#i'm talking sweatpants with huge pockets & oversized hoodies

[shocker54]

I had just gotten off of school and I was bored as an average tween would be.. so I decided I would go to the park alone because I didn't have many friends. there wasn't much to do in my home town it was quite boring it was just filled with weird teens and boys who sucked at being boys. I was sitting on the bench listening to music and breathing in the air that was filled with the awful musk of weed and vape.  this girl wearing a black hoodie and grey sweatpants goes up to this guy's black jeep with a baggy of money, her hair slightly out of the hood blowing in the wind. i look away and look at the kids fighting for the swings. The girl runs past me and looks at me and waves, I smile as she was absolutely out standing..

As I'm home I sit in my room talking to my friends about the situation, I don't know if she's a crush or just a girl I find so gorgeous.

The next day I decide to go back to the park I wait until the exact time I saw her yesterday, sitting on the same bench, listening to the same song, Atlantis by seafret, there was no sighting of this girl, until I look up from my phone and see her standing right in-front of me. I take my headphones off and look at her and smile, her gorgeous hazel eyes and her rosy cheeks. "Hey I saw you here yesterday, I just wanted to say you seem really nice, and you're very pretty!" I thought she was just being nice because I'm overweight and have no makeup on and I'm dressed in an oversized t shirt and Shorts. "Well thank you but you're absolutely breath taking" I say back to her. She smiles and her eyes seem to glow in the sunlight that was hitting her face. "Wanna come with me?" She says holding out her hand. I grab her hand "I saw you looking at me yesterday, wanna try something with me?" I look down at the ground "sure?.." she looks at me again "oh come on let's go!" She grabs my hand again and makes me run with her to the black jeep, she gets in the car "Luis this is .. I didn't catch your name.." I nervously look at her "my names Rory." She smiles "this is Rory" "by the way Rory my name is lily." I smile, I like how chill she is!. Luis looks back at Lilly "aight so what u getting today?" She laughs and slaps Luis's arm "oh cmon Luis you know!" He hands her a cart and coke. She gives him the money , she grabs my hand "Rory this is going to be the best summer of your life" she winks "I- I should text my mom lily.." she laughs "go ahead kiddo!" I text my mom

Rory: Mom I'm going out with a new friend I made, I'll be safe!

Mom: alright have fun be safe I love you!

Rory: I love you too!

Luis turns up the music, my girl starts playing "alright girls hold on!" He speeds off, Lily begins singing "my girl! Talking bout my girlll!" She could sing! She's a suprisingly gold singer! She takes the cart out of her pocket and screws it onto her battery and takes a few hits and starts coughing. "Oh Rory, Rory,Rory, such a pretty name" she smiles and looks at me, I smile back. "Luis where we going?!" He laughs "we're going on a road tripppp!" He turns the music up louder, sugar sugar starts playing and I can feel the beat in my chest.

We end up at Luis's house. He lets me inside. I think that was the first time I had ever saw a trap house... there was a huge pile of beer cans, the house reaked of weed. And there it was.. cocaine on the table while someone was putting it into baggies "don't mind him, that's Jason!" Lily sits next to Jason "he works for Luis, he's trusted" I nod my head, being surrounded with a lot of drugs was horrifying. "So Rory where'd you come from?" I laugh "what do you mean?" "Like where you live?" I look at Jason scraping the coke into these baggies "I live near the park, like 4 blocks away." She smiles "oh! So you know the streets huh?" "Yeah I guess I do a bit.."

An hour passes by and lily takes out her baggy of coke and grabs some in her pinkie nail, she had white fake nails on they had some gems on them, she snorts the powder and rubs the rest in her gums. She sniffs very hardly after, "so Rory you ever do drugs?" I chuckle nervously "uh.. no.. never touched anything in my life.." she smiles "ah I see!"

A while later Luis brought us to lilys house "so Rory wanna sleep over?" I grab out my phone

Rory: mom can I sleep over at my friend lilys house?

Mom:sure sweetie be safe and have fun!

Rory: I will!

I never expected this night to be so eventful.. but it was.. lilys mom was gone.. her mom was never really here because she was very addicted to drugs. So she had the house to herself half the time. "So I just got this amazing idea!" She puts her hand on my thigh "what's the amazing idea?" I say. "What if I invite all my friends over for a party?" I shake my head "yes that's a good idea!"

As the party starts and the music blasts, lily is introducing me to her friends, I hate introducing myself, "hey Bella this is Rory!" I smile "hey.." I put my head down breaking eye contact.

"Rory I have the use the bathroom come with me." She takes my hand and drags me to the bathroom with her. "You wanna try something with me?" I nod my head. She gives me a rolled up dollar bill, and pours some coke on the counter and puts it in a line "ok you just put the bill in your nose a bit and sniff in through your nose and snort all of it ok?" I shake my head and do as she says. Little did I know this was a huge mistake I would regret for the rest of my life. I starts to cough and hold my nose "fuck is this supposed to burn?" She giggles "yeah it's gonna burn a bit.." I hand her the dollar back, I pull my hand away from my nose and see blood, "lily do you have a tissue?" She already had some folded up toilet paper in her hand "here" she holds the toilet paper up to my nose "that's gonna happen, it's normal kiddo, don't worry" I smile and look into her eyes. And all of a sudden I feel a rush of energy "let go" she takes the toilet paper awayl. "What you gonna do now rory?" I look around "idk but i feel amazing!" She laughs "yeah you're gonna feel that way"

After the party I feel the come down and feel horrible, and want to do another line. I lay down on lilys bed. And she rubs my head and she snorts another line "how you feeling?" I look around "horrible.." she smiles "mhm you're gonna feel that way" I lay my head on her thigh and look up at her "you wanna do another?" She says in an awkward tone. I shake my head.. "you know weeds a lot better haha" I smile "yeah but idk if I wanna do that" she laughs "why not?" I shake my head "idk just don't wanna" I look around and she gets up from her bed, I hear the bed creak and she looks back at me, I put my hands on my face. What the fuck did I get myself into? Why did I do that? How could I have possibly been this fucking stupid?.

She comes back into her room and brings me some water. "Here... you might want this now." I take the cold class of water and hold it, I don't drink it. "Rory.." she closes the door and locks it. Why would she lock the door if no one's home? "Rory." I look at her "yeah?.." she comes closer to me and takes my cup of water and puts it on the floor. "Rory I think we should go to the bathroom" I look at her funny. All I knew is she was really high off of I don't know what.. she runs to the bathroom, all I hear is coughing and gaging.

I decide just to go to bed, and leave her alone for the night.. but I was worried about her I wish I could have texted this drug dealer of hers and the one we were in the car with, or just something! I didn't know what was going on but whatever it was it was not good, it wasn't good to the point she was throwing up, although I was only 12.

In the morning I go to the bathroom, there's lily on the floor, asleep in a ball dressed in an oversized hoodie that she did not have on when I saw her last. Luis walked in the door "hey Rory come with me" I follow him to the living room "I found lily on the side of the road last night.." I look at him "huh how?.." he shrugs his shoulders "so I brought her back here and carried her up here.." I sigh "fun fun." He breaths in deeply "yeah, that kids got one shitty life"

Luis leaves and I go back upstairs to find lily still in the bathroom asleep, I decide to just text her that I'm going home and I'll hangout with her tomorrow.

I walk home and I see my mom standing in the kitchen "so how was the sleepover?" I shrug my shoulders "fun I guess she had her friends come over and they were very nice but they were kinda scary.." she look at me "how were they scary?" I shrug my shoulders "just teenage girls you know how they are" she laughs "yeah like you!" I go in my room and lay in my bed. Staring at the ceiling not believing what had just recently happened... I fall asleep

I wake up to a text "I woke up a few minutes ago sorry, that shit makes me sleep like a baby, wanna come over again?" The rain began to pick up. I text back "sure." I put different clothes on and put my shoes back on, brush my hair and put on a hoodie. My phone dings "here" I run in the kitchen "lilys here" my mom nods "text me when you're home" I run outside and into the car "hey" she smiles. The butterfly feeling in my stomach continues. "Rory when we get to Luis's place you wanna do more?" I shake my head violently and smile.

When we get to Luis's house lily grabs my hand, and takes me into his bathroom, very rich and smells good "come on here" I snort a line and so does she, the rush hits me and it gets hard to walk, she holds onto my arm and we sit next to Jason "hey girls here's some more" I think the only reason lily liked Jason was because he would give her free stuff. She puts it in her pocket and slowly puts her hand on my thigh, going closer and closer to my area. I look at her "wh-what are you doing?" She smiles "nothing" she stops and then continues when Jason wasn't looking. She whispers "let's go to the bathroom." I shake my head "why?" I feel the tears form in my eyes. She looks at me "Rory come here!" I just decide to follow her to the bathroom.

"Rory I wanted to come in here to do another line that's all" I lean my head on her back "I don't know who hurt you sweetie but that wasn't my intention" she wipes the bit of coke from her nose.

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