#i'm on rosa/lie rn

[istilldontunderstand]

15 people, 15 questions @dummerjan, my dear, thank you for tagging me <3 guess who's scrambling for any drop of ambition or interests that may not even lie within me and (as well actively avoiding and postponing) looking for a job *sweats in indecision and lack of knowledge about anything* ANYWAYS 1) Are you named after anyone? After my grand grandmother.

2) When was the last time you cried? Not exactly sure, might be when I was freaking out about finding a job the first time or the new years eve 'no idea what's happening in my brain but I'm unhappy' slight crying session for no reason.

3) Do you have kids? Nah. Perfectly fine interacting with small kids of other people when I'm not overwhelmed but certainly not planning on having my own. Ever.

4) What sports do you play/have you played? I love table tennis. Also dancing. But anything what is considered 'sport' sport with all the 'I need to have achievements'? Not a fan xD

5) Do you use sarcasm? Usually when I'm feeling bitchy. Sometime I cannot quite control it.

6) What's the first thing you notice about people? Maybe how they look? What kind of mood they're in? Something like that I suppose.

7) What's your eye color? Brown.

8) Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings. I like my peace and I love my sleep. Get scary movies out of my sight.

9) Any talents? I can make it that spoon hangs from my nose without being attached or held (does it make sense?) I'm bit out of practice but I can sing.

10) Where were you born? In a hospital.

11) What are your hobbies? Right now making fanart, crocheting, sewing and watching bls.

12) Do you have any pets? Had a dog, but she passed away.

13) How tall are you? 168 cm

14) What was your favorite subject in school? English, Arts and crafts and Chemistry.

15) What is your dream job? (what a fitting and hard question for someone who's looking for a a job rn) The problem is that everything interests me but I'm not good in anything. I would say probably illustrating books, being a lighthouse keeper or hobbit gardener.

No pressure tagging <3: @tuuliii @astrarche-x @dragonflavoredcake @theelfmaiden @linka-r9-vysocina @the-vegetation-in-question @fizzyxcustard @saphieve-rosa @icelilyz @ifeelsotiredbuticantsleep @helenepeyrous @allthegoldinerebor @dropthedemiurge @theflagscene @tswizzlesfan

[the-bird-and-the-flute]

bruhhh I need to vent!

warning: if you don't want to see me nagging at Rosa, just pretend u didn't see this post

I just finished marius sweet berry card. And I can't believe what I just read

the card was nice and all but Rosa's attitude was so weird

I'm not gonna lie that I had lots of fun reading it, especially when marius and berry were bullying each other.

But I deadass hated her behaviour here

WHAT?!!!

DUDE THAT WAS SO COLD

I mean... I know she was not blaming him (cuz she is also a workaholic). But he looked so sad after this convo. I was feeling like shit tbh. I just wanted to kiss him non-stop.

Yh, I know after that she said sth like: "I could get used to it", but it was such an awkward moment.

And imagine how shocked I was when after that he mentioned they ARE ENGAGED! I had no fucking idea that this card was after the events in the 2nd anni card. Cuz honestly, if he didn't say anything, in my mind I was just reading as if they were still just boyfriend and girlfriend.

It doesn't look like she is engaged AT ALL. Rosa sometimes just gives me this vibe of whatever, if we can't see each other much, that's fine, which to me is frustrating cuz marius is so into her >.<

But well... even if I'm kinda mad at her rn, I highly recommend this card. Marius is amazing as always. His phone call was cute and hilarious at the same time. I fucking love this man <3

[deltanu]

i have 0 self control and made a GAZELLE from kings/man (blame whatever channel had it on last night lmao) so ye !! she’s not set up yet. but you can follow her here @sheslicd

[interestsofabookwormbitch]

Season 1 Episode 12

I have like 5 and a half hours until I have to do anything, so like, I'm finishing the season.

So what's gonna happen to Noah, cause that solution kills aliens. I fell like they can't just let him die rn.

Back to the original crash. Oh, he's telling us the story! Ok, I'm listening.

Yeah people do very much suck. Just slaughtering what they don't know. Unfortunately it's very believable.

Also, he went back into the pod for years? Because I'm hoping that the aliens aren't immortal types and that we're gonna have to deal with that.

Wow, ok, that went on way longer then it originally seemed. How didn't they hear her at first idk.

So he woke up the night she was attacked? Did he leave the pod then? Or was he able to observe from inside or something? Just still wondering about that aging thing is all.

Yeah, this is gonna take her time to process.

Michael! Torture really? Isobel is literally right there. Maybe a little more sensitivity? Lmao

No but honestly, I get wanting the information, I really do, but Isobel has been through a hell of a lot recently (finding out she murdered Rosa, nearly dying, finding out she was controlled, finding out it was her husband who she loved!), so I think she deserves a bit of time to process.

I am worried leaving him in the pod is gonna end badly, but we'll see.

Ooh, hand print. I think she should tell the others. This may not end well.

Alex and Michael. I'm tentative things are definitely gonna be playing out strangely for the next little while considering this love triangle we got going on. I both hate and love triangles. It's s confusing mix of emotions for me.

Yo, an alien prison. I am so down for learning about this.

Also denial over it is expected, but tbh, I think more surviving makes more sense. There's probably tons of aliens running around Earth right now. I'm excited to see.

I really love how much I've grown to like Kyle, like in episode one everytime I saw him I felt nervous he was gonna do something bad, but now he steps out of the car and I'm happy to see him. Such a change.

Honestly getting things off her chest may be a good thing

Then again maybe not. That didn't seem to bode well.

Liz is feeling it too. The connection is very much there.

Ooh yeah! Story time. Sucks that Michael is missing it, since, you know, he's the one who wanted answers.

Ok, Noah is a fucking creep. Like that's so violating.

I mean kinda, but they do need him for answers, so I guess not.

You know, I like that Alex just keeps fucking hacking into everything. It's kinda funny.

I mean yeah. I guess seeing Alex and Kyle being all friends now would be weird considering everything.

Kyle's back on my shitlist! JEDI? STAR TREK!? How dense can you be!?

A map? Noah is horrible honestly.

Well, can't say they didn't try to tell Michael I guess.

You know Liz gives really good advice, and is great with other people. And yeah, Isobel is gonna be going through quite a bad time right now.

Ok let's see what's up in this prison! Who's the alien, sources (that's me) want to know.

Well, looks like we have to wait to find out. Also tbh, the soldier gave me a jumpscare lmao. Alex dealt with it quickly though,

Wait ok, A) they know each other, B) Manes on the clothes. Is this his brother?

He did not tell you, you figured it out and hacked his information, but I support the lie.

Waitwaitwaitwaitwaitwaitwaitwait. Ok first of all. Genocide bomb. I mean what also would I expect from the military. Specifically US military who have deployed atomic bombs. Secondly, this paranoia has got to go. Literally never have they even tried to make peace with the aliens. Started slaughtering on impact and even if that were not the case, where is the evidence of a genocidal invasion? Other than Noah that is? One killer does not make a whole species bad.

Also don't think I didn't notice the wall reference. I feel like this show is really trying to connect the aliens to immigration. Like obviously we have actual immigrant in the show, but you can draw lots of parallels with the aliens as well

Ok, his brother is dumb. Divulge all information, than only afterwards realize their dad didn't send him.

I was gonna try and say something about Max needing to let Isobel do what she needs to, but she's just doing it in the mind, so he can't stop her.

Max needs to chill with his protective behavior. I mean its understandable, but they're all adults, and he can't get the final say.

Ok, so at least the handprint is known now.

Isobel is saying what needs to be said in there, which is good, not so sure how I feel about Liz and Max's conversation rn. I'm on Liz's side though.

Honestly, I think it's fair. Liz doesn't want to kill anyone. And who really does. Noah may deserve it, but she doesn't deserve to live with that feeling.

Isobel don't listen to him.

You know, if this were a horror movie I'd say "don't open that door!" But it's not, so please please please open that door! I wanna see what's inside.

.... I just realized I'd die in a horror movie .....

Michael, don't get jealous. I mean he's gotta know there's nothing there (like Kyle is straight straight, so...) so is it just a "Why is he doing stuff with him not me?" Idek what there is to be jealous of tbh. Kyle went to Alex even lmao. They're his letters.

Anyway, he also has no right considering Maria so... lmao. I'm kidding around right now.

You gonna kill your brother? What? Like as if his claim of trying to protect Alex growing up wasn't just laughed away, he them makes it even more obviously wrong by straight away jumping to fratricide. I can't even. Like it just feels ridiculous. Let your brother in without proper clearance, tell him everything, realize he's not supposed to be there, get mad, spew things about childhood, threaten to kill him. Like, it's all just too much. I can't even get the anxious.

! I jumped so bad omg! That alien man scared the shit out of me. Ok. Now what to do with him (maybe them if there's more), cause this is not an ok scenario. But also, what'll happen if they let them out?

There's so many of them! I can't this is not okay. Look at how they're treated? They've been tortured for decades. What'll happen if they just let them out? But you definitely can't leave them there. That's not humane.

Who's this one? Is that gonna be like his mother, or maybe even sister from his life before. Just so you know I will fucking cry.

Ok, they are so badly guarded here. Anyways, I don't like Michael going into a cage. Like at all. That makes me nervous.

N-38. No contact, but they still keep locked up for decades. There's something up with that, obviously. Like that's the point. But I'm just curious what it is. But also, can this lady leave. We need to be alone again

😲😲😲😲😲 HIS DAD! omg, they sent his dad in there! That's why there's the code.

I hope he doesn't get mad at the alien, not that man's fault.

She can take people with her? Or is it just Max

Ok, um, idk what to say. Them being able to murder others to get stronger makes me uneasy. Do I think our aliens will? No. Does it make me feel less comfortable about the other ones? A little. But I won't pass judgement. I'm sure there's other ways. More things at play. For example that healer. We never actually met her, but she spent her life healing, not killing.

I also don't like the poking at Max here. I'm assuming it's cause Max seems the most inclined to violence though. I mean he's thrown many punches throughout the show, he wants Noah dead, and he has a bit of a temper. I think this prodding might just get to him for a while. Isobel too even, since it makes them have to worry about there own tendencies and drives

Oh yeah the creep. Yeah, ok. Hmm. This is very much a concerning conversation that I'm not exactly finding myself enjoying.

Ok, so his brother is being blackmailed, and that threat wasn't to be taken seriously. Thank God, because I didn't.

Fuck the violent nature that is popping up is really not the energy I'm loving. Also, where's Michael? Please tell me he's not still by the cells.

But also, even if violence and murder makes them stronger, even if they have an inclination towards it, they're still innocent. They didn't hurt anyone, and we know they can live normal lives just fine. Even using their powers isn't always bad (the cancer giving one is eh) so yeah. This is still 100% wrong.

Kyle really went on an emotional rollercoaster with his dad this season. I do agree that if his dad did that stuff he deserved what he got, but I also feel really bad that he realizes that. That he needs to come to terms with the awful things his dad did. Still, can't believe there was a point I felt Kyle would betray us and basically be one of these guys. Ha! As if looking at him now

Fuck. Noah, just fucking ahfka ugh! I just want to know what's going on.

Well, they need to get the antidote then.

Or not. Hmm. See I think we're still gonna end up healing him though. Maybe collect some of that powder? So he stays powerless? Idk. This is gonna be messy no matter what.

Ok, so yeah, Max has it. He says it's so Liz isn't technically the killer, but I'm not even entirely convinced he won't use it. I literally have no idea what happening.

Michael. Look, I'm curious, I want to know who she is too. But I am very nervous. Ok powers seem like a really bad idea here.

Yeah, they definitely were. He needs to run. Like get out now. I'm sorry about the woman, and even all the other aliens, they don't deserve this, but that being said, Michael really cannot be caught. I will lose my shit if he is.

Agjshdjsb ok turn to dust hmm. Well, he's not getting caught, but these aliens are all gonna fucking die if they do nothing! But what can they do! Ooh, I think we're gonna end up letting them die. Ah shit ah shit. I am not okay with his one bit. I mean, Alex, get Michael out. Please do, but if all those aliens die he is gonna feel horrible. Oh I don't like this scenario one bit.

Yeah, ok, Max is giving him the antidote. And sorry Jenna, but I'm pretty sure there is no better way.

Jenna! That's so. Hmm. I feel really bad for her. She really is a trooper and an ally. You want a girl like her on your team. I'm gonna miss her if she's actually leaving. Unlike every other person saying they're leaving, this one I believe. But you know, it's probably better for her this way. Not being involved in this stuff.

I'm actually gonna cry over her leaving though. For her nothing good came of all this.

Aw ok great, sure, let's just keep the tears coming (I'm speaking metaphorically, I am teaeing up, but I will not ruin my eyeliner, so the tear are not allowed to fall). Seriously they're going to have to leave the aliens to die, he's so desperate I can't.

Stop Alex. Stop Michael. Stop both of you. I am trying very hard not to ruin my makeup. See you know what. This blog actually makes it worse since instead of just getting through it, I'm prolonging by pausing. Fuck me. Lmao

NOT THE FUCKING ALIEN LADY! BABY MICHAEL! Fuck you! Fuck you for doing this!

I am just sitting here in annoyance at this show. I'm in my school library watching. How dare it make me feel emotions outside of my home.

I am trying so hard not to cry right now it hurts. I think a couple tears did fall, but not enough to ruin my make up. We're fine.

We're not fine. But we'll fake it.

I actually don't know what to say right now.

Ok, Noah's still sick. So no antidote yet. Seriously let him die, I'm over him. Also fuck you, "humans don't have meaning we do" fuck that shit. Who wants to be told what they're meant to do in life. We make our own meaning, so there.

I get worrying about the aliens, but yeah, I think Alex is right. You want some level of justification. People don't like things to happened without reason or meaning. We like to think that we, and the people we look to to tell us what to do are good. But that's not always the cause. Sometimes, often actually, humans commit atrocities in the name of some unknown good cause. It's not there. A lot of what we do and what we see happens for evil. Which isn't what we want, but it's the truth.

Well um, Michael's back. He missed everything with Noah, and something tells me after the day he's been through, he's not gonna be happy about missing this too. Especially since he was the who wanted answers.

Ok, a fight, I don't like this. Not one bit. No no. Michael, I want answers too, but I also kinda want Noah to die.

MAX! Put that gun down!

You guys! What the fuck! Not cool