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As promised, incredibly stupid s4-5 drawings
#i didn't sign the one I actually colored but it's fucking fine I guess I'll redraw it later anyways#I am never satisfied when I color my shit in fr#martin blackwood you are the realest of the fucking real for asking your man to eldritch-equivelent block someone cuz youre jealous#hate him all you want he's out here speaking the truth#he wants that twink obliterated because he's jealous and he is not ashamed to admit it!#i have so many thoughts and feelings about s5 so far that I must commit to paper hruyggnm#one of which being that Jon is wearing martins flannel in the fucking eminem pose I drew him in#it's the little things I say as I go ever so slightly more insane#my art#the magnus archives#tma season four#tma season 5#tma#tma spoilers#tma fanart#tma podcast#the magnus pod#martin blackwood#jonathan sims the archivist#jonathan sims#jon sims#god i hope those tags arent for the real ass dude#jonny why did you name the poor meow meow after youself man why#jonmartin#good god what is their ship name#jmart#tma jmart#jmart fanart#“ceaseless watcher. show me this guy's balls”#please do not do that I'm quoting a meme
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girl how are you even remotely fat, you look average weight
I'm trying not to focus on only the negative reading of this bc it's possible it's "supposed to be a compliment", but that's hard bc I kind of want to shoot you w a gun
#just a little personal struggle I'm having here#like. Uh#sergle answers#like I'm just saying. if I HAD a gun in my hand#just speaking my personal truth over here. since we're all just saying whatever comes into our heads
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i want to talk about the dark tower (5.06) because it is SUCH a frustrating episode for multiple reasons. it’s unique in that it’s one of the only morgana/gwen centric episodes in the entire series - and yet it ends up becoming a detriment to both of their characters’ development. this episode sucks not just because of the evil gwen plotline (which was terrible yes. we love the writers just removing her autonomy over and over again for no reason!) which resulted from it but also because the lost potential of it all - when this setup could have been easily used to create some of the most interesting plot lines for gwen (and morgana) in s5
like. sorry to say but would it be that impossible or insane for gwen to actually sympathise to some degree with morgana here without magical brainwashing. to me its not! the thing about gwen is that she's a morally driven character first and foremost. one of the main reasons she falls in love with arthur is because crucially, she sees him as a good person. she loves him for the values that she believes he upholds and his desire to do justice. it was same with lancelot - it's emphasised that she liked him because he's honourable and good. we also see that she values her morality and doing the right thing above her own emotions at times (re: her not wishing for uther's death even after he killed her father).
with that in mind, would it be that insane for her entire perspective on arthur and merlin (AND magic) to change because of morgana? firstly, gwen never finds out that merlin poisoned morgana. this is very important to me.... because although yes he didn't 'have a choice' (im not gonna get into all of that but i understand both sides of the argument. whatever) he still did something wrong. like. killing 1 or 10 people in the trolley problem still makes u a murderer. she has every right to hate him. he objectively betrayed her and took advantage of her trust. i feel as if gwen would sympathise with morgana and at the very least this would affect her opinion towards merlin to some degree, and make her realise he's hiding things (because she, like arthur, doesn't know half the shit he gets up to and does! she even less than him!). furthermore (and more importantly) i can absolutely see gwen sympathising with morgana against arthur to some degree too. like yes he's her husband but AGAIN she's someone who always puts her principles first and objectively arthur is upholding his father's legacy by continuing the oppression of magic users. he is textually an oppressor. in 5.13 its clear gwen doesnt fully distrust or hate magic from her conversation with gaius (although she might be suspicious of it considering her past experiences) so she would probably be very sympathetic and understanding if morgana were to explain to her what it was like to be a magic user under uther's reign. how demonised and oppressed they truly were and continue to be. like. she would absolutely still criticise and call morgana out for hurting innocent people but ultimately morgana's cause (despite it being not really true to what it claims to be) would be sympathetic. at the very least she would see that arthur is wrong, even somewhat, for continuing to uphold his father's legacy. especially because (as the writers seemed to forget for some reason.) of her extremely complicated relationship with uther in the past, considering he almost had her killed more than once and did in fact murder her father because of his obsession with banning magic. and now her husband is doing the same thing.
no of course gwen would not side with morgana at this point in the story. but she would understand her and sympathise and it would create such an interesting moment of character growth/conflict. it would make her question her marriage, the things she THOUGHT arthur and camelot stood for and whether those things are really true. it would make her doubt merlin's character and realise he's hiding so much more than she thought. it might make her distrust him or demand the truth. it might make her wonder what SHE wants to do as queen, as a ruler in her own right, especially if she starts to have ideological disagreements with her husband. there's literally so much that could have been done with her in s5 as fallout from just this one episode and they did the most boring thing ever and made it suck so bad. bbc merlin writers ur not seeing the pearly gates
#sorry ill always be yapping abt s5 gwen. im still here. sorry.#sorry my beautiful girl that they did that to you. u deserved better.#bbc merlin#bbc gwen#merlin#guinevere pendragon#merlin meta#e.txt#also i'll be honest and say i haven't rewatched this episode in a bit mostly because well.#do i want to + can i subject myself 2 that. but i'm still going to speak my truth anyway idc!
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ffxiv fanbase since dawntrail launch:
#i'm sure someone's made this joke already but i'm simply speaking my truth here#and my truth is this: lizardfolk hot.#ffxiv#mamool ja#wild shrieks.txt
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Were Peter and Harry properly a thing? Or was it more of a spur of the moment hook-up?
in 9319? it was just two sordid nights – and sweet, sweet lingering trauma...
harry so nice, peter had to have it twice.
#sci speaks#ask-spiderpool#the fic is non-explicit! and kind of vital reading to get into peter's head and all his baggage.#this fic honest to god caused me so much psychic damage to write. and i've been trapped in peter's brain ever since.#i can't get out. let me OUT. it's such a horrifying MESS up in here.#i'm really glad i wrote this because. god. peter has so many more dimensions now than he did prior.#peter levelled up so much in the ask-spiderpool revival#it's so funny because if harry didn't rear his head then peter was going to be relegated to the supportive boyfriend role.#but no sir. he's got his own messes to clean. and he's kind of become the pov character now.#which is so fun! because wade always used to be the pov character before. how the turntables...#i think boys night might be my favourite bit of writing i've done for 9319. in some messed up sort of way.#i really wish everyone'd read it.#the harry stuff in 9319 is some of my most favouritest stuff. it's so juicy. it's so juicy !!#i love the osborns kind of existing solely to get peter to question himself and face uncomfortable truths.#the osborns just being able to worm out everything that peter parker supresses. all his anger and all of his... ugly.#delicious. smacks lips.
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i hate the five nights at freddy's fandom for making it the staple that the kid inside of golden freddy is a girl // fem-presenting when it's been shown MULTIPLE times that he's a boy. "he is the one you should not have killed", the picture of his face from ultimate custom night... the MOVIE confirms this!!!! the blonde boy isn't a replacement. that's what he's been all along!!!!!!!!!
look????!!!! THEY HAVE THE SAME HAIR, FACE, AND EYES. LITERALLY BOTH ARE IMPLIED TO BE GOLDEN FREDDY. HE IS A BOY!!!!!!!!!!! argh... i'm fine with calling people calling him cassidy (i like calling him cassi more but that's just my preference) but. he is not a girl!!! never was!!! anyways.... stay normal!
#is this a hot take?#i dunno#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie#fnaf#rant post#fnaf cassidy#golden freddy#i'm speaking my truth out here#shitpost#:3
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i love you fat men 🫶
#i must speak my truth#i've had three separate o.cd spirals over if i should post this or not so i'm going to post it to dropkick my brain into the sun LMAO#this is MY blog and i get to be annoying on here !!!!!! my posts are for meeee first and foremost !!!#fostering a scrapbook mentality !!!!!!!!#dandy.cmd
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hojo fucks.
#vctlan 「 𝘎𝘌𝘕𝘌𝘙𝘈𝘓 」#i must speak my truth. but also he's gross about it. don't do it.#also hides the srs down here I am sorry for my ic absence I'm a little unstable because birthday month and i hate who i am.#I should be gucci by august. slow replies until then.
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Just dumping my new tags!
#⌈i'll still keep the party going⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the princess⌋#⌈tied to so many things⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the advisor⌋#⌈a kid with a butterfly in my paw⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the prince⌋#⌈the love of a hero⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the bodyguard⌋#⌈questions of science and progress⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the scientist⌋#⌈oh! the misery!⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the frown prince⌋#⌈not a game but an adult thing⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the roommate⌋#⌈swingin' to my own sound⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the wildcard⌋#⌈break it down!⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the warrior⌋#⌈you may say i'm a dreamer⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the special⌋#⌈know when to walk away and when to run⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the lawman⌋#⌈think with my heart not with my head⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the truthseeker⌋#⌈here to fight despite the odds⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the protege⌋#⌈younger than you realize⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the peacekeeper⌋#⌈... but why am I here?⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the adventurer⌋#⌈on the border of starting over⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the hunter⌋#⌈where I want to be⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈the royal⌋#⌈sing with us⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈music⌋#⌈think before you speak⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈canon quote⌋#⌈did i hear you right?⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈incorrect quote⌋#⌈the truths in my head⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈headcanon⌋#⌈tell us all your thoughts on god⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈answered ask ⌋#⌈all dots and lines ⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈art⌋#⌈the newspaper isn't antiquated⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈writings⌋#⌈pictures tell a story⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈comics⌋#⌈touring the world around us⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈lore⌋#⌈hear the words of those upstairs ⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈admin post⌋#⌈a word from... myself⌋ ⋆❈⋆ ⌈self promo⌋
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loving gotham penguin but hating b22 penguin you will never see the light of heaven the deepest pits of hell will consume you
#particular odor that comes from those memes i just don't like it#also HE WAS WEIRD W HIS MOM TOO WHY DOES EVERYONE GLOSS OVER THAT TO THIS DAY I CAN'T BITE MY TONGUE ANYMORE IT'S BEEN A DECADE#that's always been a gotham fandom thing that makes me feel like i'm in the twilight zone i have to finally speak my truth#why do ppl think that's normal. why does every single fanfiction portray that as a wholesome loving mother/son relationship#every. single. one. find me the one that doesn't#let's unpack it it's been 10 years why are we still doing this#no one ever seems to truly get gotham oswald in fics. no one wants to portray him as the awful person he is and like why#that's the good shit#you can't imagine the TRENCHES i was in being a nygmob fan who favored ed while the show was airing#EVERYTHING was always ed's fault oswald could do no wrong. ever#and if you tried to point out oswald did a shitty thing to ed ohhh BROTHER#it's like they didn't even want a relationship between two villains man what game are we playing here#i brought my basketball to the basketball court and everyone's looking at me like i'm an idiot because they're trying to play water polo#and i'm like 'but there's not even any water in here....' but i'm being drowned out by a chorus of shut ups#anyway i think oswald and oz would like each other i would wanna sit at their table they'd be talking mad shit about EVERYONE#i imagine their dynamic would be the meme w the drag queens laughing and making fun of someone then one gets very serious and says#'i wonder if people talk about us this way.' then they just stare at each other stone faced. that
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i finished the job 12 year old me was unable to do and beat all three paths of fire emblem fates. it was ok
#Bean Text#truth be told i didn't have as much fun as i did when i played awakening a year ago#but it was still. fine?#i didn't like how much it banked on awakening fanservice despite the fact the story didn't even take place in the same universe#and they had to explain how some characters got here from awakening with a damn two part dlc#like. from my understanding development was extremely troubled but couldn't you have delayed the game for a bit longer or shelve the game#considering how shadows of valentia came out a year after this game. so you could've spent more time on fates#you could have released it as a switch game and then you wouldn't have to had recycle six of the characters? idk i'm speaking out of my ass#also the story and most of the main characters are laughably bad.#and the story being so convoluted was probably because they needed a 3rd version with all the characters (or. most)#so they farted a weird convoluted way for the two kingdoms to come together by. giving us another world??? huh????#i enjoyed this game though i swear. most of the support conversations were good and i liked some of the characters#and the gameplay was amazing. i really like fates style of gameplay its so awesome#i'm real bad at fire emblem so i played on normal + casual. still it was real fun
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Shouldn't you be asleep right now???🤨🤨🤨 What you be doing up so late? There's something wrong with you, ngl😀 you goofy.
no actually, it's 12 pm and the sun is shining bright today. trust.
#*knocks on my brain* and this here is perfectly fine. normal even.#i speak the truth and only the truth#aha....#anon... anon please#i'm going to start tagging these type of asks as the eeper reminders#eeper reminder#inbox
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also if only the physical copy of how to disappear completely & never be found i first encountered & read a few years ago (sort of [roughly avg age ten] reader book, not any similarly titled How To) hadn't disappeared completely & not been found since, probably b/c i put it somewhere i intended to be For Safekeeping, which is also how my binder vanished....b/c it's one of those like. those book for late elementary/middle school readers when they just weave in this unrealism which makes for a delightful range & unpredicability? and with a cynical protagonist girl like off to the races like wow her mom is depressed asf & smoking? and it's about A Family History Secrets Mystery so blatantly a haunting that the inciting incident is basically introducing a haunted [family history secrets mystery] house. and spoilers don't matter like it's stemming from there being this missing uncle who grew up so in contrast to the Winsome Winning Sibling Who Does It All Right while seeing his own affiliation with rats that he tried to disappear completely & never be found which led to this Tragedy which led to this more unintended disappearance of his & he haunts this house & wants to be left alone & only goes out at night with this [ambiguous Is That A Giant Rat Or Weird Small Dog (protagonist affected by these family situations who expresses her preoccupation with an awareness of how fate can Strike and Get you with this interest with roving packs of killer chihuahuas. people think she's weird though she spontaneously befriends this other girl struck with this bolt from the blue & a bit weird / outcast & then Insightful who i wish was in it more)] & plays into the hauntedness danger like playing into the [something's Wrong with you then] until having to take yet more action where the urge to express the truth comes out more both b/c living that hidden is more threatened but also b/c now the niece children are more threatened as well. ft. a sort of preternatural blurring of time b/c of only being communicated with through this uncle via his comic pages (that he paints?) of dubiously accurate translations of irl events that are created so quickly it seems to verge on foresight, imagine like "hmm what's this painting. it's me standing in this room looking at this painting??? as someone ominous lurks in the shadows right behind me?" in both [now how could you know this & paint it really fast ahead of time] and [horror]
#i've had good times & thrills & things from other books i've read in the past xyz years & all#but i think this had the best in its final sections with [''uncle rat!''] like that was so incredibly unbelievably hype#and a further ending with a reconciliation that lets the Weirdo still be how they are but with more support lmao#i'm like yeah i want to live in the abandoned house only coming out at night only leaving secret homemade books with Some Truths#yeah i wanna exist in secret passageways & be unseen & uninteracted with & get by despite it all; sure#and disappear (mostly) and (not be found for a while until you have more motivations to help very parallel parties)#and have an affinity & affiliation with animals ppl are also like oh weird bad gross Never Want To See Them who are scroungily around#not implied to be a supernatural connection rather than just like. oh this person is a friend. from chihuahuas; rats; coatis....#also the How To & Never Be book's like core event to The Mystery is. truly so tragic lmao my god. it's really great#i'll just see about reading a digitization somewhere b/c i am Not gonna be able to find it#and the uncle is So mysterious that like. you don't get many Interactions w/him & are just going off of these emergent factors#the situations as they are as consequences of prior events; that he Is this withdrawn & communicating As some haunting monster etc#the way you technically don't also get to know like [what was bruno like prior] Directly W/Promised Accuracy and yet#the [metaphorically i mean] angle going on for everyone like perceiver truth teller Weird Odd One Out yeah yes#bit like [ :) (devastation)] verse talking abt him through a ''so your disabled relative'' lens (who also even w/magic was Just Existing)#here's a guy just existing like :) = my god this absolutely sicko who would even do something like that lmfao. god we've all been there#grappling with [tendencies] they couldn't understand....many things + just the way bruno approaches Speaking is like. okay.#my man's autistic. highest honor i can bestow. among other plausible ways of being disabled / nonconforming / abnormal#also the highest honor....rat affiliated disappeared uncle in How To? well he's really simply not possible ''yes he is Normal(tm)'' so
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I'm sorry yall but Comerica does sound better than Americory to me and I won't be over it. That extra vowel is so ugly, we need to start getting real
#bb25#big brother 25#I know I'm going against the grain here#But I had to speak my truth#I don't even care for them as a couple I'm just opinionated
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i love my husband he's so silly goofy!!
#ash rambles 💚#went on a rant today about how much i hate his source material LMAAOO#i tried to be a fan for so long but after reading the shitty light novels? what a fucking cesspool of problematic shit lmao#i get that the point of the series is that everyone sucks but come on. theyre fucking unlikable#and i hate the fandom#so much#nobody hates s.hizaya like i do. you could even say i dislike i.zaya. all the power to people who him#i just think he's a dick#interesting character maybe. but a dick. also admittedly ive had beef with people who lile him so. yrah#also i think n.arita is a shitty writer#i dont think this series is well written#and this isnt really something i wanna argue but like#it's my blog. i get to speak my truth#however#the series does have my dream man! the man of my dreams! my knight in shining armor! my ideal type! my wonderful and amazing husband!!!!#he's such a comfort to me and i love him#he's amazing#and a great dad#to both my fankid and her pet dog#I'm sorry if this post is incoherent lmao I've been doing hw all day and I'm beat#also i have my drivers exam tmr so like.. wish me luck!#IM ALSO GOING TO THE F.INAL F.ANTASY ORCHESTRA TOMORROW?!?!?!?+#j^×*÷&=&×^÷&@^jahshqysAHJSQGRJQYUEHWJEGWJE#oh i forgot to use husband's tag..#kissing in the van 💍#okay there we go#I'm gonna get back to homework now#i literally just came here to be a hater LMAAOO#also i love my husband he's amazing#and i do wanna say that there are some things abt the series i do like. please dont flame me (after all. I'm already ash. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!)
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