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Five things I like about myself are my singing voice, smile, writing, sense of humor, and hair. I proceeded to rant about these things in the tags because I felt like it lol
#singing brings me so much joy#i've been in choir for years#worked really hard to get my voice where it is now#got complimented on my smile one (1) time in high school#and decided it was my fav thing about myself for the rest of forever#recently had a family member and friend call me a good writer out of the blue#absolutely made my day#especially because i'm known to most people in my life as the math person#i think i'm hilarious#not everybody agrees but i could not care less#i make myself laugh over the silliest things and it's great#everybody mourn for my beautiful hair with me#i sunburned my scalp over the weekend and it's going to suffer for my forgetfulness#my asks
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listening to abba thinking about my darling beloved stinky malewife wizard galey gale i'm SICK
ugh rest in peace gale dekarios you would have LOVED abba.... you would have LOVED mamma mia........
#says venus#yeah yeah i'm mamma mia posting again. be mad#but listen maybe my bard tav can just rip off abba songs#there may or may not be copyright law in faerun but they'll never catch me#no but i'm sorry it's not my fault that being in love with gale feels like abba. it just does#it carries the same heart wrenching beauty and whimsy that can only be expressed by abba#am i spitting or am i just talking to myself here#me when i've been hyperfixated on abba/mamma mia for like. um a year#my poor wife has had to listen to me BELTING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#(former choir kid)
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#minor health rant ok i'm sorry it's just. i've been debilitatingly ill on and off for this entire last year and it hasn't once let up#and i've had to deal with uni and grades and assignments and adjusting to living on my own for the first time#all while having an autoimmune disease that went undiagnosed for the first six months i was at uni.#and i've only just started to process how difficult this last year really was bc when i was in the thick of it#i just told myself i had to keep going. i had to get through it. and i DID i got through this entire year#and i did my exams and my labs and my assignments and i joined a sports club and a choir#and i balanced all of these things whilst i was actively iron deficient and malnourished and recovering from pneumonia#not to mention the literal Chronic Fatigue and Malnutrition Disease i didn't even know i HAD#AND YET. AND. YET. my family has turned this into a joke#i'm not even allowed to be that upset about it. they still expect great things from me bc that is who i am that is who i have ALWAYS been#and i don't know who i am anymore!! i don't know what i can do!! i spent ten months so sick i could barely function and i still DID IT.#it's no good telling me they're proud of how resilient i am!!! i don't want to have to be resilient i want to be WELL#i don't want to be told how strong i am i want the simple comfort of being allowed to REST#i don't know how many more times i have to remind them that i have an actual CHRONIC INCURABLE DISEASE before they listen to me#ANYWAY. complaining over lolol i'm sure i'll be fine!! haha#it's not like i'm ever NOT fine lmaoo#ok everyone back to scheduled posting. realness over !!#🙏🙏
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FOR THE LIGHT OF OUR SAVIOUR (SAVIOURRR) HIS MACHIAVELLIAN GRACEEE(GRAA AAA CE) AND IN THE SHEEN OF HIS SPLENDOUR (SPLENDOURRR) THERE IS A BETTER PLACEEEEE!!!!!! LETSGO
#JUST LISTENED ALL THE WAY THROUGH FOR THE FIRST TIME.#to clarify it's been ages since i started listening to ghost but i've been saving a few songs for special occasions#to really drag it out#finally got around to watcher in the sky#which is a banging title btw ive been so so excited#and RIGHTLY SO. ohhhh my god i won't be going to sleep any time soon#THE INSTRUMENTAL???#THE CHOIR BEHIND THIS PART. ASKJHDGVCYHULIWJDCSH#SEARCHHHLIGHTSSSS#U KNOW???????#god this is good i love them so so much#i'm back in my room at my parent's house#which is where i vividly remember hearing year zero for the first time#and it feels like i've just fallen in love with them all over again#the band ghost#this might be pushing impera above meliora for my favourite album to be completely honest#the weight of the impera songs ... if that makes any sense#it doesn't lmao i'm trying to articulate myself here and it's not working#all that's in my head is searchlighttsssss looking for the watcher in the sky yy#i think. its the high energy of impera. and that's what ghost excels at#and the more theatrical the better#i need to shut up and listen to it again
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He doesn't let me do my work (this is my second cat, Ilya, I've shown you guys Lion once already)
#I don't wanna go to school on mondayyyyy#I hadn't been there for four weeks actually#I've had a music camp instead of regular classes for a week then a week of holidays and an internship for two weeks#it was nice but now I'll have to get used to being in school again#I'm glad I'll have regular band rehearsals and choir again though#and we'll have music and art classes this term!! These are some of the subjects which we only have for half of each school year sadly
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does anyone have recommendations for where to get a good plus size formal dress
#in the usa#i really ought to have one that. actually fits me. for concerts and events and such#i think i've been holding out hope in vain that my old choir dress will work for me but i think it might be time to give up on her...#she looked so good on me but she's too hard to zip up#anyway. long skirt and black or dark/ jewel tone colors are my preference#i'm willing to spend a little bit if the quality is good enough that i can get years of use out of it#but i'm not desperate enough to ask a tailor to make me something from scratch...nor do i think my wallet could handle that...#sasha speaks
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#adult gender clinic called back today#I've now been on the waitlist to see a psychiatrist for 3 years to the day#these are apparently the only place in-province that I can go to to get a letter approving me for bottom surgery#like I'm not even on the waitlist for surgery yet‚ I'm on the waitlist to get on the waitlist for surgery#and apparently there's still a lot of people ahead of me#i know I'm preaching to the choir but god. hate this so much
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finally took the plunge and signed up to a choir after 8 years of no singing 💪I did 14 years of choir when I was a kid/teenager then had to stop because my studies didn't give me enough free time and then I moved to a new city and never took the time but now I don't know anyone here aside from my colleagues and a handful of friends + my main activity is related to work (sewing) so I felt like it was time to a) go back to something else that I like doing (a d miss doing tbh) b) meet new people
#look at me being a grown up#yes I have been thinking about doing this for a year and it took my mother going 'you know what would be nice for you? choir'#for me to be like ugh now that I've talked about it with someone I have to do it lol#it's an amateur choir so it's low stakes and the first sessions are to see if I like it#vinformation
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I strained my voice which means I have an affliction for which the only treatment is truly just shutting the fuck up
#i cant help that im a wee rat with the heart of a songbird#and slightly covid-burnt lungs#i have not been the same since i got that round of applause at karaoke (positive)#i've been practicing a lot and improving#i already had a pretty good voice from singing in church for 19 years#but i want to be better#im planning on joining a queer choir in my city next month#which means id better shut the fuck up and drink my tea with honey#despite the hot as fuck weather
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Had our full choir practice tonight, for tomorrow morning at the Good Friday service. Fun, exhausting, stressful. But I think it's going to work out beautifully. Our music director has put a lot of thought into everything, and it sounds pretty epic.
I have 'O the Deep Deep Love of Jesus' on loop in my head, because that's our big piece, and we've run over it a million times, feels like.
Now for a quiet night, and sleep for an early morning. The first of three in a row.
#my first time doing choir#but i've been on worship teams for years#may it go as smoothly as the lord allows#personal
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Hi! First I wanted to say I've really been enjoying your q&a! :) So here's another one. Not sure if you have any thoughts on this since it's on the music rather than the design side, but why do some 4th gen groups only have one person sing the chorus? I thought usually members have their individual lines and then the entire group songs the chorus together. It took me so long to notice because they layer the vocals in the recordings so it sounds bigger. Only when I started watching some covers did I notice only one person is singing. Specifically I was watching the various Mirotic covers and wondering why it sounds so thin, and then once I saw I started seeing it everywhere. And 4th gen is probably not right, because Twice does it too. But why? The producers know it would sound better since they layer vocals on the actual recording version. Why not just do it in real life too, literally all the members are already there.
thank you!
well, the short answer is because no one in fouth gen can sing.
the long answer is that there's been a significant decrease in the amount of debuted idols that have good vocal technique that can be performed while dancing. certain priorities are placed by companies in terms of what type of vocal training idols get, how much training they get, what type of choreography gets chosen, and even what type of people even get cast in the first place. obviously the industry is no stranger to streetcasting a rando just for looks, but in the past, and particularly with sm, there was generally effort put in to making sure that everyone slated to debut was at least a passable vocalist, even if they were cast purely for dance. but now that the trend in the industry has shifted to being more performance forward, some companies have changed some of those priorities. you can't do the same kind of vocal work that you see in second gen performances because now the choreography is too difficult and not optimized for it. the mirotic choreo is a fantastic choreo, but if you have really strong training, it doesn't inhibit vocals like something like ateez's fireworks choreo, which actively prevents them from holding steady notes. also, most companies have made the choice to emphasize dance training because it's been proven in the last several years that group vocals and even the quality of vocals don't particularly matter to the hardcore dedicated fans. fans are going to stream anything from their faves regardless of the sound, so why bother making songs that utilize a specific type of skiill that needs specific training, when you could just not and save the time and money. it takes a lot of musical training and notably training about music (not just vocal technique) in order to sing like nct or any other sm group, which is pretty much the only company that still trains their idols with good technique. there are a couple of small groups that still keep to the old standards, like a.c.e, tan, purple kiss, and onf, but it's much less common because it's become cost inefficient.
the other reason as to why they don't do it in actual performance that often is bc singing and dancing at the same time is fucking HARD. there's a reason why vocal quality improves when people are standing still. dancing and singing both involve having to control when and where you breathe and it's very difficult to do both those things together, so in order to accomodate for the increase in difficult choreography + lack of good vocal training, it's become common practice to rely more on backing tracks or exclusive line distribution in order to take the strain off the members and allow them to focus on the choreography rather than singing.
#the main issue with most 4th gen idols' technique is they all have shitty breath support and focus too much on head voice#which means they dont have the ability to maintain a good voice while dancing#kpoppies like to say that all 4th gen bgs are making nct ripoff music but they are not at all bc nct music is very vocal heavy#and an INTEGRAL part of it is group vocals#the only recent songs that have actually been nct ripoffs are atbo's attitude and tempest's dragon#and both of those are still too thin to be actual nct songs#kpop questions#i've said before that the closest analogue to an idol is a musical theatre actor#and even though pretty much every musical theatre actor has better vocal technique than any idol#idols are now doing significantly more difficult choreography than exists in like any musical.#so there is a tradeoff. obvs there are people that very competent at both. but those people are few and far between#i think that a lot of people forget that the majority of art (in any form) is mediocre. the great is the outlier#text#answers#lmao for new followers i do actually know how to sing + have musical training#i played in jazz and concert bands for eight years did musical theatre for four years and also sang in a choir for a year#i'm just very mediocre at music and i'm not very interested in the minutiae of it#which is why i dont usually field questions about it
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Goodbye 2023, Hello Trees
I'll be away from my computer for a couple of days as I do my annual "seriously, I need to see a fucking novel tree" camping trip. I'll have a little access to internet, but you know something being immersed in the moment, all hail fire, I must look at the moon tenderly like it is my own face etc.
2023 has been a year for me. My beloved first dog finished his story of 14 1/2 years. I sang to him in those last minutes, like I did when I first rescued him but now my voice sounds beautifully like me. My upper body now does that wonderful curve around the shoulders I associate with men when I take my shirt off. Once again I am reminded there's a real intersection between chronic pain, gender dysphoria and neurodiversity that allows me to see the world in a unique way. I'm lucky to have also found another wonderful community of weirdos. You all fill my day with joy and filth and remind me how attention is a moral act at brings aspects of things into being.
I hope you know I love you all. If you don't, please bear with me until I find the words, the way to arrange my face, the way to move my vocal cords until you know the warmth you bring to my life.
#I've read a lot of great things too in 2023#It's hard to narrow it down#let me stay tender hearted- despite despite despite#what you can’t give away you must carry with you#When another person is talking#you want to be listening so actively you’re burning calories#I also wrote some things I am proud of- even if some are still in WIPS#a choir of hungry ghosts that had long grown tired of asking to have not been hurt#and instead found smaller and smaller requests to be disappointed on#That's probably my favorite#since its something I realized doing a lot of peer support work this year#I can't stress how much although I struggle with how people can be weird about being trans#I find a lot of joy in being a polite menace to society by being kind#I look forward to improving on it in 2024
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I am so happy to read chapter 32 you don‘t even know, I got my wisdom teeth pulled, it‘s been agony, but this makes my day a bit better😭😭😭
It's been ten years but I remember that suck. :( Hope you feel better soon! And get to eat all the ice cream you want!
#i remember my choir teacher getting upset with me because some event wanted last year's show choir to perform for them#literally two days or something after i got my wisdom teeth out#this was in fucking july too we have finished for the year#i said no i mean i LITERALLY would not have been able to sing my mouth was full of blood#he went in really hard on the guilt-tripping#i was like the fuck are you gonna do about it i've GRADUATED
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however.. it's not just blorbo thoughts that haunt me with that song... it's teacher thoughts too! 🤯
#for the past few months I've been going back and forth about whether i want to teach middle or high school#and this is nowhere near a deciding factor#BUT... consider the following with me.. performing one version as a mass piece at the beginning of the year with the full choir and then.#🤌🏻#at the end of the year doing the other with just the seniors because they have become the old man who will never again pass this way 😭#i feel like dickau's would be better as a mass piece because of it's more relaxed rhythms. the chords sound fuller than macdonald's which#would probably sound nicer with all hands on deck! and then macdonald's more rhythmically challenging arrangement would be cool for the#seniors 😁 but this is to my untrained and pretty rusty ear so 🕴️ we'll see how i feel when i go back to school#another idea I've entertained is giving each class a like. Challenge Song their freshman year and recording it‚ then reprising it their#senior year and letting them compare their performances to reflect their growth as musicians.. i think that would be really cool :]#i dont think i could conduct the bridge builder with that in mind though.. id start crying lol! but i think it is fundamental as a choir#student to watch your director cry in the middle of a song+ continue on as if nothing was happening#but anyhow idk man.. the idea of working with high schoolers to really build up their musicality and prepare them for the world is very#appealing to me but you can't be a musician without the foundations which i could establish in middle school#and foundations are very fun to teach as well!! but foundations can be taught in a beginning choir course or during summer camp#so 😩#the music i want to direct is all satb which suits high school better. but is it selfish to choose which way to go based on what music you#like? 🕴️🕴️ the contemplations man.... anyhow i have a lot more growing and learning and Studying to do before this will even matter#can't prepare kids for the world when I've scarcely explored it myself!#sriracha.txt
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Making a soramimi salad with shimeji muhrooms and a balsamic vinagrette
#high context joke#mondegreen#caramelldansen#final fantasy vii#OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND THE LATIN LYRICS IN THE ORIGINAL SONG#I've been wondering about that for over a year#yeah somehow i never noticed the choir????? idk i'm really bad at picking up on vocal music even when i'm trying#the relevant lyric is just over 4 minutes into a 7 minute song too so maybe i never paid attn long enough to notice#(I think i'm hilarious)
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ughh listening to victoria always makes me wish i was in a chamber choir again
#i mean i AM in a chamber choir technically#but it's on hiatus rn for the summer i think we're starting up again with the fall semester#and it's like. small informal amateur group#and we're not bad dgmw but. maaan what i wouldn't give to go back to the blessed one and a half semesters in freshman year#when we still had a proper chamber choir at my uni and i was in it. before covid ruined everything#easily the best choir i've ever been in and the most fun i've had singing in a choral setting i think#i think it beats out my allstate years too. cause as fun as allstate was it was also like 120 people#chamber choir was like. 35. and i loooooove love love chamber music#anyway. i like the group i'm in now and i think it's cool that we focus on early and renaissance music#like i don't think we even ventured into the baroque era at all last concert#and there really is some fantastic early choir music that survives#but i do miss being in a slightly more. idk. formal? official(tm)? chamber choir#with the early music yes but also more recent stuff. poulenc. rutter. whitaker. shaw...#oughh. to sing the kind of stuff that roomful of teeth does. that would be MAGICAL#sasha speaks
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