#i've touched on it a lil before and i kinda wanna make a more detailed post about this specifically

[flowerakatsuka]

i can't believe that a show who's main bread & butter is masturbation jokes really has me like

[buntanteen]

svt fic recs list <3 - yjh, hjs & lee chan - sfw ver.

reader insert fics!! though, lots of these are ot13 writings, i am specifically recommending the jeonghan, joshua and dino sections!

✩ svt writing & fic rec masterlist ✩

note: i haven't made a fic rec list since i was a teen lol. i'm gonna try do 13 recs per list (cuz that's how many members are in seventeen :3) i've added my mini thoughts and i'm going to add lil song recs too!! these lists are partially for me to look back on too :d

✩ yoon jeonghan ✩

❥ jeonghan boyfriends habits - @odxrilove

*sobs in cute lil domestic actions* shut up i LOVE having my hair played with and attention on me and physical touch that isn't necessarily affection and yapping and being playful ahhh

❥ bf!jeonghan headcanons - @etherealyoungk

this is exactllyyyy the kind of s/o i want raaaaaaaaaaaa. teasing, playful, sweetheart, pouty, mature and a listener. this made me smile soooo much

✩ hong joshua ✩

❥ joshua boyfriend habits - @odxrilove

*cries in physical touch and acts of service* mORE hair touching??? are you trying to speak to my heart😭 shua really said "my handbag is your waist" (just one day by bts reference) with that last one*

❥ bf!joshua scenarios - @etherealyoungk

*punches wall in chef shua making reader breakfast* he's just such a sweetieeee. the intentional quality time is something i can sooo see him doing

✩ lee chan/dino ✩

❥ dino boyfriend habits - @odxrilove

*cries in physical touch and acts of service pt.2* as a shy person, i love when my friends order for me (or when there's a qr code lol) i think i'd pass out if someone pulled me by the loop of my jeans kjfdbdfb

✩ ot13 works (yjh, hjs & lee chan sections) ✩

❥ seventeen as boyfriends - @catboyieejeno

super cute, lengthy and detailed for all members! i was swooning and giggling over each of them hehe~

jeonghan's bits of physical affection coupled with noise effects highkey make my heart soar idk whyyy

shua being a gentleman but bro i'll be one right back at you >:)) skincare nights??? as a skincare girly i would loveeee that ahhh

hAND HOLDING WITH CHANNIE GRRR. i love when people listen to me yap (my friend listened to me yap about svt today haha). i agree with that last bit about chan giving confidence and reassurance. he already does that for me as a fan, so it would be amplified by 990211x~

❥ seventeen when you reject their kiss (as a prank) - @emocheol

hannie was such a little shit. of cOURSE he'd be dramatic and do a 180 on the situation so reader is being pranked

shua's reaction was so hot. it was a mature approach to the situation and my brain started barking kjgbkfa

chan's killed me. this poor kid is trying his best jgfdkb

additionally, hoshi and jihoon's made me tear up a bit :,) they're so precious to me

❥ sharing the bed with seventeen - @emocheol

jeonghan. let. me. spoon. you >:((( (i just wanna cuddle him)

cackled at the absurdity of joshua's with full acknowledgement that him reading to me would make me fall asleep lmao

oh no...dino...we'd both kick each other off the bed

❥ matchy-matchy with seventeen - @lovingseventeen

wanna play with jeonghan's hair so baddd. i used to do my and my friend's hair so much as a kid

i don't really wear rings, BUT FOR SHUA I CAN TRY!! (kinda want a ring like svt does in honour of them?! idk tho)

chan and i are gonna pull up in comfy matching set fits yeahhhh

❥ you ask to leave lipstick stains on their face - @gi4hao

getting lipstick stains back from hannie?? fuck yeahhh

flirty shua *blushes and kicks blanket*

damn, dino sounds like he's in heavennnn (he's soooo down bad lmao)

❥ things they left with you before leaving for tour - @seuonji

jeonghan being thorough and specific and intentional with his shirt choices

joshie writing letters arghhhhh. as someone who loves to write letters to friends (via text or on physical cards) this really speaks to my heart

channie's is sooo fucking thoughtful and i freaking love snacks and quality time at a distance is difficult so i love this ahhh

❥ svt when they’re clingy - @gyuslcve

jeonghan's AHHH. how am i supposed to say no to himmm🥺🥺

shua...hE'S SO SOFTTTT HNGHHGHG. back hugs are so niceee ahhh

spooning? forehead kisses? hand holding?!!?! with dino?!?! yess pls :,)

❥ hyper/calm dynamics - @cxffecoupx

calm reader, calm jeonghan. low energy us just chillingg

all of the above reader & shua. fuck yeah. i tend to adapt my energy to the situation, so chaos can unleash whenever heh :3

hyper reader, calm chan. i will look at him with equal parts embarrassment and endearment haha

additionally: i would hype the shit out of hoshi. no one would never handle us grrrrr ఇ◝‿◜ఇ

mini message from me: thank you for reading!! stay cool or warm wherever you're at!! take care of yourselves and treat yourselves to something yummyyyy~ ς(.>‿<)

ames' song recs: serendipity by bts (jimin), heaven by rm, same dream same mind same night by seventeen (vocal unit), yes or no by jungkook & our summer by txt

taglist: no one yet, but if y'all would like to be on it, pls comment :))

[aro-simp]

Hiiii >:3 , have these for Psy? 1, 2, 3, 4, 7, 13 & 14 (once again sending too many apkslsl, sorry /gen)

MORE ASKS >>>>>:333 YAY

1. What is your s/i's name & pronouns?

His full name is Sean Kastle, his callsign is Psycho, which nowadays frequently is shortened to Psy cause people picked up that it was kinda rude to just call him Psycho (tho he personally doesn't mind it much) and his pronouns are he/him (and sometimes it/its) !

His family name wasn't always Kastle, it used to be Strauß before his parents changed it to something more english sounding

His birth name was Felicitas but he changed that once he transitioned

2. How similar is your s/i to you? Are they a carbon copy, completely different or a mix of the two?

Well I try to keep a vibe of me-ness around him but he's largely a cooler version of me! And of course there's some adjustments to make him make sense with the canon he's injected into.

He's not me-me, but more like a persona!

3. Does your s/i have a full backstory yet? Or is it still in the works? If it's done can we see it?

His backstory is slowly evolving itself! There's some general cornerstones I'm set on, and a few pretty specific scenes, but I like to keep my mind open for more things to emerge.

I keep putting out lil details I come up with on here but maybe I should make some sort of post summing it all up at some point 🤔

But until I've figured out more I don't wanna post too much about it, because I'm still at a point where everything is super wonky ^^"

4. How did your s/i feel when they first met your f/o(s)? How do they feel about them now?

Goose + Mav: The very first time they saw each other (didn't interact at that point tho) Psy purposely spilt beer on another aviator's uniform and called him a bootlicker. So you know... none of them were really impressed by each other...

Obviously that changed over time. Goose is sort of Psy's hero, and there's no one he gets excited more to see than Goose.

And Mav is now someone that Psy genuinely respects. He's more of a person to him now, rather than the stupid pretty boy at the bar who deserves the worst. That doesn't change that Psy still holds onto that pretty boy part tho... Mav is one of his closest friends, his boyfriend, and someone worthy of love, and protection, because Psy still doesn't trust him 100% to be risk aware.

Rooster: They were friends from day one! Rooster approached him right on, and for the longest time he was Psy's only safe space.

Now that they're dating, they're just even closer! Psy's totally and absolutely in love with him :)

7. Give us 3 random facts abt your s/i!

Psy needs glasses but he started wearing contact lenses pretty early on into his transition

He's minimally shorter than Mav!

He's pretty touch repulsed actually and it took him a while to adjust to his partners

13. Would you ever want to cosplay as your s/ i?

Absolutely! He's very much a "gender euphoria sona" if you will :)

14. Does your s/i get jealous easily?

YEP Generally he's fine as long as he can be sure he's relatively up high on his partners' priorities and could get there attention if he really needed it, but sometimes it does lash out into very destructive measures tho where even others mention as much as a partner's name will send him spiraling

thanks again!

[djeniryuu]

ACT 1:

I've said it before, I'm gona say it again. You know the story is going to be good when the first few sentences pique your curiosity and keep you hooked.

I love the smooth transition from scene 1 where to scene 2. Where scene 1 is basically one of the main crux of the story because that's where the readers weigh if the story is worth reading. And to start the story like that? It didn't need prior build-up. It just made me want to keep reading more.

I'm in love with the details. It's the little things that matter. Like what the flowers and branches symbolise during the wedding. I was just like - how? Where did you come up with that? Don't even get me started with the genius behind the kingdoms ✋️. I'm just utterly amazed.

My favourite part here would be the wedding ceremony. The vows were not the typical wedding vows, it's just so thought out to match the story and its settings.

And ohhh that lil cliffhanger at the end of Act 1.

ACT 2:

Yeah no, I can't get over how well written this is, especially the dialogues. It's so fitting, the characters sound like true royals, and it's honestly so refreshing to read. I'm in love.

Even the political talks are well thought out, and how each state has its own unique pros and cons.

The ongoing curiosity of Minho on YN's character and their relationship progression has been consistent so far it's amazing.

ACT 3:

The details of the fight scene, nothing was skimmed over. The fight scene was described in details.

The corrosive potion as well was smart.

And my heart is bursting at the seams about Minho's attentiveness. Y/N is supposed to fall in love with him, but I am too dhshakdjja.

Also it kinda reminds me of when you care for someone and you wanna do everything to protect them, like you want to wrap them in bubble wrap to prevent them from getting hurt. In this case, his insistence on doubling the guards is reasonable.

“Is it only right for me to help you at a price?” I was screaming inside when I read this. The feels, man. I am not ok.

Minho's little acts of caring is having my heart do lil happy flips. The progressive mischief and physical touches between them has me grinning like a teenager.

ACT 4:

The addition of other characters is not misplaced, which, in fact, is rare.

“Minho thought that he would not mind returning home to you like this for the rest of his life.” Girl, bye. I'm crying sappy tears rn.

Ahhhhhhh I'm actually going crazy. To think that she'd clobber him if he said it out loud? 😭😂

C's identity is not who I thought he was, in a good way. And also the revelation regarding the king? The clues from the first few acts are all now making sense.

That confession was the sweetest thing I've ever read. I felt that deep within my soul. I was fidgeting in bed while reading it. My heart.

"What a shame it was that its flowers would soon wilt." I literally said 'noooooo' as soon as I read that.

FINAL ACT:

The angst, the sadness, the heartbreak.

I got sooo hooked on the final act I kept reading and reading like I have no words to write down.

But also "this changes nothing" agdjskajdbjdka.

It was all her doing. Oh my god.

One thing though, on the final act it said he returned after two weeks, but on act 4 it said he was away for some three weeks? I know it's not that big of a deal but I just (for some miracle) noticed it lol. Was probably just an estimation too anyway.

"He seemed to have a knack for rude interruptions--" when I tell you I laughed when I read this lol.

The decision about the kingdom was unexpected for me. I guess I'm used to cliche storylines. That was a really smart decision.

Reading the conversations in this story using received pronunciation in my head as if I were a royal.

I've finished the story, and reading any other stories that aren't Furat's will obviously not feel the same. Help. Idk what to do with myself now.

And politely, if I may ask, why the fuck is this story not a movie?

Vivid | Lee Minho

◤“Those who were destined to die had no right to interfere with the affairs of those fated to live.”

A girl cursed to be reborn strikes an unlikely deal with the ambitious heir of Valorieve in order to fulfill her only wish. However, this strictly-businesslike partnership develops into something more as her unraveling secrets and his treasonous aspirations converge. Will they face the monster of her curse together, or will the threat of a greater enemy break them apart first?

◤Disclaimers: Female reader insert. Fake marriage au. Enemies/strangers to lovers. Fantasy au. Slow burn. Lots of angst with an adequate amount fluff. Heavy themes of death and suicide, please be very careful. Graphic descriptions of injury, blood, and violence. Sparse use of vulgar language. View the map here!

◤Word count: 62.7K

◤Note: This story is 100% mine and any case of similarity with someone else’s is purely coincidental. Events are pure fiction. Please do not take my content without my consent. Masterlist.

◤From the author: I’m back from the abyss to offer you a mental breakdown of colossal proportions. Happy reading!

☙ Act 1.

•Scene 1•

“Marry me.”

There was a breath of silence after you had uttered those words in which the world seemed to still and halt on its axis. The masked figure above you only stared, taken aback for only the briefest of seconds before barking a vibrant laugh that ricocheted across the walls of your bedchambers, uncaring for who or what might overhear.

“What a peculiar thing to say right before one’s death!”

His knee was pressing against your stomach, sure to leave an ache after this ordeal ended, and he had gripped your wrists to restrain you while his other hand clutched a cruel blade. It shone in the sliver of moonlight creeping through your window, mimicking the twinkle of your assailant’s eyes through the dark swath of fabric.

He was not a trained assassin, but you could tell that he was familiar with taking lives for despite his brutish ways, he had successfully rendered you helpless.

But you were not one for theatrics.

Keep reading

[tteokdoroki]

Taro tea title game request.

So, I know I've sent you two things recently and one for your 3k event already (congrats on that btw!) So feel free to ignore/skip this or the other but, I have a scenario, not really sure if you'd wanna write the beginning, ending or anything but feel free to be creative and go where your inspiration takes you.

So, I have to believe being Kiri's girlfriend means he brags/shows off anything he like/love/remotely enjoys about you with anyone and everyone who will listen to him. Not in a 'look at what I have you fucking losers' kind of way but rather in a 'i fucking love my girlfriend and love sharing how amazing she is' kind of way.

I feel like kiri being kiri also has no trouble sharing even things about your sex lives (unless you say you're not ok with that). Which leads me to the kinda kinky but also super hot (at least to me) mess.

So one day he's having a guys night or something so Sero, Bakugou and Denki are over. They get on the topic of sex and stuff and somehow squirting comes up and Kiri is just like "yea, y/n does that. It's super hot." Que the group, except bakugou, who already know about this and has probably seen it cause he and Kiri are just that close being like wow that's hot and amazing.

Now at this moment you happen to stroll through the room cause you're hiding out in the bedroom so they can have guy time but you needed a snack or something. And a lightbulb goes off in Kiri's head. He loves showing you off.

One thing leads to another, and there you are on his lap, with him giving a demonstration of you *talents* with three sets of eyes taking in every detail to permanently etch it into their memories.

(this is all under the presumption that you are a consenting participant and all on lookers are either single or have an understanding with their S/O)

Hope you don't mind me sending this and once again no biggie if it's not something you wanna write! Love you and your content and don't wanna demand anything! 🦊

taro title: wide open + beginning.

tteokdoroki teaparty event masterpost!!!

♡ pairing: eijirou kirishima x fem!reader.

♡ genre: mdni, 18+, smut.

♡ summary: eijirou gives his friends a demonstration on how to make their girl squirt and you are the test subject.

♡ warning(s): heavy smut, squirting, exhibitionism, male masturbation, fingering ( female receiving ), pussy slaps :]

♡ author’s note(s): reee don’t worry about the number of requests darling !! i want to do as many as i can to give back to everyone 🥺 GOT A BIT CARRIED AWAY BUT anyways i hope you enjoy this one !!

in all honesty, you weren’t to sure how you ended up in this situation. one moment, you were headed downstairs to grab a quick drink during your study break; the next you were plastered against your boyfriend’s firm chest— his large hand between your thighs as he spreads you out for all his friends to see.

one a month, eijirou invited his old college buddies over for guys night— a lot of them lead busy lives now and your boyfriend never asked for much, it was the least you could do to open up your home to his friends. for the most part, they were all nice guys, bakugou you had known the longest and he was much like a brother to you whilst you’d met kaminari and sero at your boyfriend’s college reunion. you never really sat in on the guys nights, keeping to yourself in your shared bedroom. occasionally when you popped out you’d be able to hear their topics of conversation.

tonight, just so happened to be about squirting.“oh yeah, my pretty girl squirts for me all the time.” eijirou hums proudly, taking a sip from his beer with a smirk as two of three out his friends hoot wildly. bakugou might have seen one or two things in the past, but the others believed you were completely innocent in bed due to your naturally quiet aura and personality. “it’s pretty cute, actually.”

and thats how you end up in your current predicament. your body flares with heat as three sets of eyes watch your movements eagerly— from the drastic rise and fall of your chest to the rapid, slick movement between your shaky legs. “c’mon now angel, feel your thighs tryna close around my hand— keep em wide open for me... so we can put on a show for them baby...” you look up to kirishima with tear stricken eyes, his hand never stopping as his thumb swipes vigorously against your clit. pressing two fingers against your entrance, you whine and search for the comfort in his ruby eyes.

you know that kirishima would never do anything to put you at risk, your comfort was always his top priory in the a scene like this and his only rules were that you listened and behaved well for him. with laboured breathing, your hole spasms around the digits that stretch you wide open and spread your arousal across your puffy folds. “yes, daddy,” comes your vulnerable smile as you relax your thighs that straddle your boyfriend’s. pride flashes across his face and he relents in curling his fingers to press down on your spongy g-spot. a reward for his good girl.

“she calls you daddy?” sero asks, succeeding in capturing your attention. your gaze trails down the man, his lean figure practically hanging off of his seat to catch sight of your cunt. eijirou had made sure to show you off nicely, shredding your cotton shorts and forcing your panties to the side in order to put your glistening hole on display. he’d rip your panties off later if he needed more room. either of your legs are hooked around his own, so if he spread his legs with you in his lap— he could help your flower blossom.

eijirou nods to his friend, free hand sliding up your flimsy camisole to expose your breasts before he pinches at the pebbled nipple. “the key to getting her to squirt isn’t just the way you touch her, but the way you talk and handle her as well. she trusts that i’ll take care of her as her daddy, right baby?” the way the red head and is friends discuss you as if you’re not even there makes your heat spasm— the sight alone earning groans from all three men, noises that you admit you want to hear more of.

“mmhm,” is all you manage to whimper out.

kaminari speaks next, amber eyes locking with yours. “fuck that’s cute, your lil cunt gonna squirt from the way daddy talks to you?” the blonde chuckles, forcing you to watch as his own hand slides beneath his pants to relieve the hard on thats formed from watching you. it doesn’t take you long to realise that all three men have been fisting their cocks to you. you almost nod your head in agreement.

a growl of possession rumbles in kirishima’s chest, the vibrations going straight to your pussy and adding pressure to the unwinding knot of your orgasm. he delivers a harsh spank to your folds, euphoria clogging your brain and clouding your vision as you cry out for him. “look at me,” kirishima snarls into your ear, laughing lowly as you gyrate your hips into the heal of his palm to earn friction against your clit. you glance up; a dark look you’ve seen oh so many times before. “why don’t you squirt for them baby? and after that, daddy’s gonna make them practice what they’ve learned on you, how does that sound?”

your body shakes and you can see the peak of your release on the horizon. you’d be a fool to say no to that.

[justfor2am]

2-8, 16, 17, 23, 26, 29, 37, 47, 49, + 50 for the ask game 4 writers or whatever the name is? u rbed it like .5 hours ago i think n i was gna send questions when u originally did but ive had a shit day so i didn't get to until now 😓 don't feel pressured to do them all btw since theres a lot of them!! n also for any of them w specific fics feel free to do whatever fic u want :3

HELLO you are my favorite ever. actually. omg. i hope you feel better soon, i answered all of them btw so i hope this helps

2 not rpf, not beta read, angst, hurt/comfort, yeah that all tracks 100%

3 touching…. big on non-verbal communication acting as whole conversations, big on flowery language (i'm trying to cut back so as to not seem pretentious lol) also scarian. i just wanna write about scarian. they are my everything i must put them into every scenario ever.

4 in 7th Sense how i named all the andriods. scar is GT-2319, numerical code for GTWS. doc, pearl and ren all have similar naming themes lol

5 i'll befriend you in reverse, why the hell is scar stuck in the woods? despite being a powerful fae, he can't leave the enchanted woods, they're like a physical part of himself that has its own sentience and desires. essentially, a deal he made when he was young turned sour, and now the forest follows him everywhere. the woods want scar to live as long as possible, because he's what keeps the woods alive.

6 so soon enough, you'll find you never knew me at all this fic could be seen as a companion to another i wrote, where grian's the second ever Watcher to be "born" and not "chosen". the "void" scar sees in grian? it's a Watcher-side effect.

7 a million dreams for the world we're gonna make, again lmao. this was my first ever HC fic, and i sometimes find myself thinking about that lonely citadel grian's floating on in the middle of the void, akin to a giant bird cage for him to grow up in, alone.

8 It's Never Enough by we are the dirt, i'm really tired rn but i'd be happy to go into why this BANGS if you'd like tmmr

16 idk if you can tell, but i am in fact an enjoyer of actor au!s. give me more, actually.

17 this is a fic i've been TRYING to write but chapter 2 eludes me still: grian's an avian in a world that fears and despises hybrids, he grew up raised by vexes because the rest of his nestmates and mother were slaughtered before he was born, he grows up causing minor problems for human villages to pass the time until he's eventually caught by a trapper, scar. here's chapter one

scar's a vex hybrid himself, but hides it in order to scam his way through life. grian, trapped, is now at the mercy of a mad scientist who, in his desire to quell society's fear of hybrids, wants to dissect him. grian blackmails scar into helping him stay alive and tries to escape, eventually the two finding common ground.

oh, also mumbo's the mad scientist. he makes dioramas of mobs and decorates his lab with them for fun.

23 honestly, a proper superhero au. at least a one shot, but specifically for the romantic tension.

26 no dialogue, easy. honestly i kinda wanna write one with no dialogue just as a challenge.

29 i made a couple of playlists for my actor au, here's some notable songs from grian's and scars':

grian: Don't Assume What You Don't Know by Grace VanderWaal jealousy, jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo You Stupid Bitch by girl in red

scar: SCOOP by Lil Nas X feat. Doja Cat Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High by Arctic Monkeys Boyfriend by Dove Cameron

(again, very sleep, happy to go into more detail later)

37 skeleton is the best fucking fic i've ever written and i will forever stand by that. yes it's short. yes it's a one-shot. please don't let that deter you, it's the best scar characterization i've ever done in my life. read it. please.

47 though i've closed my eyes, i know who you pretend i am is a pair of steel-toed boots. once perfectly shined and polished, a seemingly important royal crest stamped on the outer skin of the tongue, but the silver has seen better days, worn down from exposure to the elements. still, they are well loved, the original, now somewhat ratty laces tied in double knots, a bow on each shoe still low enough to threaten tripping. these shoes are still in continual use, despite being told a fancier pair would be a smarter choice. no, he quite liked these ones, thank you very much.

49 i'm meant to be working on chapter 19 of my actor au, butttt i've not started so have some bullshit i just came up with instead:

The pair had set up rules for a good reason.

"You're staring again."

One of them had a inclination towards a poor memory.

"Is that a crime?"

Grian could only hope Scar would try and remember.

"It's about to be."

50, answering 25 as a cheeky bonus: https://www.onelook.com/ is a GODSEND. the thesaurus page? heavenly.

[got a question?]

[cluelesslesbian]

alright tumblrinas prepare yourselves for me using my blog as my own diary for a lil bit uwu

i gotta hand in the proposal for my senior research project by tmrw night and gUESS WHO HASN'T STARTED ANYTHINGGGG

me. it's me. i'm so unmotivated and oddly tired lately?? like fr slept for most of my reading week and I'm so confused how???? i was so excited to start researching n drawing stuff in my free time?? wack. i blame depression- that evil bastard swirling my poor innocent noodle brain around on it's demonic pitchfork... idek what I'm saying alright NEXT SUBJECT---

im working w a local medical aesthetician who wants to create a guideline/course for medical professionals and beauty technicians to take in order to improve their bedside manners (aka how u talk and interact w clients/patients, the extra jazz on top of your scheduled appointment stuff ykno??) and ANYWAYYSSS I'm so down to help her bc!! i totally agree that some ppl are so casually insensitive when handling patients? and she was telling me about how heartbreaking it was that some of her clients were so surprised by her?? just being a decent human & doing her job??? like,,, yall I'm talking if a trans woman wants a brazillian wax?? like I personally don't like touching other ppl but like?? there's nothing wrong with that at all????? but apparently some places will deny that kinda service bc of their [prejudice OR lack of training in waxing diff genitalia... it's easy to say it's just a transphobic professional but sometimes,, there's just no resources for ppl to access and they don't want to hurt ppl in the process ykno?? its complicated but ethics b like that lol] and anyways ugh ok now I'm remembering how she hesitated telling me the details of waxing someone who's faced fatphobia and BRUH- I'm a twig, I can admit that but?? HOW would u not know or be comfortable asking someone to hold up their stomach or arm while u did ur job???? like I get it- some ppl might say it too harshly and that's a subjective tonal issue.. but?? like it's not rocket science to just BE POLITE- and anyways idek but yeah..

so ok im getting excited one again yay this was a good idea- imma start researching what ethical considerations are directly mentioned in physician training, how medial education is formatted, and bedside manner things... then I'll start compiling a report about what SHOULD be done and how it can be taught instead... (me and the nice lady r thinking of starting by creating awareness on insta via infographics and fun stuff before creating an online course... she wanted to do like a community college typa course but I recommended an etextbook course bc?? i mean I've done plenty of university courses primarily using an online textbook site soo it's def worth a shot and can be mass-distributed & can b formatted to allow for accessibility ..things.. wait whats the word.. uhh OH- ACCOMODATIONS yeeeee im so smort

....ok thats it. probs. this was neat. 10/10 brain feels more on track now omg..

OH yo i gotta remember to declare in my research intro that I'm a cis woman... wait or not... depends on if I focus more on soft-skills vs. hard-skills in my research.. no wait i still need to bc yeah i get diff treatment as a woman who fits the stereotypical "girly" standard than others might.... hmm ugh i don't wanna do a survey but now I'm wondering if i should get ethics clearance to (anonymously) question lgbt+ folks in my area about their experiences since it'll def be more reliable than some paper in a fancy-schmancy medical journal .... but that's so much woooorkkkk nooo 😭

okokokokoK one thing at a time.

gonna start summarizing some medical research to start a lit review.

then identify if there are gaps in existing research (specifically around patient mental health when it comes to demographic characteristics)

then summarize some marketing research to make informed predictions/recommendations on how tooooo... like productively change your habits or at least identify them? yeah? hmm marketing for how to present that info but psych & epidemiology research to get the content of the info probably....

OK BET YEET

[lyara23]

Male Killjoy x Reader Headcannons.

Lately i've been trying to draw a Male Killjoy. Nothing really great came out of it, but at every try i made he looked like a cute lil' bastard, and i love it, so it inspired me to do this :)

• Well, its quite funny how you two first met. Killjoy was already on the VALORANT team when you came and as soon as he saw you, he was already in love.

• At first, he tried to stay away from you, not only he had to focus on his gifts and missions, but he was too scared of love. He didn't admited it, but he wasn't comfortable with dating anyone at all, even if people arround him already asked to go on a date multiple times.

• It was mostly because he wasn't very comfortable with how he looked like. Sometimes Jett would even call him noodle arms.

• When he noticed that nothing was working at all, and the other agents were already noticing how he was so nervous nearby you- messing his words, blushing quite a lot and looking at you with his eyes shining- he decided to take advices from his friends.

• Sova said for him to be himself, and so did Raze, but on the meantime Jett told him to NOT be himself because she knew it was gonna be an disaster. But at the end: You already knew about it.

• Cypher didn't cared abiut all this drama thing-but Killjoy was an close friend, so he decided to give a little hand on his way, of course.

• As soon as you knew about it, it was quite an relief since you were already falling for Killjoy. Something about him, maybe was how you appreaciatted how intelligent he was, and how you loved to see his shining brown eyes and to listen to his stories. Even when he couldn't shut up about coding during missions and everyone would think it was boring as hell- it was interesting to you, you wanted to listen to him.

• You decided to talk more oftenly to him. You couldn't avoid into complimenting him for the sightliest things and would help him every time he felt down. As time went by, you two were so close that sometimes you'd show up in a mission using his jacket wich he didn't let anyone else even touch.

• When he decided to put all the nervous feelings and bad thoughts aside, he finnally tried to ask you out. Tried because you didn't even let him finish before giving him a smooch. Rude >:(

• Congratulations! Now you're dating a crackhead nerd :D

💖 - Now get youself ready for a lot of talking. He oftenly speaks his ideas and tries to talk with you about how he's gonna build them. You understand nothing, but still tries to hear and help him the way you can.

💖 - When he's busy on his robots, you oftenly helps him by picking up something he needs, painting with his spray bottles and making cute details on it. Once he had to fix his turret, and you ended up making a more friendlier face on it, he thought it was cute and since then he always calls you to help with the painting and decorations.

💖 - When you two are working on something big, most of times you both end up full of neon paint all over you. He loves annoying you by spraying a little bit of paint on you, and it ends up in a "spraying" war kind of thing.

💖 - He's not veery touchy in public, but when you two are alone, he will kiss and hug you a lot, especially during night. Even if he's a noodle, he likes to cuddle with you to make sure you're protected and that he'll be there for ya. I can see you kicking him off the bed by accident while in ur sleep lmao.

💖 - If you wanna see him blushing hard or being a cute nervous mess, hug his arm in public or kiss his cheek. But when he's doing something important and is kinda tense, holding hands may calm him a lot.

💖 - Well, during horror movies or games he'll hug you as much as he can. He gets scared really fast so you have to play for him. Wich is even harder when its a co-op game. When you two decided to play Stay Close it was kind of a nightmare.

💖 - At the end of the day, he loves you and he's gonna take as much bullets as needed just to be there for you and save you from any danger. Spaghetti crackhead nerdy boyfriend, he's perfect.