#icb i see them everywhere

[duckiemimi]

i fell into a little rabbit hole while reading bora chung's cursed bunny when i found the japanese proverb 「人ひとを呪のろわば穴あな二ふたつ」 ("hito o norowaba ana futatsu"), meaning "when you curse a man, [you dig] two graves" (click here for reference and click on the first link at the bottom for more context). it's a cautionary proverb about the consequences of cursing or invoking evil onto others, similar in a way to the english proverb "what goes around comes around."

i dug around some more (hah!) and found an article explaining the origins of the proverb (click on the second link at the bottom). do bear with my lacking skills when it comes to translating, but from what i understand, the proverb itself originated from the heian period. onmyoji (click on the third link at the bottom) were civil servants who practiced onmyodo, specializing in magic and divination. the article describes them using the kanji 呪術師 (third highlight in the left image), or jujutsushi, meaning sorcerer.

these onmyoji were responsible for calendar-related tasks and mystical duties such as divination, but the most interesting duty listed was protecting the capital from evil spirits, or 怨霊を (vengeful spirit) as the article cites, by cursing and killing the capital's opponents. now, this was a particularly dangerous task because they risked having that curse "returned" back to them in a counter-attack, killing them in the process, too—hence why one must prepare two graves when one resorts to "cursing" someone.

now that we've established the history of the proverb, it initially struck me as familiar because...

it's something geto mentioned when he came to the school to declare war! and...

later on when he says his last words to gojo!

given that the series takes some inspiration from onmyodo in the heian period (the golden age of jujutsu in the story), it's befitting that a proverb like this would make an appearance in the actual dialogue. in both instances, the proverb was relevant in geto's dialogue.

the article i referred to before also provided two example sentences related to the proverb, which when translated become:

"As there is a saying that if you curse people, there are two graves, hatred only produces unhappiness."

"I hate him so much. Even if you say that if you curse people, you will have two graves, I'm prepared for that."

as the geto fanatic that i am i find it interesting that both these phrases could align with geto's lines in volume 0. the first time geto references this proverb, it's when he says, "let's curse each other to our hearts' content." i've talked about this in my other posts (click here for one of them), that i've always believed that geto knew his pursuit of ideal was futile, or "impossible" as he explained to gojo in shinjuku. regardless of the outcome, this was the path he chose for himself, a path where he had to constantly pretend to the people around him that it was indeed possible.

referring to the proverb, the two graves here would be geto and the subject of his curse, non-sorcerers. his curse—his hatred—only led to his own unhappiness and his own demise. as it is, he failed his attack and the only grave there was his. he died unable to laugh from the bottom of his heart.

the second time geto references this proverb, it's when he says, "at least curse at me a little at the very end." he says this in an easy exasperation in response to gojo's omitted last words to him. he expects gojo to hate him or at least be angry with him, but instead gojo does not "curse" him the way he thought he'd be.

refering to the proverb, geto expects gojo to hate him so much, he'd curse him even if it might risk his own life to see geto dead. instead, gojo spares him—or rather, gojo says what he says honestly, without the disguise of anger or spite. the two graves here, at least in geto's mind, would be gojo and the subject of his curse, geto himself. ironically, despite the lack of "curse," there is still a grave for one body. in a more figurative sense, perhaps that alley is a teeming graveyard.

what an apt cautionary proverb for such a vengeful character.

links i couldn't hyperlink:

[echologname]

In defense of spiritual people

Those who say the sun, wind and trees are their friends. Those who sense there's a supernatural energy all around. Those who sense the power in all of God's creation. They're called witches but they're kind and empathetic people and are just searching for holistic healing from nature, searching for the truth and taking whatever they believe it is or found, wanting their souls to be nourished by cosmic energy and find satisfaction in knowing the astral realm where spirits dwell. These aren't "bad" things, they're like spiritual babies, like newborn puppies who only have instinct and have to feel around to find their mom and they already know who she is, even before they were born when they were forming inside her. The rift sin created between us and God was allowed to happen so we would be born not knowing Him and we would have to LEARN who He is and He shows us who He is by showing us in different ways how He loves us, the big one being Jesus WILLINGLY letting us crucify Him and damning HIS soul so we would be spared that fate.

Pagans just have a KNOWING that there's SOMETHING more, there's something greater, they call it "the divine," but not know it's God. Doesn't that make those who are spiritually gifted in this way, blessed? I believe God blesses sinners, for if I am one too, whether I know Him or not for He's chosen His children at the dawn of time. Knowing me and saw every day of my life long ago (even every social media post I'd ever see in my life).

He's ALL around! Everywhere I went searching for the meaning of spirituality, I found it in nature and in love and it was all GOD. Jesus came to befriend the deceived, the sinners and the unrighteous. He had empathy and understanding for them and didn't blame them for being born into sin, since it's The Father who created them and existing in a spiritual "blindness" and they knew not of what they do.

So, those who were deceived and have forgotten who Jesus is or those who never met Him in the first place: HE'S not a religious leader, He's not a church or a propaganda campaign for "a side," He's ALIVE, just as you and I. If you haven't spoken to Him in a while or never have, it's OK, all you have to do is say, "Hi," just reach out a little and He'll be there. You may not have some miraculous spiritual experience like hear His voice clear as day, see Him or feel His presence but not sensing something doesn't make it any less real. If you were born without ANY of the 5 senses, that doesn't mean the world around you doesn't exist or that you don't have a consciousness or a soul. You'll find that He sometimes communicates in other ways, ways He knows you'll understand, so, you just have to ask, "God, where are you? Let me be near you, let me be held by you." He' HEARS you and will come to you, just be patient and try again.

Continue to ask, and God will give to you. Continue to search, and you will find. Continue to knock, and the door will open for you. Yes, everyone who continues asking will receive. He who continues searching will find. And he who continues knocking will have the door opened for him.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matt.7.7,Matt.7.8&version=ICB

In this verse, ALWAYS look for Jesus so you will ALWAYS find Him, never stop reaching out to Him because stopping means you don't need Him or want Him in your life. This relationship with God is a two way street. Respect and listen to Him like you would any person standing right next to you. It's like me having difficulty staying warm, I'm almost always right next to my space heater, and it's such a magical sensation to be cold and have the comfort of warmth. I love my space heater and thank God for it so, I thank God for giving me a cold body, so I can always feel warm because I always go to my heater.

[chcctah]

ASDFGHJHGFDS I LOVE YOU SMMMMMMMMMMMM ICB AU ERIC IS HIS THERAPIST NOW LMAOO "yeah whatever keep bitching im looking at ur pretty eyes anyway" DID MONSTER ERIC TELL BUTTERS TO TAKE A SELFIE OF THEM 👀👀👀

UR ART STYLE LOOKS SO CUTE HERE I LOVE THE SMOOTH LINEART AND YOUR SHADING IS SO SO NICE IM LOVE YOU

IM GLAD TO HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING FRIEND LIKE YOU AND EVERY DAY OF SEEING YOU AROUND ON THIS LIL SITE OR ON TWITTER MAKES ME HAPPY THANK YOU SOSO MUCH AND I KISS U EVERYWHERE OK I HOPE U HAD A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE AN AMAZING NMEW YEAR TOO!!!! ILY AND CANT WAIT TO HAVE SOME FREE TIME TO DRAW THESE GOOFIES AGAIN (AND NOT JUST FOR UR NEXT BIRTHDAY BUT ALSO OUT OF LOVE FOR U AT ANY DAY OF YEAR!!!!!)

IM 5 MONTHS LATE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭 @chcctah

Wasn't sure if I should even post them bc it's THAT LATE and that's not only embarrassing as hell but I feel bad BUT ! That doesn't even matter, YOU MATTER and every year your birthday comes, im just glad to hear from you to know you're still alive and living your life on the other side of the world! You deserve to have your life celebrated, so even though these are so damn late, I LOVE U AND IM GLAD U WERE BORN AND IM GLAD WE MET!!!!!!! I'm always glad to see you online enjoying what you're into and it makes me so honored that i get to see how much you've grown since we've met.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! AND HAPPY HANUKKAH!!!!!

[sebcastellanos]

does it help if i was gonna send my ask about robert/edward on saturday so your blast from the past was delayed by a day? 😅 i think it's cool i finally found who wrote that fic 'cause like i said, it's what introduced me to the ship and i haven't really found a fic that lived up to it since. (all i've seen for them on ao3 is like... porn. which is fine but sometimes i need the Fluff)

ohhhh my god... dude this is making me emotional 😭

i can't believe i've met someone who's read it-- but that said it's wild that people are writing porn of them now, wtf!! i remember being young and seeing nothing but robert/giselle and edward/nancy and i just... i wanted the boys to fall in love... it was hard being a young queer lad and seeing only straights everywhere 😔✊

icb i've met someone who's read my old fic though, this is still absolutely bonkers to me LMAO... but knowing it made you ship them makes me kind of glad i only ship the niche stuff now HAHAH!! if it helps other ppl 2 see the light n not feel alone then its worth it...

[walkswithmyfather]

“The right hand of Yahweh exalts! The right hand of Yahweh will never fail.” Psalm 118:16 (TPT)

“I am creating a new heaven and a new earth. The troubles of the past will be forgotten. No one will remember them. My people will be happy and rejoice forever and ever because of what I will make. I will make a Jerusalem that is full of joy, and I will make her people happy. Isaiah 65:17‭-‬18 (ERV)

“But God made a promise to us. And we are waiting for what He promised—a new sky and a new earth. That will be the place where goodness lives.” 2 Peter 3:13 (ERV)

“The Lord won’t leave His people. He will not give up His children.” Psalm 94:14 (ICB)

This is a tough promise to hold onto, that everything will be okay. The world hasn't been okay for some time. Our lives seem to stumble from one difficulty to another. And here we have this God we can't see who promises us that He is in control and everything will be fine in the end. I've been a Christian for a really long time and I can see how non-believers might think Christians are, shall we say, “crazy”. But in that long time I've also seen God do many things. There have been “coincidences” that couldn't possibly have been random. There have been many answered prayers. God is good! 🙌 And that's how you know God is in control. Friend, have you had “coincidences” and answers to prayers that defy explanation? If you have, that is God quietly at work. The enemy and his demons are encouraging evil in this sinful world, but there are signs everywhere that the enemy's hold will soon be over. Through the prayers of His people (Jesus has given us authority in His name), God is moving us all towards a new world, where goodness and righteousness will live. Gods plans are coming together and His victory is assured, as told in Revelation. We, His beloved children, can hold onto Gods promise that everything will be okay, because it will be. Amen! 🙌

[lgcmedia]

mean girls is one of my favorite musicals so when i heard that they were going to show that in the charlotte theater, i had to get my hands on those tickets! what was surprising was that i spotted some of the legacy trainees participating in this production, especially lim sanghyun. one of my friends adores him and thinks he’s boyfriend material, but i’m so impressed by his performance! it seems like he’s only part of the ensemble, but i can tell you that he has a lot of potential to do well as a musical actor. my friend told me that he’s supposedly one of legacy’s models in their agency subsidiary, but i can see him do more than show off that handsome face of his. i hope we get to see more of him on stage!

[ + / – ] he’s been in legacy for a while and i really wished he debuted as an idol, but i can see why he wanted to become a model instead. he does have a lot of talent so i hope that doesn’t go to waste. seeing that he appeared in this musical, i think we have some hope that this won’t be the last time we’ll see him. [ + / – ] there are so many trainees in this company and it’s annoying seeing them everywhere. icb you even saw one of them in a musical out of all places, op! the fact that he’s a model means that he’s only relying on his visuals to get by when there are so many other trainees who would love to take his place. [ + / – ] huh?! you saw him in the mean girls musical??? now i need to buy those tickets and see sanghyun oppa on stage!!

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[nielwoon]

hello, it’s me gu! 😬 (insp.)

i finally decided to make an appreciation post since i already had this sublog for more than a year (i started probably late september 2017) and i rly had the urge to thank the people i’ve met here ;; ok so i started doing a sublog for wanna one not thinking i’d stay here for so long, tbh i really didn’t expect to be active here, doing content, i just randomly created it and made a kdn gifset because i rly am bored one day and why not make some gifs because i really missed giffing lol i’ve also been giffing since like forever (esp when i was so active on my main) and i know i got rusty too, anyway, as time passed, i’ve never realized how much wanna one grew on me, how ecstatic i am stanning a temporary group and how much happiness they gave me 💖

thank you so much to all who followed me, liked and reblogged my posts, appreciated my works, and just everyone who i’ve met here, i appreciate every single one of you 💞

these are listed in alphabetical order: (i’m pretty sure more than half of you are inactive lol)

💌: message below

@1kdn ✦ @daehwi​ ✦ @dangkaniels​ 💌 ✦ @dearestguanlin​ ✦ @emperorhwangs​ ✦ @hasungwoons ✦ @hwangminhyu ✦ @jilnoons ✦ @jnyoung ✦ @kngniel ✦ @ko-hojung ✦ @kyuunqsoo 💌 ✦ @minhyuun 💌 ✦ @minyoougi  ✦ @ongdan 💌 ✦ @ongnable ✦ @ongsung ✦ @pacadong ✦ @park-woojin ✦ @parkwoojin ✦ @princehwangs ✦ @seong-wu ✦ @sungwoond ✦ @sungwoonssi ✦ @svtnz 💌 ✦ @twinmoles ✦ @wnnaone ✦ @woojin 💌

@dangkaniels​: brando!!!! my shinee royalty!! 👑 i know we haven’t talked in such a while ;; i’m just so glad to have met you here! the first time i saw your gifs i was like i have to befriend this person, she’s amazing dkajsdk and all these time we had our gif battles with pingdi (i hope she’s doing well, we miss her do we) ive been rly in awe of everything you do, thank u for giffing w1 ;; ilu

@kyuunqsoo: shalini looovee you know how much blessing you are to me, everytime we talk i feel like we always had that connection between us, it’s odd but it’s like we’re too similar that’s why everytime we talk we’re like...’right?????’ i really love talking to you, i hope we talk more in the future! (also i can still remember how you started shipping nielwoon because of me, that was so touching you dont know how happy i am bc of that) 🤧

@minhyuun: qiqi lovey ;; i dont even know how we started talking but i just felt comfortable talking to you (icb you’re following me in both my blogs) ahhh i remember liking your photos because you’re so pretty OTL i don’t deserve u (the gu tag is currently my go to whenever i’m sad) let’s talk more and pls post more photos of you, i miss them! 🦊☁️

@ongdan: BETH HOW ARE YOU i know you’re currently on a hiatus i hope you’re doing fine on your exams!! tbh all i know is i’m really so fond of u and your tags make me smile all the time 😂 icb idk what to write here too because i’ve always talked to you everywhere, here and in twitter, i just love you 💖 your love for your biases is exceptional ;; im just glad i’ve met you beb let’s talk when your hiatus is over

@svtnz: fiq bbyyy i know i let our convos die i rly dont mean to but i’m glad i’ve meet you here too! i know being multifandom is hard to do so i salute you for that! ALSO OUR MEMEVERSATIONS will always be with me 🤣 i know you’re having a great time in s. korea rn so i’m rly happy for you

@woojin: alissaaa ;; do u even know that you’re the first w1 tumblr blog i’ve followed here? im so glad to have met you, you’ve always been an outstanding content creator and everytime i see your works tbh i get intimidated sometimes because i feel like you’re doing so well (and you deserve praise for that) i feel like we’ve always talked about ps stuff (and just that) but im so glad i got to know you more this year ;; dude your love for jihoon and loona is incomparable, you’re amazing! ILY 🐰

[o188]

i figured there would be no better use for my 1000th post than to thank everyone that helped me make it this far in the first place. as of writing this, i have somehow broken 200 followers. i remember being blown away when i broke 10. i was terrified to join the law & order / crime fandom and now not a day goes by that i am not so happy that i did. it feels like home, here. i’m so lucky, wow. there are days where i just want to rant about people -- about how they have made my day, my year, my life better. wait. i can do that on a follow forever, right? right. here we go!!

@southbronxabogado / @pcnkspy - i mean i can’t kick this post off without you, right? i have you to thank for pulling me by the ear into this fandom to begin with. you were my introduction to svu as it is, today. what started as ‘hey look at my stupid lawyer son rafael’ turned into so much more. i can’t believe how much you disliked sonny at first and how now the muses can’t be separated. i can’t believe everything we have put them through and plan to still do. thank you for bringing your barba back and thank you for sticking with me for this long. you’re a good egg. @alwaysfine / @badbagelll - holyshit, wow. i can’t believe how in love with your amanda my sonny is. i can’t believe they are going to get married and have the perfect family and just?? everything. i’m so pumped to do anything and everything with you from here on out. i was so nervous about approaching you at first but i am glad i did because i honestly live for how we yell at each other daily. thank you for being so lovely and patient. you’re the best. @raiinonme / @dadectiive - you were the first person in the svu fandom that i followed. i was so scared because, wow. nick amaro, huh? what an intimidating hot-head. would you hate me for playing the guy that replaced him on the show? i had no idea, but your posts were so wholesome and you adore pino so much and it was so easy to become friends. i love watching episodes with you and rambling about things. wowdang. i just want to interact with you everywhere. you and i both have so many muses and icb i now associate high school musical with you. wild. @littleostentatious - holy fuck. we did some blog-bouncing and somehow we managed to stick together and continue to do things. i will always love writing with you. our muse dynamics have always been so interesting. sonny and tony are so wholesome, y’know? like just wow. you always make me so happy whenever you are on the dash. you are so lovely and talented and i could just eat you up, i love you so. @bonesofmetal - i am so glad that you are back!! i missed you rather dearly and it’s been the sweetest treat to see you posting and thriving and enjoying yourself again. we have many adventures to send our boys on. i can’t wait. @intuitivc / @notagrey - i honestly feel so lucky that you still do things with me after my leaving the twd fandom. i only want to do more and more things with you. this new muse and our new plans look to be nothing but a blast and i can’t wait, honestly, to kick things off!! thank you for putting up with my move. i hope this year treats you well. i hope we have so many great things to come! @thepeopleversus / @muffiewrites - wow, okay? wow. i was literally so intimidated and scared and nervous when it came to you and look at us now. i love writing with you. i love talking with you. both of us are a bit wobbly when it comes to the whole friendships thing but i think what we got going is something grand. you are so talented. i mean it. you blow me away. getting things from you always makes me yell and it will never not be funny to me that our muses don’t ever listen to our plans. thank you, honestly, for giving me a shot -- and thank you for making me smile whenever i play animal crossing. i dunno. it just makes me so happy to see you on there. @starpledge / @synapsing - well, well, well. if it isn’t the person i actually love with my whole heart and soul. i can’t believe we ship sonny carisi with bucky barnes and will graham. what the fuck. i can’t believe that will and sonny make me so fucking soft. i can’t believe how invested we are. i can’t believe that you followed me and let me show you clips and episodes with this loser. i can’t believe how much i adore you. we belong together like peanut butter and jelly. like pancakes and syrup. like ryan and shane. oreos and orange juice. i fucking love you. @starxshine - do you know that you are, in fact, the friend that i have had the longest? because you are. wow. we have seen some shit together, huh? i am so lucky to have you in my life and on my dash. i adore you so much. hokulani is like a person to me. a person i know and trust. it’s wild. i have known you for so long and i still think so fondly of you. you’ve always been so supportive and lovely and understanding. your patience blows my mind. thank you for putting up with me all these years. @floraiison / @dcngeroushearts - we’ve only just kicked off writing together again but i still wanna say that, wow. i am so happy that i know you and tha we get to do things and speak almost on the daily. this past year was a little rough on me and you and i have some catching up to do, for sure, but i am excited -- even warm and fuzzy for the future. thank you for following me, even when tumblr makes you remake everything from scratch. @starredcomplexion - will i ever not be a total sucker for you? probably not. i’m so happy that we found each other again after losing each other for a bit, there. i have missed you -- missed your talent, and missed your ability to grab my hearstrings and just pull. i will never not love writing with you. the things we have done, wow. the muses we have shipped. here’s to there being more and more. you’re nothing but lovely. @bauranger - you and i have only just met and we have barely been able to write together but let me just say that getting your messages has been just ... lovely? you are such a fucking sweetheart. i feel so lucky to know you already and i hope that things are going well for you and that we get to do so many things together!! the rest of you are absolute dolls as well and should know that i adore you with all my heart!! 💖 thank you for following me, for speaking with me, for inspiring me, for liking my content, and for making my dash better. @bisnero + @squadmcm + @o177 + @deadlysericus + @carisiisms + @dailypeterscanavino + @barisi-is-bae   @julesxobyrne + @gatekeepcr + @afraidofchange + @methodcop + @carisista + @scoundrcls + @bauchief @pigwithpersonality + @alwaystheassholedoctor + @vespertiilian + @explodingpens + @eatingthem @the-liars-you-love + @counselorsnark + anyone i may have missed because this is hard!! 

[quiietstars-blog]

all of the symbols for 'Getting to know you Questions for the Mun!'

get to know the mun→ not accepting now i guess cause there is literally none left to answer cause vanessa is what we like to call a little shit

🎂- When's your birthday?

my birthday is october 7th !! i am pretty freshly 20 years old

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- What's your family like?

they’re pretty alright. i don’t normally like going to family gatherings cause i get teased a lot but i’m trying to better myself and get less awkward over things. i like hanging out with my sister who lives in winnipeg though. speaking of which on friday we’re going to see kenny vs spenny live and icb they’re still doing shit. it’s gonna be wild.

🐶- Favorite animal?

i love elephants. elephants. ELEPHANTS. but of the bird variety i love pelicans. pelicans are my brethren.

🔶- Favorite color(s)?

neon yellow bb. the term julien yellow.

🎥- Favorite movie?

YES THE THOR SERIES GOODBYE. BECAUSE MY SON LOKI. but ragnarok was my favorite out of all of them tbh.

📺- Favorite TV show?

its hard to choose cause i like so many. twd, riverdale, ouat. i love all of those.

🎞- Favorite cartoon/anime?

the only anime i’ve ever watched fully was wolf’s rain. good shit tbh. i never finished death note. i’d like to but i keep not doing it. but i love mlp haha sue me.

🍔- Favorite food?

anything chicken tbqh. or homemade mac and cheese. i could eat that shit all day.

🍦- Favorite ice cream flavor?

neapolatin. duh.

🍭- Favorite candy?

i don’t really like candy. i don’t classify chocolate bars as candy so.

🍸- Do you drink?

i don’t no. i did twice and that was enough for me tbh. i might have on here and there but. never like that again.

👣- What do you like to do in your spare time?

be here on tumblr. when callout posts aren’t being made and drama isn’t everywhere.

⚽️- Do you like any sports?

not at all.

🎮- Favorite video game(s)?

gta online is very fun to play.

⛪️- Are you religious?

nope!

⌛️- Last thing you did before logging in?

i was playing with my niece.

🎈- Share a childhood memory!

when me and my oldest niece were younger, she’s five years younger than me, we were outside and there was a worm on the ground. i dared her to touch it. she said only if i did too. so when i did it stuck to my finger and i screamed.

🛍- What was the last purchase you made for?

i paid for half my mcdonalds lmao.

💸- If you had a billion dollars and could only spend it, what would you buy first?

i would buy a plane ticket to meet @theirsuffering

🖌- Are you artsy?

i used to be, i’m not really anymore because i can’t find the motivation cause i suck.

❤️- How would you describe yourself?

actual trash.

💛- How do other people describe you?

actual trash.

⭕️- Favorite Pokemon?

the one before ninetails.

💠- what is the Most expensive thing you own?

uhm probably my tv idk really.

⚜- What is the most precious thing you own?

my dog is precious to me.

🐻- Do you have any stuffed animals?

i have lots. do i actually care about them much anymore? no.

🐝- Favorite season?

winter because fuck bugs.

🐋- share a Weird/funny story?

there was a ride at the fair called the wipeout a few year ago. i was on it with my friend, and we were sitting across some guy. he was an adult we were just kids. but the entire time i was just screaming THE BARS NOT SECURE because like all fair rides, the bar wiggled just a little bit. it was locked in place it was fine but i was convinced it wasnt and the guy is like “i’m pretty sure it is” but i still kept screaming and my friend was dying laughing.

[chaekkung]

IM LAUGHING SO MUCH HARDER THAN I SHOULD THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT THAT WAS ABOUT B*S AKFNSKCNSKD YOURE LITERALLY AN MX BLOG WTF EVEN AKFNSKFNSKDNAKDNWKDN😂😂😂😂I kept trying to scroll back to see who started that trend of thinking it was them lmfaooo I wasn't successful😂😂

ok mood i tried but . listen they’re everywhere kdhfdjs im not even mad this is pretty funny tbh like im sorry but the world doesnt revolve around ___ and im literally and Only Mx blog ….please,,,,

also ill answer the other asks under the cut i dont want 2 spam !! :D

‘think it’s about b/ts’ lmao sweatie,,, the post was solily about monsta x,,,,,,,,, yo but i’m still sO HAPPY MONSTA X WON A MUSIC SHOW F I N A L L Y!!! they deserve it sooooooo much!!! I love them♥

SWEATIE LMAO STOPSODFGD solily asjdfhdjsofmgjf and big mood ok its been a whole day and im still emo aboout it it :(( ur fking right !! they deserved it and finally got it ugh icb ….

What’s a*my? I only know Monbebe :o Monbebe for life

thank you for censoring it jsfdhjs i dont wanna start anything i just . want 2 love mx in peace but,,, god , it just gets ruined sometimes,,,, like an a*my was going around the mbb fandom sending hate and trash talking mx and that b*s are better… like mind ur own fucking business and just invest all that time and energy ur using to go support ur faves?? why to people have to be so uglie … just… mind ur own business lmao its not that hard?? what did mbbs ever to do yall lmao…. :/ 

[dearmysan]

Wooyoung’s Notes.

Here’s only the smallest collection of all the things I have noted along our journey so far. Enjoy reading them, I’m sure there was some I have missed out on, but there definitely will be more to add along the way!  ↷ San often gets shy when it comes to me. He says it’s because what he’s had with me was unlike anything he’s had with anyone before. I get what he means by that, as I also can’t help but to feel shy when I’m around him. What we have is really different and special to me.  ↷ He’s into Overwatch as much as I am, probably even more! Recently he has found out how much of a god he was at Hanzo. He says his favorite player is Jjonak and he often goes to a lot of games. I hope to go with him one day.  ↷ We played Overwatch together with a few of his close friends. I had a lot of fun! But there was one time where we met, I kind of panicked and killed him. It made him sad but not as sad as I was. It’s okay though because in return, he shot me right in the head. hM.  ↷ I asked San if I could kiss him, and he said he wouldn’t ever push me away, He probably doesn’t know this but he is the most precious person to me, hence it took me awhile. I did it though, I kissed him and he kissed me back, now I’m afraid I may have an addiction.  ↷ I always tell San how much I like him, so instead, I tried something different and I told him I loved him. He told me he loved me and though our intellectual sides were screaming, it’s really a day I don’t think I’d ever forget.  ↷ I was busy one week, and in the end, I couldn’t spend as much time as I wanted to with him. I really miss him.  ↷ IF SAN’S DIMPLES AREN’T THE CUTEST SHIT EVER WTFF. And can I just say, nice, nice jawline. What a pretty neck he has too. He’s just pretty in general, we may have a problem, I love him too much. ↷ Warning! San has found ways to tease me and make me jealous in return. Maybe I should cool down my teasing, maybe he’ll have some mercy on me.  ↷ He had a dream about Yunho and Hongjoong, I sure hope that we meet in our dreams instead. But then again, he called me his dream come true and that just made me the softest shit ever.  ↷ After our first time, I was surprised to learn about one of his risky kinks, I’m definitely putting it on my list of things to try with him though, how exciting! ↷ He’s so cute when he’s drunk. He literally sent me a whole spam of gifs that were all like, “I love you” & “I miss you.” It was the most precious thing ever.  ↷ Since I first met San, there hasn’t been a day without spams of himself. I love seeing his cute face everywhere so I never mind though. It really reminds me that I need to get my lazy ass off to give him a spam as well.  ↷ He’s so competitive and I can tell he get’s sad when people stop playing games with him. I hope everyone continues to play games with him even if he is always victorious!  ↷ I took him on our first date. We had pizza and a ton of beer, we even played 20 questions and though we’re not currently done, I hope to continue soon as I still have many things to learn about him. ↷ We’re going on our first Vacation together, just me and him, alone. We’re travelling to the Maldive Islands. Though I’m sure it’d be beautiful, I don’t think it’d beat his beauty.  ↷ San’s so honest. He’s probably the most down to earth person that I’d ever come across. He’s too sweet for his own good. I’ll protect him, no matter what it takes! I hope the greatest people come his way, always. A good person deserves good things, I hope only the best things come his way from now on. ↷ San gets easily stressed when things aren’t organized. Sadly, I hate how I can’t do much, I can only be here for him at the end of the day when he is done. San should take his medications with him always though, I want him to be safe and I want him to always feel content. He’s a really strong person and I admire him for that. ↷ He really has endless love for the people around him. ↷ He says he’s not a fighter, yet when it came to me, he couldn’t let go. I still find that so cute.  ↷ San asked me to be officially his, he even blushed and boom, there went my heart again. The answer was too obvious though, of course I’d say yes. ↷ Our vacation was short lived, but extremely fun! We had a nice dinner and he even threw himself into the water. I hope we get to go again, this time, I’d like to take him somewhere nice. Also, we forgot Shiber, poor baby. ↷ So like, San asked me if it’d be alright for him to temporary cc to a girl. He’s so goofy, of course I’d be more than alright with that. Whoever he may be in the world, he’ll always be my one and only. As long as it’s him and no one else, I’d be absolutely content.  ↷ I had one of my firsts rabbit sessions with San a week or two ago. I don’t remember how far back it was because at this point, we’ve had so much sessions! We watch scary videos, scary mazes and even disney things! I felt like I was there right beside him. It made me so happy to see him so excited over the things he likes. ↷ So, San put on a scary game play in the middle of the night when I was preparing to go to sleep. I couldn’t do it...and I left. I’m still sorry about it. Also, he couldn’t exit out of the video after I left and we started talking about how we’re cursed. ICB. ↷ Noted. San loves heavy metal. He’s also calls himself a nerd because he loves Star Wars and Lord of The Rings. So precious, I want to share his love for all the things he likes so, it’s definitely on my list to do so. ↷ Perhaps, does San love Winnie The Pooh more than me? I’m shaking.  ↷ I’m shaking again because my little boy is growing so fast. Don’t tell me he’s going to get taller and taller and taller.  ↷ We finally got a place to ourselves! It’s on the outskirt of town and it’s quite a beautiful little home. We still need to incorporate a lot of Mickey Mouse decorations in our home though, we specifically talked about the kitchen! I hope to get to that soon.  ↷ I’ve been desperate to get tall so, I did it, I am currently Yunho. I think San likes it though. Now he can curl up in my chest all he’d like! May I also add that I am a fan of my blue hair. ↷ I’m starting to think he doesn’t realize how beautiful of a person he is. I’m dyiiiiiiing.  ↷ Okay so, he had a dream about Han and I got mad. Then he had a dream about Han again but this time I was there to pull him away. He said it made him laugh, and it honestly made me super happy yet embarrassed! ↷ It’s his birthday today! I’m celebrating it with him for the first time. I couldn’t prepare much but I hope he enjoys his time today anyways. He deserves so much. Also, I shall add that we also reached our first month together as companions!  ↷ Though my baby is a daredevil, he isn’t good with drop rides. I definitely have to protect him when it comes to those! ↷ San brought home a kitty! We decided to keep the baby and call the kitty Simba, our very own baby! ↷ Over the time span that we’ve been together, San has gone from Soojin to Solar to Yeeun and back to himself multiple times. I have even more fond memories of these people now. May I also say that he was beautiful every single time.  ↷ So like, we went to the mall together. I bought a few suits and San/Yeeun wore the prettiest skirt. What happened after that was quite exciting. We even had a session in the car afterwards. I hope we have many more opportunity to share those exciting and rebellious times together,  ↷ I finally got to watch San play some horror games. It honestly wasn’t as scary as I initially thought it was going to be so I’m quite glad. Not going to lie though, I closed my eyes a few time and sat pretty far from the screen. He’s so brave compared to me.  ↷  We finished Pokemon XY & Z. I still remember when we first started. Man have I grown so attached to all the characters. I am real excited to fall in love all over again with the new cast of the Sun & Moon series we are watching. My baby even got us a netflix to try out so we could finish Lord of The Rings as well, especially after rabbit died off and made me real sad.  ↷ A car trip came to mind with San. It sounds absolutely perfect and I can’t wait to set out on that adventure. It’s like we share the same idea of many dates and I find it absolutely adorable. I have somewhere I want to take him. ↷ San had started talking about Jeno ever since that Boom comeback. Something about an attractive undercut and headband. I’m kind of real jealous but it’s okay, I’m learning how to live with it. Pft.  ↷ We played so much dating doors, it’s so fun to see how our choices differ and how they are yet so similar. I really didn’t want to play the NCT because of you know who but it’s alright, I had a great time anyways.  ↷ My baby called me dramatic...a lot of things started making sense after that. I am indeed a over dramatic person.  ↷ San has started work again. I really hope he learns how to take better care of himself. I don’t like seeing him in pain. Before when we were just friends, I know he had a lot of stress and it brought upon chest pains. Now San’s back is often sore as well. I just hope my baby is okay after an exhausting day. I believe that he’ll always do his very best. I just hope he doesn’t push himself to hard.  ↷ I have started school. Not going to lie, I’m very upset about the fact that my time with him has been cut off shorter, like I’m super upset. I hope he knows how important he is to me and I hope to keep him by my side, always.  ↷ I miss him, all the time.  ↷ San is really my source of strength. He keeps me motivated and really pushes me to make good decisions. He says he doesn’t know how to offer words of encouragement but little does he understand that just his mere presence is enough to keep my spirits up.  ↷ We betrayed each other in a game and I was really sad. Reminded me of that old overwatch days where we killed each other. I never want to go against him again, it’ll break my poor baby’s heart and my own. ↷  San seemed to really enjoy his Loki self. I got Nick Wilde, oh yeah! ↷ I believe we are exchanging gifts this year and I’m real excited for it. I’ll work hard so I can buy him meaningful gifts.  ↷ There’s something I want to do, but I’ll keep it to myself until we have time.

[hyungkyun]

godjzjsjjzjs. ok. Story Time ((i can't believe i'm telling u this, it's so stupid...)). ever since i was a kid I've been obsessed with dimples. they are??? My Thing???? like, when i looked for the first in a mirror and smiled, and dimples were nowhere to be found on my cheeks... i cried. lil 4yo me sobbed for hours... and after that i'd walk around with my indexes on my cheeks bc i was 100% sure that'd make dimples appear on my face. i also was 100% DUMB. [1]

Anonymous said:(this is my villain origin story….. it’s the story of my downfall). anyways 16 years later, my loser ass is watching random kpop mv’s and i happen to click on some weird ass vid called hero…. by some dudes called monsta x…. who are they, idek, I’m just goofing around. everything is fine the first what??? thirty seconds??? until i see…….. The Dimpled Face……. The Dimples…….. bithc…… those are!!!! The Dimples!!!!! like, what the fuck???? [2]

Anonymous said:i’m almost mad bc those Dimples aren’t on MY face???? god. this dude isn’t even smiling and all i can see are Dimples…. dimples so deep I could build my fucking house there…. what the fuck :///// needless to say, i was hooked, but i denied it for weeks. :// this is super gross, it physically pained me to type this…… I know you’ll never let me live this down fjjdjsjzjs. this is so embarrassing fjsksbjxjs BYE. // [3… is it 3??]

IM PEPE IISNG ……..LIL 4YO U……GOING AROUND WITH THEIR INDEX ON THEIR CHEEKS STFU THATS SO CUTE FKSDJFHKSJH and mr lee jooheon………he rly did that, he stole the dimples of the kids who wanted dimples…..thats why theyre so deep……im pretty sure that if u kissed those dimples :) u would have dimples too :)))) see ck, when he was asked to kiss joo he went straight for the dimple….he knows thats where his power lays……we must defeat them santathem and their dimples >:(

also yes ill never let u live wait till i know who u are ill send u a dimple pic a day ull eventually block me, but ill get to u again :) and send u dimples :)) ill get my revenge for all of this :)))

Anonymous said:“4 hours and no naps how are u alive” buddy… pal….. who said i am alive….. lsmjdjs okay, I gotta admit that flannels and (oversized) hoodies are Nap Attire par excellence…. even if I don’t understand this weird nap culture…. also, go away, you’re just like my best friend, she naps everywhere and all the time…. weird ass napping ppl // he does???? i’m almost tempted to ask for…. top 3 fucboi ck moments…. just 3 bc if i ask for 5 you’ll choke or smth :// —mbb secret santa >:))

NAP CULTURE DKSFJH ur bff gets me :/ once i napped in the middle of a meal :/ idc im gonna nap u cant stop me

icb u asked me that. just bc ure hiding behind anon it doesnt mean u can do this. its cyber bullying. be ashamed.

also idk shit abt fucboi stuff but i know its fucboi™ whenever he does weird shit with his eyebrows so umh

what the fuckhe looks like he would steal my lunch money wtf

the other one is the fucboi look i put in the other ask :/ im not gonna put it here too bc i dont wanna see it again :/// anyway snapback = fucboi

and then we get to The Real Shit :///////

if this is a top 3 this is def in first place ://// idk what abt this is fucboi just……everything wtf kind of expressions is he making??? in front of my salad?????? and the body rolls :/// hes just enjoying this too much what the hell ive seen other 24k magic performances but none were like this???? what did atlanta do to him to deserve this…..pray 4 atlanta mbbs………….