#i've actually had this idea for YEARSSSSS

[sick-bay]

i have been writing something and now i'm revising it and i already ended up changing so much lmao anyways what i'm trying to say is i hope i can finish and post it before going on vacation next week (i have work until sunday/monday morning and then i have to pack my bags and i'm getting my nails done but aside from that i'll be free so it doesn't look too bad as long as i keep the motivation to finish this!)

[alullinchaos]

collection of fun stories about my legal name because that poll reminded me i have a few i changed my name legally a few years ago and the hilarious thing is that i'd never met anyone with that name until after i decided to change it to that. like immediately, start school and a kid in one of my classes has that name. and it's a guy* (kinda happened again with the same subject two years later and that was ALSO a guy*) and it was fine and all but then. then last year at work i'm doing my thing as a cashier yknow and this guy comes through my line and naturally i have a nametag so he's like "omg your name is [X]? my wife's name is [X] and i've never met a female [x] before" as a brief aside to this, a while after i'd already changed my name my mom pulled me aside and was like "you know that [x] is a masculine name right?" and i'd had a feeling* even tho i thought it was unisex but i'm like. ykw. that's fine. im trans of gender it doesnt matter so this adult man doing this to me was weird enough, like, he didn't know that he was misgendering me to my face but then he CALLS HIS WIFE in front of me to tell her about it. he's so excited. so then i have to listen someone also use incorrect pronouns while emphasizing that i'm a female [name] when i'm in fact not a female name ( i don't think anyone is surprised by the revalation that i was afab but also this man was middle-aged and i live in a conservative area so there was no chance in hell he was going to stop and even consider the possibility that he was misgendering me ) and that's a funny haha story to be like. "customer service so fun so cool" but then it gets weirder because my dad got kinda promoted at his job? and then they hired someone to replace him obviously right her name is [my legal first name] and her middle name is what my birth name was originally meant to be. like. my parents were going to name me y, didn't, named me z instead, and now i'm x. so her name is x y. and i fucking lost my shit laughing when my dad told me and then. and then. one day im talking to him about like. basically the closest thing this man has to a best friend. who has a son that my older brother was friends with, so i've heard about him for yearsssss and suddenly my dad mentions that this guy actually has TWO sons and i'm like. i had no fucking idea. what's his name and my dad goes "his name is X... that's probably why i never mention him" so the son of my dad's BEST FRIEND has the SAME NAME as me and i've known about the best friend for like... over 10 years and never heard about that other son until NOW? after accidentally making that happen???

[klarolinedrabbles]

bahhhhhh. grrrr. i don't know why it high-key annoyed me all of a sudden, when it's been annoying me for yearsssss... but i really don't get this bs with all the "saving" of these vampires be it klaus, damon, elijah, stefan, steven, bar guy#3, guy at the window#1, etc. like its a genre show people!!! let your characters be dark, let them do monstrous things because that's what they are. they are monsters, creatures, i.e. NOT HUMAN! i've also had this pet theory running around in my head like (1)

the Originals being the actual Originals are kind of important to the whole "balance" of nature kinda thing. i mean think about it, without the Originals wanting to be top dog, CEO of the vampire empire, the other vamps with huge egos and idiotic ideas like taking over the world and having humans being forced into blood factories - like buffy's AU in season 1 i think? with the badass vamp! willow. any ways those vamps won't be gotten rid of or seen as a threat and killed immediately then chaos2

happens, or witches sometimes get power-crazy, i mean just look at silas. Then you have the werewolves and their volatile behavior. but any ways im rambling and not making much sense, but the ACTUAL originals are what's needed to keep nature's dumbass balance this domesticated, disney-fied, woobified, single tear'd man-pain, woe is me Originals *cough*to!klaus*cough* won't have the power, the certain ruthlessness to see other vamps as expendable to have a controlled vampire population 3

and i mean, god love our precious sunshine Care bear, but girl needs to accept that she is no longer human and her human point of view cannot exist with her new reality, i mean she's on her way there, but not quite and i think once she's fully adjusted, she'll be able to run the world - a la life after rapture style by lynyrdwrites. anyways, long story short: let your monster BE MONSTERS. and your blog is awesome cos im nosy but don't and will not ever watch TO again, so thanks for keeping 4(?)

Let em be monsters, amen. And thank you so much!