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Don't talk to me i am coping
#this anime made me mentaly unwell#go watch it 💖#i swear it's an amazing watch#guh#okzy#oczy#however the FUCK you spell it#Badeni#jolenta#hmmmm how does one tag rafal#orb on the movements of the earth#orb: on the movements of the earth#chi: chikyuu no undou ni tsuite#camma the drawer#get rafal brown contacts petition#does this tiny sketch at the top count as#okubade#?#idk im tagging it anyways#the only reason i haven't drawn them making out is cuz i showed these sketch pages to my dad#who is ALSO in intense pain after episode 14#the fic is in planning. oh you know it is#i dont even wanna cry anymore I'm just resorting to dark humor now#watch me go down the path of insanity#DAMMIT#ahem#tee hee#rafal
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i hate the fact the term karen went from describing a bitchy entitled customer to basically the modern day equivalent of calling a woman a harpy (misogynistic as fuck) and that people use the term on people out in public who are at the end of their rope emotionally from stress or a shitty day. I get it just because your having a rough time doesn't mean you get to be a dick but sometimes I think people are seriously lacking in empathy and I get it a lot shit the customer might be dealing with isn't your responsibility but like if a customer is struggling with something simple maybe don't be a dick? Just a thought.
#I'm so done with people calling customers with legitimate complaints/concerns Karen#If you messed up someone's order and they ask for a new one then fix it#What if they're on special diet for health reasons#What if they're practicing lent or are Muslim and you give them food that they can't have#What if the customer that's struggling with a simple self checkout has autism or something#People shouldn't have to give out these reasons unless they want to#Also corporations love to make customers out to be idiots and karens when they've seriously fucked up#Like that lady who got McDonald's coffee on her crotch suffered 3rd degree burns and was portrayed as an idiot/greedy#Don't be like that#ableism#misogny#Karen#I'm not kidding when I say it's becoming the modern day equivalent of calling a woman a harpy#Someone breaking down crying and freaking out in public can be annoying but maybe don't record them#Idk as someone with autism if someone recorded me having a meltdown or mocked me I'd be pissed#Even if they aren't mentally unwell no one deserves to bullied when they're at their own limit#Watch somebody call me a Karen for this#Like fight back against dickheads throwing temper tantrums but also don't be a bully#when you hear something about a Karen try and see if they are actually being a Karen or if they're just being put in a bad light#Like did they hit record after a bunch of harassment#cause thats happened
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Is this a safe space to say I don't like dragon's rising? Like I watched the first couple of episodes and wasn't too invested in it. Like I see the hype and I think there's some things I like about the series (even though I haven't watched it up to these points) like lloyd having panic attacks, another tournament, and the jaya stuff but the things with the new characters isn't interesting me.
Like they aren't bad and work well for the series I just don't vibe with the new energy of the show.
Like seeing lloyd being called sensei kinda pisses me off. Like it works for his character I just don't care for it.
Also I feel like lloyds relationship with his students also frustrates me cause I don't like seeing lloyd fumble that bad at being a good mentor and I don't like that people see him as a dad to his students cause not everything has to be familial and they can just be teacher student and that's it. (No hate if you make a parental figure I just don't vibe with it)
#My brain- “well mabye you just don't like it cause it's a change from what you know and more specifically a change for lloyds character and-#since you connect with him a lot seeing him change while your currently going through your own difficult changes is triggering you and-#making it hard to use ninjago as an escape.“#Me- “nuh uh”#VENT FROM HERE ON OUT-#Nah because be fr how am I supposed to tell someone with a straight face i can't watch ninjago cause I'm not in a good place mentally to#Like you know your mentally unwell when ninjago of all things is triggering you.#I'm so mentally unstable rn I'm asking for higher doses of my meds to see if it with numb me out and I won't have to deal with this back#and forth on my emotions#Mabye ill just be numb and won't feel anything then I can actually talk about my issues to my therapist until I'm all fixed up and then I-#can lessen my meds so i can start feeling things again after everything's ok.#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lego#vent#vent blog
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Hey. Mckraken dump + misc doodles part 50. Throws these at you
Starting w these two! The human design belongs to @analog-smiles and I love it sm btw. Might draw it again in the future i say menacingly. The one on the left is me trying to get the hang of coloring him on digital +drawing full body!!!
I drew this guy more upset than usual yesterday because it wouldn't be your favorite character without inflicting pain on them 💕😋
And then these ones!! Expect more hino art soon because MAN. I love that awful ceo <33
Thats all for now!! Ty for looking at my stuff btw (-u•)~☆
#I love love love yokai watch!! Could you tell?#Time to draw the same guy 300 times!!#Also. Slightly messy corner of my desk reveal? Fun!#yokai watch#yo kai watch#Hinozall#Chairman mckraken#Dr Maddiman#I'm tryna get the hang of drawing him actuslly....ough....#K'mon-k'mon#Alternatively#Kmon kmon#Wow. I am so Sane and Normal it's too painful to look at#Must go work on another hino wip in my ibis paint x....#●posts from yomakai#□ yolo watch 2!#I don't think there is a single non 'Yolo watch 2!' Tagged art post on my account#I am unwell#In 100s of ways. Like i am constantly inspirit4d by babbl<>g for one#(Weird brackets to keep out of main tags#) forgot the other one and editing is hell on mobile!! So here you gosies#ACK SPESKING OF BEING INSPIRITED BY THE COOLEST GUY EVER. IM YAPPING AGAIN.#Ooo after I finish my other stuff in my wips I'll make more babbl<>g stuff.....maybe for ask blog! ☆☆
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More dnd writing because it's all I have but I here's a snippet from a vignette I did of Rook's past (from Zara's POV), because Rook and his mentors never fails to make me sick (/pos).
[transcript under the cut]
Taking a coin out of her pocket, she rolled it across her knuckles, back and forth. It gave her hands something to do, and prevented the urge to bite her nails, something she hadn’t done in years. Ten minutes passed, then twenty. Zara began to pace as Rook’s breathing grew shakier and the color drained from his skin. Where the hells is Jay? she wondered. The room was so quiet that she could hear every tick of the small clock on her bedside table, and each one echoed in her head. How many ticks does he have left? She didn’t want to think about it. She’d had crew members die before, of course. You don’t go as many years as a captain as she had and never lose a soul. But all the others who had died had died quickly, in combat. She’d mourned for all of them, even shed tears in private, but there was something different about watching the life drain out of a person right in front of your eyes.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd#dnd writing#morrigan plays dnd#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#(Rook's first captain and mentor)#literally no one else but me would know this but the fact that he learned that coin-rolling trick from watching her#(and after a lot of practice and embarrassing failures in his free time)#and he also does it when he's nervous/anxious/bored/fidgety... augh I can't take it.#this takes place when he'd been with her crew for about a year so he was roughly 18 in this. BABY boy.#He gets to see her again for the first time in 3 years VERY SOON in-campaign and I can't stop thinking about it.#I've been waiting for this moment since I joined this campaign so like a year and a half now.#YES I KNOW ALL MY WRITING LATELY HAS BEEN TORMENTING ROOK PHYSICALLY.#I'M SORRY. IT'S THE EASIEST THING FOR ME TO WRITE#I am UNWELL over my boy and his mentors#also poor Rook... he can't escape the snake motifs.#he gets bitten by a snake-like sea monster and nearly dies. he's a prisoner on a ship called the sea snake. Twice.#the second time he's rescued by a person with snake tattoos all over their body because they used to belong to a gang called#the horned serpents. And because they helped destroy that gang said person was supposed to never go back to the town Rook needs to go to.#but when they get there turns out they needn't have worried because all criminal activity has been stopped by a HUGE FUCKING SNAKE#with a very twisted sense of morality that may or may not be a god and has appointed itself High Judge of the town#and ofc because Zara is the mayor of that town and the snake is her problem Rook will do ANYTHING to get rid of it for her#but um yeah. lots of snakes for Rook. And most of this was accidental.#I swear I didn't plan it this way on purpose.
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Totally a 🖤 Suguru thinggg 🖤 😵💫😩😩
#THE FUCKING HAND PLACEMENT ON THE NECK IS SUCH A SUGURU THINGGG#AHHHHHHHHHH#I'M ACTUALLY SO UNWELL AFTER WATCHING THIS#SO SO SUGURU CODED SHUT UP#(I think it's the way the man looks in this but shhh still HEAVILY Suguru coded 😩😩😖🖤)#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru x you#geto suguru#jjk
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there are two wolves inside of you. One of them is fretting that you went through all the effort of making a new art account just to pigeonhole yourself once more into a specific fandom, which holds you back from exploring original art concepts that you care about. The other one came up with three separate ace attorney comic ideas in the last hour alone and isn't stopping anytime soon
#laurellala talks#am i unwell? perhaps#i also drew like 5 more sketchy comics i haven't posted#and a full colored drawing i haven't posted bc i'm overthinking if i need to attach comics to it also or post on its own#i want to draw more muppets interactions and come up with an actual theoretical muppets ace attorney case!#they would get to explore the muppet studio as a location aaa it would be so cuteee#and i'm in the middle of drawing a comic of miles and nick video calling and teasing a young trucy (i love trucy)#and i NEED to draw nick and maya interactions from trials and tribulations case 3 it's so sibling coded agh my heart#also i want to draw lisa basil in general the roboty software company lady#i want to design an ace attorney self insert called Laurel Lyre (you're a liar) and draw sprite expressions and character interactions#she would be an art student that Nick knew from college and she was painting a still life of the scene of the crime#and her painting has something different than how the crime scene looked which is used as proof in court#ALSOOO i had an idea for a silly comic of nick visiting miles in germany (platonic coded)#and of either a comic or short story idea of them going out to dinner together. This one is hard to explain but it would be good#I WANT TO DRAW FRANZISKA TOO i have an angst comic idea for her! And i want to draw her as a kid in dance class#i feel like she has so much scrutiny of herself which is very “i was in dance as a kid” coded. Ballet probably#I ALSO have a comic idea of a holiday party that took place before miles' murder trial but after steel samurai case#where miles begrudgingly talks to phoenix to avoid small talk with strangers and they talk about college#specifically like. it is canon to me that phoenix was in an improv group in college. That's where he learned to bluff. he's so silly#i also want to make a comic of the parents at trucy's school trying to sus out how old nick is#since he's only like what 17 years older than her?#I also want to make a gilmore girls joke but i can't tell if this is too dated to be funny. Do people know this show still#i had never watched it before so i just watched like half a season of it just to make a joke. It's cute.#What Else. I have like 5 animatic ideas but i need to ask my friend what she uses to make hers bc in the past I've used imovie on my phone#do not recommend#and if i don't draw everything RIGHT NOW i'm going to lose interest and nothing will get made!!!!!!#andandand I STILL NEED TO FINISH TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONSSSSS#i got sooo far i'm doing so well in the waitress case#i need to finish it so i can finally understand apollo justice and know what the HECK happened in that time skip#ace attorney
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Wuvvy, burn.
#i am UNWELL#like i love dimension 20#but after i watched acofaf i read every single ruehob fic i could get my grubby hands on#and then watched bridgerton#and then watched a ton of compilations of acofaf again#i think wuvvy is such an interesting character#i'd absolutely draw a ton of rue and hob and ruehob but i haven't worked out owlbears or bugbears yet frfr#i draw 95% miku this is hard#ACOFAF#a court of fey and flowers#dimension 20#wuvvy#i'm almost done with mentopolis but i might fucking go back and watch acofaf again#aabria really popped off with that one#i'm not uploading this one to insta cause it's too rough#but i wanted to yell in the tags about my brainworm sorry
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Vale saw Pedro's first win... Applauded him.... Damn that adoption was long into making
#fetus pedro. mig and nicols#nicola#what the fuck did i just watch#I'm literally blown away#when commentators said “there is no shame to lose to such performance”#TALKING ABOUT PEDRO IN HIS SECOND EVER GRAND PRIX RACE. WHAT THE FUCK#I'm like literally unwell please someone sedate me#I can't binge watch another season of pedro slaying what if i start believing again#I can't do that to myself right before season starts#but fr vale that stayed in pit lane after congratulating nicola and applauded to pedro.... i will be kept up at night by this#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#watching some cool cele race now tho :p
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OKAY OKAY! I KNOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A COZY-ISH FANTASY/ROMANCE BUT WHERE ARE ALL THE GIFS FROM THE OPENER WHERE THEY TRY THEIR FUCKING HARDEST TO SKEWER EACH OTHER???
#Alecto watches 7th Time Loop#anyway what about an AU where she doesn't die by Arnold's hand but is grievously injured#and taken as his hostage/plaything after he discovers she's disguised? 🥴#yes I'm unwell thanks for asking#6th Time Loop AU
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bestie bestie have you seen the poltergayst art :D? the sillies!!! ive drawn them!!
im thinkin about drawing killer having like just weird or disturbing features, like his jaw hanging barely attached or something cuz he doesn’t understand Skeleton Monster anatomy and i honestly have so many ideas for this au cackles
yes!!! yes i've seen them >:D
i just arrived home so i'm reblogging them all simultaneously but waa these beans are so interesting to daydream about...
Like look at him look at our ghostie killie omggg<33333
#ask#my art#poltergayst au#i'm unwell when it comes to kross and kross aus in general but this? aughghg the fluff potential is immense......#i do wonder if killer can leave the house? yknow for very valid reasons like dates and stuff >;D#cross is like 'you need some clothes' because he can't go out naked smh look at how bad killer has it in this world 😔</3#i'm guessing he can't even after getting his physical form? idk but one thing i will say is that he probably like. begs cross to get a cat#even if the apartment has no pets allowed he would find a way to smuggle a kitten like cmon this is killer we're talking about HHH#i want them to watch a movie and have them curl around eachother (killer with his eight limbs or smthing) and just. stay like that forever#waghgh the dream....the goal >:')c <333#anyways be right back imma reblog the ones i didn't see yet!!! thanks for passing byy and don't think twice about tagging me in any updates#muah muah have a nice day))<3333
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also worth saying that this is driving me to writing thg fanfic bc I'm genuinely pissed off, but my favourite way of engaging with thg isn't even with canon characters at this point. it's through thinking about two ocs I've had for years that I mentally refer to as "toxic fishermen yuri", and I'm incapable of writing extensively abt anything related to thg that doesn't involve them lol
#toxic fishermen yuri is like:#what if we were childhood friends who grew up together in our working class neighbourhood and knew each other in a way no one else ever wil#but you were being indoctrinated into thinking that our evil fascist government and their child murder competition were actually cool#and that you should totally volunteer for them one day. and even though I unlike you am immune to propaganda I can't abandon you#I'll never abandon you. you're the only person who has ever truly known me and I'm the only person who has ever really known you#so even after you volunteer and I watch you become twisted into something I KNOW you're not and you come back as ghost of your former self#with blood on your hands and a dead look in your eyes I'm still here. I'll always be here. I promise.#even when I become more and more deeply involved in a plot against our government and you become more and more entertwined with it#and I watch you be used and abused by it even as you claim you owe everything to them. and so many ppl I know claim you're a collaborator#a capitol loyalist and a traitor I know you're not. I know you. you had good intentions and did what you thought was right#I know you're just scared. I know you just want to protect people and you're just trapped in a web of you're own making#and given the opportunity? I know you'd take a way out. I know you'd do the right thing. I dont care what you or anyone else thinks.#I'm still here. I can't abandon you even if I wanted to. and I know you won't abandon me#and also we were both girls#anyway. they make me unwell </3 I love toxic homoerotic friendships. I literally can't talk about them or I just. do what you see above#I go completely insane and I know literally no one else will care lol#op
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gonna go to the doctor then come back to work and try and finish season 3 between customers...
#i'm emotionally unwell after the unexpected ***** of **** i watched last night so i'm not SUPER JAZZED RN....#but i gotta push through I GUESS#tbd
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I can't wait to watch all two seasons of ofmd in one sitting and die
#can you imagine when s2 is done and we get to just watch all of it after s1#ed's no longer sitting on the dock stede's no longer rowing to him#I'm unwell
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*chants* F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP F*CK HIM UP—
#tv: oasis (2023)#kbs oasis#kbs2 oasis#oasis#jang dong yoon#choo young woo#kdrama#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#it is ep 15 everything is about to go to sh*t and Doo Hak's claws are finally out#bitch said i'm done with being second place i'm not going to lose to you intentionally anymore and that for me personally?#that's hot. Jung Shin knew and that's why she picked him#Cheol Woong is a sad mf*cker who is still delusional up to this point. it looks like there will be no redemption arc for this man#and i have never been happier to have skipped the SLS this time around in my life#i need all of y'all to choke. literally just go off somewhere i do not give a f*ck#not Team Leader Oh tho. he's my precious meow meow and the lack of him in the latter half of this ep so far is scaring me#i know you're evil but where have you gone :(#edit: ok no tell me that Oh is not in the state i think he is#either way this is f*cking with me bc uh. remember how Cheol Woong asked him how long he thought the Deputy Director#was going to be his umbrella. remember how he asked him that in return. Oh literally told the Director that Cheol Woong#wasn't his biological son and after all of that he still chose the latter over him. he chose to be his umbrella i am unwell
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I keep watching movies and then having the violent urge to rewatch them right after
#josh screams#this is how you tell i'm unwell#I miss watching movies with him. so I've just been watching movies : /#but I really dont rewatch movies alone#like esp right after. I usually will only rewatch if I'm showing some one#like ofc I do rewatch but not right fucking after I watch it#I love ryn gosling <3
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