#i'm tired in every sense of the word. sorry. might revert to being a coward by the morning | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

rinbylin · 3 months ago

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watching this extremely american movie with an ensemble cast and every other scene is me realising this is a character i saw in a previous scene then SUDDENLY thinking about one of those 'cDraMas ArE alWays liKE ThiS Ha HA' running jokey posts on this webbed site by its supposed fandom about how 'there are just always so many people in cdramas! so many characters you won't ever remember anyone haha!!' like buddy idk how to tell you that's not just a cdrama thing you just keep treating cmedia like it's some special alien thing. sick sick sick of it all

#posting like i'm no longer afraid. sorry it's after midnight. sober drunk AND mean salty posting into a landmine.#maybe it's all just a joke and i'm being joyless i know. but it's getting very tired and a bit. um. you know #after you see one 'innocuous' post after another and another and another. what does it say #same goes with the jesting about censorship and sanitisation of media. like if we want to be critical let's get all-rounded. b srs #ever since my first few experiences years ago. it has always been like oh those words from back then all felt uncomfortable for reasons #and i wasn't alone feeling it! the veil of ignorance over it comes off forever and you can never go back to pretending it's ok #i'm tired in every sense of the word. sorry. might revert to being a coward by the morning #my posts

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