#i've been treated so badly by those who deem themselves as pious. still am
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growing up in a cult got me fucked up UGH
#i used to believe that god loves unconditionally but the more i find myself and be myself the more it clashes with the core of my religion#how can i not hate myself when i'm turning into everything that's forbidden. how can i tell myself that i'm loved by god when#he's the one who made me this way. when he made me so broken and just. abnormal in a way that i can't fully blend in with people around me#i've been treated so badly by those who deem themselves as pious. still am#i've been told i'm going to hell bc i draw as a child#bc the act of creation isn't for humans and by drawing means that i'm challenging god himself#im so tired of existing like this. i feel guilty for being made#personal#vent#religion tw
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