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[userblaney]

mwah 💌

you're literally one of the nicest ppl i've met on here

FERNESTE <333

you are incredibly funny and very cool

[adoriels-tears-if]

More thoughts anon here, if I think of more definitely sending lol

The laughing from Sirius because he knows that the Renegades are double fucked.

That terrible orc that needs his hands cut off, and the fear of him. I could feel that fear. Not saying his name because he doesn't deserve it 😂 Also bravo for making me feel such animosity towards a fictional character.

Ikar. I feel so bad for him. He's like a child still due to trauma and I just wanna steal him away. I also felt kind of bad for Eleven because of his missing comrade. He's still an ass though lol

THE DESTRUCTION omg the destruction. I could see it all so clearly. Your writing makes it so easy to visualize the scene. Hell hath no fury like a mother whose child you kidnapped.

I wanna give Sirius some pets and clean him up. I bet he's all matted from being locked up. I felt bad for him before too when MC got branded. Now that I know Ash can see through his eyes that makes the reaction even more heartbreaking. I'm imagining how helpless Ash must feel right now too 😭

Also I want to give all of the other familiars baths and cuddles lol

THE calmness MC can posses because they know their mother is coming. Knowing that your parent loves you enough to destroy an entire camp to get to you. There is no doubt Elianna loves her child.

The kindness that MC can show despite being mistreated.

The humanness of the Renegades. They're bad guys, but there is more to it. How many of them, besides Ikar, were taken in the night and made to work that job.

You also write children and their emotions so well. I feel like I'm a kid when playing through it.

Anyway. Absolutely love this story and I was at the edge of my seat. I always buzz with excitement the whole time I read.

ALSO the cliffhanger, I'm even more excited.

Wow, your message left me speechless and with tears in my eyes! Thank you, thank you so much for your compliments! Wow, just Wow!

I'm embarrassed and also happy and very moved!

And relieved!!!

I was so afraid that my descriptions would go wrong and be misinterpreted.

wow...

It's great to know what you liked about this update! I love getting your feedback and opinions and just exchanging with you! On the subject of Eleven while we're at it…You might still feel bad. As for Uilan…I've got it covered and Mc is involved!

You'll also get some time with Ikar (on certain routes) and with Sirius. And of course, Elianna, Tobias and all the others will be back in the next update.

Well, it will depend on how much I write, by which I mean how much I write (I prefer to write smaller updates than some authors, so I don't have to fix too many bugs, and it's less painful).

I'm in my daydreaming phase right now. I'm working out the dialogue and action in my head before putting it down on paper and then computer and then doing the English translation so I'm sorry in advance if it's taking a bit long, but no worries!

Next time, destruction, redemption, solace, and encounters will be part of the story!

[chloeangelic]

😭Why am I crying in the club rn?😭

Listed by author in alphabetical order cause I'm an organized bitch, here are the fics that made me Sit And Think™️ (or cry) in 2023, or

✨ my top 5 gut wrenching authors selection ✨

featuring @atinylittlepain @cherubispunk @macfrog @netherfeildren and @5oh5 🤍🤍🤍

Everyone knows I love angst, I love terrible gut wrenching pain and suffering and then I love it when my tears are drying on my cheeks and they fuck nasty, hell yeah 😎

So if you're like me, here are some recommendations!!

💙 @atinylittlepain

Deliver Me From Nowhere

Read the whole thing in one night and cried repeatedly during. I had it looming in the back of my mind for weeks but didn't feel like I was in the right headspace until I suddenly was, and it hit differently. I love Dolores, I love Joel, I love how he sees her, their dynamic, the exploration of her emotions and headspace, her body language. Fantastic. Want to cry just thinking about it so I'm gonna STOP.

June

Sat and stared at the wall for a long time after this one, then worked up the courage to post TMWH which I seriously don't think I would've had the guts to post had it not been for June. I love how it handles a sensitive, painful, and very real subject, I love that it doesn't paint Joel as a fixer or savior but rather a realistic, kind partner. Again, his understanding of her and how he makes space for her is something I appreciate so much in DMFN and June.

💗 @cherubispunk

Cherub

This one is an excruciating Sit And Think - I didn't cry but I sat there paralyzed for 48 hrs with a thousand yard stare, just thinking intensely about it, after my second read through. Two chapters and I'm already messed tf up over it!! I read them in the middle of the night and then during the day and I have never been this messed up over something labeled PWP before. The passion, the ominous vibes, Cherub being so soft and Joel having this strange dark vibe... I literally just thought about it constantly for two days and I still can't fully put my finger on why. It just slithered into my brain and I still think about it often and go back to read bits and pieces like a little treat.

💚 @macfrog

All Three Dogs

Max posted this on my most depressed day of 2023 so like fuck you ??? I'm sorry like this is phenomenally written and stunning but like what the fuck is wrong with u i'm not even giving u any more compliments on this one bruv sorry you made me like a DBF series and that's a mortal sin so YOU'RE DONE !!! Fucking dead mackerel eyes speak into the mic bitch chicago sunroof 1 after magna carta i am not crazy squat cobbler jesus christ marie lookin ass

Sweet Child O' Mine - particularly pt ii

This one is so cute and yet it hurts so much. It's so real, the MC is so... I don't even know what to say, she's so on her own and she seems so kind and selfless and it just hurts to think about her cause you can feel her love for her child and for Joel and ugh. She tries so hard to be the best person she can be for everyone and it's one of those situations where nobody is doing anything wrong and yet everyone either is already hurt or gonna get hurt, and I think it's that oscillation between love and hurt that really gets me. I also read this in the middle of the night and all I had to say in my RB was like "thanks for making me cry asshole" (I'm known for my profound commentary).

💜 @netherfeildren

Fear of God - particularly the epilogue

Fear of God is my all-time fav Joel series, the best Joel characterization I've come across and it generally set the tone for my taste in fic. It was the second series I started reading on here when I came back to Tumblr, and it's the first piece of writing that has ever truly moved me. His character arc is absolutely INSANE !! I made the mistake of reading the epilogue while listening to Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish, and for months I couldn't listen to it without crying. The day before my graduation, I kept listening to it on repeat in some strange form of self-torture and I had to explain to my bf why I was sobbing. Try to explain all of FoG in a coherent way through tears, I dare u ! I can't say much without spoiling but basically when I think back on getting into fanfic, FoG is what marks the beginning for me and I will never ever forget this piece of writing ever in my life. (Shoutout to when I got caught getting a nut off to one of the FoG extras - I can't really talk about the series without mentioning that)

The Cassandra Complex - particularly ch I, ch IV, and ch VIII

I didn't give much of a fuck about Din before TCC cause i saw him as like a taller hotter R2D2 and now here I am... Eating my words like a ration pack. I have to do a big girthy throbbing TCC reblog cause I have a lot to say about my fav series in the world but basically I can't read ch 4 without crying and even though this is a Star Wars fic and it makes no sense for me to relate to it the most out of anything on Vic's ML, sith girly is the most relatable MC thanks to her constantly feeling haunted by her past, feeling like she's hiding, feeling unworthy, torpedoing herself, and seeing so much beauty in others but struggling to see it in herself. I'll save the rest of my thoughts for the big RB but basically I've even cried at the fucking SMUT in this series like I'm on another planet when I read it (haha get it?? cause Star Wars??)

🧡 @5oh5

From Eden

Staring At The Wall Saturdays again - I hate how much I see my younger self in little sunflower girlie, I hate that I recognize how trapped she feels in her marriage. It's such an accurate portrayal of feeling chained to a man who doesn't deserve you, and of how guilty you feel for not even acting on feelings for someone else yet but just recognizing within yourself that you deserve better, like that pain of accepting that you're not treated right and that visceral feeling of unfairness that comes with being in the wrong relationship. The guilt you feel for even just thinking it, you know? And having to recognize how you've been treated. Ugh. Also this Joel is... His mannerisms are... I.... I'll be right back-

And now, for the most important award ever. The winner of

🏆Biggest Chloe Tear Jerker 2023🏆 is...

🎉 @netherfeildren 🎉 and this is her 24/7

[thegrandlinesimp]

Hi! I'm so sorry for requesting this and feel absolutely free to not write it if you find it uncomfortable! Saying that, would it be possible to get headcanons for X Drake, Buggy and Sanji (if that's not too many) about how they would be with a really skinny fem!so? I know this sounds stupid but I'm quite insecure about being underweight.

I wrote some things that annoy me, if you needed some inspo 😅 (I'm not soft, I'm bony; I'm tall so not that petit skinny type; people tend to assume I have a problem, some *police* me about my eating habits when they're in no position to do so! It makes me feel weak-- I love that you write strong reader!!; small boobs 🤷‍♀️; If someone compliments me I can't tell whether they're genuine or just see my thin waist; I'm always cold; I can't eat too much even if it's tasty 😭...)

Sorry It's so long! All the luck with your blog! 💕

Also... After reading your kink list i must ask... Are you literally me?? 😏 You mad queen, I love your vibes 😎😂😂

Brain couldn’t really decide between second person or Name for this one, so I went with second person cause it seemed better.

I wasn’t able to do X Drake, the creative light didn’t spark for some reason (man’s so shy around women so that doesn’t help, tried to speak to my inner X Drake, got the dial up tone).

I’m sorry if any of this seems insensitive, one of the joys of being autistic is I can’t pick up on stuff like that unless it’s blindingly obvious and even then I may not get it. If something is offensive here please say so. I won’t be upset for having it pointed out, in fact I’ll be grateful.

Warning: VERY slightly NSFW

Buggy and Sanji: thin, insecure fem!s/o

Buggy

This honking bean is terribly new to the dating scene, so he’s hyperaware of everything involving you

He knows you’re thin, but that never bothered him, man’s a closeted romantic and thinks your eyes are your best feature not that he doesn’t think all of you is gorgeous of course

Though if asked what he thinks your best feature is he’ll blurt out something like “y-your ass!” but his blush gives him away

That and because there’s so many different shapes and sizes on his crew he feels you fit right in

Because he’s highly aware of you it doesn’t take him long to notice you don’t eat a lot

Now this man knows what it’s like to be self conscious, so he won’t just randomly ask if you’ve got a problem in front of everyone though let’s face it if it was someone he didn’t care as much about he probably would

He’ll wait till you’re both in a private spot before asking, in these exact words, “is everything okay?”

When you explain to him it’s just how you are it’ll feel like a huge weight is lifted off his shoulders he hasn’t fucked up for once

Tells you that if you ever have left over food you can just dump it on his plate, you don’t even have to ask if he wants it, he’s really energetic and likely burns through his own pretty fast so a little extra never hurt him

He knows you’re strong, you have to be to be the lover of the future pirate king! But if he sees you shivering from how cold you are he’ll put an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his coat, making the act look more possessive than mushy so you both can save face

May even casually offer for you to wear it, if you do he’ll puff out his chest and look all smug, feeling a little possessive at the sight of his queen wearing his signature jacket

If he ever hears anyone make a comment on your weight he goes ballistic, like, more than when people reference (or don’t) his nose

And if those people upset you with their words, well, heads will fly and it won’t be his

Doesn’t care about chest size, honest to god probably the first pair of breasts he’s seen naked, feels blessed

Like, sparkly anime eyes, hands on cheeks, mouth open as he gasps loudly kinda happy

“You don’t like the size of your chest, I don’t like the size of my nose, there’s gotta be some kinda size exchange devil fruit out there, right?”

If you laugh or smile at that in any way, he’ll feel like he’s conquered the world

If he comes across Shanks in his travels, he will show you off to him mostly to rub it in the red-haired’s face that he has a beautiful girlfriend always by his side while Shanks is stuck chasing tavern girl tail

“This is y/n, my girlfriend, my prettiest, most priceless treasure!”

Sanji

This one ended up more on how you two started dating

Being the cook of such a diverse crew, Sanji is used to making varied meals for everyone, he even asks you if you have any special dietary needs when you “join” (read: when Luffy nearly kidnaps you to join his crew)

You probably already know by now his hatred for wasting food, so you end up telling him you can’t eat a lot

He understands, he himself is a cute noodle boi, with most of his muscle being in his legs

He notices you don’t take his compliments the same way Nami and Robin do, you seem quite standoffish, not that that’s ever stopped him of course

Though, as someone so in tune with the ways of women and their emotions, he figures out quickly that you’re quite insecure

Well, he’s not going to have that, he ends up giving you special attention, going beyond the loving names he gives the other two women in the crew, going so far as to call you his ‘Angel’

If you get upset about this, saying you think he’s just sees you because of your waist, he’ll prove it to you by literally sweeping you off your feet and planting a tender kiss on your forehead

He can’t pinpoint when, but somewhere along the line he started to see you as more than a pretty face, he started seeing you

He stares into your eyes as he says: “You are an angel, y/n. It took me sometime but I see it now, I’ve found my All Blue, here,” and he places his fingertips over your heart while desperately resisting the urge to squeeze your boob

Once you’re officially a couple he’ll try to dial back the flirting with other women, knowing it makes you insecure of your looks, and manages it when you’re out and about so long as you’re by his side, yet it’s harder in the middle of a fight or when Nami or Robin walk past wearing nothing but skimpy bikinis

But he makes sure to give you extra attention all the time, he’ll break the habit, he swears it

Asks you if you want to talk to Chopper to see if there’s something that’ll help you eat more, only if you want to of course

He’s just worried, remember he knows what it’s like to almost starve to death and so he can’t help but fret for you

If you do he’ll be there with you every step of the way

As for the first time you’re naked in front of him, be sure to have spare blood on hand

The nosebleed that took a massive school of mermaids to nearly kill him happens again when he gazes upon your heavenly naked form for the first time

Help this man

No seriously I think he’s literally dying

Next time you try, he’s braced, but faints (more than from sheer joy than his little nosebleed) when he gets to touch you’re bare chest

Give him time, he’ll get there

[akane171]

HAHAHAHA 😂 That'd be brilliant 😂

Hmm, I'd agree with the binging but minor details would get lost with such an approach as well 🤔 But yes, if the writer has been doing it for years and has been around for all of it, they really should not mess up so terribly, especially concerning such major things...🙁 (Sometimes I wonder if we are just too obsessed and in-love with details and perfection and everybody else doesn't give a shit  about these things...😭)

Haha, thanks😊 Hopefully I'll get it outta the way by next week cause I seriously just wanna sleep and write stuff I actually want to write without ANY citing AT ALL. (I'd love to meet whoever came up with that just to punch them in the face for making many MANY people's lives unnecessarily harder...😑)

See! Finish your own first before you use mine as an argument!😝😂 (Apropos your stories: Just binge re-read a few of them and now I remember that I really did read "This Is The Life" like a year ago😂 And "Hard Rock Halleluja" never stop being funny tho I definitely forgot about that PatD reference... What do you have against them?😅 OH,  and FINISH "NIGHT OF THE HUNTER"! Rereading that reminded me of the absolute brainfuck it caused me and I NEED TO KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING😭 Like, don't just leave so much mystery uncovered 😭😭😭😭)

Ohh, you learnt English mostly by yourself?😱 That's seriously amazing😍 And haha, I can definitely agree on it being brutal and a struggle (Seriously, I feel like any time I sit down to write I forget any and all vocabulary😅) but uff writing in anything but English would be sooo cringe-y for me, it'd just sound ridiculously awkward haha😂 (Tho now you make me wanna learn polish not only just because (which I'd love to do with all languages) but also so I could make you write in polish and read that and compare how different your writing might be in the two languages😂)

Angst genius? Yep 😂 But maybe let's not call her a "horrible horrible human being"?🙈 She's just SO nice, too nice🙊🙈 I can't even jokingly claim anything to the opposite🙈 

...Oh, Wait, I just remembered I don't like humans, so calling her a "horrible, horrible human being" would kinda be a compliment since it twice negates thus she is awesome, right? 🤔 Okay, then yes, I agree with you😂

Yess, hopefully I'll get it done soon🙈💃🏻

Ohhh😍😍😍😍 I'm so itching to reaaaaddd itttttt😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩 

Omg...Pinky and the Brain?🤣🤣  Ahh, the good ol' times 😁

XXXXX

Wonder if there are fics about it xD

I guess, but there should be some editors who would just KNOW the whole story and could point inconsistency. sorry not sorry but you can't tell me tehy are too POOR to hire ONE person for that.

Plus, seriously, sometimes all you need to do is watching an ep one times to remeber things. But yeah, i think you nailed the problem - we simply love the characters while I got a feeling the writers don't. As simple as thath.

Lol, citing? Goo dol' life. I'm happy this times are far behind me xD But go go go! You can do it! *Cas throat singing-cheering in the background*

But we talk about not unfinished fics, but about unwritten ideas :P

(Thanks xD I have nothing against PatD because I don't listen to them XD I just needed some popular bands, so most of the people whould recognize them, that's it :) sighs, I will write Night after i finish Definite. Probably I will need to refresh my mind, becasue half of my brilliant ideas are already forgotten, but don't worry, this bitch is going to finish it... someday. Probably much earlier than LW and PiaD, tho xD

I mean, I had English at school, but I can't call the proces learning, just surviving. I seriosuly started to learn it, when i started watching anime with English subtitles and read fanfics. Bascially, when I started needing it to understand a shit. And talking with people (arguing...?) online helped too.

Learn Polish, it's fun! W Szczebrzeszynie chrąszcz brzmi w trzcinie!

See? Horrible human being, at least on some parts.

Will be post... soonish. And people are going to hate me *MUHAHAHAAHAHAH* and then one more ep and we are finished!

Lol, I see most of the people I write for, know this cartoon, GOOD xD