without communication or compromise.
58: think back to january 2007, were you single?
ye. omfg why would you give me nightmares. that’s when i started the rping side of myspce and met that douche wesley. his lying ass made me start self harming. fuck him.
59: green or purple grapes?
i don’t eat grapes .w.;;
60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?
sometime in the future! prolly sammy!
61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
in an apartment. >w> or at the pompeii exhibit!!!
62: when will be the next time you text someone?
possibly today
63: where will you be 5 hours from now?
lying in bed. :D
64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.
struggling to be alive. (eating chocolate chip muffins)
65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?
oh god. w8 no. i didn’t like anyone yet. that started like october or shit. ugh my ex. he became an ass. (aside from sammy obvs)
66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
sammy!!
67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?
um... i don’t think so. i think we were both too tired and stressed. we didn’t get into bed until like 1 and the shelter has us be out of beds by 8:30 x3x;
68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
um... ‘i should go back to sleep’ after waking up a third time and distracting myself with the phone
69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
yeah,but at least i tried.
70: how many windows are open on your computer?
it’s not *my* computer, so it doesn’t count! ;D (8 but im downloading music stfu)
71: how many fingers do you have?
i have 10. my one pinky counts as a half finger sometimes though. i broke it and bc i didnt have insurance i never went to a doctor to get it fully take care of so it healed up all wrong.
72: what is your ringtone?
default at the moment!
73: how old will you be in 5 months?
oh fuck i’ll be 24. man if you asked me that back in june i’d be like ‘still 23 (;’ but no. my bday is december
74: where is your mum right now?
She passed away. :/
75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
I realize that as much as I wanted to believe it was love, it never fully blossomed into that until I was with Sammy. I don’t think I’ve truly ever gotten to love anyone else, but that’s okay.
76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
of course owo sammy and i are hella gay don’t u know.
77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
i believe so owo we just don’t talk as much bc im a lazy sack of shit.
78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
fuck. i think i had a minor crush on some dude who also liked green day but never fuckin talked to me so i never bothered. that might’ve also technically been when i started liking wesley. does billie joe from green day count?
79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?
personally? uh.... i’m not totally sure o-o; fuck me man.
80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
probably wait yes. sammy. spooning is our fave position.
81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?
e.e no one that wasn’t a celebrity.
82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
no bc shelter e.e
83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?
:P i talk to them everyday.
84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
i wouldn’t get drunk! i wouldn’t scream at ppl! that’s rude! ppl usually can’t even hear you when you yell at the window! we hear ‘whoosh’ with your voice in the middle’
85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?
i would be concerned since she’s said she doesn’t like them!!
86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
um... oh! a conversation started and a lil girl asked if we were in a certain theatre and I said ‘no we were in theatre blah’ so I asked what they went and saw. She said “Wonder Woman” “hey we just came out of that, too!” :P
87: who was your last received call from?
.3.; sammy
88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
i-i’m torn??? i needm oney but poor butter-san... ;____;
89: what is something you wish you had more of?
money. clothes maybe
90: have you ever trusted someone too much?
yeah. lmao.
91: do you sleep with your window open?
i usually do! esp in the winter/summer! need air and love cold!
92: do you get along with girls?
ye!
93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
no. owo
94: does sex mean love?
no! sex is something that can bring someone closer, but it is not necessary for a relationship!
95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
>3>;;; again, no.
96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
owo; indirectly. i shared a drink with someone who had one. xD
97: did you sleep alone this week?
not this week! :D last week. ;~; at the hospital.
98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
yes. >3>
99: do you believe in love at first sight?
no!!! that’s not love!! you might end up loving them but you can’t love someone unless you know them!! :c otherwise it’ll lead to some bad decisions!! D:
100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?
OwO Sammy I think.
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sex sex sex sex.
1. What’s your favorite position and why? i like doggy style a lot because i dont know it just feels really great and its pretty dominating..but i also like missionary but its boring but i like it when i want to feel “romantic”. lmao.
2. How did you lose your virginity? If you’re still a virgin, is there any specific reason? I lost my virginity at 19. Basically I was preparing to bang my boyfriend ( my current one!) but I was super nervous ( I already had some trauma from the past). I was scared and stuff and so we tried and I was like Idk man im scared. Then later that night we just started to kiss and make out and he asked if I wanted to try again and I said sure so I got naked blah blah, I was sitting on him kissing hm and then bam he fucked me but it felt really awesome and nice, didn’t hurt because he was slow at it and then he fucked me from behind after i got used to it lol. Great times. That was like a year ago!
3. If you could have sex with any porn star or model, who would it be? i dont know any porn stars and im not attracted to any models either.
4. What’s one thing in particular that makes you want to tear off your lover’s clothes? Sometimes if he looks at me a certain way or if were doing something . Or if he starts touching my thighs and/or kissing my neck
5. Five turn ons. 1. Strong looking/masculine 2.Taller than me but no taller than 6′3 3. kissing my neck. 4. man handeling me (without being too aggressive).5. showing me off ( Not like “OH LOOK WHAT I HAVE” but being proud you have me. 6. Five turn offs. 1. Being an asshole. 2.Acting like you don’t care about me when youre around others. 3.Racist/sexist/etc 4.Creepy. 5.Hating my friends
7. Have you had any embarrassing sexual experiences? its so embarrassing.. so I had just finished my period ( OR so i thought) and we started to fuck and it was going well.. after we finished he was like “Um i think you still have your period.” and Im like “what?” and yeah there was blood on his dick and I legit ran and cried in the bathroom like a little bitch LOL. He came after me and said it was fine and that hes done more awkward shit but DUDE...
8. Do you have a fetish? not really. I like calling my boyfriend daddy in the bedroom but i dont like the ddlg fetish at all.
9. Have you experimented with anyone of the same sex? no 10. What’s “out of bounds” for you during sex? Choking, or tying me up, or like bondage stuff. I just have a severe panic attack if that happens and I dont like it and I had trauma so its actually triggering.
11. What’s the best sexual unsolicited advice you can give? Just dont fuck them if youre not ready.
12. Hickies - get ‘em or give ‘em? both
13. Do you like giving head? im that weird girl who actually enjoys sucking cock
14. Do you like getting head? yes
15. What’s one thing you look for in a partner? loyalty and companionship.
16. How many partners have you had? 1 and im still with him :)
17. What’s your sexual orientation? Straight
18. If you’re bi/pansexual, what gender do you tend to prefer? n/a
19. Describe the best sex you’ve ever had. Theres a few. It usually is when he goes hardcore with teasing me and kissing me. One time he was kissing me and teasing me. He ate me out for a bit which was amazing, and the he kissed me from my tummy to my lips, and he fucked me hard but slow and said I love you which was awesome. But i also had one where He was teasing me and doing lots of foreplay and he told me he owned me and that he wanted all of me and then he fucked me so good. especially when he cums inside me. MMMMM.
20. Describe the worst sex you’ve ever had. It wasnt bad but I just have depression and sometimes it hits me when were fucking and i lost my sex drive and just didnt care and it didnt last that long but i lied i orgasmed so he could finish because i wasnt feeling it lol
21. Have you ever had a funny sexual experience? What was it? i dont know. Im sure. 22. Are you okay with rough sex? Yess just not too rough ok!
23. How big was the biggest dick you’ve ever seen? Was it in a porn or in real life? well i mean guys in porn always have huge dicks but my boyfriend is the only one Ive had and he is pretty big.
24. Boobs or ass - which is better? ass. 25. Do you prefer sex or masturbation? sex i hate masturbating.
26. Describe how you usually masturbate. ill leave that for your imagination.
27. Do you like tattoos on a partner or do you like them to have a clean slate, skin wise? i dont care. either or.
28. How do you feel about daddy dom/little girl roleplaying? some people go a little too far with it. Like for example actually acting like they are 4 years old in public. You can leave it to the bedroom, please.
29. What’s your fantasy? pay off my student loans.
30. Do you have any sexual regrets? no
31. When did you last have sex? april 1st before Connor moved! He will be back in the end of May or start of June so it will be a while before we have sex again :(
32. When did you last masturbate? last night
33. Have you had anal? yeah. Its ‘ight.
34. Do you like to spank/be spanked? i like to be spanked.
35. What do you want done to you right now? well since I havent seen my boyfriend in like a month i would love it for him to just push me against a wall. mmm.
36. Are you comfortable with getting tied up? no
37. Did you have sex in high school? nope. No one really liked me back then. I had like 2 boyfriends then and it was shitty then. I met Connor the fall after i graduated. Hilarious.
38. How old were you when you lost your virginity? How long has it been? 19 years old and its been a year now.
39. Do you like teasing or would you rather get straight to the point? teasing.
40. Sexting or phone sex? ive done both. sexting is fun but phone sex can be pretty hot. I just dont like phone sex..i rather sext tbh
41. Have you had sex in any interesting places? One time we were hanging at our friends place and everyone had gone to bed and Connor was cuddling me on their couch and he said , “ I bet its just bothering you that you cant touch me” and im like whatever idc and then hes like “lets lowkey fuck” so we fucked on their couch while they were sleeping! It was pretty fun but nervous cus if someone walked out. oh god..and then we fucked behind a couch like 3 times while there was a party going on. cool.
42. Are you sexually active? i guess so. since he moved its hard to say but its only for short time.
43. Have you had car sex? no our car is too small for that. but i want to.
44. Have you ever had sex with anyone else in the location you were at? (i.e., while your sister was in the other room) yes..see above
45. Why aren’t you fucking anyone right now? well the only person i would fuck is in a nother city obvs so thats why.
46. Are you able to have emotionless sex? not rly
47. Does penis size really matter? yes
48. What has been your most memorable experience sexually? theres a lot
49. If male, are you well endowed? n/a
50. If female, what’s your breast size? 34 B cup.
51. Have you ever been the other person? no
52. Have you ever cheated on anyone? no!
53. Describe an orgasm. i just felt really weird and shakey but it felt so good.
54. What’s the longest time you’ve had sex for? I dont really keep count.
55. What’s the shortest time you’ve had sex for? like 5 minutes. -___-
56. If you could change the person you lost your virginity to, would you? no
57. Have you had any pregnancy scares? Yeah kinda. my one period didnt come once and i was so scared. I bought like 3 sticks.
58. Are you comfortable naked? kinda. Ive been with Connor for a year now and I still feel awkward naked. lol
59. Are you comfortable sending pictures of yourself to others? depends.
60. What’s your sexual comfort zone like?just dont do rape play.
61. What’s something sexual that you thought you wouldn’t like, but ended up liking? i cant think of anything
62. Do you have any piercings in fun places? (i.e., clit, nipples, dick) no
63. Would you say you’re good in bed? i think so.
64. How do you get sex tips? internet or i ask him how he wants me to do something. like i ask him if he likes what im doing and he will tell me how he wants it.
65. Have you ever had sex with anyone while they were on their period? Have you ever had sex while on your period? no except that one time when i thought i was fkn done but i wasnt. kill myself.
66. If you could be the other sex for a day, would you and what would you do first? idk.
67. What’s your favorite part about being the gender you are? I dont know really. I can buy cute drinks without looking dumb?
68. Slow but passionate, or fast, furious, and kinky? slow but passionate. But also depends on the mood or whatever because sometimes i want rough, sometimes i don’t.
69. Have you ever 69’d? Did you enjoy it? yes but it feels too good to suck him while hes eating me out.
70. Have you ever done drugs and then had sex? weed
71. Have you ever had sex with someone you’re in love with? yes
72. How are you with BDSM? Would you ever engage in it? nope.
73. Do you like gagging on cock/having someone gag on your cock? Why? i love gagging on his cock.
74. When it comes to oral, are you gentle? Do you use your hands too? gentle. i dont want to hurt him but if i do go hard kinda. and yeah i used my hands.
75. Okay, how do you feel about handjobs? sometimes i do hand jobs but its only when im making him hard. Lol.
76. Have you had any unwanted pain during sex? yeah.
77. What is something that’s not sexual that can turn you on more than anything sexual? arms? 78. Can your sexual partners be categorized by their zodiac signs? no
79. Have you had sex to music? What’s your favorite sex song? we fucked to Wish you were here by Pink Floyd.
80. What’s something you want to try in bed? i dont know.
81. Has anyone drew blood from you during sex, whether it was by cutting, biting, or scratching? How did you feel about that? no. if there was blood from biting/scratching/etc i would feel awful.
82. Have you ever fucked someone who was sad? Did it help them emotionally or make it worse? I have fucked him when he was sad and it helped and same for me sometimes it makes me feel way better.
83. Do you like sexual anons? no
84. What’s your ideal round of sex? i dont know.
85. Do you like the use of whipped cream, handcuffs, chocolate, and cherries? nope.
86. Have you ever been walked in on or caught? almost got caught.
87. Have you ever had sex in public? Would you? yes and i would.
88. What’s a good sex joke? i dont know. 89. Do you like to be called a dirty slut or would you rather be treated like royalty? i love it when he calls me a slut but theres a time and place during sex when i want to be slutty and then loved LMAO.
90. Are you more submissive or dominant? sub 91. What’s your naughtiest secret? i almost fucked a 33 year old when i was 18.
92. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve encountered sexually? i cant think of anyting
93. Have you ever “stuck your dick in crazy”? Was there a lesson learned?
94. Do you like playing with balls/having someone play with yours? i like playing with them because he loves it.
95. What’s the best nonsexual feeling? feeling safe and loved by them.
96. Do you like feet? ew 97. Do you look at rule 34/hentai? ew....
98. Pick a random question off this survey for yourself. N/A 99. Who’s your ideal sexual partner? MY BOYFRIEND.
100. Do you have a partner right now? Would you like one? have my boyfriend :) 101. Are you accepting “applications” for a partner? um no
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ANSWER ALL THE QUESTIONS FOR THE ASK MEME. ALL OF THEM. Or just 90-100, you know, whichever you prefer ;P
SCREECHES SUMMER WYD
but nah that’s fine like I said I am b o r e d
1: is there a boy/girl in your life?
Yes cries a lovely wonderful girl let me die
2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
UH lol idk it depends on the day? Some days I feel really petty about it and other days I don’t care so much.
3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
my mind says ‘cats’ but my twitter feed says ‘nyah’ and i cry. that and :3c which like. is all Fox so i blame you
4: what’s something you really want right now?
5: are you afraid of falling in love?
LOL NAH FAM
6: do you like the beach?
yes!! I love the beach, specifically east coast beaches because the water is actually warm enough to swim in
7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
no but i wouldn’t mind it if it were a significant other. like idk why but i’ve thought about it before, and i don’t mind being that close to ppl i’m dating
8: what’s the background on your cell?
A really generic apple-provided bg because I have too many apps to see the bg anyway rip
9: name the last four beds you were sat on?
this question confuses me. straight up. idk what its asking name the beds????
10: do you like your phone?
yes
11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?
no, but not in a bad way i guess
12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
UH okay I so rarely add numbers to my phone Idk how to answer this lol. Probably someone from work tho. OR NO MY FRIEND SARAH PROBABLY
13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
Rottweiler
14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional.
15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
The zoo! I love animals, fam
16: are you tired?
ALJSDLKJSDF FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE??? NO, NO I AM NOT TIRED
17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?
i mean my first was probably my mom so
18: are they a relative?
my mOM
19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
lol no never the fuck
20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
lmao years. but i. need to chANGE THAT I AM NEEDY AND SAD
21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
yeah, sure
22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no the last person i kissed was a dude
23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
one bracelet and one hair tie
24: is there a certain quote you live by?
not really
25: what’s on your mind?
mostly my gf
26: do you have any tattoos?
just one, i want more
27: what is your favorite color?
oh god don’t ask me this. i like dark shades of almost every color? the only colors I really don’t like are orange and yellow. idk yellow is okay sometimes. i don’t like pastels much
28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
RIP IDK MAN BUT I HOPE SOON???? I JUST. RLLY WANT TO KISS HER
29: who are you texting?
usually my mom, roommate, and gf
30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
no
31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
yeah, i’m sure everyone’s been there a time or two
32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes
33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i sURE HOPE SO jk jk i know someone does
34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yeah
35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
....okay???? idc???
36: were you single on valentines day?
nope!
37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?
no
38: what do your friends call you?
Ellie
39: has anyone upset you in the last week?
lmao ya
40: have you ever cried over a text?
lmao ya fam i cry over everything
41: where’s your last bruise located?
shIN. it happened last night OTL
42: what is it from?
so one of my roommate left a cookie sheet on the fuckin stove top (IT’S BEEN THERE FOR FUCKIN D A Y S) and i was trying to get FOOD off the stove and my elbow knocked it and it tumbled to the floor and hit me right in the fuckin shin iM STILL MAD ABOUT IT
43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
lmao probably yesterday lbr
44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?
my mom
45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
not really, i used to tho
46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
lmao no if i’m having a bad hair day y’all are the ones who gotta see it, not me
47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?
no i get too cold with a full head of hair for that shit
48: do you make supper for your family?
no i hate cooking fuckin gOD
49: does your bedroom have a door?
i won’t live in a room that doesn’t have a door
50: top 3 web-pages?
tumblr, twitter, and probably ebay/amazon. or twitch lately
51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?
ya
52: does anything on your body hurt?
my fucKIN SHIN
53: are goodbyes hard for you?
yes
54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
hell if i know
55: how is your hair?
a wreck. it desperately needs to be re-dyed
56: what do you usually do first in the morning?
lay in bed lol
57: do you think two people can last forever?
yes of course
58: think back to january 2007, were you single?
lMAO NO I DON’T GOTTA THINK VERY HARD
59: green or purple grapes?
GREEN
60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?
i don’t know and i hate that i don’t know. i know my family in May but like. hopefully sooner than that
61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
ye
62: when will be the next time you text someone?
probably like 5 minutes
63: where will you be 5 hours from now?
asleep, hopefully
64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.
woRKIN
65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?
this time last year i liked the same person i like now ;))))
66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
YE!!! aaaaaaaaa
67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no i wISH
68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
‘gee i sure hope this anti depressant doesn’t fuck me up’ along with ‘why are my roommates so loud’
69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
lol ya who hasn’t
70: how many windows are open on your computer?
TOO MANY DON’T ASK ME THIS
71: how many fingers do you have?
10 (fun fact i almost typoed this for 19)
72: what is your ringtone?
my volume is never on i don’t even remember LMAO
73: how old will you be in 5 months?
25, but turning 26 later that month
74: where is your mum right now?
home in Oregon
75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
reasons i’m not willing to air on Tumblr lol
76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
no unfortunately
77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
ye!!
78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
uh yeah lol how unfortunate
79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?
yes
80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
ye!!! i miss it
81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?
ONE, YO
82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
no
83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?
PROBS
84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
no one b/c i don’t do that shit b/c I’M NOT A HEATHEN
85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?
i mean, it depends on the drug. if it was just pot i wouldn’t have a problem w/ it as long as it didn’t rule her life. harder stuff is a no
86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
nothing really. i didn’t love the movie and i was bored
87: who was your last received call from?
my mom
88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
uh no i don’t think so just reading that made me cringe
89: what is something you wish you had more of?
time and money
90: have you ever trusted someone too much?
yeeeep
91: do you sleep with your window open?
sometimes when it gets hot
92: do you get along with girls?
lol yes??
93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
ehhhhh she doesn’t need to know
94: does sex mean love?
nah
95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
no it’d just be awkward as hell lol
96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
nope
97: did you sleep alone this week?
sigh yes sadly
98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
yes i DO!!!
99: do you believe in love at first sight?
not really i guess, but like the second i saw this girl i knew she was special
100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?
i don’t remember lmao
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oh man ok ty!
1: is there a boy/girl in your life? yes a very lovely boy
2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? no.
3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” my cat ziggy stardust
4: what’s something you really want right now? right this second idk but i can't wait for the year to end and to move out and live on my own
5: are you afraid of falling in love? not anymore, not really
6: do you like the beach? sure
7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yess
8: what’s the background on your cell? green stary sky
9: name the last four beds you were sat on? my bed at my dad's, bed at my mom's, my boyfriend's bed, my mom's bed and a friend's bed
10: do you like your phone? it's really old and slow and isnt working well anymore
11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? not really but they're pretty good
12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? i think it was my boyfriend lol
13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? rottweiler
14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional
15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? a museum, zoos are gross anyways
16: are you tired? i kind of am actually
17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? not sure what this is supposed to mean but i've known my oldest friend for a little bit over ten years
18: are they a relative? no
19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? no.
20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? like an hour ago
21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? i don't really understand this question but i dont want to get married today
22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes a million times
23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? 0
24: is there a certain quote you live by? no
25: what’s on your mind? him i guess
26: do you have any tattoos? i wish
27: what is your favorite color? i love green im in my green phase but yellow and red are nice too and black is the best safest color
28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? hopefully sunday, or wednesday
29: who are you texting? no one
30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yes one of our first kisses in fact
31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? yea ig
32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes
33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? i sure hope so
34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yes
35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? i'd be very sad
36: were you single on valentines day? no
37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? i like to think i am
38: what do your friends call you? my name or nickname usually
39: has anyone upset you in the last week? a bit
40: have you ever cried over a text? oh man yea
41: where’s your last bruise located? idk
42: what is it from? idk
43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? school
44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? my boyfriend or my mom
45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes? my black doc martens and green chuck taylors
46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? i'll sometimes wear a beanie
47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? i dont think so
48: do you make supper for your family? sometimes
49: does your bedroom have a door? yes
50: top 3 web-pages? weird questions
51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? probably
52: does anything on your body hurt? everything really
53: are goodbyes hard for you? yea
54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? warm almond milk lol
55: how is your hair? short and curly
56: what do you usually do first in the morning? shower
57: do you think two people can last forever? i kind of hope so but sadly probably not
58: think back to january 2007, were you single? yeah lol
59: green or purple grapes? green
60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? idk maybe tomorrow
61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? kind of wish i was with him
62: when will be the next time you text someone? tomorrow morning
63: where will you be 5 hours from now? still in my bed
64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. getting ready for school
65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? no.
66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? rn yes
67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? yess
68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? i dont remember
69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes
70: how many windows are open on your computer? idk
71: how many fingers do you have? ten i think
72: what is your ringtone? some apple shit
73: how old will you be in 5 months? almost eighteen
74: where is your mum right now? in her bed probably
75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? because sometimes things simply go to shit
76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? yes!
77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? not all of them but a lot of them yea
78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? i guess
79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? yes
80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yes
81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? one, maybe two ig
82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? no
83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? done
84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? my friend adele probably lol
85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? he is but i dont mind bc i am too, idc as long as he is responsible and reasonable about his use source and frequency etc
86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? we kissed, wow
87: who was your last received call from? boyfriend
88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? wtf??
89: what is something you wish you had more of? time
90: have you ever trusted someone too much? i've always trusted him a bit too much it scares me
91: do you sleep with your window open? sometimes
92: do you get along with girls? oh man yes
93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? kind of
94: does sex mean love? no
95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? no thats great lol
96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? ya
97: did you sleep alone this week? yes :(
98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? i think so.
99: do you believe in love at first sight? in a way, maybe not deep love but some sort of chemistry or attachment from some initial infatuation
100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? i dont do that very often
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I need to talk but feel like I’m being heard so I’m going to spew shit here. I usually do it in my notes but I’m sick of writing alone. I just don’t want to feel like I’m talking to a brick wall, idc if anyone reads this or not, this is just for me to get it out
I learned tonight to always think about the people who have said they care about you, even if you don’t believe it. They didn’t say it for nothing
This is the worst night I’ve had this year. I wanted to kms tonight by od’ing on painkillers, (Dw, I wouldn’t have gone through with it, im a pussy and still have things I wanna do in life, but I was considering it) but I thought about my parents and friends and how heart broken they’d be and I know I just can’t do that to them. I’ve felt this way for a long time but it all just came out tonight. I know I just have to keep pushing, a few years give or take and I should be where I hope to be. I should be better and happier. It’s what I’ve always told myself the past 7 or so years, but surely this time it has to be true. Just a few more years and it’ll get better
I’ve been struggling with my gender identity for nearly a year now and it was filled with doubts and questions at first but I had someone to help me through it. I’ve slowly found myself more and more but those doubts continue to terrify me. I want desperately to change myself but I’m afraid of regrets. I’m afraid of how my parents will think of me. I’m afraid of how the world will view me. I’m scared to be trans but at the same time I’m afraid of a doctor confirming that I’m not actually trans because I want to be a man. If a doctor tells me I have no signs of dysphoria, then how can I ever trust myself?
Im lonely. I feel so fucking lonely and I feel guilty for it because I have friends who care about me. The only people I see are my parents who I live with and my coworkers. Rarely an old friend who I went to school with too. I just need someone who I can physically be with. I want to sit in bed and watch movies with someone. I want to show them memes and videos on my phone. I want to go on works and go eat food and just talk to someone irl. All my friends I did have I haven’t seen since college over a year ago. My online friends mean the absolute world to me but it’s so painful not being able to interact with anybody irl. I need that stimulation and socialisation but I only get that at work which isn’t exactly the fun type of socialising when you work in customer service
I feel like a burden to my friends even though I know they wouldn’t want me to feel that way
I need independence. I live with my parents and whilst I have a good relationship with them, I desperately want my own life. Im not allowed to cut my hair or get tattoos, I’m an adult. I want to make my own decisions. I want to stop being treated like a child. I want my parents to prove to me that they trust me. Every time I leave the house, I’ll immediately get a phone call from my dad asking where I’m going (we have a security camera so it comes up on his phone when it detects movement). It’s none of his business, he doesn’t need to ask me when all I’m doing is going for a walk or going to work (it’s all there is to do where I live). Every time I get post, my dad wants to know what it is. It’s none of his business, what does he think I’m buying? Why can’t he trust me when I’ve always been good? I’ve never been a bad kid. I just want someone to have some faith in me that I can do things, that I’m actually worth something
I feel guilty for feeling this way when I have people who I know care about me. People who do so much shit for me. Im guilty that I’m still this way even after their efforts. It must be so tiring for other people that I’m like this, I just want to be happy and make it easier for everybody else. I want to be normal, I want to be better but I don’t know how
I want therapy but I either can’t afford it, or if it’s free under the NHS, it’s all got terrible reviews (because it’s free, ofc it can’t be good). I’ve never met anyone who said any of the free alternatives in the UK are good. It worries me, can I ever get better?
My manager recently hurt me with his words. I know I’m better than what he said, I’m proud of myself for what I’ve done so far at work. I’ve come so far compared to a year ago in that aspect, but it still hurt. I still think about it everyday even if I know I’m better than he said. I guess a part of me fears that what he said is true
I need to be more positive.
I’m proud of myself for getting a job
I’m proud of myself for drinking more water. I’ve gone from one bottle over the course of three days to one bottle a day
I’m proud of myself for getting on the pill to stop the cramps I get
I’m proud of myself for being brave and buying men’s clothes recently
I’m proud of myself for at least trying to manage my money, even if I haven’t done a very good job at it
I’m proud of myself for trying to go outside more
I’m proud of myself for finding a new hobby
I’m proud of myself for eating two apples last month when I never eat fruit
I’m proud of myself for making my anxiety better with time
I’m proud of myself for eating more broccoli and carrots during my Sunday roasts with my parents
I’m proud of myself for unlocking so many trophies on re8 after putting in the effort
I’m proud of myself
I have to keep telling myself that. I told myself so many negative things that I now believe. Maybe I can do the same thing again but with the positives
I feel a bit better now after getting it out
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Caught.
😭
What.
I didn’t even know i was on your radar.
I genuinely thought that post in November was the last time you checked on my shit.
But this?
PRICELESS.
Ahhhhhhhhhaaaaahhahahahhaaaa.😭
At least spell the fucking word right.
And blocking me?
I haven’t checked your shit since April when i found out the post was about her and not me. (Though i should’ve stopped checking a long time ago. But you see how many things i post about you? LOL AS IF I’d stop my obsessive tendancies) but i was doing good , going on almost 2 months. But then i check my activities and ... 😭 bruh. how do you accidentally follow me and THEN block me. And why hasn’t tumblr taken out your name from my activities. I did myself the favor and deleted the notification bc i may write about you but i don’t want to know your kinky ass likes anymore or the asks you send girls for their snapchats and kiks and shit like the amount of times i wanted to screenshot and send it to her, but I’m not bc i want NO parts NOOOO parts . Im staying in my lane bc that is nottttt my business. Maybe y’all have an open relationship . Oh and btw one of your roommates was telling people you brought home a blond and fucked her 🤷🏽♀️ and then months later your girl came banging on the door yelling to talk with you. So i was like *sips tea * did you cheat David? I don’t think you did. Others were like a blond? His girl isn’t a blond and you HEARD THEM FUCKING? Nah he’s a cheater etc etc. But i was like nahhh he loves that girl he’d never cheat. The most you would do is like probably message some virtual girl when you’re bored and want attention but from experience i would hope you’d be smart enough to delete it. Evidence gone you know? But Physically cheat? Nah idc how much people say you’ve changed. You’re gonna marry that girl. And i don’t think you’d be dumb enough to do that even in your angriest lonliest days. I hope not David, BE NICE TO HER. Don’t be like dan entertaining other girls while you’re with her that’s so unfair ESPECIALLY because she’s older than you and has a job you should be thankful for her and cherishing her and if you’re like stfu right now you don’t know what you’re talking about. Then good. Bc i don’t know I’m just telling you what I’m hearing so be smarter with your actions and if you are being dumb at least be smart enough to never let her find out. Slip ups happen, you’re human, just learn and do better. But you see ? Isn’t it amazing I’m off campus bc people would come up to me like did you know blah blah and I’m like 😐 stop talking to me about him. Nah lowkey i was dead sipping my tea bc i don’t even like tea but the tea they would spill would be too good 😭. It’s the chismosa in me 🤷🏽♀️. But yeah copacetic is in your bio why spell it wrong as your new name? 😐 change it bc i know it now 🤷🏽♀️ but i can’t see what on your page just your bio but it’d be nice if you changed your name bc i KNOW how crazy i could be and I’d make a whole new shit just to see if you posted anything new on my super low stalker days which is why i deleted the notification so do a girl a solid and change your name please so i don’t go down that rabbit hole. I’m here talking like i know you’ll read this but 😏 you know I’m crazy, fuck you’re crazy too! I KNOW you are. Your life man. I don’t knowww and i don’t care because I personally talk about the past you not the current you. Memories of you that haunt me and that’s it. But come ON you can check my shit but not be my friend ?😭 you’re bugging. Say hi whenever unless your pride is like 🤢🤮 never will i ever let her have her way again.
But I’m already winning. 😭. You’re in a relationship and still message girls to get nudes. Why not ask your GIRL FOR NUDES instead of looking at other girls. But you know what I’m being hypocritical af rn. There’s nothing wrong in looking at nudes but like ASKING people for their social media platform to get them? WHILE in a relationship? Come on David 😕 do better. 😭 be better.
But i know not what your relationship is maybe y’all have an open relationship idkkkk not my place.
I know you’ll read this so I’m going to write a lot . You might stop reading now like. That bitch I’m not reading shit. But. Come on. You’ve gotten this far, anywho, yeooooo 😁 i hope everything is going good with you. Hope you got that job on deck. And you’re NOT 6’5” you’re tripping with that you’re barely 6’3” with your back straight. Sorry I’m just really trying to find the humor in all of this bc i was this 👌 close of calling and leaving a voicemail but I’m pretty sure I’m blocked on your cell also. I could be wrong but nah i texted you multiple times in hopes of having some cordial ending but you calmly were like scurt scurt. 🙄 annoying but understandable. But this? Ahhhh. I’m gonna be on a good high for like, probably until i go to Rome then I’ll get a good happy high there (like emotion wise not drug wise) but DAVID 😂 whenever you’re done being mad and weird, or “nonchalant” hit my line up so i can kick your ass on words with friends.
Oh man. 😂 i think that’s all i have to say. I just wanted to be like bringgggg that assssss hereee boyyyy for one last time.
Also, and i can’t believe I’m saying this. Because it’s like, ASHLEY, nooooo some things you don’t say.
But 🤷🏽♀️ sue me.
Actually don’t sue me bc i have no money ☹️.
But, change. 👏🏽your.👏🏽 email.👏🏽 on this. 👏🏽. Change it to the gmail, not the Lasalle one. Boy i told you that one time you called i checked your emails 🙄. And 👀 was Maddison the blond you might’ve fucked 🤔 you signed her in plenty of times at random times at night. But i would be like nahnahnah they’re just smoking buddies. But 😭 you know the chismosa in me is like *the picture of the guy with the strings piecing shit together like a conspiracy.* (see below for gif of it) but no. I believe you are an honorable man but 👀 you know i had to ask. ANYWHO big diversion. Yes, email. Change that shit. Why? Bc of a beautiful thing called YOU CAN SIGN IN TO TUMBLR USING YOUR EMAIL. So, you know crazy meeee back in like April totally invaded your privacy and read all your drafts 😅. Ugh. My heart. It swelled up soooo much. Why couldn’t you post that shit when we were together/ trying to work shit out so that i could read it and be like HE CARES HE ACTUALLY HAS A FUCKING HEART. But it’s okay that you didn’t they weren’t for me to read those were your personal thoughts that you specifically chose to not share with me but that’s dead why i thought the post was about me in April and then when i found out it wasn’t i was like WOW. But that’s cuz I’m stupid and should’ve never seen those in the first place i got SUPER in my bag about that. Listened to the playlist you shared with me on Apple Music about sad days. Smh. It was WILD. Anywho, Also this is how i know about you messaging girls on tumblr smh. And yes i have screenshots But that’s besides the point. The point is. Change your email to the gmail one. I’m not going to go through your shit anymore i haven’t since April bc i had a breakthrough with my therapist and found out that’s like jail time worthy behavior so i had to REIGN it the fuck in. But. Look at me telling the truth! Why? “Have you no shame Ashley? Like that’s psycho to an extreme even for you.” Is it really though? Like are you HONESTLY surprised ?
But yeah change that shit bc for all i know I’ll be at some low place again and will be like I WONDER and will go down the rabbit hole again and i do NOT have time for that shit.
Okay so , in conclusion. I’m trying to be good here, 1. I don’t know you, and I’m the last person to be judging you for things you may or may not be doing. 2. I’m not making fun of your relationship. I genuinely believe you’re going to marry her and have her kids i mourned about it in therapy fall semester but once i accepted it i was like okok it’s all good. 3. I may write about you not being there for me while i was raped a lot, this does not mean i think you’re a trash person or hate you for it. It was a shitty thing for you to do but you had your own life you had to deal with. I forgave you. It’s just something i can’t forget and randomly stabs me in the heart when I’m at my lows. I do not think you’re a trash person. You may be different from the boy i knew but that’s expected. Years of experiences changed you but i still believe you’re true and rad to your core. You love hard and you go hard for the people you care about. I believe you’re a good human. 4. Sorry for invading your privacy the times i did. I told you to change your email password 😭 but i know going to IT is a pain in the ass for it which is why i never changed mine but i knew you weren’t psycho like me so you wouldn’t be checking it anyways. 5. Change your email on tumblr to the gmail. That way i can never find your new tumblr or if you decide to change this name over and over. 6. Just change your email and change this name. You’ll be gone for good since you blocked me( I’m assuming that’s what this is since i can see your bio but not your posts or likes which is what google tells me means I’m blocked) 7. Heaven. Too slow. Drink. 8. Lol sorry i needed to make a joke but ayeee my favorite number so this has to be important. David, you know my spiel. You know how to contact me though i know you have no reason to but this is for future you in case in an not ideal world some shit goes down and you really just need someone to talk to and i know I’d be the last person you’d reach out to but, exactly, if it ever comes to that (God forbid, knock on wood)((not as a joke, legit, bc i genuinely want you to live a happy life)) but if it ever comes to that, my back is never turned to you. I’ll always be a message/phone call away. 9. This is the last post I’ll write specifically TO you. Any other post after this if it mentions you is bc, i do use this as an outlet and i used to reshape my words in hopes that you’ll see them but i don’t anymore (besides this one which is specifically targeted to you) the ones i write are to get them out of my system so i don’t suffocate. This is my outlet. So while you’re changing everything so i can’t find you on my bad days. This is for me. My eyes only (and the random people on the internet) but it’s not directed to you. And
10. I love you, you big butt. Through and through. Always have, always will. I don’t want you back. I understand why you don’t want anything to do with me. The past is the past. So, live fruitfully. Again, SORRY for invading your privacy. Please don’t press charges. I genuinely have no money for that type of thing.
Be nice. 😭 forgive meeeeeeeee.
Okay, have fun in all you do. You’re in the real world now kid ! On to the next adventureeeeee. ADVENTUREEEE.
Oh and this is the pic i was talking about when i said the picture guy piecing together shit vv
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oh wow not again
1: is there a boy/girl in your life?- no
2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?- no
3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”- cat
4: what’s something you really want right now?- to figure out what im doing with my life
5: are you afraid of falling in love?- no
6: do you like the beach?- sure
7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?- no
8: what’s the background on your cell?- something from a game
9: name the last four beds you were sat on?- what does that mean
10: do you like your phone?- i upgraded a few months ago after like 3 or 4 years
11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?- no
12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?- one of my bosses last summer lmao
13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?- ive had 2 poodle mixes and they dont shed so probably poodle
14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?- i guess physical because im used to the latter at this point
15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?- a zoo if its a good zoo like animal protection wise etc
16: are you tired?- yeah
17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?- if that means alphabetically ive known kany since augustish of 2011
18: are they a relative?- no
19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?- i dont have exes
20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?- no
21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?- sure
22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?- no
23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?- one
24: is there a certain quote you live by?- no
25: what’s on your mind?- ggggggggggg
26: do you have any tattoos?- no
27: what is your favorite color?- blue
28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?- what kind of question is that
29: who are you texting?- no one
30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?- no
31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?- sure
32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?- i guess
33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?- not currently
34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?- yes
35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?- thats not a question
36: were you single on valentines day?- sure
37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?- this thing is so obsessed with kissing
38: what do your friends call you?- nic
39: has anyone upset you in the last week?- yes someone said they were getting me coffee and then didnt
40: have you ever cried over a text?- yes
41: where’s your last bruise located?- idk im not a bruiser
42: what is it from?- idk
43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?- my last roommate
44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?- my mom probably
45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?- no
46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?- only in the winter
47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?- no
48: do you make supper for your family?- i can make pasta
49: does your bedroom have a door?- yes
50: top 3 web-pages?- idk anymore
51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?- probably
52: does anything on your body hurt?- my back
53: are goodbyes hard for you?- not when its happening but later sometimes
54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?- water
55: how is your hair?- its the longest its been in like 6-7 years
56: what do you usually do first in the morning?- chekc my phone
57: do you think two people can last forever?- sure
58: think back to january 2007, were you single?- i was 11
59: green or purple grapes?- i dont eat grapes because the skin freaks me out
60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?- im not a hugger
61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?- sure
62: when will be the next time you text someone?- whenever kany texts me because shes literally the only person i text because shes the only person who will put up with me
63: where will you be 5 hours from now?- asleep
64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.- sleeping
65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?- yes it was terrible
66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?- no
67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?- no
68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?- fuck its 7am
69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?- all the time
70: how many windows are open on your computer?- 3 internet windows and you dont want to know how many tabs
71: how many fingers do you have?-...10?
72: what is your ringtone?- whatever the default iphone one is idk i never have the sound on
73: how old will you be in 5 months?- 22
74: where is your mum right now?- asleep
75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?- idk but the first person i ever liked is a trump supporter now so idc
76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?- no
77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?- no
78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?- didnt have crushes until 11th grade
79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?- many
80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?- no
81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?- 0
82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?- no
83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?- no
84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?- i would never a. be drunk and in public and b. do that
85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?- ya
86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?- last movie i saw in theaters was with kany
87: who was your last received call from?- my mother probably
88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?- nah
89: what is something you wish you had more of?-$
90: have you ever trusted someone too much?- yes and never again
91: do you sleep with your window open?- if its hot inside and cold outside
92: do you get along with girls?- sure
93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?- sure
94: does sex mean love?- nah
95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?- no
96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?- no
97: did you sleep alone this week?- ya
98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?- no
99: do you believe in love at first sight?- no
100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?- no idea
1: If you didn't have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time?- pls dont do that to me
2. What is your favorite piece of clothing you own / owned?- im not too sentimental about clothes
3. What hobby would you pick up if time & money weren't an issue?- streaming maybe
4. What does your perfect room look like?- i dont care that much i just want to be comfortable
5. How often do you play sports?- not much anymore but i wish i did
6. What fictional place would you like to visit?- hoenn
7. What job would you be terrible at?- economist
8. When was the last time you climbed a tree?- probably in middle school
9. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a good chance of winning a medal for?- g
10. What is the most annoying habit that you or other people have?- being late
11. What job do you think you'd be really good at?- something sciency
12. What skill would you like to master?- color
13. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on?- im not too interested in adventures at this current time
14. If you had unlimited funds to build a house to live on for the rest of your life, what would the finished house look like?- i dont need much as long as the wifi is good
15. What's your favorite drink?- iced coffee or grape propel
16. What state or country do you never want to go back to?- not a huge fan of ny
17. What songs do you have completely memorized?- i could list a couple thousand probably
18. What game or movie universe would you like to live in?- pokemon i guess
19. What do you consider to be your best find?- wtf does that mean
20. Are you usually early or late?- im all over the place
21. What pets did you have when you were growing up?- dog cat dog 5 fish dog dog ratdog
22. When people come to you for help, what do they usually need help with?- a lot of things
23. What takes up too much of your time?- being depressed
24. What do you wish you knew more about?- animals
25. What would be your first question after waking up from being frozen for 100 years?- wtf
26. What are some small things that make your day better?-
27. Who's your go-to band or artist when you don't know who or what to listen to?- saintseneca
28. What's the best way to start the day?- pancakes
29. What TV shows do you like?- havent watched a tv show in a while
30. What TV channel doesn't exist but really should?- idk what channels there anymore are i dont watch much tv
31. Who has impressed you most with what they've accomplished?- some of my classmates from my department
32. What age do you wish you could stay at permanently?- idc
33. What TV show or movie do you refuse to watch?- most of them
34. What's your ideal way to spend a weekend?- relaxing
35. What is something that is considered a luxury, but you don't think you could live without?- i guess my computer
36. What is your claim to fame?- dont have one
37. What is something you enjoy doing the old-fashioned way?- i dont use icloud
38. What's your favorite book or movie genre?- dont have a specific one
39. How often do you people-watch?- not much because i get paranoid
40. What have you only recently formed an opinion about?- nothing
41. What's the best day of the year?- idk
42. What subject interests you that not many people have heard of?- idk
43. How do you relax after a long day of work?- sweatpants
44. What's the best book series or TV series you've ever read or watched?- gintama
45. Where is the farthest you've ever been from home- zurich airport
46. What's the most heartwarming thing you've ever seen?- idk
47. What is the most annoying question people ask you?- about my eating disorder
48. What could you give a 40-minute presentation on with no preparation?- overwatch
49. If you were the dictator on a small island nation, what crazy dictator stuff would you do?- i wouldn’t
50. What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives?- whatever
51. Would you rather go hand gliding or whitewater rafting?- not really interested in either
52. What's your dream car?- i cant drive
53. What's worth spending more on to get the best?- technology
54. What is something a ton of people are obsessed with, but you just don't get?- superhero movies
55. What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years?- anything
56. Where is the most interesting place you've been?- spain i guess
57. What's something you've been meaning to try but haven't gotten around to it?- nothing really
58. What is the best thing that happened to you last week?- not much
59. What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind, only to experience it for the first time again?- gintama
60. If all jobs had the same pay rate and hours, what job would you want to have?- wish i knew
61. What amazing thing have you done that no one was around to see?- my 37 second rubiks cube record obviously
62. How different was your life 1 year ago?- not really sure its a blur
63. What quirks do you have?- lmao
64. What would you rate 10/10?- thats so vague
65. What fad or trend do you think should come back?-
66. What is the most interesting piece of art you've seen?-im too tired idk
67. What kind of art do you enjoy most?- idk cool fanart of things i like i guess
68. What do you hope never changes? - idk
69. What city would you most like to live in?- wish i knew
70. What movie title best describes your life?- no idea dont you just love my answer sz z
71. Why did you decide to do the work you are doing now?- i need a job
72. What's the best way a person can spend their time?- doing what they want
73. If you suddenly became a master at woodworking, what would you make?- i got woodshop student of the month in middle school bitch dont fucc with me
74. Where is the most relaxing place you've ever been?- idk
75. What's the luckiest thing that has ever happened to you?- a few things i didnt deserve
76. Where would you rather be from?- idc but saying youre from nj is embarassing
77. What are some things you've had to unlearn?- idk
78. What do you look forward to in the next 6 months?- hopefully getting my life together
79. What website do you visit most often?- idk
80. What one thing do you really want but can't afford?- a lot of things
81. Where do you usually go when you have free time?-my room
82. Where would you spend all your time if you could?- asleep
83. What's special about the place you grew up?- it feels like an entirely different world here
84. What age do you want to live to?- idc
85. What are you most likely to become famous for?- idk
86. What are you absolutely determined to do?- idk anymore because i have a degree now in something i dont live anymore
87. What is the most impressive thing you know how to do?- idk i more or less know how to do brain surgery on a rat i guess thats impressive
88. What do you wish you knew more about?- everything
89. What question would you most like to know the answer to?- why
90. What question can you ask to find out the most about a person?- why
91. When was the last time you changed your opinion or belief about something major?- i feel like ive been pretty fixed for a while
92. What's the best compliment you've ever received?- idk
93. As the only human left on earth, what would you do?- die
94. Who inspires you to be better?- my answer would be stupid
95. What do you want your epitaph to be?- dont want one
96. What haven't you grown out of?- idk
97. In what situation or place would you feel most out of place in?- im not good in a lot of situations
101. How do you hope you'll change as a person in the future?- hopefully not be depressed
102. What keeps you up at night?- a lot of things
103. What's the most surprising self-realization you've had?- ...
104. What is the most illegal thing you've ever done?- underage drinking im a madman
105. How do you get in the way of your own success?- i lose the ambition and give up on everything ive ever done
106. What are you afraid people see when they look at you?- a lot
107. What is your biggest regret?- i fucked up my life long term a lot when i was 13
108. What do you look down on people for?- ignorance about science
109. What bridges do you not regret burning?- idk im not usually the burner
110. What lie do you tell most often?- lmao
112. What is the best & worst thing about getting older?- im losing control
118. What are you famous for among your friends & family?- im the most promising of my cousins but little do they know i have no ambition and cant get out of bed
120. What one responsibility do you wish you didn't have?- im not explaining the answer to this question but i am in a bad situation
121. What are 3 things you want to accomplish before you die?- idc
122. What do you want to tell your 10-year-old self?- dont do it
124. What's the best thing about you?- you tell me
125. What blows your mind?- science
126. Have you ever saved someone's life?- yeah
127. What are you really good at but embarrassed to be good at?- nothing really
128. What would a mirror opposite of you look like?- backwards
129. What are 3 interesting facts about you?- i cant think of any im one dimensional
130. Which of your scars has the best story behind it?- most are burn scars but above one of my eyes theres a scar because my dog popped a chicken pock when i was a baby
131. What's the title of the current chapter in your life?- wtf are you doing
132. What were some of the biggest turning points in your life?- age 7 age 13 age 18 age 19
133. What's the hardest lesson you've learned?- life sux
134. What do people think is weird about you?- a lot apparently
135. What mistake do you keep making?- everything
136. What have you created that you're most proud of?- idk
137. What do you doubt?- idk
138. What are some of your morals?- idk its not that hard to be a good person
139. What do you want to be remembered for?- nothing
140. What do you regret not doing in your childhood years?- i didnt really have much of a childhood grew up to fast
141. What is your favorite fragrance?- my nose doesnt work
142. What do you think your last words will be?- idk
143. Who or what do you take for granted?- idk
144. Why would you be annoying as a roommate?- idk i dont talk much 145. What is something you're insecure about?- a few thigns
146. What's the best & worst piece of advice you've received?- idk i feel like most of the advice ive received has been bad which has led me here
147. What irrational fears do you have?- bees
148. What makes a good life?- idk
149. What's the last adventure you went on?- college
150. What is the most memorable gift you've received?- not sure
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200: My crush’s name is: Liz. 199: I was born in: Camden. 198: I am really: aggressive. 197: My cellphone company is: Verizon. 196: My eye color is: blue/grey. 195: My shoe size is: 7/9. 194: My ring size is: 7. 193: My height is: 5′5″ 192: I am allergic to: trees. 191: My 1st car was: Ford Explorer ‘97. 190: My 1st job was: Royal Bargains, Dollar Store. 189: Last book you read: Love is Love. 188: My bed is: too small. 187: My pet: Willers, eventual cause of my death. 186: My best friend: works with me. 185: My favorite shampoo is: Whole Foods. 184: Xbox or ps3: N64. 183: Piggy banks are: stressful. 182: In my pockets: great Alanis Mourisette song. 181: On my calendar: new job tomorrow. 180: Marriage is: a commitment. 179: Spongebob can: be ready. 178: My mom: wants to get matching tattoos. 177: The last three songs I bought were? Sleater-Kinney 176: Last YouTube video watched: Carmilla. 175: How many cousins do you have? 56 first cousins. 174: Do you have any siblings? 1. 173: Are your parents divorced? no. 172: Are you taller than your mom? yes. 171: Do you play an instrument? guitar. 170: What did you do yesterday? went to the zoo with the school. [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: yep. 168: Luck: yep. 167: Fate: yep. 166: Yourself: eh. 165: Aliens: I hope. 164: Heaven: eh. 163: Hell: eh. 162: God: eh. 161: Horoscopes: yep. 160: Soul mates: yep. 159: Ghosts: eh. 158: Gay Marriage: yep! 157: War: no. 156: Orbs: huh? 155: Magic: in a young girl’s heart. [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs. 153: Drunk or High: drunk. 152: Phone or Online: online. 151: Red heads or Black haired: black. 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes. 149: Hot or cold: cold. 148: Summer or winter: summer. 147: Autumn or Spring: autumn. 146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate. 145: Night or Day: day. 144: Oranges or Apples: oranges. 143: Curly or Straight hair: curly. 142: McDonalds or Burger King: ew. 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk. 140: Mac or PC: Mac. 139: Flip flops or high heals: flops. 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: pepsi. 136: Hillary or Obama: gimme both. 135: Burried or cremated: cremated. 134: Singing or Dancing: singing. 133: Coach or Chanel: Chanel. 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who? 131: Small town or Big city: big city. 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target. 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ew. 128: Manicure or Pedicure: EW. 127: East Coast or West Coast: EAST COAST. 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: my birthday. 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers. tattooed on me. 124: Disney or Six Flags: disney. 123: Yankees or Red Sox: PHILLIES. [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: Boo. 121: George Bush: BOO. (also how the fuck old is this?) 120: Gay Marriage: YES. 119: The presidential election: BOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! 118: Abortion: should be safe and legal 117: MySpace: high school 116: Reality TV: terrifying 115: Parents: boo. 114: Back stabbers: why did they stab backs? 113: Ebay: supes old 112: Facebook: listens to me 111: Work: exciting now! 110: My Neighbors: new 109: Gas Prices: moderate 108: Designer Clothes: expensive 107: College: long time ago 106: Sports: fun to play, and gay 105: My family: far away (blood) 104: The future: amazing [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: yesterday 102: Last time you ate: yesterday 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: yurp (Tuesday) 100: Cried in front of someone: yeah, bit ago. 99: Went to a movie theater: uhhhhhhhh, for Wonder Woman 98: Took a vacation: ONE MONTH UNTIL PARIS 97: Swam in a pool: does a hot tub count? 96: Changed a diaper: this past weekend 95: Got my nails done: ten years ago 94: Went to a wedding: may 2017 93: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a piercing: seven years ago 91: Broke the law: NEVER 90: Texted: like five seconds ago [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Lizard! 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: being at home 87: The last movie I saw: I don’t remember 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Paris 85: The thing im not looking forward to: getting up 84: People call me: kevy, pronounced KEV - EEEEEEE!!!! 83: The most difficult thing to do is: not bite my fingers 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nine years ago 81: My zodiac sign is: taurus 80: The first person i talked to today was: my wife 79: First time you had a crush: like over twenty years ago.... 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: everyone, but specifically my wife 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my bff 76: Right now I am talking to: some friends, wife, some mutuals, tweeting 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: queer counselor (I’m grown!) 74: I have/will get a job: I’m a Special Education Classroom Assistant and a Queer student counselor at a gifted elementary school 73: Tomorrow: bacon, egg, and cheese breakfast 72: Today: book club 71: Next Summer: camp again? 70: Next Weekend: podcast taping (San Junipero) 69: I have these pets: Willers, he’s fucking annoying 68: The worst sound in the world: his fucking meow at 6 am 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Lena Luthor #pathetic 66: People that make you happy: my friends, my wife 65: Last time I cried: discussing queer politics 64: My friends are: great 63: My computer is: shiny 62: My School: new 61: My Car: piece of shit 60: I lose all respect for people who: have no backbone 59: The movie I cried at was: first girl I loved 58: Your hair color is: dark brown undercut, honey brown/blond on top 57: TV shows you watch: that gay shit. 56: Favorite web site: ao3 55: Your dream vacation: world tour over six months 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: my period pain was horrid about fifteen to thirteen years ago. It’s manageable now, but still the worst. 53: How do you like your steak cooked: bloody 52: My room is: messy 51: My favorite celebrity is: Katie McGrath, Elise Bauman, and Eliza Dushku 50: Where would you like to be: right where I am, but bigger apartment, in better shape, and with more money 49: Do you want children: nope 48: Ever been in love: yup 47: Who’s your best friend: Anne 46: More guy friends or girl friends: all gals 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: finishing something 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my sis 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: nope 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: nope 41: Have you pre-named your children: nope 40: Last person I got mad at: fuckhead in chief 39: I would like to move to: Canada 38: I wish I was a professional: writer [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: sour s’getti 36: Vehicle: my bike 35: President: Obama 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: idc 32: Athlete: I was obsessed with roy halladay as a youth 31: Actor: Katie McGrath 30: Actress: Elise Bauman 29: Singer: Ani DiFranco 28: Band: Against Me! 27: Clothing store: thrift store 26: Grocery store: don’t care 25: TV show: all time: Buffy, current: Wynonna Earp 24: Movie: Fried Green Tomatoes 23: Website: ao3 22: Animal: pitbull 21: Theme park: Harry Potter world 20: Holiday: purim, my anniversary 19: Sport to watch: softball 18: Sport to play: softball 17: Magazine: teen vogue 16: Book: dc bombshells 15: Day of the week: Friday (shabbat shalom!) 14: Beach: ocean city, nj 13: Concert attended: tied between Tegan & Sara (2016) and Blink 182, Weezer, and Taking Back Sunday (2009) 12: Thing to cook: steak 11: Food: sandwich 10: Restaurant: Jerry’s 9: Radio station: I do not know her 8: Yankee candle scent: midsummer night 7: Perfume: none 6: Flower: star gazer lily 5: Color: green 4: Talk show host: Ellen 3: Comedian: currently, Rhea Butcher 2: Dog breed: pit/aussie 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yuh
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200: My crush’s name is: no one for now199: I was born in: 96 toronto canada198: I am really: weird and hard to understand197: My cellphone company is: telus 196: My eye color is: brown195: My shoe size is: 11.5194: My ring size is: 9193: My height is: 5′9192: I am allergic to: idk I been getting heavy spring allergy191: My 1st car was: 94 lexus es300190: My 1st job was: kfc 189: Last book you read: my college textbook188: My bed is: wat? it’s queen size187: My pet: no pets186: My best friend: my 3 childhood friends from 11 years old185: My favorite shampoo is: head and shoulders 184: Xbox or ps3: wat about ps4? ima playstation guy183: Piggy banks are: easy to break into to182: In my pockets: my phone 181: On my calendar: i dont have one180: Marriage is: one of the happiest moments in a person’s life179: Spongebob can: cook krabby patties 178: My mom: is my life.177: The last three songs I bought were? i never brought songs...176: Last YouTube video watched: highlights of this years nba season175: How many cousins do you have? a shit load 174: Do you have any siblings? 2 younger brothers173: Are your parents divorced? yes172: Are you taller than your mom? yes171: Do you play an instrument? i played violin in secret all through high school170: What did you do yesterday? I went to the government office to fix my name and came home and just watched shows[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: to a degree yes168: Luck: yes167: Fate: yes166: Yourself: a bit165: Aliens: yes164: Heaven: yes163: Hell: yes162: God: yes161: Horoscopes: yes160: Soul mates: yes159: Ghosts: yes158: Gay Marriage: yes157: War: knowing how greedy humans are and we ruin everything we touch its in our nature yes156: Orbs: no 155: Magic: no [ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: kisses153: Drunk or High: high152: Phone or Online: phone151: Red heads or Black haired: red hair150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: hot148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: apples143: Curly or Straight hair: straight142: McDonalds or Burger King: burger king141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white chocolate 140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops ima guy i never wore high heels before138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor137: Coke or Pepsi: pepsi 136: Hillary or Obama: obama135: Burried or cremated: cremated134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: coach132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who the hell are they?131: Small town or Big city: big city im a city boy130: Wal-Mart or Target: wal mart 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: shit ummm manicure??127: East Coast or West Coast: east coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: fuck the yankees RED SOXS[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: will always exist because weapon businesseses and government make money off it121: George Bush: idc tbh 120: Gay Marriage: love is love why is this an issue 119: The presidential election: with trump in power he will fuck everything up not nationally but internationally.118: Abortion: tbh if u get pregnant because you weren’t careful thats on you abortions should be allowed for raped victims.117: MySpace: idk wat that is 116: Reality TV: they never entertained me, i don’t understand why they exist115: Parents: should be the stepping stone to the next generation to succeed higher 114: Back stabbers: they exist everywhere, it could be your lover, your friends, even family113: Ebay: i use kijiji 112: Facebook: is the last place you need to post private posts.111: Work: everyone’s gotta make a living right?110: My Neighbors: I have a old lady next door who lives alone I check on her everyday idk why her kids left her to live alone she can’t even walk.109: Gas Prices: will continue to climb supply and demand 108: Designer Clothes: cool i have a few107: College: stresses me out 106: Sports: love to play sports and watch it 105: My family: my mom and 2 brothers, there’s no one else 104: The future: I will shine, I will succeed, I will prove everyone that Im not just another ghetto kid from the hood.[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: 2 days ago my classmates102: Last time you ate: 2 hours ago chicken wings101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: I was in my college gym playing basketball and I saw my high school friend100: Cried in front of someone: 2 months ago my dad’s death anniversary in front of my childhood friends99: Went to a movie theater: a week ago fast and furious 898: Took a vacation: december to minnesota 97: Swam in a pool: last summer 96: Changed a diaper: 2 months ago my baby cousin 95: Got my nails done: never 94: Went to a wedding: back when I was like wat 693: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a peircing: when I was one month old my mom got my ear pierced 91: Broke the law: i spend most of my senior year 2 years ago in jail90: Texted: 3 hours ago [ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: my youngest brother88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bed87: The last movie I saw: fast and furious86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: graduating 85: The thing im not looking forward to: 84: People call me: ry83: The most difficult thing to do is: trust82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: 3 to be exact 81: My zodiac sign is: aries80: The first person i talked to today was: my mother 79: First time you had a crush: like 3rd grade no names tho78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my father back when we was alive77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my youngest brother.76: Right now I am talking to: a bunch of people75: What are you going to do when you grow up: a social worker, helping kids who went through wat I went through74: I have/will get a job: currently just studying I have money saved up from my last job73: Tomorrow: IS FRIDAY72: Today: tiring i worked out 71: Next Summer: my dumbass signed up for summer classes 70: Next Weekend: im going out with my childhood friends69: I have these pets: none68: The worst sound in the world: the sound of someone’s gasp for last breathe 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: no one 66: People that make you happy: my mother and two brothers65: Last time I cried: two months ago my father’s death anniversary 64: My friends are: the people who grew up with me from a youngin 63: My computer is: a dell laptop 62: My School: 61: My Car: is good enough to smoke u at a stop light60: I lose all respect for people who: cheat and take advantage of others59: The movie I cried at was: none58: Your hair color is: naturally black but currently red57: TV shows you watch: i dont watch tv shows, I’ve been watching kdrama56: Favorite web site: This fucking website 55: Your dream vacation: Never been to Europe 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: those night cramps on the calves 53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare52: My room is: where I spent mos of my time 51: My favorite celebrity is: Nelson Mandela but he’s gone...50: Where would you like to be: peace of mind49: Do you want children: yes48: Ever been in love: yes 47: Who’s your best friend: i have 3 no names 46: More guy friends or girl friends: mix of both45: One thing that makes you feel great is: help others 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my father43: Do you have a 5 year plan: yes hopefully go for my masters while working in my field part time42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: bucketlist yes 41: Have you pre-named your children: i have anmes to consider40: Last person I got mad at: my ex 39: I would like to move to: california 38: I wish I was a professional: basketball player [ My Favorites ]37: Candy: skittles 36: Vehicle: dream car Maserati gt 35: President:i dont have one 34: State visited: california, arizona, Minnesota, illinois, north carolina, virginia, texas, colorado, new york33: Cellphone provider: telus32: Athlete: Derrick Rose31: Actor: i dont have one30: Actress: none29: Singer: bruno mars28: Band: linkin park 27: Clothing store: Footlockers26: Grocery store: none25: TV show: south park24: Movie: the godfather23: Website: this fucking website 22: Animal: panda 21: Theme park: Canada’s wonderland20: Holiday: none19: Sport to watch: basketball and hockey18: Sport to play: basketball and volleyball 17: Magazine: none16: Book: Brave new World 15: Day of the week: saturday 14: Beach: none13: Concert attended: J.Cole 12: Thing to cook: jerk chicken 11: Food: sushi 10: Restaurant: buffets 9: Radio station: flow 93.5 8: Yankee candle scent: none 7: Perfume: none 6: Flower: Rose5: Color: Red 4: Talk show host: None 3: Comedian: Russell Peters 2: Dog breed: PUG1: Did you answer all these truthfully? YES
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