#i've got no time this week TvT but it's getting there

[rann-poisoncage]

wip

[vioartemis]

I love her so much... (part 2 [au])

(Jenna Ortega x fem! reader)

Summary: What if Jenna had followed you that night, and tried to hold you back? Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 2 [au] Warnings: angst (just a little bit I swear) (English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if there are mistakes or if something doesn't make sense TvT)

Emma waited until your sobs stopped to take a step back and lead you to her car. Your eyes were red and puffy from crying that much.

"Where are we going...?"

"To my apartment. I'm not letting you alone after this"

"Y/n, wait...!"

Jenna's voice made you freeze just as you were about to get in Emma's car. You turned around slowly, trying to hold back your tears.

"I'm sorry...! I'm so sorry, for everything! I love you more than anything...I'm sorry I've been neglecting you lately... work had been overwhelming for everyone, and Percy asked me to help him- I'm not trying to find myself excuses...! I- I should have talked to you about it instead of keeping it all to myself... I'm sorry Y/n..."

She seemed genuinely sorry. You wanted to give ger a second chance, you really did. But the little voice in your head was telling you that she might hurt you again.

Taking your silence as a negative reaction, she started to walk away. Your heart ached at the sight, and you found yourself taking a step forward, almost instinctively.

"Go." Emma told you "Follow her"

You look at your friend and nodded.

"Thank you. For everything" you said with a grateful smile, before running after the brunette

"Jenna!"

She froze, not certain she really heard you call her, and turned around hesitantly, eyes full of hope when you stopped in front of her.

"I... I don't want it to stop... us, I mean"

"Are you.... are you giving me a second chance...? Y-you still love me, even after what I did...?"

"Of course I still love you..." you reassured her "Now let's go home, hm...?"

"Wait I- here..." she started, handing you the box you gave her earlier "I don't deserve it..."

"Jenna-"

"No, Y/n... I- I've been such a bad girlfriend, I don't deserve any gift... But I promise I'll get better, to be worth your love..."

You stayed silent for a second, before nodding and taking the box. Your fingers brushed over hers.

"We can go now" she said quietly

You nodded again, and you both walked back to your shared apartment.

Once you got there, you got ready to go to bed. You had put on your pajamas, and slipped under the covers, soon followed by Jenna. She stayed on her side of the bed, not sure you would want her close.

That caused your lips to curl up slightly, touched by her thoughtfulness, and you moved closer to her, snuggling in her arms. It was the first time in weeks that you really slept together, in each other's arms.

It had been so long that you melted in her embrace. Her arms felt so nice around you, her perfume invading your nostrils felt so right, and so did her whole body pressed against yours.

It didn't take you long to fall asleep, a smile on your face.

At the sight of your sleeping figure, Jenna felt a wave of relief wash over her; she was afraid she'd never get to see you like that again.

"I missed you, I'm sorry..." she whispered, placing a soft kiss on your forehead "I love you..."

<><><><> ♡ <><><><>

A few months had passed since that night, and everything was back to normal. Your relationship with Jenna was doing better; she was here - as much as her job allowed her - and she was doing her best to show you how much she loved you, how much she cared for you.

Tonight, you were supposed to have dinner together at 8. It was now 11, and she was still not here. You had texted her, called her, but didn't get any answer.

Your stomach flipped at the thought of things turning out like it did months ago. You couldn't do it again.

You decided to wait for her, determined to talk to her, and when she finally arrived - around 1am - you sat up in your shared bed. You waited for her to enter the room; she seemed surprised to see you were still awake.

"I thought we would spend the night together..." you said "What happened?"

"... Nothing" she replied, shaking her head

"No, it's not nothing. I called you, I texted you... you're doing it again, Jenna..."

The look in your eyes made her realize she fucked up again. Her worst fear was becoming real, again.

"I- it's just..." she sighed "I'm a bit overwhelmed... with work, with the responsibilities, with Percy..."

At the sight of tears forming in her eyes, you took her hand in yours.

"I'm here for you, you can vent if you need to..." you gave her hand a reassuring squeeze

"It's just... there always are unexpected problems at work, we're under a lot of pressure lately, more than usually... and I need to come up with important things for next week, and I still don't have anything... and Percy's always asking me for help for stupid things...! And even if I want to say no, he always manages to convince me, and I don't even notice it! I'm so tired, Y/n..."

You pulled her in for a warm, comforting hug, rubbing her back gently.

"It's gonna be okay... I'm here, I'll do my best to help you with that... You should have talked to me about it..."

"I'm sorry I- I didn't want to bother you with that..."

"You never bother me Jenna, I-"

You got cut off by your girlfriend's phone suddenly buzzing. She gave you an apologetic look as she picked up.

"Hello? ... ... What? No listen Percy, I- ... ..."

She looked up at you, biting her nails nervously. The concern in your eyes, as well as the warmth of your hand on hers, and your love for her gave her the courage she needed.

"No, stop. I'm not available right now. ... ... It's 1 in the morning, Percy. I'm not at your disposal, nor your personal helper. ... ... Find someone else to help you. Bye."

She hung up with a sigh, and when her gaze met yours again, your eyes were full of pride, love, and relief. You were proud she was able to stand up for herself, to stop getting 'controlled' by him. And you didn't miss the opportunity to let her know that.

"I'm sorry I wasn't able to do it sooner... I- I'm sorry I almost fucked everything up between us because of that... But I won't make the mistake again. From now on, I'll try not to keep everything for myself. I- I don't want to lose you. I don't see my life without you..."

You felt you heart flutter at her words. Hearing her say that made you so happy... so happy, and so relieved.

The few doubts that had popped in your head earlier had completely disappeared now. You were sure you could trust her not to hurt you anymore.

You reached in your bedside table for the box you had given her on your anniversary and handed it to her again. She gave you a questioning look, visibly confused.

"When you gave it back to me, you said you didn't deserve it. Well, I think you deserve it now" you said gently, as she took the box "I've been wanting to give it to you for a little while, actually..."

Her eyes were shining when she looked at you after opening the box, and she had a big smile on her face.

"Do you like it?"

"I love it! I- it's so beautiful...!" she threw her arms around your neck and pulled you in for a tight hug "Thank you... Thank you so much!" she pulled away to give you a sweet smile "Can you help me putting it on?"

"Of course!"

You carefully took the necklace out of the box and waited for her to turn around, before moving her hair to the side. You were quick to attach the jewelry around her neck, and placed a gentle kiss on her soft skin once you were finished.

"Here you go, my love"

<><><><> ♡ <><><><>

Almost a year and a half later, you found yourself in a quite familiar position: crying in Emma's arms.

"It's okay... just- try to breathe, please"

"I- I'm just... I'm so..."

"I know, I know. Everything's gonna be okay"

You pulled away at her words, taking a deep breath and wiping your tears carefully.

"Yeah, you're right... Everything's gonna be perfectly fine"

"That's what I want to hear!"

Suddenly, the door of the room opened, revealing a nervous Hunter.

"What are you doing?" he yelled-whispered "We're waiting for you...!"

"She's ready, don't panic!" Emma replied, before turning to you "Just breathe, and it will be fine, okay?"

You nodded, and she gave you a brief hug, before exiting the room to join the others, leaving you with Hunter.

"Are you ready?" he asked gently, offering you his arm

"Y-yeah, I think..."

You both made your way to the main room and waited behind the door. When the music started, you took a deep breath.

All eyes were on you walking down the aisle, arm hooked under Hunter's. Yours, however, were glued to the gorgeous brunette ahead of you: your soon to be wife, Jenna Ortega.

[Previous part] || [Other ending]

[nekole-doodles]

*slams open door* @mcytblraufest

IT'S FINALLY POSTING WEEK FOR THE MCYTBLR AU FEST!!! YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA NOW LONG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT! Anyway, here's the art I submitted:

So, this is from my Rebirth DSMP AU based on the webtoon Rebirth! I haven't talked about it on here but it's definitely one of my favorite AUs :D For those who have read Rebirth, Wilbur takes Noah's place and Tommy takes Neo's place(and yes, they are brothers in this AU).

Also, it was an absolute pleasure to work with lemon_doodles(I don't know their Tumblr :']) and @deathshadowrules!!

Here's the link to deathshadowrules's fic:

And if lemon_doodles wants me to add the link to their fic, I'll reblog this with the link :>

Here's some info on this AU for a bit more context(this is pretty long btw):

(Also, quick note: The fanfics have a different interpretations of this AU and the information the art provided so the details might not line up)

Again, this is an AU heavily based on the webtoon Rebirth, I recommend it, it's really interesting :)

There are themes of time travel/time loops, zombies/zombie apocalypse, superpowers, and this is also a modern AU.

The world ended on November 16th(date idea credits to deathshadowrules) when during a solar eclipse, everyone on Earth passed out for an unexplainable reason and when they woke up the next day, half of those people became zombies, later referred to as the Undead due to them having abilities that exceed the zombies typically depicted in media. This day became known as Armageddon. Along with the rise of the Undead, some of the remaining humans gained abilities/superpowers.

Summary: Wilbur had experienced this apocalyptic world and survived for 6 years. In the later part of those 6 years, he ended up letting Tommy, his brother who he disregarded for years before Armageddon, get captured(I think by the military) for experimentation due to his unique abilities and body. (I'm trying not to spoil too much of Rebirth so some of this is vague TvT) He regretted this decision greatly because he found that he still cared a lot about Tommy, despite their relationship not being great over the years, so he decided to save Tommy from the experimentation. In doing so, he died right after he freed Tommy from the test tube he was being kept in, wishing he had one more chance to fix his mistakes, mainly to make sure that Tommy will remain safe and to (hopefully) mend their long-broken relationship. Then, Wilbur wakes up on November 15th, the day before Armageddon began, which was 6 years ago. He had traveled back in time after he died. He realized that this was his chance to save Tommy. Little did Wilbur know that Tommy has been in a sort of timeloop where once he dies in one timeline, he goes back in time near the start of Armageddon and starts another timeline.

Extra Details Time!

When Wilbur got sent back in time after his death, he got a white streak in his hair with a few gold strands(in the art, it literally just looks blonde because I messed up and couldn't fix it, I tried ahdkshj) Also, I was originally going to make one of Wilbur's eyes gold but I totally forgot while coloring and couldn't go back to fix it. Btw, the whole thing with the gold hair strands, butterflies, text, and eye makes more sense if you read Rebirth but I don't know how to explain it.

Wilbur and Tommy are not biologically related to Phil and Techno but Wilbur is still very close with them. He's known Phil and Techno since he was young and treated them more like family than his actual family. Tommy never really interacted much with Phil and Techno and honestly kind of avoided them. He didn't really know why he avoided those two, maybe because he was salty that Wilbur was always more friendly to them than to him. But otherwise, Tommy feels pretty neutral towards them and gains more respect for them throughout Armageddon due to how stable their living situation is for the end of the world(they've got a good base and everything. Their roles are based on the Blanche family)

Wilbur's wife is Sally, but unfortunately, she's a pretty self-centered person and attempts to hide this but her actions really expresses this fact. She takes the place of Parish, for those who read the webtoon, and I deeply apologize.

Fundy is Wilbur and Sally's son. He doesn't really like Tommy but they start being a bit less aggressive towards each other as the story progresses. He takes Abel's place.

Wilbur's ability is advanced fire manipulation instead of blood manipulation like Noah from Rebirth. Since Noah's blood manipulation has an unbelievable amount of possibilities, I kind of had to twist the possibilities of fire manipulation so that Wilbur's abilities are still able to fill the role they need to. If you want to get a good idea of a way Wilbur uses his fire manipulation, think like- Colonel Mustang's flame alchemy from Fullmetal Alchemist but instead of using alchemy, Wilbur causes his fire to burst.

Schlatt takes Ian's role and is just as much of a prick but him and Wilbur aren't brothers. Schlatt is a businessman that comes from a family that is close with Wilbur's, so they've known each other since they were kids(they were introduced to each other at a young age in the hopes they would be friendly enough to be able to work closely with each other). They were sort of friends before Schlatt became a prick but Wilbur still had to deal with him because he is a genuinely good businessman for the company(btw, I should probably mention that Wilbur owns a pretty big business, for those who don't have that context from Rebirth. Idk if the business will be the same or if I'll change it to fit Wilbur better)

Tubbo is Schlatt's son(from a previous marriage) but Schlatt is a pretty distant father because he doesn't really care. Tubbo takes Iva's place but has a different personality because he's older than Iva, and therefore, less innocent.

Quackity is married to Schlatt but he isn't Schlatt's first partner. A few months into the marriage, Quackity began regretting the marriage but felt like he couldn't end it. He takes Lena's place but him and Tubbo act more like close friends. They're both happy with their friendship and don't feel the need to push it to "family". Quackity still takes care of Tubbo though since Schlatt definitely isn't :/

Niki takes Li's place but is a bit less emotionless/cold. Her ability is being able to control water and its temperature(basically waterbending). Also, since people usually ship Noah and Li, I would just like to specify that Niki and Wilbur are friends and only friends.

Some ages(these are still a work in progress though): Wilbur- 26/28, Tommy- 14, Fundy- ~8-10, Tubbo- 14, Niki- 21/22

I think that's enough lore dumping for today :| This AU is still a big work in progress but I'm having so much fun with it!

[sleepy-vix]

Hey (with the intention of taking walks in a forest in the rain with you?)

How's your day been? (or how's it going?)

I don't really know what I was going to say, but hello from the abyss :) and is there anything you feel like ranting about right now? (sorry if it's a weird question, and you only have to answer if you feel comfortable to, but if you do, then it could be about anything - whether it's a life problem or a special interest)

And if you had to be any plant or part of nature, what would you be and why?

Anywho, sorry for bothering you and I hope something nice has happened or will happen to you today 🪴

YOU'RE NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL!! i'm really happy to see you in my inbox

my day's just started (i just woke up) but my whole week has been really bad- i had all my exams crammed into this week and due to family reasons i couldnt study at all last week. usually i'm not so stressed out but i'm senior year now and everything is becoming real and i don't think i can handle it all.

i took a few quizzes last week for maths and my result was so bad (i got a B... which is bad to me)- its a reasonable score considering i didnt study (ive studied now and ik im ALOT better) but it still hit me hard because i'm so used to being "one of the smart kids" it terrifies me to be anything but (i feel like i'm nothing if im not smart)

i have my maths test today (i had 2 this week bc i do normal maths and specialist maths- that specialist maths threw me and im still a little sore over it so i feel like i'll do bad in my normal maths test- even though ik thats stupid bc i KNOW my normal maths content and im normally GOOD at maths... idk)

ig i've been panicking for my future alot lately. i dont want to disappoint anyone anymore and i want to be smart again but its getting so confusing 😭

anyways thats basically most of what im feeling, sorry for ranting (but you did tell me to rant abt smtg hehe :))

i'll be okay tho, honest (so pls dont pity me, youve already done sm to help me by letting me talk abt this TvT)

also if i were a plant, i'd like to be a moonflower. blooming at night time sounds very nice to me and to be named after THE MOON is like the highest honour ever in my head :)

how about you? what plant would you be? what'd been happening in your life? 🌃

ty for the ask 😵‍💫

[ian-loves-fanfiction]

Well

I finally finished I See You, Sundrop! by @shirajellyfish

Slight spoily warning!

It is 1:14 in the morning as I write this (editing about a day later) and I have my first day of my senior year of high school tomorrow, but I just had to get all of my thoughts out while they were fresh.

I have never, never hyperfixated on a fanfic so hard. I've never read 400k+ words of a single fic in under a week. Somehow I managed to do that and have time to draw fanart (something I'm pretty sure I've only done once before for a fic, actually) and do my irl life shit.

How, you may ask? By continuously staying up into the wee hours of the morning :D (like 4-6am type shit, don't recommend it even if I think it was personally worth it).

I think I was so hyperfixated on the fic that I honestly didn't absorb the emotions like I should have? I felt things, surprise, excitement, a Sense of Impending Doom (/hj), but I don't think I really felt them.

I was probably a little more dissociated while reading than I usually am lol. I was so absorbed that some things barely registered. I am 100% going to have to re-read everything.

At one point I worried the fic wouldn't have a happy ending. Doesn't have the "angst with a happy ending" tag afaik and it got much worse before it got better. Saw a comment on one of the end notes and was reassured thankfully TvT. I'm very happy everyone is ok.

Love how the after ending note basically boiled down to "everyone is fine and Felix finally got some sleep" lol.

This fic was just. So good. Riley is such a dynamic character, so awesome and so cool. I really want to headcanon them as autistic (some of their behaviors just. They just. It's hard to explain, but if you're autistic too I bet you probably felt it, just a lil. They got the vibes /hj) but I know some authors can be kinda iffy about people headcanoning their OCs (which I get).

It was really cool to see an honest to goodness nonbinary character, a full character and not a self insert or y/n (no shade, I love y/n stories too). It was just cool to see a complete OC, and I love that it was all platonic, even if Sundrop did catch a little bit of feelings.

Honestly I relate so much to that, as someone who gains and loses crushes pretty fast. I'm happy it stayed platonic though and Sunny wasn't hurt or stuck pining or something silly. Plus his absolute embarrassment and mortification at his slip up was pretty funny. Might try to draw it, if I have any left over motivation (the bottom of this post sure is interesting hint hint).

Update as I'm editing this about a day later: I can't stop thinking about this fic. It was just so good! I already want to re-read it but I know I should give it at least a little time so I don't burn myself out. This fic was probably the best story I've ever read. Period. Even better than the published books I've read.

Honestly without spoiling any more than I already have, read it. If you like the DCA, read it. If you like cool nonbinary characters and great platonic relationships, read it. If you like a plot that sneaks up on you before hitting you in the feels like a truck, read. It. Do it. It's sososo worth it, I promise you.

If anyone has some good fics to read (completed preferred but actively updated ones work too) PLEASE FEED ME. Now that I'm done with ISYS I am desperate for more DCA fics. I've read so many and I n e e d m o r e.

Bonus fanart to celebrate my completion I guess(?), embarrassed Sun boy!

I guess I just really like drawing embarrassed boyos. Sorry if it looks weird, I've never drawn a pose like this before :P

Shira if you're reading this, thank you. Your fic was just fantastic. Also thank you for helping me get out of my art block! I had it for the whole month of ArtFight (sadge) but I'm so happy to have some motivation again. Thank you.

[pokemon-teacology]

!!! Many many updates on the challenger scene in Galar. Many thanks to Brandy (@paldean-ranger-brandy) for watching with me >:³

Okay so first off, last week the kiddos from postwick made it to Milo, smashed the competition, and carried on. Gloria's Scorbunny looked like it was having a Blast leading all those wooloo to their pens.

There's some kid in pink with The Worst Attitude I've ever seen, kids obviously got some issues. The internet tells me he was recommended by Rosie Posie himself, so I'm interested to see where that goes.

Monday, they got to Nessa, solved the puzzle beautifully, though Viktor got a bit distracted because his Sobble kept wanting to stop and play in the water. Which was adorable.

But! They all managed to defeat Nessa with very few hiccups. Raboot did struggle a bit, but Gloria managed to pick up a Charjabug on the way that finished the first two off fairly easily, then went for Raboot in the end to Max Knuckle the shit out of Nessa's drednaw.

I got a message from Sonia that our Beloved Chairman invited the kiddos out to dinner to "celebrate their victory" the day after, and pictures from the news show me he was wearing The Most Appalling outfit I have ever seen, even worse than the carpet he makes Leon wear all the time. Apparently they didn't even eat anything? Just sat in the restaurant while his assistant stared them down and he spoke at them for thirty minutes???

Anyway, capitalism aside, the kids got to Motostoke and took out Kabu with ease as well, and they're all doing fantastically. Hop did struggle with the fire types, seeing as his now Thwackey is weak to fire and his now Dubwool can't learn any moves that are super effective against it. Same with his Corvisquire (he got a rookidee somewhere around Turffield), its moves are completely neutral to the first two of Kabu's mons.

However! He managed to get it done and beat up Kabu with a shit ton of defense curls on Dubwool's part and three good max airstreams on Corvisquire's for that gigantimax Centiskorch.

Next gym for them is Stow-On-Side, where they'll either fight Bea or Alistair, depending on who they choose. I'm still dubious about letting two children run a gym, even if they only handle the battling side of things. I feel like that responsibility should fall on the adults?? Of the nation??? Is that an unpopular opinion? That we shouldn't let children have jobs for the government??? I feel like that might be an unpopular opinion but whatever. They should arrive in Stow-On-Side within the next week or two, since they have the wild area to traverse, and they'll probably want to catch some more team members between now and the next gym.

That girl with the rad outfit that looked familiar did great, too, her Pokémon are a force to be reckoned with.

There's not anyone worthy of being made fun of this year yet, but there is this old man who's competing because his granddaughter has a chronic illness that means she can't go on a proper journey without endangering herself, so he's going on a journey for her TvT he talks about her in all of his interviews and her dream is to be a professional battler. He acts as her body to go to the stadiums and she teaches him over the phone how to strategize and battle properly because he's never done it before. It's so sweet his name is Gareth his granddaughter's name is Isabella they share their Pokémon and I would die for them.

[ut-museum-guide]

Vampireverse Rant Post

@/blogthegreatrogue

GAAAAAAAAH!!!!

It was supposed to be simple!

"Go list the Sans, Guide. Make sure to link a source, Guide. Just copy from MY NOTES, guide."

The Orb (@utmconservator) neglected to mention its notes were BLOG ORIGIN sourced. How in stars name am I supposed to make a complete list of our top favorite Sans and AUs if I can't even access all of the links?

In fact, I can't even access the stars damn ARCHIVE! It would be one thing if they changed the blog's name. It's a pain but I could find a couple blogs old enough to have reblogged the original and I'd be right as rain, annoyed, but right as rain.

It got porn banned. I didn't even know this blog did that (not that I mind). So now if The Orb and I want to ensure it doesn't get taken down in a future ban, The Orb must MANUALLY come through YEARS worth of not only reblogs but also of fanart (Undertale and not).

It took The Orb a fudging WEEK along just to archive and link chain Horrortale . THAT archive was intact. Meaning, I can go through a reasonably fast process of grabbing a bunch of links, even linking them together if need be.

A Porn Blog Banned archive on the other hand is an entirely different story. To put it in perspective, The Orb hasn't finished archiving our last porn-banned blog (nsfw content @/amortemkun). Granted, it's 2 different stories with about 200 pages total but STILL!!!! It shouldn't take this long!

*slips onto the ground in a sad puddle*

Pray for me, dear visitors. My sanity is my require it. TvT

Visitors, you are not aware of how badly I need to archive Vampireverse. Since I was a wee babe of [redacted] I've in fandom. My earliest works, which shall remain in my closet, mostly revolved around Nightmare, Dream and vampireverse. In fact, I do believe it was my 6th or 7th fanfic ever. So of course I insisted that The Orb make it part of the archive.

But now... with the state of thegreatrogue's blog... I highly doubt that The Orb will get around to it anytime soon. Last time I mentioned it, It told me to go link chain Streettale. TvT It can be so mean.

*sigh*

We can only hope The Orb will archive it in the future.

[kthecutest]

﹥:ꔫ:+ﾟ New Years Return Notice! ⁎̩͙ ⁑̩͙̩͙ ⁂̩̩͙͙ 　　

Hi everyone!!! I'm finally back! and just on time on the beginning of 2024 woo hoo!! I didn't really get to put out a notice here about my around one month hiatus; so sorry about that TvT

my month has been busy (Dec) i had nonstop tests and ik for a fact this new year is only ever gonna get busier, but I hope to at least lurk here and keep posting even if my posting speed would have slowed due to my personal life

ik i've been away but i've only been not writing - that means i've been on tumblr most of the time just reading other's fics lol and i seen that there are a few new lune writers as well as old ones who are returning which i am DELIGHTED ABOUT! ToT seeing our community on here grows rlly warms my heart

and thirdly! I've actually prepared a little christmas + new year gifts for y'all -> my dear anons and moots <33 and will publish it right after this notice comes out! so i hope you all will enjoy it!

To any new anons following me or checking out my blog, no sadly my requests are still not open - so unless it's your personal brain rots that you'd love to share, pls don't send any asks :3 [ i'm still working on finishing all the old asks ToT ]

i'll try to post once a week at least, but if i take longer than a week or even take a few more weeks, pls note that it's cuz i'm either busy with my education or the ask that i chose to answer was a huge one :>

Lastly not sure if anyone might notice :33 but I changed my theme! ofc i did mentioned new themes only allowed for each &T comeback but hey it's a new year and i at least must gotta go from cute => sexy this year right~

That's all the updates i've got for y'all for now :3 i'll be uploading the gift after this note like i said so keep your eyes open~ and hope you'll enjoy it everyone~!

[beatlebug987]

Album of the Week: emails i can't send fwd: by Sabrina Carpenter

Hi! So lately I've been listening to at least one new album a week, and I decided why not document my thoughts as I do so? I'm gonna go track by track and list my thoughts on the songs maybe with a general album ranking at the end!! I started listening to this, got two songs in, then decided to write this and have also heard a few songs before so that's why some of my thoughts are more chaotic than the others LOL.

ALSO ALL OF THIS IS JUST MY OPINION!! PLEASE DON'T ATTACK ME TvT

(Fun fact, I used to listen to quite a bit of Sabrina Carpenter when I was younger when she was a Disney Channel kid. It's interesting how different her music is now compared to the stuff she used to make.)

Track 1: emails I can't send - It's nice! I like that it's short and I also like the strings that come in later. The transition to Vicious is nice as well.

Track 2: Vicious - I like this one quite a bit. It's catchy. The hit at the end is very pleasing to my ears LOL.

Track 3: Read your Mind - WOAH that beginning threw me off LOL. OKAYYY DANCEY BEAT. This is a jam. I'm vibing with this one. 💃🕺AGAIN WITH THE STRINGSSS.

Track 4: Tornado Warnings - Interesting word flow. Okay drums. SHE SPITTIN OKAY SABRINA. WOAHHH SON OF A BITCH. Kinda think she should've called this song Lying to My Therapist instead of Tornado Warnings LOL. That's a fun one. Kinda bland, but still good!

Track 5: because I liked a boy - I've already heard this song, but I do really like it. I like that it starts slow and then gets more intense as it goes on. TELL ME WHO I AMMM GUESS I DON'T HAVE A CHOICEEEEEE ALL. BECAUSE. I. LIKEDDDD. A. BOYYYY. Solid song.

Track 6: Already Over - INSTANT JAM OKAYYY. THIS BEAT. WOAH. THE CLAPSSSSS. AURGH. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CLOSE THE DOOR WHEN I STILL NEED THE CLOSURE??? WHATHUUTFYGU WOAH OKAY DAMN. Slowing down on okayyy. CLAPS AGAIN. YEEEE. I LIKE THIS. I wished it had a bit more going on, but it was still a jam. I LIKE MY BED BUT IT LIKES YOU TOOOOO AAAA.

Track 7: how many things - "You used a fork once/It turns out forks are fuckin' everywhere" GIRL WHAT??? HUH???? WHAT DOES THAT- OH WHATGYUFHGY. So this song isn't about forks, okay. OH WAIT I GET THAT FIRST LINE NOW LOL. IT THREW ME OFF THO. ~HARMONIESSSS~ OOF. Damn alright. Now it's sad :( I like that it doesn't have many instruments. Makes it sadder. Yowch. That's my final thought on this one.

Track 8: bet u wanna - Okay cowboy. Nope, not cowboy. THAT BEAT OKAY. OOoo🕺This reminds me of something. Maybe a bit of Dua Lipa? It's vibey though. A bit boring to me tbh... it's fun, but like, not much to focus on.

Track 9: Nonsense - I've also heard this one before. (Kinda hard to not have) I enjoy it. It's fun. Ble Blah Bleee. I think I also listened to the Christmas version of this one she made and was like "WOAH THAT'S DIRTY" lol. Lookin at you got me thinkin ~nonsense~.

Track 10: Fast Times - Okayyyy. Pianoooo~ Alrightttt jammy. Vibing with this one. F BOMB. Strings once again. GUITAR?? IS THAT GUITAR CUZ IT'S AWESOME. Pretty fun one.

Track 11: skinny dipping - Guitarr~ weird word flow again. She's talking more than singing. Does she actually have a sister named Shannon?? Alright. Not much happening in this one LOL. I just realized I turned on the deluxe version haha. Trumpet.

Track 12: Bad for Buisness - Like this one already I think. WHA. Okay beat. OOO. ALRIGHT. Grooving to this one. YEEEEEEE. \o/ BAAADD FOR BUISNESSS~ I like this. She's Down bad for this guy. Waaaaaaa. AA the layered vocals.

Track 13: decode - Aight. She should go to bed if she's so tired. This one's pretty chill. Nope there's a bit of a beat. Hm. Not much to say on this one LOL. SHE LOVES STRINGS MY GOODNESS (THAT'S POSITIVE I LIKE STRINGS). I've noticed that I can still tell it's the same person I used to listen to when I was younger, but she's definitely evolved. That doesn't make the most sense, but yk.

Track 14: opposite - Guitarrr again. WORD FLOW AGAIN. Damn, he doesn't like her blue eyed stare. Alright layered vocals again. Ooh? change in the instrumental. alright adding some things. Ehh?? Not much to say on this one.

Track 15: Feather - I've heard this one before ofc, and - because I'm basic - I really like it LOL. Very radio pop. It's so fun. AAAAHH~ WITH YOU OUT MY LIFE~~! Very jammy. I'm so sorry for your loss!🤪 \o/ Very fun song.

Track 16: Lonesome - COWBOY AGAIN. YEEEHAWW. Alrighttt. F BOMB. She's not wrong; you cannot spell lonesome without me. OO vocals. WHY IS IT LIKE COWBOY MUSIC. IT'S KINDA FUNNY LOL. MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M IN A WESTERN. Twangy. I like this one. YEEEEEEEHAWWWWWW.

Track 17: things I wish you said - Last track. Okayyyy she really likes guitar. Hmm. This kinda reminds me of characters in my fanfic LOL. Just a little. Aw. Damn you should clean your room if it's so hairy. I like this one. It's sad but not like super slow sad.

Final thoughts/rating

I enjoyed it! I really think her upbeat and peppy songs are the best ones and the sad slow ones got a little boring after a while. Overall, I'd give it a... hmm I suck at rating things lol um... 5/10??? IDK. It had some good ones and some ones I wasn't the biggest fan of. My favorite songs were probably Feather, because I liked a boy, Bad for Buisness, andddd lonesome I think.

[spacebubblehomebase]

Well, the above animatic is definitely cancelled.

Sorry, guys. Ya boi sillied too hard. This was nothing too serious anyways, BUT the animatic I'll be making for my AU definitely is! YES. You read that right! My #HHStargazersAU will now include an ANIMATIC that I'll be posting one day; when we reach that particular turning point of the story. I've been working on that right now instead of the next update, but I'll get to that soon as well when my break starts! Basically, my situation is like this...

😅 Teacher really said, "Update your AU! People have waited long enough." LMAO. This is what I get for saying "I have to focus on Finals, guys. Not now." SOOO many times and now it's ACTUALLY a part of my Finals too! Haha. My biggest concern is that this may be shown to my classmates by the end of the week if our schedules work out according to my teacher. How am I to explain this AU if someone asked??? This Hazbin Hotel Chaggie & Radioapple centered AU??? To the ENTIRE class!?? Why of all things, did my teacher choose THAT one out of my other simpler song animatic options? Prof, ya weren't actually supposed to do that. TvT That scene was just gonna be in comic form originally. Now I have to try my hand at sound design too. All I wanted was some LOLs and got served Ls. Ah well. Get ready for a feast, everyone. Because those who patiently still holds hope for my story will be eating good, I swear. (Not like I can do anything to escape it now. It's major grades! XD)

-Bubbly💙

Sorry I've been gone awhile guys, but I randomly decided to start a stupidly useless animatic no that one asked for at GODKNOWSWHAT time in the morning while I have my Finals kicking my arse. (And the fact that I'm an animation student means that most of my school-works are also animatic or storyboard based on top of my papers & presentations. WHYYY-) So yeah. Drawing for my #HHStargazersAU has been in the back burner for bit, but NOT abandoned!!! I assure you! For now, I'm fleshing out the lore of it more while I give ya'll a sneak peek of my current project as compensation. Something to look forward to I guess:

P.S. Vox is surprisingly REALLY easy to draw for me as this was my first try and I didn't even sketch! His expression is really fun for me.

-Bubbly💙

[vioartemis]

We all go a little mad sometimes

(Amber Freeman x fem! Carpenter! Loomis! reader)

Summary: Being Billy Loomis' daughter and having the opportunity to continue your father's legacy with your girlfriend is enough to make you happy, until you realize that means your sister will probably hate you a/n: There's no logic at some point don't question it please TvT and don't get me wrong, I really like Sam, but I had to be mean to her in this ;-; Request is here :)) Warnings: blood, injuries, death, slight angst (?) (English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if there are mistakes or if something doesn't make sense TvT)

•°¯`•• 3 years before Ghostface appears again (2019) ••´¯°•

Tonight was a date night at your girlfriend's house. She wanted to watch Stab again. Not that you didn't like the movie, but you wouldn't mind watching something else for once.

There was something that upset you for a week or so, and this movie only made things worse. You knew Amber was a huge fan of the Stab movies, and you couldn't help but think it had an influence on your relationship.

"Baby? Everything's okay?"

You looked up at your girlfriend.

"Yeah I was just... thinking"

You gave her a reassuring smile. You weren't sure she was all convinced, but she didn't investigate more and went back to watching the movie, playing with your hair softly.

You didn't say anything for an hour, before let it out without any warning.

"You're not dating me just because I'm Billy's daughter right?"

She seemed surprised by your question. You sat up, now facing her.

"What? Of course not! Why would you think that?"

"I don't know... it's just... you're so pretty and fun and smart and amazing and everyone likes you and you could pull every fucking person on earth but you're dating me... I don't understand how someone like you can be interested in someone like me"

She seemed even more shocked than before.

"Baby..." she took your hands "I don't care who your father is, I didn't even know when we started dating. I fell in love with a beautiful girl, the most beautiful girl I've ever met. You're so kind, generous, talented, and you don't even see it. But I do. I love you for who you are, and you're an amazing person"

With that, she placed a gentle kiss on your lips. You were relieved.

•°¯`•• 2022 ••´¯°•

This part of the plan was the one you hated the most, even though you didn't have to do much. Amber and Richie were taking care of everything, you just had to pretend you were with Amber all night long while she was attacking Tara. Your sister.

You loved Tara almost as much as you loved Amber. But you had to make Sam come back to Woodsboro in some way, and one of her sisters getting hurt was the best thing you came up with.

When Amber came back that night, the first thing you asked was if Tara was okay. Stupid question knowing your girlfriend stabbed her 6 times.

"She's alive, don't worry"

Killing her wasn't part of the plan, you made it very clear. You sighed in relief.

"And you? Are hurt?" you asked

"I'm fine, just got kicked in the head, nothing bad"

She smiled at you and wrapped her arms around your waist, pulling you closer to her.

"Everything's going to be okay baby, soon we'll leave Woodsboro and start a new life together..."

She kissed you lazily, her eyes fluttering shut as she fell asleep.

"Welcome to act 3"

This sentence marked the begging of the last part of your plan. After Amber shot Liv, you faked running away like the others, only to lock yourself in a broom closet and put on a Ghostface costume.

You had to bring Gale inside of the house while Amber and Richie took care of Sam and Sidney.

"Oh so there's two of you. Again."

You turn on your voice changer.

"Three actually. We had to bring something new to the franchise. This time you're not surviving the massacre Gale, the fans don't like heroes that always make it."

You grabbed her arm and pulled her up.

"Let's go. You wouldn't want to miss the big finale would you?"

"You know, that's usually when they take off their mask and show who they are while explaining their plan"

"Guess I'm different then"

You pushed her toward the house. Everyone should be in the kitchen by now.

As you entered the hall, you made eye contact with your girlfriend, giving her the signal.

"Speaking of surprises... We have one for you" she smirked at Sidney and Sam

You pushed Gale inside the room for Richie to grab her arm, before stepping in too, turning your voice changer off.

"There's three of you...? But Y/n and Tara are going to call the police and send you all to jail you sick fucks! If you think they're going let you get away with that you've gone mad! " Sam spat

"We all go a little mad sometimes" you said, taking the mask off, revealing yourself

The expression on your sister's face almost made you pity her. Almost.

"How did I do?" you asked your girlfriend, a smile on your face

"Nailed it baby"

She walked up to you and kissed you tenderly.

"Y/n...?"

You turned around to face your older sister.

"You didn't think you could disappear for 5 whole years and come back as if nothing happened, did you?"

"I already told you I left because-"

"Because you're Billy Loomis' daughter and you wanted to protect us. I remember that. But guess what? I'm his daughter too! You didn't go that far in mom's diaries huh?"

"You've become exactly what I wanted to protect you from..."

"Sam Sam Sam... This has nothing to do with our dad. All of this is because of you. Because you left us alone with mom. She spent her time drinking to the point she passed out on the couch - when she was at home, which didn't happen that often. You left us alone. Do you have any idea how broken Tara was after you left? How broken I was? You were our model!"

You started to tear up. You had that on your heart for so many years, it felt good to let go.

Your girlfriend rubbed your arm, a worried expression on her face.

"You okay baby...?"

"Yeah, I'm... fine"

Richie and Amber explained their motive to the girls, before he sent her find Tara.

"She's not here!"

"What do you mean she's not here? She's can't have gone far!"

"I can't find her!"

Suddenly, you heard her scream. You got up immediately.

"You handle handle them?"

He gave you a "who do you think I am?" look. You didn't waste more time and ran to where you thought Amber was.

You found her on the floor, Tara on top of her, hitting her with her crutch. You grabbed her by the waist and pinned her to the floor, gently.

"Y/n...? You-"

Her eyes widen at the sight of the black robe you were wearing. She started to struggle against you.

"Tara- stop- please-"

You tried to keep her still. But to do so, you had you push on her abdomen. She hissed in pain. You didn't like hurting her. You felt really bad, and she should've see it in your eyes, because she stopped moving.

Amber went back into the kitchen, and you could hear her scream again. You gave a hesitant look to your sister, not sure she wouldn't move if you let go of her.

"Please don't do anything stupid... I don't want you to get hurt..."

You got up quickly and ran to the kitchen, where Gale and Sidney were fighting Amber. You stabbed Gale before she could see you and pushed her away from Amber. Her head hit the counter, and she fell on the floor.

You didn't have time to check if she was dead or not, due to your head being hit by a pan, hard. You fell on the floor and passed out almost immediately.

When you woke up, you found yourself in the back sit of Amber's car. You were alive, with a big headache, and next to you...

"Tara...?"

Her eyes were red. She cried.

"Baby? How do you feel?"

You turned to Amber, driving.

"Yeah... and you?"

"Couldn't be better! We made it baby!"

She had a wild smile on her face.

"And you...?" you asked your sister

"I lost a sister... and my friends..." she had tears in her eyes

You took her hand in yours.

"I'm... sorry... you think you can forgive me...?"

"... You're all I have left... and I love you... but... that might be hard..."

You were praying she would forgive you one day, and were decided do to all you could to make sure she would be happy in your new life.

[butdriampagliacci]

hi omg i really love "wildfire"!!! i'm so curious about the behind-the-scenes process behind it. what media inspired you to write it? what's the revision process like and how long does it usually take? what part did u find the most difficult to write? when did you start writing the outline + first draft? are you the type to finish a rough draft of an entire long fic before revising or do you take it chapter by chapter? i have so many questions pls infodump as much as u want about the behind the scenes of the fic i'm so hooked on the story i've been sharing it to all of my mutuals. thank you again for creating it <3

OMG first of all, thank you! I love talking about writing, so infodump I shall!

As far as inspiration goes, I love mysteries and detective stories in general. Some that stand out to me as influencing wildfire are the manga FAKE by Sanami Matoh and Beyond Evil, a kdrama that I highly recommend. Lots of twists and turns in that one. (And of course I like Knives Out and Glass Onion haha, there's a little bit of that too with how Diluc is helping Lumine.) I also have a playlist I made for the fic. If y'all ever want to see that, let me know~

I started writing the fic in September after rotating the idea in my brain for about a year. Initially I wasn't planning on posting it, since people can get pretty heated about kaeluc so it was just for my own amusement. But after talking to friends about it and realizing how much I was enjoying myself, I figured I should go ahead and make an AO3 account and publish it. Seeing other people enjoying it too makes me so happy it's unreal!

Re: the process--I tend to go chapter by chapter, usually with a bit of a buffer. In other words, I try to stay ahead of the most recent chapter, so if chapter 4 is ready to be posted, I'm already working on chapter 5 and so on. I actually started out with a substantial buffer and had about 5 chapters written before I posted the first one. I've got a document called "Misc" where I write scenes out of order or further along in the story to place later. Also, this is going to sound insane, but I don't really outline--at least not strictly. I have a document called "plot notes" to remind myself of certain important clues, the timeline, anything that I came up with while brainstorming. I know what's going to happen in the broad sense (like the solution to the mystery, I know where Aether is haha) but I like to give myself a little freedom to make creative decisions as I work. Sometimes I'll plan for something to happen, but then it doesn't really fit. For example, I had the flashback where Kaeya and Diluc almost kissed as teenagers completed for a while, but had trouble deciding which chapter it should go.

I'm often editing as I go. If I'm writing and the scene feels wrong or the dialogue is off, I'll cut and paste it into my "outtakes and deleted scenes" doc so I can still keep what I like or change my mind later. I re-read the previous chapter to try and keep things consistent and make sure to read my draft before I post to catch whatever I can. (I don't have a beta so any typos or other mistakes are on me TvT) The most difficult parts to write are anything involving actual procedure lmao I do my best to make it seem believable, but I take about as much artistic license as a detective show would. I prefer amateur/gentleman detective stories to police procedurals so that's the vibe I'm going for (despite Kaeya having access to actual law enforcement resources). That, and action scenes aksjdfosdjfoj If you can't already tell, I'm a dialogue/character writer.

As far as how long it takes to write and revise, I can usually finish a 3-4k chapter in roughly a week. That's thanks to my severe brainworms hahahaha I'm lucky to have a lot of free time right now and a slow paced job :> Although I know how the fic will end and the major twists, I'm not sure how long it will take to get there, but we've already crossed the 50k mark, so there's going to be plenty more content haha

Anyway, I've probably talked enough for now but I'm always down to chat fic and writing haha Thank you again for reading and sharing the story! I appreciate it so much~

[springflwer07]

Heya, could I request a Will Byers x Gender neutral/Male reader? I would like hurt/comfort with a happy ending! Like the reader thinks that Will likes Mike a lot so the reader distances themselves from the party a bit and Will gets worried and all this confession stuff happens afterwards.

Im sorry if thats too much, you can simplify it or not write at all!

Hey! I love this idea =D and it wasn't too much so don't worry about it!

This is my first time writing a x reader so I'm really really sorry if it sucks, I tried my best TvT.

Anyways thank you for the request, I hope you like it!

Will Byers x Jealous!reader (Male/gn)

Type: hurt comfort/fluff/angst (I guess?)

Warnings: (Idk if these need a warning for but oh well) Jealousy and kissing.

Enjoy! =]

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I’m not the type to get jealous easily. Usually jealousy doesn’t do anything except cause problems. However, I can’t help the twinge of jealousy that I feel when I watch Mike and Will interact. I’ve liked Will for a while now, about 3 years, but he seems to like Mike. The way he looks at him and interacts with him just gives off those vibes. So I've decided to gradually distance myself from the party before it causes any problems. Starting today.

Will walked over to me with a happy smile on his face- “[Name]! The whole party is planning to hang out later at Mike��s house, wanna come?”

[Name]- “Oh uh, I’ve got plans, sorry..”

Will’s smile slightly fell- “Oh.. well the offer still stands”

I give a small smile and turn around. I just have to do this until I lose feelings… or until I die. Either way, it may take a while.

1 week later.

Will came up to me with that same happy smile- “Hey [Name], I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with us tomorrow?”

[Name]- “sorry… I can’t”

Will’s smile, once again, fell- “oh uh, okay..”

[Name]- “Thanks for inviting me though.”

Will- “Yeah.. no problem..”

With that, I walked away.

2 weeks later.

[Name]- “Can’t, got plans���

3 weeks.

[Name]- “Sorry.”

1 month.

Outside in the school parking lot.

Will came up to me but this time there was no smile- “Hey [Name].. Is something going on?”

Fuck, did he realize?- “Uh no, why?”

Now there was just a frown on his face- “Well you’ve seemed really distant from the party recently..”

Shit shit shit- “Oh… sorry, I have my reasons though.”

Will- “Can I know what these reasons are?”

…- “Umm.. no sorry.”

Will’s frown deepened - “Why?”

[Name]- “uh, it’s personal.”

Will- “Is it something that I can help with?”

[Name]- “I’m not sure..”

The desperation in his voice was now very clear- “Please [Name], I want to know so that I can try to help”

[Name]- “I’m sorry Will but i’m not telling you”

Will- “But, I can try to help!”

The look on his face was getting too much for me, he looked so sad, almost like a puppy. I couldn’t look at his face anymore and turned around without saying anything. Fuck.. I don’t know how much longer I go on like this, he’s my best friend and I'm basically ignoring him.. I start to walk away until I feel a hand grab my wrist. That same hand tugs at my wrist until I’m facing Will again.

Will- “Please [Name], just tell me what’s wrong!”

Tears threaten to pour- “Will, I can’t!”

Will- “Why not?!”

“Because I don't want to ruin our friendship!” I felt the tears trickle down my face as I yelled that.

…

Shit..

Will- “what do you mean you don’t want to ruin our friendship..?”

…fuck- “It is what it sounds like, if i tell you what the problem is then it’ll ruin our friendship..”

Will gives me a slight nervous smile- “That’s not possible though, we’re best friends, nothing will ruin our friendship”

I look at the ground- “I doubt that…”

Will- “Tell me what the problem is and then we’ll see who’s right and who’s wrong”

… 

[Name]- “Fine.. but let’s go sit down first.”

We walk to the nearest bench and sit down. At this point fear is the only emotion I feel. Fear of being rejected, fear of how he’ll react, and fear of losing my best friend.. I take a shaky breath as I continue to look at the ground in front of me with my hands fidgeting in my lap.

Will- “Well..?”

I can’t help but ramble once I start to talk- “Will I.. I like you, I have for three years now. And not just ‘like’ like friends, I mean ‘like like’.. But I feel like you have a thing for Mike, and I couldn't help but feel jealous, so I decided to try to distance myself from the party because I didn't want my jealousy or anything else to cause any problems for you or anyone else in the party.”

After I finish my quick rambling I’m met with silence.. Horrible silence. The only noises I can hear are my own shaky breaths and the sound of leaves from trees hitting one another because of the wind.

[Name]- “I’m sorry, this is why I di-”

I was cut off by a hand quickly covering my mouth making it so I couldn't speak. I weakly turn my head to look at will. His eyes hold shock, confusion, and other emotions, but the biggest emotion there is sadness.

Will- “[Name], why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

He shakes his head with a light laugh and gives me a soft smile before he takes his hand off my mouth.

Will blushes lightly and he looks at his hands in his lap- “I like you as well.. Longer than you say you’ve liked me for actually”

He laughs nervously as I try to figure out whether he’s lying or not.

Will- “I never told you because I thought you liked girls…”

Silence again.

[Name]- “Do you genuinely like me or are you joking…?”

In any other situation, my voice wouldn’t have been heard. I felt the tears start to build up again.

Will- “I’m being serious, I like you.. A lot. I can prove it if you want..”

He smiled more than before but it was still soft. I nod lightly and watch as Will looks around for any people or cameras and then scoots closer to me on the bench. Close enough for our legs to slightly brush against each other. Before I could think anything more, my face was between both of his hands. They’re cold but warm.. If that makes sense. I lean into the touch a little bit and as I do so he leans in and our lips touch. It was a soft kiss, quick as well, but the happiness it gave me was so much more. I smile at him and he leans back in to kiss me again. This time the kiss was longer, still soft though. We sat there on the bench kissing each other for a few more seconds, not wanting it to end. When it did though, we sat on the bench, leaning our foreheads together for a while, content and smiling like idiots.

Will laughed- “I can’t believe you thought I liked mike.” I laughed as well- “I can’t believe you thought I like girls.”

[valkyrieres]

Aight, 3 am yapping time *cracks knuckles*

1-2) How long have you been a part of the fandom+how did you get involved in the fandom

Watched the first Cars movie when I was 3 years old (it was in 2006 and they aired it on the local TV) and instantly loved it afterwards :D I used to bring my Cars backpack+stationery set and several Cars toys to the kindergarten... And got judged by the teacher bc I was supposed to act "girly" so I stopped letting people know that I love our beloved sentient vehicles 😔

I didn't know WoC fandom existed until... Last May? June? I forgot lmao TvT My ex got me into Cars again, and I tried searching for Cars fanfics and fanarts... That's when I found out that there's a fandom of our beloved sentient vehicles!

Tried interacting with the fandom on Twitter on the wrong time... There was a fandom drama happening and I instantly quit (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) Went solo for a while until I discovered the fandom on Tumblr :D I hadn't created my Tumblr acc back then tho lmao

Then I started getting into Planes after reading a good Cars/Planes fic, fell in love with the F&R characters without knowing how they looked like (I had only watched the first movie back then), then hyperfixation started and I found out that the fandom was more active on Tumblr, so I made my own acc. It was on early July iirc? A few days before F&R's anniv?

So now I mainly rant and draw stuff of the Planes charas (and some of the Cars ones with my IG moots) plus some forbidden stuff but let's not talk about it here and interact with others in the fandom :3

3) Who is your favorite character and why?

All time favorite chara would be... Strip Weathers :)

Strip was what got me into Cars as a kid, tbh (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠) He had fame and everything, yet he was so down-to-earth and wise... His interactions with Tex and Lynda fascinated my 3 y.o self. A man with that kind of fame, being lovey dovey with his wife? Real life told me that it was impossible, and Strip yeeted reality away from me. And when Strip gave his advices to Lightning? Acknowledging that he'd need a team to race? Implying that his team played a huge role in his success? Yeah, that impressed me. Started making friends instead of locking myself in a room to read books everyday after that.

For my current favorite, I'm torn between Dusty and Blade, tbh.

When I first watched the first Planes movie, Dusty was a mary sue chara for me... And discovering F&R's existence last July changed my impression of him.

My journey to get into art/design major was rough. I've been wanting to get into design since I was in the fifth grade, and my parents finally let me apply for it a few weeks before the national entrance test... Failed the first test because I caught fever after studying too long (yea we still needed to do the math etc), failed the second bc I had a mental breakdown in the middle of the test (not gonna talk abt this one), and finally made it into the third (received scholarship too so yay!)

Worked hard, studied hard, managed to get into a well-known 3D/VR studio... It was a dream come true, tbh. Started as a 3D texture artist, got more job as 3D artist, fell in love with the job...

Then there was a problem with one of the bigger projects, and they had to fire more than half of their workers and all of the interns...

So basically I lost my dream job. Not because I sucked at it, not because I failed my project, it was because an external factor I couldn't change no matter how hard I tried.

Then I discovered F&R and I sympathized with Dusty. He tried so hard and went through so much, and in he had to quit (not permanently, thankfully) all of the sudden, not because he lost a race, not because his techniques sucked. It was because his gearbox got broken and the factory had stopped producing it. It was beyond his control.

As I watched F&R for the first time, I instantly thought, "ah, he's just like me," and I adopted him 👍✨

Then Blade appeared. Strict boss. Reminds me of my dad so much to the point he's not in my all-time fav list lmao.

But he was the one who pushed Dusty back up. "If you give up today, think of all the lives you won't save tomorrow." Yeah, it's unrelated. They're out there saving lives and I'm scooped in my room, drawing with my phone for work and uni. Totally unrelated. But I just know that the last time someone started the domino chain of death in my life, it didn't end well. So I stayed.

Then Maru told Dusty about Nick, and what Blade did afterwards. I got impressed with how Blade managed to be strong enough to rise back up. He didn't let himself get completely drowned in sorrow for years. He actually did something.

I applied to another studio and got accepted. Unpaid, 24/7 work time. But I can work on stuff that makes people happy now. So Blade is currently both my reason to stay alive and a "he's me fr" chara lmao

WOC Question game!

Let's get to know everyone in the fandom better!

Rules of the game: I'll post some Cars/Planes questions. Reblog with your answer. Create a new post with new questions directed at the fandom.

Include the tag "wocquestiongame" in your responses and be sure to tag the cars fandom. Let's see where this goes.

My questions:

How long have you been a part of the fandom?

How did you get involved in the fandom?

Who is your favorite character and why?

My responses (below cut)

1 and 2: I've been a fan of Cars since 2006, when I saw it in the theater. Only within the last year have I gone balls-to-the wall with hyperfixating posting WOC art online, writing fanfiction, and generally interacting with the fandom...so I guess I'm pretty new to the things, here. I'm not super active online because of my work schedule (I'm a groundskeepee for a local zoo), but I try the best I can with the time/energy I have at the end of the day.

3. Doc Hudson, hands-down. When I first saw the movie, I liked Doc...but thought he was being rude and unfair to Lightning. Fast forward a while to when I got my dream job, teaching college geology. After three years, I realized that the admins didn't give a shit about education and that they seemed to be doing everything in their power to shut down anything that myself, or other professors, tried to do for the student body. I quickly became disillusioned by the apathy and lack of support...and I had to resign because the stress was literally killing me. I know now that this is a common theme in higher ed...but all I wanted to do was teach. To see that flame of understanding kindled in the eyes of my students...

To lose that, was like having my soul pureed in a blender, and I...havent been able to teach since.

Every time I hear Doc's line "there was a lot left in me, and I never got the chance to show 'em"...I tear up. He's still reeling from an apathy that ended his career ..and I understand how hard that feeling can be to rebound from, how you can lock everything in a garage and hide behind a new personality... because your old life is too painful to think about.

[icanandwillcry]

Me; The Yuki You Know

This is my first post on Tumblr so I decided to introduce myself with this 20 facts about me.

BTW if you know me from IRL, you'll know like, who's writing this(?) idk how to phrase it. But chances are, you came from my insta bio.

My name is Yuki (if you didn't know) and the kanji I was "assigned" is 幸.

I'm fluent in English, Korean, and semi fluent in Japanese.

I'm an ISFJ-T 4w3

I'm a huge MBTI enthusiast and can and will ask you your MBTI and memorize it all.

I like all sorts of art! (digital, traditional, writing, photography, acting, voice acting, etc.) Speaking of which, I'm currently writing a psychological thriller book, and I also auditioned for a voice acting company in Japan, but I didn't pass the first screening TvT so I'll probably try again next year.

I'm super into anime and games, so feel free to talk to me abt those! My current fandoms are: A3!, Criminal Minds, Viral Hit, Teenage Mercenary, Spy X Family, and more.

My favourite voice actors are: Seiya Konishi (also stage actor), Junta Terashima, Yuuki Sakakihara, Soma Saito, Yuusuke Shirai, Gakuto Kajiwara, Kana Hanazawa, Saori Hayami, Ayane Sakura, and Ayana Taketatsu.

My favourite stage actor is Keisuke Ueda.

My favourite A3! Song (they got so much and they're spoiling us help) is probably Double Solitaire.

My favourite overall song is Pomegranate by Soma Saito.

I'll either be super active for long periods of time or inactive for who knows how long jnsfknkvnsdj

I'm really into fashion and makeup too, which were one of my childhood dreams (fashion designer and makeup artist) but my first dream was to become an actress. Now, my dream job is to be a voice actor in Japan while taking on psychiatry on the side.

If you give me a book to read with an interesting bond with two characters, I'll look up for fanart and fanfics of them, and if I don't find jack shit, I'll do it. I'll fuckin' do it and nobody can stop me.

I'm really salty about this one but I used to be 164.5cm, and like, a week after my AP finals I checked it again and I FUCKING SHRUNK. I SHRUNK 1.3 CM. HOW.

I love to cook. Mainly simple dishes but I can make something fancy if I had to. If I had the time to, I'd cook for our family daily but High School likes to fuck over our schedules so I can't.

I clean when I get stressed, but the thing is, I get stressed so much that sometimes there isn't much to clean so I'd like, hold back my tears, mess up my room, and re-clean it. That was like, up until two months ago. After that, now I just... empty my closet and fold everything back in. Everything but the stockings.

I had like, a bunch of sheer tights, right? Like, a crap ton before I started attending my current HS. The reason for that's because we have a uniform (button up, tie, cardigan, hoodie, blazer, skirt, the works) and I always wear stockings. Otherwise I feel naked, and that applies with any skirt I wear. But anyways, I had a shit ton of stockings right? And now that sophomore year's practically over, I kinda realized how many stockings I've ripped. For you creeps wondering why, I didn't do anything kinky. I don't even fall or anything. I actually don't know why my stockings rip so much, and I'm underweight so it's not light my leg fat would just PSSHHT it open? And it's always the knees. Are my knees that sharp? That's just a question for another time tho.

I play 5.5 instruments. I'm saying 5.5 because I haven't gotten the full hang of viola yet and it's just something I've kinda messed around with in my free time. The rest are (in order of comfortability): Violin, Bass guitar, Electric/acoustic guitar, Drums, Piano.

My actual voice is on the lower side. I'm a bit self conscious abt it tho so I kinda tone up? or like, speak in a naturally higher pitch and people don't know that it's not my real voice. I can hit some low notes too, I think I can go down to a D3? Idk how high I can go up to but I can cover the full alto range and probably mezzo or soprano... My other ranges for voice acting is like, typical lolita voices (yk, the cutesy stuff), a bit of shouta voices, yandere laughs (is that even a thing), snobby asshole person voices, and guys.

I'm dyslexic (it's not that bad compared to others) but I've practiced reading lots and now people think I'm lying when I tell them I'm dyslexic xD

[wispycecilia]

Heyyo, guess who's back? ^^ My phone broke down and I needed to get a new one, and I also have a piano exam on the 19th this month so it's been a rough few weeks for me. (But still have time to be bored lol)

TT I was actually a bit scared you didn't remember me, so I'm very glad you did recognize me. I might or might not have panicked after I sent that ask. TvT

All my 180 wishes for Xiao went down the drain for Albedo and Eula, but luckily I got both of them in the first day with 60 wishes left over ^^ (I feel lucky but after all that grinding, I think I deserve them)

How are you doing? I see a post of yours reaching a milestone, congrats <3 I hope you're resting up, and treating yourself to something nice this week.

I have a habit of sending long asks instead of sending in multiple short ones so it ends up with a few topics mushed into one ask- TT I hope you don't mind-

P.S. have I told you I love your blog format? (I dunno the proper term TvT) it's so soft, cute and very aesthetic qwq

thats all good!! stuff like this rlly does make my day heaps brighter TwT the piano exam is approaching, i hope you've been all good with the preparation :( take care of urself, especially ur hands HAHA

how can i not remember u when ur so nice?? eula AND albedo??? thats some serious dedication 😭

i've been quite late on responding to ppl - i feel really bad ahshdkfn honestly, life isnt great atm, so i hope you're doing better! i hope to see u around again soon <3