#i'm so positive i missed ppl ok so dont be mad at me

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First off, I want to say a HUGE thank you for over 200 followers. I think it’s absolutely crazy that people really enjoy my blog. I’ve made so many good friends and met so many great people through this blog. So these are the people who have just been absolute standouts to me.  THE RIDE OR DIE’S  these are the people I talk to nearly on an everyday basis, whether it be IC or OOC. @enigmvd // @rxttenheart // @legacyofmadness // @vvenator // @divineowl  THE MAINS these are the people who I often RP with and absolutely admire their blog and their writing @ozcobblepot // @dvlspcwn // @smolblvndiiie // @cquiinzel // @onlyjokesherebro // @suckerpnch // @comiiics // @cfgreycells // @heirexss // @holmescouture // @sinistilirium // @exnigmatic // @exquisiteinsanity // @bonezone // @callousrogues // @districtattorneydent // @dontdoboyfriends // @giingerstallion // @hamicidal // @askthedanisheatingdetective // @officerrobinjohnblake // @offearitself // @waynesprotector // @arkhxmmaniax // @dappercobblepot // @rvdscarf // @vcnderveer THE INTIMIDATORS these are people who i am secretly fangirling about from afar. We may not have interacted  yet but I seriously adore their blog.  @acidfell // @aluthor // @babskean // @britishnation // @chernobylbombshell // @cherrybombcheryl // @escriimatiic // @elespantajo // @felincsircn // @gotyouakitty // @hallowedbethyname // @hisdesigns // @likeakipper // @littlcdeath // @mothercooper // @ncglect // @ofcoffinwood // @onebadxday // @phcbiia // @studyoffear // @waynesprotector // @whoistommyelliot i’m nearly positive i’ve missed some people, so i’ll probably add people as i remember, but all of you guys tagged, whether you follow me or not, all of your blogs are absolutely amazing and i love all you guys <3

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jdjsjdjsj yeppers, sadly am sick. curse this cold. what sucks is my dad is mad at me for getting sick so that's a bit fun *sigh* for tea i just use regular 'ole lipton tea xD nothing fancy. oohh i hope you get along well with the coworkers, praying that no fish slapping will be needed! it can be weird like that but i feel like that is the charm of getting to know people in general

oof i wish i could lay for ps but considering how strict my parents can be (that and how pricey it can be like why!?) yeah i figure i am not going to try and am sticking with photopea for the time being lol. oh gosh creating gifs is alot fjsjdjsj like i always had respect for creators but having to actually MAKE my own is like a whole new ball game and i bow down to those that make gifs constantly and frequently.

oh for sure! sadly with how tumblr is nowadays, it is mainly cc that are helping keep tumblr aflaot and it is sad to see so many iconic have left the site. some leave naturally but others leave due to how there is so many issue from the reblogs to likes ratio and of course, people taking their content =/ also that's very sweet!! yes to the positive vibes! we need more people like that on here!

jdjajdjs teach me your ways on how to not overthink i beg xD but oof welp at least you're not alone. you got this lazy panda with ya *thumbs up* and oohh tbh i am the same with music so i just listen to the same thing over and over. currently am on a exid and kai binge (specifically the songs nothing on me and i love you respectfully) but some of my fav artist that i recommend music wise is leebada an indie kartist and lights (yes her legal name is lights) and she is a canadian singer aka also know as my queen. both have wonderful music i can never get bored of! ~moa Santa

mad.. at u.. for getting sick...... make it make sense.. its not like u went and got sick on purpose ?? but oh oh okay i was just curious <3 and we've all gotten along well so far i think? idk i think they like me and i know i'm okay with them, bc honestly cant tell if i like them or am just indifferent to them lmao all the managers had a dinner thing and that was. lowkey miserable for me atleast.. i dont like to eat in front of people for one and then u stick me with ppl im intimidated by, i wanted to sink into the floor for most of it :/ i also will be overthinking everything i said for at least a week

it can be pricey and thats why i'm hesitant tbh... but like idk i want to get better and improve with what i love doing and i dont see much more growth happening with what i have yknow? but sticking with the program u have is ok too, whatever can make u happy right? even if it is maybe the lesser program who cares really, ur still making something and thats enough to be proud of! im like.. afraid of the ppl who make gifs of content that hasn't been out for more than an hour and their gifs look amazing like.. that feels like some sort of magic or some shit

i miss how tumblr used to be in some ways, which cc have always carried such a big part of tumblr on their backs and they always will, but it just used to be different.. when i came back this year i was like wow everybody i knew left and have been gone for at least a year or more :( but good god, yeah the reblog to like ratio is a special kind of hell for so many i myself also hate it jskfjl its just.. a little ridiculous

pls i dont even know how my overthinking got better sjhfkd if i did i would totally share with u but yeah no, im not completely alone anymore so i'll take it hskfj and thank u for that <3 but oooooo ok ok it was another day of listening to the same stuff for me but i am going to listen to the ones u mentioned sometime soon!! probably tomorrow, so i'll let u know if u want !