#idc what im wearing. i never look like a woman baby i am just not a she/her she/they she nothing. not even a they beloved!
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peelingstickers · 1 year ago
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having fun with gender presentation again trying to free myself from caring what people think or say about it. i am alive to enjoy life and do whatever i want forever
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khaleesiofalicante · 3 years ago
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SCREAMS
MORE SCREAMING
INTENSIFIED SCREAMING
First of all, when you tagged me as Georgia in the CYM did you look into my brain because THIS GIRL DHUDHUCIUHIDFUHKDFVUKHDKHU
AWW GEORGIA IS ON THE PATH OF BECOMING A SCIENTIST LIKE HENRY AND CHRISTOPHER!! MEMORIES!!
if Eidolon demons could do calligraphy, it would look like Georgia’s handwriting.
oof same
GEORGIA BABY IT'S OK I HAVE A HORRIBLE HANDWRITING TOO
I eventually gave up
she is so smart sniffs THE IRON SISTERS ARE IN LONG ISLAND
[5:16 PM]AYUGDCSYUGDCYGUVFDYUGVDFUYH SO THERE'S A RUMOR ABOUT RAFAEL DATING SOMEONE?? WHY?? DUDE LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE AND LET HIM LIVE HIS
“The poor boy had a crush on you for a month,” she heard dadda chuckle.
“Excuse you, it was a month and a half,” Mama corrected.
HUYDSUYGDFYGUFVSUYGVFHUVFUHUIFVUHFVUIHFVD
why is everyone so obsessed with the kids' dating lives like dude-
Uncle Alec had been elected as the Consul – again.
Pretends to be shocked. MY BOY IS THE BEST CONSUL OUT THERE FITE ME
And when he was stressed, he watched Dora the Explorer.
good to know im not the only one who watches cartoons when they are stressed(edited)
ALSO RAFAEL BABY IM COMING THERE TO FIGHT THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE SPREADING RUMORS THE AUDACITY
Georgia is the first ever person to actually enjoy izza's cooking
She had always thought of herself as a loner. It happens when you think differently from everyone else. Sometimes you feel like you live in your own world with your own rules. She had been okay with it. She had been comfortable.
same bestie same
Georgia had been surprised because she hadn’t known she was an option at all.
i feel like this fic is calling me out
But Georgia couldn’t let it go. She refused to believe that things were either good or bad. Anything can be anything if you know how to use it.
YES
“Brother Enoch!” Lexi raised her hand. “Up top?”
The silent brother stared – or probably glared cause you could never tell – and walked past them to the institute office room.
“He is never going to high five you,” Georgia pointed out.
“Nah, he is just a little shy,” Lexi grinned. “I will get that high five. You will see.”
HNVUHVUHVUKVDFYHUDUKFVH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
JACE MAKING PUNS AND BEING OBSESSED WITH TEA
GIMME
“Hey!” Mama said – her face looked a little red, like she had put lipstick all over her face, not just her lips.
Now I would have overlooked this but shadowhunters are getting sick and dying and I'm worried.
THE PARABATAI TEST THING YGSDCYUGDUYGKFWECYGUKWFEYGUK ROMAN
“Lexi tried to eat her witchlight to see if she would light up,” Georgia pointed out. “Of course, she doesn’t know what’s good for her!”
THESE DAMN HERONDALES GEORGE
IM GONNA CRY NO Their bond...HUYGYJUDYJDSCHUKDUKYDFV the way Georgia knew
“That’s just a common misconception,” dada laughed. “Do you think I’m the responsible one in my parabatai relationship? Or is it Clary? I literally summoned angel Raziel in the middle of a farm and your Clary raised her boyfriend from the dead.”
“And if you think Alec is the responsible parabatai then I have a lot of stories to tell you,” Mama chuckled to herself.
HYSUHYSCUDUYIDHUDFVUIFDVUKHFVDU
I dont think that it was Lexi telling Georgia about the test that fucked it up. there is definitely something more to it.
It sounded so simple. Georgia frowned at that. “But what I mess up?”
“Then we will call Magnus,” Mama said, and dada laughed at that.
TRUE
“Then I will wear it to my first day at the academy,” she grinned and walked away.
“I'm having war flashbacks to my middle school days. Our daughter is going to get bullied,” she heard dada whisper to her mother.
“Our daughter is going to be the biggest badass to walk this earth,” mama corrected.
“I thought you were the biggest badass to walk this earth,” dada chuckled.
“I’m going to retire.”
AWWW
Georgia and Simon are such nerds I LOVE THEM
M GONNA CRY
[5:49 PM]THEIR FRIENDSHIP
“That’s insane! If I want cool weapons, I will break into the adamant citadel,” Lexi sounded angry.
YES LETS GO ~!~(edited)
Georgia smiled at that. “I know, Lex. I just…I guess I couldn’t understand why would want to be my parabatai in the first place. I know I am a litte-”
“Talented? Brilliant? Incredible? Amazing? Show stopping? Spectacular? Never the same? Totally unique? Completely never been done before?”
“Stop quoting Lady Gaga!”
“Never!”
AHHHHHHHHHH THEM
“I don’t want to be born into greatness,” Lexi confessed quietly. “It makes me feel like I didn’t have a choice. I'm going to be great, I want to it be my choice.”
Georgia smiled. “I understand.”
“And you’re my first choice, Gigi,” Lexi whispered. “Cause you’re pretty damn great.”
FUCK THAT WOMAN BESTIE YOU DO YOU
Lexi chuckled with her and pulled back. “When things get rough, you are not going to abandon me and become an Iron Sister, right?”
“God, no!” Georgia shuddered thinking of the serious looking Iron Sisters in their white robes. “I don’t think I could pull of the white aesthetic.”
“You can pull off anything,” Lexi firmly disagreed.
“Besides, they can’t get married,” Georgia pointed out, and Lexi made a face. “What if Harry Styles finally replies to my fan mail? It’s too risky.”
i would die for these two no questions asked. look im against smoking but alec smoking is my aesthetic LEAVE ME AND MY PIZZA (with way too many veggies fuck you my brother) ALONE
“Uncle Alec,” she said. “You better not smoke again after I leave.”
“Or you will tell Magnus?” he grinned.
“No. I will tell granny.”
His grin disappeared immediately. “Damn. Okay. Fine. No smoking.”
I CHOKED-
GEORGIA MAKING LEXI HAIR CLIPS OUT OF ADAMAS
“Oh shit, was I supposed to get something you too?” Lexi asked awkwardly. “I thought I didn’t have to…cause I kinda gave you my soul as a gift and all that.”
Georgia chuckled. “I accept your gift.”
“Good,” Lexi grinned. “Cause it’s non-refundable.”
sigh herondales (affectionate)
Also I don't think I'm ever getting over Magnus as Dumbledore
I AM OFFICIALLY NAMING MYSELF PROTECTOR OF GEORGIA LOVELACE LIGHTWOOD IDC IDC
damn it's almost 7 am- my sleep's fucked. BYE!!!
YOUR REACTIONS GIVE ME SO MUCH LIFE.
If you ever want to do one of those live reaction videos on YouTube for shows and stuff, you should totally give it a go. I think you would KILL IT.
Gigi and Lexi have the purest form of friendship. I can't wait to show you more of it!
Laters x.
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zackmephisto · 5 years ago
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dirt watches aew
ITS TIME BITCHEZ
stop i don't want to see this betrayal :(
mjf turned and now my depression is Worse i hate him i love him :(
JURASSIC EXPRESS AAAAAA
N Y L A YES OG MY GOD
i know I didnt hear yall boo nyla.
HANGMAN AND PAC REEEE
SCUUUUU REEEEE
M I S T E R M O X L E Y
:'''''(
STOP IM GONNA CRY KENNY NOOO
is it really nakazawa v mox. that's wild
mox looks good wtf?
STOP pulling the crazy shit dude. hes a good boy.
is he wrestling in pants bc his legs got fucked up or
that was weak. wtf ?
is it just bc hes still sort of hurt and they want to book him stronger than kenny?
o he speak
"you are one radical son of a bitch" how come he can say bitch but chuck cant say the s word
👀
damn yeah what's next for him. he really did fuck up kenny. who is next. I'm excited idc who is next like.... whoever it is they're gonna be working w the best of the best tbh
wait what the fuck why is it a championship match with sammy and chris and scu. why
cheer dark order and their gimp army you FUCKING cowards
T H E M!!!!!
GOD I LOVE MY CHILDREN STOP IM GONNA CRY MARKO WEARING THE MASK
THE MARKO CHANTS THANK YOU LORD
i have no more will to live now that marko ate the pin
STOP BEFORE I CRY FOR REAL
oH MY GOD LUCHASAURUS AAAA
luchasuarus said "back off my baby dinosaurs" and i respect that
hes obv still a little hurt tho you can see it in his movement
I STAN ONE DINOSAUR FAMILY
hmmm how come scu have to defend their championships every five minutes but chris jericho is always safe 🤔
gfys shawn spears
i'm a simple woman. i see shawn spears on my screen and I switch tabs
I constantly thank god for darby allin
Aubrey 😍😍😍😍
if darby loses i sue
JOEY!!!
uh. i mean. i mean. joey. big deal. who even cares about him and his braids and he smells anyway 😡
thank u darby i love you and definitely not joey...
DARBY AND JON WAIT STOP I CANT BREATHE OH MY GOD NO PLEASE THIS IS GONNA BE THE BEST THING IVE EVER SEEN SCREEEEEE
I'm literally screeching darby vs mox??? NAME A MORE ICONIC DUO
ya'll have a crowd full on transphobes huh
darby vs mox tho this is so goddamn exciting
SO excited oh my god who is nyla fighting !!
who??
people really are such big transphobes that they're cheering someone who hasn't had a match yet. i hate straighties
thank you queen I love you
get well soon dad i miss u :(
i feel like i should know her by sight but i don't
o i remember her. i like her merch
shes annoying
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
AWESOME KONG AND BRANDI MY SKIN IS CLEARING AS I SPEAK
perish, blonde woman
god i love this. i LOVE THIS
if mjf joins the inner circle i want it to be known right now at 5:56 pm that i will Still Stan. okay. i stood w baron corbin through it all. i'll stand by mjf through it all.
every time some one swears on aew and it's not chuck taylor i lose six months of my life
OH?!?!?!
HELLO MAX I LOVE YOU GOOD MORNING MY SWEET SCARF SON
he's handsome no one @ me ever again
i lov u asshole love you so much
LOVE YOUUUU
NO I LOVE YOU I'M NOT UPSET I LOVE YOU
expose him Max EXPOSE HIM
max 😍😍😍😍😍
I believe every word you've ever said ever
max is right stop SAYING MEAN THINGS TO HIM
THIS MAN IS HURT MAY I HUG HIM
max STOP I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
AND WHAT A HANDSOME NEW FACE IT IS
YES YOU ARE BETTER THAN HIM AND I DO KNOW IT
wake up sheeple max is RIGHT
"my third or fourth installment" go off king.. go off......
sigh. I didnt want to do this. but i'm gonna have to stan.
or not?
MAX SAID A LITTLE BIT OF THE BUBBLY AND I IMMEDIATELY GOT UP TO GRAB THE CHAMPAGNE I SAVED FOR THIS EXACT SITUATION
ok thank god i dont have to stan the inner circle
thanks max i love you
HE IS HANDSOME ITS TRUE
ok... maybe that was funny. but I still love max
dont do this Max I dont want to stan
this is making me laugh hella hard dncnsndj
I LOVE THE HUG
cody man come on just let me have my max in peace
sigh
cmon Maxwell let's go
who?
wardlow I see
ok. I stan if he likes max
@ Maxwell Jacob Friedman choke me like that d*ddy
good morning it's been an hour and I've had four mikes and am on my fifth i'm drunk and in love with mjf
cowboy 😍😍😍😍😍
wait please don't let hangman lose I dont want to see him sad anymore
pac is fucking. more than human. I love him too
COW👏BOY👏SHIT👏
"i'm shocked by pac's leg strength" me 2 bud. those legs? i'm always shocked. hes so ripped his muscles have muscles
BASTARD SHIT LMFAOO HOW THE TURNS HABE TABLED
COWBOY STOP MAKING THESE NOISES I FEEL NSFWORK
yall are going to commercial in the middle of this match? disgostang. guess its valid bc this alcohol is going right thru me but. >:(
so Twitter says luchasaurus is actually Back back I'm really really happy abt that I missed dinosaur father
i finished going to the bathroom and sat down and it came back on clearly this is dirt rights
hangman and pac didnt get up for a second and I was Ben Affleck w cigarette. jpeg for a second thinking abt pac vs moxley
thank u for being a good bean mr ref bryce
:(((((((((((((((((((((
suing aew for emotional distress
JESUS matt Jackson
OH MY GOD AAAAAA ORANGE IVE NEVER LOVED A MAN MORE
literally I love orange cassidy more than i love myself
I'd be more exciting for this bucks/proud n powerful moment if orange cassidy wasn't on screen for two (2) seconds. His Impact
aew refs are my new mandatory kin
dont hurt Brandon Cutler hes a good boy
:(
thank god for private party
proud n powerful vs private party is dirt rights
me: :l
scu: SCUUUUU
me: :)
oh yeah btw my onion on scu officially changed i love them officially
SCU SAYS FUCK NASHVILLE BUT I LOVE WRESTLING FANS AND REALLY THATS CALIFORNIANS IN A NUTSHELL, I CAN CONFIRM, BEING CALIFORNIAN
i'm DRUNK thank god for autocorrect
why is sammy not vlogging. is he okay. does he have a fever
anyway if scu loses i'm suing again
jericho, a few weeks ago: WHO WEARS A SCARF
Jericho, today: wears a scarf tonight and talks abt scarfs today
judas FUCKS one of my fave songs of all time tbh
sammy guevara is like. 12. stop hip thrusting, child
kaz, my angel. I love you. so much
sammy: I GOT EM, DAD. I GOT EM
I love sammy BUT he better eat this pin so hard hes still tasting it next week
almost started filing my aew lawsuit when scorpio sky almost got pinned
I love how effective and strong the thesz press is. so wild. thank u mr sky
oh thank fuck. thank FUCK that pin wasn't complete
PLEASE MR SKY
THANK YOU MR SKY
SCU BEAT INNER CIRCLE SO NO ONE EVER TALK SHIT ABT CALIFORNIANS EVER AGAIN
unless ur californian. in which case ur allowed
scorpio sky being the first person in aew to pin Jericho is California Rights
that was a wonderful show. orange cassidy was there so it was 10/10. everyone say thank u aew
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harryfeatgaga · 6 years ago
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i love everything about harry! his hair, his penis, his tattoos, his penis, his hands, his penis, his rings, did i mention penis?
WEDJNBHGUEIDJNBEDIJNBHEUIJBHDUJ ME
Anonymous said: Sis....I know I shouldn’t bring her up on this #blessed day but l*u didn’t post a picture of harry and her on her story, or her insta, and we all know how much she loves the attention!!! SHJDJDJD this further confirms that Harry dropped her ASS!! 😩🤭😝😍👌🏽we love ONE man
STOP I KNOW I KNEW SHE WASNT GONNA BUT I STILL HOPED UGH ALL THE PICS SHE MUS HAVE WE’LL NEVER SEE
Anonymous said: Harry writing his name and then writing mother fuckers lmao he’s such a DWEEB! My dweeb ass son 😭😭😭😭😔😭😔😭😔😔😭 I love him 😔
Anonymous said: is the nakey pic from when he was in italy last year? Helene really had that in her camera roll the whole time I wanna know what else she got in there 🧐
YES LIKE BITCH WTF SHARE MORE
STOP I FUCKING KNOW
Anonymous said: I feel Harry night do another May release and if not that then October or September 🤔👀
I HOPE SO
Anonymous said: harry’s version of jalboyh is what the world deserves, ariana doesn’t compare. i said what i said. even miss grande herself has said his version is her favorite.
TRULY
Anonymous said: im not trying to sound like a dumb bitch but that pic of harry got me sooooo sad fuck ..
which pic but yeah mood
Anonymous said: Paige I'm just starting the cakes so you better save up at least one post if I decide to post a pic on here 😂
LMAO YES
Anonymous said: Soupy Styles lmao I'm crying who nicknamed him soupy 😂
WASEEM HAS THE BEST NICNAMES
Anonymous said: if medicine isn’t on hs2 i’ll actually unstan i’m so sick of his shit i’ve been begging for months 🤧
WELL I DONT THINK ITS GONNA BE LMAO HE WROTE IT FOR HS1 SO I THINK IT WAS JUST A SPECIAL TOUR SONG
Anonymous said: does anybody genuinely believe anna is better than medicine, like is there a single person who really thinks anna is superior?
UM PERSONALLY I LOEV ANNA THEY ARE THE SAME LEVEL FOR ME
Anonymous said: listen, you can dislike mmith and you can even like two ghosts but if you don’t stan woman with every fiber of your being i don’t claim you
WHO DO YOU THINK I AM
Anonymous said: hi i’m bored what’s ur fav harry song
I THINK SOTT OR ONLY ANGEL
Anonymous said: Don't worry gurls I'll give you lots of Hontent when he becomes my man 😘
MHM YA ME TOO
Anonymous said: Omg he calls that girl with the confections “little red” as she’s a red head CHRIST WHEN IS HE GOING TO LOVE
GODDDDDDDD
Anonymous said: I’m just ready to love harry and for him to love me in return. Get your shit together universe
YEAH MOOD
Anonymous said: Omg I saw ppl still in the tags of the photo w Camille like “stay bitter 🤪” like girl they’ve been broken up for over six months and she has a new boyfriend like this is an old picture??? From when they were dating so it’s not surprising they’re in the photo together???? Bye and someone else like “they look so happy together” like no offence but they broke up sooooooo like obviously that didn’t work out btw probs answer in tags lmao
honestly idc ill answer this it was weird then its even weirder now like they've been broken up almost a year like these people were more invested in it then he was like cannot ejndbhehudjikl
Anonymous said: this girl asked me if i knew it was harrys bday today... girlie i’ve been in tears all day bc of it
SHE DIDNT KNOW WHO SHE WAS TALKING TO SMH
Anonymous said: I have a good concept
SEND
Anonymous said: U know what? I'm the straightest woman I could possibly be but when I'm horny and go to watch porn, penises disgust me. Like they're so ugly!! And the balls are even uglier!! (Harry baby u are excluded from this narrative)
I never watch straight porn jfnbhghufjkv
Anonymous said: OKAY LITERALLY THO WHAT DOES THAT SHIRT SAY BECAUSE IM GETTING AN ANEURYSM TRYING TO READ IT
I KNOW
Anonymous said: We will be taking a short intermission from the birthday festivities thank you everyone please return back to your seats in 10 minutes
LMFAO
Anonymous said: Harry needs to take better care of his $1500 cashmere sweaters. That striped cardigan is looking A MESS.
THAT MEANS HE LIKES TO WEAR IT
Anonymous said: Narry were in love
rip
Anonymous said: Alessandro said "we have matching rings, bitch" I SHIP
loves it
Anonymous said: I found an excerpt from Love is a Mixtape and ITS SO GOOD! I’m going to order it from amazon haha but it turns out at least the beginning is set in my hometown! I’m from Charlottesville so like if Harry ever wants a tour of the places in the book....😏😘
OOOOOH
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pokefanbri · 4 years ago
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1st I have to say this b4 I repeat the post from fb. This is a place where I can speak my mind freely without judgement, speak my peace even. Which is exactly what im gonna do so prepare for a read. So think what u want idc, but the last thing I wanna do is tick some1 I know off cause on some level there's a mutual appreciation & respect regardless of my impression. And anyone that reads this isn't obligated to understand my opinion & I dont expect u to. With my brain its my thought process to let information out of my head so I can put things aside, observe & absorb more lol. Writing is another tool or coping mechanism for my anxieties & other psych ailments, treatment for my mental health depends on it & other hobbies in other words, especially during shutdown, something to focus on. Heck even youtube is recommended by my doctor if it keeps me happy lol. But because ill be working again, I may not have time to do alot of things I like sadly..idk i just wouldnt want to be burnt out & focus on more important things. I have a high respect for anyone working around people during this time & it must worrisome for u too, means I have to keep on my toes as well soon..its a scary world out there for an introvert but I was killin it in NY too. It was just a slow steady process with all the limitations & moving my life up there wasn't easy to begin with but I pulled through & did it all...only for it to be taken away.
So, I'm an Irish, German, Canadian,British Mut from tucson. Maternal & paternal immidiate families lineage mixed made me, including my NY blood from my bio dad. The rest is all over Europe but u get the idea. Tucson may be where i was born & my 1st home without a father & raised not knowing (were mardi gras babies btw 😒)
But NY is & will forever be my 2nd home i dont care what any1 says, I felt I belonged there. Its the other half of me quite literally.Theres a memory that's really been bugging me. Last day b4 i left it, a bald eagle flew across my path in the sky no joke going NE & I was departing back to the SW. I chose the eagle years ago cause I identify with it. including the background symbolism in different phases of my life that included them lol, but to actually see one was just amazing.
They symbolize strength+freedom in general despite it standing for the country from sea to shining sea lol. Also Braviary was always in my pokemon team besides pikachu since its gen came out lol. I've always been strong, whether some believe it to be true or not is their problem, only I know the things I've gone through. Point is different ends of the spectrum its always been with me throughout in some way & im glad i got to share it with someone that gave me the freedom I needed.
But yea I experienced what its like to be there & got to know that part of me even if I didn't find him & maybe didnt care...I feel I was meant to be there. I was in touch with my roots, lower Temps & above sea level rather than high temps & below sea level 🤣 I loved everything about my time up there. It'll always be a part of me, & I hope to see it again. But I digress.
But in regards to the relationship itself, emphasizing on what i said b4. Just as it i got "settled" in it was gone & I had no clue what was happening without my knowledge, the whole plan to bring me back, all of it, the whole chain of events that unfolded the way it did starting with leaving a marriage in the 1st place to be with him i mean come on lol. Chasing a dream that didn't play out the way we had hoped. I took leap of faith & I ended up starting over twice in 1 year with no benefit of the doubt. I still have my ny health insurance for the rest of the yr, I have to add it to my list to apply again in az. Ive been wearing the wrong prescription glasses for 6 months under quarantine & they're just now getting to stage 4 of opening lol. Just understand how frustrating that actually is for someone like me & u totally get it 😅 U want to take care of business but sometimes you're limited & gotta work around it. had all that covered there & then was told I settled, wrong thing to say & its no wonder I didn't blow up in his face right there & then 😒. But I have retraint & can control myself. Though it was out of my hands the new relationship didn't have to go sour, been just as long if not more, could've actually thrived given the proper balance with room to grow. Idk, Sometimes I honestly don't think anyone believed in me. I mean I have no debt, no record, no kids, im a clean slate type of girl lol. Yes I did end up feeling unappreciated, underestimated, a bit neglected, insecure about my body, ashamed for being myself, & I shouldn't have to feel that way at all & if that happens there obviously something off. I just didnt know what it is he wanted & needed, i wanted to help & be a good partner to this dude but why is it bad to ask the same in return? I shouldn't have to drastically change myself to fit someones standard i know, but...i needed the old him back, I missed the old us & wanted to get back to that.. Was always so closed off & probably ended up in his own head who knows, maybe there was guilt for some of the things he did & didnt want to hurt me anymore, spare my feelings any more than it did b4 it was too late.idk whatever the excuse i still don't know what triggered it all to fail so easily & i don't think i ever will. But ending up with the conclusion that I was the problem, its narcissistic to even believe that & i won't accept it. Not when he can't confront his own issuse & put blame onto himself too.. it was a low blow & literally felt like my heart was pierced at the sound of it. If im to blame its the other way around as well. My point of view wasn't acknowledged so this is my take & experiences of happened so plz dont hate me for speaking my truth.
But yea I can tell when somethings not right & feel strong empathy for others emotions. I knew something was different, there were signs everywhere since the mistrust started & during the last half of that time with him I questioned everything but sat in my own headspace as well as he did just thinking about it. If anything we failed eachother, the blame is on us both but idk what else i could've done to get through to him. That's the stubbornness, he wouldn't budge. Despite how things went down..Leaves me to think, what was the point of having me there in the 1st place, to not follow through with our shared hopes & dreams but instead spiral into such resentment for me that the interest faded. But at the at the same time...even if it ended early for him, I didn't give up & I fought to keep us okay which it was for the most part. Hindsight is 20/20, it definitely wasn't negative all the time. In fact things were great between us & acted like goofballs together, that right there is a friend despite if the stronger feelings weren't mutual. Nobody with hate in their heart acts like that, he was good, the best, cheered me up when I was down, shared interests & did things for eachother. But that alone makes me question what was truth & what was fiction sometimes ever since the trust between us started to fade. Am I in the right to feel what im feeling right now? Im angry & upset yes very, but the kindness he had throughout..he did care in his own way...which makes things so much harder.
Tripadoodle if some way you're listening, I hope u know now where im coming from. For your own benefit & quest to be a better man like you always wanted...actually try. Head my advice. Making yourself better shouldn't be put on a womans shoulders to do for u without her getting lifted in return...its alot of weight to handle for 1 person to carry lol. Get off your ass & build on yourself, learn from everything that happened & become better for yourself & the sake of others, Because it starts with u. Go to church if possible or watch them, it really does help. Even from across the country I still want u to do just as good & help u as a friend. You promised we could remain friends & im holding my end of the bargain whether u like it or not lol it was your idea during the ride here. All I wanted in the end was to not lose u in my life completely...but i should be patient i know.. Theres more space, im not contacting u directly & respecting that, eventually ill stfu lol but I feel I need this rn. I should hate u,but I cant hate u, I do still care, u had that affect on me so much that I can't really listen to others when they say ur a douchbag lol, u were still my rock the whole time even if u didn't feel the same after a while & u did help me alot as well. I see the good in people & u are good, with well balanced snarkiness & humorous sass to boot. light a fire under ur own ass & ull be okay lol. Never stopped believing in u. Ive seen what you can do, you're very smart & know your sh*t, u will go far lol. And as a friend I'd lend u my strength if I could but the most I can do is pray for things like safety/protection, healing, forgiveness, guidance, etc. Leave it to God if u feel compelled to. Give zanabell a hug for me.
God i talk way too much 😅 No im not doing any of this for attention, I want my voice to be heard as well as a possible learning experience if it had that effect on anyone. The things we learn build character & help us understand a little more about ourselves. Probably shouldn't share cuz its nobody's business, yea ive thought of that too.. But its a blog lol, Tumblr allowed it to be that space, opinions and rants are allowed & encouraged. Nothing wrong with that 🤷‍♀️ so who gives a crap.
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These are pictures of the NY sunrise & AZ sunset. Clouds always get me cuz of the shapes, used to to take pics of them all the time. once saw mario holding a hammer when I was a kid 😂 3rd & 4th pic is a split rainbow, never seen that b4...either someone found the gold or its deciding whether or not to connect. Probably was connected but I missed it lol. But then I looked behind me after the split 1 disappeared & a double rainbow was forming. Nature can be scary but also beautiful
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punkscowardschampions · 6 years ago
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Ali & Carly
Ali: this is why i don't wear shoes Ali: i have lost one??? Ali: rescue it if you see it Carly: what do they look like Ali: just a kinda tan sandal thing Ali: just a penneys special so not the end of the world, should chuck the other one so someone can have the pair Carly: come & bring me food & then youll be here to reunite them Carly: but yea k will lean out my door & see if its there Ali: love the enthusiasm, babe 😜 Ali: can feel your come down from here Carly: dont barely remember the come up Carly: wtf happened last night Ali: not in a much better position myself but uhm Ali: mayhem, that's for sure Ali: i think you might've gone home with the wrong cousin Carly: shit Carly: my bad Carly: better read my txts Carly: who did you go w ? Ali: didn't go that far with anyone Ali: 💍 remember and such a 😇 Ali: ronan was in a mard though and i weren't up for listening to that so 🤷 Carly: aw Carly: sorry baby i'll calm him down Ali: it's chill 😂 bless him Ali: no need on my account tho i'm sure he'd be down, despite protests otherwise Carly: my inbox is Carly: cba w this rn Ali: oh baby, want a bacon sarnie and a secretary? Carly: yea Carly: gonna throw my phone w your shoe Ali: i woke up to a mystery dickpic on my phone Ali: is it rude to ask which one it belongs to because lads, sorry, not that memorable that i'm picking it out of a line-up Ali: you'll know, been more recent, i'll come over with food and lucozade for real and ruin your day with that lovely image and the actually rather creative sexts that went with it Ali: 10/10 for effort, sir Carly: cant put it on the cv or school report but my memory for 'em is good Carly: if ive seen it i'll id it Carly: ill laff if its the large ginge cousin whose name i never got Carly: sounded like a cough Ali: that's a talent and if the man can't see that, fuck him Ali: and his job in tescos, like Ali: i mean, shouldn't have a preference but i hope not 😂 Ali: soz honey but Carly: thanks baby Carly: I hope its that token english Carly: he was fit Ali: can reply if you like Ali: worse ways to waste a sunday morning than messing with boys Ali: sounding like a priest Ali: oops Carly: ha Carly: i found some fucking funny vids of us so maybe the phone shouldnt go out window before youve had a look Ali: yes, i need to see that Carly: [sends her fave of the vids] Ali: aww Ali: we're fun drunks Ali: love that for us Carly: yea Carly: im a messy bitch tho Carly: no wonder i went w the hero cousin Ali: meh, things happen at parties, everyone knows that Ali: not like you're proper attached is it Ali: though he's gonna be annoying now probs but day in the life when you're irresistible, yeah? Carly: youd know babe Carly: he wont be on site long never is Carly: so idc Carly: saved me for a nite boy youre welcome Ali: duh Ali: hottest couple in town Ali: one for the wank bank anyway Carly: yea & he is fit Carly: give him that Carly: esp when i dont understand what hes saying Ali: the best kind Ali: a boy you don't have to speak to 😜 Ali: if that's all it takes like, whip out the Gaeilge Carly: youve got the giggles but yea Carly: true Carly: but on site id just have all the oldies chatting at me if i could Carly: not trying to make them go weak Ali: they ain't daddies? boo 😥 Carly: some got many kids but thats it Carly: say something to me then Ali: [sends voice memo, probably has dirty words she'd recognise from site life and lots of loling] Carly: k Carly: so hot Carly: if your gf is mad at me for stealing you last nite you can smooth things over w her like that Ali: might have to Ali: though it ain't you she's 😤 with Ali: poor ronan, shoulda done more than snog him if she comes for him, not even worth it for that Carly: ill protect him when he lets me back near Carly: cant stay mad at this Carly: sure your girls the same Ali: She's mad 24/7 babe, just gotta hold on, like 😂 Ali: we want different things now but that's not a convo for this morning like jesus Carly: whos got the energy Carly: cba w angry Carly: yea you want a sarnie Ali: exactly, and i wanted to have fun last night but may as well have said i want his dick in or around my mouth k bye babe Carly: ha Carly: that would be fun tho Ali: tell that to past you, dashing his threesome dreams like 🤷💔 Carly: still time Ali: not me you need to promise baby Carly: yea but id rather talk to you Ali: 💚 Ali: you cute Carly: all you Carly: how you look so good coming from band? wtf Ali: psh please Ali: it was all about you 🙇 Carly: if that was true why is every memory i got from last nite just you Carly: facts Ali: had to get you away from that mirror somehow, like 😉 Ali: it was fun Carly: ha Carly: cuz your talents got me like Carly: yea it was Ali: helps when the canvas already beautiful babe Carly: aw Carly: youre sweet Ali: 🍓 Carly: gonna make me cry Ali: don't cry lil one Ali: the bacon is coming Ali: got roped into doing a shady kid swap, where is my ma, take this demon child Carly: you can bring him if you want Carly: ill put clothes on before Ali: cockblocked again 😉 Ali: nah, he needs to go get shoes Ali: ironically and unlucky, twat Carly: what size is he Carly: i can ask around when i look for yours Carly: lads flog everything and anything here on sundays Ali: his feet are big man Ali: he's only little but he's lanky af, unlike me Ali: that's fun tho Ali: imma go shopping Carly: aw Carly: yea wish i was taller Carly: ffs ma and da Ali: literally Ali: least neither of my sisters are model tall or i'd be more raging Ali: we make it work, babe Carly: & i dont have any sisters Carly: well done on that one tho ma & da Ali: speak for yourself Ali: i'm gutted Carly: oww Carly: trying to replace me like the vows were no thing Ali: you know you're my one and only Ali: but a woman got needs Carly: thats what your gf is for Carly: no Ali: yeah but i'm allowed wishful thinking too Ali: damn Carly: ive given you the mental image of me naked Carly: what more you need Ali: are you jealous of your hypothetical sister? Carly: yea if you like her more Ali: aw baby, 'course not Ali: she's a ride, yeah, but bit of a bitch too, like Carly: ha Carly: takes after our ma like Ali: sadly, straighter than you Ali: 👎 Carly: like theres a ranking Carly: just straight or not yea Ali: I mean, it is a scale but I'm not gonna try and bond with your Ma giving her the test for it, like Ali: could we tie her down for a sec, obvs Carly: hit her when shes washing up Carly: takes long Ali: okay, i'll dry 😉 Ali: what an offer Carly: trying to make me vom now Carly: take crying or blushing over Ali: soz babe Carly: her & my da dont fuck but still dont reckon youre her type Ali: don't know what's worse, that, or knowing they do Carly: im good w them not Carly: sound carries Carly: no secrets in the caravan Ali: sure there's a toilet block they could go to Ali: keeping it sexy Carly: sure my da's there doing his cry wank Carly: while my ma checks the talent Carly: we got that to look forward to in our marriage in a few years Ali: who's scouting who's cranking Ali: because frankly, i refuse either Carly: im the biggest slag so probs me Carly: sorry Ali: and I'm not Ali: igloo sisters how many times now?! 😂 Carly: ha Carly: but youre loyal Carly: me and my ma dont kno the meaning like Ali: am i Ali: you miss the part when i got on ronan Carly: o yea Carly: i forgot Ali: idk what i'm gonna do about that Ali: instant gameover but its literally so irrelevant Carly: hes a ride Carly: you should be excused for it Ali: she's a 6 on that scale, yeah, massive gay Ali: so she ain't seeing that, never mind the other shit Carly: shit yea Carly: dont tell her Ali: does that make me the worst? Ali: i should hm Carly: hes not gonna speak to her Carly: and if he brags you can call it that Ali: Yeah Ali: I don't know Carly: its that or tell her Carly: & say youre sorry Carly: we were all wasted Carly: not like you have feelings for him Ali: You're right, obviously Ali: like that's the truth but yeah Ali: might leave it unless I need to go there Ali: soz God, swing by confession later Carly: tell her youre a bi cliche Carly: she'd love it Carly: use the scale Ali: she would tho Ali: validate everything she's ever sneaky or not so thought about me Ali: soz, i need a constant stream of p n v or i die Carly: a girl has needs Carly: what am i a 1? Ali: its like dis Ali: 1- all straight 2- mostly straight but lil gay 3- equal/bi 4- mostly gay but still lil into opposite 5- total gay Ali: but not gonna resist the urge to tell you you a 10 Carly: 🥇 Carly: i like that you're 3 tho. 3's a lucky number Ali: and a magic one 🔮 Carly: yea cuz youre magical Ali: believe it baby Carly: i do Ali: right, finally leaving, be like 10 Ali: doing the opposite to a walk of shame rn, strutting back in like what's good Carly: you gotta Carly: own it baby Carly: havent found your shoe tho sorry Carly: maybe ronan took it cuz he loves you so bad Ali: 😂 oh my god Ali: like a horny puppy Carly: yea Carly: building a shrine to you rn probs Ali: or he wanna play cinderella Ali: such a ridiculous fairytale, as far as they go Carly: how wasted was the prince that he cant remember what she looks like Carly: k been there but not trying to wife anyone Ali: right?! also, sure plenty of bitches a size 5, like??? Ali: was it a magic shoe Ali: no explanation, frankly Carly: yea like me and you have the same size Carly: ill take your prince for a ride bitch Ali: 😂 Ali: he cool with that Ali: that's the tea Ali: boy gives no fucks, long as it ain't a man in drag Carly: he hasnt met your brother tho Carly: boy looks good Ali: eww Ali: stop that thought right there Carly: dont get jealous Carly: not gonna go there Ali: not jealous, but repulsed 😷 Carly: k babe Carly: if you say so Ali: trust, you wanna see jealous you'll see it soon enough if you go there Ali: 😂 bea don't fuck about Carly: have to go for one of your other hot brothers Ali: trying be my sister in law and wife Ali: kickin it country Carly: you kno Carly: been on site too long Ali: forreal, not gotta hang with the traveller lads that hard baby Carly: after last nite not gonna be hanging w them for a while Ali: let 'em fight it out amongst themselves Ali: defs for the best Carly: yea Carly: hide w me babe Carly: gonna be so bored Ali: gonna Ali: i'll peep their wares another day Ali: not a euphemism Carly: sounds dirty tho Ali: yeah, regretted it as i said it but hey Ali: love me a sale and a gypsy boy Carly: no regrets boo Carly: they love you too Carly: esp whoever send the dick pic Ali: the real mystery Ali: soz everyone else with your drama but we gotta know Carly: i do need to be knowing Carly: thats my wife lads Ali: awh you gonna defend my honour n delicate sensibilities Carly: yea Carly: youre an angel Ali: you're so cute Carly: its you Carly: my parents came back Carly: gonna have to run Ali: oh no i am en route Ali: where you going boo Carly: i'll catch you and we can find somewhere theyre not Carly: ha church Carly: can you eat there cuz im not looking to die for jesus Ali: yeah for sure, not in the pews like its the cinema, like Ali: can go park if you wanna Ali: or up the mountain if you can hack it, like Carly: youre so smart Carly: like your mouth Carly: but yea Carly: date time Ali: awh yeah Ali: this picnic ain't goals i'm so sorry babe Ali: least the weather's looking up Carly: idc Carly: get to be w my boo Ali: 😍 Carly: i look crazy Carly: havent got dressed faster w out getting fucked before since idc Carly: idk Ali: i like crazy Ali: and beside me you'll probs look totally normal 😉 Carly: you look hot every day baby Carly: facts Ali: all these compliments got me feeling 🔥 obvs Carly: thats how i want it Ali: gonna have you flying high too Ali: top of the world, baby Carly: aw Carly: whats in the food like Ali: 😂 Ali: just faith n trust n pixiedust, of course Carly: you can snort pixiedust yea? Carly: k Ali: you gon' be mad when i've got nothing but sandwiches and half a donut Carly: nah Carly: cant be mad at you Carly: too cute Ali: and donuts are life Carly: true
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