#id quite frankly rather you say it to my face than save it for ya lil friends | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

snekdood · 18 days ago

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hate that I had an enlightenment moment when I was like 17/18 that making fun of people is shitty and pointless, and then I felt like I had to dust off my old skills of knowing what to say to make someone pissed off or upset to defend myself against my abuser bc thats the kind of person they are and ik that was the only way to defend myself and Not Seem Weak And Like A Pushover or whatever so they leave me alone, and then I started making fun of people ironically, and then I started doing it unironically, and now I try to warn people not to be like that because I still dont enjoy it and still find it shitty and pointless yet I feel like I have to do it socially bc if I don't then people think they can walk all over me or some shit ? ??? ?? ???

#i genuinely dont understand but i hate this and dont want to be this way.#used to not be but. then I was abused. and smeared online. and then a bunch of ppl hated me for no good reason.#so it was one of my only weapons to defend myself.#and now theres people who are gonna try to preach to me about how I shouldnt make fun of ppl. amazing.#this is one of those moments where its like I SHOULD BE TEACHING YOU THAT LIL BITCH #ALSO DONT FUCKING SDJHFJVHSDBVHJ TRY TO PREACH THAT SHIT TO ME IF YOU ACTIVELY MAKE FUN OF ME LMAO.#IDC IF ITS IN YA LIL GROUP CHATS YOU'RE STILL DOING IT AND ENABLING THAT TYPE OF THINKING AND ENABLING YOURSELF #INTO THINKING ITS OKAY #vent #id quite frankly rather you say it to my face than save it for ya lil friends #idk why thats so hard. i literally have anon on you coward ass lil beetch.#PERFECT way to communicate your thoughts as the coward lil bitch you are. what else do you fucking need?#since saying it directly is too scawwy for you or whatever tf. even though THIS IS THE FUCKING INTERNET #WTF AM I GONNA DO TO YOU. READ YOU FOR FILTH? BC IM KINDA CONVINCED THATS WHAT YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT LMAO.

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