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Would you consider drawing chise x joseph?
anon you're not gonna believe what i've been doing the whole day today
#i'm still brainstorming and not sure about this design... but if i manage to make it more interesting i will use it#i have to make sure he doesn't look like elias' female form (it's difficult)#also. the moment i thought the sketch was done i realised i amputated his right arm instead of left#this has also happened to renfred and violet in the past. oh and i drew joseph with both hands once. very irresponsible of me#regarding the ships. yes i ship them hard#sorry elias. your marriage is unhealthy but too loving. sometimes i need something a lot more fucked up#(i say as i draw robinjoseph fluff)#(does this ship even have a proper name?)#robinthorn vs robinjoseph is coughing baby vs hydrogen bomb#mahoutsukai no yome#mahoyome#the ancient magus' bride#the ancient magus bride#ancient magus bride#tamb#chise x joseph#chise hatori#cartaphilus#my art
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#H A N D S#Andrew Lincoln#*#andygifs#i love arm#hello welcome to the tour#on your left you will see A MAN™#please don't touch the art#also his arm hair but i'm not gonna be that weird right now#i love me a set of big man hands#turns me into a victorian wench tbh
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I d ont want to work on this anymore you can't make me,, sorry LisIm nation-
#arm/hand. hurt. bad. taking bong hit shortly after queueing this to Relieve#anyway i wanted to do some lisim for pride. we've got a week left on requests as a reminder!#art icons fanfic ideas even.... any request will at least be heard! fics probably wouldn't be done before month's end but still#icons i can do Super Easy (especially if you have a specific panel or screenshot you want your character taken from)#art... might be more sketch stuff and probably not today. but I'm still Listenin!#i had some asks i wanted to get done ideally for june bc they'd be Funny but idk how well that's goin as a heads up#ooc#art#fanart#scott pilgrim comic#sp comic#scott pilgrim fanart#lisa miller#kim pine#lisim#ship stuff#lisa x kim#kim x lisa#scott pilgrim lisa#scott pilgrim kim#kim pine fanart#lisa miller fanart#spto#spvtw#spvtwtg#this is based on a panel from book four so that is in fact:#julie powers#scott pilgrim gets it together#anyway i stopped working on this bc i realized i was using the wrong brush. i have a love hate relationship w ink pen#signature ink/tattoo inker FOR LIFE
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need to be put in the machine that twists your bones and muscles into symmetrical and healthy positions
#a side effect of riding a motorbike is that all the muscles in my left leg get more exercise than my right#because the gear shift pedal is on the left and i'm constantly moving my left foot up and down#while my right foot is only pressing down on the brake when i'm braking#and also they teach you to always come to a stop with your left foot on the ground so i'm also getting more exercise from that#all of this means that my posture has shifted over the years and become lopsided in ways that plague my right hip and lower back#and on top of this is a similar problem with the constantly-used clutch being at the left hand#and the less-frequently-used front wheel brake being at the right hand#meaning my left hand arm and back muscles are also much more exercised than my right#because you hardly ever squeeze the front brake as suddenly and firmly as the clutch unless you wanna go over the handlebars#i'm like fucking two face or some shit itcs ridiculous and irritating#if i could just replace the right half of my body with a reflection of the left half i'd be golden >:(
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HEY
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i really like the subtract glitch i've been doing recently - so here's some of that again lol :3#the way it interacts with their palettes is so fun i like it a lot ehegh :33#//anyway do you ever consider just tossing out any part the human body you've learned to draw and just drawing dumb little guys with arms#like pipecleaners forever or what hfhs#//oh this is was doobled in traditional originally#i need to digitize more of these. Because#though aura's hair was more extreme in the second panel in that version - i'm tired though and 3 days ago it was the same so no feelings to#change that lol :)#also i didn't shrink the noise enough so it didn't look right - and i was not going to reimport it so Bon Voyage my dude hfhs#was Supposed to fit on a 900x900 canvas but i made the panels a liiiiitle bit too big so it's 950x950#which is Fine it's a round number but it's not a Round-Round number so [gesturing]#1000x1000 was way too big for this little thing so she sits at a pleasant halfway point :>#//anyway i was also up til 3 a.m. last night doing ?? something ?? i genuinely don't even know what lmfhsbvh#nice though maybe my brain'll get a reset lol :3#stay up really late some random nights and jumpstart your brain!! it's foolproof!! never fails!! [<- these statements have not been reviewe#by the FDA or the Center for Sleep Control]#//ANywho now i'm going to be on my way#/oh i also forgot to post the oath n aura refs i made for artfight lol-#i'll prolly put those up w/ the kira and hid ones though :>>#i like to have the whole ensemble :D i Do feel bad when one of them gets left out hghsfh - like forgetting a stuffed animal somewhere#even though they're all together for small portion of the story it still feels off lol#i should prolly introduce the rest of the cast at some point. .... ......... ..........hm yea prolly. maybe one day hfhs#//anyway NOW i'm going i've run out of tag space i think hfhs - toodles !! :>
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Update:
I am fully caught up on my course and have nothing else due for it until Friday next week so (theoretically but like incredibly optimistically hopefully) I should have time this week to get the next chapter of darling finished and posted
#i literally have like three scenes left to write#like it's so close#maybe tomorrow night???#also fun fact#i was teaching at middle school today#and i overheard this group of girls talking about the fanfic they're collectively writing#apparently it's shrek x daffy duck#and apparently they're trying to get to the smut point in their fic but they just keep adding characters and plot twists#so they haven't gotten there yet#but anyway#shout out to them#also hopefully they don't see this cause i'm back there again next week lol#anyway#darling hold me in your arms
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no kind of relationship will ever be as impactful as the slightly toxic slightly homoromantic hyperdependent bestfriendship you had with someone when you were like 12
#I've realized lately that I think my whole life I've just been trying to recreate that lol#we could watch the world burn around us but as long as I have you in my arms I wouldn't care.#and then you grow up and grow apart and a gaping void has been left in my soul and no matter how hard I try it can never be filled#and there's no chance of getting it back either-- those 12 year old girls simply don't exist anymore#so I have to live the rest of my life yearning for a home that I can never go back to#this isn't supposed to be sad btw but like. idk lame wax poetic lmao#I think she's still on Facebook tho should I message her LOL#we haven't talked in like. 8 years#just like 'heyyy just wanted to let u know that I was in love with you and u completely changed my life and your influence still-#follows me to this day & I always hold u in good graces despite the wrongs we did to each other and I still love you in some estranged way#I wish you the best and I'm sorry I missed your birthday for the past 8 years ♥️ I hope ur doing well bye !!!!'#pls tell me I'm not the only one who experienced this LMFAO#personal post
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literallyso embarrassing having to tell nurses yeah I have a horrible phobia of needles i can faint from it . yeah you have to talk to me during it or i will have a panic attack. yeah no you can't count down. no i can't watch it happen either. do not let me look at it . please keep talking to me if you stop for any length of time i will go insane. yes i have gotten blood work done 1 million times . no i'm not normal about it sorry.
#my mri earlier was done with contrast (stuff that dyes your blood) and it has to be injected through an IV#and i was very unhappy about this . incredibly unhappy. i knew it was going to happen but i was still very sad about it#and then it had to be LEFT IN THERE!!!!! AUUghh#stupid thing sticking out of my arm for an hour and i'm just sitting there HYPER aware of it . in horror#like yes they assured me ''the needle isn't there anymore it's just a thin piece of plastic don't worry'' STILL...#TINY POINTY THING IN MY. ARM.#HRGHN!!!!!!!!#needles#<- not shown or anything but as a person With the phobia I can say. just describing it now is making me cringe and twitch so#ougrhh.. mine aerm...#to be fair to Myself it is very very much due to repeated poor experiences with needles in the past. But STILL.#like yes sorry you have to console me like a scared quivering kitten. or i will fall to the floor and/or start crying . sorry.#clamtalk
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Oh the pain in my right arm right now. Oh boy. The neurostimulator isn't even enough to make it less noticeable anymore.
#belette's life#I am PISSED and ANGRY and SAD#It's my last day before starting my new job and I wanted to cross stitch all evening#I can do anything. Even typing this hurts#Because my fucking left hand decided to join the pain party#I'm gonna go see my cat and pet him#Fucking fibromyalgia#I think a mobility aid would help me but I'm too scared to bring it up to my pain doctor because#What if she thinks it's a bad idea? My anxiety isn't helping at all#And anyway. Which mobility aid doesn't require the use of your arms?#Sorry for the rant#I needed to scream a bit. Write how I'm feeling somewhere#I want to do my cross stitch but I caaaaant this is the most frustrating thing right now kfkfkfkf#Anyway#Can't*
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8x16 | Wrath
#me as the canteen lid tbh#Rick Grimes#*#rg#S8#hello welcome to the tour#on your left you will see a man™#s8 was thick rick™#what a blessing#also his arm hair but i'm not gonna be that weird right now#richard control that energy you have just by standing there ok#and stop that with your mouth#thanks
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my fucking tremor oh my god
#i cannot lift things right now#my arms resting on the desk and i'm mostly okay to type like this but as soon as they're off the desk i am unable to hold things#i accidentally shunted my mouse into the pile of books on the edge of my desk :/#had to stop drinking my tea because i was going to drop the mug ://// i want tea#scrolling on my phone is also a nightmare#both hands but primarily left#probably means i'm going to get nerve pain later#ahhh#anyway. back to your regularly scheduled blogging
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okay new tlt psa post! except i really don't want to shame anyone since i also struggle with knowing left vs right, but............... ianthe tridentarius loses her RIGHT arm. not her left. her RIGHT arm gets the gold bone treatment. this is the same arm lost by edward elric, finn adventure time, and luke skywalker. does that help? she's joining the ranks of other scifi fantasy blondes who lose a right arm, except she's a way worse person than all those other ones i listed! i've seen more of left bone arm ianthe fanart in the last month than right and idk i just wanna flip 'em.
#i'm open to any little rhymes or whatever that might help remember but#idk i just see it a lot#tlt#it's not too late to flip your art#the locked tomb#gtn#htn#ianthe tridentarius#tw ianthe#tinks tlt notes#incidentally vash trigun loses the left arm so he doesn't get to be in the club#oh but new totk link is in the club!#i get that sometimes u just don't think about it or flip a pic back and forth when making it but idk
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one of my favorite parts of strategy games like chess and advance wars is that feeling when you haven't quite won yet but the enemy has no real options so it feels like you're just sloowly wrapping around them like a snake. when all your enemy has is their king and you've managed to turn 3 of your pawns into queens, and all you've gotta do is get in juust the right position, and in the meantime all they can do is squirm. god, that's such a wonderful feeling. nothing quite like it
#incidentally i don't like it when versions of chess insist on enforcing a stalemate rule#honestly to a certain extent i feel like if your enemy has nothing but a king and you've got more than one queen that should just be an#automatic win. like exodia except instead of the individual pieces being useless they're all the most powerful monster card in the game#i think the favorite card i had as a kid was my five headed dragon. thought that shit was so cool. 5000 in both attack and defense???#it seemed unbeatable to my little kid brain. also it was a dragon. of course i loved it#i never learned how to Actually play yugioh of course. just what rules my stupid kid reading comprehension could understand#im pretty sure a monster has to be in play for you to be able to sacrifice it. i didn't know that so i filled my deck with nothing but#really strong monsters and i'd just sacrifice some directly from my hand to summon what i wanted#i stole a lot of yugioh cards as a kid from target. i'm comfortable saying this online because the statute of limitations has absolutely ru#out by now. i looked it up.#i remember for the first time i stole a box set that had exodia. i remember on my way home so i could open it... i genuinely felt like ther#was something mystical in that box. something ancient. there was something really special about that to my kid brain#i'd later steal quite a few more because i got the bright idea to fill a deck with nothing but exodia cards. i figured i'd always have a#first draw win. took me until actually trying to play it that i realized i'd often just get 5 left arms which obviously wouldn't work#so i took that deck and added some actual monsters to ��hold me off”. it was pretty much just a normal deck with too much space taken up by#essentially useless cards. i don't think i ever actually won by drawing exodia naturally. what a shame#side note but i still get a bit anxious every time i go to that target. i haven't in years and i can basically guarantee they wouldn't#recognize Grown Ass Adult me as “that kid who stole a lot of yugioh cards”. it's been almost a decade if memory serves#i've grown a lot since then. both physically and metaphorically#i digress
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(muth being music theory!)
#FUCK IT MY OWN EDITION OF THE ODDLY SPECIFIC POLLS BC THESE ARE FUN#me when i've been obsessed with space/time stuff since i was a KID its more an interest than hyperfixation rn but man.#media with any of those?? i am OBSESSED (star wars rottmnt movie etc etc) like i hyperfixated on dr who for a year in middle school#the skateboard one is so funny. in high school my guard instructor saw me with a friend's pennyboard & immediately said no.#me when i was notoriously clumsy in middle + high school so everyone i knew was like. “this is a bad idea” when i did anything#my first semester of college i bought a longboard off someone then 5months later i turned around & ate SHIT it was so funny in retrospect#anyway fun sage lore i have only ever heavily injured the left side of my body. my knee + elbow and the SAME FUCKING TOOTH. TWICE.#also i have a high pain tolerance. like idk how or when but in middle school it just got Really Strong. me when i injure myself and just#live with it for a year before it becomes a concern and i get told to get an xray (i will live with a fractured knee the rest of my life)#also when i fell off my skateboard and ate shit my first concern was “ah fuck my glasses did i break my nose” and#“nah my elbow isnt broken! my arm is just rly sore from how i landed on it” (readers. it was in fact fractured.)#like i literally went “no im fine we dont need to tell my mom or go to the er” and my friends said “call your mom and go to the er”#me spitting out my tooth and blood bc i also busted my lip: that hurt. time to hobble back to my dorm.#anyway hiding this one in the tags bc i will never not just ignore my issues LMAO did it with my ptsd dx and i will continue to do it#another incredibly hyperspecific thing: oh this doesnt seem normal! im gonna ignore it and hope it goes away#these symptoms match up to something? nah i'm sure it's not that! (proceeds to get dx'd with ptsd five months later)
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I kinda miss hanging out with old people. All my friends used to be old people.
But the older I grow, and the more I'm expected to behave well like a normal adult, the harder I find it to keep those links. I'm lost between trying to stick to a script I don't know the words of to have a proper normal and interesting relationship for them, and allowing myself to screw up a little, be boring, be interested in stuff they aren't, having opinions they don't agree with (for silly stuff like music, though yk me), not be cool. Cause the latter stresses me out. Cause I see no reason for people to want to be friends with me if not that.
#also defining your relationship to old people who already have a well established family is hard when growing up#cause they were just my friends at first#and they helped me find a safe space#and they were like a chosen family#and then their adopted daughter hated me cause they had a friend that was her age and it messed up with me#now i feel so stressed out about it. i feel so stressed that i am taking space i shouldn't. that i am making their other friends and#family that have been there for far longer uncomfortable with just my presence#and i know i was just a depressed teen and very sensitive to this shit and people keep saying that it reveals more about the other person#than you (as it's not the first time i was left to deal with people's opinion of me FOR THEM)#but it just felt like i wasn't allowed to express my discomfort and i just had to swallow the way their reaction to their emotions impacted#me and handle it on my own#and I think I'm still hurting from it#cause I got no support#i'm just asked to sit there and take it and act as if it meant nothing#...ngl saying it writing it stating it feels good because i've held onto that for years and years and I couldn't say it#i wasn't allowed to#even my psychiatrist (when I had one) told me it was nothing and to ignore it#I just wish people could say that yes it's not okay. that i'm allowed to feel how i feel. i wish people would recognize and understand#what i mean when i say that.#cause what is it worth when i'm the only one saying it to me and the only one agreeing that it's true#i hate that i need people to agree and make their agreement vocal to help heal that inner child that was always told to push it down#cause what else ?#sometimes I wish I could see young Leska cause I know I'd be among the only ones to give em a hug#I just want to take them in my arms and tell them that it'll get better. That we're not out yet we still need to fight but we will#eventually#hopefully
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Hugging someone when you weren't expecting it is so awkward.
#not in like a “eww gross i don't want to hug you” way#but like in a “i don't mind giving you a hug but I wasn't expecting you to offer a hug and now I've kinda forgotten how hugs work” way#one of my co-workers technically doesn't work at our hotel he works in another state but he travels sometimes to help out at other hotels#and he was out here for two weeks because one co-worker just left and they haven't hired her replacement yet#and another co-worker is on vacation so we're understaffed so they brought him out for a couple weeks#and he also was out here back in January#but anyway tomorrow is his last day and I'm off tomorrow so today was the last time I'll see him in who knows when if ever#since he's going back home so he gave me a hug before he left for the night#and like I'm going to miss him so I don't mind that he gave me a hug but like I wasn't expecting it#so it was like “oh you're holding your arms out for a hug... how do you hug people again? how do arms work?
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