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will we get an update before the new year
Do you ever just lie to yourself? Because I told myself I'd have the rewrite done by christmas, and then when I didn't get it finished, I thought, well maybe new years---
But nope. Not gonna happen. There's still so much to do. I was gonna post a progress update on wednesday, but I'll share now.
Chapter 45 is nearly finished, as is 33. So there's like 5 chapters to re-write? I've hit over 450k now, so the end word count is definitely going to be in the 500k region.
I won't say when I will have it finished because, as we have proved, I am clearly a lying liar. Lmao.
#klaroline#klaus x caroline#fanfiction#klaroline fanfiction#the big bad wolf#tbbw#morningstar writes#sneak peaks#i'm not rushing it okay#what i've got is good and we are sticking to that level of quality#also even when the actual REWRITING is done#i still need to read the whole fucking 500k and edit#which will be a nightmare#but HEY#that's writing for you#i honestly haven't done much work on it over christmas#the action scenes are really picking a fight with me#SIGH
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As someone who lived in a home where it was not safe to be queer but their first love was their same-sex best friend, I really cannot emphasize the importance of characters like Charles Rowland enough. As someone who deals with shame from years of self-hate, repression, happy-masking, and being called a "Token ally" by even my queer friends while feeling wrong wrong wrong about it, and being the kind of person who just didn't "Look queer enough" or whatever the fuck arbitrary, exclusionist rhetoric people would casually hurl about, I just really can't believe we have a character like him.
He's complex and deeply scarred and I've never cared about a character like this before. I've never felt so "Seen." I can't wait to save this show because seeing him heal will be like a balm on my heart. His character arc is completely unique and handled with such care that it brings tears to my eyes.
That's all. I am just so deeply thankful for & emotional about Charles Rowland tonight.
#I'm not commenting on any of the Payneland panic because I stg if one more person treats his trauma and pain as a background story#that doesn't deserve screentime in favor of rushing him into ANY relationship so help me god I will lose my shit#Let him 'Figure the rest out' goddamnit! It's hard being an abused child out here! We do not feel like we deserve love okay? Let him realiz#he DOES deserve love. Edwin got a whole season to figure his shit out Charles deserves the same damn#No Charles Rowland hate in my house. No straight Charles 'lads lad' truthers I'm done with it!!! I won't be having it!#oh for the record I ship Payneland like a motherfucker. They are the ship of all time and very obviously endgame#anyway GO STREAM DEAD BOY DETECTIVES#save dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#dbda netflix#the dead boy detectives#the dead boy detective agency
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the lovers, reversed
(aka I'm still freaking out about Jou)
#art#ride kamens#i am about to go off on wild speculation so excuse me in advance#I HAVEN'T PLAYED THE EVENT YET so this could all be just absolutely nothing but i gotta get it out#(still debating if i wanna save the event for after i finish part 2 or not...)#this is my last chance to throw wacky theories out there okay#i've just. been thinking a lot about the riders the characters are based on and how they relate to their different classes#like the choices seemed SO random when they were first revealed but they do mostly make sense when you think about it#to the point where i actually do feel like i should've been able to call ooo for ambition. damnit.#however i did always feel like jou was a bit of an outlier and now i'm wondering if that's gonna be like...a thing#idk man just the fact that he's gonna have a special double card and bond henshin with taiten is nuts to me#especially since we're clearly on the verge of SOMETHING happening with soun and uryuu#what does it mean. WHAT DOES IT MEAN#what does this mean for the future of tower emblem#and it hasn't escaped me that there is no class associated with evolution (YET)#and thinking about who jou is based on i'm just like#(waves hands) YOU KNOW?!#(plus i'm still like WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR RUI AND HAYATE but that's a separate thing)#i'm gonna try and take my time and not rush through part 2 but i also am SO impatient#i gotta knooooow#given the way my predictions tend to go though i'm either 100% accidentally right about the dumbest thing#or jou is fine but leon fucking dies or something and i'm gonna throw my phone into a lake#HAVE FUN GUYS I GUESS
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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So it really only took 2 races for them to decide that the guy they HAD to drop daniel for with 6 races left in the season wasn't good enough, huh? They denied daniel a proper send off befitting of the career he's had, ruined their long-term relationship with one of the sports most marketable people, and lost title sponsors for their junior/sister/whateverthefuck team all for 2 races for a guy they'd already passed over twice (now thrice :) allegedly). remarkable.
#just when i think i'm okay with it something happens#and every sad mad raging feeling comes rushing back to the forefront demanding to be felt all over again#we truly live in the dumbest timeline#daniel should've gotten the shot in the redbull for the second half of the season#or removed of that he shouldve gotten to finish out the season in vcarb#or redbull shouldve been straight up with him so he could make other plans if thats what he wanted#I keep going back to when mark webber was at the end of his career and people were talking about him blocking rookies coming in#of which daniel was one#but redbull were firm in him deserving to choose when he ended his career#wild that daniel wasn't even shown a fraction of that respect
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"Don't draw Elain with freckles!" "Don't draw Nesta with a low-cut dress and a RBF!" "Don't draw Lucien with dark hair and locs!" "don't use that song quote for this ship, it's reserved for another ships!" blah blah blah this type of policing is why being an artist sucks so much in this fanbase. If you see art that you don't like, just take a breath, hit the block button if you need to, vent to a mutual you trust privately about it, and move on. It's okay. The character is not going to get offended if an artist draws them a certain way, other characters won't get offended, they ain't real. If an art is drawn in a way you didn't imagine, it will not hurt you or impact your opinion. In fact, you ranting about it publicly only impacts artists because so many artists will see it and feel bad about their art and feel self-concious about how they draw from now on.
Fanart is not about being canon. When you accept that, then you're going to feel a lot happier in this fanbase. So please leave artists alone.
#Honestly being a bitch in private is okay because it's a way to rant and you are not actively hurting anyone#but stop posting this stuff publicly#the world does not need to know every single thing you're thinking#because sometimes you guys come up with the most random stuff to get mad at and you rush to tell everyoneeeee#and there's also a big difference between saying “I'm not a fan of this” vs “You can't do this”#please leave artists alone#fanbase discourse#anti acotar fandom
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My heart on a silver platter, for even a glimpse of yours.
Lawlight Week Day 5: Cannibalism
Alt crop (because I'm really indecisive LOL)
#death note#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#lawlightweek2024#my art#cannibalism#blood#the. uh. the. listen. i. i'm normal okay. i'm normal. Listen. i'm normal. you believe me right#i am also like. a day late OOPS#uhhhhhhh. the anatomy is kinda bad i think but i spent like 2 hours just trying to do the lineart because of it so just#don't look at it too closely okay? or for too long for that matter#this is lowkey rushed but. shhhhh
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something something blood-soaked hands cradling your face something something
anyway here's the post btw
#what if post dp3 logan struggles to emotionally accept that wade Will Actually For Real Survive Anything#and one time they are fighting some random baddies#and they somehow get in a few shots straight to wade's cranium and he drops like a bag of slutty slutty potatoes#and logan goes full berserker trying to get to him#like he just massacres everyone in his way and wade still isnt getting up ohnoohnoohnonotagainohno#(healing factor or no a few direct shots to the brain stem/t box take a bit to recover from)#(no more than five minutes but it's an eternity to logan)#and his heart sinks to the very core of the earth as he kneels down next to wade's body#and his hands are shaking and soaked in blood and he can't seem to sheathe his claws in his dazed adrenalined state#he tries to peel back wade's mask and fear is just *pounding* through his system because in that moment#all he can see are the xmen dead in massive pools of blood#and that feeling of unreality is rushing over him like thiscantbehappeningthiscantbehappeningnotagainohgodnotagain#wade's still and unresponsive and there is so Much BLOOD (hard to tell how much is Wade's and how much is just on his hands)#and logan doesn't even realize he's crying until suddenly wade's eyes light up like a computer restarting#and he's smiling and gasping and joking immediately#“well howdy there hot stuff what did I miss?”#and then he clocks that logan is Not Okay#“... well gee willikers golly goddamn peanut 'twas only a flesh wound! no need to go all waterworks over lil ol me”#“you know it would take a helluva lot more than that to make me shuffle off this here mortal coil!”#“see all better I'm hunky dory peachy keen right as fucking rain”#“I mean cmon I can't have been out for more than five minutes so let's just go back to you being exasperated with my bullshit antics okay??#“...okay sugarboobs? snookums? babycakes?.... Logan?”#and they just sit there on the floor holding each other for a while#wade babbling and logan crying about everything he's lost and wondering distantly how he has come to care so much#about this blithering jokester in like barely a week#that the thought of losing him brought him crashing back to the worst memory of his extremely rough life#anyway that's enough tag mini fic lolol I'm having feelings about my own drawing I guess 😵#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine art
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Finally finishing totk
#Totk#Art#Comic#Link#This one gets main blog privileges lololol#Context: I had beat 1 dungeon and promised my buddy not to progress without them. I was just filling out the map and these guys appeared#Totk spoilers in the tags#Okay so here's my totk story because it hurts everyone I tell including myself#First time I played totk I got really fed up with the tutorial. It would just never end.#I got so fed up with it in fact... I never did the story. At all!#My buddy wanted to watch me do the story but we kept missing each other#So I ended up avoiding anything even tangentially related to plot#I never met any characters. Never even knew there were bosses and dungeons. Never entered the castle#And one time my buddy told me there was the awesome boss in the depths I could fight-- a king dragon. Woaaahhh#I made my way over there and was so ready for this epic battle and ended up killing it in 5 seconds. I was too powerful 😂#Keep in mind I did NO DUNGEONS and had grinded up the dynamic difficulty entirely through common enemies to the point of silver lynels#So yeah I stopped playing because I realized I was way too overpowered to start the story#So I started all over again. Finally doing totk the Intended Way™#Uhh... Doing one single dungeon raised the difficulty to the point of black hoglins appearing?? What???#I'm basically rushing every dungeon (I just finished the second one) without preparing at all or doing any shrines#(I killed colgera while dying from cold damage at 4 hearts because I ran out of cold res LMFAO)#So this is really testing my Zelda skillz. It's very fun.#Also. During the first dungeon. I was so obsessed with the kid I almost looked up how I could keep him as my companion#My buddy was so excited for me to find out what the reward was for beating the dungeon 😂😂😂#What else funny... Oh yeah my old save was so jank I never actually got any more than 5 hearts.#Yes I had to defeat lynels mostly hitless since they can kill you despite the mercy quarter heart#I also went to do the first dungeon on the first save and accidentally entered the ship without the child. It TRAPS YOU INSIDE.#It doesn't even give you a warp it just says “die or warp out”. Except I didn't get the shrine halfway up. So I decided to hoverbike out 😓#Oh yeah and it turns out you can ABSOLUTELY get the master sword so so easily.#She flies right past the water dungeon and phases out of existence near immediately it's very funny.
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#hifi rush#hfr#hi-fi rush#hi fi rush#4 tags damn#chai hifi rush#chai hi fi rush#chai hi-fi rush#OKAY#digital art#supermegacool art tag#eyestrain warning#im DONE#listening to limp bizkit rn i'm sorry chai the nu metal took over me
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Vigil - 2x06
#vigiledit#bbc vigil#amy silva#kirsten longacre#suranne jones#rose leslie#vigil spoilers#vigil 2x06#amy x kirsten#femslash related stuff#okay so I hadn't been feeling well saturday night so when the eps dropped I literally just watched the last scene on iplayer#just to make sure nobody freaking died#and it was amy saying I'm coming home on the phone#and given the ''come home''/''I can't'' moment in the trailer I thought amy was legit gonna stay in wudyan these whole last 3 eps#which I didn't love the idea of I truly wanted an amy/kirsten reunion but I was like oh maybe rose leslie's pregnancy interfered#as long as they're both alive and we got that lovely scene in ep 2 it's fine#so this was all a COMPLETE surprise even more than usual#I made it a twist to my own self#and then it was like the perfect hurt/comfort scene you'd want for an action detective couple like this!#amy so focused on the job and then dropping everything to rush to kirsten's side#sitting there all night and that classic waking up in the chair next to the hospital bed scene#and they even had their cake and ate it too by having amy *choose* kirsten over the job#only for kirsten to then push her back to it#and going from this soppy soft teary version of amy to a pissed off black suit badass#because they'd hurt her girl#such a good couple to build a series like this around#lol amy really didn't want to leave!#she's just sitting and gazing at kirsten#man those years ago kirsten would never have imagined getting to see amy like this and meaning so much to her
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something something I'm relearning to draw on my phone w/ my finger again
#hifi rush#hi fi rush#hi fi rush chai#wip#chromebook is still not repaired#i miss my chromebook#i miss you chromebook pen#it's okay I'm relearning to draw on my phone#used to work magic when i was like#what? 8?9?? was a miracle worker tbh#anywho chai again#i love this guy#never gonna stop doodling him#probably#art#digital art#transgender#artists on tumblr
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DOS2 fandom, show me your Godwoken? Tell me about your Godwoken? (For example:) Who are they? What is their damage? What do they look like? Are there any differences between their in-game model and how you imagine them? What is their fighting style? Who do they love and why? Anything else you'd like to share about them?
Everyone who sees this post, consider yourself invited. And feel free to tag your friends if you'd like.
@flower-khajiit, @divinityiswasted
Just do it. This is a threat.
EDIT: Also, there's no time limit on this thing. I don't care if you find it years later. Always happy to see some blorbos - show me.
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#I'm kidding - absolutely no pressure#and there's no rush either#only if you feel like it and when you feel like it#I know this stuff can be time-consuming so I don't blame anyone for skipping#but also I thought maybe people would like to talk about their blorbos?#but if not it's okay#I thought I might try poking the fandom to see if people are still alive here
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the father, the son, the end of the world (x)
[ID: two digital drawings of three iterations of kiryu kazuma that are intertwined in a downwards sequence. the background is a night sky with two framing clouds, and city lights, moon backlightning the three figures. the colors are tinted blue, and the image is held in a frame that is transparent on the outer part.
on top, kiryu is shown in his yakuza 3 okinawa outfit, in the middle in his yakuza 0 pinstrip suit and at the bottom, in a black shirt as he appears in infinite wealth.
y3 kiryu curls his right arm around y0 kiryu's neck, hand in a fist, his right hand comfortably lying on top of lad8 kiryu's head. his expression is a deep frown, as he stares at the audience.
y0 kiryu is turned to the left side of the image, as if running away, his left arm resting over y3's left forearm, hand slightly curled into a fist. his right arm curls forward over lad8 kiryu's shoulder protectively, palm held upwards. he is frowning at something off-frame, mouth slightly open.
lad8 kiryu has his right hand in a fist over his stomach and the left one reaching up to hold y0's left forearm. his expression is blank, as he stares at nothing, mouth slightly agape.
The second image is the same, only slightly less dark for visibility. /End ID.]
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#桐生 一馬#kiryu kazuma#happy birthday king#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#yakuza 0#yakuza 3#lad8#lad8 spoilers#i guess??#I DON'T KNOW. i'm currently playing gaiden so i would appreciate spoiler free tags :3#to all my k//h beloveds who will see this and know nothing mwah ilu this man makes me sad :)#also the song is there because i started looping it while i drew but it was already making me think of kiryu anyways#so#lies down o(<#i might've rushed this a little i had been so burned out asfhshfhd but that's okay. feeling better#oomf was like 'what did the middle one do😭' and that was so valid of them adfjsjdj#i love posting at mystifying hours (still character's birthday in japan)#my doods#described#also i dont think i had ever done an id like this. aaaaaaaaaaaaah#ty to tumblr user realyauza for letting me know it was too dark!!#i finished w/my phone's brightness relatively high and i didn't account for that
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hey so actually, how many people are afraid of leaving kudos on smut fics?
like, is this something that genuinely affects more than, say, 10% of people with an ao3 profile, or is this a made up problem.
#like okay#if 50% of people felt this way#then yeah i would be rushing to reassure people that its okay to leave kudos b/c authors deserve kudos if people enjoyed their work#but if it's only like 1% of people w/ ao3 accounts....#who cares if they don't feel comfy leaving kudos???#if this is a common issue#then please tell me#because i will be impressed and amazed that i'm only hearing about it now
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johnaeryn: to build a home
happy 25th anniversary to farscape and to these two
#johnaeryn#john x aeryn#aeryn sun#farscapeedit#john crichton#farscape#farscape25#by lesbibianism#my edits#fancam#edit#honestly... not as elaborate as i wanted to make it but with adhd and being busy with other things i ran out of time it is what it is#i wanted to post it today#so yeah hope its still okay despite having to rush to finish this lmao#anyway i love them so much :( they're everything to me#i'm halfwayish through s4 on my rewatch in between movies and i don't want to lose them again#my silly little beloved show thats always there for me <3#greatest love story ever told
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